and have nice letters

I’m throwing out a lot of my shit bc if not i know i’m really on track for hoarding… i have like hundreds of back issues of local papers, jelly packets from every diner i have ever been to (NEVER opened one in my house), a lot of like neat pieces of trash i just picked up from the street. anyway i feel EXTREMELY emotional about it and if anyone wants a package of random junk i also have saved a lot of shipping boxes and could include a nice letter and or collage. I’m freaking out abt putting all this stuff in the trash

he’s gonna start reciting a poem any minute.


“Dishonor on you, dishonor on your cow, dishonor on your whole family!”

I’M ALIIIIIIVEEEE! (Actually this is the third project I’ve finished since the Pokemon stitch, but I can’t show those because they’re birthday presents. So you’ll have to wait til December, sorry)

Mulan is my FAVORITE Disney movie!! I love it, really, and I can never find anything related to it. So I was super excited when I saw FrigidStitch had a pattern available. I bought it the same time I bought Trinity’s Pokemon pattern.

I wasn’t a huge fan of the colors used for the two Mulan characters so I changed them. In the original pattern, Girl!Mulan was wearing the outfit she wore at the very beginning of the movie while Ping!Mulan’s colors were slightly off (they’re still slightly off but shh we’re gonna roll with it). I wanted Mulan in her matchmaker outfit because 1. She was wearing it when she sang this song and 2. She’s not comfortable in both this outfit and as soldier Ping, so I wanted to “reflect” that (ba-dum-tish, I’ll see myself out).

This was done on 18 count aida because I love me some 18 count mmm yeah. And I don’t want to talk about how much I had to rip out… Also-also, for my log, this was literally finished today, so, yay! Productivity!

Bored? Bold what applies to you..
You are in high school. You dropped out of high school.

You live within 20 minutes of your best friend.
You don’t have a best friend.
You live within 20 minutes of the last person you kissed.
You live within 20 minutes of your ex.
You have hugged someone in the last 48 hours.
You have been to the movies within the last week.
You have had 3 or more boyfriends/girlfriends just this year.
You have been a designated driver. 
You have broken merchandise and not paid for it.
You have played strip poker.
You are Catholic.
You are atheist.
You recycle regularly.
You are a brunette.
You have dated a blonde.
You are friends with a redhead.
You are taller than your mum. 
You are taller than your dad. ?
You have a bank account.
You’ve written a check for less than $5.
You have visited the Statue of Liberty.
You have visited the Eiffel Tower.
You have visited Big Ben.
You have visited the Colosseum.
You have visited The Great Wall of China.
You have never been out of the country.
You have been a waiter/waitress.
You own a Bible.
You own something with a Pentagram on it.
You have used a Ouija Board.
You have been a witch for Halloween. 
You have been a zombie for Halloween.
You have your eyebrow pierced.
You have a Monroe piercing.
You have your nose pierced.
You have no tattoos. 
You have more than 2 tattoos.
You straighten your hair occasionally.
You have worn a dress in the last 3 days.
You live somewhere that gets snow.
You celebrate Hanukkah.
You were at your own house last New Year’s.
You were at a bar last New Year’s.
You slept through last New Year’s.
You have worked on Christmas Eve.
You have worked on Christmas.
You have been told ‘I love you’ by someone today.
You were told by someone who’s not family.
You slept in your own bed last night.
You regret kissing the last person you kissed. 
You are wearing a necklace right now.
You are wearing something red.
You are wearing something blue.
You are wearing something purple.
Your phone number ends with an even number.
You have kissed the last person you called/texted.
You are currently listening to music.
You are waiting for something.

