and i am now played out

Kaneki needs to reconnect himself to humanity, if he wants the revolution to bring a real change

I`ve been playing with this idea relating to Hide for a while now. I guess its not a super important what Hide turns out to be in the end, but I think it would be interesting if he was a human. I think it would be a way to reconnect Kaneki back into the human world. At the moment I think Kaneki is disconnected from it, and to solve the problem of coexistence, he needs to look things from both sides. Allow me to explain what I mean. 

Kaneki is taking part in an important fight by defending the ghouls and their right to exist. However when reconsidering the grand scheme of things, I think he is only looking at the ghoul side. This is likely do the fact that a good chunk of his friends and people close to him are ghouls. Addition to this I think there is another factor. This role of a king, the idea of becoming figure head for it came mostly from Eto. When Eto talked about getting rid of the warped root, I thinks she usually talked about how it would make a better world for ghouls to exist. In most instances she talks about making a world better for ghouls:

  “To create a good world for us ghouls. A world in which ghouls can live openly and freely.”          

“My last work I wrote for my lonely brothers- and sisters-in-arms. Wretched creatures born into the wrong world, endlessly yearning for flesh and blood.” 

“If no one steps up, ghouls will continue to die without rhyme or reason. And this puppetlike world will dance on.” 

Now, I am not questioning Eto´s words here. I think she is right when she says that the ghouls are indeed in danger. But all the times if I remember correctly, when she is talking about a change in their world, she is always talking from the perspective of ghouls. I think she never mentions humans, who too are caught in this cycle of violence, even thou they are probably having it a bit easier. 

I think`s it`s not a surprise that Eto talks from the perspective of ghouls, since she has seen this suffering first hand, but also she identifies herself as a ghoul strongly. She lived her life in the 24th Ward, her care taker was a ghoul, so she has been connected to that world from the very beginning. Heck, when she had that television speech, she said she was a ghoul. 

Eto had human connections. I think she valued her editor greatly, and her mother who she likely sees a a source of courage, was a human. Despite that I think she views herself strongly as a ghoul, fighting for the ghoul cause. Even her books use the perspective and life of a ghoul. 

So I think passing down the role of a king, I think in away Eto also passed down this strong perspective of the revolution being largely a ghouls cause. That is what it is indeed, but I am afraid that its going to turn into a only ghoul cause. 

To see both perspectives and both sides, I think Kaneki needs something or someone to re-connect him into the human world. As a human, Kaneki was already disconnected from that world, 

and as he dived deeper into the ghoul world, that disconnection became even deeper. I think Hide, his human friend, could be away for Kaneki to possibly reconnect back to the human world, and see that that side too is needed in this revolution if a true change is wanted. 

Hide made Kaneki realize after Ken almost lost hope in the beginning of part 1 that he has a place to belong. But most strongly, I think this scene from V14 is something that demonstrates that Kaneki sees Hide as someone linked to his human side, and humanity as a whole:

When Hide touched the shoulder of his hallucinating, crazy friend, that made him have a moment of clarity. What is more important, that Kaneki in the lower panel has a black hair. He is his pre-torture self, his human-self. This panel is one of the reasons why I think Hide is Kaneki`s link to his human side, to humanity as a whole. I think he would be a great person to help Kankeki reconnect back to that side, a side that is needed in this revolution. Akira is also one connection.  

Now I know there isn´t really in a human side and a ghoul side when it comes to a person when we really look into it. The biology differ but their thinking and etc.. is not that different(the biggest things creating the cycle of violence, is that folks think there is a “human and a ghoul way” to think things). Despite that, I think Kaneki is not connected to the human world, and he is looking things from only one perspective, as this illustration by Ishida hints at:

“As I peer out upon the world through a single eye, I chose to adopt a deductive gaze.”

So with Hide, his human friend and a link to humanity, I think Kaneki could re-connect himself with humanity, and remove the eyepatch covering his other eye, seeing that both sides, ghouls and humans, are needed for this revolution.     

anonymous asked:

Goddamit, Atlus! I just want to be gay with Ryuji. And Mishima. And Yusuke. Maybe Akechi. 100% with Iwai.

Oh yes, Anon!
I miss the good old times where we still had a canon gay romance option…
*stares off into the distance, thinking about the angel Jun Kurosu was*

I’d date them all! <3
Though I have to admit, I am glad happy with the romance options of Persona 5. The only one I don’t like is Makoto so that’s a huge difference compared to Persona 4, where most girls were obnoxious as hell to me.

Okay now this turned longer than I thought but… Bear with me.
Ryuji and Yusuke would probably have a quite basic romance route, I imagine them playing out quite like their usual social link with some slips into the romance world!

Ryuji would probably confess his love after a training session, when both of them are out of breath and sweaty, trying to calm as the sun sets. Ryuji would get silent all of a sudden before he starts breaking the silence with a “Dude, there’s something I’ve been wanting to tell ya.”
He’d first confess that he was gay, waiting for Akira’s reaction and after that he’d confess if the reaction showed understanding.

Yusuke would go normal as well until he makes the request for Akira to be his model more and more, next he’d want to show Akira his artbook, revealing that he had been drawing nothing else but Akira for a quite a while, stating how Akira was always on his mind. “Such grace, such devine beauty… Akira, I fear I can’t think about anything else anymore.”
His confession would be super dramatic.

