and i can't help but still get emotional



so, because hs ruined my sense of right and wrong, i decided i was going to write some blackrom prinxiety. for the unitiated, blackrom is essentially when you love to hate someone and also kinda want to make out with them. so, there is going to be harsh language, a bit of violence, that kinda stuff. if any of that makes you uncomfortable, don’t read this. 

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anonymous asked:

i have to say i'm scared. i know it's not truly our fault for talking about stuff that they put out that interests us, but i can't help feeling really guilty like we've broken something, ruined their increasing openness. what if we never get another gaming vid like crash bandicoot. what if they do dream daddy but they don't sit near each other and it's awkward. we can't apologize as a fandom, we can't fix whatever we did. i did nothing to participate in the conversation and i'm still so scared

while i understand that your response is an emotional one i do think these types of fears are completely unfounded. it’s the product of being trapped in all of the back and forth on sites like this one, where you kind of just lose sight of the larger perspective and only hear the loud voices of fans who are often posting about things when they’re at the height of their own emotional responses. listen, if there wasn’t that sketchy dan ls last week this would’ve been just another phil video. a bit more boring than his usual, perhaps staged bc he needed some quick content, but nothing concerning, nothing to be fearful about. nothing at all significant about his using the only room in which he’s shot main channel videos to shoot another, standard main channel video. the idea that he is angry is purely speculative. there’s a difference between phil making a video somewhat aimed at preserving the image they’ve always maintained and phil being upset/angry/hurt/offended and wanting to lash out. i think, if anything, if this video really had a single thing to do with us and our theories, then it falls under that first category and not the second. 

the notion that ppl talking about bedrooms is going to forever change the trajectory of dnp’s relationship with the audience or with each other is actually absurd. it erases eight years of their history being the subject of conversations just like this (if not convos that were wayyy worse) and it honestly kind of reduces their own individual autonomy. their relationship with each other is not built around us, it’s not so weak that it will just disintegrate bc of one week of speculation about their rooms. that’s a complete overemphasis of the power we have and an underestimation of dnp themselves and what they mean to each other. idk man, i’m honestly shocked at how hysterically people are reacting to all of this. as i said in yesterday’s post, the video felt like phil wanting things to remain a certain way, to continue to be perceived a certain way, because people picked up on things that dan himself showed us. there’s nothing we need to apologize for in that. it’s okay to feel bad that the video didn’t necessarily go over the way phil wanted, it’s okay to feel bad that maybe things went in a direction they were unprepared for and they’ve had to scramble to fix it, it’s okay to feel bad for them, but that’s different than feeling guilty or penitent or apologetic like any of this is your fault. just like, abandon the notion that dnp need this level of protection from us because they don’t. they’ve got it handled, they’re in control, it’s all good. just breathe and watch something else or get off tumblr for a while if you really feel so afraid, because i guarantee these fears are the product of reading other people’s thoughts and not from watching phil’s video itself! don’t let people on here make you feel guilty just for watching some youtube videos lmao. life is short, it’s not a big deal i promiseeee. i’m wishing you the best and hope you feel better soon <3 


Grenfell Tower fire

On Wednesday 14th of June, London had a very somber awakening. A fire in the early morning had engulfed a 24 story tower block in under 30 minutes with the occupants inside. In the moment I heard it, I went there to try and get personal stories. Still it’s very early and the sorrows very clear but the amazing community and how the people from all over the city has responded so rapidly and with such a great heart and generosity gives a sense of hope and an overwhelming emotion that I can’t describe. This is just a few and early scenes documenting what is happening at the area surrounding Grenfell Tower in London.


anonymous asked:

My therapist said putting things into words, like a trauma, is supposed to help take the intensity of the trauma away or something (I don't remember exactly what she said.) So, on Friday I told her something that happened to me but it's Sunday and I still feel awful. I don't feel better at all, I feel scared because I haven't thought about that event in a long time and now I can't get it out of my head. Am I doing something wrong? Does therapy really work?

your therapist is correct that expressing things can help decrease the intensity of the emotion related to them. that’s because by stopping avoiding the thing, you remove some of the power the Thing has, decreasing the amount of negative emotions you experience related to the Thing and the amount of work you put into trying to avoid the Thing. however, you usually can’t just express the Thing once- you’ve got to do it over and over until you stop having strong negative emotional reactions to it. that can take anywhere from an hour to a year or more, and is unlikely to happen in a single session. 

