and forget this is all happening

I don’t know if I will have the time to write any more letters, because I might be too busy trying to participate. So, if this does end up being the last letter, I just want you to know that I was in a bad place before I started high school, and you helped me. Even if you didn’t know what I was talking about, or know someone who’s gone through it, you made me not feel alone. Because I know there are people who say all these things don’t happen. And there are people who forget what it’s like to be sixteen when they turn seventeen. I know these will all be stories some day, and our pictures will become old photographs. We all become somebody’s mom or dad. But right now, these moments are not stories. This is happening. I am here, and I am looking at her. And she is so beautiful. I can see it. This one moment when you know you’re not a sad story. You are alive. And you stand up and see the lights on the buildings and everything that makes you wonder. And you’re listening to that song, and that drive with the people who you love most in this world. And in this moment, I swear, we are infinite.
—  Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower.
reminiscing - a lucio/nadia fic

for anonymous! so so so sorry for the long wait, i really hope you like this ??? 

warning: this entire fic is just nadia introspection i couldn’t help myself


There had been a time in Nadia’s life when she truly believed that she would never forget Lucio. The very thought seemed an impossibility. Even through all of the moments that she had found herself wishing she could forget, just for a moment, she had never once considered that it might truly happen.

She, who knew Lucio best - who knew his moods, his tastes, his fears, his failures - whose life twined with his so completely. What would all of those years of her life even be, with Lucio erased from them?

“Quiet,” she would have once said. “Peaceful. Happy.”

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Lady Daria: Auntie, do you happen to know who the man over there is?

Aunt Jana: Which man? Oh. He’s one of those effeminate Italian layabouts. Avoid him at all cost, child.

Lady Jane: He doesn’t look effeminate to me. On the contrary.

Lady Daria: He’s been staring at me!

Lady Jane: If he was looking at me this way, I would forget I’m grieving.

Aunt Jana: My dear lady Jane, you have clearly forgotten you’re grieving when you came to this ball. I didn’t mention it before out of politeness, but if you keep saying things like these in front of my niece, the two of us will have a serious conversation about proprieties.

Daria: What’s his name?

Aunt Jana: I don’t think I remember his name nor I want to.

Lady Jane: Of course you do. You remember all names, Jana. Does he have a title? He seems to have caught Daria’s interest.

Aunt Jana: (makes a sign of cross): God forbid.

Daria: No, that’s not…

Aunt Jana: They call him the Blue-eyed Devil where he comes from. He’s a womanizer and a duelist. He had to flee from his homeland because the king of Naples wanted his head. They say it’s because he seduced the queen. 

Lady Daria: (gasps) He seduced the queen?

Aunt Jana: As for his titles, they probably stripped him off all his titles and possessions. The man has no shame. Stay away from him, Daria.

anonymous asked:

I suppose great minds just think alike. 😇 When has Niall had the time to fly to FREAKIN JAMAICA. I just find that so funny. What are your thoughts? I know it's possible they went two separate times, but there's no harm in imagining a sweet island getaway, just the two of them sipping coconuts and wearing crazy floral patterned shirts...😍

exactly.. when did Niall go to Jamaica? I dont remember any instance even from before the hiatus tbh.. Vegas? Bahamas? Phillipines? Yes, Yes, Yes.. but Jamaica? When did that happen..?

But then.. one must not forget how sneaky both Niall and Harry can be when they want the world to leave them alone.. all those golf dates we never knew of during 1D.. them being in the same city and disappearing from the face of worldwideweb for days together on multiple occassions during 2016.. and now in 2017.. them being in regular touch with each other away from the public eye.. All of this just reiterates that although we dont get to see them together, they ARE still indeed very much together!

BTW.. there’s little left for imagination when you think about “just the two of them” at a “sweet island getaway” -

😉😉

Oh! and there’s a hiatus narry fic too if you wanna indulge in some drama: 6,359 miles by @castlestylan 😀

princesspbo  asked:

I need to forget that Death Note (2017) is a thing. It's just so bad. Maybe to make us all feel better, could I request a drawing of our best boy L?

@princesspbo Sorry for how late this is. But I’ve never drawn L before and I was scared. Well here went nothing. Regardless hope you like love <3 and please that movie never happened. sooooo forget *mind wipes you*

Keep forgetting to post this here for months lol

This was for the @chasingrainbowszine but unfortunately it did not happen. But that is okay! It was still fun to put together and the experience was great. Hope to do it again soon. Thank you guys for the fun and I wish you all well!!!

