and get back will all the feels again

So...

Disclaimer – I haven’t rewatched everything for this list (I put myself through quite a few scenes but… ick) so this is from memory with help from the ED Wiki, if anything is incorrect I’m sorry! :) All dates are episode air dates, stuff in brackets is my own thoughts.

October 11thShe arrives, after Robert asks her to come.
October 13th
Thinks Robert wanted her to come back to start again. ‘You’ve tried everything else and found none of it compares.’
October 14th
She tries multiple times to get Robert into bed, even when he says no. Offers him HF with her. Kiss #1, he tells her he feels nothing, she asks for one more kiss which he rejects.
October 17th
Visits Robert at the scrapyard, she wasn’t expecting him to be quite so spoken for
October 24thShe seems upset when she hears about the engagement, around the back of the pub afterwards she’s worried about him after the accident. Robert goes to walk away and give up their arrangement, begs him to help her and offers 20% of HF along with Andy’s freedom.
October 27th
She tells Chrissie that she was with Robert during their engagement party spitefully. Robert tells Chrissie he thinks Rebecca is still a bit in love with him.

November 7thGets the vase as evidence against Lachlan for Robert.
November 8th
Reveals all about shooting at bonfire night. Later, gives Robert video evidence against Lachlan.
November 10th
Robert is harsh in front of Lawrence, she’s upset. Later, she finds out it was just for Lawrence’s benefit.
November 14th
She persuades Lawrence not to throw Diane and Doug out of their house.
November 15th
Kiss #2. Robert stops it, she wants more and tries to persuade him.
November 17th
She persuades Lachlan to hand himself into the police to clear Andy’s name.
November 29th
She threatens to tell Aaron about the kiss unless Robert helps Lachlan escape jail. When he tells her he’s been leading her on, she would have kissed him again. Thinks he wants her and Aaron, upset when he tells her no. Crying later on at HF to Chrissie about being used, she still loves him.
November 30th
Reveals the kiss in front of all at Cain’s party. Pretends Robert wanted more, she’s humiliated when Aaron says he knew all along, tries to make out Robert wants her, that he’s all over her but it’s a lie.

December 14thFinds Liv trying to break into the Mill and tells Aaron. Wants Robert’s help with business again. Insensitive comment about Gordon’s money.
December 15th
Wants Robert’s help again with business meeting, begs him to go with her. Thinks Robert is keen to help her, but it’s really for Aaron. Threatens to phone police when Aaron steals money from HF, but is understanding when he explains and helps out. Thanks Robert later for his help, he’s thankful for her help with Aaron – she likes Aaron and wants Robert to be happy, accepts they’ll only be friends.
December 16th
Needs Robert’s help again with business meeting.

January 5thHelps Robert out with Aaron’s birthday present, as long as Robert helps her with HF stuff, and the overnight business meeting.
January 6th
Rebecca tells Robert the overnight business meeting was cancelled the other day and she forgot to tell him. (never mentioned again… did she forget?)
January 9th
She helps decorate for Charity’s birthday party
January 17th
Robert is helping Rebecca with a business plan.
January 18th
Rebecca begs Robert to help her with business meeting. Afterwards she persuades him to stay for a drink at HF, where Aaron finds them. (we all know what happened after this)

February 1stShe drives to the Woolpack, then the Mill to tell Robert in person that his money will be in his account soon. Offers to help with interior design at the Mill.
February 2nd
Robert goes to HF to meet her (does she text him?). She wants to leave the village, Robert talks her around. (is that what she wanted?)
February 20th
She leaves money behind the bar at Robert and Aaron’s wedding.

March 15thHelps Robert out with Liv looking after her while Robert goes to the prison. Talks to Liv about her school problems. Looks appropriately concerned when Robert is worried about Aaron.
March 16th
She tells Liv to tell Robert what the problem is. Later, she’s in the pub with Ross when Robert texts her. She runs straight around. Robert rants, tries it on and she rejects him. Instead of leaving or trying to sort him out, she takes her coat off and starts playing with the furniture. He tries it on again… we know what happens after that.
March 17th
Kicks Ross to the curb, leaving Robert a voicemail and going to find him. Offers to go into the Mill. When she realises he doesn’t want her she gets upset/angry, telling him she feels cheap and used, threatens to tell everyone what happened. Says the same to Chas when confronted by her. (they obviously didn’t spend the whole night together as Robert had not changed his clothes yet Rebecca had, and the voicemail seemed that way too)
March 21st
Robert texts her and she goes running straight to him. Robert wants her to keep quiet, she looks gleeful at him being worried. Puts all the blame onto Robert, then says she’ll keep quiet. Spends the whole afternoon with Ross then takes him to the pub, making sure everyone knows what they’ve been up to then kissing him, all in front of Robert.

