and i cry just about everytime


★ Mon-El Appreciation Week ★

Day 3 favorite heartbreaking/angsty moment: Karamel break up

underappreciated v route things

-Ramen Filled Aristocrats lmaaao

-Jumin’s unconditional love and trust for V! Just..this pure relationship they have with one another in general. Dare I say, bff goals.

-Zen’s Mom Side!! Just… he’s such a group mom I love this and I love Zen what a bean, I love how he’s looking out for Yoosung so much

-No, really, I honestly appreciate Yoosung and Zen’s interactions so much??? love how Zen nags at him and Yoosung appreciates but is annoyed by it. New BROTP, anyone??

-Seven hacking into Yoosung’s computer and downloading LOLOL for him because he knows how upset Yoosung is and he wants to cheer him up I cry everytime. He took a break from work to do this just for him what a pure child I love Saeyoung

-Meet Anxious Other Group Mom, Jihyun Kim. This m a n. And the way he was worried about Zen’s motorcycle riding… and him caring about Yoosung and wanting him to feel better. Aaaaaaaah

-Rika’s heart spam. Honestly I don’t like Rika but I’ve never related to a character so much because I’m the kind of person who will literally spam your inbox with 500000 emoji hearts for no specific reason

-All the hardwork Rika, V and Saeran’s voice actors put into this!!! They all worked so so hard and they did an incredible job and I love them so much oh my god



-Vanderwood being a fuckin dork, I love it I love it I love it

-V without his shades on all the time askksxkekdlwlxke

-OK but that Mint Eye robe is beautiful. I appreciate its design so much and it’s honestly just flippin mesmerising

-V’s mother. I cry everytime

-Also! The long asked question has been answered

-Does Jihyun Kim is Naturallly Blue Haired

-He does

-Rika is not a one dimensional lame antagonist I like this and appreciate it very much, thank you Cheritz

-Also V finally realising that his infatuation with Rika is a problem I cry everytime thank YOU CHERITZ FOR PORTRAYING HOW UNHEALTHY THIS IS


-Saeran’s emojis

-V’s emojis


-The fact that the V route actually fricking exists and Cheritz took the time to do this for us did I mention I love Cheritz

angel dumott schunard walked up to a perfect stranger, asked him “oh my god you okay honey?” took him home, dressed his wounds, gave him food and let him stay with her for the night, the next morning he brought her to meet his friends who were like family to him (the trust!!) and she invited them both to life support (“on christmas?” “some people don’t have anywhere else to go today” like if u cry everytime) and as they were leaving did a little dance to cheer up roger, someone she literally just met, because she didn’t want to see him sad, her friendship with mimi and mimi’s story about how she always helped those in need, i can’t remember where i was going with this but i literally love angel with my whole entire being and want to let everyone know she deserves everything that is good in the world

if i had a nickle for everytime some asked me “why watch someone else when you could just play the game yourself?” id have enough money to afford to buy a console, a computer, and all the games id ever wanna play

ok but why tf are y'all sleeping on meet me in the hallway???? that song is a fucking masterpiece????? i walked the streets all day running with the thieves cause you left me in the hallway (Give me some more) just take the pain away ,, shakespeare whom??!1? we don’t talk about it it’s something we don’t do cause once you go without it nothing else will do ,, um death would be kinder????