You don’t like seafood.
You have eaten deer sausage.
You have given a complete stranger your phone number.
You have been hit on at work.
You have been hit on by someone more than 20 years older than you.
You have been whistled at.
You were creeped out by it.
You are a good speller.
You are very punctual.
You were dating someone in December of 2008.
You are still dating that person.
You have cheated on someone.
You have been on a cruise ship.
You have camped out in your own backyard.
You are wearing something that doesn’t belong to you.
You are a Pisces.
You are an Aquarius.
You are a Leo.
You wonder what will happen when you die.
You are afraid of the dark.
You write in all capital letters. 
You have been told you have nice handwriting.
You have had a song written for you.
You have had a picture drawn of you.
You have curly/wavy hair.
You are wearing a watch.
You are wearing flip flops.
You wouldn’t date someone who smoked.
You know someone with the same birthday as you.
You are a morning person.
You are a night owl.
You slept in past 10 am today.
You have big plans for next weekend. 
You are thinking of someone right now.
Your job is stressing you out.
You don’t have a job.
You have never had a job.
You were fired from your last job.
You know sign language. 
You will usually try something at least once.
You have been swimming in the last month.
You are pessimistic by nature.
You have taken a ballet class. 
You have taken karate. 
You have taken gymnastics.
You wish on shooting stars.
You wish at 11:11. 
Your birthday has already come this year. 
You have been in a relationship that lasted longer than a year.
You aren’t over your ex.
You have gone after someone you knew was bad for you.
You have let someone use you.
You were/are a teenage mom. 
You are an otaku.
You are a cosplayer.
You were named after someone. 
You like your name.
Your last drink was water.
You have visited somewhere said to be ‘haunted’.
You have skipped school just because you didn’t feel like going.
You have taken medicine when you ‘feel a headache coming on’.
You are self-conscious about your body.
You have a hangover
You have a pet fish.
You have had a Jehovah’s Witness show up at your house.
You have godparents.
Your parents are still married.
You have step-siblings.
You are the oldest. 
You are adopted.
You have a triplet
You don’t want kids.
You want more than four kids.
You have a bad temper.
You have made out with a complete stranger.
You usually make the first move in an intimate situation.
You have broken your arm.
You have had to get stitches on your face.
You have had an MRI.
Your fingernails are painted.
You like to draw.
You like to sing.
 
You can play an instrument.
You keep a lot of secrets from people.
You don’t think people would accept you if they really got to know you.
You don’t trust people easily.
You borrowed something you really need to give back to someone.
You drive a car older than a 2002.
You have lost a friend you never thought you would.
You know a child who died of cancer.
You know a teenager who died in a car wreck.
You have done something illegal in the past 24 hours.
You have cut your hair in the last week.
You wear glasses.
Your favorite season is Autumn.
Your favorite color is orange.
Your favorite animal is a dolphin.
You last rode in a car with a relative.
You last rode in a car with a girl/woman.
You last rode in a car with the person you are dating. 
You regularly watch Asian dramas.
You love Chinese food.
Your best friend is older than you.
You have to go to school/work tomorrow.
You answered every question truthfully.

anonymous asked:

Can I request something? RFA + V & Saeran finding out MC has feelings for them.. but they don't feel the same way? ToT.

(。•́︿•̀。)


Yoosung

- You admitted it after a cute movie the two of you had watched. Little movie hang outs being a well-welcomed habit between the two of you

- But, as the words started pouring out, his expression turned so sad.

- “Mc… I really appreciate it, I do! I just… I don’t think we’d be good together.”

- Mr. Never-Had-A-Girlfriend was rejecting you, even after such flirting from before?

- When you asked him about that, he rubbed the back of his neck, unable to look you in the eyes.

- “Well… I think I was just confusing my feelings for you. I realized I just really admired you instead, and it was never anything more than that.”

- He was still sweet enough to try cheering you up when you started crying a bit. He even went on to tell you that just because he didn’t return your feelings, that it didn’t mean no one liked you at all.

- (In fact Zen had been making some hints towards you)

- But even after all his kind words, the two of you slowly stopped hanging out. It was hard talking to each other, and sometimes difficult even being in the same room.

- You kept it simple in the chat, but after every time you met in person, it was hard not to have the tears well up again.

Zen

- You decided to mail him a cute romantic letter. That way when he picked up his fan mail, he’d have a nice surprise from you!

- It was so worrying writing the letter. You wrote it over about five times before you finally sent it- With a stamp and card that reminded you of him.

- So you waited a day or two, and then you finally received a call from him.

- “Heyyy, Mc,”

- You giggled and greeted him back. “Did you get my letter?”

- “I did, I did. That’s, uh. Why I called…

- His tone wasn’t what you were expecting, and you frowned while waiting for him to continue.

- “It’s a sweet letter, it really is, and it’s so thoughtful, but… Mc, I think you don’t really like me for me.”

- “…What do you mean?”

- “All this stuff you wrote- It’s exactly what my fans write about the characters I portray. It isn’t anything about the real me. Just the me up on stage. I’m sorry, Mc. I… I don’t think it would be good for us to go out together. I think you’d just be disappointed.

