and i cried a lot doing this

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the vampire diaries appreciation week — day three: most heartbreaking death

                       Stefan Salvatore in 8x16 “I Was Feeling Epic”

“I need to do this, Damon. I owe it to Bonnie and Enzo. I owe it to a lot of people.”

I was tagged by the wonderful @seriouslyblacklikemysoul  , thank you so much!
Rules: answer these 85 questions and tag 20 people
Tagging:  @deerprongs @wizardwritings @black-the-star @blacklnnon @prongsno @lilyevansquad @sara-herondale @accio-siriusblackk @fortisfiliae  and anyone who wants to do it because i don’t really know who to tagg. :)


THE LAST

1. drink: water

2. phone call: my mum

3. text message: my best friend

4. song you listened to: Dusk Till Dawn (ZAYN)

5. time you cried:  don’t remember

6. dated someone twice: no

7. kissed someone and regretted it: no

8. been cheated on: no

9. lost someone special: no

10. been depressed: no

11. gotten drunk and thrown up: no  (lots of no 😂)

3 FAVOURITE COLOURS

12. every single shade of blue

13. red

14. lilac

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU

15. made new friends: yes

16. fallen out of love: no

17. laughed until you cried: YES, YES, YES!

18. found out someone was talking about you: no

19. met someone who changed you: no

20. found out who your friends are: well i’m with my best friends for about 5 years soo…..

21. kissed someone on your facebook list: no

GENERAL

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: the most of them

23. do you have any pets: no

24. do you want to change your name: well, yes..

25. what did you do for your last birthday: i went to eat pizza with my besties 😂 (food is life)

26. what time did you wake up: 07:30 am

27. what were you doing at midnight last night: sleeping because SCHOOL

28. name something you can’t wait for: graduate high school and move out with one of my best friends! 

29. when was the last time you saw your mom: Saturday

31. what are you listening to right now: mozart

32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: no

33. something that is getting on your nerves: theres so many things 

34. most visited website: inta/tumblr

35. hair colour: dirty blonde

36. long or short hair: long

37. do you have a crush on someone: no and my life is so boringg

38. what do you like about yourself: my eyes and my smile :)

39. want any piercings: yess

40. blood type: i don’t remember 

41. nickname: louan 

42. relationship status: SINGLE 

43. zodiac: virgo

44. pronouns: she/her

45. favourite tv show: charmed forever and always

46. tattoos: none  

47. right or left handed: right

48. surgery: none

49. piercing: 1 on each ear

50. sport: volleyball

51. vacation: Anywhere, escpecially abroad.

52. pair of trainers: 3

MORE GENERAL

53. eating: pop-corn

54. drinking: water

55. i’m about to: study

56. waiting for: idk

57. want: chocolate and chips

58. get married: yes

59. career: well i don’t really know

WHICH IS BETTER

60. hugs or kisses: hugs

61. lips or eyes: lips

62. shorter or taller:  I am incret so TALLER

63. older or younger: older

64. nice arms or nice stomach: arms

65. hook up or relationship: relationship

66. troublemaker or hesitant: Both

HAVE YOU EVER

67. kissed a stranger: no

68. drank hard liquor: no

69. lost glasses/contact lenses: no

70. turned someone down: yes

71. sex on the first date: no

72. broken someone’s heart: yes

73. had your heart broken: yes

74. been arrested: no

75. cried when someone died: do fictional characters count?

76. fallen for a friend: yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

77. yourself: yes

78. miracles: sort of

79. love at first sight: yes

80. santa claus: OF COURSE

81. kiss on the first date: yes

82. angels: yes


OTHER

83. current best friend’s name: i have 4 best friends, Chrysanthi, Anastasia, Petroula, Iovi (they’re greek names so i guess they’re sound a bit weird)

84. eye colour: hazel

85. favorite movie: Twilight?

anonymous asked:

Honestly that last post with khadgar and pere was so cute i cried. I love your art so much keep up the great work!

