and i know i frustrate you a lot

There Are Worse Things

Pairings/ Characters: Dean x Reader, Sam

Summary: The Reader and Dean’s relationship…or lack thereof

Prompts: #laurahits1k, There are Worse Things I Could Do from the movie Grease

Word count: 882

Warnings: Angst, unrequited love, heartache, fear, abandonment

A/N: @just-another-busy-fangirl@leatherwhiskeycoffeeplaid, my beta

*Bold & in Italics are song lyrics*

*GIFs are not mine*

There are worse things I could do,
Than go with a boy or two.

“Sam. Dean. Hurry up and find the bones. I think I saw five-oh patrolling the lot.”

“Well princess, if you got your ass down here and help us dig, maybe we’d be done already…” Dean huffs in a frustrated voice while Sam chuckles at your “arguement.” Sam knows you both have feelings for each other but are too stubborn and pig-headed to actually do anything about it.  So these little “arguments” will continue until one of you eventually snaps and reveals your feelings or runs away.

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Even though the neighborhood thinks I’m trashy,
And no good,
I suppose it could be true,
But there are worse things I could do.

“Y/N? Why are you dressed like…well….that?” Dean asks in a worried tone.

She was wearing a red and black pinstriped corset that showed way too much bust (in Dean’s opinion anyway), a black pleated skater mini skirt that showed off her muscular legs beautifully, and calf-length faux leather 4-inch stiletto heels.

“Like what?” she asks with a raised brow and angrily pursed lips

“Nevermind. I’m just gonna stay here and do some research.  You and Sammy have fun.” Dean mumbles while nervously running his hands across the back of his neck repeatedly.

I could flirt with all the guys,
Smile at them and bat my eyes.
Press against them when we dance,
Make them think they stand a chance,
Then refuse to see it through.
That’s a thing I’d never do.

“Y/N, please don’t do anything rash like take that douchebag back to the motel.” Dean pleads with you nervously with a hint of disgust.

“Dean, relax. I can handle myself. Besides, I never said I was going to bring him back with me tonight…:” Y/N whispers into his ear before sauntering over to the mark.

I could stay home every night,
Wait around for Mr. Right.
Take cold showers every day,
And throw my life away,
On a dream that won’t come true.

Y/N was sitting alone, curled in on herself under the covers of her motel bed while trying to shut out the sounds of sex filling the room through the thin walls.

Tears run silently down her face as she hears the woman screaming out for Dean and she could barely hear his moans and groans. Her heart aches at the feeling that he will never be with someone like her. Besides, why would Dean Winchester ever love her when he can have any woman he likes? There must be something wrong with her for Dean to ignore the fact that she wears her heart on her sleeve. Hell, even Castiel knows that she loves Dean and he’s oblivious to most common things like flirting or good natured bantering back and forth that has been the staple of Y/N and Dean’s “relationship.”

I could hurt someone like me,
Out of spite or jealousy.
I don’t steal and I don’t lie,
But I can feel and I can cry.
A fact I’ll bet you never knew.
But to cry in front of you,
That’s the worst thing I could do.

“I can’t do this anymore. I can’t watch him go on with these bar flies. Every new conquest steals a little more of my soul and the love I feel for him turns to pain. I’m tired of being alone and in pain. I think that after this hunt, I’m going to pack up and leave. I’ll just disappear and Dean will forget about me easily enough. It really is better this way.” Y/N mutters to herself as she drowns her sorrows and tears into the bottle of Jack she got from the corner market earlier.

Y/N packs the rest of her belongings away and hitches a ride heading out of town. As the tears fall silently down her cheeks, she prays that Dean can find the happiness he deserves even though it will never be with her. Maybe in the years to come, she can forget about the broken heart she got from loving the emerald-eyed hunter but for now, she resigns herself to the constant ache of unrequited love settles into every fiber of her being.

*Dean’s Pov*

“I wonder what I did wrong, Sammy? Y/N doesn’t talk to me anymore. She barely looks at me and I think I did something stupid to drive her away. I know she’s in the life and it’s dangerous for her just knowing me but I can’t help myself and the way I feel about her. I want to, no I need to have her by my side. When she’s not near me, I panic. Of course I do something stupid but she always forgives me. I think that this time is different though… This time I know that there are worse things than having her die in my arms.” Like having her leave me for good.