- Your heart snapped. You couldn’t help it- The sniffles coming from your end as he bounced around from trying to cheer you up, to explaining how it was for the best.

- But you couldn’t do it. You hung up on him.

- He didn’t even try calling back.

- From then on, any time he popped in while you were on the chat, you instantly logged off. Any time Jaehee got a bit too excited about his new plays, you popped off. Hell, even when Jumin let out a small complaint about Zen you found your chest constricting and needing to go cry privately.

- The parties were hard, but at least he was always swarmed by fans.

Jumin

- To see him, you had to work within his schedule. His busy, hectic, schedule.

- When you walked in after thanking Jaehee, you fumbled with your hands.

- “What were you needed to discuss? Was it about the next party? Any funds that are needed I’ll be willing to cover.”

- “No, no, it’s not about that.”

- He finally brought his head up from his paperwork, giving you a curious look.

- “Jumin, lately I’ve realized my feelings-”

- “I’m sorry, Mc, but no.”

- He… he didn’t give you a chance to even finish.

- “I’ve noticed for a while you had started acting like most women towards me, so I knew this day was coming, but no. Don’t worry, I’ll still talk to you. The RFA needs to continue the parties, anyway.”

- You stood awkwardly for a moment before nodding a bit and excusing yourself.

- You didn’t get on the chat for a few days, or even open up the app. When you did, you were greeted with so many texts.

- Of course Jumin had nonchalantly mentioned it! You felt so stupid, so childish.

- You couldn’t even look him in the eyes anymore.

Seven

- He knew it as soon as you started bouncing jokes right back at him

- He knew it the moment you didn’t care he was pushing you away, the moment you promised to help him find his brother.

- He knew it, and it hurt so much.

- After the commotion died down, you had tied a note around the little cat robot he made for you, and had it surprise him one day. You thought it would be cute!

- You thought he liked you back.

- But suddenly you were spammed with on onslaught of messages.

- “I’m sorry, Mc, I’m so so sorry.”

- That was the basic summary of the messages. He felt so bad, you could tell from his texts, but he still couldn’t afford someone getting close to him. Not with his past.

- Not with his brother still having issues.

- “I love you, I do, just not like that. I won’t be able to ever love anyone like that.”

- You ended up getting rid of the stuff he had made for you, but you still kept the cat.

- At least it was able to cheer you up.

Jaehee

- While it was true she was into girls… She couldn’t bring herself to actually date one.

- The worries of being openly together, the worries of being attacked or yelled at… She couldn’t live that life, much less could she do that to you.

- When you admitted your feelings to her, with a cute cookie set that spelled it out, she felt her heart drop as she rejected you.

- It was for the best, you both knew it, but god that didn’t mean it didn’t hurt.

- She tried cheering you up, but what could she do?

- Everytime she was on the chat, you tried your best to converse with her, but it was clear to everyone you were still hurting

- She was still hurting

V

- You had made him such a cute and sweet letter in brail. He had recently fully learned it, something he was so proud of.

- So you mentioned you had a surprise and handed him your special letter.

- He was smiling at first, but as his fingers ran through the letter, his smile quickly faded.

- He ended up putting the letter to the side halfway through.

- “Mc… You know I still love her.”

- You were suddenly thankful he couldn’t see you that well. Your fists clenched, your eyes watered, and you even felt that familiar hot buildup of saliva in your mouth.

- You wanted to puke.

- “I know…I know feelings are so easy to catch, I know your feelings are most likely sincere. But I’m sorry. I can’t let go of her. I don’t think I ever can.”

- You put on a fake voice, smiling and trying to act like you understood.

- But how could he still be so blindly in love with someone who caused him so much pain?

- You didn’t visit him again after that. Jumin was a bit concerned, but after meeting with V again he knew.

- RFA parties were really awkward after that.

Saeran

- How could you have feelings for someone like him? How could you like someone who had killed people with his bare hands?

- The moment you handed him such a cutesy pink letter, he didn’t want to read it. You could see the apprehension etched on his face.

- When he crumpled up the letter, you realised maybe he wasn’t as recovered as he seemed.

- “You can’t handle me, mc, don’t even pretend that you can.”

- You tried to explain yourself a bit, not expecting him to get so upset, but that just made the issue worse.

