Loooook at my little Princess of Grumpyness! My dear friend @djfatchip commissioned the talented artist @choco-minto for the OC Appreciation Week. Doesn’t she look amazing? <3
Thank you so much my lovely gem. Not only for this amazing gift but for the beautiful words you send me with it. I am so happy to have you as a friend and that we are together creating such an amazing story as Lonely Hearts in Space <3
Hi, I'm an aspiring illustrator/ animator, and I was just wondering if you could please tell me a bit about your experience as an artist, where you got your beginnings, and how you've gotten to where you are today. I absolutely love your concept art and I think you're a fantastic artist, and I'd really appreciate it if you could tell me as much as you can about your job and what it's like working for dreamworks. Thank you! x
Hey thanks! I have a Q and A page where most of this is answered, but I’ll tell you a bit about my day to day job. (note: I’ll delete this post in a week or so)
My experience with Dreamworks so far has been great, I started out doing BG design then moved on to Vis Dev, and now I’ve been working as a story board revisionist on Voltron for the past 6 months or so. Day to day I just come into work, sit at my desk and draw forever basically. scenario: My director will have a section from a storyboard (a super rough form of the episode- just still drawings in panels) and he will say, “hey, make these characters look better.” or “everyone should be drawn looking left, not right, fix it” or “make the acting better here”. and then I will. Then he will make some notes on how I could improve- it’s great.
Ok so! I just chatted with @thatweirdasiankid and cleared some stuff up! I just want to lay some things down:
Not all of tumblr is aware of the dynamics of the art community. It’s really easy to see a piece of work you like on another site and repost it without thinking of the consequences. However, if someone tells you to properly credit or take it down, you should probably listen.
A lot of artists post their work to advertise their skill so they can make money to help pay bills. Reposting without permission and a link to the artist’s page can take away a lot of opportunities for them. (Personally some of my commission money goes towards my groceries)
Calmly going back and forth between reposter and artist can help clear things up and spread proper art appreciation on social media. This requires both parties to cooperate and be understanding. BUT note how I did mention reposter and artist. I love ya’ll so much and I seriously appreciate all of you who stand up for my work, but all I need is you to provide me with a link or name of the reposter. I kind of want to handle things myself from now on to avoid other events like this. It is my work, I’ll fight my own battles from now on.
BTS reaction to being in a relationship with an honest and skinship loving girlfriend
requested by anon
He would appreciate your honesty so much, but would hold back with the skinship in public places. He seems more like the type of guy who would reserve the act of kissing and touching each other for when you are alone.
“I feel like kissing, but we’ll wait until we’re home, okay?”
As he seems like an honest person as well, not holding back on what he thinks, as long as it doesn’t hurt anyone, he would appreciate your honesty as well. Every time you see each other or say goodbye he gives you a kiss, lingering a little longer since he enjoys your love for skinship, but also knows his limits.
“I’d do so much more than just kiss, but I think the hyungs would say something if we do it in the studio.”
Namjoon would feel like he yould always rely on you telling him the truth about what you think. I feel like he would be more open to skinship in public, always holding you close, giving you kisses throughout the day whenever you’re together, and so on.
“I love how you always know what to say. You’ll get a kiss for that.”
Hobi loves skinship and combined with an honest personality? He’d be all over you, making sure you always feel his love through hugs, kisses and more hugs, no matter where you are or what you’re doing. He would enjoy talking with you since he would feel like he can trust you with all of his heart.
“Jagi-yah~ I have a surprise for you!”
Jimin would be shy af whenever you want to hold his hand or give him a quick kiss. However, when you would be at home alone, he would love the fact you wanted to be as close to him as possible, loving the attention you give him. Your honesty would a factor why he would feel safe around you.
“Not here okay? Wait until we’re home…okay just one kiss but make it quick!”
He would be very open about skinship, because he would want to be as close to you as possible whenever you were together. He would always give you a kiss out of the blue whenever he thought you were being cute…which would be pretty much always. Since he thinks a lot and wants to share his thoughts, he would always rely on you to be straight up with him, loving your honest nature.
“Come here, I want to give you a kiss, you’re just too cute~!