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anonymous asked:

Yessss! I've read soo many ffs where Draco was always horrible at cooking and not single one where he'd be or get good at it! And I really think he would be good at it thanks to his talent to poitions? Like cooking is going through instructions as it is with potions? And Harry would be so greatfull and ahhh yess I love it so much! You should visit Ikea more often...hehe <3

Me too! I’ve read a lot like that and I personally think he wouldn’t have cooked before but I love the idea of him learning.

I can see him being frustrated that cooking isn’t as precise as potions then being happy and proud as he gets better and realizes it’s his skill and not just his ability to follow directions that make his cooking good.

Plus we know Harry had cooking chores with the Dursleys and I like to think he actually grew to enjoy it as an adult BUT I also can’t imagine anyone but Molly ever lovingly cooked for him.

So just imagine te way Harry’s chest aches and tightens when he watches Draco cooking for HIM. That sense of being cares for would be intoxicating and overwhelming.

And of course sometimes dinner would be burned and forgotten because let’s be honest Harry also has a thing for Draco with his shirt sleeves rolled up to the elbow and a look of concentration on his face as he bakes, so he would definitely be very guilty of distracting Draco in the kitchen.

(Also yes the line in the IKEA cafe was soooooo long and boring so clearly I had to write Darry)

Please remember that, no matter how much you may like someone’s work, fic writers don’t owe you anything. For many of us, writing fic is not (and cannot) be a priority, and demanding a constant stream of content puts a lot of pressure on us, and can lead to the feeling that nothing we do is ever enough. So… be kind to fic writers. Okay? Try saying thank you and appreciating the amount of work that we have already put into giving you free (and awesome) work.

Agoraphobia in Romance

So I just finished The Billionaire Beast by Jackie Ashenden and the hero was agoraphobic????!

I have struggled with agoraphobia for islands of time in my life and I’ve been frustrated at times by the way it’s romanticized a lot in media. You know, the agoraphobic genius/poet/artist recluse and it’s not as often portrayed as the crippling, scary, un-pretty phobia that it is.

Of course it would be one of those “horrible, trashy, billionaire romances” that are the first book I happen across to write about agoraphobia in a non-aesthetic way. 

It was just so refreshing to see a character experiencing panic attacks like I did and the book straight up saying “this is agoraphobia. he’s ill and needs professional psychological help and lots of therapy before slowly progressing and becoming healthy.” rather than just glossing it over as a romantic bit of angst that can be cured with a good fuckin’.

But it got me to thinking, are there any other romances with agoraphobic characters? Romance community, help a girl out. I want more of this.

anonymous asked:

okay your bi/ace Percy headcanons just made my night i love that so much!!!! it's frustrating not having any ace representation in most media (or bi representation for that matter) so it meant a lot seeing that on my dash!! thank you

I’m so so so happy I was able that I was able to brighten your night! <3 You’re so sweet, and you’re very welcome. I hope you know that seeing this made my night as well

Mod Isabel

ok ok ok ok ok ok can I just have a quick lil moment of your time?

This shit.

So Hunchback is far and away my favorite movie from Disney’s Renaissance, and it always makes me so happy that yes, people seem to appreciate it, people seem to love it, but I’mma go into exactly WHY it’s my favorite, and WHY I think it’s so crucial, and WHY I think it should be required viewing for young boys specifically.

We all know that a huge bulk of the media we’ve grown up with consistently has that one frustrating message:  Being the hero means you’ll get the girl.  Many boys let this mentality bleed into reality.  We have “nice guys,” who feel that their niceness entitles them to romance, when obviously that discredits a female’s personal choice.  We all get this, we all know this, and a lot of us get that it’s a toxic message.

So check out our hero.

He’s an incredibly good person who isn’t conventionally attractive.

Check out our lady.

Super good person, conventionally attractive.

The movie so deliberately builds up Quasi’s hopes.  There’s a whole fucking song about it.

But Esmeralda, who is her own person with her own motivations and preferences, chooses another man, who is also good and also attractive.

A lot of people criticize this aspect of the movie, the fact that Quasi doesn’t get the girl BECAUSE of his appearance.  But my argument?  This is the best damn message a movie could ever send.

