and i dedicate it to

This was a project I was working on for a couple months and I’m so happy to say it’s done!
I’ve always wanted to do a big artwork project for the longest time and no better way to dedicate it to the people who I’ve looked up to and have inspired to pursue through. Cause of these guys, I’ve started my very own YouTube channel and I’m so happy with how it’s been going. This year has been so incredible so far (PAX East 2017, My new job, Helping communities however I can) and I hope to work my hardest at my work, my studies and my channel. My heart has a fire I don’t plan on burning out.
This year is the year so lets all do our best and keep the good times rolling.
I believe in me and I believe in all of you
Thank you <3


Namjoon sending you romantic book quotes!

@rawr0521xd​ said: Um hi how about Namjoonie snapping s/o romantic book quotes?

Here it is! I thought I should update something today, so here you all are! (I literally googled romantic book quotes for this, don’t read a whole lot of romance usually cx) (also don’t mind the font, I forgot to change my phone’s font cx)

Also, I’m dedicating this one to @lee-sixx, I know you said you’d see Namjoon more platonically than romantically, but here you are, hopefully this will still make your day <3

deadinaminute  asked:

Tbh, I'm surprised you revealed Paula's death so casually on an Akinator video. If I were you, I'd probably edit out the part where Akinator asked that question so nobody would even know it asked about his death, then I would publish the news in an official video. It probably would have been more heartbreaking, and you seemed to love making us hurt as much as possible, why not them? You didn't even show the pic of Luca crying over his corpse! What gives!?

i was confused at first because i didnt know who paula was lmao

i was originally gonna do that, make an entire video dedicated to it. but then i realized i dont have fucking time to do that lmao no time to dedicate videos to that. 

plus i thought mentioning it so casually would be hilarious like a “oh yeah hes dead btw lmao” kinda of way. i still got a good reaction nonetheless. 

Happy Birthday to the love of my life Jackson Wang. Aka my cutie baby cupcake muffin sweetie gumdrop brownie sugarplum honey hubby pie. 

Jackson is one of the very few men I actually care about in this world besides my grandpa and uncle. Its been a long journey stanning Jackson but its only the beginning. I wouldn’t have thought I would stan someone like him in April 2014. My heart and soul became so dedicated so quick. I didn’t even question it. Okay maybe I did at times.  But I couldn’t tear myself away from him.

I found Jackson during a part of my life that needed to get better. I was letting myself get hurt over and over by guys. So I needed a distraction.

I didnt think Jackson would be a permanent distraction. Lets be real I barely even talk to guys in real life now whats the point they arent him 

Now he’s a big part of my life. He’s my vitamin. When I’m down (which is alot) I watch him. I listen to his voice in music to reassure myself that everything is going to be okay.  Theres nothing like Jackson’s voice. 

The little things about Jackson made me swoon and stay in his lane.  He isn’t one dimensional. He’s complex.  People might see him as the trickster and bluff king from the outside. But on the inside Jackson is the most sweetest and caring person ever to walk this Earth.

I think that’s why I call him an Angel. Because everything he does is from his heart. He never wants to hurt anyone. I’m not religious but I feel like I was meant to stan Jackson. It’s like my calling. 

Everytime I have met Jackson I fall more in love with him. The first time I saw him live in 2015 for the Chicago fan meet, my whole body was weak. Have you heard of people saying their knees get weak because of a person? Well mine did.

From that moment I knew he was my ultimate bias. No other idol (or man for that matter) has ever made me feel the way I do like Jackson. 

When Jackson is sick, I’m sick too. When Jackson is hurt, I’m hurt too.

It might sound silly or overdramatic but I really have an emotional connection to this boy.

I’m blessed that Mama Wang gave birth to someone that has changed my life.

Happy Birthday My Love. Take it easy. We all worry about you. Ahgases. Jackys. Take care of yourself Love. That’s all we want.   ❤

Happy King Jackson Day.




I made this video sometime ago, and i’m glad got so many viewers, i guess is really kind of hot! 

But today i wanna dedicate this creation to one of my favotire amazing writers of Clexa´s Fanfic…. to the one and only @femininenachos girl THANKS for your wonderful inspiring writing, truly have helped me to improved my writings so much! PLease keep your amazing work!! Always exciting waiting for your updates!! San x 

Why Tony Stark is Secretly Immortal/an Alien/a Mutant: An Analysis of Tony’s List of Injuries/Ailments Part 1  - Youth - IM1 (Updated)

Since this past days I’ve been posting actually illustrated meta - I decided it was high time I did one for Tony, who is, after all, one of the main topic of this blog. At the end of the day, it’s a Tony Stark Defense Squad blog (among other things) not an other-Avengers hate blog (although the two things seem to coincide these days, alas).

