This is going to sound cheesy;
I’m going to bed soon. I’ve watched some videos and calmed my nerves enough to stop crying and now I can write this post
Jaes first tweet didn’t mention it was Jonghyun, so I was confused and wondered who exactly had died. I went into trending to figure out who it was and #Jonghyun and #SHINee was trending. I got extremely anxious and clicked on his name. The first word I read was Jonghyun, second was Suicide.
My heart broke so much. I instantly started crying. I knew Jonghyun was not okay but I thought he had gotten better. I felt so upset and saddened and I was going to pray for his. Life and that the news was fake until I checked tumblr, the news, etc to see if the news was real. It was confirmed by his sister and the police.
Jonghyun was, and forever will be my favorite soloist and bias in SHINee. “Let Me. out"and "elevator” were and will always be my favorite songs of his. Nothing, no matter how long it’s been and whoever idol comes into my life, he will forever be in my heart and my mind. God bless Jonghyun, the members of SHINee, his family and friends and all of his fans for having to go through this. It must’ve been so much for him to deal it’s and I hope his family will be okay.
Hopefully this news will teach us not to have fanwars and to end abuse in the Kpop industry that we cannot see. Hopefully sm Ent change their ways because we all know what that place is like. Please stop bullying and abusing others. And if you’re in need of help, please contact someone you trust.
Rest In Peace, Jonghyun. 💓💕