and going to bed soon

This is going to sound cheesy;

I’m going to bed soon. I’ve watched some videos and calmed my nerves enough to stop crying and now I can write this post

Jaes first tweet didn’t mention it was Jonghyun, so I was confused and wondered who exactly had died. I went into trending to figure out who it was and #Jonghyun and #SHINee was trending. I got extremely anxious and clicked on his name. The first word I read was Jonghyun, second was Suicide.

My heart broke so much. I instantly started crying. I knew Jonghyun was not okay but I thought he had gotten better. I felt so upset and saddened and I was going to pray for his. Life and that the news was fake until I checked tumblr, the news, etc to see if the news was real. It was confirmed by his sister and the police.

Jonghyun was, and forever will be my favorite soloist and bias in SHINee. “Let Me. out"and "elevator” were and will always be my favorite songs of his. Nothing, no matter how long it’s been and whoever idol comes into my life, he will forever be in my heart and my mind. God bless Jonghyun, the members of SHINee, his family and friends and all of his fans for having to go through this. It must’ve been so much for him to deal it’s and I hope his family will be okay.

Hopefully this news will teach us not to have fanwars and to end abuse in the Kpop industry that we cannot see. Hopefully sm Ent change their ways because we all know what that place is like. Please stop bullying and abusing others. And if you’re in need of help, please contact someone you trust.

Rest In Peace, Jonghyun. 💓💕


Originally posted by smoldinopup

anonymous asked:

1 & 14 (also go to bed soon it's a school night <3)

Kit is this you :eyes:

1. Song of the Year

Spotify says “Hips Don’t Lie” which is very accurate considering how obsessed I was with it throughout 9/12 months this year.

14. Favorite book you read this year?

Either Magnus Chase book 3 or Six of Crows

Thanks for asking ‘anon’

Gonna be going to bed soon. Honestly though, you mutuals should hit me up for plots and stuff! Seriously like… like this if you wouldn’t mind me writing up a random starter for you or something the next time I’m on. Not guaranteeing anything, but I’d like to get some other things going, just to balance things out from the intense shit I got going on with @tarynitdown. (Not that I’m complaining about that though. xD)

Stanley Uris Takes A Bath

And then gets out nice and relaxed and ready to go to bed so he can see his old friends soon because they’re planning a reunion that has nothing to do with a scary demon alien thing

Too tired

Originally posted by shawnthecutest

Summary: Shawn stays up late to finish one of his songs and a very sleepy y/n comes to check on him.

Fluff (may give you some feels)

A/N: It’s just something short and i hope cute enough to give you some feels bc I’ve been really into Shawn lately and wanted to write something but I had this huge writer’s block so yeah, hope you like it :)

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   Shawn was sitting on the couch in the living room of his flat in Toronto, which he now shared with y/n, his girlfriend. It was almost 2am, he had his favourite guitar on his lap, scattered papers covering the floor and the couch. You see, Shawn had this amazing idea for a song and he’s been sitting like that for the past 4 hours, coming up with new lyrics to accompany the melody. 

    He has finished writing another line and was about to try it out with some tunes, but let out a long yawn. He shook his head slightly and run a hand over his face before getting up and walking to the kitchen to grab a cup of coffee, to keep him awake for some more time. 

    He switched on small lights that were placed underneath the cupboards, so that he can comfortably maneuver around the kitchen, without stubbing his little toe. He took out one of his favourite mugs, that you got him for your first anniversary, and quietly placed it on the hard counter. Then he took the right capsule and popped it into the coffee machine. As he waited for the drink to be made, he lifted up his arms above his head and stretched. He slightly bended to the sides and then moved around his shoulder blades until he heard a not so pleasent sound, but that little pop from his spine made him feel much, much better. Sitting for hours hunched over his guitar and notes weren’t doing his spine any favours. 

       The noises coming out of the machine made him close his eyes and take a deep breath, hold it in and then exhale. Then a strong smell of coffee filled up the room, immediately making Shawn feel more awake.

      While taking the first sip, which just burned his upper lip, he heard footsteps and a soft voice calling his name, “Shawn?”

      “In the kitchen, love.”

       A few seconds later y/n came into the room, dressed in one of his t-shirts and some underwear hidden underneath it, as it reached her mid-thigh. 