Mishima there would already be a little harder! You’d need at least level 4 of kindness to ask him out! Yuuki would confess in the park starting off with a “You know, now that I’ve changed, now that I am not the weak self I used to be… I…” he turns silent then and the protag gets the chance to ask further before he continues with “THE PHANTOM THIEVES STOLE MY HEART!” bubbling out of him as his whole face is flushed a deep red and he falls silent again with a gasp. Then the Protag gets the chance to ask him out or turn him down IN A NICE AND UNDERSTANDING WAY. (Don’t want baby boy to get hurt)

NOW AKECHI HERE WOULD HAVE SO MUCH DRAMA POTENTIAL
His romance route would be quite similar to Shinjiro from Persona 3! He’d try to turn you down several times, stating and giving hints that he’s not the one who he seems to be, that he doesn’t deserve such kind of affection. Once you kinda forced you way into dating him, much like the female MC did, Goro would turn silent, giving a somewhat sad/resenting smile, not long after this event the canon returns and plays out like usual giving a bitter end to this romance.
((Though there’d be a way to save Akechi in a New Game+ where you end up finding him hurt in the Metaverse if you decide to take on one of Mishima’s last requests, resulting in a heartbreaking dialogue))

Iwai would be a little harder to get as well, you gotta have maximum Guts and Charm in order to get gun daddy’s approval.
He’d start out like a tease, always turning you down when you engaged into his flirtatious actions. He’d say stuff like “Damn, you’re younger than Kaoru, you shouldn’t be reacting like this.”
At some point he’s break the silence as Akira works in the store starting off with a “Man, you ain’t a easy one, y'know?” as he stratches the back of his head. Akira gets a normal, a flirtatious and an innocent answer possibilitiy, normal and flirtatious will engage into the romance route.
Iwai would continue, “Man… Falling for a brat like you, I’m really pathetic.” And then it’s all up to Akira to charm the older man in order to get him to finally date you.
The last sentence before th scene ends would be “How the hell am I supposed to explain this to Kaoru…”

Guy’s good news

So after a couple of hours of waiting for the guy at Geek Squad to fix the my computer (as it turns out the one profile I had on this computer was actually corrupted) I am now able to play again because, drum roll, all of my saves, cc, and tray files were safe from the corruption! I am so incredibly happy and things’ll be going right back to normal here soon enough!

anonymous asked:

Would you mind sharing what other games you have on your steam wishlist? I am always looking for new interesting games. =]

Sure! Though I have to point out that since they’re on my wish list, I’ve not tried them. In many cases, I barely know anything about them other than “Hm, this looks interesting to me right now in this moment!” I can’t vouch for anything beyond it catching my attention at the time I added it. BUT LET’S SEE. Games in the order they currently are on my wish list.

  • Puzzle Quest. I played this a bunch on the 360 but it’s not on sale, it’s never on sale, please go on sale one day.
  • The Amber Throne. I can’t remember anything about this.
  • Tales from the Borderlands. I really like Telltale Games.
  • Game of Thrones - A Telltale Game Series. See above.
  • ADOM (Ancient Domains Of Mystery) ???
  • Tyranny. An RPG by Obsidian (Pillars of Eternity) where you play the side of evil and fight good. I’ve really wanted this one for a while now, I may finally pull the trigger.
  • Valley. Dunno!
  • Thea: The Awakening. No clue!
  • Firewatch. Another I’ve been really interested in for a while. Story and mystery-heavy where you’re a ranger in Wyoming with only the person on the other end of your radio to help you. I’ve been considering suggesting this for a the Life is Strange replacement.
  • Master of Orion. We had this a million years ago and Hubby seems to feel certain I liked it, so okay, onto the wish list you go.
  • Novus Inceptio. YOU SURE HAVE A FANCY NAME FRIEND. Completely can’t remember what you’re about.
  • Cook, Serve, Delicious! 2!! Okay I fucking loved the first Cook Serve Delicious and I don’t even care. I’ve had the sequel on my wish list for like eighteen months and one day, ONE DAY, it will be released and mine.
  • Planetbase. I like space games, I dunno guys.
  • Project Highrise. I’m guessing this is a Sim Tower kind of thing. I also really like building and strategy games and shit and regret nothing.
  • Divinity: Original Sin 2. I can’t remember what this is, but I crack up whenever games have seemingly contradictory name elements such as “original’ and “2″.
  • LEGO Star Wars: The Force Awakens. You will pry the LEGO games from my cold dead fingers.
  • Windward. I think this is a pirate kind of game maybe? Man, I loved Sid Meyer’s Pirates!.
  • Renowned Explorers: International Society. I hope the game is good enough to support the pomposity of its title.
  • The Witness. Shiny and chrome? Look I can’t remember what any of this shit is.
  • Dead Man’s Draw. A card game. That’s all I got. Steam has it for $3.49 right now though, so I mean, damn.
  • Starbound. DID I MENTION I LIKE GAMES IN SPACE
  • Folk Tale. I think this is some anthropomorphic RPG?
  • The Legend of Heroes: Trails in the Sky. A JRPG, I think, and I seem to remember it being really well loved in the reviews, but I can’t remember anything else.
  • Rocket League. Soccer, with race car dune buggy things. ACTUALLY SUPER FUN. I played Hubby’s a lot and just never got around to buying it for me.
  • Child of Light. SHRUG
  • Rebuild 3: Gangs of Deadsville. I think this is a town-builder with a zombie twist? I like that shit, too.
  • Epic Battle Fantasy 4. I think this is one of those deeply indy games made with Game Maker Studio or something. Also super cheap at $3.49 right now.
  • Armello. Your guess is as good as mine.
  • XCOM 2. Looooved the first XCOM. Fucking love grid-based strategy games. All of my characters were, of course, Senshi. One day, they’ll lower this to the price I want to pay for it.
  • No Man’s Sky. The hype train kind of killed this before it could even get started, I think, but I still love the concept. As with above, one day they’ll drop it to the price I’m willing to pay.
  • The Banner Saga 2. Another grid turn-based strategy game with gorgeous animation and a Norse-themed story with death and sadness everywhere. I love the first Banner Saga, even as I never finished it. ONE DAY.
  • Stellaris. More space shit I think.
  • Dog Sled Saga. IT’S CALLED “DOG SLED SAGA” COME ON.
  • Stories: The Path of Destines. No idea, but I love the title.