during that time, you’ll usually experience what’s called an extinction burst. an extinction burst happens when you stop reinforcing something. in this case, the reinforcement is typically goes like: think of Thing -> feel bad ->avoid Thing and thoughts about Thing -> feel better -> continue to avoid Thing and thoughts of Thing. The avoidance is the reinforcer. But when stop reinforcing, and so stop avoiding, we confuse the system. The system in this case is your body. Your body notices that you did not avoid the Thing, and thinks “what is going on? they didn’t avoid the Thing! Maybe if I increase the alarm bells, they’ll avoid it like I want them to.” so then your negative reaction to the Thing increases- your symptoms get worse. This happens for a little while- minutes to months depending on the issue -and then it stops. Your body realizes you aren’t going to reinforce it anymore, and it stops raising the alarm bells, and your symptoms decrease. 

so no, I doubt you’re doing something wrong. but when you decide to express things in order to take away their power, you’ve got to have a good plan for how you’ll manage the extinction burst. That usually means lots of coping skills and self-care and self-monitoring, so that you can do the hard work of getting rid of your avoidance without being overwhelmed by the extinction burst. if you’d like to pursue this, I’d talk to your therapist about getting a really good plan in place so you feel more comfortable with your treatment. take care! 

anonymous asked:

I'm an ace who's sexually indifferent. I've had sex before with my non-ace girlfriend and I've actually enjoyed it but lately I just haven't been wanting it at all. I told her this and she's been avoiding affection. she has a fear of disgusting me and I've been reassuring her that she doesn't and that I just dont want sex, but it just feels like she's a bit resentful... I feel like I make her feel unwanted or that I'm just boring... I know it's irrational but I can't help but feel that way.

My advice here is asking yourself if this is the first time this has happened. If so, it might just be growing pains and her getting over her baggage around sex. The key here is trust in your relationship, and continue to communicate. Don’t force it if she don’t want to talk, or you are too emotional to discuss it more, but talk about things in general. If this is say the 3rd sex drive flux and your gf still is struggling with it there might be a bigger problem that isn’t properly addressed. The exception is if this is the 23rd time and your partner has shown you that she always gets over it and it’s always been your anxiety making a 2 on the pain scale feel like a 20. 

050917  asked:

How's that Cappy moon of your's? I'm never doven into Capricorn moon, although I see posts about them occasionally. Must be dreadful, right? It's detriment and all... -Plutoric (I hate how I can't switch blogs on ask, it's so annoying omg.)

actually, its one of my favorite placements! and its my favorite placement of mine too, i feel like it’s helped me grow the most. i never knew how emotionally closed off or distant i was until i did my chart, and then i was like wow this all makes sense. it helped me learn more about my emotions and regulate them properly! and i do like how sensible and reliable it makes me, i love my cap moon. it can be frustrating as hell, don’t get me wrong, but its still my fave

blu3tid3s  asked:

Please could you write a Khan x reader? Khan and the reader, who is human, have been together for a while. (Khan has explained to her that he can only feel love for her because she's his soul mate and she gladly returns his feelings). One night while they're both in bed the reader can't help but marvel over him and traces every inch of him with her fingers. Khan just simply lies still with a hand set on her waist and watches the emotions play out on her face. *really fluffy* please?

Here you are darling :) I hope you enjoy!


Title: Stories of Your Life

His strong arm was around your naked body, pressing you closer against him. It had taken so long for you both to get to this point, with him being on the Federations most wanted after having been awaken from cryo sleep for the second time in less than forty years. This time, they didn’t catch him. He was better at hiding and plotting.

“What are you thinking about?” His deep, baritone voice cut through your thoughts. You jumped a little then looked up into those piercing eyes of his. You smiled at him.

“How we met.” You said. “What brought us here.” He smirked and pulled you closer.

“All things happen for a reason.” He said. “Every failure was just a way of bringing me closer to you.” He gently pushed some hair out of your face. “My soulmate.” His fingers gently ghosted across your face. “I love you.”

“I love you too.” You said, your hand moving down his bare chest. He watched your face as you traced scars on his body from his past, many years before you were even born. Thinking of all the things he had seen without you, it made you wonder what he saw in you. You felt the arm around her waist squeeze a bit, like he could read your mind.

