and either she has really high expectations for me

Questions I will never ask you:

Did you lie when you said you liked me last summer? Because it still bothers me why you didn’t fight for me, just like I’ve been fighting for you.

What does she mean to you? I know that their is something that you’re hiding from me, her and maybe even yourself. I know it.

What do I mean to you? You never tell me. You’re always joking around, but seriously, what do I mean to you?

When was the last time you lied to me? I know there are times you tell me stuff just so I can be happy, but are you always telling the truth?

What do you want to change about me? There are probably a lot of things you want to change about me, because if I was perfect you’d love me by now.

Will you miss me, ever? I want you to miss me. I know it’s so selfish of me but I really just want you to miss me like I miss you at times.

Will I ever be enough? I never reach your expectations because she set the standards high for you, but will  I ever be enough? Will I ever be something you want?

What’s your favorite thing, about either me or her? I want to know, everyone has their favorite things, I don’t care if its about her but I just want to know your favorite.

Will you actually want me around? You talk about the future and our crazy plans but do you actually want me around for that long or are you just saying stuff?

Favorite memory? I have a lot, more than enough. What’s your favorite?

—  N.D. Journals