If you (anyone) picks up something based on it being on this list, let me know! I’m exactly that egotistical enough that I’d want to take some measure of credit.

The FR community always seems to find something minor to complain about.  I don’t understand the strong feelings about some flights not getting their recolors yet. It seems like such a small thing to be annoyed about, particularly as it’s just an issue of time. My assumption was that they bit off more they could chew and were expecting to have all of them done and ran out of time  *shrug*   I am trying to have a positive outlook in all aspects of my life, and that means not reveling in drama or negativity when it’s not constructive.

I do think there a lot of legitimate complaints to be made about the direction the site has (or has not) gone - now that I’m playing lioden I see that there are better ways to do things like monthly events, keeping each one new and varied, and interactive parts of the site. The FR creators seem to spend more time making new familiars and apparel than anything else, when a lot of us really just want something more to DO - I would take no new familiars or apparel or genes for six months if it meant the roll-out of Adventure Mode (although I know that’s not a legit trade-off since they are different staff).  Even given all that I still love FR and have logged on every day for over two years.

anonymous asked:

How would Tom react to Marco's parents flirting and making out. Especially when Angie plays with Rafael's chest hair is out and they keep kissing. Can you do a fanfic (prompt) of it? If not, I'm wondering what will Tom say and how will Marco respond to him and understand this is normal for him.

Hey, I’m more than happy to do this as a prompt. It certainly is interesting and I already have some ideas springing to mind.

I’m about to head to bed now and I am working all day tomorrow up in Scotland so I am not gonna be back till the early hours of Sunday morning.

If you come back Sunday evening though I’ll be sure to have a fan fic written up for you :)

anonymous asked:

I have been very scared to go to my weightroom, i'm worried i look like i don't know what i'm dong, i'm going to hurt myself... etc etc. I tried out fitbod after seeing your posts and I love it! I'm hoping to progress after I lose a few and hit the free weights after building up some starting strength. Good job on your progress!

It’s funny because for a long time I was completely freaked out to hit the gym let alone the weight section! It was a progression for me and I had some help eventually I moved from the machines to the dreaded free weight section! I was lucky enough to have played football and had some weight experience. I love the fitbod app because it gives you options with direction! I use it every time I lift now!

I am so glad you like and are feeling more and more comfortable at the gym! Don’t give up on it! You rock keep up the hard work! And if you need anything h let me know

anonymous asked:

I've been feeling dull the past couple of days. Not full-on depression, but I feel angry and negative towards everything. Used to jerk off daily out of lust and now I have to force myself to do anything and even then it doesn't feel that great. Don't like playing games anymore. I don't feel awake in the afternoon and tired at night. I don't want to go to a doctor or anything like you always say in these cryposts because I am a pampered young man and it'd just be very awkward. What would you do?

See a doctor immediately. Part of your condition is that it finds reasons you don’t deserve treatment

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And now I’m left standing on this lone monochrome stage Can’t run away in this tv-like play Crying to skies, I’d rather die and be reborn So I can repaint the fourth dimension so bright I’m sure it never will fade And something new will break the day

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gKh-P6jGwBw I finally did it. I am happy how these doodles came out. Reboot just fits them for some reason. ;w; Also been listening to this english cover that is really good. Now excuse me while I crawl under my bed and cry. ;w; Also changed there keychain stars to little bow keychains with tiny stars in them. ^^ Plus I enjoy drawing the mackleberry twins cause I love drawing long floofy hair. *w* (also stuck with drawing Janey as Sherri’s new playmate.)

@rainybunbun

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Playing with a lazer and a cat – Voltron level

WELL, @klanced made me do this sketch ; and then @loveanimationfan came up with this idea and…

Here is the Lance & Blue comic I promised !
Omg I spent way too much time on this …
I really LOVE to draw Lance & Blue <3 My fav paladin & Lion.
(And yes, Paladins playing with their lions would be the cutest thing.)
(I will definitely draw more lion stuff.)

[ 00 - 01 - … - Halloween special - christmas special ]

Do I Wanna Know? (Playing From Another Room)
Arctic Monkeys
Do I Wanna Know? (Playing From Another Room)

Do I Wanna Know? || (Playing From Another Room)

Now you too can feel like Alex Band Guy. 

Listen to this audio and imagine yourself at a pub with your mates. This song, your song, written by you, plays on a loop from the time you walk through the door. Why? Because meta. You excuse yourself to the washroom and stare at your reflection until you work up the courage to get absolutely plastered. “You can do this.” You tell yourself and walk out before you have a chance to think rationally and run back home. You put on a brave face, and run back to your mates and proceed to knock back shot after shot of tequila. Now the real fun can begin.