Future Things we know from spoilers:

April 6thShe invites herself to Aaron’s welcome home party.
April 7th
She starts getting friendly with Victoria.

Someone pointed out on twitter earlier (don’t have the link anymore though, sorry maybe someone else has?) that there is a recurring theme of alcohol being involved whenever Robert does something with Rebecca, even in their encounters prior to him coming back to Emmerdale which is all true. From what I’ve looked at above though, she seems determined to worm her way in and be a part of his life any way she can and gets angry/upset when it doesn’t go the way she wants and tries a different way. Obsession, perhaps a bit more than what we’ve been paying attention to? Have they been playing the long game with us all along?

I, personally, think she’s in love with him and she’s obsessed with him, she wants to be in his life no matter what and I think she thinks as long as she stays there he’ll eventually come around. Now… after the ONS and rejection I think she’s out for revenge… we’ll see.

If anyone wants to analyse this some more, go right ahead.

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anonymous asked:

Riding the angst train how would the champions react to when they get their spirits released and after ganon they go see their village only to see the spirit of their s/o waiting for them

MY FEEEEEEEELS

Meeting their s/o’s spirit who waited for them (Champions) (Warning, feelings may get trampled)

Urbosa

  • “You… you waited for me..?”
  • She had gone back mostly to see how Riju was faring, as well as her people.
    • So imagine her shock when she sees her beloved (Name) waiting for her right next to Riju
  • Turns out s/o had watched over Urbosa’s daughter til the day they died and beyond.
  • Urbosa is in tears, and brings them close to her, smiling all the while
    • She’s no longer alone to wander the world as a spirit
  • At last, she is able to hold her love again.

Mipha

  • “(N-name)? I-i..it can’t be…”
  • After seeing her father and her brother one last time, she went to the area viewing the entire domain to see it one last time before leaving this world.
    • Seeing her (name) there though, watching that same view, was not something she expected
  • Breaks into tears as she runs to them, the two holding each other closely as they both cry over their reunion

Revali

  • He came back to see how his village was doing, how people remembered him, if they still flew high and proud.
  • Seeing his s/o flying amongst them, watching over the young ones with joy was a sight he couldn’t have imagined coming across.
  • “Were you… you were waiting for me???”
  • He’s not crying, they’re crying, what are they talking about?

Daruk

  • He spotted Yunobo, which inevitably led to him to wanting to see the rest of his family
  • He’s overjoyed when he feels very familiar arms hugging him from behind while he’s exploring his home
  • Haha! Knew you’d be here! Strong as ever, huh?”
  • Cheerful tears, spin hugs for eternity

not getting the house has really scared me and not being able to work has me so scared because I’m trying to do everything I can but I just keep getting sicker and sicker because I can’t see my doctors or afford my medicine and there’s so much yelling and stress that I’m losing weight again and I can’t afford to do that because I only weigh 96 pounds and the stress makes me bleed and I can’t protect the kid from my mom and she won’t get a job and I don’t know if I trust my dad to help us and help me get us back home and I’m terrified and I feel like I’m dying here and all of this is slowing my recovery time from the wisdom tooth surgery because I can’t relax and heal I have to worry about all of this and I’m just scared and don’t know what to do about anything

anonymous asked:

I love silly details in stories like the Yale T-shirt Rachel "steals" from Quinn. How often does Quinn get to wear it and how long does it last before it's finally worn out and discarded? Is it the only item of clothing one takes from the other on occasion? Does Rachel get something else to take with her that belongs to Quinn when the t shirt finally gives out?

That t-shirt get’s pretty damn worn out. Neither one of them really want to part with it, even when it’s faded and threadbare. I feel like Rachel would tuck it away in the back of a drawer rather than ever throw it out. 

