#do you sometimes want to throttle one or both of them at the same time #because despite how far they’ve come – individually and together #despite Emma continually reassuring him that he’s not a villain #and despite Killian constantly turning up for her where others have failed to in the past #they’re both still convinced the other is going to come to their senses at any moment and leave them #in the first gif we have Emma’s hopeful ‘it’s not gonna change anything’ #secretly terrified that that’s not up to her; #that she’s going to lose him to his own self loathing #and then there’s Killian #certain that he doesn’t deserve her #where in the second gif he thinks he’s going to lose her #and Emma’s worried that his happy ending involves something *other* than her #they are such fools #such lovestruck fools #who are still learning to love and be loved #and i’m aNGRY because they have no freaking idea how much the other loves them #ugh #otp: it’s you
I asked my mom that I wanted to go see a therapist. I have so much on my mind and I often feel depressed. I have been self harming off and on for 4 years as well. When I asked her today she asked me why and I said "I have a lot on my mind I need to get out" and then she'd shrug and ignore me. I asked her again 10 minutes later and she asked why again and I said "My brain isn't okay mom." And got up and walked away before I started crying.. What can I do? Any advice?