and getting shit off my chest


i actually could not stop thinking about this……..

Okay…I’m worried I’m going to lose followers for this and I’m really scared about speaking up about stuff because I’m afraid someone will get upset with me…but can I just say something??

Even if you think PewDiePie is still a bad person after his sincere apology, please don’t bring Markiplier and JackSepticEye into this because they defended their friend they know in real life. They know each other as Felix, Mark, and Sean, which is seperate from their comedic personalities they have on for the camera. You have to remember they’re real, genuine human beings that support each other because they’re friends.

And why are so many people bent on running other people’s careers to the ground? Nobody’s perfect, obviously, so I’m sure everyone has said something that has offended someone at some point in their life, even if it wasn’t to their face.

Felix apologized and acknowledged he took the joke too far, and because other people turned down his requests on the same site (which were not similar in any case, and were practically harmless jokes) and he believed they would turn down his request to hold up the sign. At that point, he didn’t realize that they wouldn’t understand what was being written in English.

If you watch the actual original video he realizes once they actual replied to his request how shocked he was to see they actually did it. He apologized in a video shortly after, then made the newest video in response to how the media blew it out of proportion, and in addition made a tumblr post about it.

He also made it VERY CLEAR, that he does not support ANY kind of hatred, and although some of his jokes can be distasteful or offensive to some people, he NEVER means them sincerely and admits that he’s a “rookie comedian” and he’s just testing boundaries to create comedy. He knows what happened crossed a line, and he apologized.

I’m not defending Felix’s actions and I believe that joke crossed a boundary. I’m not supporting anything anti-Semitic in any way whatsoever, and I’m not a fascist or anything like that, and neither is Felix.

But I also don’t think it’s okay to bully someone because they made an honest mistake in regards to comedy. I don’t think it’s okay to cancel a show hundreds of people worked on because of it. People have been pushing comedic boundaries for years, and yes, jokes can go too far.

But I want to make it

At the same time, a joke is a joke, and maybe if people stopped making Hitler jokes and 9/11 memes, it wouldn’t be considered as a form of comedy. If anything, it points out the faults that the internet has as far as comedy goes, because it’s the weirdness, bluntness, and anonymity of the internet that allows these types of jokes to be acceptable whereas they aren’t in real life. Yet again, you can’t control what people can say and do as far as that goes because of free speech, but people need to understand there are lines and boundaries.

Sometimes certain topics should be kept off limits as comedy, but a lapse in judgement as for what is considered comedic does not call for the destruction of someone’s career (and other people associated with them) because of the clickbait headlines that are spread by untrustworthy media sources.

Thoughts on Marinette after The Christmas Special

Obvious spoilers like woah, i’m tagging this as #mlspoilers, #ml spoilers, and #christmas special spoilers so that you guys can blacklist!

But anyway, can I finally get something off of my chest about Marinette please? Because I love this girl with my entire being and whenever I learn something about her in the show I have to scream and share it with people because she is such an interesting character to me. 

Marinette is a cocky little shit. 

Like, let’s please get this whole image of Marinette as this insecure little girl out of our heads. When she knows she’s really good at something or when she thinks she’s right, this girl gives no shits. She will let you know. She will prove to you how good she is. She will prove to you how right she is. That is a girl who has confidence in droves

The fact that Adrien “Love of Her Life” Agreste was standing right there telling her that Santa Claus wasn’t trying to hurt him and she just flat out said “look, I know an akuma when I see one, I know better than you, so just let me handle this” is just so indicative of the fact that Marinette is completely unafraid to flaunt her prowess. Like she clearly sees herself as an authority on akumas (rightfully so, I mean, she’s Ladybug) and is personally invested in this mess because she thinks that this man kidnapped Adrien. So of course when a) she thinks she’s right, and when b) the things she cares about are in jeopardy, she’s gonna shut you the HELL down. 

Marinette takes pride in what she does. That’s passion. That’s a good thing. She’s also very ambitious in the sense that she wants to defend what she’s good at and she wants to defend what matters to her. And she’ll do whatever necessary to make that happen. The problem with her is that she tends to overdo things and inadvertently hurt people or refuse to see other people’s points of view. 