- “I can’t trust you! You don’t know me! You don’t know anything about me, expect I’m the ‘poor person’ with a horrible childhood and I was taken in by some cult. Hell, my own brother doesn’t even know me yet. Why the hell do you think you know me?”

- You couldn’t talk, you just bit your lip and tried not to make your tears too obvious, but that failed when he threw your letter at you.

- “Get out of my sight.”

- Later on, when you finally managed to look at your phone, you saw so many texts from Seven, apologizing for Saeran’s behavior, but honestly… You knew he was right.

- You didn’t know him.

Dear 2017 me,

You will get better. Your life will change. Have patience. Things that are built quicker are destroyed just as soon.
This year you must take care of yourself and be careful to not give too much of yourself away. But don’t walk through life guarded, that’s never been your way.
Take the year a quarter at a time. Don’t plan for the whole year, you don’t know what life will be like 6 months from now.
Don’t focus too much on the planning because without execution, a plan is just a piece of paper.
You’re 20 now and that’s huge but don’t stress over trying to be ‘mature’ and adult like because you already are. Chasing bubbles doesn’t make you a kid, it makes you a person who knows how to chase happiness.
Get out of your house more. You need the fresh air, you need the sun. By now you’ve learnt, you don’t need to shy away from sunlight to love the night. You will always be a creature of the night with just a little bit of vampire obsession to make you creepy.
Snack. Don’t binge.
Study. You may not exactly be where you want to be right now but if you study hard enough you soon will.
You had learnt at a very young age that there’s no excellence without labour. You strive for excellence and hence you must labour.
Don’t write too many letters to people because the first letter is lovely, the second is cute, the third is ? If they aren’t the right person.
Have faith. Sometimes that’s the only thing you have left but it does wonders.
‘NOW’ is your 2017 key word.
Don’t wait to do things you really want to because if you wait long enough, you don’t want to do anything.

There are nice people and there are shitty people. Just because you’ve come across a bunch of shitty people all at once doesn’t mean nice people don’t exist. They do. And you will find them. But remember, all people are current assets. You’re the only fixed one. Invest more in yourself. There’s so much more I want to tell you but from now I want to do less of talking and more of doing. I know you will understand, at least I hope you do.
 Love,
 2016 me

Vld Atlantis: The Lost Empire AU Chapter One

The city was in chaos. A large explosion, followed by a monstrous wave and warships, triggered the Altean warning system. A man shouted over the speaker system for everyone to evacuate into the shelters while several other men struck large bells. Red spotlights shone across the city in seemingly random patterns.

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Did somebody say “Green Leader’s Insignia”? No? Too bad. Here’s his official one for my AU. 

it is my duty as the creator of the au to provide u with any resources you may need for this dumb trashhell AU i made, tag me in this au shit btw

Describing the progression of the different series of Power Rangers as a series of events.

MMPR 1 – Wake up refreshed and have a shower of the perfect temperature. Waking up every day is the same thing, so can get repetitive, but that shower is just the right temperature, and feels great. You get dressed into your favourite clothes and feel ready for the day.

MMPR 2 – You’ve found out you’re out of your favourite cereal. There’s only oat bran left, it’s got fruit in it, so it’s not totally tasteless, but still, it’s not what it could be.

MMPR 3 – You open your post. The first letter is a tax rebate of £5/$5, sweet! Every letter you open afterwards is a bill or statement, reminding you that the 5 won’t go very far. But still, it was nice to have. You also find another letter telling you you’ve won something. You’re not sure what you’ve won, how much it’s worth, or where it came from, but it’s there, part of your post for some reason (Alien Rangers).

Zeo – You walk outside, the weather is reasonable. It’s sunny, but not overly hot, no clouds, a nice breeze to keep you cool, it’s nice, comfortable weather. It looked kinda grey when you woke up, so this was a nice change to what you saw earlier, but you couldn’t get used to it in case it gets too hot.

Turbo – You go to your car, but it looks like somebody slashed the tyres. You go to the bus stop, but the buses have been cancelled, all the taxi phonelines are down, and you go to cross the street and some kid on a bike nearly knocks you down. Things aren’t looking great.

In Space – A pleasant looking stranger in a nice car pulls up and offers to take you wherever you need to go, as a token of good will. The stranger is the nicest person you’ve ever met, and talks at length with you about all the things you like. They asked if there were any troubles you had going on, and offered any advice they could, some advice may not have fit quite right, but it was really nice to hear. Eventually, you are dropped off at work, you thank the stranger, and hope to see someone like them again soon.