Official Graveyard Shift Lyrics

Rats
Well Mrs. Pharmacist / I insist / fix me up with something quick
I’ve been a bad little boy and I think i’m getting sick
Sick to the bone / slave to the flesh
Better put on my Sunday’s best      
I’ve been bad little boy… little boy

I’ve got a dirty dirty dirty dirty dirty little secret
And I’m not not not sure that I wanna keep it
So we feed ourselves lies to submit to the shadows
Cause we just wanna dance under our pretty perfect halos

Everyone’s got a secret
Whats yours? whats yours?
Don’t be shy, i’ll never repeat it  

Oh Mrs. Pharmacist / if I resist / lock me up and bind my wrists
You’ve been a bad little girl…. little girl.    
Close your eyes and listen close
I know just how much you love it
If you speak you lose your turn
So shut your mouth before I fuck it

Everyone’s got a secret
Tell me all about yours

Love. Hate.
Oh how we play the game
Cold soul
No sense of self control
Love. Hate.
Unsure to pass or play
Cold soul / now  we’re out of control

Roses are red, and my heart is black
We creep about the floor to indulge like Rats
Enraptured, we walk to nurse our obsession
Cause the roles that we play are paved with cruel intentions

Well  Mrs. Pharmacist… If you insist

I’ve got a dirty dirty dirty dirty dirty little secret
And I’m not not not sure that I wanna keep it
So we feed ourselves lies to submit to the shadows
And I just wanna shake you by your little perfect fucking halo

Everyone’s got a secret
Whats yours? whats yours?
Don’t be shy, i’ll never repeat it.


Queen For Queen
If you wanna soar with vultures, you’ll have to swallow bone
The saint charade is over / plastic royalty exposed
You wanna play the victim, to preach upon your throne                                  
No semblance of virtue as your relevance erodes

We go queen for queen  and move just like this

When you fall down
Will you back out
As you crawl through life with no crown?
Though you preach love, you package lies
Just a pawn in a kings disguise

I never said I’m perfect, there’s a guilt behind these eyes
So check me If it helps you fall asleep at night

Your skeletons are building / your closet’s getting tight
Are you the prey or spider in the web of all your lies?

When you fall down
Will you back out
As you crawl through life with no crown?
Though you preach love, you package lies
Just a pawn in a kings disguise

Don’t stop breathing in the chemicals
You don’t know humble… though you play the role
Pockets of evergreen are your amphetamine
Please stop feeding what you can’t control

YOU’LL FALL.
You’ll bend, you’ll break, (you’ll) trip over your “fame”
Be careful, or you’ll run your mouth off your face


Necessary Evil (Feat. Jonathan Davis)
Strip off the weight of morality, and check it at the door
I’ll show you the worst in me
…what i’ve become
 
Blow out the candles I need not a wish
For I am everything
Now crawl to my boots and lick
Kneel before me

Imma have my cake and fucking eat you too.

It’s my party and i’ll die when I want to, die when I want to, die when I want to
The monster you’ve made is wearing the crown
I’ll be the king and you be clown
I’ll take the blame (and) parade it around.
You’ve made me the villain you can’t live without.

Reciting violence like poetry
No you can’t sit with us
Too fashionably plain  
Now say my name
Forget everything you think you knew of who I used to be
I look much better as… as the enemy

Imma have my fucking cake and eat yours too.

I want you low
I won’t let you die
(I’ll) keep you alive
Just to remind you of what you are not

It’s my party and i’ll die when I want to
you wanna see me fail, but I won’t die for you.


Soft
You’re mine motherfucker

Let me begin with envy’s a sin
You’ll have to find new words to invent
Cause I’ve heard your broken record, and i’m not impressed

I love when you talk, I just use it to drive me
I won’t let your judgement define me
I’m not broken, so don’t fix me
I want you to hate me

Tell me what you’ve lost
Hang me on your cross
If you’re so wise, then why are you so Soft?
Do you leave your “throne” as you cast your stones?              
I’m above living under your microscope

I’m insane, I’m “insane in the membrane”
I wanna fuck your face with a switchblade
I’m not broken, so don’t fix me
I’ll leave you behind me

Internet killed the video star

Cry baby cry baby, did I just hear you whimper?
Cry baby cry…
Suck my middle fucking finger

Cry baby / Cry baby
What have you done lately?
Cry baby / Cry baby  
What have you done?

Tell me what you’ve lost.
Demonize my flaws
Do they call you when dumb needs a mascot?
Do you leave your “throne” as you cast your stones?              
I’m above living under your microscope

You dilate / god of your existence
Begging me to listen while you “pray”
Swallow in vain / sliver spoon religion
Closer from a distance

You’re mine motherfucker


Untouchable
They try to bend / they try to break me by design
But I am the nightmare that will haunt you in the light

If it’s war that you want… then I’m ready to play
And the world’s gonna know my name

Through everywhere that I go
Every failure I’ve owned
Every crack in my bones
I’m Untouchable
Like a sleeping grenade
Built to blow you away
Pull the pin… I explode
I’m Untouchable.

Born of the ground I dug myself out from the dirt
With every scar I will avow to shake the earth

Unless it’s blood that you want.. then get the fuck out my way
Cause the world’s gonna scream my name

I will never be silenced
I will eclipse the pain

You can’t let it go      
(It’s) the price that we pay
But I own the grave from which I came
You reap what you sow
We don’t bleed the same  
Cause I own the rights to my own fate
And i’ll sleep a king on my deathbed

Through everywhere that I go
Every failure i’ve owned
Every crack in my bones
I’m Untouchable
Like a sleeping grenade
Built to blow you away
Pull the pin… I Explode
I’m Untouchable.

Every mile from home
Every failure I’ve owned
Every crack in my bones
I’m Untouchable
Like a sleeping grenade
Built to blow you away
Pull the pin… I Explode
I’m Untouchable.