Dating Jungkook would be...
  • itd probably be alot like best friends but with kissing and couple-y stuff
  • gets pouty if you ignore him to do work
  • but he gets over stuff really quick unless you’re actually mad lmao
  • fights happen not often but also it’s not rare either
  • sometimes he’s been stuck in the dance studio all day trying to get a choreo down and comes home grumpy
  • thus leading to two grumpy people in one room
  • you usually make up like an hour later tho its cool
  • there are days when he’s soft and needs love and will cuddle you until you die and days when it’s endless banter
  • he would be one to go “oh my god bECKY THOSE SHOES WITH THAT DRESS N O” and then get smacked by you
  • “says the one who only wears the same pair of timberlands everyday”
  • he is shooketh
  • you would thrive off each other’s presence tho??
  • it wouldn’t matter if y'all are throwing insults back and forth you’ll still be smiling like idiots in love
  • crazy in love ahahshdhsbsjfjx
  • when he sings a song you know in the shower you’ll join in and soon you have 5 noise complaints mostly of “stop having shower duets im trying to eat dinner in peace thanks”
  • it doesn’t matter whether youve never heard of something he likes before bc soon he’ll make you obsessed
  • and its the same the other way around
  • hes probably stolen your hoodie when you were gone bc he missed you
  • theyre not aesthetic pictures but they’re cute lmao
  • it could be you on the floor laughing your ass off and then him doing that full body laugh
  • thats honestly so cute someone slaughter me
  • 80% of your dates are food
  • at this point I’m pretty sure your wedding invitation will be something like “you’re cordially invited to jeon y/n, jeon jungkook and food’s wedding”
  • idk how wedding invitations work sorry
  • alot of cursing
  • unless you don’t curse
  • yall will be playing overwatch and all your neighbors will hear is “oh fuck oh shit what the hell fuck you you bitch”
  • gives the best????? hugs????
  • will smother you in his arms and kiss your head and it’s really cute ok
  • is always rocking the boyfriend look
  • he doesn’t get really jealous alot it’s mostly just playful “why did you talk to jimin so much? im your bf aren’t I?”
  • he will steal all the blankets from you
  • sometimes you get pissed bc he’s so good at everything
  • “what the fuck stop finishing my art piece”
  • “i cAnt hELp iT”
  • will refuse to kill the spiders for you
  • okay he will eventually but then he’ll wave it in front of your face afterwards
  • he pranks you alot too
  • to the point where you’ve come accustomed to getting water dumped on you and shitting your pants everytime he scares you
  • when he first started tho if you cried he would feel really bad
  • if you cry for anything at anytime he will feel bad
  • even if he’s on the other side of the world and it’s about a tv show
  • this baby just loves you alot
  • facetimes you while he’s eating just to make you hungry and annoy you
  • pinches your cheeks alot and squishes your face lmao
  • probably will take pictures of your squished face
  • he is a baby but also calls you his baby
  • like he won’t come up with those cheesy sappy nicknames “my pumpkin cheesecake egg baby yolk remote control love”
  • he’ll just call you babe or smth simple like that
  • nothing is simple with this boy he’ll throw your heart into the sun bye
  • he will die for you
  • but hes not gonna get the remote control for you 
  • what is it with me and remote controllers ugh
  • we know kooks is good at drawing 
  • why is he so talented i wanna stab him i love him
  • he’ll probably be doodling and then force you to draw something on it
  • it can be a stickman or a simple dot or heart whatever he’ll cherish it
  • knowing him, he’ll be extra and make it the focus point of the entire piece
  • he’s a sweet baby pls take care of him
  • squish his cheeks daily and take care of him and pamper him all the time
  • he likes taking care of you but he is also the maknae of bangtan so you gotta become his mother for a lil 
  • he also really annoys you when he comes home at 2 and starts making ramen bc hes hungry and too lazy to make anything else 
  • you stumble out into the kitchen and start grumbling at him
  • rinse and repeat every few months or smth
  • it doesnt happen often bc he knows youll be pissed
  • you guys are p blunt with each other
  • he is the biggest fan of you
  • i mentioned that already didnt i
  • nah i didnt maybe i did and missed it idk sorry if i did
  • hes the most extra bitch when he wakes you up
  • plays bangtan songs in your ear while shaking you and screaming
  • if you get grumpy and pry the phone away to turn off the music he’ll resort to something softer
  • jk lmao who do you think he is 
  • will kiss your face with slobbery nasty kisses until you roll out of bed
  • literally
  • you just plop on the floor 
  • your relationship is a real like version of 
  • *pulls back shower curtain while wife/hubby is in the shower* are we- stop screaming- (insert problem or stupid comment of choice)
  • iconic
  • if you turn down a snack he’s offering you he gets real worried in about 0.001 seconds
  • “what why are you eating enough whats wrong youre not mad right you know i love you so why arent you eating you should be healthy and happy and chubby and cute wHY ARENT YOU EATING”
  • whoa this is almost a 1000 words i told myself i’d go to 900 jfc
  • i think im overusing the strikeout option too much
  • peanut shut up oh my god
  • he will buy you stuff randomly
  • like its not too often but he’ll buy you stuff if he finds you looking at something longingly for a while or you keep looking at the same things on amazon idk
  • okay im gonna wrap this up real quick 
  • oh also he’s talk you into getting a dog who he’ll love more than you
  • but yes you two are the cutest couple and professor trelawney said you’ll be happy for eternity together