He would be uncomfortable at first with your love for skinship, adjusting slowly to how you just wnated to close to him. It would take a lot from him to show his love to you in public however and he would try to ask you to keep your kisses for when were alone. Your honesty would appeal to him a lot and he would feel like he could talk to you about anything.
“Ehm, could you maybe not hold onto my hand so tightly? I know how much you love, but now is not the time.”
*gives you a quick kiss as a way to make you feel better*
It’s amazing to think back & remember that when I first made Buster into a roleplay blog, I was the very second roleplayer in the fandom altogether! I didn’t even know if there would be much craze about the film, & yet 400 OF YOU DECIDED TO FOLLOW ME! Whether it’s we’re friends, you like my portrayal, or you just love this little koala man —— I’m so astounded!& with this, I must thank EACH & EVERY ONE OF YOU! Even if you have not been mentioned on this list, you are so very much appreciated! Here’s to hoping I do not disappoint you all in the future!
A/N: This oneshot is based on the song “Something Just like This” by The Chainsmokers and Coldplay. I love so much this song, it’s like a drug!
If you want be tagged in my stories, just ask me! Feedback is always appreciated.
Will come back. Fist.
I take a deep breath, and in the meantime, I take the bottle of water, and I
drink. By now, it’s been two weeks since Bucky left for a mission in Russia,
along with Steve and Tony. I remained at the base of the Avengers, until my
boyfriend, Bucky Barnes, not back. I hate staying at home alone; It reminds me
every fucking minute that he’s not there, and the silence overwhelms me. So for
now I sleep in the room next to Natasha; At least I try. I miss Bucky. I miss my
boyfriend. I miss his voice, his contagious laugh, his eyes staring at me, his
soft and sweet lips on mine, his arms around my waist. It’s horrible to be so
far away from him, and not having news of him.
I drain the anger and frustration pulling punches in punching bag, but doesn’t
help much; I hear the gym door open, and enters Natasha smiling.
“Y/n, dinner is almost ready.”
Without another word, Natasha comes out, and I remain alone again. I sigh; she
and Sam are the fantastic friends, and in all this time that Bucky is not
there, did everything they could to distract me; we went to the movies, to eat
a pizza, at Luna Park. But they’re not my Bucky.
I return to my room, and after a quick shower, I go into the kitchen. Natasha
and Sam are already there, sitting on the couch watching a movie; after
greeting Sam, I sit down beside him, and I watch the film with them. Just when
it’s late, I greet you both, and silently I go back in the room. This is my daily
routine, for two long weeks.
I want my Bucky.
Will come back. Fist.
And another day began; after breakfast, Sam and I have made a run, and we bet
about who was faster; when there is no Steve to run with him, Sam is always
happy, because it’s easier to win for him.
When we returned to base, I’m back in the gym, and I started to give again to
punch the punching bag; it’s the only thing that calms me. After a while I stop
and support the forehead of the punching bag, and I close my eyes; Bucky is my
life, since I was back to being himself. The first time I met him, he was still
the Winter Soldier, and I have done nothing but fight him; he was strong, and
he put me to the mat in a few moves. At that moment I thought that I hated him.
I am a proud person, and I hate to lose; in spite of everything, I felt a
shiver when our eyes met. I didn’t pay much attention, but when Bucky is back
to being.. Bucky, everything changed.
He’s fantastic, sweet, and kind, and even broken. And since we attend us, he
makes me feel alive. For him it wasn’t easy to get back to ‘normal’ life, what
the HYDRA did to him.. after all this time, sometimes he wakes up at night,
because of a nightmare, and I try to comfort the more likely. I am still
absorbed in my thoughts, when I hear the door open; without looking, I sigh.
“Yeah, Nat. Lunch is ready. ”
“Can I be your food?”
I open my eyes when I hear his voice; I quickly turn to the door to be sure I
recogniz the voice of my boyfriend, or if it’s just a dream; but he’s there.
Bucky, in his combat uniform, half dirt, but all his glory. Instinctively, I
run towards him, and in a few seconds I throw myself into his arms, my legs
around his waist. We remain silent for a while, enjoying this intimate moment
between us; I inhale his scent, I brush his skin with the fingers.
“I missed you so much.”
I blush, and having stretched the legs and resting my feet on the ground, I look
in his eyes.
Bucky smiles, and laying his hands cupped my cheeks, he grabs my lips with his,
and pulls me to his chest. How much he missed me..
