and dressed like a white boy should

Something They Don’t Know

Prompt: In which Daveed Diggs is asked how he comes up with his lyrics during an interview. Told in his POV.

Warning: Smut.

A/N: Day 5 of the write-a-thon. Of course I would post this early when all I’ve been complaining about is not having enough time to write. Oh well. Also, I’m sure Nadeska Alexis is a cool girl, I just needed her to behave this certain way to get the story going. Enjoy!

Daveed slips his phone into his pocket and stood to give Nadeska Alexis a handshake once she enters the dressing room, Lin’s advice on how to handle the tricky reporter reverberating in his mind. Having done the Complex interview with Chance previously, he warned him about her ruthlessness and her inclination to pry for scandalous information she could share with her readers. Lin told Daveed to be polite, courteous, and above all, smile through the “little white lies” he would have to tell.

“Mr. Diggs, it’s unfortunate that the rest of the crew couldn’t make it,” she says, turning on her recorder and sliding it on the table that separated them, “but I’m glad you were able to come in despite the late notice.”

Daveed lets out a nervous chuckle when she ignores his gesture, his hand still awkwardly hovering between the two of them, and opts to bring out her notebook and pen from her purse instead. He was never the best with interviews, especially when he was by himself, dressed in clothes he couldn’t afford and sitting in a room that was too sophisticated for his tastes. He wished William and Jonathan were here – they understood his ineptness when it came to talking to new people and would definitely take over the interview. But since they couldn’t, he had to man up and promote the new album releasing in a week.

Nadeska sits, and Daveed follows suit, watching as she flips to a page full of questions that she’s prepared. Luckily, the first few questions were predictable –  how he adjusted to life after Hamilton, his role in Blackish, the release of the album, and the upcoming tour -  all he could answer easily and truthfully. But when she suddenly leans forward, a gleam in her eyes that screamed trouble, Daveed knew it was time to make use of Lin’s advice: smile through the little white lies. 

“So, clipping doesn’t exactly have the most innocent songs,” Nadeska hums, choosing her words carefully, “and some of them require a repeat listen. Your lyrics are curt but very complex, Mr. Diggs.  Mind if I throw a few lines at you to elaborate on? And if you could perhaps share what, or who,inspired you to write them?”

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This Cruel Fate | Yoongi | Oneshot

Genre: Prince!au, Angst, Fluff, Christmas themes, slightly smutty implications

Word Count: 9,194

Summary: You lived in the palace your entire life and so did he. The only difference was that you were a maid and he was the heir apparent. Still, that single difference brought you together and held you apart at the same time.

Originally posted by dazzlingkai

From the moment Yoongi was born, he had everything he could ask for. He had been born into the lap of highest luxury and no one questioned it. Of course no one questioned it, who could? He was the only son of the King, and therefore Min Yoongi was the only prince in the kingdom. If he asked for anything, it would be swiftly brought to him. No matter how high the price, Yoongi could have whatever he desired.

Except for you. 

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Flirty Christian Yu

Request from Anonymous:  Hi! First of all, I love your account! Can I please request a Christian Yu scenario where Jay is the readers bestfriend & helps her make Christian jealous because he’s been ignoring her or spending more time with other female celebrities lately, please?! Sorry, if its really specific, I just love Jay & Christian!!

I hope you like it :D 


You were sitting at AOMG’s office waiting for your boyfriend, Christian to finish his meeting with Jay. The two of them were discussing plans for a music video. You met Christian through Jay since Jay is one of your best friends. It didn’t take you long to fall head over heels for Christian. He is very charismatic and friendly. So sometimes that part of him flirts with other girls and he doesn’t even realise it. Most of the times it doesn’t bother you, but there are days when it does. Obviously. He’s your boyfriend and seeing him doing his harmless flirting makes your blood boil. Because let’s face, there are prettier girls out there. Who’s to say he won’t find someone better than you. 

“Babe, we won’t be too long. Jay is having a little trouble understanding my concept,” Christian said as he poked his head out of the room. You simply nodded and continued scrolling through your Instagram feed not before hearing Jay’s voice, “I’m not slow. Your boyfriend doesn’t understand my VISION”. 