Quinn does occasionally get to wear it. Rachel lets her because the shirt always smells like Quinn again afterwards, and that makes it better. 

I think they probably borrow clothes out of one another’s closets a lot. Well, maybe Rachel more than Quinn. ;)  Although I think Rachel probably has a robe that Quinn steals all the time to make breakfast in. 

As for Rachel, in lieu of the Yale t-shirt, she probably likes to snag one of her wife’s many cardigans to snuggle up in when it’s chilly. 

anonymous asked:

it's 10:24pm in Phoenix. I might not make it into a college I wanted to go to because they're not offering me enough money. I've applied to scholarships but none have gotten back to me yet. I feel like my life is going down the drain.

im sorry and frustrated on your behalf that these external circumstances may derail your path to your desired college anon. i hope you hear back from all your offers/ scholarship prospects soon, so that, at the very least, you can receive some certainty and plan accordingly. 

it may feel like your life is going down the drain right now, but know that things will change. it may get worse before it gets better, but with change comes opportunity. 

and if things don’t work out with this college then ok. rest, recuperate, feel the pain that demands to be felt. then, start the hunt again. look for new ways to start your journey, whether that be looking for new colleges or asking people around you. 

why? because you sound like a smart, ambitious anon who can do well and bring about some change into the world. its ok to be afraid, to be uncertain, to feel defeated along the way – use those feelings to spur you forward. because it isn’t about just “you” per say; its about the change you could potentially make in other peoples’ lives. don’t let one rejection letter stop you from achieving greateness- burn than envelope and use it as fuel for the fire you’re about to burn. 

– from australia, where im writing to you from the other side of the world, its a saturday afternoon and things are ok. quiet, but ok. i hope that when you get here (when its saturday over there) things will be ok too. i’ll pack up my little ray of sunshine, put it on the bench, and save it for you. 

I’M BAAAAAAAAAAAAACK!!

It feels good to be back again! Honestly I’m surprised at how long the colored hair lasted. But I’m all for symbolic gestures so much like when I shaved my head at the start of this whole YouTube thing I think it’s good to be back for this coming year. I’ve got a lot of ambitious things to accomplish this year and the only way I’m going to get there is with hard work and discipline. So let’s get started on the right foot before the new year even arrives!

-Mark

How to Get Back Up Again

1. Don’t beat yourself. We all make mistakes, have bad experiences, and get it wrong at times.

2. Don’t dwell on what happened. Choose to learn from the past – but remember that your power’s in the present and the future.

3. Remember your potential, and what’s possible for you. You’re not that one experience or bad result.

4. Don’t let others’ expectations shape and influence your goals. It’s not their life you’re living … So decide what you will do.

5. Imagine how you’ll feel if you persevere and, despite all the obstacles, achieve success. That’s surely worth the effort, even thought it’s hard right now.

6. Just take one small step … It will rebuild your confidence … And then take another … And another after that.

He caught her and never let her go again

i. my mother tells me:
every time you’re nervous,
say you’re excited, it’ll help
your anxiety
and i said:
okay, i’m willing to try anything
  
ii. when you look at me i feel
little arrows shooting through me,
a falcon wing, a feather quill, a
poem writing itself on the back of my skull
  
iii. what if when i talk to you
all that comes out of my mouth
is a jumble of letters,
a mumble or worse talking too much or
not enough or what if i accidentally say the wrong thing
and we never talk again or what if
  
iv. i’m excited i’m excited i’m excited excitedexcitedexcited
 
v. good morning how are you, good morning
you’re so pretty i get flustered when you speak,
good morning i love those freckles and
the dimples of your cheeks, good morning that sounded
really creepy, good morning my name is, good morning,
hey, how ya doin, yo, oh my god i’d never say yo what is this
the 90’s, i’m trying to hard aren’t i, i’m not trying enough
maybe, okay again try again - good morning
  
vi.  you look at me and 
 
vii. i’m excited.
—  r.i.d/inkskinned

Just give me a chance


LMFAO U THOUGHT I WAS DONE? HA GUESS AGAIN


I don’t really like Lance sad but sometimes life puts you down but what’s amazing is what happens afterwards, after you overcome it. You’re ready to take over the world, you’re not the same person you were before, you became stronger than ever. Sometimes you just have to be pushed to your limits for you to grow and learn. Lance will overcome this and when he does, he will slay you all

Whenever I feel down, this gets me back on my feet and ready to fight again. Maybe it will help you as well.