“Your body holds so many stories.” You said softly, your warm breath ghosting across his skin. “From long before we met. It makes me wonder how you stumbled into my arms.” He smiled a bit. “There’s so many things about your past I don’t know.” He watched as your eyes misted as you touched one close to his heart. “So many things that I wish I could make right.”

He felt you gently touch his well-defined muscles and watched as a satisfied smirk crossed your face. He had seen that smirk several times. He had just seen it about an hour ago. And he wanted to see it many more times.

“I remember the first time you held me in your arms.” You said. “It was the safest I had ever felt.” He smiled and watched your hand before looking back at your head. “You always make me feel safe, even if I’m not.” He took your hand then and you looked up at him.

“You will always be safe with me.” He said, kissing each of your fingers. You giggled. “I love you more than anything. And I will never let anything hurt you. I swear on my life.” He captured his lips with his, being gentle and sweet while rough at the same time. You couldn’t help but smile.

“I love you too Khan.” You whispered. “More than you could ever know.” He smirked.

“I’m willing to take that bet.” He rolled so he was on top and started to kiss you. You smiled blissfully and closed your eyes, enjoying to feeling of his lips on yours.

anonymous asked:

So I took the bar exam last week (I can't believe it was only last week) and I feel like I'm still not back to normal. I've been doing things that should be fun, but I keep getting really emotional and feeling directionless without having to cram for the bar. It was basically my purpose In life for months. I've found myself reading over outlines just to help with tapering off and lessening the withdrawals. I don't want to go out anymore, just stay in my house and avoid human interaction. Advice?

I didn’t do that much interacting either, actually. I cooked a lot at home and went on awkward dates. Catch up on TV. See last answer.

anonymous asked:

I have this headcanon where Sasuke gets emotional after their first time. Like, it's the morning after and Sasuke has just woken up, and when he peers to his side, he sees Sakura still in her slumber, her body glowing with the faintest smile on her face. Then all of a sudden he's hit with an overwhelming wave of gratitude, thankfulness, and happiness because- at the thought of the night prior- he never thought life could be this beautiful. It's so much to process, he can't help but silently cry.

Rated T+/light M

When his eyes blink open, Sasuke feels like he’s never been so rested.

It takes a moment for him to realize where he is at first, as he looks around the darkened room and takes in the familiarity of the inn’s old walls, but the warmth to his side is something that immediately has him drawing back. He peers over, sees a mess of unruly pink hair, and feels his breath catch.

Sakura, his mind whispers. His heart skips a beat.

She looks so peaceful in her slumber, he can’t help but notice. Bare as the day she was born, innocent fingers splayed wide to his chest, and a small, blissful smile curled to her lips.

The truth of last night’s event shifts into focus, and Sasuke feels his eyes soften, his single hand reaching out to fleetingly touch her cheek.

She is happy. He’s made her happy. 

Something in him swells at the thought, and he doesn’t know why his throat suddenly feels so tight. 

He touches her jaw, ever so gently brushes his thumb over her lips, and remembers how it felt to be kissing her the night before. He remembers the way she cradled him between her thighs, how his heart expanded with warmth as she held him to herself, whispering earnest confessions that only had him wanting to bring them closer.

He remembers how their souls seemed to touch that night; gazes locked, and fingers intertwined as he moved above her, inside of her. How wholesome and passionate she made him feel, her name a whispered, heartfelt mantra to his lips that only she was ever meant to hear. 

He remembers how she made his life seem so fucking beautiful, in that single, emotional moment of intimacy. 

Dampness runs down his cheek, and Sasuke snaps from his thoughts, hand reflexively reaching to wipe at the wetness. He stiffens when he realizes he’s crying; soundless, and absent aching heart.

He’s crying because he’s happy, he realizes. Sasuke reaches out to touch her cheek again, a faint smile twitching to life as she stirs. He doesn’t bother to wipe away the silent tears that run down his cheeks once more.

“Sas’ke-kun…?” Sakura mumbles, green eyes blearily blinking open. She’s still too sleepy to notice the tears, and it almost makes him want to laugh.

He wonders how it is possible for him to be lucky, after everything he’s done. How Sakura can still be standing here at his side, completely and utterly willing to love him, to cherish him, to give him everything.

Fondness and appreciation washing over him with rattling intensity, Sasuke leans down, and brushes his mouth to her forehead, arm dragging her half-slumbering body closer. 