Not My Type: Dead As Fuck 2
She’s got no soul / heart black as coal
She’s from Hollywood Forever / dug her out of a hole
And here we go again / spinnin me in her web
She said “there’s just no rest for the queen of the dead”

Another trick to treat with candy apple dreams
Gonna rot her teeth cause i’m so sweet
One lick to rule them all
They crumble as they crawl

She loves me cause I like to give head like a zombie
(I) eat eat eat till her insides are on me
She loves me cause I give head like a zombie
(I) eat eat eat and nobody’s gonna stop me
And in the glow of the pale moonlight
She goes for a spin on my haunted hayride
Tried out the living but I don’t believe the hype  
Cause if she’s got a pulse, then she’s not my type.

She’s got a temper in stock / made of hemlock
Uses absinthe as a lip gloss
Death hawk / fresh New Rock’s                              
She’ll use your corpse as a catwalk

She’ll use your corpse as a catwalk
Plays truth or dare in the mirror
Uses absinthe as a lip gloss
Undead, but won’t shed a tear

She’s my graveyard baby
She’s my……

She loves me cause I like to give head like a zombie
(I) eat eat eat till her insides are on me
She loves me cause I give head like a zombie
(I) eat eat eat and nobody’s gonna stop me
And in the glow of the pale moonlight
She goes for a spin on my haunted hayride
Tried out the living but I don’t believe the hype  
Cause if she’s got a pulse, then she’s not my type.

D- E - A - D  
If she’s got a pulse, then she’s not my type.


The Ladder
Tragedy / a poisonous lover
You infiltrate to destroy
Vanity / a cancer unforgiving
A charlatan with poise  

Fool me once / enough is enough
Was I more than a step on your way up?
Hollowed out /  I’ve no semblance of love
Now you’re just somebody that I used to fuck.

Lest we learn / the tables turn / so i’m betting out / I’m betting out.
You can be the prey in your masquerade, but i’m getting out / i’m getting out
There’s nothing left to repair

Ravenous / self righteous and lurid
But how much more till you break?
Scavenger / so fucking undeserving
You slither in just to take what you can take

Counterfeit / I’m calling your bluff
Was I more than just a step on your way up?
Now you’ll burn and you’re flesh out of luck
Now you’re just somebody that I used to fuck

Lest we learn / the tables turn / so i’m betting out / I’m betting out.
You can be the prey in your masquerade, but i’m getting out / i’m getting out
Against insight I fed your source of revenue
But now, it means nothing to me to mean anything to you

Open grave /  I was too blind to see
That “love”, spelled to you, is “F A M E”

You fuck your way up the ladder
Going down on your way to the top
Do your arms ever tire?
Or do they heal while you climb with your mouth?  

Delete Everything
Sever the yearning / you can keep the fucking ring
Delete Everything
You can keep the fucking ring

Nothing left to repair.


Voices
Voices in my head again
Trapped in a war inside my own skin
They’re pulling me under.

I’ve swallowed myself but the fever remains
I’m numb to the pleasure but still feel the pain      
If I showed you my soul, would you cover your eyes?
If I told you the truth, would you dare me to lie?  

I keep it all inside because I know that man is every thing but kind

Voices in my head again
Beating me in a war I can’t win  
I can hear them now
Trapped in a game inside my own skin
And I don’t know myself anymore
They’re pulling me under
Voices

As I walk through this valley of shadows and death
I curse not the “wicked”, I praise not the “blessed”
If I told you the truth, you’d beg me to change
If fear were a currency, you’d own the bank

I don’t want to live so calloused and frozen / ugly and hopeless
I don’t want to live forever, I just want to live right now
You can’t take me from me

I keep it all inside because I know that man is everything but kind


LOUD (Fuck It)
You gotta be loud / You gotta be rude / so the world can hear you
You gotta be crass / You gotta be cold / it’s everything we know
Turn it up turn it up now

Another day, a double shot of hate
Drink it up like gasoline
Underpaid, you graduate, to build somebody else’s dream

With a noose as a tie… do you fantasize of a much different life?  
The fix for who they want you to be / directly streamed to your TV

And when they turn their backs on you…

You gotta be loud / You gotta be rude / so the world can hear you
You gotta be crass / You gotta be cold / it’s everything we know
Turn it up turn it up now
Loud / Rude / When nobody hears you
You gotta stand up / You gotta commit
Say “Fuck It”, make the best of it

A broken home you’re trying to mend
You’ve got one day left to pay the rent
We’re not sure, but we believe in the lie… that it’ll all be fine, when we die

It’s so easy to grant the mirror power to control what you want to erase                      
Don’t become another victim / “Put a smile on that face”

You gotta be loud / You gotta be rude / so the world can hear you
You gotta be crass / You gotta be cold / it’s everything we know
Turn it up turn it up now
Loud / Rude / When nobody hears you
You gotta stand up / You gotta commit
Say “Fuck It”, make the best of it

The money’s in the treatment, baby, not in the cure
So they fuel your pain with fear and shame and then hand you a brochure
The money’s in the treatment, baby, not in the cure
So they build you up to watch you fall and then beg for an encore

What are you waiting for?


570
Burn it down / brick by brick / Made in 2006
Lost and found / losing grip /  I needed this
Question me not, for I gave up everything
Forget me not, cause I’ve not forgotten what this means

Strip me down, tear me apart, you’ll find one theme left
No sign of stopping till my veins rust
Strip me down, tear me apart, you’ll find one thing left
I fucking know where I came from

..And nothing can replace those lessons learned
as I stood with my brothers on the side of the road
No longer haunted by the skeletons
No longer haunted by the past

For so long, it’s all i’ve known
I’m crossing over the undertow
For so long, no one was listening
Determined to make their deaf ears ring

Miles repeat / my worst enemy… is me.
But then four soon became six… to shatter the canvas
Handed nothing / loss pulling the strings
Outlived the dead trends / united by distance

I’ve been to hell and back, with no promise of return
So I made friends with fire, to keep from getting burned
No money, no sleep. dedication
10 years on the road this is sacred
And when i’m facing a wall, I do not quit
…Cause if you mean it, you will make it.