Ohh, thank you ! Don’t cry ❤
Fufu, I know it’s silly, but I was genuinely worried this comic would make someone sad when I posted it xD I’d rather make you smile or laugh ! But yeah, there’s moments like this too ;; 
A lot of different kinds of moments I have yet to draw ! I’ll do my best, Anon ❤

Guys, guys, holy shit.

You need to read Dreadnought.

It’s about a 15 year old trans girl who gets superpowers.  It’s fucking incredible.

Danny Tozer has a problem: she just inherited the powers of Dreadnought, the world’s greatest superhero. Until Dreadnought fell out of the sky and died right in front of her, Danny was trying to keep people from finding out she’s transgender. But before he expired, Dreadnought passed his mantle to her, and those secondhand superpowers transformed Danny’s body into what she’s always thought it should be. Now there’s no hiding that she’s a girl.

It should be the happiest time of her life, but Danny’s first weeks finally living in a body that fits her are more difficult and complicated than she could have imagined. Between her father’s dangerous obsession with “curing” her girlhood, her best friend suddenly acting like he’s entitled to date her, and her fellow superheroes arguing over her place in their ranks, Danny feels like she’s in over her head.

She doesn’t have time to adjust. Dreadnought’s murderer—a cyborg named Utopia—still haunts the streets of New Port City, threatening destruction. If Danny can’t sort through the confusion of coming out, master her powers, and stop Utopia in time, humanity faces extinction.

I admittedly don’t normally read YA.  But this is the first time I’ve ever seen a book like this.  I have never in my 29 years, ever seen a trans lesbian superhero. It’s incredible.

The opening chapter, where still-in-closet Danny is almost guiltily painting her toenails, because it’s the only thing she can do to feel normal (but still hide from her parents), or when Danny is talking about being in sex-ed, learning about female reproductive systems and her body feeling that it’s missing something…  I just… I read a lot of books, and I cry really easily.  I have never cried so quickly and so easily at something.  I related to this so, so hard.  It was like the author pulled my own memories to the page. The book was written by a trans woman, which is why these experiences feel so real.

It’s fun and funny and heartwarming and angsty and powerful.

It’s just a damn good book, man.

I just got home from watching Spider-man Homecoming. Oh my GOD.
BEST. SPIDER-MAN. EVER. FUNNIEST MARVEL MOVIE EVER.
The people were not joking. I’ve never so laughed this much in my life.
The amount of times I said “Holy SHIT” and “Oh my GOD” and “Awww” was horrendously alarming. I came into the cinemas with high expectations and it exceeded it. Oh my god. GUYS. WATCH IT. TOM HOLLAND WAS AMAZING.

My opinion about the signs

Okay… I know this is not really my type of content but I always find these interesting to read so I thought I’ll post one myself.

Aries: you can count on them, don’t take things too seriously, get mad at small things, much fun to hang out with, somewhat egoistic, as soon as they find someone more interesting than you they will hang out with them (though, they will not forget about you)

Taurus: I always become extremly good friends with them, so relaxing to hang out with them, weird humour, very determined and stubborn, talk a loooot, in a relationship they need a lot of physical interaction, they make me feel like home, laughs about every little thing, cute laugh

Gemini: fun people to hang out with, their humour is so… unexpected like they say things you would have never thought about, tend to hide their serious feelings/emotions, take the side of the person they want to impress, think too much about how they can impress someone rather than just beeing themselves (even through their personality is way more charming)

Cancer: a little too sensitive for my taste, can get very annoying but they are too cute to be mad at, need a lot of protection, very giggly, great story-tellers (but they tend to tell you the same story over and over again), materialistic, put you first, loves from the bottom of their heart, pretty smart but dumb at the same time

Leo: warmhearted people, try to be funny and cool all the time (but fail eventually lol too cute), buys you a lot of gifts, attention-lovers, likes to meet new people, very vain when it comes to their appearance, very nervous when having tests/exams, naturally intelligent (unfortunately this doesn’t help them much in school), enjoys good food

