I know that many of you aren’t aware, but I’ve been going through some personal issues that have made these past few weeks really difficult.
Beyond several deaths in the family, I went through a difficult break up with my boyfriend, who is now missing. He hasn’t been heard from by his family since Sunday. Since we were long distance, I don’t know where he could be or how to find him. I know that this is a stretch, but he sometimes reads my Tumblrs. If you’re reading this can you please reach out to your family and let them know that you’re okay? It’s okay if you’re too upset to say anything to me, but your little brother and sister keep calling and reaching out to me worried that something terrible happened to you. Please, I’m begging you please let them know that you’re okay.
I think Roger Waters’s voice is concrete proof that you don’t need to be an amazing vocalist to make good music. You just have to be passionate about your music and use your emotions as a catalyst for your voice.
As of this moment (early February 2017), in your opinion, which characters could be key for the Rey-Kylo development?
Hey there Anon :D xx
Sorry for late reply!
I think the only characters who could have the potential for adding to the development of Rey and Kylo’s relationship is Luke, Han and Finn.
I think Luke is a definite given, and his story of helping his father will surely come into play. From what we know Luke will be spending some time with Rey, whether that be to train her or something else is still yet to be seen, but their time together presents an opportunity for Rey to learn more about Kylo before his fall and why he fell. This new knowledge could develop their relationship in two ways. It could make Rey more sympathetic towards Kylo, seeing him less like a monster and more human. This could help steer her onto the path of wanting to try and help Kylo. Or it could have the opposite effect and make her more bitter and angry towards him, seeing as he left his family. We know that family is something that is very important to her, as evident by her waiting years on Jakku, living the difficult and dangerous life of a scavenger with hardships and danger all around, all for the hope that her family would one day return to her. Finding out Kylo gave that up may just fuel her rage towards him.
Next up is Han. I think Han may be a key element in their development. Right now his death is point of conflict between both Rey and Kylo, one that, if Rey is to become closer to Kylo, whether that be romantically or even just platoniclly, will need to be resolved. Han could come back as a force ghost and try to encourage Rey to help save his son. We know, from the Junior novel I think it was, that Hans forgives his son for what he has done. At the end of the day Kylo is still Ben to Han and I imagine he would try to do everything he can to try and save him, even from the other side.
If the movie does go down the root of trying to mend bridges between Kylo and Rey then Finn might also play a role in their development, but it depends on how Finn and Kylo’s relationship develops first. I’m positive these two characters will meet again, but I’m sorta hoping Finn will have a positive impact on Kylo, perhaps showing him that no, he does have a choice, that it isn’t too late and that he can leave the First Order. I’m rooting for a friendship here, though it will be a difficult one to accomplish as there is a lot of bad blood between these two. If that does happen, however, then maybe Finn will help Rey come around, perhaps he’ll even be the one who convinces her ultimately to help save Kylo.
I’m curious to hear everyone else’s opinions, though. What do you all think? :D xx
Okay guys I just want to tell you something real quick, cause I don’t know who else I should tell and I really feel the need to!
Okay so I’m really heartbroken at the moment because of this one guy. We had a thing about a month ago and suddenly he didn’t text me back and stuff. (I should probably tell you that we are both Christians and we are in one Christian community and yeah) He really got my hopes up and now he’s basically being an asshole. And I know why he is like that. His ex girlfriend (She is also im our community and they broke up last year in May) left him for another guy and now his opinion about women is kinda really messed up. He really got my hope up and all that jazz, told me he has feelings for me, too and I truly believe him, because he really is a very loyal guy, but then a few weeks ago he told me that he’s not ready for a relationship yet which I don’t understand! We almost had a relationship! Like we held hands, we cuddled, we kissed each others cheek (not mouth, but close enough) and it just really felt so right. Then suddenly he always came into our community with a girl (which I was and still am very mad about) and I don’t know if I feel this way because I’m really jealous, but I think that she has a thing for him. It just puts me down so much, because whenever she’s not around, he’s so normal to me but when she’s there, he’s practically ignoring me.
Now the whole point of this story is that he’s so attached to his ex girlfriend and I just wish him that he can get her out of his mind. Even if we still wouldn’t become a couple or him and that other girl would become a couple, I see how much it put’s him down every time his ex is there and I just want all the best for him, you understand?
Okay I’m really sorry this was so long but it really felt good to write it down.
Your artwork is truly amazing! When you draw it looks so effortless and clean. Your sketchbook is really cool too. Mine just makes me embarrassed when I look at it. I love going to your streams for various reasons. One, it is really mesmerizing to watch. Two, it's very calming and exciting at the same time. Three, I watch to get inspiration and pick on some techniques. I do think watching you has helped improve my own, although I'm still not where I want to be. Gettin' there, though. :)
AHHH Taylor ;____; *HUGS YOU TIGHTLY*
Okay but I think every artist is embarrassed by their sketchbook. I know I definitely am. I go between wanting to show my friends what I just did, to hoarding it and not letting it see the light of day :’) We are our own worst critics.