One hour later and Jay emerged from the room. “Ah, what do you see in him besides his big arms, tattoos and that accent. He doesn’t get what I want”. You watched Jay sat down across from you, and putting his feet on the glass table. You asked, “what were you two having trouble about?” Jay sighed and took off him cap. “I want to shoot the mv in black and white but your boy wants to it in colour”. You laughed. They always argue about the silliest things. You asked Jay, “What is my boy doing in there, Jay?” He replied, “He’s on the phone with someone. A girl. I saw the contact photo. Should I be worried, [Y/N]?” You shook your head. “If I’m not worried, why should you?” But truthfully, you were. You had noticed over the past week or so, Christian has had many phone calls and messages from his female celebrity friends.


“Is this dress too revealing, I feel like it is,” you asked Christian. The both of you were getting ready to an advanced screening of Guardians of the Galaxy Vol. 2 movie. You were wearing a purple maxi dress but it had a high slit so pretty much your left leg was exposed. “Nah, it’s not. It’s a movie premier so we’ll be sitting down for most of the night anyway. You’ll be fine,” Christian reassured you. The two of you then met up with the boys and girl from AOMG. “Wow [Y/N], your dress looks incomplete. They haven’t sewn it completely. You better return it,” Simon D joked. Jay then butt in, “Are you stupid? She’s obviously wearing that dress so Christian has things to do if the movie gets boring”. You hit both of them across the head. Hoody then did the same. 

When you arrived at the premiere there were many photographers and celebrities. Everyone looked stunning. Christian got out first and helped you after. Photographers had their cameras AOMG so camera flashes were coming at every angle. All of you went inside the venue and in the corner of your eye, you saw a group of female celebrities eyeing your boyfriend. His arms were around you so doesn’t that make it obvious he’s taken, you thought. After meeting and greeting most of the people there, everyone had to wait around before the movie started. During this time you saw Christian in a corner mingling with a female celebrity. You have seen her album covers around the city but you can’t remember her name. You sat down across from where they were standing. Christian then left her so you got up thinking he was looking at you but instead, he went over to the bar and said something to the bartender. The bartender then gave two glasses of white wine? champagne? You couldn’t tell but the liquid was translucent. He then went back to his ‘new female friend’. 

You continued to stared at them and tried to read their lips but you were no good at that. As you continued, you saw Christian had got his phone out and handed to her and it looked like she put her number in. Just then, the same group of females that you saw earlier approached him. Not only that, but after a few minutes of chatting, he passed his phone around to his newly found friends. 

“I asked you before and I’ll ask again, what do you see in him?” You looked over and saw Jay sitting next to you. He had noticed you staring at your boyfriend. “Shush you. You introduced him to me remember?” “Yeah, but he wasn’t asking a million girls to put their numbers in their phone before”. “It’s probably nothing,” you say. “They are just probably asking if he’s interested in being the director for their next song or something.” Jay repeated you last two words, “or something.” You turned to Jay and he noticed your eyes are watery and your nostrils are flared open. “Let’s do something fun to get back at him instead of sitting here looking at we are about to assassinate him.” You smiled, “What do you propose we do, Park?” He got up and held out his hand. You took it and followed him to the bar. Jay choose seats that were directly in Christian’s point of view. “What are we doing, Jay?” “Follow my lead,” Jay insisted. 

Jay ordered drinks for the two of you and every now and then, Jay would pull his chair closer to you and was now only inches away from you. “Jay, what are you doing, you’re squishing me towards the wall. Move back a bit.” Jay looked at you, “let’s make your boyfriend see what he is missing out of. Put your hand on my knee, [Y/N]”. “So we are trying to make him jealous?” you asked. “Duh. C’mon put your hand on my knee.” You did just that and Jay leaned into your ears and whispered, “pretend to look over but don’t look directly at him and see if he’s looking”. Again, you did just that. Christian was definitely looking at the two of you and he didn’t look too amused. 

Jay pulled back and you nodded you head, then Jay showcased one of his winks directly at you. Surely Christian saw that. You then moved your hand to brush through Jay’s hair. “Aw it’s so soft and fluffy,” you laughed. “Hey, don’t mess with it, I spent hours trying to style it,” Jay told you. “You laughed again, “you know, I half expected it to be all greasy. Are you trying to pick up someone tonight?” Jay shook his head, “I’m just here for the free drinks and food. Oh and the ahem movie.” He looked at the cameras and winked into it. “Why are you doing that? You’re so lame, Park”. 