Virgo: stress themselves way too much, overthink everything, usually very good in school, gets mad and stressed when things don’t work out as they thought they would, sort of a boring personality, they can talk sooooo much, very sensitive (!!!), tend to be too harsh on themselves, high expectations of themselves

Libra: naturally flirty af, cute smile, scared to be alone, talks most of the time about themselves, makes sure everybody is getting enough attention, very lazy, does things in the last minute, usually the one studying for a test/exam the lesson before, clumsy, needs protection, don’t like confrontations/fights, not good at making decisions or being on time

Scorpio: just like libras they talk a lot about themselves, get veeeeery obsessive over things and people, their staring is so intense that it makes me feel uncomfortable, cares a lot about their loved ones, scared to show feelings, makes very weird but cute compliments you would have never gotten from anybody else, sporty, try to flirt but that’s just a little… cringe-worthy lol

Sagittarius: now… these people are the absolut oppostie of me, always awkward when we hang out together, not the most loyal boyfriend/girlfriend/friend, always wearing top outfits, always looking good, cares a lot about their hair or in general their appearance, not the best in school, party every weekend, straightforward

Capricorn: makes sooo many cute compliments, I have this weird attraction towards them, extremly sexy, intelligent, can’t sit still, they are very weird people, humour consists of sarcasm and dad jokes and can be very dry, know way too well how to seduce people, not the best in expressing their feeling but they try, ABSOLUT SWEETHEARTS, gets shy when being complimented, very sensitive, never forget their mistakes and always regret them (no matter how small it was)

Aquarius: makes me feel like home at the very first meeting, either pretty chill or being pissed off at silly things, don’t like stubborn people, tendency to be very religious, very good friends, will do everything for and with you, works hard to reach their goals, plans everything weeks/months before

Pisces: I either like or can’t stand them, actually quite egoistic, not the best in using the right words, sensitive af 24/7, dark humour, cries a lot, scared to hurt someones feelings (even if they don’t like the person), avoids confrontations/fights by not saying what’s really on their mind, in a fight they will say the most hurtful things (and will regret them their whole life), using the victim-card way too often, most of the time smiling

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Guess holding hands is a vmon thing ;)

i fucking love the adventure zone because sometimes it’s like…absolutely heartbreakingly beautiful story-telling or on-the-edge-of-your-seat thrills 

and then sometimes it’s justin, travis, and their dad chanting “FANTASY SHORTS. FANTASY SHORTS. FANTASY SHORTS” at poor griffin who’s trying to move the plot forward 

XD

The more I think about GOTG 2, the more I love Yondu

[spoiler alert]

Yondu Udonta had an unhappy childhood, he was sold away as a slave by his own parents since he was just a kid. The ghost of the past kept on haunting him, but deep inside he truly wanted a family like everyone else. So when he knew who Peter was and what Ego was planning to do with the kid, he kept him, took him in and raised Peter himself, despite what he did was against the Ravagers’ code. Maybe he made Peter into a thief, but it was just an excuse to keep Peter back and not to be casted out by the Ravagers clan. Although Yondu never showed it, his fatherly love for Peter was real, and like all other parents, he was always ready to sacrifice everything for his son, Peter.
That is why, Yondu always let the Guardians go. He had a son.
And in the end, I’m glad Peter finally understood.
R.I.P Yondu Udonta, a Captain, a Father, and a Guardian of the Galaxy.

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august 22, 2017

studyblr is a lot harder than i thought but at the same time, i like how it’s challenging me to create better, efficient notes, which i can’t even do right now because i don’t have a desk??? cries. also, the pilot g-2 pen is honestly the best and i cried when i thought i lost it yesterday. 

