and guess what

Little things about f!Shenko from ME3 that I love:

  • The way Kaidan looks with muted longing and respect each time he sees Shepard. It’s like an advanced version of ME1′s puppy eyes: his adoration and admiration is still there, but it’s tangled up in the darkness that lies between them.
  • The way they chuckle when they banter to each other after they reconcile on the Presidium, and in their lighter conversations thereafter.
  • The way he holds her hand to her face each time she cups his cheek as if he’s making sure she’s really there and he wants to hold a part of her to him.
  • THE WAY HE KISSES HER HAND WHILE HOLDING IT TO HIS FACE ARE OYU KIDDING ME THAT’S MY JAM BIOWARE
  • The sure and simple way he says how he loves her “‘til the end of time.” It’s not a declaration or grandstanding, it’s a statement of absolute fact. Shepard is It. Always was, always will be.
  • the LOOK OF HORROR ON HIS FACE AS HE PLEADS WITH HER “DON’T LEAVE ME BEHIND”
  • HIM HOLDING OUT HIS HAND AS SHE STEPS AWAY FROM HIM BECAUSE HE STILL WANTS TO HOLD ONTO A PART OF HER
  • Him trying to be all suave and impressive in the kitchen but he gets so flustered just to have her nearby that he creates a very likely kitchen emergency
  • Basically just everything about f!Shenko that flips the het romance dynamic of “flustered head-over-heels starry eyed woman falls for a capable, charming, tough man“ into a flustered starry eyed MAN falling for the capable, tough woman because that is EVERY SHIP I LOVE IN EVERYTHING EVER
  • the way he pitches his voice lower into that husky rasp when he’s being sexually suggestive i mean r u kiddin me, u can get it all day every day, alenko

i found a new rarepair hell to burn in. i’m out of fics, send help

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In today’s round of Boring News that Nobody Cares About, I bought this soft crate for only $39 on eBay so hopefully it’s not terrible and I can do the crate training thing you Americans are so into.

A few years back i made a list of bands that i would like to see live before i die - a pretty smart thing to do for someone who was lowkey suicidal a lot back then. I thought about this recently and realised that i’ve seen most of those bands now (or will see them this year) - so time for a new list! Here goes:

- Sigur Rós
- Atoms For Peace (rip i dont think this is realistic but you never know)
- Beirut (i missed them like 500 times now BUT we saw their singer at the Junun gig in Berlin)
- Babyshambles
- Aimee Mann
- Fiona Apple
- K’ s Choice
- Beach House
- Adam Green (I have a video of him saying hi to me and that he hopes i can come to his next gig though, my friends are the best)
- The Strokes (hahahajajahahajflslldjsl 😂)
- Balthazar
- Catfish & the Bottlemen
- Gorillaz (LMAO AS IF)/Blur/Damon in some form
- Ramona Falls
- Father John Misty
- Sleater-Kinney (i got into them like a day after they played here 😭)
- Lady Lamb
- Low
- Sharon van Etten
- TV on the Radio (i had a ticket but they cancelled and never rescheduled and I am mad about that)