She didn’t think about what it would mean to embarrass Lila. Like granted, lying isn’t okay, but hey, Lila’s a new girl at a new school trying to make friends. She probably had her reasons that weren’t necessarily malicious. But Marinette doesn’t take the time to think through that possibility. She’s more concerned about preventing her from muscling in on Adrien and shutting down liars because she doesn’t like them (especially when they lie about her). Lila’s feelings were last priority. Same with Max. She didn’t think about the fact that this video game tournament was Max’s dream until much later. At the moment, she was only concerned with beating Max to spend time with Adrien. And the Christmas Special further drove this point home. Her priority wasn’t taking the time to listen to Adrien’s point of view or listen to Santa. Her priority was to stop this akuma villain from kidnapping Adrien because she was so damn confident that he was an akuma. In fact, it took her a hella long time to realize he wasn’t. That’s how blinding her confidence can get. 

Marinette is an overthinker. She doubts herself and freaks out when things don’t go her way or have the possibility of not going her way. Like look at that small moment where she couldn’t find Adrien’s present. Freaking out. Overthinking. Oh my God. Where is it? How could this be happening? What am I going to do? But the moment she finds it? Right back to normal. Races downstairs and out into the cold to make sure the present is delivered. Business as usual. 

She’s not insecure. She’s a perfectionist. A confident, cocky little perfectionist who is learning how to get better about seeing past her goals and considering the bigger picture, i.e. other possibilities and other people. So it annoys me to see people portray her as this girl that doesn’t think she’s good enough for people or thinks she’s not deserving of things. Like that’s just not the Marinette we get in the show. And maybe it’s because people are afraid to admit that the protagonist of our show is flawed and capable of making mistakes (like hey, let’s talk about the fact that this is not the first or even the second akuma Marinette has inadvertently caused). 

Like, yes creative liberties are allowed, but I also get sad when I see people disconnecting from canon too much. Marinette is super fascinating. Don’t take her confidence away from her. 

mmm I normally don’t put up opinions on this blog because I want to keep this nice and happy here but I have to say this: I’m so tired of everyone coddling Keith. The narrative coddles him. The fandom coddles him. Everything he does is good and okay while Lance and Hunk are constantly shoved under the bus to make him look better, and the fandom keeps demonizing other characters for shit he also does. He shouts at Pidge for prioritizing her family first but also rushes in and fucks up the mission for his own personal purposes? And this is seen as right and okay? This isn’t okay. Keith is a flawed character, a wonderful character, but also just any other person and I’d prefer if the narrative and fandom actually treated him as such rather than Mr. Perfect, while demonizing characters like Lance, Hunk, and Allura for the exact same shit he does. I’d also like to point out that I like Keith but the over glorification? I’m done with. Setting him up as the black paladin when he has mostly caused trouble during missions with his recklessness isn’t something I appreciate either, unless we actually see him learning from these mistakes, but we don’t, because neither the narrative or the characters call him out on his bullshit. The writers need to stop putting down other characters to make Keith seem better, because this is happening so much in this season, and I am so fucking sick of it.

Things that piss me off about being trans.

-I’ll never truly have the figure I want
-I have to put up with bullshit I wouldn’t have to if I were a cis guy
-My mom tells me I’m not a boy even though I am one
-I will never get to experience being a little boy
-I’ll never get to look back on being a little boy
-I’ll have to pay for the right puberty
-I’ll have to pay for the right chest
-I’ll have to pay for the right genitals
-I have to wait for the things I listed above
-I have to wait for a long time
-I get randomly very angry
-I get randomly very sad
-I get dysphoric over the weirdest shit
-Some job opportunities will be lost because I am trans
-Other guy’s bodies piss me off
-I’ll never truly have a V-shaped body even if I work for it
-My body won’t look the same as it would if I were cis
-I always think I’m too feminine
-I’m not accepted by my peers because I’m trans
-If I don’t want to be bullied/get accepted I have to be stealth


I need to get something off my chest.

I know I said before that I personally don’t like the stereotypes yaoi has or the way fujoshis portray gay couples

But lately I feel like all the bashing against them or straight women who watch shows with LGBT characters in general is uncalled for

Usually, they simply enjoy the ship like any other ship(Of course excluding the ones who call it sin) and even learn to support the LGBT community along the way?

Meanwhile straight men who enjoy lesbian porn and content in general still treat the LGBTQA+ community like shit, only like lesbian couples for their sexual fantasies and even sometimes claim they dislike real life LBTQA+ women?? Yet I don’t see long ass posts bashing them or people giving them names with awful meanings like fujoshis?