I try to deepen the kiss, but then I remember that we are in the gym, and that
someone can come suddenly.
“I missed you too.” he says when we move away, his arms still around
“When did you come back?”
“I have just returned. Natasha had told me you were here, and then I’m
over here right away.”
I smile. He tries to get close, but jokingly I run him by me.
“Calm down, big boy. You need a shower, and long. ”
He laughs; I’m so happy that he is here with me, and his laugh is so contagious,
that I begin laughing too.
“Why are you crying?” he suddenly asked; I frown, and I touch my face
with the hand. I feel it’s wet, and I smile.
“I’m just glad you’re here.”
Bucky pulls me to him, and kisses my forehead.
“How about if we go back to our home?” he asks me as grazes my ear
with his lips, making me shiver, “Take a shower, we have dinner, and we’re
I swallow hard when I hear the last words; now that he’s finally back, I want
him all to myself.
“Let’s go back to our home.”
After entering the house, me
and Bucky we head both in the bathroom. I open the valve of the tap, and while
the tub fills with hot water, I undress. I remain alone with the bra and
panties, and suddenly I feel the Bucky’s eyes fixed on me. I smile, and satisfied
with the effect that I do to him, I glance over my shoulder.
“Like what you see, James?”
I call him by his first name, knowing what causes in him when he hears my voice
say it; he’s approaching menacingly at me, his hands touching my hips, and I
feel a shiver along my spine when his metal fingers brush my bare skin. My back
touch his bare chest, and Bucky leaves wet kisses in the hollow of my neck.
“After all this time, hell, of course I like it, doll.”
I turn to him, and I wrap my arms around his neck, I brush his lips, and I
shrink, trying to provoke him.
“Will you do me the honour, James, to take my clothes off?”
“I’m the one just returned from a mission. You should undress me. ”
I bite my lip, and not make me say it twice, I lower the zipper of his pants,
and I lower them along with the boxer; he does the same with me, and when we
are both naked, we enter into the tub, facing each other. We relax both in
contact with the hot water, that loosens our tense muscles. I look at Bucky,
and only now I notice a tinge of sadness in his face; I was so glad to see him
again, I didn’t ask him how was your mission. When I ask him, with a sad look
tries to divert the issue. If he doesn’t want to talk, it means that something
went wrong. I get close to him, and sat down on his legs, I obliged him to look
“What’s wrong, Buck?”
He swallows, and then look at me; he touches my cheek with his metal arm, and a
sad smile appears on his face.
“I don’t understand.”
“Why did you choose me? Why are you with me? ”
I remain surprised by his words; I thought he knew why I’m with him. We talked
about it a lot of times.
“Because I love you, Bucky.”
“Are you sure?”
I feel the tears fill my eyes, and I am speechless. Why he thinks I don’t love
“Bucky what happened during the mission?”
Bucky continues to look helpless, and after a while he sighs, and looks down.
“We saved the civilians by.. a bomb, I think. And when at last they were
safe, people have approached us to thank us. They were so happy to see Captain
America and Iron Man. But when they saw me.. I think they were afraid. I know
it’s a stupid thing, but.. I’m not a hero, Y/n. Steve and Tony are. I’m just a
horrible experiment, which kill.. ”
Bucky doesn’t finish the sentence because of me. My lips are placed on his, and
I kiss him hard; my tongue makes contact with his, and my teeth biting his
bottom lip, making him moan. I feel his erection touching my leg, but I try not
to pay attention; I just want him to understand that I didn’t need a hero.
I’m not looking for somebody
With some superhuman gifts
Some fairytale bliss
Just something I can turn to
Somebody I can kiss
We finish the kiss, but my lips
brush even those of Bucky, while his arms leaning on my waist. I look into his
eyes, trying not to cry.
“Those people are idiots, they don’t know what they missed. If they got to
you, they would know that you are a wonderful, sweet, kind, and selfless. I
love you, Bucky.”
“I was a monster before.” Bucky says, the trembling voice. Tears
streaming down his face, and I push off with the thumbs. I put my lips on his
again, then on the cheeks, then on the eyes, then on the forehead; I wrap my
arms around his neck and I hug him.