Pulled apart in a world so demanding
I’m still here, still standing
I’ve sweat blood from Stockholm to Scranton
Still here, still standing.

You can always rinse the surface, but the stain will remain

For so long, it’s all i’ve known
I’m crossing over the undertow
For so long no one was listening
I did my time

You live / you learn / you defy the terms, but this house will be my home
Beguiled / betrayed / it’s the price we pay, as trust will be our tomb

If you mean it, you’ll make it.


Hourglass
I’ve watched the whole world drowning in chemicals
Dissociative / but it takes it’s toll
Can I surpass time, or would I start to rust?
Depreciating / collecting dust

And I fear myself as I fall away  
In a cold deluded sense of fate
When the nightmares come, and the doubt sets in
Will the fever break, or will I burn from within?  

It’s too late to feel, I’ve lost my breath
With the hands of time around my neck
Am I more than the pen that wrote the past?
Or am I just the sand enslaved by the Hourglass?

Will I live again, or will I fade to black?    
Dehumanizing / when the heart attacks      
Will I expire before my dreams unfold?
But if the futures so bright, the path should glow

As the walls melt
and the light fades
I’m letting quicksand take me

If you look beyond the blindfold
You’ll find the hole in my soul
One fear, one mind, no hope, no time
If you look beyond the blindfold
You’ll find the hole in my soul

I’m on the edge of my seat
Holding out for a sign
Trying to rewrite the storyline

It’s too late to feel, I’ve lost my breath
With the hands of time around my neck
Am I more than the pen that wrote the past
Or am I just the sand encased in the Hourglass?

Fear is not my fate


Eternally Yours
Blow the bridge to the past / wipe the fingerprints
Melt your heart encased in wax / steal it with a kiss
Our fate engraved / scar enslaved / as we mutually destruct
Repose, my love, i’ve sinned enough for the both of us

In the name of love…..

I’m ready to bury all of my bones
I’m ready to lie but say I won’t
So tell me your secrets / and join me in pieces
To rot in this garden made of stones
Eternally yours

I feed like you taught me and selflessly swallow
We coalesce in darkness, so selfishly hollow
Examine the wreckage / writhing in tempo
Invisible anguish casting a shadow  

and in the name of love…

I’m ready to bury all of my bones
I’m ready to lie but say I won’t
So tell me your secrets / and join me in pieces
To rot in this garden made of stones
Eternally yours

As we rest in pieces, though I know not your name
I would suffer forever to absolve all your pain

And in the name of love

I’m ready to bury all of my bones
I’m ready to lie but say I won’t
So tell me your secrets / and join me in pieces
To rot in this garden made of stones
Eternally yours

I’m ready to bleed to make amends
And sleep in this dirt we call our bed
So tell me your secrets / and join me in pieces
To fall and rewrite the bitter end
Eternally yours

I’m more than willing to rot in hell with you.

ffxiv classes be like (4.0 edition)
  • paladin: wait, i have job mechanics now?
  • warrior: six fell cleaves isn't enough give me MORE
  • dark knight: wait, you mean i'm not playing paladin?
  • dragoon: wait wasn't the entire goal of the last expansion to prevent people from doing what i just did
  • monk: oh my god...i'm *viable*
  • ninja: what the FUCK am i doing
  • samurai: you mean i'm NOT supposed to read each skill name out in an anime voice whenever i use them?
  • black mage: enochian? you mean that old thing?
  • summoner: aetherflow, aethertrail, dreadwyrm aether, IS THERE ANY OTHER AETHER I NEED TO KNOW ABOUT
  • red mage: Hmph. These imbeciles aren't worth my time.
  • bard: WHY IS EVERYTHING DIFFERENT
  • machinist: wait people play machinist?
  • white mage: HOW YA LIKE ME NOW BITCHES
  • scholar: this is like 10 times more confusing than it already was
  • astrologian: we have two more cards but i still only get spire
GoTG Meet Avengers


Peter stares, watching them all a little blankly. By his side, Tony has his head in his hands. He’s been groaning for the past twenty seconds.


“So… you went on a ten-year murder spree where you joined a terror organisation of your own free will in order to kill Tony, who wasn’t even responsible for the death of your parents in the first place- and then decide that just Tony isn’t murderous enough for you, and go for the rest of his team for some reason, too?”

Across the room, Wanda bristles. “It wasn’t like-”

“And then your team leader let you on the team you were trying to murder? Almost immediately after the one single fight you helped them with?” Gamora interrupts. Her eyes are cold and dangerous. 

Steve opens his mouth to defend himself, but Drax cuts in. “And you,” he gestures harshly at clint, “you were willing to abandon your family and get yourself arrested, just so you could involve yourself in a matter that did not concern you anyway?”

“You think I wanted to be arrested? That was all Tony-” Clint begins, but Drax roars, and Clint rears back, eyes wide and hand reaching for the bow at his hip.

“TONY STARK DID NOT FORCE YOU TO BREAK YOUR LAWS! I WAS PUT IN JAIL BECAUSE I FOUGHT FOR MY FAMILY, NOT-”

“Drax, stay calm. These people are breakable,” Gamora warns, although she is staring at them all as if she wants nothing better than to let Drax get himself worked up over them. 