The two of you were talking about the upcoming AOMG tour and Jay’s hand was on yours. “Is this too much, Jay? Should we stop?” you asked. “We’ll stop when he comes over”. He then pulled your chair facing him so that your legs were between his. The two of you continued to talk and you lost track of time. You didn’t even notice Jay’s hand was your bare thigh. “Ok Park, that’s far enough”. Jay apologise and ordered two more drinks. When the drinks were set down, Christian came over. “Hey, what you two talking about?” he asked as he pulled another chair and put in the middle between Jay and yourself. Jay leaned back and smirked at him. You just gave Jay your ‘stop it’ look. 

“We were just talking, that’s all,” you answered Christian’s question. Just then, one of female celebrities came and stood next to Christian. Her hand rested on his shoulders. You looked at him and he glared back you. Jay noticed then he quickly took your hand and pulled you up from your seat. “Let’s get out of here, [Y/N]”. You were lost for words. Christian would just sit there and do nothing? 

You sat on the steps and Jay had given his your jacket to cover your legs. He sat down and put his arms around you and you rested your head on his shoulders. Both of you sat in silence, before you hear Christian’s voice, “[Y/N]! Come inside, the movie is about to start”. You ignored him. 

“Babe, c’mon”. Christian was now standing in front of you, just a few steps down and Jay’s arms were still around you. “I thought you were too busy for me, Christian. Why don’t you ask your newly found girl friends to keep you company?” Christian was taken aback, “What do you mean my new girl friends?” “She meant the ones surrounding you before or specifically the one with the hand on your shoulders,” Jay retorted back. “Are you being serious?”, Christian asked, “Is that why you have been playing handsy and footsy with him all night long? Are you jealous and can I not talk to other females?” You laughed, “You can talk with all the females in the whole freaking world for all I care. But you’re always flirting with them and they might get the wrong idea. And that girl who put her hand on your shoulders. Why didn’t you do anything?” Christian was now looking back and forth at you and Jay. “It’s because I saw how the two of were acting and plus his hands were on your thighs. That’s way more intimate.”

“So you’re jealous that [Y/N] is with another guy?” Jay asked. “Of course, but when the other guy is you, I’m super worried,” Christian said, “because you two have known each for so long. [Y/N] is beautiful and Jay, you’re alright so I don’t know, maybe you two might fall for each other or something. And I don’t want to lose [Y/N]”. You smiled at Christian. “I don’t want to lose you too babe, and I’m sorry for making you jealous. And don’t you worry, Jay isn’t my type so it’s never going to happen. I know too much of his bad habits that I’ve put off by him”. Christian laughed and bent down to kiss you, “And I’m sorry too”. You gave back Jay his jacket and stood up. “Shall we going inside, babe?” 

“Hey I made whatever it is you two have happen so don’t bad mouth me, [Y/N].” Jay uttered, “and Christian, I’m just ‘alright’? Surely I’m on the same level of attractiveness as [Y/N]? Both Christian and you laughed at him. “If you could rock my girlfriend’s dress then I might change my mind, Jay”. 

EXO Reaction to their really close friend showing up to the dorms dressed in as Santa  with a sack of presents for them on Xmas

(In a sleigh being pulled by horses with fake Rudolph noses) Admin A~

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*Forgets about everything and can’t stop looking at his presents* “IS this…. is this really for me!?”


“I need to keep it cool… no one needs to know how excited I am… I’m a cool guy, presents don’t get me. WHAT DID YOU BRING FOR ME?!”


*Won’t be able to close that mouth for the next seven days* “Christmas in summer…. this is the best”


*No one is more excited in the house than he is* “i PROMISE YOU I’VE BEEN A GOOD BOY! i SWEAR”


*He’s actually the “reindeer” helping you* “You didn’t see this coming, did you guys? I’m glad you liked it, now where are our cookies (and chicken)”


*Makes it snow* “Now, it’s a white Christmas. The best one ever!” *fights really heart against his urge of kissing you*


“Ahhhh… why is she wearing that sexy Santa costume… no.. this should be about the presents, not the dress!!”


“Are those horses…. supposed to be reindeer? They kind look like my cousins…” *Lu the deer, everyone*


“Life is pretty great right now" *Will sing carols the whole MONTH*


“I knew you had something going on… this is pretty great y/n. I really love how you manage to surprise me all the time” *Not sure if his heart is beating because of the surprise of because of you*


*Starts screaming and kinda gives a heart attack to the boys* “AHHHHH, GUYS!!! GUYS COME!!! SANTA IS HERE! OMG!!!! AHHHHH!”