“It wasn’t your fault. You were under the control of HYDRA, but now you
are free. You have your life again, you have your best friend, and other
friends who love you. You have me. I don’t need a superhero.”
I’m not looking for somebody
With some superhuman gifts
Some fairytale bliss
Just something I can turn to
Somebody I can miss
The Bucky’s metal arm is laying
on my back, massaging it up and down.
My eyes met his, and he slings on my lips, and kisses me. I put my hands cupped
over his face, and I closer and closer to me; my body in contact with his
drives me crazy, and makes the same effect on Bucky. He begins to torture the
hollow’s neck, then the collarbone, up to fall on my breasts; he leaves me deep
marks, making me moan. His erection pushes more towards me, and I just want to
feel him inside of me, to make him feel how much I love him.
“I know doll, I know..”
Bucky pushes me away from him on the other side of the tub, and ranks on me;
our movements they drop the water on the floor, but none of us matter at this
time. My hands are on his shoulders, while he brushes my entry without
preamble, and in a moment his cock inside me. I yell, while Bucky fills me more
and more; he begins to push, and I cling closer to him, my legs around his
waist. Our skin slamming against each other, and the water that moves around
our bodies, it causes weird sounds.
“I love you, Y/n.”
My eyes met his, and Bucky pushes more and more inside of me. I arch my back,
and I try to still get closer to him.
“I love you too, Bucky. I love you so much.. ”
It’s true. I love him. Despite the things that he did, in spite of the horrors
he lived, I love him. I feel my body tremble, and then I come, continuing to
repeat his name, and that I love him. Bucky groans, and with one final push he
comes too. I don’t care if for the others he’s not a superhero; I don’t love
the Winter Soldier. I love Bucky Barnes.
Oh I want something just like this
Oh I want something just like this
After our intimate moment, and
putting in order the bathroom, me and Bucky we put in the kitchen to cook
something. We laughed and joked, and almost burned the kitchen. Now we’re both
lying on the couch, me in his arms, with the TV on. Bucky caresses my hair, and
suddenly I feel him smile.
“You know you’re beautiful with this shirt on?”
I smile, realizing that the shirt is talking about is his. I lifted my face to
look at him, and my eyes meet his.
“I have to thank the owner of the shirt.”
His lips brush my temple, and I feel a shiver down my spine; it always happens
when he touches me.
“Now you know.” I say suddenly, losing myself in his grey eyes. He
furrows his eyebrows, not understanding what I’m talking about.
“That I’m with you for who you are, not for what you do.”
“I love you, Y/n.”
“And I love you, Bucky Barnes.”
Oh I want something just like this
Oh I want something just like this
Alrighty so this is another one of those voltron prediction/theory/rant its basically an analysis of some parts of season 2 not all bc that would take me forever but just a few key parts (aka the key to my heart Klance okay bye). So grab a drink because this is an essay folks that I spent way too much time on than I should have. Let’s begin shall(ura) we? (I hate myself)
So I’m gonna start with a very good and very platonic (in my opinion) relationship, which is Kallura. Okay okay, they have so much potential to be bffs its exciting.
First off, I took the whole Galra Keith and Allura tension as a message the creators wanted to convey to the viewers about judging someone merely by their race. Honestly I really love it when tv shows, especially kids shows, integrate bigger ideas like racism into their stories. Its subtle yet satisfying and I really really appreciated this particular scene with Keith and Allura.
Allura is describing her hatred for the Galra which is basically her hatred toward a part of Keith that he can’t even control. He never chose to be Galra, it’s just in his blood. And obviously that hurts him because its a part of who he is:((
Like ugh this is so sweet guys. So as you know from the title of this, I don’t ship Kallura at all, but this scene was very special to me in a much different way than how I feel from a romantic interaction. Like this is a genuine moment between two characters that are haunted by the same group, the Galra. Keith is part Galra, he has a part of the enemy inside of him which is probably causing inner turmoil maybe even self-hatred within him. And Allura as we know hates the Galra for killing her entire civilization. These two have a deep character development from this scene alone. We see that Allura has matured from being bitter toward Keith for being Galra to understanding that a person should not be judged by their blood but who they truly are. Also we see that Keith has accepted the fact that yes he may have a part of the enemy within him, but that does not mean he has to be anything like them. He is also pretty stand-off ish and doesn’t like opening up necessarily. He’d much rather keep to himself (other than Shiro), but he is finally opening up to someone else as well. He forgives Allura immediately despite how offensive her bias opinion was towards him. I just love Keith.