Anyways ...

Talking about THE SHOW … 

I have two questions dancing around my mind lately 

1. Do you think IF the canon happen after all this time and all the drama, the impact will be the same as if it would happen sooner?? 

let me explain

I think all this drama in the fandom, all the crap coming from some Actor there and TPTB is afecting is some way how SOME people is feeling about the ship. If the day comes IT HAVE TO BE SUPER EPIC enough to some of us forget all the shit around??


2. A terrible headcanon: What if Negan knows how important Carol is to Daryl and he takes her as prisoner?

I’m scare about Carol this season.

If you want to say something about all this, your opinions are more than welcome.

halelikehell  asked:

I have been thinking about this since I read your fic about moore and spiers as roommates and I feel that I need more information about them. I mean, everyone fears spiers and he is a magpie. But somehow Moore seems to be even mORE of a magpie. Everyone wonder HOW moore survive every night and he just look smug when they ask him if he isnt afraid of him. Wtf?? And does it happen that people blame spiers for lost things when it actually was Moore? Spiers should've killed him ages ago - how?? Plz

(2/2)I just. It would just be amazing. Like, More doesn’t do stuff often and is mostly quiet so people forget about it (tho they’re always surprised someone survived all night sharing a room with spiers). But then he DO something and everyone notice it because Spiers is FURIOUS. But he cant do anything because More is THAT good, there’s no evidence. Spiers have probably turned their room up and down more than once because of it? More is just all smugcalm, he has survived all bets about his death 

this is amazing and i love this headcanons, but consider this – speirs knows EXACTLY hat’s going on, and has proof.

  • okay, look, having two compulsive magpies in the same room is chaos
  • their room has stuff hidden everywhere. like, there’s a few watches in the sock drawer. they don’t own 80% of their DVD collection. technically their pillows aren’t theirs. there’s a picture of someone’s grandmother on the wall, and no one knows whose. that’s not even speirs’s laptop. don’t look under the bed.
  • and people just??? blame speirs for everything?? more doesn’t know a darn thing, don’t look at him. everyone knows who he lives with. he’s innocent.
  • “alton, why do you have all my textbooks?” “oh, speirs just gave them to me. i thought they were a gift.”
  • also, more is like??? helpful?? like, he helps people look for their stuff.
  • it’s a trap.
  • the thing is, they both KNOW. more knows exactly what speirs gets up to, but he could never say anything, because speirs knows about him. they both have all this proof, and they hold it over each others heads like lead weights, but they’ll never let it drop. it would be mutually assured destruction.
  • so they have an unspoken agreement. they leave each other’s stuff alone, and wreak havoc on everyone else.
  • (they also have certain people they care about, so they’re automatically excluded as well. speirs refuses to let anyone put their hands on lipton or grant’s stuff, and more respects winters too much to let anything of his go missing. nix is still fair game, though, so speirs can live with this.)
  • they’ll even compete with each other to see who can get the most stuff. speirs is shameless about it, just picking things out of people’s hands and walking away. more is way subtler.
  • they’re absolute terrors. if something goes missing, everybody knows to go to more and speris’s room, because it’ll probably be there.
  • you: what's the world's worst betrayal
  • me, on the outside: i don't know, cheating maybe
  • me, on the inside: when i open a fic whose summary was in third person but the story is actually in first

@thisshouldbegayer‘s Galra Keith to match my Altean Lance.

Some doodles I did on the side yesterday night ( @blesstale drew Zunde that there ) including Dreby taking his first steps. I saw this kid screaming “NOOOO!” at some meat in a grocery store before running to his mom, so there we go ✌️

Isn’t it funny, how we try so desperately for people that we want to claim as our own. We look our best for them, make the best jokes, invest all of our time into them, so maybe, just maybe, they’ll give us a chance.
We spend weeks, even months, even years, trying to get their attention and love. We worry constantly that someone else is giving them more and better. We hope that we’re the ones they’re thinking about at night.
Then two things could happen. They either break your heart, or fall in love with you. You could sob and scream and curse yourself for not being good enough for them. You could be bitter for so long wondering why you did so much for them. Or, they will notice all you’ve done. You’ll get what you wanted.
But time will pass and you’ll get comfortable. Start to forget why you tried so hard and you’ll start to try less because humans are naturally lazy, and why try when you already have what you want?
Isn’t it so sad, that we try so hard, just to one day take it all for granted.
—  v.m
The Signs as Quotes About Love, Part Two