(A/N): thanK TO THE ANON WHO REQUESTED!! also i cant see the gif i put at the end??? idk man -peanut

random sodapop headcanons

-kids love him

-and he loves them, like when he sees babies he’ll play peekaboo with them and stuff aww

-same with animals, his brothers are constantly trying to pull him away from animals he sees on the street

-he actually wasn’t dumb, he just had a learning disability

-every night his parents would help him with his homework but he eventually lost motivation

-he is always cold

-which means hes always covered in blankets

-like at the DX when its 80 degrees he’ll literally have a blanket around his shoulders

-he always smells like vanilla for some reason

-hes straight, but has definitely *done things* with steve

-he has trust issues because hes actually liked girls before and he found out they only liked him for his looks

-his teeth are really straight naturally???how???

-modern soda knows every word to hollaback girl

-he and steve even made up a dance to it and everytime it comes on its just like OHHH GURL DIS MY SONG

-his favorite 80s movie would probably be dirty dancing

-you know hes watching it when you hear IVE HAD THE TIME OF MY LIFEEEEE from the next room

-yeah he loves to sing and he actually has a decent voice



-sleeps with a million pillows

-the kind of person who says “nasty” instead of “gross” (you know what im talking about)

-he doesnt cry a lot, but when he does cry it is i n t e n s e

-he was a total momma’s boy

-but he kept a few of his dads shirts bc they smelled like him

-he says GURLLL  a lot

-idk i just can see sodapop curtis running into the house trying to get pony’s attention yelling GURRLLLLLLLL 

-protective as fuck. of everyone, but mostly of his family and the gang

-a bean

Sincerely Three: Dating & Cuddling Headcanons

Requested: jaaa!!


  • Alright, Connor’s that guy, you’d never admit to have a crush on, but secretly you admired him for some time
  • And then, mate grew out his hair and wow, you’re totally crushing on him lmao
  • Little did you know, that he also thought that you were kinda cute
  • Not only kinda cute, but like really beautiful and the way you smiled, and mate was totally in love wtf
  • Both of you would be too shy to make the first step, but you’d always be hoping that the other one would DO, BuT NOOOO
  • So, as mother destiny declares: you two should do a project together and the rest is history
  • Connor’s like the ideal boyfriend
  • At first, you two were kinda quiet, not really knowing what to do, regarding that this was your first real relationship. Usually, you’d hang out with each other, just talking and maybe some kissing. But as soon as you started to get really comfortable around each other, shit got real
  • Connor tried to sort of hide his emotions in front of you, all the time, cause he was scared you would think he was weird and leave him
  • Narrator: She thought it was not weird and didn’t leave him
  • You assured him so often that it is okay to feel things. One time, he smiled and then said “Well, if it’s okay. I love you. Very much.”
  • You nearly attacked him, kissing him, also whispering “God, I also love you so much”
  • BASICALLY, half of your relationship is kissing, cuddling and judging other people
  • The first time, when you were at his house, you fell asleep right on his chest. At first, Connor didn’t know what to do, cause on one hand he was scared he would move and wake you up and ON THE OTHER HAND, he thought “What the fuck is happening”
  • You were totally cuddling him, pressing your face on his chest, heard his heartbeat
  • Connor liked it. He stroke your back, looked at you while you were snoozing quietly and thought that you were the cutest person in this world
  • Anyway, that guy loves to cuddle. He’s like cuddling you 24/7.
  • He just likes it, feeling you close to him, maybe even pressing a kiss on your neck
  • Back to the “he’s the ideal boyfrienddd!!!”
  • He fucking is
  • he’s totally lovable, buys you small gifts and even (and that surprised u af) writes you small poems, that were insanely well and made you cry!!
  • anyway, he’s super and a perfect cuddler + boyfriend