Because when things get dicey, when Esmeralda’s life in in danger, when Quasi would be putting his own life on the line, he knows that romance is no longer within the realm of possibility.  He knows he won’t be “getting the girl.”  He knows this, and he allows himself a moment of bitterness, he risks falling prey to the “nice guy” trope, and he almost succumbs.

“She already has her knight in shining armor, and it’s not me.”


He has NO ulterior motive for saving her life.  NO ulterior motive for opposing the man who raised him.  And he doesn’t know that he’ll get any reward, he knows he could straight up get killed for his actions, and yet he still acts.

And there’s no bitterness. There’s still so, so much love between him and Esmeralda, pure awesome platonic love, and love between him and Phoebus, and just fucking love all around, it’s amazing.

I’ve heard so many people express distaste at Quasi not ending up with Esmerelda.  Like he was cheated out of some kind of reward.  But have they watched the ending?

Does that look like a man cheated of his reward?  Does he look like he “lost” to Phoebus?  No dude, that’s a man who has everything he ever wanted, and that’s also a man who didn’t “get the girl.”

If that’s not an essential message for young boys to hear, I don’t know what is.

Art things I wish I knew earlier #6

Remember to slow downnnnn when drawing. 

The result of an art piece is 80% dependent on the first 20% of the time you work on it. I heard this from an really good artist (Clint Cearley).

Sometimes we rush things and don’t know why the result isn’t what we expected. Take every step slowly. Never sacrifice a lot of accuracy for speed. Some accuracy is okay for “happy accidents” but you should be thinking about proportions, form and contours while drawing.

So chill out. Calm down. Hit up some music. Walk away and come back to a piece once in a while. Trust me, you’ll be less frustrated! >.

Oh yea, don’t render + detail too early. I’ve made this mistake so many times… You’re gonna have a bad time

If you want a general/abstract process to fallback to:

Thumbnail -> Rough -> Line -> (Black and White) Values -> Color -> Accents/Highlights

Of course, Value -> Color in some traditional mediums is a bit tough, so I would do a thumbnail of the value in that case. 

Like + reblog + share with your fellow artists if it helps! Follow me for new art tip blogs too!

i love season one dean with his too-big leather jacket and his ripped worn out jeans and his bracelets and ring and necklace and his freckles and long eyelashes and perfect jawline and cheeky grin

and his wide desperate eyes and his frustration because all he wants to have his family all in one place and sam and dad just can’t SEE that like he does and i love how he leans into every touch he gets because he’s so starved for it and i love the shadows under his eyes because he’s only 26 but he feels like he’s been living forever and wow oh wow i just love season one dean

anonymous asked:

How do you feel about the Daniel Way era of Deadpool?

I guarantee I don’t dislike it as much as most do. I read an article just earlier today referring to Way’s run as the “over-exposure” era of Deadpool – which is absolutely bogus, because the over-exposure era of Deadpool is right now. (cough, Deadpool the Duck, cough). 

The boxes can get grating, and just – the humour can be cringey. You know that a lot of the more frustrating fan-interpretations/misinterpretations of Deadpool take root in this series. But I’ve got a soft spot. I like the self-reflective tone it takes at times. It’s got – well, it can be thoughtful, when it isn’t throwing distractions at you. It has it’s moments. 

Pillow Fort (M)

Summary: Date night with Taehyung takes a pleasant turn, not that you’re complaining.
Pairing: Taehyung | Reader
Genre: Fluff/Smut
Word Count: 4,439
Author’s Note: I feel like once you’ve opened the gates of knowing you’re capable of writing (trashy) smut it just… it doesn’t go away and that idea is ruining my life so I wrote this. For science. Basically you and Taehyung have (a lot of) sex in a pillow fort, because I’m single and frustrated. Enjoy.


To say you are excited would be an understatement as you take the stairs up to the dorms two at a time, your bag swinging at your side with each hop but you don’t care, even as breathing starts to become harder as your muscles start to ache after every step. Your lungs are working beyond what constitutes as a normal, everyday walk for you, but you are dashing down the hallway as soon as you reach the landing at the top of the stairs. You can feel your heartbeat in your ear, footsteps pounding against the floor, sure to disrupt all the neighbors who can hear the echo but you don’t give a fuck.

