and emotions get out

anonymous asked:

So I was listening to Words Fail from Dear Evan Hansen and it made me think of Jian yi after the kiss and now I'm a sobbing mess

how sweet would a 19 days musical be?? in my head jian yi will be singing something i already know by the backstreet boys 

{I don’t wanna wait another minute
Put me out of my misery
I can read your mind baby you’re not in it
And we’re not what we used to be
No you wouldn’t have to lie to me
If you would only let me go 
And I don’t wanna wait another minute to hear
Something that I already know
I know, I know, I know}

and what now by rihanna

{There’s no one to call ‘cause I’m just playing games with them all
The more I swear I’m happy, the more that I’m feeling alone
'Cause I spent every hour just going through the motions
I can’t even get the emotions to come out
Dry as a bone, but I just wanna shout

What now? I just can’t figure it out
What now? I guess I’ll just wait it out (wait it out)
What now? Somebody tell me
What now?}

I have so many problems w clamp on so many levels BUT fuck if I don’t remember being in 8th grade and seeing the TRC chapter update where kurogane lopped his arm off to get fai out of celes and feeling every emotion at once

how do i let kdin know i love and appreciate her

I have a feeling this scene will cause the big fight in 2x13 because maggie hates Valentine’s Day and it looks like alex is surprising her at her apartment. Maybe they’ll argue and maggie will walk out, only to realise the mistake she made which leads her to surprising alex at the end of the episode with the dress scene.

A thought that stopped me cold

Sanji’s only twenty-one.

Now, I’ve been rambling about One Piece and the impending wedding for a few weeks straight and spewing out my own observations and meta and never did I consider the fact that Sanji is very young.

He dresses like he’s in his thirties and acts like an old man and cooks like a fucking executive chef with a lifetime of experience under his belt, but.

He’s twenty-one years old, not even quite in the prime of his life yet, and he’s about to have his entire future ripped away from him.

Sure, this is One Piece. Luffy set out on his grand epic journey before he was even legal and Vivi’s been kicking ass and taking names since she was sixteen, but look at them. They’re kids. They were kids.

We don’t remember that and we don’t process it that way because a lot of us were younger than Luffy when we started reading OP. I’ve always thought of the Straw Hats as older than me. It’s not true anymore.

Sanji’s twenty-one years old, only left home a couple years ago, and he’s being forced into a political marriage with a stranger by the people he loathes most in the world.

He’s twenty-one years old, and everyone he loves is being held above his head to force him into compliance.

He’s twenty-one years old, and the choice has been snatched from his hands.

He’s twenty-one years old, and he has to give up all his hopes and dreams in a desperate attempt to make sure the people who matter come out of this clusterfuck alive.

I turn twenty-one in a few months. I have hopes and dreams. And if you told me now that I’d have to abandon all of that, that I’d have to tie myself down to a complete stranger in an environment that is actively toxic to me just so my friends and family won’t die…it’s unfathomable.

This is One Piece. I don’t often think about One Piece in the context of reality for obvious reasons, but this one fact stuck and it won’t leave me alone.

Sanji’s only twenty-one. He has the rest of his life to live.

Stop yourself the moment you justify an abuser’s behaviour with, “but at least they don’t hit me,” or “but they’ve done it less lately,” or “it could be so much worse.”

The moment you think that, they’re in your head. They’ve gotten you to accept that abuse is the baseline for how life should be.

Reject that urge to justify your own abuse. This is not how life should be. You deserve respect.

anonymous asked:

did you see the 2nd kiss without the music? Are matt and harry so freaking noisy while kissing or is that added it post production? I already thought that for the wedding kiss. =D

I did watch that video of the second kiss without music, Anon. And lol, apparently they both really are that noisy when kissing each other. It was the same with the wedding kiss. They just like to really smooch each other. Very audible. I think it just so so adorable and pure.

Originally posted by bane--lightwood

Entire Fandom: Karamatsu is painful, gross, slutty and completely unnecessary.

Other Matsus:

Me: Haha, yeah, he definitely is the worst.

anonymous asked:

(I really need to get this off my chest I'm sorry) I like klance, and I'll enjoy when it becomes openly canon, but... I don't want the Getting Together/Confession Moment to be used as the answer to Lance's insecurities boiling over into a breakdown asking what he is to the team/what his thing is, you understand?

yeah! i get you on that!

a relationship isn’t how you get rid of insecurities. in fact, it can actually open up doors to new insecurities because now you could be worrying about “not being good enough for that person” or “feeling like they’re just pitying you” or “being scared they will break up with you because they don’t actually like you back”, all of which i can see Lance experiencing once he and Keith start a relationship. 

the kind of klance relationship i wanna see is this:

  • the boiling over moment for Lance when he finally snaps and all his emotions come gushing out, maybe him and Keith get into a not very good argument because of this because stress levels are already through the roof now that Shiro is gone so i can see them having a fight
  • i can also see this happening in front of the rest of the team, so. it won’t be very good.
  • i want Lance to off-handedly admit that he feels like he’s just Keith’s shadow/replacement, thus giving the team (and Keith) a glance at how he actually feels about himself
  • i want Lance to storm out of the room after realizing what he said and not wanting to see the team’s reaction to that and him finding a place to seethe, maybe going to the blue lion or his room. i want hunk or coran to go after him and talk to him. meanwhile Keith is trying to brush the situation off and get focused on the mission at hand because that’s what’s important, right? can’t let emotions distract you from finding Shiro?
  • i want coran or hunk (preferably hunk) to eventually go and find keith and convince him to go talk to lance about this because it’s Important and Needs to be Done, keith reluctantly agrees after some convincing
  • keith goes and finds lance, possibly moping around in his room or around the blue lion, and they have a talk. it’s a bit awkward at first because they obviously just had a bad blow out and i want lance to be defensive, and i want keith to be prickly
  • but i also want them to find a way to talk it out. i want lance to finally open up to keith about how he feels about himself and like, admitting that he doesn’t actually hate keith he just has Issues™
  • this is the kicker though, i don’t want keith to give any Big Motivational Speeches to lance, because he isn’t really the best in that department. i want him to like, try and reach common ground with lance, i want him to tell lance that he didn’t know thats how he felt, and in fact, doesn’t understand why lance feels this way
  • i want keith to tell lance that he doesn’t hate him either and, for them to just have a moment where they can see eye to eye? another Bonding Moment™? that would be so nice. lance doesn’t solve his insecurities right then and there but at least now he and keith are on the same page?
  • after this, i want them to start working together more. i want to see them co-leading the team. i want to see them grow together and supporting each other and lance slowly learning over time that he’s just as important as everyone else, and i want him to start to get over all his internalized “hatred” for keith. i want to see that small crush on keith that he has buried under all his insecurities to blossom into an actual adoration and love for the red paladin and i want their growing relationship to be rocky and hard because they have a war to fight and a team to lead. 
  • and i don’t just want lance to learn his worth through keith either, i want to see him working together with the rest of the team and them taking him more seriously too. i wanna see him and allura bond over their homesickness, i wanna see him and pidge bond over their longing for their families, i wanna see him and hunk bond over being scared of what the future holds for them. 
  • i want to see lance’s talents shine and new talents we didn’t know he had to pop up too, and i want him to learn to love himself and see how important he truly is. he’s a paladin of voltron man, he’s pretty damn important.

The way that Magnus sounds so genuinely surprised that Alec got him a present is breaking my heart.You have this incredible man, who loves with all his heart, who gives everything and more for those he loves. But he rarely got that love returned. Now he has Alec who is willing to fight for him, who is so thoughtful and kind. You can see Magnus falling in love with Alec every moment they spend together. You can see it in his eyes when Alec gives him that present. You can see how much Magnus loves Alec already.

The Queen of The Damned Soundtrack always gets me in my feelings. Transports me back to sitting in the movie theatre, watching Aaliyah up on the big screen, in tears and in awe of such a bright shining star, knowing that she had been taken away from us less than a year before. Everytime I listen to this soundtrack… I can remember every thought and every feeling that passed through me in that moment watching this magnificently beautiful and talented human being up on the big screen.

She was fucking amazing. 

Originally posted by leekimhoung

On a side note: This is one of the dopest movie soundtracks ever that I definitely recommend you listen to. Imagining the collaborations that could have happened between Aaliyah and some of these amazing artists featured…truly blows my mind. I wish she had gotten the chance to. 

small things i notice about the signs
  • aries:
  • - are always so energetic and know how to partyyyyy
  • - always seems to get mad about small things
  • - very protective over themselves
  • -taurus:
  • - they talk so much
  • - always questions things
  • - never listens to you tho
  • -gemini:
  • - they're very flirty
  • - all over the place
  • - you can't tell if they're mad or happy or sad
  • -cancer:
  • - they are very ambitious
  • - either very emotional or emotionless
  • - always seem to get out of shitty situations
  • leo:
  • - always look fierce on pictures
  • - very very sensitive
  • - pretty intimidating
  • virgo:
  • - smartasses
  • - they always love to help you, but will fucking kill you if you use them
  • - sooo judgemental
  • -libra:
  • - very insecure but so flawless
  • - either talk really soft or really
  • loud
  • - they are very bossy
  • scorpio:
  • - sex
  • - they stare into your soul
  • - very quiet but very loud tho
  • sagittarius:
  • - hyper af
  • - they love attention
  • - you will never know that they're sad
  • capricorn:
  • - has a lot of talent
  • - very smart
  • - if they don't care 'bout your stupid shit they will just straight up tell you
  • aquarius:
  • - always have great stories to tell
  • - shy but social
  • - lots of friends
  • pisces:
  • - more two-faced than gemini's stereotype
  • - very soft-spoken and kind
  • - can get annoyed very easily

read all avaiable chapters of watercast by fishwrites yesterday, ugly sobbed in the office bATHROOM, came home and immediately got to my tablet and this is only a crop of the full drawing bc i’ve decided TO KILL MYSELF and put EVERYTHING into this piece holy shit

but honestly, thank you @fishwrites for this fic. i’ve been struggling with horrible HORRIBLE artblock for the past few months, feeling sooo miserable everytime i forced myself to draw and this was the first time in MONTHS i had fun sketching and planing out a drawing and AGH i’m just so happy i came across this fic!!! THANK YOU!