“I’m happy and proud and so thankful… only you can take care of my boys as good as me!” *what he doesn’t know is that he was the sponsor for all those presents, except his xD*

[Masterlist] [Guideline]

To Wait


Warnings: Human au, inspired by this post because, my heart


He had been staring at Patton for what could be count as hours, and it was making the slightly shorter boy really nervous


“Hey Pat?”


“Can I kiss you?”

“What?!” Patton had dropped his juice box thanks to shock and was now looking at his friend with his eyes opened at the full capacity “Of-Of course not!”

“Wait, why not?”

“I’m…” Patton started playing with the sleeves of his cardigan, a blush covering his face fully “I’m saving my first kiss for my wedding day”

Roman nodded, and started searching around on his bag. A few curses escaped his mouth while he was fighting against the weird dimension of his backpack, he could swear most things disappeared once he put them there. When he finally found a pencil he took out his notebook and sat down on the grass

“Okay, so what do you like, what do you prefer?” He was taking notes while talking “We can have a summer wedding, or maybe a fantasy one? Wait! Where should we get married? The beach, a church? Can two boys get marry in a church?”


“Oh! Would you want Logan as your best man? I was thinking you get Logan and I ask Enhos, or you can have Enhos as your best man if you want. But what should we wear? Do you want to wear a dress? Or I could probably rock one… or maybe both of us in tux? They’ll have to be white tho because I think it’ll look better. But also this is your wedding so”

Patton chuckled, his face a bright blush. It was a weird way of confessing, just straight up planning their wedding, but it was also a pretty Roman way of confessing, and he wouldn’t change it.


“Hey, lover boy. Snap out of it”

“Oh, Enhos”

“What, you’re getting nervous?”

Roman laughed and went to pass a hand through his hair but Enhos slapped it

“They just finished fixing your hair, don’t ruin it yet”

“Sorry, maybe I am nervous. I was thinking of when we were fifteen”

“Oh, that time you asked Logan to marry you and Pat?”

“Yup, he still didn’t kiss me though” Roman laughed, his mind full of the past

“Well… you get the chance today don’t you?”

“I can’t believe we’re finally marrying”

“I know lover boy, but if you don’t go out there I don’t think there’ll be a wedding”

Roman nodded and walked out of his dressing room. It was worth it, it was worth the wait. He was finally marrying the man he loved anyway. He stood in front of the civil judge and waited for his loved one to arrive

There, in front of Roman was Patton with the biggest smile on his face and a soft blush on his cheeks. He looked like an angel, and Roman felt like falling in love all over again, he would never get tired of falling in love with the man in front of him.

Once the Judge declared them officially married Roman took Patton’s face softly and gave his husband a small smile

“I love you so much”

“And I you”

“Hey Pat? Can I kiss you?”

“Yeah, you can”

Let’s sing

1) Thriller Bark (Busted - Crashed The Wedding)

I’m so rushed off my feet, (oh-oh)
Looking for Gordon street,
So much I need to say,
I’m sorry that its on her wedding day…
Coz she’s so right for me 

I stole my girl away,
From everybody gathered there that day

Coz she’s mine,
And i’m glad i crashed the wedding,
Its better than regretting,
It’s the best thing that I ever did.
Coz true love lasts forever
And now we’re back together
As if he never met her

Don’t waste time being
Mad at me for taking her away, coz
Anyway she didn’t want to stay.
So please believe me when I say

She’s glad I crashed the wedding
Its better than regretting…
The ring she got was lame
She couldn’t take the pain,
She didn’t want a silly second name
Coz true love lasts forever,
And now we’re back together
You might as well forget her,
And walk away

2) Whole Cake Island (Taylor Swift - Speak Now)

I am not the kind of girl,
Who should be rudely bargin’ in on a white veil occasion,
But you are not the kind of boy,
Who should be marryin’ the wrong girl

I sneak in and see your friends,
And her snotty little family, all dressed in pastel,
And she is yelling at a bridesmaid,
Somewhere back inside a room,
Wearing a gown shaped like a pastry,
This is surely not what you thought it would be

Fond gestures are exchanged,
And the organ starts to play
A song that sounds like a death march,
And I am hiding in the curtains,
It seems I was uninvited by your lovely bride-to-be,
She floats down the aisle like a pageant queen,
But I know you wish it was me,
You wish it was me, don’t you?

And you say, “Let’s run away now,
I’ll meet you when I’m out of my tux at the back door,
Oh baby, I didn’t say my vow,
So glad you were around when they said, "Speak now”

anonymous asked:

Reaction for got7 please! How would the boys react if they found your pinterest board you dedicated to planning your wedding?