Lost Galaxy – As you step out of the car and look around, confused at how quickly the previous journey had just gone, another, very similar car, pulls up behind. The person inside looked very similar too, but…just, not quite the same. There was something odd about this. This new stranger looked nice enough as well, albeit a bit different, any other day you would’ve accepted the offer, but you’re already where you need to be. The stranger gives a shrug as if to say “fair enough”, but as they drive away, their exhaust sputters at you, leaving behind an unpleasant cloud of fumes.

Lightspeed Rescue – You go into work, sit at your desk, and get on your with a very average day of work. You have fun talking with your friends at work, talking about the fun stuff you got up to at the weekend, but the conversation doesn’t go very far. The whole time at work you have an incredibly catchy song stuck in your head, but it’s a good song that you like. You look out the window, it looks the same as when you were lying in bed, grey, making you kind of happy you aren’t outside anymore. The temperature is perfect, just like it was in the shower. There are a lot of comforts reminding you of when you woke up, but it’s never going to be that comfortable, since you’re at work.

Time Force – You’re out of work, hooray! The guy who usually sells ice cream out the front of your work says his freezer is broken, so he’s handing out free ice cream. It’s not your favourite flavour, but it’s a new one, and possibly a new contender for your favourite. You see someone very pretty/handsome person sitting down enjoying an ice cream as well. You go over and start talking to them, you talk for a while and it’s very enjoyable. Before long, their parent comes over and takes them away from you, and you never even got a chance to get their number.

Wild Force – You begin wandering around the town, looking in shop windows, but secretly hoping you’ll see the person you saw earlier. You look in shop windows, occasionally going in to one and having a look around Things look nice, but you know you shouldn’t be spending money (something you don’t have in excess). You go in to your favourite shop, and there they are, it’s a great few minutes, but then they get dragged away again, but they gave you their number, maybe you’ll get to finally spend time with them.

Ninja Storm – Screw what you said before, things are different now. You text the person, hoping to arrange a meeting with them. They don’t reply as quickly as you’d hoped, you start to lose hope. You figure you best go get some new clothes, spending money you know you shouldn’t, but it’d be worth it, you hope. You keep staring at your phone, awaiting their reply, waiting for something to pop up…still waiting…still.

Dino Thunder – They reply, but at first, it’s just a quick “meet here at this time”. You make your way there. The whole time, people are looking at you and smiling, the occasional person complimenting you on your look. You strut with a smile. You arrive at the location, they see your new look, acknowledge it, but don’t seem to make as much of a fuss about it as you’d hoped.

S.P.D. – They start the date off by telling you they’re leaving town soon, so you only have the day. You have an uneasy feeling in your stomach the whole time, but know that you need to try and enjoy yourself, so keep smiling as best you can. You take a trip out to the cliffside to make it romantic and memorable. The weather isn’t what it was when you left for work, it’s a bit more overcast, but looks like the rain will stay away for now.

Mystic Force – As you walk along the cliffside, you trip on a stick and faceplant on the ground. You and the other person have a laugh, it’s good fun, but you still hurt, quite a bit actually. You landed quite near the edge of the cliff, that was lucky!

Operation Overdrive – The edging of the cliff you’re on suddenly begins to crumble from beneath you, and you fall dozens of feet. Fear completely engulfs you, you begin to hope that this is not it for you, as this isn’t how you wanted things to go.

Jungle Fury – There is a safety net which catches you thank goodness. There’s no injury, you’re fine, you’ve survived. You begin to thank whatever god or gods you believe in that it was there, and things didn’t come to an abrupt and messy end.

RPM – The safety net breaks, but it was only a couple metres above the ground. It hurts a little, but you’re just glad to be back on solid ground. You’re now just lying on the beach, as though it didn’t happen.

Samurai – A wave from the ocean comes in and washes over you. Some water gets up your nose and you’re pretty sure a jellyfish stung you, but there’s not much you can do about it. The water was the same temperature as the shower, but this experience was nowhere near as pleasant.

Megaforce – You realise that you were in fact very much stung by a jellyfish, and the pain hits you like a truck. There’s nobody around for miles to help you. Looks like you’re stuck, and you black out and collapse face first in to the sand. Another wave washes over the back of you, covering you in more sand. Someone walking their dog comes along and finds you. Their dog pees on you.