“You know, Tony has only been giving you his view on everything that happened,” Steve counters. He’s looking at Tony like… like he’s disappointed in him, and that’s enough to get Rocket yelling angrily.

“Oh, so you sayin’ you didn’t tear the team he invested his time, his love, his effort into, apart- all so you could save a guy that Tony had offered to rehabilitate in the first place anyway? Or what about the fact you didn’t tell him that your best bud murdered his parents? That a lie too?” He snarls, and on his shoulder, Groot’s arms are slowly growing, pricklier and heavier- he can feel the weight on his shoulders.

“I think everyone needs to calm down, here-” Sam begins, but Gamora silences him, knuckles cracking as she steps forward.

Sam, wisely, takes a step back.

 “You do not get to talk- not when you chose to put your trust in a man you met for three seconds, whilst he was breaking into Tony’s compound, over the actual Avenger and team-mate himself,” she hisses, hands thrown up into the air as she turns to face all of them now.

“You sicken me. I may fight and argue and be frustrated with my team- but at the end of the day, they are still my family. They are still the people I would trust without a second thought,” she shoots a glare at Sam, “who I would always tell the truth to, even if it hurts,” Steve looked at the floor, jaw set in a grim line, “and who I would never, ever ask to be on the same team as a woman who subdued them to their worst fears and tried to kill them. I would rather die.”

She spat on the floor, and then turned away. “I am going back to the ship. You may continue your discussions if you must, but I am finished. I will only kill one of them if this continues.”

“That would be a shame,” Drax says quietly, his voice low and threatening.

Tony, who spent the majority of the conversation absolutely silent, speaks up at that point. “Hey! Drax used sarcasm!”

No one laughs. He goes back to holding his head in his hand.

Peter just looks slightly sick. His hand is wrapped very, very tightly around Tony’s.


“You know that post of text that Tony showed us a few weeks ago? He called it a… a me-me? With the breadsticks and the asshole date?” Rocket pipes up after a few seconds of silence, gun still spinning ominously in his fingers. “I think it’s time for us to shove Tony in our spaceship and say we have to go, right now, immediately.”


Despite everything, Tony lets a huff of laughter escape at that. Peter- seeming to suddenly snap out of his horrified trance- nods his head approvingly, beginning to tug on Tony’s hand. “Yes. I agree. Wonderful though this diplomatic meeting of teams was, I’m afraid we have urgent business to attend to. We have to… show Tony… something awesome.”

“Yes. LOVE, AFFECTION AND VALIDATION!” Drax roars again, curling an arm around Tony’s shoulders and placing the most violent and angry kiss possible on top of his hair.

“Later, losers!” Rocket calls out, sticking his middle finger up behind him and then turning to punch Tony’s thigh gently before scarpering back to the ship.

Groot hops down from Rocket and then latches on to Tony’s forearm, clambering up his arm until he was resting on Tony’s shoulder instead. Tony glances over at him and grins happily. He’s always had a bit of a soft spot for Groot.

“hey,” he whispers, as the tiny tree alien quickly began to grow a few flowers, and then plucked them off his hand and tucked them into Tony’s hair. “I am Groot,” he whispers right back in reply.

Tony smiles, rolling his eyes. “Yeah yeah, I know. Don’t worry about them- I left them behind a long time ago.”


Steve hears that. He looks at tony for a long time, his eyes a little sad and regretful.


Tony just stares right back, and then raises his eyebrows and shrugs, adjusting the beginning of the flower-crown Groot was making for him.

“Call me the next time it gets too much for you guys to handle,” he calls out after them, as Peter and Drax both steer him hurriedly back toward the ship and away from his old team.

Groot giggles on his shoulder, and then places another flower behind his ear. “I am Groot!”


“I agree,” Tony says, just as Peter nods his own approval, gently bumping their shoulders together. “Let’s go and play Space-Tag.”

First Meeting Prompts

“I wasn’t paying attention and I ran into you but I looked up as I did and accidentally kissed your cheek, I’m so sorry”

“While I was looking away my kid went up to you and said ‘My (mom/dad/parent) thinks you’re cute’ and I was really hoping I could tell you that myself but whoops” 

“You needed to use my phone to call someone but as you were handing it back you dropped it and now the screen is shattered. I hope you realize I’m broke and I am not paying for that” 

“There’s only one of this *insert item of clothing* that we both want and if you don’t think I will fight you on the spot for this boy are you wrong”

“I accidentally took your hoodie because I thought it was mine and you just noticed I’m wearing it, this is awkward”

“I’m an artist and I really didn’t mean to draw this but it accidentally looks a lot like you, I’m sorry. Wait, you’re actually appreciative of it not creeped out?”

“You’re throwing paper planes at your friend and you accidentally hit me in the back of the head and I may have slapped you because I didn’t think it was accidental”

“You just screamed ‘How am I not gay when someone like that exists?’ while pointing at me”

“You pulled me into an argument of waffles vs pancakes and even though I don’t know anyone I’m yelling at we’ve been arguing for at least 30 minutes now” 

“I needed a new doctor and I did not realize you were the stranger I drunkenly made out with a week ago, I know you recognize me too”

“You’re the understudy for the person I’m supposed to kiss in this play and I don’t even know your name but now we have to makeout in front of an entire audience”

“You keep borrowing pencils from me and never returning them, I swear if you ask me one more time I’m gonna go off on you because I have no pencils left”

“I’m really stressed and I forgot my homework so I said ‘If you don’t let me copy your homework I will not hesitate to deck you and take your homework anyways.’ I’m sorry to terrify you but I really need it”

anonymous asked:

what's the best, most iconic johnlock quote?

