do you ever think that one day Baz would randomly burst into tears because he's finally allowed to love Simon, and Simon feels the same way and that Baz's wanted this since he was a smol bean?? like I've thought about this and if I was in Baz's position, I would definitely break down one day and just be simultaneously happy and upset bc it would be kinda overwhelming idk
like i think something like this would definitely happen (though how i have it in my head it’s more a combination of like laughter and happy tears??? on like the most random moment ever? which might be weird but like?? he’s just overwhelmed by happiness unko?)
oR LIKE. (b o i)
- imagine baz having a bad day, just feeling depressed to the point that he’s not leaving his bed.
- and simon just gets concerned because like baz isn’t eating. he’s just in bed, completely motionless.
- simon’s like “this dude’s gonna need his daily blood aljdhahf”
- so simon just goes to fetch him some blood?? like he’ll go to like a near by butcher (idk if i used the right translation here?)(meat man?) and just get’s some blood that was drained from the meat. (HE’S DESPERATE TO GET HIS VAMPIRE BOYFRIEND SOME BLOOD OK)
- and so he comes back with like a bag of blood and he goes to baz and is like “honey i got u some blood hi”
- and baz is just kinda overwhelmed?
- like it’s one thing to have a caring boyfriend (which is already more than he could ever dream of, let alone that this boyfriend is simon snow actual love of his life)
- but then having a boyfriend who’s willing to get u blood?? and like ready to fucking accept the ““monster”” (monster according to baz) inside him and be ok with that and love him no matter what and just. simon loves baz and simon accepts baz and simon is willing to get nasty blood for baz just because baz is not leaving his bed and just
- baz breaks down in tears.
- he’s so overwhelmed.
- and simon’s just kinda like….. ???? u ok??? (simon does not know how to deal with crying people. like not at all.)
- simon just kinda goes *pet pet* ????
- but baz just grabs simon and hugs him and simon freaks out
- ‘AHJSHGAKG WATCH OUT FOR THE BLOOD, DON’T SQUISH THE BAG IN BETWEEN US IT’LL SNAP. THERE’LL BE BLOOD EVERYWHERE’
- simon gEnTLy puts the blood bag on the nightstand and goes back to hugging baz who’s still crying
- simon still doesn’t get why baz is crying but he kinda just?? let’s it??
- they’re cuddling in bed and like, cuddling in bed is something simon does know how to do. so just…. he doesn’t pay attention to the tears and just cuddles baz.
- after a little while baz has calmed down a bit,, he stopped crying and simon goes “okay but baz, are u gonna drink ur blood now or should i put it in the fridge. u might have to drink it now ukno. i’m not a vampire so i wouldn’t know for sure but like, old blood can’t taste good”
- baz almost starts crying again.
- just??? simon’s so comfortable with baz being who baz is and it almost makes baz feel content with himself and wHat?? baz never felt content with himself. ever. especially not with this bloodsucking part of him.
- yea he is crying again.
well this is all over the place. u got me all emotional aAH.