Dino Charge – The person that was walking their dog has taken you to a hospital. You have been treated and are feeling fit as ever, you’re glad to be back and safe. And the person you were with earlier, they had come in to see you at the hospital as well, and your parents were there, and your best friend, and the nurses and doctor. There’s an awful lot of people in the room, but at least it’s people you care about, mostly anyway, you don’t know enough about the nurses to care for them, but you’re glad they’re there, to help heal you and stuff.

Lee Jeno || I (Love) Hate You

Jeno imagine

Genre: Fluff, Angst

Summary: When the bad boy at school secretly sends you love notes

Originally posted by mkayjaemin

‘Just another day at hell.’ You thought as you stood in front of the tall school building. You let out a deep sigh before entering. You walk quickly to your locker, opening it and sticking your belongings in there and shut it. You looked around the hallway, hoping he isn’t here. ‘Good, the coast is clear.’ You think before walking down the hallway, hoping to make it to your first class before he comes to ruin it.

“Where do you think you’re going, small?” A familiar deep voice said from behind.

Too late.

You groan and turn around, facing him, the last person you wanted to see today or any day. “What do you want Jeno?” You spat at him.

He grins, “You think I would want anything from you? Please. I just came here to mess with you, of course.” He said before pushing you against a set of lockers behind you.

You grew annoyed of his ignorance and teasing. You didn’t know when this guy would stop messing with you. You couldn’t even think of a single reason why he would bully you, he just did it when he felt like it, is the reason why you think he messes with you.

You were angry. Wait no. You were furious. You had enough of this guy picking on you every single day and giving you a hard time. Ever since you moved to this school 2 month ago, that’s all Jeno has been doing to you. Bullying you. He hasn’t even said a single nice thing to you.

You got up from the ground and dusted yourself off, brushing past Jeno and marching off the other way. You just want to have one nice, decent day. Just one. But no, you can’t even go a full passing time without Jeno approaching you and beating you. ‘I just want this to stop.’ You thought before walking in to your first class.

The school day went by slowly as you sat in your last class of the day, watching the clock slowly ticking.

‘Ugh, can’t the bell just ring already?”

*ding ding*

And there it is.

You quickly stand up and grab all your stuff and run out of the classroom and school building. You sprint to your house, which isn’t that far from the school, and open the front door. “Mom, I’m home!” You yell as you take off your shoes by the door. Your mom walks out of the kitchen and holds a small pink envelope. “Y/N, you got something in the mail today.”

You widen your eyes as your mom hands you the envelope. You see “To: Y/N” with hearts drawn all over it. You run upstairs and into your room to open the letter.

As you read it, you can’t help but blush.

“Hi, Y/N~ I just wanted to say that you’re really beautiful and I can’t help but melt every time I see you. You make my heart beat really fast and I just have the sudden urge to wrap you in my arms and never let you go. But for some reason, I can never do that. I just suddenly forget who I am and do the opposite. I hope this letter puts a smile on your face. You’re beautiful when you smile, and I just wish that smile was for me. Not soon, but sometime. But anyways, I hope you’ve enjoyed this letter. Have a nice night and get lots of rest! XOXO”

You had no clue who wrote this letter but you got to admit, you found it absolutely adorable and precious that someone would write such a letter to you that didn’t fail to bring a smile to your face.

That night, all you could think about was who the person that was behind the anonymous letter even was.

The next day at school was surprisingly…calm. Jeno hasn’t messed with you (yet) and no class was hard today. You could say today was a good day. Probably the best day you have ever had at school so far. And what made it better was that you found another letter from the same anonymous person yesterday.

“Good luck in class today! You look so gorgeous today ^^ but then again you look gorgeous everyday XD”

The note was sadly short but it was still adorable and so sweet, you couldn’t help but smile as you read it. You didn’t think anything would ruin this nice day until the person you hated approached you.

“Oooooo, is that a note?” Jeno asked from behind your shoulder. You widen your eyes and hide the note behind your back.

“So what if it is?” You spat at him, getting more irritated since he pretty much ruined your happy day.

He grins, “Whatever. I just wanted to say sorry.”

You raise an eyebrow. ‘Did I just hear him correctly?’ “Wait, what did you just say?”

