Its not fair you came back at the time you did. Well no I think its not fair but the truth is I didnt think you would. I never thought id sit next to you in your car again, never thought id get to be huged by your arms. God you tower over me. I miss that. I never thought that id get to see your eyes. Because God knows how much I fall in love with eyes. I Remember when you stoped talking to me. I remove how I felt. I rember the way my chest felt so heavy when I looked at the pictures and thought about music we tried to make. Come to find out you lied to me the whole time and I was just one of many. I dont understand how things happen or why but you came back. And I really dont get why your explanations arent so clear your intentions im not so sure. Ive made more of a commitment with my run on sentences then I ever will with another human being. I dont know if im suppose to be alone or just pretend like im always going to want you. Id prefer to be alone id hate to lie to you. Yet id be lying to myself.