Thank you so much for telling me why you like to watch me stream ;_; it helps a lot to know it’s truly enjoyed. I’ve told you time and again but I really, really appreciate how you message me after literally every time you watch. It makes me really happy.
Don’t be afraid to share your sketches with me if you want someone to show! I love seeing artists’ work :’) Especially friends’. <3
I love musicals with all my heart! And it is so great that a bunch of my mutuals like them as well and have ids from them and all that cool stuff! I’ve wanted to id as someone from a musical as well for some time, but I just don’t know who I’m like?
I don’t know what’s more heartbreaking not talking to the guy you want to or staying up on the phone to talk to a guy who you know in your hearts of heart you do not like but he’s here and you aren’t and he is listening to me talk about you while you’re not anywhere near to hold me while I cry. I understand what they meant by what hurts more having your heart broken or breaking someone else heart…
hmmm I gotta be honest I am probably the worst person to ask about something like this having never been drunk or been around anyone else who was drunk so I’ll do my best but it might be just all wrong
so my understanding of alcohol is that it lowers inhibitions and thus probably?? lowers guards and makes a person more likely to express themselves frankly, plus there’s the whole “impairment of judgment” thing. so, going off of that….
osomatsu: highly suggestible. dares are off-limits and the phrase “wouldn’t it be crazy/wild/awesome/etc. if…” when oso is drunk because he’ll fuckin do it all in a heartbeat. he’s out to have a good time and he doesn’t care whose bones get broken in the process
karamatsu: the classic crying drunk. not necessarily sad crying, just crying in general. tell him you like his shirt, tell him his favorite food is at home, tell him snakes don’t have legs. waterworks. tries to avoid getting drunk because it’s embarrassing to hear about it the next day
choromatsu: pretty much as we saw him in episode 2, shouty and angry and judgmental and full of nothing but complaints. does not appreciate being told that he should calm down or that he’s had too much to drink. handle with care because he’s quick to escalate to violence - or don’t because “violence” to drunk choromatsu is taking a swing three feet away, hitting himself in the face, and passing out
ichimatsu: clingy and affectionate. all the tsun flows right out of him and only the dere is left. it’s actually kind of dissonant given how he usually acts and when his brothers told him about it he was so mortified he shat on a table. now he just sticks to the dr. pepper
jyushimatsu: surprisingly the most normal drunk? maybe a bit more active, maybe a bit louder, but in general it’s kind of like “is this guy actually drunk or is he just this way.” someone has to keep an eye on how much he’s had because the threshold between regular jyushimatsu and blacked out jyushimatsu is practically nothing
todomatsu: typically he doesn’t pass the buzz stage because he’s so finicky about his image and doesn’t like the idea of losing control of how he behaves himself but his brothers are capable of egging him on, at which point he’s even more suggestible than osomatsu (see: ep7 wherein he’s seen dancing on a table half naked with underwear on his head and bananas in his ears). he’s good at remembering to drink plenty of water though so he’s most likely to avoid a hangover
anyway thank you for always tagging me holy shit i love this kinda stuff
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“I’m sorry, Dean… I didn’t know who else to call…” There was no stopping the hot tears that spilled down my cheeks. I wasn’t even sure what I was crying about any more. The copious amounts of alcohol I had been encouraged to consume clouded my mind and blurred my vision. I couldn’t remember what had happened that left me sitting in a parking lot by myself, but I was sure of one thing. He was here to save me. Dean was crossing the space between us with urgency, his eyes wide and his brow creased in concern.
“Y/N! Are you okay? Did anyone hurt you?! I swear to god if anyone laid a hand on you…” Dean hurriedly removed his jacket and folded it around my shaking body. The brightness from the Impala’s headlights was glaring off my flashy, short dress and the heels I held in one hand. I felt ashamed and childlike, desperately wiping the moisture from my face. He didn’t seem to notice my embarrassment. He was too preoccupied with searching my body for any signs that I had been injured. Overwhelming relief washed over me. He was here, it was all over.
“I’m okay, now that you’re here.” I choked back another sob and fell forward into Dean’s arms. His warmth felt like home to me. For the first time that night I felt safe and content. Dean pulled me tighter to his chest and spread a wide hand over the back of my hair. I could feel the anxiety in the way he squeezed me close. His breath came as a shaky sigh when he spoke again, this time the words more stern.
“You never, ever hesitate to call me when you’re scared. I would never forgive myself if…” He paused and I could feel a small shudder rock his body before he continued. “Come on, let’s get you home”
p.s. This whole situation is probably giving him flashbacks to the time his dad saved him from that bar in New York.