“I said I’m sorry for being such a jerk to you. I’ll make it up to you. Just come to the rooftop after school today.”

He looked serious about this, so you thought he was actually sorry about everything. You still couldn’t fully trust him, though, but you went with what your gut told you to do.

“O-okay.”

He gave you a smile, which you’ve actually never seen before other than the time that he would laugh at you after beating you up. but this smile was much more different. It was more sincere. He actually looks kinda good when he smiles..

It was the end of the school day, and you went up to the rooftop, curious as to why Jeno would suddenly want to meet you up there. As you make your way to the rooftop, you see a crowd of students and you see Jeno in the middle of all of them.

“Guys, she’s here!” A guy in the crowd said. They all turned their heads to me, making me shrink into place. I see Jeno turn his head towards me as he approaches me, a small grin plastered on his face.

“Y/N, you’re here~ Just in time.”

You raise an eyebrow. “In time for what?”

He smirks as he holds up a rope. You’re curious as to why he’s holding a rope until you look up. Before you know it, a huge bucket of chocolate milk is poured all over you.

You could hear everyone laughing, taking photos, and recording you. You see Jeno standing in front of you, laughing and pointing fingers at you. You felt your face turn red and you were done. Done with everything. You hated Jeno. You just wanted him to leave you alone and stop messing with you.

You stood up and wiped some chocolate milk out of your eyes. “You really think this is funny?!” You shouted at Jeno. Suddenly, the laughter died down. “I’m done with you and your shit, Jeno! I hate you! All you do is mess with me for no particular reason and I’m done with it! You have no idea how shitty my life has been ever since I came to this stupid school. Just leave me alone, I hate you!” You ran back into the school, ignoring everyone that was looking at you weirdly, and ran out of the double doors. You sprinted back home and ran inside, not even bothering to close the door behind you, and ran upstairs to your room, shutting the door. You were crying your eyes out. You hated life, you just wanted to flee from this world.

As Jeno sat in his room, he got a notification from one of his friends. it was a video of the incident with Y/N. He tapped on the notification that lead to the video, and watched it. Jeno could feel tears swell up in his eyes as he remembered back to what Y/N said to him earlier. He loves her. Yet he did all this stupid shit to her that he regrets and has been regretting ever since. “Fuck, I’m so stupid…” He ran his fingers through his hair frustratingly and laid down on his bed, facing the ceiling. I gotta make it up to her.

it was finally the weekend, which meant Y/N didn’t have to worry about being picked on Jeno again. Y/N always looked forward to the weekends. Not only because school is out, but also because you don’t have to worry about Jeno and his antics.

As Y/N was lying down on her bed, your mom walks in, holding an envelope. “Another note.”

Y/N jumps up and quickly snatches the note out of your mom’s hand.

“You seem to be getting these notes a lot. I wonder what they’re about.” Your mom says, wriggling her eyebrows up and down. Y/N blushes.

“Just something.”

“Okay~ well, enjoy that letter then.” Your mom says before walking out, closing the door behind her.

‘Oh, I will.’

Y/N quickly opened the letter and read what it said.

“Y/N, meet me at the park down the street at 11:30.”

Y/N raised an eyebrow in confusion. Until the realization hit you. ‘Wait, am I going to meet him? The guy behind all these letters?!’ Y/N squealed at the fact that she is actually going to meet this guy.

Y/N was waiting on the park bench, clad in a floral shirt and light blue jeans. As you waited patiently, you were surprised and alo angry to spot the one person she did not want to see at all, walking up to her.

“Why are you here?” you spat at Jeno as he approached you.

“Y/N-”

“You jerk! I told you to leave me alone. Can’t you listen?!”

“Y/N, just listen to me-”

“If you’re here to beat me up, then fine, go ahead.”

“Y/N, I don’t want to beat you up, and I never did want to.”

“Wow, you’re a terrible liar.”

“But I’m not lying. Y/N, just hear me out.”

You cross your arms and sigh, rolling your eyes. “Fine.”

“Y/N, I’m sorry, okay? It was stupid of me to continue messing with you. I should’ve told you this earlier, but I like you. A lot, actually.”

You widen your eyes and hold yourself back fro blushing, even though you fail at that. “W-wait, wh-what?!”