Also, whenever there’s a show with a gay ship straight men spend their time bashing the shippers (and the show if this ship becomes canon), meanwhile straight women react to lesbian ships with neutrality and even positivity most of the time, if not always?

This feels like yet another way to hate on women…

“Sad that some people would rather see the new president and nation fail instead of being optimistic and hope he does a good job”

Well you see Susan, while that would be GREAT and truly a divine act, most of us realize that this bigoted pompous dumpster fire of a human being is not going to suddenly have a change of heart at the last moment and be the leader this country needs. So rather than sit around “praying he do good” we’re hoping he quickly fucks up so catastrophically that we’re done with this shit in under a year. Rather than spend the next four like an abused housewife thinking “maybe he’ll get better”

Easier to sweep it up in one big pile than to sit around with tweezers the next few years picking glass out of our toes


Ok as a JJ fan from the VERY beginning I wanted to get something off my chest. Hang on guys this is going to be long. However i’m not doing a read more because this is very important to the current events happening in the fandom in regards to JJ. 

For 11 episodes, a huge number have hated JJ for various reasons. The numerous amount of you have listed the various reasons for your dislike, from his over confidence to how he called Yurio “a lady” in a previous episode. 

Now suddenly most of you guys are fans of him because he did a bad performance and got “redemption”?? The other half of you original haters are making bad jokes and being all smug about it. This disgusts me. 

If you were originally on the fence about him, sort of disliked him and feel better about him now, that’s fine but I’m talking about the people who made jokes about how he should die or get hurt and hated him for pretty shallow reasons tbh? Now some of those people suddenly feel sad and feel pity for him because he now has very little opportunity to get on the podium and won’t get in the way of your ships?

How two-faced.

Yes, this episode had a big redemption moment for JJ, especially since he was SO shallow and SUCH an asshole according to you guys.

While I agree that it gave him character development and I’m happy that we know more about him and watched him grow, I’m really angry about how some of you are treating it.

So let me give you a background about me and why this character has helped me through a lot.

I’m Canadian. Most Canadian stereotypes say that Canadian’s are nice, polite, shy and above all pushovers. I was one of these people. I got kicked to the sidelines, bullied and I get rude jokes very often by classmates. School is not very easy for me. For a while I had depression and I am trying to move on. I’ve had pressure to be perfect in school, to do things I cannot, to be so much better than I already am. I am constantly compared to people I know, being told “Look how much better than you these people are” “You should be like them.” I’ve had a very ugly breakup with someone who I thought was my friend, I have had rumours spread about me that were completely untrue and changed how I was perceived. I used to be a confident person when I was younger. I LIKED myself. But a while later things changed.

JJ is a Canadian character and is definitely NOT shy or traditionally polite. He is competitive(As shown from his proclamation in episode 10 saying he and his fiancee would get married first and win first place). However he has shown moments of politeness as well, inviting Otabek out to eat with his fiancee and himself, not pushing Yuuri away when the “katsudon” hugged him during his hugging rampage, but you could tell JJ was surprised. people got mad when he tried to talk to Victor and ignored Yuuri but can you really say what his motives were? He probably didn’t notice he was there or wasn’t paying attention, it could have been an accident on his part who knows. 

But in episode 11 he had a humbling moment. That moment where the pressure was too much for JJ and he succumbed to it. He got the worst score in his career, he got intimidated during his performance, he got caught up in the pressures from his family and his fans. Can you say that none of you have had a moment like that? For you to laugh and say “He deserved it” sure says a lot about your own character. I’ve noticed the hate in the tags, some people even saying that they felt bad for him until he did his signature “IT’S JJ STYLE”. First off, did you notice something different about his expression? He looked pained while he was doing it, not at all his normal self. I’ve seen this sort of thing before in real life, this is his way of coping with his loss. Remember that he made a promise to his family and his fiancee that he will win gold and that his fiancee and him will get married AFTER winning gold. He’s coping with how he “lost” the gold medal. He needs some sort of representation of how he is still King, still a winner. His JJ style is the example of that. The good news is that his fiancee still loves him and led the cheer for him during his performance, the Canadian fans joining in cheering him on even during his loss. If that isn’t a representation of Canada’s pride in its representatives I don’t know what to say. But in that moment I couldn’t be prouder of where I come from. 

You guys got mad over JJ telling to Yurio “Ladies first”, can’t you tell he was joking? He has a french name, so he’s probably from Quebec. Believe me, Quebecois are not your stereotypical Canadians, in fact JJ is pretty similar to how they act, but that dosen’t mean that confident Canadians are any less valuable than those stereotypical Canadians. JJ isn’t a terrible person by any means. None of them are. 

