and i guess it's okay

awaiting-my-escape: How about dean goes out on a case and gets drugged… he’s okay and completes the mission, but when he comes back he realizes that it had some unexpected effects … (viagra-like effects)

When they get back to the motel, and Dean still feels off–twitchy and too warm. “Okay, that witch definitely did something to me,” Dean gasps, clutching at his brother’s arm. “Sam. I don’t feel right.” Dean’s staring at the dip in Sam’s shoulder blades, the way the bones are straining against his shirt. Sam turns, a concerned wrinkle between his eyebrows.  He clutches Dean back, fumbling a huge hand around his hipbone and–okay. Sam doesn’t usually touch him there. Dean feels the intense stirring in his gut, and all the blood he didn’t bleed out back at the cemetery goes straight to his dick.  He’s hard and aching in two seconds flat, and Sam’s hand is still there

Dean likes being touched, he does (and he only dreams about being touched by Sam), but he’s never popped a boner just from Sam’s hands. Maybe after excessively thinking about those hands, but never–never like this. 

“Uh, Sam–” 

Sam looks confused, and there’s a light flush spreading across his cheeks. “Dean?”  He looks too warm and gorgeous in the dim lamp lights, mouth open a little and staring at Dean like Dean’s only imagined he would.  It fucks him up, honestly.  

“Maybe a lust spell?” Sam mumbles, and oh.  He feels it, too.  Dean looks down and fights down his groan at the sight of Sam’s huge dick straining against his jeans.  

“I mean, I always want to suck your dick, so,” Dean says, fumbled and slow, like he’s drugged.  Fuck. “I didn’t mean to say that out loud.” 

“Uh-huh,” Sam says, and now he’s staring at Dean’s mouth.  “Okay.” 


“Yeah.  Will you? Suck my dick? Right now.” 

“Uh. Yeah.” Dean’s a little bit too eager to get on his knees, and Sam moans, buries his fingers in Dean’s hair as soon as he’s close enough.  “Yeah, Sammy.” 

[2017 Re-Boot I guess]

Okay, So I made a post a while back saying I was re-designing SCALE for 2017 [I think when I was deleting some of my ooc posts, I accidentally deleted that post too AHHH-]Turns out I’m doing a little bit more??? Cause new year means new exciting challenges?!

SO… Here’s a little break down of what’s happening… [under read more to keep this >>short<<]

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Dear parents of autistic children,

No, your child doesn’t do weird things “for no reason”. They do it for a reason, you just don’t know it yet. You have different brains, different perspectives, so sometimes things that are obvious to them are a mystery to you. But you don’t have to ignore it and blame it on them. You can make an effort, reach out to them and figure out the reason.

Do they scream in public when it looks like everything is okay? Well, there’s probably a reason for that. Maybe the situation is overwhelming to their senses, it’s too loud, to bright, to crowded, and they need some space and time to recover. Maybe they can’t stim because other people keep telling them it looks weird, so they end up exhausted much faster. Maybe you are breaking their routine by being outside at this time. Or maybe you are going through the supermarket “the wrong way”, not how you usually do it. Maybe they forgot their comfort object at home, and just realized that. Maybe they are in pain and can’t communicate that. Maybe they are very hungry and don’t realize that yet because it’s hard for them to recognize their needs and emotions. Maybe it’s a combination of those, or something different altogether.

Either way, they probably don’t do it “for no reason”. You just don’t see the reason. Make an effort to communicate. If they are verbal, ask them. If they can’t speak with their mouth at the moment or ever, use alternative methods of communication. If they can’t explain it, consult other autistic people, including autistic adults who probably have a bunch of ideas as to why your child does that weird thing. Don’t dismiss it, don’t complain about it, don’t blame your child for doing it. Try to see the world from their perspective. Respect their needs and feelings. Learn more about autism from other autistic people.

And life will be much better and easier for both you and your child.



Happy Birthday Nightmare and Dream..

Just a short comic to celebrate it.. heh..

Dream and Nightmare belongs to @jokublog (sowwy..? ;w;)

if you ever feel like you are stuck with whatever choices you make when you’re young, please remember that:

  • van Gogh didn’t start painting until his 20′s
  • Alan Rickman got his first movie role at age 46
  • kentucky fried chicken was launched when colonel sanders was 65
  • Charles Darwin was going to be a Preacher
  • Mick Jagger studied accounting and finance.
  • J. K Rowling was 32 when Harry Potter and the philosopher’s Stone was published