All the world will be your enemy, Prince of a Thousand enemies. And when they catch you, they will kill you. But first they must catch you; digger, listener, runner, Prince with the swift warning. Be cunning, and full of tricks, and your people will never be destroyed.

SO

i would JUST LIKE to point out a few KEY THINGS:

1) Finn gets stabbed TWICE and is thrown across the drop pod during a thunder storm while foaming at the mouth

2) MURPHY????

3) Jasper is speared then hung up on a tree and then later got his neck sliced into

4) Raven is shot with the bullet pressing on her spine and loses feeling in her bottom half of her leg after going through multiple *life threatening* surgeries with no pain medication, she also suffered head trauma 3 times & bone marrow extraction w/ a drill and no meds????

5) fREAKinG MUrpHY

6) Bellamy is hanging upside down BLEEDING INTO TUBES FOR HOURS

7) Maya is exposed to radiation and comes back and SO DOES JASPER

8) Lincoln dies like three times and was a dang REAPER

9) Clarke was beaten to almost death all throughout the series

10) Indra gets SHOT over and OVER AGAIN

11) Abby AND MARcus are trapped underground after an explosion, then 2 cave ins and fucking GET OUT after Marcus already died

12) M U R P H Y

13) Jaha floats himself with no cord across the freaking outer space with HIS HELMET BUSTING BEING EXPOSED FULLY TO THE SPACE VACCUM, makes the landing, and flies down to earth in a broken piece of JUNK

14) EMERSON???

15) THEY LIKE ALL SWALLOW AI’S?? AND SURVIVE THE KILL SWITCH??

16) um…. all the people who surVIVED THE BOMBS IN THE FIRST PLACE

AND YOU THINK THE *COMMANDER* CAN BE TAKEN DOWN BY *ONE SHOT* BELOW THE CRITICAL TORSO AREA WTF SHE SLAYED THE QUEEN OF THE ICE NATION BY CHUCKING A SPEAR AT HER FROM ACROSS THE BATTLE GROUND, SHE’S FOUGHT SO HARD AND IS SO STRONG AND YOU THINK YOU CAN JUST KILL THE ONLY PERSON/BEST FRIEND/LOVER THAT NEVER STOPPED LOVING CLARKE FOR A SECOND, PLEGED HER LIFE TO HER VOWING TO PROTECT HER NO MATTER THE COST AFTER EVERYTHING SHE DID AND PUT 100 % OF HER TRUST IN HER EVEN AFTER LOSING COSTIA AND OPENED UP TO HER AND PROTECTED HER EVEN AFTER DEATH this is such bullshit

did i miss anyone ELSES INSANE COMPLETELY IMPOSSIBLE NOT PLAUSIBLE SURVIVAL?   

langst prompts

why am i like this

-Lance dies to save everyone else but they don’t know he’s dead and they’re all complaining over the comms like, “ugh, Lance why can’t you ever listen, we’ve been calling you back for the past 10 min” and “you were supposed to be over here?? Can’t you do anything right” and so that’s the last things he hears

-Lance is in the healing pod again, and once again everyone is distracted when he gets out and so he wakes up to, “Lance just can’t stay out of the pods, can he?” And everyone’s laughing and so he feels like he’s failing the team bc he gets injured the most

-Lance notices that Keith is Shiro’s favorite so he thinks maybe if he learns to act more Keith-ish Shiro will like him too (and then the team figures out and tells him they like him to just be Lance and he takes it as the team believing he can be nothing more than “just Lance”)

-slowly, Lance stops flirting with Allura, but she doesn’t notice and continues to treat Lance like he’s always flirting (constant sighs as he opens his mouth and her telling him to leave him alone and such)

-someone says they’re sad, so the team comforts them. Lance opens his mouth (to say he can relate) but the team assumes it’s gonna be a joke so they tell him to shut up

-Haggar uses magic so everyone temporarily forgets Lance and also makes him invisible so he has to watch everyone ignore him

-as a prank, someone locks Lance in the airlock and he just can’t stop freaking out

-Lance getting thanked by a random alien and he just breaks into happy tears and the team is like, “????”