+++ revamped my theme, icon, and header, finally 

once again, it’s me. i know i’ve been really problematic and on & off lately but i’m not 100% happy with this blog so i’ve deleted a ton of posts (all except some asks and original content and i think i want to change my tag system) but this is just a tiny (which will end up being very un-tiny) list of things i’m still learning.

  1. Wear the best shoes you can, because those shoes will take you to great places. (via shizuka todo from hana yori dango)
  2. you are owed nothing for your friendship
  3. memories are only as important as you make them
  4. the biggest decisions are often made at the worst times
  5. buy waterproof mascara because when your eyes glisten with tears, there is always one person who thinks your eyelashes have seen the universe
  6. medicine is something to never be ashamed of
  7. when it is dark and the whole world is silent, you are a god and unstoppable for the blood pounding in your veins is the loudest thing you can hear
  8. find someone you love who you think about at 2pm crossing a busy road, not a 2am when you’re all alone.
  9. sometimes people use you. it’s their loss.
  10. destroying is not bad. for destroying is simply a form of creating. it is the raw, unadulterated, powerful form of your thoughts.
  11. those empty notebooks you have can contain anything as long as you open them up.
  12. it is alright to cry everyday
  13. just like it is alright to not cry for months
  14. listen to the world and to silence for it is a tremendous feat to turn nothing into music. listen to the noises of the cosmos as we keep spinning and spinning and know it is the same sounds that the gods heard.
  15. you will probably never do work when you are meant to - but you should
  16. yes they could be the greatest thing that can ever happen to you. yes they can fill your sky with stars. yes they can capture all the world’s butterflies just to put in your stomach but it doesn’t mean they should. find someone who isn’t only there when it is dark.
  17. know when fruits and vegetables are in season
  18. the greatest feeling is closing 10+ tabs that you had for a project or ticking 10+ things off a list but never compromise on something you only half completed.
  19. it is better to walk with an empty bag knowing you have done work than to walk with a heavy bag and worries of all the work you have to do.
  20. there is never enough time
  21. you make mistakes and that’s alright
  22. stick to your morals because they will be the only thing that is always there. they are the discomfort when you are pressured into something else and they are the pride when you stand up for what you believe in.
  23. it is not cool to lie to yourself
  24. sometimes investments don’t work out. whether it’s money, time or love. 
  25. never measure the strength of a friendship by how long you’ve known each other.
  26. it is never not your choice.
  27. when the fingertips of dawn touch your bedroom window and mist covers everything like a blanket, the silence before the sun rises is when you hear the cries and songs of angels and all things thought to be legends.
  28. you are worth it. and most importantly
  29. you can do it.
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LOIS:  Look, Clark, I know that I got a little thorny when you raised the red flag on A.C.
CLARK:  I was just trying to look out for you.
LOIS:  And I appreciate it.  I’ve just never had someone to help guide me through the shark-infested ocean of romance. … Not that I can’t fend for myself.
CLARK:  You know, I think I was wrong about our friend A.C.

Reasons Richard II is a relatable character:

  • Just wants to be loved
  • Problematic™
  • Gay 
  • Cries a lot
  • Likes being fancy and having things
  • Self-perception goes from ‘I’m the most beautiful ever’ to ‘I am Dirt’ and back again

Reasons Henry IV is a relatable character:

  • Lingering sense of dread
  • “It seemed like a good idea at the time”
  • Wants the best for everyone
  • Competent but ultimately dismayed

Reasons Henry V is a relatable character:

  • Avoids responsibilities 
  • Uncomfortable family life
  • Just wants to go out and party with his friends is that too much to ask
  • Pretends he absolutely 100% knows what he’s doing
  • Doesn’t

Reasons Henry VI is a relatable character:

  • Bad at everything
  • Sad
  • Wants everyone to be happy (isn’t happy)
  • Does nothing wrong
  • Does nothing right either
  • Didn’t ask for any of this

Reasons Richard III is a relatable character:

  • Monologues about how ugly he is and then gets mad when he’s insulted
  • Doesn’t know how to act normal
  • Jokes about how awful he is 
  • Is actually awful
  • Weird sense of humor
  • Has lots of Ambition
Types as People I know IRL

ENFJ: Is one of the nicest person I know, seems to make friends every time she’s in a public place. Has a really hard time saying no to people asking favors to her. Cries a lot, especially when watching animal videos and TV competition shows auditions (golden buzzer moments especially).