“Morning,” he murmurs, closing his eyes. 

He’s never felt so at peace.

Seriously tho use headphones bc I recorded this off my phone and the quality is shit

SO YA Koda ( @ancestors-lullaby ) and Scout ( @hyperi-ion) you guys actually succeeded in destroying me, love you

ALL ARTWORK BY @m-arci-a

Song: “Can’t Help Falling in Love” by Elvis Presley

Cover by: Me  

I just wanted to do this really quick cause I was having a lot of emotions. I promise I’m still working on the real song I’m writing for it, I’ve just had a cough for the last 2 weeks that I’m finally getting over so now I can actually work on it

Super Junior 7jib MAMACITA Thanks To
  • Leeteuk: I wanted to become happy.. I always have been looking for the key to happiness. Now, I think I have found that key to happiness. Being able to wake up in the morning, meet people I want to meet, and laugh together and cry together.... Beloved family... Beloved members.. Beloved all family members of SM.. Beloved fans... I now realized that everything I've always felt is the key to happiness. I want to feel this happiness with everyone. Thank you, and thank you again; I love you, and I love you.. I hope everyone reading this post will be full of happiness and love.. I love you..!!
  • Heechul: This is an album after 3 years for me. I want to try being a bit serious in the Thanks To this time. It's already been 10 years since we debut.
  • There probably are people who are new to loving me, but I'm sure there are fans who've been loving me for 10 years now. I think about it whenever I'm zoning out in the car, or whenever I'm going to sleep..
  • What 'fans' are..
  • I don't have much of 'fan love' (t/n in other words, fan service), I am not nice, so why do people give love to someone like me, who, in some way, is like a mean 5 years old?
  • And a thought that popped in my head was to not to look for the reason, and to express myself some too. Play (together) like we are eternal friends.
  • And that made me look hard at fans' faces like I'll put a hole on their face. Because of my prosopagnosia, my level of memory with faces are at same level as a fish but
  • I tried to memorize each and everyone but!!! as expected, I couldn't do it well kkkkkkkkkk ah sorry kkkkkkkkkkkkk I can't help this kkkkkkkkkkkkk but still, I read the letters, and try to remember their faces. Lastly, my beloved babies. Hyung will speak informally now. We will grow old someday and get married too. I hope you will come to Super Show in future with your babies. Then I would get emotional and really touched. Let's picture 'eternity' like that together, and be together for a long long time ^~^
  • I hope that you guys will meet good people (partners) and will live happily. You guys have to get married quickly so I feel less sorry when I get married too kk
  • But I have to first quit games and comic books first-ng.. Tremble tremble..
  • Anyways, I love you, my babies!!!! Ppo Ppo kiss~ ^3^
  • Kangin: I realized too late that I am thankful for just being able to be together. I think I know a bit now.. That I was a greedy man who only received. I will now be the one giving. And my beloved family members, let's live happily. I really love you. Grandmother who is watching me from heaven.. There are many promises I made with you that I couldn't keep; I'll live with them in my heart. Grandmother, do not worry about anything there and rest peacefully. And our fan ELF!! Oppas will protect you.
  • Shindong: I am now repeating the process of writing and erasing. I really don't know how to express this good feeling and thankful thoughts. Really. I will just!! Show it on the stage!! Everyone, sorry for being unable to express myself. Yes, that's true. The people that have the hardest time while producing this album are the song writer, lyrics writer, singer, producer, choreographer, manager, stylist, photographer, etc.. there are countless people but!! You guys, who anticipate and listen, have to be there (for that to happen) so, sigh.. I think I was living with a really big delusion. How to say.. 'I'm always showing you guys this really cool look of me, and the funny side of me! so you guys have to always anticipate and wait for me..' Why did I think that way... Anyways thank you. I think this is the first time I wrote my true feelings on 'Thanks To', without calculating (what to say). Sorry, and sorry again. From now on, I will only write real 'Thanks To' on 'Thanks To's... Thank you, everlasting friends~
  • Sungmin: An album to beloved ELF. Thank you for always being with me. You are my precious, everlasting, closest friend.
  • Eunhyuk: Firstly, thanks to our fans for waiting for this album for a long time. During past 2 years, I've experienced many events. I was shaken, was very exhausted, received many scars, and for the first time, I thought about giving up. I remembered the young days when I first I dreamed of becoming a singer, the days when I was a trainee, and the days since I met Super Junior. Looking back at those days, I gave compliments to myself, and reflected on a lot of things too. And I imagined a bit about the future. In the end, I gained conviction for things I wanted to do, and things I have to do, and what allowed me to have that strength were fans who always stood by my side and loved me without changing, and Super Junior members. I think it's not easy for a person to go back to 'their first mindset'. So with a new mindset, I plan to enjoy the promotions this time. I hope you continue to cheer without any reserves for the road I will take from now on. I will repay to everyone with mindset that does not change, and with changing images(appearance/side). Thank you.