Someone pls write one of these I need itt!

Go outside, take a breath
Spin around, and let out a laugh
Because it’s never going to feel this way again

Hum on the subway, text them first
Smile at strangers, it could be worse
And it’s never going to feel this way again

Drink it in and hold me tighter
Because this world keeps getting wider
And it’s never going to feel this way again

I don’t want to sit back and let life fly away
I want to touch it, breathe it, carve it in my bones
I want to fall hard, crash and burn
Under city skylines and stars and birds
Because it’s never going to feel this way again

Buy that new book you’ve been adoring
Take that dare you’ve been ignoring
Because it’s never going to feel this way again

Take a train, call a cab
Lean out the window and grab his hand
Because it’s never going to feel this way again

I don’t want to be restrained to a vanilla life
I want to taste it, hold it, savor every drop
I want to jump off cliffs and freeze and fly
Fill up every second until I die
Because it’s never going to feel this way again

Let your heart be young
Let moments sing, and always be listening
Because they’re never going to sound like that again

Lean in, kiss quick, then slip away
Sleep in, ride your bike far away
Go on adventures, leap and run
Don’t be afraid to love someone

Because it’ll never feel this way again

—  It’s Never Going to Feel This Way Again

don’t feel obligated to be positive all the time.

  • maintaining a positive train of thought is very rewarding but it’s a process that takes up a lot of mental energy.
  • It´s totally fine to feel tired from being positive.
  • this feeling is valid.
  • so don´t ignore it or dismiss it.
  • voice out your negative thoughts to your FP or someone you trust.
  • tell them that you feel tired and ask for support so that you can rest.
  • and
  • rest 
  • but don’t give up on being positive.
  • get back into the fight as soon as you have your batteries charged again.
  • good luck, Soldier.
Everyone has that one person they can’t quite get over.
You can move forward with your life, you can find happiness elsewhere but every once in a while your mind will always linger back to this person. It just feels… unfinished… like there are things left unsaid.
But the funny thing is, even if you find this person and say all the things you want to… even if you do this time and time again, you will never get rid of that feeling. You will always feel unsettled and uneasy about the way it ended because the truth is it’s not about anything left unsaid or undone… What’s unresolved has nothing to do with words or actions – it’s your feelings. And it doesn’t matter how many times you go back to this person, weather you confront them or write them a letter or call them on the phone to say the things you feel you need to say to get closure… none of it will make a difference because deep down inside, for better or for worse… this person will always have a piece of your heart. Nothing you say or do will ever change that and it’s pointless to try so you may as well accept it.
No matter what you do… it will never be over between you.
Love yourself. Even when you feel like there’s no hope.
Love yourself. Even when life isn’t going the way you want it to be.
Love yourself. Even when you feel like there’s nothing here in this planet for you.
Love yourself. Even when the world is crashing down on you,stand tall.
Love yourself. Even when you feel like everyone’s back is turned against you.
Love yourself. Even when you fall down,get up and try again.
No matter who you are or the situation you’re in, Love yourself, because at the end of the day, all you got is you,nothing else.
—  dreamer22br 

i’m impatient when it comes to healing. something happens and days later i feel like i should be over it. i want bypass all the messy parts, all the days that feel like a step back. i want to blink and have it all be over. i think i’m scared of confronting my own hurt. i think i’m scared of discovering how deep it runs. but healing is so much about sitting down with yourself and asking where it hurts and why it hurts. getting back to its roots. healing is so much about actively saying again and again, i want to heal from this. i want to move past this.

I’m thinking of a moment in time, that feels so long ago. I was happy, back then. That’s all I remember. Not why, not when or where. Just that I was. Happy. And now, I’m not. I wish I were, I really do. But… I’m not. I’ve surrendered. I hate that word. Surrendered. It’s a pathetic feeling, but I’m told it gets better. That there will be a reason to smile again, laugh again. That there will be a way to be happy. That all I have to do, is truly want it.
—  thebook-cook