JJ’s theme song was about himself, okay but is that so shallow of him that you guys have to hate him for it? DID YOU GUYS EVEN PAY ATTENTION TO WHAT YUURI’S “YURI ON ICE” ROUTINE IS ABOUT? ARE YOU KIDDING ME?????

JJ’s theme INVITES people to join him, the commentator in the episode even said so. It’s a confidence piece, can you really say that figure skaters can’t do a routine to a song based on them? If you think so, then you are going to have to boycott the part of the next episode where Yuuri skates to “Yuri on Ice” then <: Sorry, just following your rules.

You guys didn’t seem to read his character bio when it came out, so I’ll state it for you. “Jean-Jacques tends to run his mouth quite often, but is otherwise a very trustworthy person who consistently carries out any promises he makes.”

People made jokes about how JJ should be ostracized because he’s “straight”. Way to assume something because his partner is a female? Does other orientations such as bisexual, pansexual or ace as some examples are nonexistent to you? As an LGBTQ+ Person myself I’m more than disappointed in you guys and I’m disgusted by your behaviour. Even if he is straight you guys shouldn’t stoop to these jokes. It’s offensive and biphobic. I’m sick of going into the JJ tag and seeing overwhelming amounts of hate. Character tags should be a place for fans to come together, not for haters to rub their hands over positive posts of JJ. Making anti JJ posts and putting it in the main JJ tag is gross too. Just make an anti JJ tag and enjoy yourself so you don’t poison things ok?

Well he didn’t quite follow his promise for getting first place, but what’s more important is that it states he’s trustworthy. A numerous amount of haters had a hatred of JJ because he is an “asshole” and did “other” things? Go ahead and angrily tell me all the bad things he’s done, I’ll refute them. The only bad thing he’s done was be confident in himself. You guys laughed when in episode 10 Viktor, Yuuri, Phichit, Yurio, Otabek, Chris, Minako and Mari up and left when JJ decided to playfully comment how he and his fiancee(who is a gem btw) would get married and win the gold instead. Them leaving the table was a bit of a dick move I’m sorry to say but whatever. 

Sure he’s confident. But his ego took a hit when he did poorly on his performance in this latest episode. People may laugh at him, other people may feel pity. The moment when he truly became the king is when he saw his performance score and learned to cope with it. With the love of his family, his fiancee and his fans, he knows he will be able to move on from this. After all Yuuri is starting to move on from his terrible performance from last year, JJ can move on as well. 

I know this was a long post and all over the place with my topics but it was on my mind since yesterday and I wanted to say it. If you want to block me after this then go ahead, but JJ deserves better than the shit you guys have given him. He’s proven to me that even though times are tough you can still pull through. You are still worthy of happiness, of success. Two-faced fans and haters of JJ piss me off because it shows how shallow some people can be. Anti-JJ things in his main tag pisses me off because it’s what I mostly see when I look at a tag of a character that I resonate with and that I always cared for. But to those of you who have always cared for him, who resonate with what I say, who have had bad moments and learned to grow from it, just know that I am proud of you. 

Thanks for listening.


Because they both look scary at first but softies

I cannot believe there are people out there thinking that Odazai is creepy ship because they have 4 years age difference. No matter if it’s a healthy relationship with explicit consent.

Like, okay. But have you ever considered the fact that at the point in Dark Era Dazai was a godforsaken Mafia Executive?

What amaze me the most was the fact that these people can look at Dazai killing, torturing, punching Akutagawa until he bled, become one of the biggest bad in the strongest criminal organization in Yokohama and they could shrug and say it’s okay for him to do all of that adult stuff.

…All except for choosing who he wanted to sleep with with, because y'know a teenager who was the prodigy of the Port Mafia, the master torturer and guru of negotiation, a young man who could think his way out of pretty much any situation and has broken the laws in ways you probably couldn’t imagine, is still a teenager! He couldn’t possibly have the mental maturity to choose who he want to sleep with!
It doesn’t matter that the guy was a good man who cared him and was the only healthy relationship he had beside Ango and Hirotsu. He’s still 19 and Oda’s still 22. So it’s still not fine.

I am so damn done.