  • Donghae: Dear Father/ Last time I saw you was around 2006 8/8 Tuesday 3AM, but it's already 2014 8/21 Thursday. A lot of time has passed, right? ^^ Like the time that's passed, the environment around, many people, thoughts, and appearance has changed a lot. Some changed for the better, some not. But I am always working hard so that my core that I am holding on, does not change a lot. Because you, father, are in that core too. You'd be disappointed if I changed to (not good/bad), so I am working hard to (not change) ^^ then you can compliment me when I meet you again. I'm still young, and I'm still the son that wants to receive compliments from father. But it's been a really long time since I've been unable to hear those compliments. Soon, I will perform 100th concert performance; It would have been nice if father could have watched at least one of those 100 performances. It's sad. I'm really thankful to be able to do a job that I love, be loved while doing that job, that there are people who cry, laugh, and be happy because of me-though, what am I (for them to feel that way for me)-, and that there are people who have dreams while watching me. I'm very thankful that those people exist, and I am thankful about everything, that I can feel that I am living a life that I am more thankful of. Complains, not being satisfied, being lazy... Looking back now, I can see that everything- even things that I didn't feel good about- are thankful things. What I am most thankful about is that I am your son. It's a letter to you after a long time. 2014 8/21 Thursday 7:04PM, after 2 years... Let's talk again when another album comes out in future ^^ I love you, dad.
  • Dear Mom, Hyung, HyunGyum / Mom, don't get sick. When you are sick, I feel even more hurt. There are many things I wasn't able to feel when I wasn't able to live with you when I was young, and now, living together, I feel them. I feel thankful from small things like being able to be together, being able to see you, and being able to touch you. When you look at me and smile, when you- who looked big when I was young- now look smaller than me, when you- who walked really fast- walk slower than me, and when I felt that you- who looked strong and powerful- have become weaker than me, and is depending on me, tears come to my eyes. Just don't get sick. I love you mom^^ Beloved hyung, you are very tired, exhausted, and bored these days right? But I am happy and full of energy because of hyung. I think a lot about how I can do more for you, hyung. It's not that I just want to give you something; it's more like.. I'm thankful that I have a brother, and thankful that I can share with hyung. I hope hyung enjoys it a bit more, and I hope that you will be happy. I also hope that we brothers would rely on each other more. I love you, hyung.
  • HyunGyum-ah, hyung is proud and happy that you have a dream at such a young age. I hope you will work harder, and if you don't want to get hit, listen to hyung more! hehe. Listen to mom, and sleep early.
  • Dear SJ/ There really is no need for words!! I like that we are together, I'm happy that we are together, and I'm thankful that whenever I feel tired and look back, you're standing there by my side without a word^^ There's no need for anything else, let's just do well just among ourselves^^ Suju is the best hehe. Leader Teuk-ee hyung... I will trust hyung and go! and Yesung-ee hyung... If hyung were with us, we would have shined more. I will make it so that when hyung returns, hyung's spot will shine more ^^ I love you hyung!
  • Grow your hand a bit, or I'll just have a smaller mic prepared for you ^^ (Youngjoon-ee hyung, Byungjoon-ee hyung, Junghoon-ee hyung, Yongsun-ee hyung, MinGeun-ee hyung, Siyong-ee hyung, Yongsuk-ee)
  • We are Super Juni-or! ^^ Thank you and I love you.
  • Dear ELF/ You waited a really long time right? Me too me too mee too really!! hehe finally advancing out! ELF all over the world, are you ready?? We are ready ^^
  • In short words, because ELF exists, SuJu can breathe ^^ Please continue to let us breathe ^^ I love you, love you, love you, and love you^^ Always thankful and love you ^^
  • Siwon: I feel the fast speed of time. It's already 7jib.... Thankfully, thanks to your love and support, we were able to go around the world many times, and how many times did we stand on a dream-like stage... Thinking about it all, I'm thankful. I want to say thanks to beloved ELF all over the world who cheer for us without changing. And I want to say thanks to beloved family members, beloved Lee SooMan teacher, and staffs who always work hard to help us. If you guys weren't there, we wouldn't be at this position. Thank you again.
  • Thank you everyone.. Thank you God.. Please anticipate a lot from us, who are just starting now.
  • Ryeowook: Beloved mom and dad, thank you ^^ Super Junior members, you worked hard during the time to prepare 7jib, and I love each and everyone of you♡
  • Teuk-ee hyung, I'm thankful that you are with us, though it must have been very pressuring, (to work so soon after) release from army! Hyung is really our leader~ I love you / My meal friend Heechul-ee hyung~ I'm thankful that you listen to my words well, and let's continue to live together. / I miss you.. Listen to our 7jib well~ Stay well too ^^ / Yesung-ee hyung!!!! I hope hyung's empty spot will be filled quickly.. Let's work together again quickly~ let's meet again at Han River kk / KingKing! The handsomest KingKing kk Hyung, you know that I love you a lot right? / Donggri DongDong, I love hyung's voice the most kk Let's go for a solo song in the next album! I will try directing it. / Sungmin-ee hyung~! Thank you for always comforting me by my side ^^!! Let's meet at Sukira soon kk / I'm happy that Hyukgu is becoming more and more handsome! Work harder ^^ Hyung, you know it, right? kkk / Donghai! I love you as much as I love Hyukgu kk Donghae-hyung, don't be sad~ Let's go again tonight!!! / Siwon-ee hyung, I'm sorry .. that I only like D&E kkkkk I love hyung a lot ♡ / Kibum-ah, come to the dorm~!! Let's eat^^ / Kyuhyun-ah, do you like Changmin and Minho more than me?..ㅠ I love you KyuKyu kk / Super Junior M Zhou Mi hyung!! I hope hyung will be very happy ^^ I love you hyung~♡ / Henry, take some care of Zhou Mi hyung! kk SJM maknae Henry-yah, I'm always thankful about you! / Super Junior 7jib, let's become daebak!!!! My girlfriend, E.L.F.. I'm thankful, and I love you! ♡ It's 7jib now~ Till everyone gathers in one place, Ryeowook-ee will work hard too with the name 'Super Junior'^^ I love you. Love yourself♡
  • Kyuhyun: Kyu will always be where E.L.F's are...

AN: Yeah well, I didn’t write the dance scene in, but let’s just assume this is prior to that.

Rating: K for some kissing, Leap Year style. ;))


She can’t believe this is happening.

But it is, and his arm is wrapped around her shoulders as he sits beside her, his body angled towards hers in a way that only couples do, his smile is bright and genuine (she has to remind herself that this is acting—and a very good one at that, it seems—and ignores the fluttering of her heart when he looked down at her with that grin and his deep blue eyes), and his voice is rich and sounds mighty. He’s a different person while sitting amongst the wealthy and the powerful and she… well, she could not trust herself to answer any question with the right words so as not to blow their cover.

That, too, she thinks, as she ponders on the identities they decided to conceal themselves with. He chose to identify himself as a prince of… some place, while introducing her as his soon-to-be wife with a smirk too subtle to be noticed by anybody but her (and she promised herself he would pay for it the moment the jig is up but for now)…

“How about this fair maiden here, Duchess Emma of…” the fat man in blinding yellow and gold attire says, looking at her expectantly, snapping her out of her violent reverie. She opens her mouth to speak, but her mind is drawing a blank.

“—the South Sea, your Grace,” Killian answers for her, quick and curt as he nods toward the man with ease, as if he belongs here. She feels the gentle squeeze of his hand on her arm, comforting and reassuring. I got this. “It is a maritime kingdom far from the Enchanted Forest. We have traveled here upon the request of our very dear friend, the prince.”

“You say you are about to be married, your Majesty!” a lady to their right, high cheeks and flamboyant green dress the color of puke, says, her pitch high and her eyebrows raised. “What a lucky lady,” she adds, her tone anything but glad, her smile a sneer to Emma, and she balls her fists under the table.

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anonymous asked:

you shaved your hair? but why because I still remember you once posted a pic with long hair but I can't find it now

It’s a long story but I was having through hard times and my emotional drag me down to the point I’m almost end my life and I used to take pills because of depression so I think by shaving it helps to show my real self. I’m getting better now ((:

anonymous asked:

His campaign is failing so hard and after this kind of tweets I don't think it will achieve the goal. Why they can't understand that she is not helping him.

Anon, I agree.  When I first saw the IG this morning, and admittedly I was overly emotional after only 3 hours of sleep due to a 6 hour flight delay causing me to get home at 3:30 AM and I still had to get to work, I was angry and mad.  I think mainly as it was Hillary and we all know who is the biggest Hillary supporter out there and has been very vocal about it for years.  It felt a little like a slap in the face to Chris.

But now I have had some time to process.  Got some much needed caffeine and dived into work and I see it for exactly what it is.  This is part of fulfilling the contractual obligations her.  To get her maximum exposure before the bearding contract expires and to push her new band which has promised new music this summer (I cannot express how overly excited I am for this music to drop.  I will never listen to it, but I feel this is the last promotion Darren owes her).

Fact is, its incredibly obvious.  In the 5 years preceding this, I believe (and again, completely sleep deprived so I may be off) Darren has posted 3 photos of her on his twitter and/or IG (Princess Bride, the straight pimpin’ one, and the hands picture on NYE and quite frankly I don’t think that is his hand). In addition, I think one retweet (of the El Salvador Dali costume).

He has repeatedly said he likes to keep his private life private.  Even mentioned it on podcast from hell sponsored by Ricky Rollins.  This was one of the few things I think Darren was being completely genuine about in that interview and reminding us that he does not like his private life posted on social media. He even went so far as to call her out for doing this.

So starting a week ago Saturday (I ignoring her account, I am keeping this to Darren), he has posted two photos with her (Bali and Hillary) and retweeted two more couple photos (Bottlerock and Hillary).  This has occurred in 9 days.   And right off the heals of what I have said, was arguably the biggest stunt yet, Bali.  Plus Bottlerock occurred over Chris’ birthday weekend and she has really tried to capitalize on the Little Mermaid.

Add into this.  Ben was extremely obvious and talkative about his relationship with her.  He did not try to hide it- in fact, quite the opposite, almost went out of his way to end the bearding and to reveal the truth.  However, he has been shut down.  He has even gone so far as to like the Ariel/Eric fan art (that she used as a basis for his tweet on Friday) as well as another picture of Darren with fans on his IG account.  He even has made sure to let us know that he is currently in England and nowhere near the bearding parade that is happening.

Add in one more factor.  Colfer has been VERY VERY vocal over the past year or so about his feelings mainly though his use of IG.  He also has been very very quiet on that front over the past few weeks.  He did not lash out during Bali and really has not indicated  his displeasure over this mess at all. And let’s face it, I cannot imagine he is at all happy that she is pushing herself as Ariel.  I can only imagine what is being said before closed doors, but I am sure it is not pretty.  

Adding all of this together, excessive bearding, excessive use of Darren’s social media, the recent silence of both Ben and Chris.  It feels like something is happening.  Hopefully, its that last push towards the XXX album and the finish line.  I really believe in my gut that this is so much more about her that Darren and I hope not to be proven wrong. 

Darren is still giving us plenty of signs.  He made it very clear he was not in Napa on Chris’ birthday.  He also inferred he was not happy with the games at that festival (Won’t Stop Running, cannot emphasize enough the meaning of that song). The presence of the Green Ring Friday and Saturday (when I saw it projected on the big screen for the Alan Menken intro for all 17,000 to see, my heart was so happy), even his picture with Adam Shankman shows us the true Darren.

Be mad, yes, I am.  But I am also, surprisingly optimistic.  We just have to keep ignoring it. 

Fact is, he makes me angry, furious even, he breaks my heart, and I am way too invested, but above it all, the reason I am here, its because he entertains me.  And that is why I will continue this journey and to continue to support him and Chris.  


Was Winter Soldier the assassin who took out Tony Stark’s parents???

Because, if so, let’s just layer on another layer of total agony in this universe. How does Tony react? With SHIELD’s records out, I’m assuming it’ll also say who killed them. Tony looks, because OF COURSE he does. Now we’re gonna get Bucky back at some point in the future and Tony’s gonna have to work with him.