ESFJ: Has a creepy way of knowing when you’re not feeling well. Always has comforting words of wisdom. Has very strong belief in their values. She’s the person I go to when I need honest opinion about a subject of just to get some infinite love. Cries a lot too, especially when with ENFJ.

ENFP: Is VERY emotional, can go from butterflies and rainbows to torture chambers and fire pits real fast. Amazing sense of fashion, goes through phases (only wears black, only wears pastel, only shops at thrift stores). Is never at the center of conflict and can always find a way to mend broken bonds. Very intelligent but can make some non-intelligent spontaneous decisions. Acts as though they don’t care what people think but they’re probably the most self-conscious people I know (except for maybe ISFP).

ESFP: Can’t stand doing nothing for more than 5 minutes, has more energy than a 3 year old. Is really fun to argue with but don’t kid yourself, you’ll never win the argument (or you’ll know you’re right but they’ll never acknowledge that). Likes the outdoors and wants to live on a farm later in life.

ENTJ: If incredibly smart but even more hard headed. Cares a lot about people but cares more about their success. Was in all the clubs at school and for good reasons, they’re extraordinary leaders. Has no patience for stupid people or bullshit.

ESTJ: Has a very dark sense of humor and I LOVE it. Has a very astonishing way of always getting what they want. Looks like an introvert until they are seen in a crowd. Would be the person I would want with me during an apocalypse.

ENTP: The comebacks that come out of their mouths are amazing. Could never be bored around them since they’ll find a dark and twisty subject to talk about. Will argue as much as ESFP but will usually be more right and sometimes even admit when they’re wrong. I’ve never seen someone party like an ENTP. Secretly hates people but can’t live without constant interaction with them.

ESTP: I don’t know any ESTPs, guys where are you?

INFJ: You can do nothing with this person, for like 4 hours and feel like you just had a super deep conversation, baked cookies and climbed Mount Everest. Doesn’t talk a lot but when he does it is always the truth. Nobody dislikes INFJ, how could you he’s like that one flower growing in a field of rocks.

ISFJ: Loves books, is afraid of doing extreme sports and things that could be dangerous. Has so much imagination and lives to help others. I have never seen them angry.

INFP: Takes everything so personally, I’m always afraid to say a joke around them. Doesn’t do much, binge watches a lot of Netflix shows and loves politics.

ISFP: They never tell you how they’re really feeling but it doesn’t matter, you can read them like a book. Are very self conscious and seek attention from people. They’re so generous and kind but it’s hard to give back to them. Loves classic rock and old video games, is addicted to sports.

INTJ: I WANT AN INTJ FRIEND SO BAD. I’m pretty sure my chemistry class teacher’s assistant was INTJ but didn’t have the nerve to ask him, he was very passionate about science, over population and the statistic of the online dating world.

ISTJ: Can’t find any of you guys either, sorry…

INTP: YOU GUYS ARE EVERYTHING. I only know one INTP. Right now he’s either on wikipedia, watching educational videos on Youtube or playing some indie video game. INTP looks very socially awkward but is one of the kindest soul I’ve ever met. Talks to me about subjects I know nothing about (politics, economics…) in a way that makes me interested. Plus their vibes are super sexy.

ISTP: Where is your secret hideout, where are you guys hiding?

Warning: These are based on people I know in my life and I don’t expect them to represent everyone who are those types. If you are ESTP, ISTJ or ISTP I’m sorry, from one MBTI addict to another you don’t know how badly I want to meet one of you guys.