Well I will approach this in two ways. ACD Canon quotes and BBC Sherlock quotes.

ACD Canon : 

  • “It may be that you are not yourself luminous, but that you are a conductor of light. Some people without possessing genius have a remarkable power of stimulating it.” 
  • “You have a grand gift for silence, Watson. It makes you quite invaluable as a companion.” 
  • “I know, my dear Watson, that you share my love of all that is bizarre and outside the conventions and humdrum routine of daily life.” 
  • “You’re not hurt, Watson? For God’s sake, say that you are not hurt!“ It was worth a wound – it was worth many wounds – to know the depth of loyalty and love which lay behind that cold mask. The clear, hard eyes were dimmed for a moment, and the firm lips were shaking. For the one and only time I caught a glimpse of a great heart as well as of a great brain. All my years of humble but single-minded service culminated in that moment of revelation.” 
  • “I have never loved, Watson, but if I did and if the woman I loved had met such an end, I might act even as our lawless lion-hunter has done. Who knows?” – The Devil’s Foot. “By the Lord, it is as well for you. If you had killed Watson, you would not have got out of this room alive. Now, sir, what have you to say for yourself?” – The Three Garridebs.
  • “The relations between us in those latter days were peculiar. He was a man of habits, narrow and concentrated habits, and I had become one of them…..I was a whetstone for his mind. I stimulated him. ”
  • “I am lost without my Boswell.”
  • “…If we could fly out of that window hand in hand, hover over this great city…. ”


BBC Sherlock:

  • “You’ve got a boyfriend then? Which is fine by the way.” “I know it’s fine.”
  • “I am happy to play the fool. For you.”
  • “You, it’s always you John Watson. You keep me right.”
  • “I don’t mind.” “Anytime.”
  • “I’m glad no one saw that.” “What?” “You, ripping my clothes off in a darkened swimming pool. People might talk.”
  • “Take my hand.” “Now people will definitely talk.”
  • “You look sad, when you think he can’t see you.”
  • “I have a date” “that’s what I was suggesting”
  • “It(Sherlock Watson) could work.”
  • “Dinner?” “Starving.”
  • “You are a great boyfriend. Sherlock Holmes is a very lucky man…Don’t make me compete with Sherlock Holmes.”
  • “I’m his doctor.” “And only a fool argues with his doctor”
  • “The stuff you wanted to say but never did. Say it now” “No. I can't”
  • “There’s something I’ve always wanted to say but never have”
  • “You being all mysterious with your–cheekbones. And turning your coat collar up so you look cool.”
  • “I’d be lost without my blogger.”
  • “I was so alone. And I owe you so much.”
  • “But look how you care about John Watson. Your damsel in distress.”


There are many. But I have a tendency to forget quotes when someone asks for it. Feel free to add more.

( TRANS ) wonwoo for ‘anan’ — july '17

q: outside seventeen, who is the other group member that you are close with?

wonwoo: for me, i have none (laughs) it’s because of my personality that i usually just read book at home or like to play games more. originally, i also am shy with strangers, and other than my three non-idol friends there’s none too. for now, even i can show my true self to the members, at the first time i came in (to the group) it was really hard for me. (laughs) and that, with mingyu and hoshi, we would cleaning together, i can build the friendship little by little.

translation by aprilxjuly
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About Cable Girls

Hello, to anyone outside Spain watching Cable Girls and shipping Alba and Francisco, let me tell you something. HERE IN SPAIN WE HAVE BEEN SHIPPING EVERY CHARACTER THESE TWO ACTORS PLAYED EVER SINCE 2007.

Back in 2007, there was this show called “El Internado”, and the actors who now play Alba and Francisco had a beautiful relationship, one of the most painful, yet beautiful I’ve ever seen, and let me tell you, there are so many parallels between that relationship back then and the one they’re having in Cable Girls, like, I can’t believe they’re doing this, my heart can’t take it.

Also, what Francisco tells Alba in the first episode, “ten years is not enough to forget you”, like, GET THE FUCK OUT, IT’S BEEN TEN FUCKING YEARS SINCE THAT OTHER SHOW AIRED, WHERE IT ALL STARTED, WHAT ARE YOU DOING. And well, I’ve only watched till ep. 3 of Cable Girls, and that scene where Francisco asks her to tell him that she doesn’t love him and Alba goes and tells him, THAT SCENE IS A FUCKING PARALLEL BECAUSE IN THE OTHER SHOW, IT WAS THE CHARACTER OF BLANCA THE ONE WHO ASKED THE CHARACTER OF YON TO TELL HER THAT HE DIDN’T LOVE HER AND HE DID.

This show is making me way too emotional and bringing back feelings that I definitely didn’t ask for. Also, the actor who plays Carlos was also in that other show and it’s just too much. But his character in Cable Girls is so so different and I’m laughing way too much.

Also, thank jesus for Carlota and Sara, wHAT AN OTP, OH MY GOD. And what I find funny about this is that the actress who plays Carlota used to go out with another Spanish actor who is now going out with the actress who plays Sara (idk, it’s funny to me, okay? I’m stupid sometimes). But they’re reaaaaaaaally good friends and that makes me so so happy.

Anyways, I need to keep watching this show because it’s just too good to be Spanish and I am literally shook. GO WATCH IT, PLEASE!

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K ♥ | The King of Hearts is an affectionate, caring man who helps you out in trouble and shows kindness even in the darkest times.

I’ve researched so many playing card meanings for this that I ascended to the astral plane and am now working as a full-time fortune teller there. and my gifts tell me that im gonna upload merle’s card next 💫