  • He probably had a crush on you since Kindergarten and everytime you talked to him, he couldn’t focus on what you were saying, cause all he could think of was “Alright, how do I politely ask you to kiss me?”
  • Funny thing is, you thought the same about him lol
  • Evan’s like #shy, so one time you asked him to go out with you and it was the most beautiful day ever and god
  • You just love Evan so much
  • And he loves you so much!!!
  • You’d always come together every afternoon, doing some school stuff and afterwards you’re just cuddling, kissing and talking about life and other stuff (v specific)
  • (yeah I know you just said “shut up” in your head I know it don’t u lie)
  • ANYWAY, Evan loves to cuddle
  • Everyday when you’re together, he just sits there, lays an arm around you and then u two just fall on the bed, cuddling all the time
  • maybe even kissing
  • he loves to smooch you
  • especially during breaks in school
  • he even squeezes your hand a lot
  • that boy is just sooooo in love with you wtf thats adorable
  • weLL in school, he’s always taking you to the room where your next lesson is and nearly runs to it again, when the lesson is finished to pick you up
  • At first, he was a bit shy and therefore he never really wanted to sorta display the relationship
  • but out of a sudden that boy got confident, kissed you in school, right!!! in front of ur friends
  • U two love laying bed, cuddling all the time
  • throughout of it sum making ouuuut
  • Evan loves falling asleep next to you
  • and omg
  • luv


  • You two were probably friends for idk 4 years until one day he just asked you all romantic
  • You were just hanging out and suddenly he goes like “Yo, I think we should date”
  • And then you just started dating
  • Bc secretly both of you loved the other one v much
  • Jared always seemed v cold and v much like an asshole
  • but in fact, he was the most lovable person
  • Even though he showed it in weird ways
  • he’d like send you memes with “When bae is mad” with the face of Nicholas Cage and he’d be like “lmao thought of u ily”
  • although sometimes he like really!! showed it
  • You’d be hanging around, he grabbed your hand, pressing a small kiss on it and say “You know, I’m really glad that we’re dating”
  • he just loves you so wtf
  • You loooove coming over to him, playing video games, watching films
  • falling asleep in his arms
  • Jared loves hugging you
  • like everywhere you are, he just puts his arms around your waist
  • presses a kiss on your forehead
  • omg
  • and at night, he loooooves stroking your back until you fall asleep
  • he loves sending you wholesome memes about love
  • and u probably watch vine compilations all the time
  • idk
  • he’d also tease u af in public like wtf chill mate
  • he just loooves u so much
  • and u love hiiiiim
  • aw

First off, here am I waking up this morning after Hamlet. 

Originally posted by amons-follower-jasa

Second off, OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!! I just…there are NO WORDS! The play starts out with HIddleston sitting at a piano, silence, then he starts playing AND SINGING! It was this absolutely heartbreaking song and the whole theater is dark except for one spotlight right on Tom. Then all of sudden FANFARE LIGHTS, SET CHANGE, PANDEMONIUM as the play truly begins. @imaginaryboyfriendcollection and I were sitting in the last two seats on the end, in the front row literally ON THE STAGE. I was on the very end so I was right by the stage entrance and the entire night the actors kept freaking me out because I couldn’t hear them creep up behind me preparing to come out on stage. This also meant every time Hiddleston came out on stage from my side his lovely most wonderful smell of happiness, rainbows, and sunshine would waft past me. It was the greatest high ever! My favourite part of the play was when Rozencrantz and Guildenstern are sent to figure out why Hamlet is going crazy. Rozencrantz and Guildenstern are played by two AMAZING women and so they changed the gender of the names to RosAcrantz and GuildAstern. My favourite was Ayesha Antoine who plays Rosacrantz (seriously Tom NEEDS to date a WOC I SHIP THESE TWO SO FUCKING HARD!) Anyhoo back to the scene, Hamlet is sitting on a couch brooding wearing a hoodie, black jeans, war paint on his face, and his shoulders a draped in the flag of Denmark. When Rosacrantz and Guildastern walk in with a black BeatsAudio Pill speaker playing an upbeat song, Hamlet jumps up and a dance party ensues. I believe this is where the couch humping part came in but I can’t really remember because I was so in awe of everything. But the moral of all of this is Ayesha Antoine and Tom Hiddleston are soul mates and my OTP and my true ship and good god I need them to date after this because they were amazing together and shes all short and petite and he’s all tall and amazing and just UGHHHHH I LOVE THEM! Anyhoo, the play continues, Hiddleston crys real tears and at one point a teardrop drips off his nose and poor baby he looked so sad and miserable. Don’t even get me started on the sword fight between Hamlet and Laertes all I could think about was Coriolanus and that interview where Tom says his sword broke and went flying through the audience. Since I was sitting literally RIGHT THERE I could just see that sword breaking and flying at me or someone losing their footing or something. Another thing to note is throughout the entire play everytime Hiddleston would raise his arms his shirt would rise up and his little tummy would peak out and it was cute and adorable and in his death scene he falls to the ground with his arm reaching up and you can see his abs peaking out and basically I couldn’t cry at the death of Hamlet because I was too busy oogling Tom’s abs staring at me within touching distance. 