‘Is she being serious? That’s expensive fucking stuff. Do i need to buy a 24 karat diamond ring now?’

Originally posted by jaflawless


‘Ahwww Jagi! So cute she’s excited to marry me!’

Originally posted by chimchims


‘That’s some adorable stuff right there. I bet she’d look cute af in that dress.’

Originally posted by the-aegyoqueen


‘Wow! This is..Wow. Should i talk to her about it? Or should i act like i don’t know?’

Originally posted by younglordswerve


‘Seriously Jagi? White and lace everything? Tsk. I’m gonna have to talk some sense into her.’

Originally posted by markjin


‘Aish i thought she didn’t want to marry… What do I do now? Propose?’

Originally posted by why-are-koreans-so-perfect


‘What are all these uncomfortable tuxedos she wants me to wear? Aish…Can’t i just wear my jeans?’

Originally posted by busanplayboy

The only thing more nerve-wrecking than your first date ever...

…is you daughter’s first date ever.

Or in which Kurt helps Tracy get ready and Blaine sulks.

“This is so exciting!”

“No, it’s not.”

“Don’t listen to your father, he’s being Mr. Sour Pants.”

“You should be, too!”

“Oh, hush!” Kurt scolds his husband while twisting his daughter’s curly hair into a perfect waterfall braid. “This is Tracy’s first date and you should be happy it’s with a gentleman like Christian.”

“How do you know he’s a gentleman? You’ve never met him,” Blaine says.

“Because our first born has very high standards,” Kurt states matter-of-factly. “That’s something you get from Mr. Sour Pants,” he stage-whispers to Tracy, who giggles.

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You always kind of have that person, that one person who you feel might interrupt your wedding and be like “Don’t do it cause we’re not over yet”...

I am not the kind of boy who should be rudely barging in on a white veil occasion but you are not the kind of girl who should be marrying the wrong boy

I sneak in and see your friends and his snotty little family all dressed in pastel, and he is yelling at a bridesmaid somewhere back inside a room, wearing a suit shaped like a pastry

This is surely not what you thought it would be, I lose myself in a daydream where I stand and say 

 Don’t say “Yes”, run away now I’ll meet you when you’re out of the church at the back door, don’t wait or say a single vow, you need to hear me out and they said, “Speak now.”

Fond gestures are exchanged and the organ starts to play a song that sounds like a death march, and I am hiding in the curtains it seems that I was uninvited by your lovely groom-to-be

He floats down the aisle like a pageant king but I know you wish it was me,
You wish it was me, don’t you?

I hear the preacher say, “Speak now or forever hold your peace.”
There’s the silence, there’s my last chance, I stand up with shaky hands, all eyes on me, horrified looks from everyone in the room
But I’m only looking at you

I am not the kind of boy who should be rudely barging in on a white veil occasion but you are not the kind of girl who should be marrying the wrong boy 

So, don’t say “Yes”, run away now, I’ll meet you when you’re out of the church at the back door, don’t wait or say a single vow, you need to hear me out, and they said, “Speak now.”

And you say, “Let’s run away now, I’ll meet you when I’m out of my dress at the back door, baby, I didn’t say my vows, so glad you were around when they said, “Speak now.”

All this fighting about “cishet aces” has always struck me as sideways and insidious because the vast majority of people I’ve encountered who id as asexual are nonbinary/trans or genderfluid/genderqueer and bi/pan or gay. Not to mention these jerks use the same rhetoric as biphobes and transphobes. Like, they make up strawmen who “invade our spaces” just like trans women going to take a piss in a public place is “invading female spaces”. They have the same hypothetical straight man too: exclusionists have hypothetical Chad, the frat boy who pretends to be asexual to lower girl’s guards and the terfs have the ‘rapist-dressed-as-a-woman’ to enter woman’s spaces and take advantage of their lowered guards.

This is just like the 70s/80s when “lesbians should just make their own group” and “lesbians are stealing out resources”. It’s a lot like white sufferegettes who didn’t want black women to vote: you have similar struggles, but instead of being accepting you cling to the illusion of privlige and support the oppressive structure “just in this instance” because you’d rather have a tiny bit of power over one tiny group of people than destroy the entire oppressive power structure and help everyone.