So these two are super close now or should be? Which is pretty awesome considering… Keith is super close to Shiro too. SO now he’s close to both Shiro and Allura who are both, might I remind you all, much older than would be appropriate for him to have a romantic relationship with. Anywho, this reeks of space parents and an angsty teen.
Which then leads to Shallura and why I believe it is pointing toward canon woot woot love these goobers. Alright so I’m solely focusing on a few scenes in particular where my heart was pounding and my eyes watering and I was clutching my heart while screaming at my computer screen. The feels man the feels.
I just about swooned at this. Like these underrated moments are what really get me. Like I love the whole Shiro taking Allura’s hand and telling his wife to get some rest, that got me feeling some sort of way. But this scene guys. In the heat of battle, Shiro is concerned for Allura. He’s basically saying “I wish I could be there to take care of her but Coran you have to do it for me.” I cannot guys I cannot.
She could’ve called for anyone else. Was it Keith? NOPE IT WAS SHIRO, PEOPLE!!
Never forget honestly. This is the face of a broken man. I have never seen Shiro more distressed and this pic doesn’t do it justice but when you watch this scene his eyes are glistening like he’s about to cry. The calm, collected leader Shiro is on the verge of tears? omg I can’t.
Honestly this is my weakness. When a character gets hurt and another character goes ballistic and rages. Like Shiro is so determined to kick ass in this scene and avenge Allura. End me.
For Shallura, they both have an understanding that they need each other. They are each other’s support especially considering they both are the leaders and are the older ones of the group. They help bear each other’s responsibility which is much different than Klance’s dynamic. For Klance it is much more playful and focused on chemistry. And also because they are younger it is much more naive and afraid. Both Keith and Lance obviously care for each other but they try not to show it especially when the other is present. They are self-conscious and afraid of what the other will think, that the other doesn’t feel the same way. Shiro and Allura, however, both know that they care for each other and they aren’t afraid to express it through calling each other’s name during battle and other small gestures like that.
Which I forgot to mention that everyone is freaking out over a simple hug between Allura and Keith but like have you noticed that both Klance and Shallura have not had a proper hug yet? Ummmm is this a slow burn fic or… Seriously tho, I’ve watched plenty of shows and animes (I’m shameless) to know that usually the canon couple does not have that special hugging and seal-the-deal scenes quite so early in the series because all the anticipation builds up until the perfect scene is created. I swear a tender Klance and Shallura moment is coming I swear.
Which then leads to my mains, Klance. I just have to admit that one of the many reasons I love these two is because of the fact that Keith and Lance are like my fav characters of all time. And I can relate to both of them at the same time idk. Anyway, back to what’s important: evidence of canon.
So… Do I really need to show these? Like these scenes do not need further analysis it just reeks of dorks-in-love-who-don’t-know-they’re-in-love-with-each-other-and-who-don’t-know-that-the-other-is-in-love-with-them. Man I love Klance.
So instead let’s over-analyze a few other scenes…
“Babe I thought you would have my back.”
“First you forget the bonding moment now this.”
Look this one is a stretch lol but just look at Keith’s face. When you watch this scene, Keith goes from his signature annoyed and irritated look to a betrayed and frustrated look. Maybe that’s just me, but aside from that, he doesn’t necessarily look pissed off, his face changes from his usual pissy look to something much different. Obviously what Lance says does calm him down enough not to yell back at him, but he also looks frustrated because no one understand him or his secret about his past with the Blade of Mamora and all that good junk at this point. I think it is especially bothering him that he can’t just upfront say what he is hiding, and instead he knows he is looking like a fool in front of them (and especially Lance).
Body language is important. Keith turns around as not to face them, I think he is hurt because obviously this whole situation is important to him but not even Lance seems to understand him. And I seriously think Keith and Lance have like this weird mutual understanding usually. Like ya they fight I get that, but usually they kinda get what the other is trying to get at I feel, idk maybe thats just me.
