and having spaz attacks

So today I found someone holding a ToG book at school...

And I was like having a spaz attack internally but I tried to act cool so I was like “Hello, sorry to bother but are you re-reading that or is this your first time?”
She was like “um… first but if you want to talk about it talk to her” she pointed to the girl behind me and she was holding QoS and that’s when I had a full on spaz attack..
I was like “OMG!!! HAVE YOU GOT EOS YET?!?”
She was like “Omg yes!”
I was so excited because she spoke with emotion about the book. And I was like “OMG YOUR GOING TO LOVE IT!!!” She was like “YAY!” And then I walked off… Why did I walk off? Because the bell went. But I had time… to warn her.
But I didn’t warn her of the pain.
I didn’t warn her or tell her that she will be crying for hours.
I didn’t spare her from the pain .
I’m sorry- NOT SORRY!

I’m not sorry because she is going to love it so much but she will hate it. And I will watch as it happens.
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NO. NOOOOOOOOOO. THIS IS TOO CRUEL TO MY STARCO HEART. NOOOOOOOOO. IM LEGIT HAVING A SPAZ ATTACK RIGHT NOW. HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN SO FAST?! EVERYTHING WAS GOING ACCORDING TO MY STARCO PLANS AND THEN THE WRITERS PULLED A FAST ONE. I HAD TO POST THIS TO LOOK BACK ON THIS EPISODE ONE DAY. BE STRONG STARCO SHIPPERS. WE WILL HAVE TO LIVE THROUGH THIS STORM.

Movie Surprise
  • Dipper: But - !
  • Bill: No.
  • Dipper: Bill, honey, please, for me??? *puppy eyes*
  • Bill: nOOOOO. No, no, no, no and No. *chomps on foodies and continues watching TV*
  • Dipper: *huffs and pouts* ... Please?
  • Bill: ... Dipper, no, it's special...
  • Dipper: But I like surprises... Sometimes. *blushes* Only when they're from you at least.
  • Bill: *sighs and hovers down*
  • Bill: *smushes Dippers cheek and stares at him with one eye*
  • Bill: Promise you won't freak out...?
  • Dipper: Is it good or bad?
  • Bill: I don't know, depends on how you react Pine Tree.
  • Dipper: *contemplates*
  • Dipper: *nods* Alright, I won't have a spaz attack.
  • Bill: *chuckles* Alrighty then!
  • Bill: *snaps fingers*
  • Bill: *cane grows longer*
  • Bill: *thin black arms becoming shapely and tan*
  • Bill: *legs become Legs*
  • Bill: *triangle becomes torso*
  • Bill: *head pops out with an eyepatch*
  • Bill: *dusts himself off before snapping, top hat appearing in his hand.
  • Bill: I know this is a bit fancy, but I -
  • Dipper: *lunges at him*
  • Dipper: *snuggles him full friggin force*
  • Dipper: This is the best surprise ever...
  • Bill: *chuckles and pets his head* Now, I've heard that there's this thing called... "cuddling" in the human world? You meat sacks usually do it on the couch or in bed, right?
  • Dipper: *giggles and drags him over* Why yes, yes we do, now come on, the movie's back on.
WHAT THE FUCK HELP ME I'M SCARED

Oh my gosh my Dramatical Murder just fucking GLITCHED I’M SCARED WTF I was taking the Noiz route and it was at the part where Aoba uses Scrap and sees Noiz chained and he says “I’ll accept you Noiz” or whatever and the the screen went blank. I was like, ok cool. BUT THEN THE NITRO CHIRAL LOGO DISPLAYED, THE DID A GLITCH SORT OF THING, THEN IT WENT TO THE PART WITH AOBA TALKING ABOUT THE OLD RESIDENT DISTRICT  AND I THOUGHT IT WAS PART OF THE GAME, BUT WHEN IT KEPT GLITCHING I WAS LIKE, WTF I’M SCARED THE IT STARTED GOING ON IN JAPANESE AND STILL GLITCHING AND I’M SITTING HERE HAVING A SPAZ ATTACK

WHAT JUST HAPPENED PLEAZE HELP ME!

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it was so so so unbelievably nice meeting the most amazing person in the world aka mark fischbach 2 separate times at pax east!! i was having a major spaz attack when i was near him but tried my best to seem calm and normal so i wouldn’t scare him away ahaha (the first photo is blurry because i was shaking so hard and for whatever reason i didnt have him take the selfie)

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I was tagged by the sweet @littlebratciel to answer: Which anime characters am I most like?

It was so hard to narrow this down to just 4 characters i thought represented me the best (I had like 6 in mind ugh) but i think these selected characters portray a greater scale of who I am. I’m quiet by nature, but I’m prone to have my spaz/dork attacks if someone calls me small. I like to think I’m smart and I’m sort of isolated - I only trust a few people and tend to have my guard up. Click on the pictures and read my additional captions if you’re interested.

I’ll tag these lovely mutuals: @tobiohchan​, @tuzis​, @arimiechi, @jetzui, @ihavea-problem, @scarletxeyes​, @k-oshiiand anyone else who wants to do this (as always you guys don’t have to do this if you don’t want to and making edits isn’t necessary for this i just wanted to get it done before i forgot about it)