sometimes i think im doin p bad..like with my life and mental health in general. just because my bulimia is really relentless and i dont know how to reach out to ppl so i feel isolated. and im really stressing myself academically trying to get this thesis done and articles published..but i am really grateful that i am where i am now even though its hard sometimes. bc a year ago one of the worst things ever happened to me again and i was so depressed and literally didnt leave my bed for days on end and had no one to talk to and really felt like i could have killed myself..but now i have great ppl in my life, and i think its good ive whittled my social circle down to just the ppl who care about me. and things are hard and i am realizing i probably have ptsd in some capacity but im honestly just mostly happy to be alive even tho im still kinda suicidal..and thats ok
I swear it's like I live my life through your posts. Words can't describe how genuinely happy I am that I found your blog! I have always been extremely shy and I unfortunately suffer from depression, but your posts can always put a smile on my face! I really loved the response to the other anon because I don't talk to anyone without thinking the worst about myself. I don't wanna be a bother or come off as a weirdobut thank you for running an amazing blog and just being amazing in general!