So yeah…that was my night. Please keep and eye on @imaginaryboyfriendcollection blog today as she is a far more eloquent writer than I am and probably remembers more details. But now you know my favourite scene, the fact that Tom needs to date a WOC, and he humped a couch. 

anonymous asked:

*crying* You're so kind and smart! You deserve all the kind anons and good fortune in your future


Few things about me:

  • I didnt know dogs had whiskers until like a year ago. I cried when I found out.
  • I thought rotisserie chickens were fried chickens in lingerie???? People talked about eating them all the time and I pretended not to be weirded out like “oh hey why are you telling me this sir, I just met you.”
  • I have this odd fascination with hands to the point my boss was talking to me and I saw his hand on the table. And I legit went wide-eyed and slapped my hand on his and said loudly “BIG HANDS????” he laughed at me and just kept talking.
  • Im allergic to 100x things but i keep eatting them anyway. 
  • I am deadly afraid of bananas. Their smell makes me RUN FAR AND FAST. Its promsien repellant
  • I HATED BEES. Until i watched 3 documentaries about them and now everytime I see a bee I cry. One flew into my lil starbucks bag and started eatting my blueberry muffin and I started crying and held the bag very still excitedly. My friend thought I lost it.
  • When I get bored around family I go to my dad and pat his belly like a bongo drum and I didn’t realize my older cousins (30s) were watching me. They are scared shitless of my dad cause he used to be in an indian mafia and kill people. But he is kind and soft with me???
  • I once got addicted to corn for 2 monthes. It was all I ate. My mother was ecastic because corn was like 4/$1.00 and she was saving money.
  • I also got addicted to blueberries. Im not allowed to eat them anymore because if I see ANY amount of blueberries I WILL EAT THEM!!!!!! (once ate 5 lbs at once 8^) )
Agony // Jughead Jones

Jughead X reader

Summary: Jughead becomes distant due to working on the murder board with Betty but is that the only reason why?

Warning: sadness!

Originally posted by riverrdxle

Nothing ever exactly went to plan in your life. Something, anything had to go wrong just as things were going amazing. Nothing stayed… okay.

This time, it was the death of Jason Blossom. You weren’t exactly associated with the blossom family or the murder of their red headed son, so his death shouldn’t have had the biggest affect on you, right?

No, it wasn’t you, but your boyfriend Jughead Jones who had taken Jason’s murder into his own hands.
You constantly feared him sharing the same fate as Jason blossom. Thoughts of Jug becoming the murderer’s next victim haunted you.

Since Jughead had begun working on the murder bored with Betty Copper he’d been spending less time with you and the little time he did was occupied with him ranting about his and Bettys findings. Oh the joys. Frequent dates at Pops became weekly dates, before weekly dates became fortnightly.

Veronica had been your only and closest form of trust lately with Archie off working on his music. You two had practically been attached at the hip, you felt in a way that she was trying to make you feel better about the lack of attention from Jug but hey, you weren’t fighting it.