So… For my first Tony-dedicated illustrated post, I picked something that has been the topic of much debate. Tony’s huge laundry list of injuries. 

In the MCU, Tony takes quite a beating, but MCU medicine being as hand-wavey as ever, a lot of it is glossed over. This is my attempt of a more realistic approach to his situation. 

Given the extensive list, this will extend in a series of posts. For the purpose of organization, this one will contain Tony’s youth and the events of IM 1.

With the caveat that I am no doctor, here we go.

Age 1-40: Young Tony and Pre-Afghanistan Era

We don’t have much information on Pre-Afghanistan Tony Stark and what may have happened to him, at least not in the movie-verse, so a fair bit of what will be speculation on my part.

A huge factor in Tony’s young life is his relationship with Howard. Now, in the comics, Howard Stark is depicted as an abusive drunk who not only belittles Tony but appears to be physically violent.

He constantly chips at Tony’s self-esteem, telling he has to learn to be “tough, to be a man”, all the while teaching him how to drink at the age of 6.

MCU Howard is clearly not this guy. Tony describes him as “cold and calculating”, clearly a distant father. It was only years later that Tony would ever see acknowledgment of his efforts – and even that would be fundamentally unsatisfying.

To be perfectly honest, “the my greatest creation” bit always made me grimace. It sounds like he’s talking about Tony like an inanimate thing. But upon further analysis, this is likely Howard’s way to tell Tony that he loves him. A poor way, perhaps, but Howard wasn’t exactly known for being open and expressive with his feelings. 

Either way, Howard and Tony’s relationship was well and truly strained, up to the fateful day of Howard and Maria’s death.

This final day is something Tony never truly got over with, as evidenced by the fact that he used BARF to explore the memory. 

How would this have affected him physically, beyond the very clear “daddy issues” and personality flaws it gave him?

Growing up, Tony would have done his best to impress Howard. He built a circuit board at four and went to MIT at 15.

We know by now that Tony isn’t all that good with laboratory precautions - he displays that kind of reckless behavior all throughout the Iron Man movies, and I don’t think it’s due to Afghanistan. 

A budding engineer gets hurt. Probably minor injuries, but there would be cuts, bruises, minor burns. 

There would have probably been some substance abuse. This would have become more pronounced after the death of his parents. 

Comics Tony is known for being an alcoholic. There is a whole comic arc called “The Demon in the Bottle” largely dedicated to Tony’s fight against alcoholism during a very difficult period of his life. 

MCU Tony does not appear to have this problem… at least, not to such a visible extent. We know for a fact that he was a partier, and he had a “billionaire, playboy” lifestyle, and while he does drink on-screen, it’s never quite in the spotlight.

There was a rumor that this is because Robert Downey Jr. himself had problems with alcoholism and Marvel didn’t want to trigger him. It could be true, but it’s probably also because it’s such a difficult issue to tackle, and very hard to deal with in a movie that should be focused on a more clear-cut battle between good and evil.

Pre-Afghanistan Tony appeared to live by the motto of work hard, party hard. Like in the case of his younger self, I expect he had a hands on approach in the creation of his technology (weapons or otherwise). Even building the bots would have been physical. Thus, again, he would have experienced some minor injuries as a consequence of his activities as an inventor.

Given Tony’s abrasive temperament, logic states that he would have had altercations with people at one point or another. This is never actually shown on screen, but what we do know is that he has training as a boxer. This is never shown in pre-Afghanistan footage, but we do see Happy Hogan in this image from Switzerland, and we may assume that Tony would have received self-defense training from him.

If there is further evidence of physical damage to pre-Afghanistan Tony I don’t recall it. Do feel free to comment - any additions will be made.

Final tally (with the caveat that a lot of it is speculation):

- minor burns, minor lacerations (from engineer work)

- possible broken bones and bruising

- some organ damage consistent with possible substance abuse

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anonymous asked:

Maybe you should make multiple blogs, each one dedicated to one fandom? That's what I did, it works better.

That’s a lot of blogs to keep track of tbh :0 besides, my blog doesn’t say anything about only being and sinsworld blog, it can be for multiple fandoms

anonymous asked:

I feel like the team is waiting for something big to leak camren. I don't want it to happen but I feel like once the truth is in the open, it will blow over quicker than we think. I think it's gonna be like Camila's leaving party on twitter, it didn't even last two weeks. All of this buildup suspicion + proof + L/C overall behavior are all keeping the subject suspended in the air which makes me feel like L/C will still experience unrest from the shippers and fans until something else happens.

I don’t think it’ll ever blow over for me if they confirm it - shit I’ll be here 20 years from now dedicating a tumblr to their kids

I wanted to dedicate this time to thank my best friend and loyal companion, Red for sticking by me this entire ride of my life

Thank you so much I wouldn’t be standing today without you, you will always be in my heart love you man