  • Ralph: There's something I need to get off my chest.
  • Jack: Is it your--
  • Ralph: And it's not my shirt.
  • Jack: A-Are you sure?
  • Ralph: Yes.
  • Jack: Because you know I could help you take it off.
  • Ralph: I'm positive it's not my shirt.
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  • Ralph: Why are we even having this conversation??
Trends that should die off in art

Incest shipping

Pedophilia shipping

Racism (turning a canonly black character white or a canonly brown character white cause you’re an asswipe)

Noncon (kids don’t look that up)

Fetishising trans people for your disgusting fantasies or “comedy”

Bashing art of a character you don’t like (I hate the joker..But even I know it’s terrible to reblog a drawing of the joker and to bash it)

This shit is harmful, regardless if it’s “fiction lol”

Try Telling that to the sharks after Jaws was released.

Animes with a large yaoi fandom that are NOT yaoi/BL~

UPDATE: To the idiots who are actually flaming me, how cliche and illiterate can you get, it’s hilarious. 

I’m probably going to lose a shit ton of followers and get a lot of hate on especially on a bishies blog like this, but I’ve been thinking of making a post like this for a while and frankly, need to let this out of my chest. 


So to my disturbance but unsurprisingly, I noticed a lot of people who like anime, but have not seen the following animes I am about to list, thought they were shounen-ai, boys love or yaoi. Because of that, a lot of people avert from them dismissing the animes off as pure fanservice for crazy fangirls. 
I understand this because I was and still am one of those people who stayed away. 

But after having the pleasure of diving into actually watching/reading Kuroshitsuji, Durarara!!, Hunter x Hunter, K-Project, etc. you start realizing how damn deep these works of fiction are and you really enjoy the characters and plot once you zone out the fandoms. 

There is no yaoi or BL whatsoever and any fanservice added is simply added in the anime and is in no way canon to the original work, manga.

I won’t be mentioning sports animes or reverse harems cause they’re full of guys, the fandom is bound to be crazy over that so I’ve given up hope. 

Basically, I just want to be a bitch and crush fangirly dreams so this post is pretty much me proving to newcomers why these animes are not yaoi and the men are not ‘gay.’

Okay, if you hate this already, stop here, backspace, block me, whatever. If you agree, carry on.

If you do happen to carry on but don’t agree, DO NOT attempt to argue or fight with me on this. Sorry to say, but I’m not really that open-minded and I stand firm on my beliefs here so if you don’t agree, then don’t ever socialize with me. Everyone is happy. We’re good.


Let’s start with Durarara!!

Let’s start with the most popular and raging ship in that fandom. Shizaya.
Shizuo and Izaya have been confirmed that they feel only hate and dislike towards each other. They literally want to get rid of each other. That’s it. And somehow, that is interpreted as ‘love’ by fangirls. 
In any case, the author already answered that Izaya was ‘normal’ and that he ‘has his needs.’ In Japan, that equates to being a healthy, heterosexual male who has normal sexual urges now and then. 

Despite claiming to love all of humanity, Izaya does flirt with women a lot and even said how he wants to date one or a few of them when they threatened to kill him. 

Shizuo used to have a crush on an older woman who sold him milk. He was originally supposed to be paired up with Namie by the author. He is also ship teased with Vorona and she to him.

Never had Shizuo shown any interest in men. 


Now on to K-Project. 

Reisi has been canonically ship teased with Seri. Seri has been revealed to harbor a bit of a crush on him. 
Reisi has no other feelings towards Mikoto other than wanting him to take responsibilities as King and a comrade. Mikoto is 100% indifferent to everything aside from his clan and family. 

Yukari Mishakuji is beautiful. He talks femininely, use makeup and skin care products. He paints his nails and is obsessed with everything beautiful.

He also said that he would only date Nagare Hisui IF he was a girl. If that doesn’t not ring a bell, I don’t know what does. 


Let’s go on to the ever so famous Kuroshitsuji and its famous bullshit rumor about it being “supposed to be a yaoi.” 
A Japanese person runs a blog on this website responsible for translating Yana Toboso’s blog. 
She has already confirmed that literally, no one in Japan including the author herself know anything about that made up rumor. As time went by, the rumors only got worse to the point that even non-shippers believe it (like I stupidly did in the past)

Both Yana and her editor already said too many times that Sebastian and Ciel feel nothing for each other aside from business, hostility and distrust. Let’s also add that Yana had GFantasy publish Kuroshitsuji. A company that strictly prohibits yaoi and BL of any form.  