It felt as if everyone you cared about was slowly slipping out of your grasp and no matter how hard you tried to pull them closer, they just kept slipping further and further away. Riverdale was becoming a place of utter loneliness.

You were buzzing as you walked into pops, the buzziness continued to grow when your eyes landed on your dark haired boyfriend who looked deep in thought. You practically skipped over to him and slid into the booth, not expecting Jug to give you one singular glance before looking back at his computer screen.

“Hello to you too grumpy” You joked with a small, reassuring smile

“Hey” He muttered mindlessly before going back to typing

“I got an A on my english test, I was thinking we maybe we get a milkshake to celebrate? My shout” you offered, trying to get your long term boyfriend to give you more than just a quick glance

“Sounds good” He once again muttered

Hurt and confusion filled your gut. He was practically ignoring you and you had no idea why. It had been at least a week since he last did so much as hold your hand now he wouldn’t even talk to you. You felt defeated.

“Jug look at me” You say while choking back tears. He doesn’t look up but he does close his laptop. He keeps his eyes trained on the suddenly interesting table.

You reach a hand out and try to grab his but he pulls his back harshly. A single sob slips past your lips.

“Jug what’ve i done? You won’t touch me, talk to me or even look at me. Do you suddenly find me disgusting? Do you not love-” You begin rambling on, scenarios leaving your lips at a fast pace before he finally cuts in

“I kissed Betty” he says abruptly. His voice sounds cold although it does sound like he may have been crying previously

“Y-you what?” you asked doing a double take

“Last week, we kissed in her room while we were working on the case” he slams a hand down on the table and you get up, ready to get the hell out of there.

“I can’t look at you because i feel guilty, everytime i see your face i think of what Betty and i did and i can’t forgive myself for it” You were about to walk away, you stopped just to at least hear him out

“For the last week i’ve been going over the scenarios in my head, trying to work out why my boyfriend was neglecting me and not once did cheating cross my mind. I trusted you, we’re done” you spat and released a fresh set of tears.

Not only did you just lose your boyfriend but also your best friend.
People were staring, you knew that much you could’ve cared less.

“Y/N im so sorry, i love you please-”

“Stay the heck away from me Jughead Jones, you and your little clique”

pre-debut minhyuk performance videos!!!

i learned about a few predebut videos of minhyuk and i’ve never seen anyone talk about them so i figure a lot of people don’t know about them and i wanted to share!!! i cry everytime i watch them because they’re genuinely the most endearing videos i’ve seen in my whole life and also we get to hear his vocals in a way that starship doesn’t show and utilize in monsta x’s music!!

  • gangnam style - !!!!! embarrassing yes but also so endearing? look at him just jump around!!! also, jooheon has referenced this before
  • i feel so nice + first kiss - i’m the girl that yells “lee minhyuk!” at 1:06 fjsdklfds… also my personal fav part at 3:46-4:03 :(( listen to his vocals!!!!!!
  • just a feeling + ring ding dong - a cute side note about this!!! minhyuk has actually played the song “just a feeling” to us before in his second date vlive here (33:48)!! how cute is that!! he still remembers and likes this song and he was even bopping and singing along to it in the vlive (i cried upon this realization)
  • some old high school performance? - VOCALS!!!! falsetto!!!!!!! @ starship what the fuck!!!! let him sing like this please i’ll cry!!!!!!!

in conclusion!! i know minhyuk has been getting more lines as of lately but i would love for him to get more vocally dynamic lines and get to use his voice in this way more often!!! enjoy these endearing minhyuk videos!!!!! love and support minhyuk the cutest boy in the world i can’t believe we’re blessed enough to get this many predebut minhyuk videos!!!!!!!

anonymous asked:

So you think had Shinichi not confessed in London he would have lost ran forever? Why?

This is surely not a simple question, so I’m gonna try to analyse the situation. This is gonna be long. 

Let’s see things from Ran’s POV. Imagine if you were Ran. Now, think about all the times Shincihi just left you. 