How could you possibly care, especially when your emotions have positively skyrocketed into the air with a simple phone call, that bright-eyed smile refusing to dip out from your face, your heart racing for more reasons than one as you watch the numbers of each apartment fly by.

Until finally you reach it.

You stop dead in your tracks, the wind catching up to you to ruffle hair as you stand with flushed cheeks, heaving chest, parted lips—locks in your mouth. You take in the apartment number, running the digits through your mind even though you already have the combination long memorized. You bite your lip as your heart continues to ram in your chest, fingers lifting up to curl at the hair sticking in your mouth to pull it down.

As soon as the hair is out of your mouth, you forget to straighten your clothes or your hair or wait until you’ve calmed down considerably. You’re still standing, heaving as if you’ve just ran miles and miles, fist raising up before you pound on the door.

It’s only a few seconds before the individual on the other side swings open the door, no ounce of hesitation in the gesture much like had it been with you, revealing Kim Taehyung—messy hair, bright eyes, cheeks flushed and his own chest heaving even though he’s only had to flutter from the couch to the door. But you’ve never seen a sight more beautiful, more perfect, and your heart sings from the sight of his physical presence.

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Sex Bomb (Smut)

Request:  Yo can you make an imagine about buying the sex bathbomb and taking a bath with shawn that leads to some slow passionate sex ?

Word Count: 2,217

Sex Bomb

“Are you done yet, please?” Shawn whined at me.

I was holding another dress up in front of me, looking at myself in the mirror.

“Soon babe, I promise” I assured him.

He stuck his tongue out at me, obviously very annoyed with me. It just made me laugh, though. He was cute when he got frustrated. Shawn leaned against the wall in the store, doing his very best to let me know, he surely wasn’t happy with me.

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anonymous asked:

Hi Sam, I appreciate your not-supporting Nazi trash Nick Spencer. Do you think the idea would have a more direct impact in terms of visibility at Marvel if there was something like a Change(.)org petition?

Honestly, I don’t think Marvel gives a shit about petitions or how we feel, which is what’s so frustrating. Nick Spencer either knows where some bodies are buried or is very good friends with the Old Boys Club. Possibly both. Possibly the latter is the reason he knows the former. And even other writers who dislike him kinda have to play ball with him because of that, which means I feel sorry for a lot of writers I actually like, too.

I think the only thing that will ever have a direct impact at a huge media corporation like Marvel is money. So if you tell them you’re upset, also tell them you’re so upset you’re not giving them money, and then don’t give them money. Better yet, tell them you’re so mad about it that you’ve started buying indy and DC titles instead, so not only are they not getting your money, their competitors are. Then go out and support some indy artists. Give your Marvel money to folks on Patreon instead, or support the independent comics most of the Marvel writers and artists we like are involved in. 

Don’t forget that Disney owns Marvel. You’re not dealing with Grandpa Stan and a bunch of artists in a big room somewhere. You’re dealing with the full force of the Disney machine. The people within the machine might understand emotion, but all the machine understands is the bottom line. When that starts to dip, that’s when changes happen. 

I’m gonna run around a little this weekend and talk to my homies who have Patreons, and maybe make a post about indy comic reccs, and I’ll come up with a list of people you can give your Captain America Money to. Stay tuned.

Signs as bullshit 2-D said:

Aries: “Come on make some noise please! Please I’m in the toilet right now but we need to do some Man Research underneath this (inaudible) a funny color!”

Taurus: “I got my nob caught in the clapperboard. When the director yelled ‘Action!’ he got a lot more than he bargained for.”

Gemini: “WHAT DO YOU MEAN? I DON’T KNOW. I’m very frustrated this morning.”

Cancer: I mean, look at the way he’s thrusting his giblets!”

Leo: “2-D or not 2-D!”

Virgo: “Poo knows his shit!”

Libra: “So me reckons that you stole the chorus of Song 2 from that Elton John and Kiki Dee classic ‘Don’t Go Breaking My Heart!’ you know ‘WOO HOO’.”

Scorpio: “It’s a beach, a horrible plastic beach. You can’t even order pizza here.”

Sagittarius: “I bought the complete set of the Seven Samurai action figures when we played in New York. I’ve also got a jar full of my old toenails, it really stinks.”

Capricorn: “Am, am I boverred? Am I bovverred though? Does my face look bovvered?”


Pisces:  “For the unofficial site, if you tell me where the toilet is, you win a slice of quiche!”

No Regrets (Part 8)

Hey… I’ve kept you waiting - I know! - but I really needed to read this over a couple of times and I’m finally happy with it so here you go!

Word count: 2.4k

A/N: I loved how much feedback I received from you lot! Nothing motivates me more than to hear your thoughts on my writing - keep it coming!

Need to catch up? Here’s PART 7 or NO REGRETS MASTERLIST

You were done feeling sorry for yourself. Your plan to live a life of ‘No Regrets’ has clearly backfired and you found yourself in a bigger mess than you were before. You were still single and more frustrated than ever. And you’ve managed to create an uneasy atmosphere at work. Tick, tick, tick, all checked off a list of How to be a Loser.

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The hate for Jasper frustrates me a lot because he is such a realistic depiction of suicidal depression and PTSD. In that state, you’re angry. You hurt those around you without knowing it. You engage in self-destructive behaviors. I know this from personal experience. He is one of the most true and raw characters I’ve seen in a long time, and I feel like most of you guys aren’t really seeing him for the character he is. Everyone copes in a different way, and he is struggling.

this is just a reminder to take some pressure off of yourself. you don’t need to act a certain way or be around certain people if you don’t feel like they are helping you be your best. you don’t need to guilt yourself or hurt yourself in order to improve. things are hard. and sometimes other things make already difficult things even harder to accomplish. i know this is vague but i rlly just wanna make this universal. forgive yourself. for anything you’re feeling shitty about right now, i want you to hold your own hand for a second and realize that anything that you feel bad about doesn’t make YOU bad. take any rough experiences you’ve had and realize maybe you weren’t your best then. but you can grow from that if you allow that hard time to teach you something. YOU ARE SO CAPABLE. i have learned to let go of a lot of the anger and frustration i used to hold so tightly that it started to eat me up. but i am a different person now. and i was never bad to begin with. its just my truth then is different than it is now. LET YOURSELF GROW FROM DRY SOIL. WATER YOURSELF. we are all immensely flawed. that’s okay! we just all have to accept it and strive to be the best we can be because in the end thats really one of the few things that actually matters.

so, I wanna address something.

I feel like a lot of people aren’t sure how to deal with people who are psychotic who experience delusions and hallucinations, and don’t know that those delusions or hallucinations aren’t real.

so here’s what I, a psychotic, find most helpful when I’m having a psychotic episode. note that this is geared towards delusions or hallucinations that are frightening the person, not delusions of grandeur and the like.

  1. don’t tell me it’s not real. telling me it’s not real isn’t helpful–my mind is utterly convinced that this hallucination or delusion is real. telling me it’s not will result in, best case scenario, a lot of frustration for you, and in worst case scenario, me freaking out even more and potentially trying to hurt myself.
  2. don’t reinforce the delusions. agreeing there’s a demon in the house or telling me what I need to do to get rid of it is reinforcing the delusion and giving it power, not helping it to go away. don’t play into the delusion either–don’t insert yourself and insist you have magical powers to vanquish the demon, for instance. this will not help. it is my delusion or hallucination, and you do not control it, and trying to is not going to help in the slightest.
  3. ask me what I need to do to feel better. “what would help you to feel better right now?” if I know, I’ll tell you. it might be something ridiculous that’s going to take a lot of cleanup, like pouring salt on the carpet in front of my doorway. let me do it anyway. I need to do it in order to make myself feel better and safe, which is the primary goal in helping someone who’s undergoing a psychotic episode.
  4. if I don’t know what will help, try and just tell me that I’m safe, and that nothing can hurt me while you’re with me. this usually works for me. it may not work for others, but it’s always worth a shot. if you have permission, try touching the person or holding their hand, as this can be a way of grounding them to reality.
  5. if you can and are willing, help me do the thing I think is necessary to stop the monster or whatever from getting me. if I need to salt every doorway in the house, grab some salt and start pouring. yes, it’s going to take a while to clean up, but it’s better than me hurting myself or being paranoid and upset for hours on end.

that’s all that I can really suggest right now. if anyone wants to reblog and add to this, ways that they’ve helped psychotic friends or things that they’ve been told by a psychotic person will help, or things that you as a psychotic person find helpful, please feel free.

reasons to love mark tuan
  • he is not only a mama’s boy but also a papa’s boy
  • he loves puppies and animals in general and always gets distracted by them
  • animals love him too once an ostrich stopped eating cause it kept staring at mark’s face (relatable)
  • he knows three languages fluently
  • when he came to korea he didn’t know korean but went on ice cream dates with jinyoung because that made him happy
  • he cries a lot; in real got7 he choked up thinking abt their debut and felt frustrated he couldn’t convey his gratefulness cause of the language barrier
  • he’s raising a lil pup with youngjae and he is the dad while youngjae the mom
  • he loves his siblings and his family a lot and is the biggest family oriented person 
  • when his parents first visited him in korea he paid for their meal saying “i earn now i can take care of you”
  • his dad is internet famous because he’s wholesome just like mark :(
  • once got7 were on a variety show and got6 were fighting blaming each other and mark stood up and said “let’s not fight please it’s nobody’s fault”
  • in their houston fanmeet he got off stage to hug fans with mobile disabilities who were sitting on the side
  • he has repeatedly said fans don’t need to worry if they gain weight because he loves them anyway.  
  • bambam said when he came to korea mark took care of him
  • jinyoung said mark is the one he goes to when he’s worried because he gives everyone space but also cares a lot and makes him feel comfortable
  • he is the oldest in got7 but never makes the others feel like they need to treat him differently
  • he’s introverted and that’s his biggest insecurity because he doesn’t want people to think he’s boring that’s why hard carry comeback he tried to be more hyper
  • he, however, IS hyper around the boys and is very giggly and loves pranking the boys
  • he wants to write and compose more so he can invest more of himself in the band
  • he loves food…. a lot. he’d probably fight u for it.
  • he gets talked over a lot but he never loses his patience
  • jaebum said he’s the one who grounds got7 and reminds them what’s important. 
  • once the airport doors closed on him and he had to wave and jump up and down at the sensor because it wouldn’t open :(
  • he won’t defend himself but if anyone ever badmouths jackson he’d fight them
  • whenever the other members cry he’s by their side first; got7 prank yugyeom all the time and yugyeom always ends up crying but mark always runs to hug and comfort him
  • he is ethereal like he looks like an angel 
  • he gets cold a lot :( so he shakes and jumps like a pup :(
  • he is good at all those stupid variety games
  • he’s sarcastic as fuck but always ends up apologizing after 
  • he loves puns :(

anyway this isn’t even a full list but he’s so soft :( and cute :( and loves his family :( and members :( and his fans :( and protect this soft boy with so much love and goodness in his heart :(

I have a question for you! MBTI & Enneagram

So I was thinking about this in the shower today, and I’m curious as to whether the answers correlate more with enneagram or with mbti.

When you get discouraged, do you need confirmation of character, or confirmation of capabilities?

Confirmation of character:

When you get down in the dumps, you need compliments. Not just the normal surface level “you’re cool/pretty/nice!” but the deep, soul searching “you’re the best friend I’ve ever had. You’re one of the most reliable people I know” answers to keep you going.

Confirmation of capabilities:

When you get frustrated and feel hopeless, you need encouragement and reminders. You need “You’ve got this! You’ve done it before/You’re capable of doing it and doing it well!” It’s not quite the “You’re okay” but more like the “You have a chance to make this amazing, and you can do it.”

It’d mean a lot to me if you played along! Thanks

A lot of you ask me for advice on love, and unfortunately I don’t have all of the answers. I simply know what I know. I made a song that expresses my frustration with the way in which ‘love’ is manufactured by platforms like Tinder. Because of the Internet, we are able to develop profound connections with people we’ve never met; fall in love with people we’ve never seen… The world isn’t so simple now. It’s chaotic, scary and fucked up. For those that get attached to people to quick and fall too fast, maybe this will make you feel less alone, xoxo

- Cwote, from Tumblr

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