Let’s take a moment to appreciate how blue Lance’s eyes are in this… I love my son…
So like if you look closely at this scene you notice that when Lance is making eye contact with Keith, Keith has his typical “I hate you Lance but really I don’t but I’m gonna pretend like I do” face. But right when Lance looks away Keith actually looks sad and kinda hurt. Out of everyone, he hates that Lance is the one revealing his flaws, and even he knows its true. Lance stop insulting your husband. He’s actually sensitive about what you think of him:(((
Uhhh lowkey I think Keith is just as insecure as Lance is, but he just doesn’t show it… Oh the Klangst!
And another thing we get to see in Season 2 is that Lance is showing ALOT of concern of Keith’s wellbeing which is pretty big if you ask me because season 1 was basically Pining!Keith worried about his boyf. Now we get to see some worried Lance.
Honestly, like I mentioned before, the creators are going for a slow burn. And both Shallura and Klance definitely have their little hints and subtle moments that are very easily missed. But that’s the point. If it’s too obvious then the ending won’t be as powerful, the couples won’t be as special. Also, the development of both of these couples is going slow but very well thought out and I actually appreciate it a lot. I know for a fact Kallura won’t be canon because their interaction is too straight-up(lol) for it to be canon. It could be said as “predictable” but idk I just get a total brotp vibe from them nothing more, plus if they were hinting at canon for them, they wouldn’t have them hug so soon. Also their reactions and facial expressions toward the hugs and touches would be very different. It wasn’t tender like the Bonding Moment™ or the Shallura hand grab™. Facial expressions and reactions are key! Keith looked indifferent when Allura fell into his arms and their hug was sweet yes but it wasn’t hesitant and nervous like a couple who just discovered their feelings for one another would react. It was a hug between two people who recognize their bond. It was a strong bond yes, between two lovers? no I don’t think so. Allura, herself even confirmed how she now viewed the paladins as her family and it just felt to much like a familial bond I couldn’t see anything more to it. If Kallura was to be canon they would have more subtle moments than in-your-face big moments. Little details in the way Keith or Allura would look, or in the background they would be gazing at each other (*cough* like Keith does to Lance *cough*) It’s the little things that count, remember that.
The only ship I was concerned that would be canon was Sheith, because they have an obvious bond that is much different than everyone else. But ever since the “Shiro, you’re a bro to me” happened, it basically killed any chance of it happening. Which in my opinion is much better because Klance and Shallura have so much potential and their stories can expand and be written so well. As it is, the creators are doing a really good job at unraveling their stories slowly but just enough as to give the viewers hope which is the goal usually for tv shows. They try to make the shippers suffer sometimes *sigh*.
Anywho, if you read up to this point thanks for listening to me rambling about space parents and space ranger partners lol! I loved season 2 because it revealed a lot about Keith not only through the obvious backstories and blade of mamora stuff but also through his interactions. And yes Keith is my fav lol. Anyways, I am 99.9% sure Klance and Shallura are gonna be canon but by no means am I saying you shouldn’t ship what you want. You do you, folks. Ship on and enjoy the show!
A/N: Thank you so so so so so much to anyone who liked or showed support for this little ficlet that will be. And thank you so much to the nonny who pointed out my font emphasis issues. :P You’re all wonderful and I love you. That being said, on to chapter two. Any feedback is welcome and appreciated. :)
this isn't to flower and frisk, but to the creator of the blog. Thank you for taking your time and putting so much effort into the work you've shown. I appreciate every bit of these and I hope you are doing well! Since the chara sideline is over do you plan to go back to the story, or do another magic anon thing
Sadly, that was the very last Magic anon I can do for this blog, but Don’t worry I have something planned for later~
I’m just finishing up adding my sounds on my game and making some tweaks before I start streaming in a bit
Didn’t know I would reach another milestone again! Not just fellow roleplayers following this blog, but people who know and love Aion coming to follow this blog is just extremely flattering for me.
Though I am already very busy with my life without college and all doing odd jobs and doing around the house and eventually find a part time and get some brand new friends here in Japan, I am overall happy with the current life I am having even though I miss Canada so much. I appreciate every one of my follower’s presence and seeing that I have reached 150 followers is a pleasing thing to see!