Ciel throughout the manga and especially in the latest chapters had only shown concern and love towards Elizabeth Midford. Ciel, a cold-hearted child obsessed with revenge was legitimately about to throw his life on the line when Lizzy was in danger during the Campania arc. 

Whether this can be interpreted romantically or platonically on Ciel’s part is more ambiguous, but there is no doubt that the two care greatly about each other. 

If Sebastian really had ‘feelings’ for Ciel like so many fangirls like to believe, he would definitely do everything in his OP demonic power to get rid of Lizzy and have Ciel for himself.

Instead, he actively teases Ciel and respects Lizzy as well as support their fiancee relationship. Any ‘feelings’ he has towards Ciel is that of a predator and his dinner. 
Sebastian also has a lot of fun interrogating women in certain, special ways. Something he has never shown interest in doing with men. 


Finally, Hunter x Hunter.

Ever since a shounen like HxH attracted female viewers, no doubt because of the generous amount of bishounens on there (Hisoka, Killua, Illumi, Chrollo, etc,) the yaoi fandom now dominates the place and Killua and Gon became the most popular ship.
Even more than canon ones like Meruem and Komugi. 

I have run across people who even said that Killua and Gon are canon and that there can be nothing to challenge that. (apparently fangirls think they own shit now)

Killua had said countlessly that Gon was his “dear friend.” To anyone with common sense, a friend is not the same thing as a lover lol. There is nothing between the two little boys aside from a beautiful friendship that often occurs between children and adolescents even if a website like tumblr might find this shocking.

Let’s finish this with Hisoka, a character that has much controversy recently regarding his sexuality ever since certain people including I headcanoned him heterosexual cause we can.
But because of that one simply headcanon, people I personally knew and I were attacked, harassed, badmouthed and mocked. 

Until Togashi or Ishida confirms anything, Hisoka is left ambiguous. 
That does not mean that we cannot analyze canon evidence however.

When it comes to every single male character in HxH (including Illumi and Chrollo, the two male characters often shipped with Hisoka,) Hisoka has only expressed desire to fight and eventually kill them. This stretched down to Hisoka’s only ‘friend,’ Illumi. He has absolutely no problem killing Killua just to earn Illumi’s wrath to have the opportunity to kill him.

Hisoka’s interest in fighting Chrollo turned into 100% indifference when he learned the Phantom Troupe leader could not use nen courtesy of Kurapika.
Gon is just another toy he wants ripened to have the pleasure of killing.

The only person Hisoka is intimate with, tried to sleep with, get a date with, shared his past and his abilities with is to the beautiful female character Machi.
This extends to the latest chapter of 357 where he seemingly spared her at least temporarily out of respect.

Even when Machi threatened to chase him down to the ends of the world to eradicate him when he playfully makes her choose between him and Chrollo, he seemed satisfied with that.


For Shingeki no Kyojin, the most popular pairing in the Western fandom is Eren and Levi.
In the Japanese fandom, the most popular ship is Eren and Mikasa.

While I’m at it, SNK’s author answered in a Q&A that he purposely wrote Levi to have an attraction towards Petra Ral. 

And that ladies and gentlemen, concludes my throwing shade analysis of the above yaoi-dominated animes. 

(Also, I own none of the drawings used.)

I realized now why Wolfgang and Kala were the first sensate to truly appear to one another; Why Kala saw Wolfgang first and why Wolfgang saw Kala first before the other sensates.

Wolfgang is courage.

He gave Lito courage when Lito was unable to have the courage to lose his career for Hernan and why he appeared to Kala during her wedding to tell her that she shouldn’t marry Rajan because she didn’t love him because she didn’t have the courage to cancel her wedding.

Kala, on the other hand, is faith; the light even.

She appeared to Wolfgang when he was on stage when he was clearly having a traumatic reaction. Kala then appeared in the hospital when Wolfgang was very upset about Felix getting shot, no doubt questioning if Felix will make it, yet Kala appeared and they talked about why Felix was such a good friend. She appeared again in the kitchen where she made Wolfgang a fucking bomb when Wolfgang thought he was really going to die due to the lack of ammunition he had against his uncle’s cronies.

Wolfgang is a contradiction; he gives her courage, but importantly, he shows her that life isn’t as pretty as it seems, and he gives her the courage to face it head on.

Kala, on the other hand, gives Wolfgang the faith that maybe everything can be better; she’s the light in his darkness, in his life.