“I like you, Y/N. I tried to deny these feelings on the first day you came here since I’ve actually never felt this way towards anyone. You’re so special to me, I’m sorry for the dumb shit I did to you these past couple months.”

“I’m special? Special enough so that you can beat me up everyday and make fun of me?”

“No, it’s not like that! Y/N please just forgive me.”

You could hear the sincerity in his voice and also see it in his eyes. You wanted to trust him, but you still don’t know if you can.

“How do I know if I can trust you or not?”

“Well, would you believe me if I said I’m the one who wrote you all those love notes to you?

You widen your eyes and you could not believe what you just heard. ‘J-Jeno is the one behind all those nice and sweet letters?’

“N-no! you can’t be! He’s so nice and caring, unlike you!”

“Y/N, please… Believe me.”

You felt tears about ready to fall down, and you almost run away until Jeno grabbed your wrist and pulled you back. You felt your back bump against his chest.

“Y/N. I like you so much. Please, don’t leave.” He whispered in your ear, wrapping his arms around you.

You widen your eyes and you wanted to escape from his strong grasp, but you can’t. You wondered if you felt the same way towards him. Did you?

“J-Jeno…”

“Please, Y/N. Forgive me and all those stupid mistakes that I made.”

You turned towards him and saw that he was currently crying. You had no choice, but you engulfed him in a hug. Jeno was taken aback by the hug, and you had to admit, you were too.

He wrapped his arms you and whispered a “Thank you.”

As you break the hug, you guys stare into each other’s eyes. You had to admit, Jeno is really good looking. And the fact that he’s currently smiling while staring lustfully into your eyes, makes your heart melt and you could feel your face heat up just by that.

“Gosh, I really like you, Y/N…”

“I like you too, Jeno.”

He widens his eyes, shocked. “REALLY?”

You giggle, “Yes, really.”

He engulfs you into another hug, but this time, tighter.

Before you both know it, you both are inching closer towards each other, and kiss. You felt sparks fly as your lips touched his soft ones. As you broke the kiss, your foreheads touched each other’s as you both smiled at each other.

“I still can’t believe you’re the anonymous person behind the letter. Gosh, you’re so cheesy, but it’s cute.”

“Pfft, you loved my letters. But you love me more.”

“Maybe I do…”

“Yes.” Jeno pecks your lips softly. “You do, darling.”

“Gahh, I do love you, you cheesy idiot.”

He smiles at you and lifts you up into his arms. “And I love you too. So, so much.”

Letters to Bucky (Part Two)

Welcome to the story! Catch up on Chapter One HERE

Almost 2500 words here, our boys write and flirt and its adorable.

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To: Tony

–Valentine’s Day is just another day here. Some of the men on base try to keep up with the local girls, but I don’t. Cultural differences and all that. Plus with my assignments the best I could manage is a one night stand and that doesn’t really go over well this side of the world.  Guys or girls.
–I came back because I didn’t want to go home. Long story short anyway.
–I am thirty. Brown hair, blue eyes. About six two. I have a beard kind of right now since we’ve been out on patrol. Being in this unit means the rules are a lot more relaxed. And if it matters at all, I’ve been in the military since I was 18 and well, it shows. Nobody ever complains when I get undressed at least. What about you? Tell me what you look like.
–So pain pills make you flirty and sexual? Is that all it takes? I’ll start mailing you some with each letter to keep things interesting.
–A phone doesn’t really work where I am, unless it’s a sat phone and I don’t have one.
–Letters will work. It’s kind of nice to physically write something instead of tapping on a keyboard. Feels more personal I guess. Intimate.
–You don’t really have to say anything when you write, Tony. just whatever. Tell me about your room, or about your annoying nurse or your favorite color. I don’t care. Stop crossing shit out though. Or at least only cross it out once instead of scribbling at it. I want to know what goes through your head. All of it.
–I am safe today. We all are
–Write me back

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To you,

I wish that things could have gone differently for us. I really wish that there was some way to make things work out. I don’t know what you’re doing right now and I don’t know if I even cross your mind anymore the way I used to. I don’t know how easy I was to forget or if you still lie awake at night thinking about me too. I don’t know if you ever consider calling to check up on me anymore or if you’ve just moved past that entirely. I don’t know if I’m anything more than the girl you know will do you favors because she still cares. Hell, I don’t even know if we’re on the same planet anymore. But here’s to a clean cut and a nice ending. I hope you’re having a nice life.

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