Y'know, its a shame Lost in Austen's Darcy isn't much appreciated, he was actually really good. Tbh a lot of its cast was, particularly Alex Kingston as Mrs Bennet who walked a very fine line between the pantomime dame and the sympathetic. Plus they managed to make Amanda likeable AND relateable (having rewatched it almost ten years on I'm impressed by how many times I went 'Amanda is me' during it) which is kinda hard to do given she takes Lizzie's place.
I love Alex Kingston SO. MUCH.
99% of the cast is awesome and some of the humour points just make me snicker to remember them.
The vet opens at 8am, and I will be there with mystic. He’s finally started to show signs of discomfort and pain, and I cannot allow that. These last few hours, I have held and rocked him, and given him all the love in my heart.
I have so much more to give, but we just ran out of time :(
Thank you everyone for the hugs, the msgs, everything… I’m going through this alone, very alone, but because of all of you, I don’t feel alone… your messages matter, and I appreciate them so much.
I hide my pain behind a fake smile, Pretending to be indifferent as time pass. For how long I will be able to keep this up? At night, you are the only one who cross my thoughts. A presence that cannot be found in any of these days, It is you despite of the unfortunate events. As a consequence, two losses surround my mind; The first one as something I never had, The last, known as friendship apparently never existed since day one. If you ask me, these are the things I regret for; Falling in love after so much efforts, Giving my all by ignoring my worth, Caring too much and getting minimal appreciation, Creating plans to strengthen our connection. All those things after swallowing my pride, Sadly, my dignity was left behind. Yet you called me selfish even after my sacrifice, What a low-key method to punish a loved one. Here I am trying to move on, whilst some say “You deserve much more”. Nonetheless, they are not aware of all the things we shared. Tell me now, what am I supposed to do then? I warned you about how I was, A deep thinker and an empathic gent, Such a rare combination nowadays. Now I struggle to not change my true self, A contradiction to avoid getting hurt, A trigger to limit tears only for joy. For the time being I cannot find peace in any of my dreams, Even there your memories lie within me. Flashbacks seen as torture, Wounds that will turn in lessons, Until today I still wonder, do you regret about your error?
I like shipping coz it’s fun but tbh I’m kinda getting tired off the over emphasis on shipping in the fandom, like oh no johnlock isn’t canon and immediately it’s “I’m out of this fandom the story sucks lolol”
I appreciate the characters as individuals more than the ship, y'know? The depth of Sherlock’s character, his complexity, vulnerabilities, his growth, his heart – all this isn’t immediately worthless just coz John doesn’t kiss him. Like he still loves John so much and he wears his heart on his sleeve for John but poor sod is pining and his feelings aren’t reciprocated back, that doesn’t mean he’s worthless. Why the hell must Sherlock’s brilliance be dependent on John kissing him back? So John doesn’t love him back, that sucks, yeah, but that doesn’t mean Sherlock’s character and story arc sucks.
Same goes for other ships. When Sherlock does something nice to Molly, it’s immediately perceived as though the only possible reason is because he loves Molly. It gives the implication aa if Sherlock is a selfish heartless jackass who only bothers to put in effort if he’s in love with someone?? I guess what bothers me most is when people take away his character and reduce it down to “it’s because he wants to shag him/her and that’s the only reason why”. Like going by this logic, does that mean Sherlock wants to shag Sarah in tbb because he saved her? Does that mean he wants to shag Mrs Hudson since he saved her in asib? No ofc not, he saved them because he cares. That’s the point. Not everything is about ships. And it annoys me so much when I see metas that does this— take away all of his character and give all the credit to the ship.
Out of all the times he walked into class, he never thought he would catch you in the act. He watched as you placed the coffee on your desk. You set it down so gingerly, a soft smile on your lips. He wondered if you smiled every time you had set a coffee down on his desk. He had to admit that he missed the coffee on his desk lately. No one ever got him coffee before. He wanted to make it up to you somehow, and he would.
Pride acted as if he hadn’t just seen you place the coffee down on his desk. He hummed happily as he sipped his coffee. For some reason, the coffee tasted much better than it had all those other times. It was from the same place just like before, but it seemed different today.
He watched the class as they took their test. His eyes scanned over the crowd of students. Some of them had that concentrated look on their face, while some of them had that clueless look on their face. He huffed out a small laugh from behind his newspaper. He set down the newspaper as people started to turn in their tests.