and i crey


  « It simply isn’t an adventure worth telling if there aren’t any dragons »  - J.R.R. Tolkien

me, disconsolately, with tears welling up: they DID do shit for you, scanlan, the moment you were like “I’m outie, y’all, I have to find my daughter” they were like “shit, of course, how can we help??” and vax went with you in the sewers to try and find her, and the moment you were like “I’m going to Kymal to find my daughter” they were like “shit, of course, do you want us to come with??” and pike did. you can only ask someone “are you okay?” so many times before you know the answer is going to be “I’m fine, don’t worry about me” and all those kids are kids, not much older than your actual kid (except maybe Pike) and they LOVE you and you are TOO GOOD at lying and what happened the one time someone did saw through your bullshit?? It was Vex and she was kind and understanding and loving and she swore to never tell and she didn’t, scanlan, she never told. I’m not saying you have to be happy and hunky-dory but once you’ve leveled out and had a moment to breathe you’ll understand this and come back, right?


anonymous asked:

As a fellow Exo-L (who's name is also Becky;) do you have any gifs from the night where Kyungsoo and Jongin were being very touchy? Like when Kyungsoo rubbed Jongins finger or when Jongin was playing footsie with Kyungsoo? I'm searchin 4 some thirst

Hi Becky anon!! I’m happy you messaged me about this night, since it’s one of my fave kaisoo days ;) they were on fire that day, all the way from the morning at the airport until later at night! 

(credits to gif owners!!) 

-I’ll do this in order of the day-

They kept close at the airport that morning, nini was following soo (as always xD) 

nini kept on circling around soo during the rehearsal, he wouldn’t leave him alone

at one point he even pushed lulu away (who just wanted to hang) but nini wanted some alone time with soo xD

so then nini started “fixing soo’s mic” (which I think was more smth along the line of “ey hyung, imma caress your face a little bit but ppl will think i’m fixing your mic”) soo bit nini’s finger (as you can see above as nini jumps back) which I think is hilarious and sassy hahah

he touched his face once again. there was actually a fanacc that day, that said that nini DID use excuses to be able to touch soo for a little bit longer than “necessary”

nini had his arm around soo, so then soo decided to give nini’s D a squeeze lol (they were so playful that day T___T) 

holding hands even though no one else was ;-; 

they were facing each other during wolf and were sending smiles at each other ;)

a lot of eye contact, funny faces and more secret smiles :—-) 

both moving closer to each other ;) 

whispering and flirting :—)

silently making a move

playing with each others hair T____T idk what psychology says about that but to me it’s intimate af

nini checking his bae out and being flirty

idek what this look means O___O 

cuz that’s the appropriate way you should react when your “bro” gives you a finger massage handjob

at one point they just had their legs entangled with each other.. ;-;

jealousy.. jealousy.. jealousy..

nini was not feeling jong-dae’s hand on soo’s leg, but soo could probably feel that nini was being jelly so he removed the hand.. and then nini touched his bae’s thigh instead, soo let him ;) (which shows that nini can touch as much as he wants, but not jong-dae xD lol) look at the look that nini sends jong-dae xD he’s not having it!! I wonder if jong-dae wanted to tease nini maybe?? 

I hope you liked this spam anon!!! :)