      “It’s late. Shouldn’t you be asleep?“

      “I’m just finishing a song, I’ll be done so-”

      “Shawn, it’s 2am. Baby, you’re overworking yourself again.” She run her hand up and down his back, his free arm wrapping around her shoulders, pressing her smaller form into his body. 

         Shawn pressed a gentle kiss at the top of her head, “Go back to bed, I’ll come to you soon.”

         Y/n opened her mouth to say something, but a yawn escpaed her mouth instead so she shook her head. “Nah, you’re coming with me. I can see you’re tired, Shawn. Please, take a break and get some rest.”

         Now it was Shawn’s turn to shake his head, taking three sips of his coffee. His hand was now resting on her hip and she wrapped her arms around his waist, sleepily resting her head against his broad chest. 

      “I can’t, it’s almost finished, I promise. Just one more hour and I’ll go to bed.”

       Shawn heard a sigh leave y/n’s lips and then she stood on her tippy toes to press a little kiss just underneath his jawline. 

      “I’m too tired to argue so I’m gonna go back to bed. Come cuddle whenever you’re done, rockstar.” Shawn couldn’t help but smile and placed one more kiss on her lips, she hummed in agreement against his mouth, and then left the kitchen with Shawn following closely. He stopped in front of the living room when he saw y/n open the door to their laundry room.

      “Love, that’s not our bedroom.” He bit his bottom lip, trying to stifle a laugh, watching y/n stop in her tracks, pure confusion written over her face. 

      She mumbled a “what?” and quickly switched on the light in the room to, in fact, be faced with a washing machine and a dryer.

      “Dammit,” she said before switching off the light in the laundry room, closing the door and going now in the right direction.

      “Goodnight, baby. I love you,” Shawn called after her, a smile on his face, a warm feeling spreading in his chest. 

4

I… really like Overlord… it’s such a good show it’s all I’ve ever wanted out of an anime… I love all of the characters and it’s hard for me to pick a favorite (besides Ainz ofc) but here are some I like a lot!!

anonymous asked:

You know what we don't talk about? How the only way that the mage could've possibly stopped hurting Simon was for him to die. When Penny did the whole Simon Says thing, all Simon asked for was for the mage to stop hurting him. Not for him to die, or leave, or anything. Just to stop hurting him. And what happened? The mage died. Because that was the only thing that could've happened to make him stop hurting Simon. That's so intense and no one ever talks about it?

oh my god??????? i’ve literally never thought about that but you’re so right???? and now i want to cry because simon deserved a much better father figure poor baby he deserved (deserves tbh) the world and i was already having simon feel today oh man q.q

Originally posted by jacktheelephant

I just had the absolute most vivid dream I’ve ever had and it was about dnp coming out… bare with me

it was on younow, they did a joint one. the camera was on a table or something and the image was slightly tinted orange for some reason, maybe it was was later at night for them idk. They were both leaning over the phone, their heads taking up the whole frame almost. Phil’s head was resting against Dan’s cheek and it was squishing it; after a few seconds dan pulled back a bit and gave Phil a look where his eyes were wide but like he looked excited and his lips kind of curled inwards and he was smirking a bit. they then fell back onto wherever they were sitting which i guess was a bed or something and Dan was leaning over Phil. at this point Dan put his hands on the sides of Phil’s face and just like leant down and kissed him. it was just a peck but he ended the broadcast right after it.

i normally wouldn’t write something like this,,, but this was one of the weirdest dreams I’ve ever had. my dreams are always random and are never about real life situations, and I’ve never had a dream that felt as real as that one. it was so weird that i woke up straight after and thought it had actually happened (you have no idea how confused i was when i came on tumblr and nobody was talking about it). Also, it was odd because I remember dreaming about just watching the regular liveshow… like I was aware the dream was happening when it was just them there talking to us. even that part of the dream was a bit distorted though, but the end part just felt so real. in the dream as soon as it happened, I closed my laptop and laid down on the floor and just said “yep. there it is” and then got really happy and excited and rolled over and put my face in my hands. which is another weird thing, as I’ve never seen myself in a dream before.

tl;dr i had a really vivid realistic dream that Dan and Phil kissed on younow