Aries: “Love is a fire. But whether it is going to warm your hearth or burn down your house, you can never tell.” - Joan Crawford

Taurus: “The music in his laughter had a way of rounding off the missing notes in her soul.” - Gloria Naylor

Gemini: “Yours is the light by which my spirit’s born: - you are my sun, my moon, and all my stars.” - E. E. Cummings

Cancer: “If I had a flower for every time I thought of you, I could walk through my garden forever.” - Lord Alfred Tennyson

Leo: “When I saw you I fell in love, and you smiled because you knew.” - Arrigio Boito

Virgo: “I loved her against reason, against promise, against peace, against hope, against happiness, against all discouragement that could be.” - Charles Dickens

Libra: “If I were to live a thousand years, I would belong to you for all of them. If we were to live a thousand lives, I would want to make you mine in each one.” - Michelle Hodkin

Scorpio: “I love you as certain dark things are to be loved, in secret, between the shadow and the soul.” - Pablo Neruda

Sagittarius: “The greatest happiness of life is the conviction that we are loved – loved for ourselves, or rather, loved in spite of ourselves.” - Victor Hugo

Capricorn: “If you remember me, then I don’t care if everyone else forgets.” - Haruki Murakami

Aquarius: “My wish is that you may be loved to the point of madness.” - Andrè Breton

Pisces: “This is what we call love. When you are loved, you can do anything in creation. When you are loved, there’s no need at all to understand what’s happening, because everything happens within you.” - Paulo Coelho

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Secrets Out {Part 1} {Part 2}

Y/n had a weird feeling when she came over and the first thing Jungkook did was give her a look that almost looked pitiful? it confused you to say the least. You worried if you did something? Or something happened? You honestly had no idea. You didn’t say anything about it, you didn’t want to stress Jungkook out more then he already looked stressed, you remembered a couple of the other members giving you looks like that in the past but never at the same time it was always at weird times…. You played around with Tae and Hoseok and all your nerves from Jungkook calmed down a bit. By then you were all called to dinner by Jin, you thanked him for cooking again and happily ate with the members 

You were sitting in front of Jungkook and again he gave you that look now you were worried you always tried to forget it but this was different there was a pit in your stomach. You couldn’t control it this time. When all the members started staring at their phones that pit got deeper. You gave them their space, maybe their manager texted them? Maybe something urgent happened? It didn’t help your worrying though. You didn’t want to overthink this, but you couldn’t help it, are they texting about me? Are they mad at me? Did I do something? The pit in your stomach getting deeper and deeper with every thought that ran through your mind. You peaked over to look at Yoongi’s phone who was sitting next to you. you jumped when he turned his phone over right when you leaned over.

Now you knew. It was about you… you felt like crying they never talked about you behind your back but now you had no idea what was going on. You didn’t want to alarm anyone so you quietly ate your food while everyone’s heads turned up as if nothing was happening. You felt the stares of some of them…. You honestly wanted to run out of that door, cry? Throw up? You didn’t know you just wanted to leave but you didn’t want to cause a scene you pretended everything was ok. Even suggested a sad movie so you could cry without anyone wondering why. Your anxiety was running wild thinking the worst of the worst.

During the movie, you felt Namjoons eyes never leave you. you wanted to cry so bad, your mind making up the worst scenarios, maybe they didn’t want to be your friend anymore? Maybe they were thinking of leaving you? you knew better then to question your best friends but how could you not? Your anxiety getting the best of you at moments like these weren’t unusual. You ran to their bathroom and cried. You didn’t want to but you didn’t want to cry in front of them. All you heard was gentle knocking on the bathroom door after you locked it. “y/n? are you ok? Please tell me you’re ok” it was Jungkook’s voice. You couldn’t say anything he seemed to know you were crying but you hoped maybe he wouldn’t. you couldn’t face them you took the random cap you saw on the door handle said goodbye to the rest of the members that were awake and walked out of the bathroom out of their front door.

A/N: so like i tried?? lmao i thought about making this a series ya know angsty maybe fluffy idk yet. tell me what y'all think! i tried making this atleast a bit angsty but i suck at writing angst so idk lol. hope you liked it? Pt. 2??

Can we talk about how dorky Asami is?