and i don't mean like you can't find them

Book Suggestions?

I’m going on vacation this week, which means lots of time sitting in airports and sitting on airplanes, and I need a book to read while I’m doing that. 

To help with narrowing things down: I like books that tear your heart into pieces and you forget about them for a while and then you remember them suddenly and you want to cry in the middle of a grocery store. Basically, if you would use the term “soul-crushing” to describe it, that is the book I want. YA fic is my fave.

Any suggestions?