and how much it means

Hi I know I’ve been absent pretty much all day, but I’ve been with family and stuff. I know that I already said what I’m thankful for, but I feel like I need a separate post for Jack.

I am incredibly thankful for Jack. Without him, I wouldn’t be the person that I am today. I know that it sounds “cheesey” or whatever, but it’s true. I honestly am a completely different person because of him. He changed my views on so many different things and made me feel a lot more confident in myself, not just physically but emotionally confidently as well. Through him I met one of my really good friends that I now talk to daily and I also met you guys, who are all amazing people that I love very much. He’s been a really great help to me this past year and I’m incredibly thankful for him.

like, i get the desire that people have to want things like scars & stretchmarks & imperfections to be beautified and aestheticized in the same way that features which conform do. i get the need to want to see yourself romanticized in that way, to want to switch the language and the way people visualize imperfections.

but like, sometimes i really don’t understand the point of doing all that. because these things just exist at the end of the day, & i just want them to exist without adding or negating my value as a human being. i don’t even want 80000 aesthetic pictures of my acne scars or armpit hair, i just want them to exist and for people to treat me like a human being, and not like some kind of eldritch horror OR as some kind of epic symbol against beauty standards. i just wanna exist and for these things to just be treated as what they are–a consequence of living a life and nothing else. 

and i think it’s deeply misguided sometimes to act as if the only way to counter negative shit from some of the narrow beauty standards that exist is to run in the total opposite direction, rather than learning to come to terms with the fact that yeah, some things aren’t pretty, but that doesn’t mean they’re ugly, that just means that they are and they exist and don’t have an inherent value, and more importantly, don’t have any sort of bearing on your own worth as a person either.

Your two complicated sons

Expectations:

Reality:

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Thank you Vox Machina for an amazing 2 years of rolling dice and character development! Here’s to a happy ending!

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heres your magical son (σ ゚∀ ゚) ゚∀゚)σ 

aaand THANK YOU!! i love your nightmare and dream so much, its always happy to draw them (*´∀`)~♥

*check out my outfit challenge*

(and this is the last one of my outfit challenge,there’re still lots of great request , but i want to draw other things ,sorry for that ;u;)


dream & nightmare : @jokublog

anonymous asked:

YOUR NOYA IS SO GOOD I'M HOLLERING

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sooner or later ill draw something serious abt them i promise

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stranger things meme [1/5 characters]: Will Byers

“I don’t get scared like that anymore.”