Let’s start from Tropical Land: finally you get to have a sort of a date with the guy you have a crush on and everything’s fine except someone gets murdered. You are upset, and you’re crying and what does he do? ‘Go on I’ll catch up with you later!’ and he disappears. He leaves you there, crying. But he’s a detective, he knows what he’s doing. And you trust him (#1). But you wait, and wait, and time passes and you don’t get a call nor anything. And you have so many questions.

Then the Diplomat Murder Case happens and you are so confused cause where was he? why is he here? why didn’t he tell me he was gonna be here? and you want to talk to him and ask him what happened but he just says ‘Wait for me Ran’. And you trust him (#2). But he disappears. Again. Where did he go? What happened? Who knows, certainly not you. 

Then you are on stage during your high school play and someone dies and BAM, Shinichi appears again. You thought that little Conan was actually Shinichi but here he is. And he didn’t call, he didn’t warn you he was gonna be there. You are confused and probably angry and you have so many questions but he comes closer to you and whispers ‘I have something important to tell you’. Next day you find yourselves again with him and everything seems to be back to normal. You are so happy. He’s back! He even asks you to go out for dinner! Maybe this time he won’t leave. Maybe he’ll explain. Maybe I finally get to understand what happened. Maybe- ‘Don’t worry Ran I’ll be back soon!’. And you trust him (#3). Next thing you know, Conan is apologizing because Shinichi had to leave. And you’re broken, and you have enough of this, cause he did it again. Whitout any explanation. He left you. Because solving cases is more important than you. Solving cases is more important than being with you.

Then he appears again. But it doesn’t… feel like him? No, that’s not him. Except for the fact that Shinichi IS there, but as the Shiragami. And he saved you when you fell in the forest. Again, you have so many questions. Where have you been? Why didn’t you tell me you were gonna be here? What’s happening? You want to confront him. He’s leaving to solve the next case and you stop him, but… Shinichi reassures you that he’ll come back. ‘I’m sure the question you wanted to ask is the same as mine.. And you trust him (#4). But he won’t come back. Again.

This is becoming too much. Shinichi’s never there for you when you need him. I’ll come back… Wait for me… You’re getting tired of this. Still, you choose to trust him. One more time. You forgive him. Because you love him. You convince yourself that if you’ll wait for him, he’ll eventually come back and explain everything.

Then one day, guess what? You go to London! Shinichi’s gonna be so jealous! But you care about him and you don’t want him to be sad cause he couldn’t come, so you spend hours and hours on the internet, looking for everything a fan of Sherlock Holmes could love about London. You are so excited! You are in London and you call him and-what? ‘I’m solving a case and I don’t have much time, sorry’. WHAT?! You get mad at him, but if he told you he’s solving a case it must be important after all. You call him again to apologize.

But then something happens. You hear it. The Big Bang through the phone. He’s in London. You find him, and this time, you want to confront him.

Why didn’t you tell me? He keeps finding excuses. But this is too much. You decide not to trust him this time. He keeps leaving you and he’s gonna do it this time as well. You are sure about this. Love is 0, cause everything he’s been doing is playing with you and your faith in him. Everytime, everytime he tells you he’ll come back and he never does. Does he know how much he made you cry? Does he know how many times you needed his help and he wasn’t there? But you keep falling for him. Everytime. Because you love him, and you are so stupid cause there’s nothing you can do about it. Stupid, stupid Ran. You just want to run away from him, just like he’s been doing with you for the past months.

So, this is the situation. I don’t know if Shinichi would’ve lost Ran forever, but you see, I think Shinichi himself realised this was too much. Because Ran deserves better. Because this is not fair. Because she has nothing to do with this, it’s all his fault. Because he loves her. And so, he tells her. Just for once, he says fuck everything. It’s risky and reckless and stupid, and there’s gonna be consequences. But he loves her. He loves her because he’s fucked up, and he makes her suffer, and he doesn’t deserve her, and he makes her wait for him… but she keeps waiting for him. Why does she keep waiting for me? Who knows what’s going on in heart? Why can’t he deduce that? But after all, ‘The heart of a woman whom one likes… how can someone accurately deduce that!

You trust him (#5). But this time, you truly smile while you keep waiting for him. Because you know that this time it’s really gonna be worth it. 

Hope you liked my analysis! I hope you read it without getting bored since it’s really long (: