and i blame every single one of you

if i were dating you

if i were dating you, we’d be be best friends. i’d walk into your apartment at 8:27 in the morning and start making coffee before you woke up.

if i were dating you, we’d get into so much trouble together. silly pranks, late nights, security guards chasing us from abandoned parking garages.

if i were dating you, we’d split our time between a couch, a tent, and city streets. exploring till the wee hours, fires on beaches, and pizza deliveries at midnight would be our life.

if i were dating you, i’d play with your hair until you fell asleep.
i’d turn on your favourite tv show and have pizza waiting when you came back from a frustrating day at work.
i’d leave you notes, and attack you with marshmallow guns at every opportunity.
i’d find out the little things that annoy the hell out of you, so i never do them, except for when i do.
i’d rub your shoulders and kiss your neck.

that’s what i’d do if i were dating you.

out of all the shit im professionally diagnosed with (bipolar (with mania and psychotic symptoms), dissociative disorder (not otherwise specified), bpd, adhd, chronic depression) i feel most demonized and dehumanized for being addict

my addiction is direct result of being a mentally ill trauma survivor

when you leave addicts out of your anti ableism rhetoric, when you don’t uplift us, research addiction and talk about our issues outside of the food stamp discourse (which is very america-centric anyway, btw), you’re willingly ignoring some very vulnerable people that you should be fighting for

we’re worthy of talking about. we’re worthy of defending. we’re goddamn human beings that deserve respect and compassion instead of the degradation and victim blaming every single one of us has to deal with from our families, friends and the strangers around us

Sorry
  • I know you know that I made those mistakes maybe once or twice. By once or twice I mean maybe a couple a hundred times:AQUARIUS, Gemini, Aries, Virgo, Leo, Taurus
  • I'll go and take every single piece of the blame if you want me to, but you know that there is no innocent one in this game for two:Libra, Pisces, Cancer, Sagittarius, Scorpio, Capricorn

anonymous asked:

ok but making a shitty game doesn't mean you deserve to be one of many victims of a misogynistic internet hate campaign?? I'm not sure what point you're trying to make.

brianna wu blamed sexism for her game flopping and even made fake steam threads hating on herself calling for action from other haters which she once accidentally did under her own account oopsie

I don’t really trust her version of anything

Bonus:

So Mercs/Blackwatch AU, where Locus has an embarrassing crush on Commander Reyes.

I blame each and every single one of you for this.

This Daddy 5sos thing made me think about this:

Imagine Calum’s son (let’s name him Rob from Robert) being a really good football player,like his dad,so he’s one of the most popular kids in his school.He’s hot,flirtasious,fun and popular so every girl likes him and he likes girls a lot.On the other hand imagine Ashton’s daughter (let’s call her Chelsea) she’s into music,she’s smart and she’s somewhere inbetween being popular and being invisable.Rob and Chelsea have known each other since birth and as along she could remember she had a crush on him,but she never said a word because she was sure he didn’t like her like that,she knew he was a player and she didn’t want her heart broken.Little did she know that Rob was crazy in love with her but he was afraid that he wasn’t good enough for her.He knew they can’t be just friends,he knew because friends don’t look each like that but still he wasn’t sure.All this flirt,all this game with girls was an idiotic way to ake her jealous.So one day Rob went to Calum and said “Dad,I need an advice” “About what?” he said lazily “A girl” Rob answered shyly “I thought you didn’t need any help with that” Calum laughed “She’s special,she’s smart,she has a wonderful laugh that is actually like a melody,she’s loves music,she makes me smile even when she does nothing,she’s there for me,she makes me want to protect her even we both know she can make it on her own and I think I may love her” “Write her a love song,since she loves music” “But I’ve never written anything and we both know that I’m not a great musician!!!” Rob said despertaly “Hey!Calm down,mate I’ll help you out.”


This is long!!!I didn’t mean to be that long!!!Idk how to end it !!Fuck !Should I write a part two?

Dear me:

Why you sell yourself so short? You’re worth so much and yet you think you are not even worth a penny. You’re a wonderful person who has made mistakes, a lot of them, but you know they were mistakes and you’re doing your best to fix them and learn from them, you have lost friendship in the process but don’t blame yourself, it happens, some people are meant to be in your life for a while, some are meant to be the long ride but you have to learn from every single one of them. 

You’re strong, even when you don’t believe you are strong, you are. And you’re a good person, you truly are and you need to start seeing it yourself, you need to start seeing it how wonderful you are and how lucky people are to have you, not how lucky you’re to have them.

And you’re care, you care a lot and sometimes you hurt because of it, but it’s ok, it’s part of who you are and you have to embrace it. You are a good friend and you are loyal and people are lucky to have you as your friend. If they don’t think like that it’s their loss, not your. And you love, you love with all your heart, you have never experience romantic love, but you love your friends and you love, and that’s beautiful. But there is one thing you don’t love and that’s the thing you have to love the most.

Learn to love yourself, you’re beautiful and passionate and you have a huge heart, people are going to come and go in your life; some will stay, some will not, but the only constant in your life is you, so love yourself, appreciate yourslef, look into the mirror and see how amazing you are, how beautiful you are. Look at your scars, the ones in your heart, they make you beautiful, they make you who you are, they make you strong.

So don’t give up because you’re good, you’re kind and you’re going to be ok. 

  • SJWS:Just because there are certain groups of Muslims are aligned with terrorists, that doesn't mean that we should ostracize or blame all Muslims for things the extremists and fundamentalists did. It's wrong to generalize people.
  • Also SJWs:ALL WHITES/MEN/CHRISTIANS ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR EVERYTHING BAD!! AND THEY ALL SHOULD BE PUNISHED AND CONDEMNED FOR THEIR CRIMES!! MEN ARE RAPISTS AND PIGS!! WHITES ARE KILLERS!! CHRISTIANS ARE BIGOTED IDIOTS!! HERE'S SOME QUOTES FROM CELEBRITIES AND MIC.COM AND BUZZFEED ARTICLES I AGREE WITH TO SHOW YOU THAT I'M RIGHT!!!
  • Alt Right:Just because there are are certain groups of white people/men/Christians who are bigoted and harmful, that doesn't mean we should blame very single one of them for the actions of a couple of individuals. It's wrong to generalize.
  • Also Alt Right:ALL MUSLIMS ARE RAPISTS, KILLERS, AND TERRORISTS!! EVERY LAST ONE OF THEM IS EVIL, AND WE SHOULD DO EVERYTHING WE CAN TO GET RID OF THEM ALL!! EVEN MUSLIMS WHO'VE ADAPTED TO WESTERN SOCIETY AND ARE CRITICAL OF EXTREMISTS AND THE PEOPLE WHO ARE TOO SOFT ON THE EXTREMISTS!! THEY ALL DESERVE TO BE BOMBED OUT OF EXISTENCE!! EVEN WOMEN AND CHILDREN!! HERE'S SOME ARTICLES/VIDEOS/QUOTES FROM A COUPLE OF YOUTUBERS AND BITTER, OLD GUYS (WHO MAY OR MAY NOR BE BRITISH AND MAY OR MAY NOT BE ATHEISTS) I AGREE WITH TO SHOW YOU THAT I'M RIGHT, INCLUDING ONE FAT GUY WHO SAID AND DID SHIT LIKE DEFEND A NEO-NAZI, SAID THAT JEWISH HOLIDAYS WERE STUPID AND POINTLESS, CRITICIZED SENSATIONALISM WHILE BEING A SENSATIONALISTIC, LIBEL-SPOUTING TWAT HIMSELF, AND DRANK AND SMOKED HIS ASS TO DEATH!! NO, I HAVEN'T HEARD OF WAHHABISM!! WHY YES, MY PARENTS WERE RELATED BEFORE THEY WERE MARRIED!!!
  • Me:Will you both please just shut the fuck already and fling yourselves into a deep, dark pit with sharp rocks at the bottom?! It'd be more constructive than whatever you all do.

Blaming refugees or Muslims for last nights events DOES NOT make you clever, it makes you an asshole. 

Laughing about the fact that France, as one of the strictest countries when it comes to law on arms, couldn’t prevent such acts from happening DOES NOT make you funny, it makes you an asshole. 

Comparing one tragedy to another and trying to make one less tragic than the other DOES NOT make you a good person, it makes you an asshole. Every single act of violence and terrorism in EVERY country is something to be equally enraged and sad about!!!!!

Anyone who knows me, knows that I love Lionel Messi with all of my heart. Anyone who knows me, knows that I’m argentine. And anyone who knows me, knows that there’s nothing in this world that makes me feel more proud than him representing the colors of my country.

And now I’m heart broken. Third final in a row and we couldn’t make it. Anyone would think that Argentina is cursed, I do too. How the hell does this keeps happening to us? Why are we so unlucky? And the worst part is that our players put everything of themselves to win, in every single match. MY TEAM GAVE IT ALL, and I’m so proud they did.

But the worst part it’s not that, it’s those hell type penalties that we had to face, because that makes him blame himself one more time. But it’s okay, Leo, I’m not blaming you, I don’t mind you failed once, because when we needed you you NEVER failed us even if there was lots of people failing you. You always gave it all for our colors, for us. You think you owe us when in fact we owe you.

We owe you because you saved our asses in more than one ocassion. We owe you because if it weren’t for you we wouldn’t have make it to the World Cup, which again thanks to you keeping a team together led us to a FINAL. A World Cup Final after 24 years! How’s that not big? How don’t we owe you for it? We owe you because you had the chance to choose Spain but YOU CHOSE US, US! Because after all Spain and Barcelona had given you, you felt like one of us, because your dream was to play for Argentina. How don’t we owe you for it? You gave us the chance of seeing the Best Football Player in History playing for OUR COUNTRY, defending our beloved Albiceleste jersey. That jersey that we bleed and sweat and defend to death because we breath for football. And we love our colors. We owe you everything.

And what brings me to tears is that you said you were done.

The first time I watched a football game, it was Argentina playing, and Lionel was on the pitch. I was excited, I haven’t even seen him playing until that one time. My first time watching the great Lionel Messi was him wearing the colors of my country. And I was drooling, I fell in love, how do you not fall in love? It’s like hypnotic, he touches the ball and everything becomes blurry but not him, not the ball, not the goal. And he continues and we, simple mortals, get to see magic. It’s unbelievable and it’s one of the most beautiful things I’ve ever seen.

After that I followed him, back to Barcelona, back to that legendary style of playing that led the club to be the first ones in getting a sextuple. A team that had players that made football great, a team that had him, a player that always made the difference. And it didn’t stop, I fell more and more in love with him and thanks to this amazing man today I’m proudly a Culé, and I’m happy to say that it’s because of him that I fell in love with the club that makes my heart beat faster.

But even though I love him when he’s wearing Blaugrana, my heart races everytime he wears Albiceleste, and I get this feelings that I can’t compare with nothing. And that joy doesn’t compares, nothing is greater than seeing him in celeste y blanco, because even after all the critiques, he always chose us. And sometimes I think we don’t deserve him, he’s too damn good for us. But then I realize that we do DESERVE HIM, the ones who doesn’t deserve him are the ones who doubt him, BUT NOT US! Not us that we support him and love him and believe in him and chant his name at the top of our lungs EVERY SINGLE TIME HE WEARS ALBICELESTE.

And that breaks me. I don’t want to say goodbye to you, I don’t want you to leave us. I don’t want you stop wearing our colors and getting on that pitch for us. 

I can’t… I can’t even imagine us without you.

4

Okay, so, seeing all this kind of breaks my heart since I love Troye Sivan ((I still do, he’s my bb)) and I also love their fandom, and I really know how fanatic they all are but the things they have said apart from the pictures I have put above are disrespectful, dumb and rude.
I had never even thought this would ever happen but I don’t think neither I nor you should be mad/or upset over this situation. Be the bigger person and try to let it go. You dedicated your time to vote for them and we ended up so close to winning, which is literally impressive.

I’m so, so proud of every single one of you.

I’m not blaming the whole Troye fandom, y'all are cuties, but to the small group that has said shit: I just simply want to say that if we’d say that kind of stuff to Troye y'all would track down our houses and kill us. So put yourself in our situation before you insult our idols. I know that not all of you have done things like this, I know it’s just a certain group but it is still extremely offending y'know.

“Who even are they?”
“What have they done?”
“Self-promotion is weak.”
“They don’t even deserve it.”

1. The fact that you don’t know who they are should already explain that you don’t have the right to hate.

2. They put a smile on our faces. They care about us, our well-being and our opinion. They have saved lives, they have put friends together, they made us feel like a part of something, honestly, what didn’t they do is the actual question here. I literally cannot begin to explain how wonderful they are.

3. No, self-promotion isn’t weak. What the actual hell? There ain’t no section in the rules saying “you can’t promote yourself,” or anything els. They care about their nomination and that is perfectly normal, they have done nothing wrong?? Why aren’t you taking the prickly toy out of your ass, you freaking won even after saying heartbreaking stuff???

4. Don’t you dare to say that they don’t deserve it. I could give you a million reasons as to why they do, but honestly, you don’t deserve my time.

Moral of the story: guys, it’s impressive how far we have come and Both Superfruit and I are proud of you.


Sorry for ranting.

ACOMAF Character MBTI Type headcanons:

obviously not every single one of the strengths and weaknesses apply to every character but mostly I think they’re pretty accurate. 

Feyre: ISTJ

Strengthsknowledgeable, strong-willed, responsible, dutiful, calm, direct, orderly, practical, honest. 

Weaknesses: stubborn, insensitive, judgmental, always by the book, blame themselves 

Rhys: ENFJ

Strengths: tolerant, reliable, charismatic, altruistic, natural leaders

Weaknesses: overly idealistic, too selfless, too sensitive, indecisive, fluctuating self-esteem

Lucien: ENFP

Strengths:  curious, observant, energetic, enthusiastic, very friendly, good communicators, can relax

Weaknesses: impractical, bad at focusing, over-think things, easily stressed, highly emotional

Mor: ESTP

Strengths:  bold, honest, perceptive, original, rational practical, good people skills, direct 

Weaknesses:  rule breakers, risk-takers, academically challenged, insensitive, impatient, miss the big picture 

Cassian: ESFJ

Strengths: looks for win/win situations, loyal, sensitive, warm, practical, can connect with people 

Weaknesses:  egotistical, inflexible, unwilling to improvise, very vulnerable to critisism, too selfless, very needy

Azriel: ISFJ

Strengths:  very supportive, enthusiastic, loyal, hardworking, patient, observant, reliable, practical  

Weaknesses: shy, overload themselves, take things too personally, hate change, altruistic, repress their emotions 

Amren: ISTP

Strengths:  optimistic, energetic, level-headed, creative, practical, relaxed, rational, mildly spontaneous

Weaknesses: stubborn, reserved, very private, easily bored, insensitive, risk-takers, hate commitment 

Nesta: INTJ

Strengths:  strategic, quick-thinkers, self-confident, decisive, hardworking, determined, open-minded, knowledgeable 

Weaknesses:  arrogant, judgmental, too analytic, hate structure, clueless in romance 

Elain: ESFP

Strengths: bold, original, observant, sense of beauty, practical, excellent people skills 

Weaknesses:  have difficulty focusing, very sensitive, poor planners, always seek excitement, academically challenged, loathe conflict

Strengths and weaknesses originally from this post 

Sorry (live)
  • Sorry (live)
  • Justin Bieber
Play

I’ll take every single piece of the blame
If you want me too
But you know that there is no innocent one in this game for two
I’ll go I’ll go and then
You go you go out and spill the truth
Can we both say the words, say forget this?

Yeah
Is it too late now to say sorry?
Cause I’m missing more than just your body
Is it too late now to say sorry?
Yeah I know that I let you down
Is it too late to say I’m sorry now?

4
Merthur AU

Part I  | Part II

Arthur visits Merlin every single day for the whole month, always staying by his lover’s side everytime it is possible. No one knows if Merlin ever wakes up and Arthur knows, he just knows he is the only one to blame. He regrets his actions, it haunts him every day and night, he doesn’t remember when was the last time he slept properly since the accident had happend - and when he finally falls asleep, he wakes up horrified, dreaming about the car crush over and over again. One day, when he sits by Merlin’s side (as usual), silently praying for his recovery, he sees Merlin’s eyes flackering. He isn’t sure if he hallucinates or not at first, but then Merlin’s eyes start to open. And Arthur can not even describe what this means to him. He wants to both cry and smile, but then the guilt creeps in. He doesn’t know what to say. The doctor comes in, takes off the raspirator and checks Merlin’s vital signs. He smiles briefly while assuring both men Merlin is strong and he will be alright. When he leaves, there is a silence between Arthur and Merlin. And finally, Arthur speaks up, apologizing for everything that happened, accepting his guilt out loud. Saying he understands if Merlin doesn’t want to see him ever again. Basically, he spills everything what has been on his mind for the whole time and lets it go. Merlin doesn’t interupt Arthur’s speach, he just holds his hand and squeezes it reassuringly. He had forgiven him long ago.

(For the lovely Tracci ♥)

A Message From Teddy
  • A Message From Teddy
  • Kaitlin
Play

“ There’s a message I need to get across… And there are some events I need to clear up. My death was no accident. It was planned in advance. You need this… to grow as an individual, Kanato, and I’m sorry.

We’ve been together for centuries. I’ve been by your side. I’ve witnessed your pain, and your tears. I saw the abuse, and I couldn’t do anything about it. But now that woman is gone, the source of your pain, and you still cry out for attention. You still blame others for your mistakes.

I think I’m holding you back from moving on. I had to do something about this. I’ve taken my own steps. You’ll appreciate it, in the long run…

I have- Witnessed you abusing your loved ones for too long now. You’ve been hurting them, verbally and physically. Along with me…

I have always been there for you, Kanato, and yet… Every single day I’ve had to bear those bone-crushing hugs. You even tore off my head.

We’re meant to be friends, Kanato, this is- This is not how you treat one another… And it’s time to fix that.

I have to say farewell. I won’t hold you back from your recovery any longer. And I hope you treasure our memories.

Goodbye, Kanato… ”

Background song: Forgiven – Within Temptation

Audio Editor – Audacity

Please forgive the horrible microphone quality. This was not scripted beforehand, I wrote out what I was saying for convenience’s sake. If you couldn’t understand what I said. 

@hadairono

my dashboard today is basically 99,9% angry women 100% done with the bullshit we are put through by men on a daily basis and on one hand i love that people are expressing their anger but you know like. i’m also scared i’m literally so fucking scared every single day of my life and i don’t want posts like this one to ever be necessary anymore ever ever ever but they are because once again women had to die over some guy not getting any and blaming everyone but himself. like. fuck.

Heeeey, guys, the year is almost over so i decided to make a Christmas Follow Forever! I want to say thank you to every single one of you for making this year awesome. When i made this account, i didn’t expect, that i would get so so many AMAZING followers!! I love you all and i would like to wish you a blessed Christmas, and that following year will be nice and good for you! <3

So, these are my favorites people who lighten up my dash :) i’m so sorry if i forgot anyone, just check out my blogroll :)

(bolded — tumblr crushes)  

A-F

adorauhl,  anmnesias, ayebieberagainstdangerashsonirwinbeybers, bellamybieber, blondesouths, biebsforcanada, bizzlz,  bandanaharry, badgalzendaya,  biebersofficial, bieberfonduesblaming-nolan, bodyrockkscabelins, canadaprince, cantbetamed, calumxhooodcalvinkllein, calvinsharrisclosertotheclouds, clumhoodclcrkegriffinscatchmedrews, cleartomenows, downstoearthdestinyrauhl,   firstmarchfallenforjoe flytoyourheartsflrstdancefuckingwithjustinbieber ffondue freshbieber flatslineforame, flawlessmeg

G-M

grantsgustins, gomezes,  hirevival, hyollyn, holyfuckselenitahairsflip, heystephenshappinessishardtofindhhoran, ittsaboutimejaesamajamiemheughan , jackhward,   jelrauhl, jesuschrists, justinsmalik,  justinscrew, justinbiebbr, justndrewbiebersjustinsexyman, justinscalumjonasbroders jsntinbieberjustinsebieberkidrauhlhoodkingbieber, itjustins, itsgomezsel, itsjustnbieber, itsmuke, idontrecalls, icanmakeyoufeelperfectisdeadliampaynerr, llogans, lifeisworthlivingsmonetfan micahellcliffordmechanicaldummymczaynmmistletoe mycanadianhot morningsunsmydopebiebsmichaelcliffords

N-R

nakedhorannightignales, niallslaughnananarry, newromantis, nightofamelody, nudehoe, nickjblog, neverletyousgonnarry, outoftoswngirlsoutslawthekissofficerbieberohlordbieber,  ohmanisontarioskid, purxpose, purpospurposethemovementqueenofindecisionrickfthesizzler, rbieberrekindleus, rihahna

S-Z

stripdownssantahoesstarsdancingwithselena, stylinz, storan sleepingwithjustinsselenurrrsluttybutsysincerejustins, styaller, stealmyniallstyd1a, talktoyous, taakeyoutakeyousthishoransthatshouldbemesthestratfordprince, thatforeign, teamkyliebitchtoughtsofyousthabiebsswag20thbieber, turntuyou, twenty-onedrewyourgoldyoubelievedyougivenmepurpose, uptownfunk, venustase, vanessayves, vocalgomez, wdymbieber, withthefeelingswhatdoyomeanzaynmalif, zendayes, zenddayazendsaya , zaynsxozustin

something ive noticed in the SU fandom recently is that people are acting like you HAVE to like every single character. its totally OK to like every single character in su. i dont blame you, they are all extremely well written, with deep complex personalities and flaws and all that jazz. HOWEVER! dont act all offended if someone doesnt like a character you like. not everyone is going to agree with you. ive noticed especially with characters like pearl or lars whose actions have been especially not so good, fans of said characters have been acting like any dislike for them is baseless and “you only hate this character because theyre complex”. well, i have some news for you: no one is required to like your favorite characters, and the sooner you accept this fact, the better. in the end, someone not liking your character does not actually harm you personally and its really, really immature to be hostile or passive-aggressive to people for that reason.

Pray for Paris...

Yesterday as I heard the news I went straight home to tell my mom what was happening. We called my cousin who is staying in paris on exchange to confirm she was ok, thankfully she was.

I visited paris 3 years ago, I stayed in the 10 arrondisement. I walked down the street with the shootings to get to the train station every single day I was there. I visited the stade de France…. In shock my mom, best friend and I just sat in silence as the news rolled in. 

What happened in paris is horrible. I am still in shock. My heart and condolences go out to everyone affected by the horror that has struck.

On this note, I also believe that it is very important that we don’t jump to conclusions about refuges. To the people that are blaming them… The people who orchestrate these attacks are the ones that these people are trying to run away from.  You can’t put a blanket statement on the nation because of certain terrible people. 

All I can say is – keep paris in your thoughts, keep the world in your thoughts, and hopefully we can come together to end attacks like these all over the world.