and has been in my drafts for months


So, people who follow my fanfic may be wondering where the fuck I’ve been. Or those of you who follow my absolutely dead and boring blog in general.

I’m here, hi, hello.

So good god, where do I start? Uh. Depression and anxiety suck but I think we all know that. But the main thing has been that my mother had surgery last month and I’ve been spending a shit ton of time trying to help her out and around the house. That’s mainly what’s been eating up a lot of my time.

In regards to continuing fanfic, I definitely will sometime in the future. I haven’t abandoned all of them, don’t worry.

But I guess the biggest update is I’m working on a novel? It’s still a huge work in progress, almost 20,000 words in and still just the first draft. And knowing myself and my complete inability to finish anything I start, I’m cautiously optimistic. But if anyone wants to know anything about it, feel free to shoot me some asks or messages! I always love talking about what I’ve been working on.

I guess that’s it for the update. I’ll be trying to post more stuff so this blog won’t completely die. ‘Cause uh. It’s getting close.

  • Aries: How to clean your dishwasher with kool-aid
  • Taurus: How to accept that your computer is slow
  • Gemini: How to feel a guy's muscle without looking gay
  • Cancer: How to act shy so that people think you are cool and you will be the best
  • Leo: How to wake up from the American Dream
  • Virgo: How to take a shower smoothly
  • Libra: How to practice nudism in your room without anyone knowing
  • Scorpio: How to become a civil war corpse
  • Sagittarius: How to win an argument when you know you are wrong
  • Capricorn: How to be inspired by Michelle Obama
  • Aquarius: How to overthrow the patriarchy
  • Pisces: How to overcome anxiety naturally with foods

This job… we try to save as many people as we can. Sometimes that doesn’t mean everybody. But if we can’t find a way to live with that, next time… maybe nobody gets saved.

Captain America: Civil War (2016), dir. Anthony & Joe Russo