Guys, Raphael is in tonight’s press release, but its because “he and Izzy get closer” and I don’t want it. I always want more Raphael scenes, but both of them deserve better, Especially Raphael, and because of this drug story line Izzy’s character is really taking a hit, and I’m just.
I need Saphael, even if it will only ever be platonic. Raphael and Izzy is so unhealthy, and at this point I would rather have Izzy and Simon, even though they have no chemistry and barely any interaction.
I just need Raphael to be happy. Gosh writers, I trusted you, don’t let me down in the long run. (Even though you probably will.)
I’m gonna need lots of saphael fluff after tonight.
Today I found a letter that my mum wrote for me on my 15th birthday. In it, she says she’s proud of me, and the person I’ve grown to become. She laments not getting to know me well enough, and always having to leave for work in the morning before I get up. She says that she wouldn’t work if it wasn’t for me, and that I give her hope about the world and a little bit of pride that she did something right. I cried again. So much crying these last few weeks but the last 3 times have all been positive. Well, this one is mixed feelings. She put herself through hell for us, and there’s not enough I can do in this world to help those wounds heal. I say us, but it was me. Those last 10 years with my father, alone and fighting, how she did it I’ll never understand.
@makkachin-godofhell or hikaru is a rlly chill person. sort of intimidating if u dont know them super well, but they’re someone i would 100% go to for advice/if i needed a dad hug. hikaru is best dad. hikaru is my dad. ily hikaru. see u in school u f u c k
i just had this image of a young alex floating on her surfing board at night, looking up at the stars & the full moon, and feeling very small and confused. & baby kara coming to look for her because she knows it’s dangerous and them just having this beautiful moment… i need a hug.