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The Karasuno boys hold a maid cafe in order to raise money for their volleyball activities! (Lol I don't know who would come up with the idea, but I feel like it be successful.) Maybe even Oikawa and Iwaizumi drop by to see/pester them :)

i didn’t know whether i should do like one-liner quotes from the characters or a scenario so here we are :/

Does this dress make my butt look fat?Tanaka asked with a pout, looking at himself in the mirror.

I can’t find my other stocking!Hinata panicked as he ran about the room, searching desperately for the matching white sock, unaware that it was tucked into the back of his skirt.

Why is Tsukishima the only one in heels?!” Cried Nishinoya.

Of all things, Daichi asked to himself as he watched the chaos before him, why a maid cafe?

It took more time finding out which wig Tanaka should wear than actually setting up the tables and chairs, quickly occupied by mostly girls who’d come to giggle at the boys dressed in, well, dresses.

The teasing from them was bearable, but the whole game changed once he showed up.

It looks like our competition has had a change in uniform, Iwa-chan!

The entire team went red from embarrassment, being caught by Oikawa and Iwaizumi in such attire was practically instant death.

Suga rose to the occasion first, politely greeting the pair and asking if they would like to sit down and eat something.

Oikawa took no time to nod vigorously and follow Suga, with a slightly annoyed Iwaizumi trailing behind the two.

By some divine powers, they were sat in Kageyama’s section.

Aware of this, the setter quickly tried to make a run for it, but was quickly caught by Tanaka and Tsukishima, and then scolded by Suga.

What’s your order?Kageyama mumbled to Iwaizumi and Oikawa after being literally shoved over to their table.

Isn’t there supposed to be a ‘master’ in there, somewhere?Oikawa tilted his head with a plastic smile and scheming eyes.

Kageyama’s eye twitched and looked back to his team, who silently cheered him on.

What’s your order,Kageyama chewed on the final word for a second before spitting out a quiet, “Master?

Iwaizumi almost pitied Kageyama; Oikawa was going to enjoy this.

Sam Winchester-Speak now

Title:Speak now

Pairings:Sam x reader

Word count:782

Theme song:Speak now by Taylor Swift

Reader is in love with Sam but she finds out he’s getting married.(Not the Becky episode)


You bit your lips dragging it between your teeth as you sat on the edge of the couch toying with your phone as you re-read the message over and over again.

You jumped as soon as you heard your phone ring.Dazed off you shook your head answering it.“Hello?’‘You answered

’'Did you get my message?(y/n) Sam’s getting married!She’s not right for him (y/n)!’'Dean huffed as you could hear the background of excited chatter.

’'What am I supposed to do Dean?!He’s getting married!’'You whisper yelled 

’'Get your ass down here and stop it!’'Dean muttered so no one could hear.

’'I can’t do that Dean’'You sighed ending the call.

I am not the kind of girl who should be rudely barging in on a white veil occasion

You bit your lips shaking your head knowing you couldn’t do that to him.

But you are not the kind of boy who should be marrying the wrong girl

’'Screw this’'You whispered grabbing your jacket as you jumped in your car.

I sneak in and see your friends

You snook in seeing 'her’ friends and only a few of Sam’s remaining ones.You glanced around seeing Dean looked annoyed as Sam tried to pin a pink flower to his blazer.Sam.Your heart stopped as Sam looked amazing but he shouldn’t be dressed like that for her.There she was with her snotty little family and she was yelling at a bridesmaid.You rolled your eyes as you rushed over and hid behind the curtain hearing everyone fuss around as they got to there places.

Sam looked uncomfortable and not how he should on his wedding day. Dean shuffled around as he kept staring at the exit waiting for you to come.Boy would he be proud.He kept checking his phone before sighing and looking back.

This,this is surely not what you thought it would be.I lose myself in a day dream.

You breath hitched in your throat as he the love of your life stood at the alter waiting and he too kept glancing at the exit like he was waiting for something.He was so gorgeous she didn’t deserve him her wedding dress was shaped like a pastry.

The organ starts to play a song that sounds like a death march.

Everyone stood up and you couldn’t be more nervous.Your heart pounded as Sam looked back seeing the 'thing’ walking towards him and he smiled and you knew him well enough to know it was forced.

And I am hiding in the curtains,It seem’s I was uninvited by lovely little bride to be.

’'Now or never (y/n)’'You whispered to yourself as you peered out of the curtains only to catch Dean’s eye.He grinned standing up straight as you winked at him.He smiled before looking back smugly at the thing.You had all been hunting partners since you were kids but there was always something between you and Sam and you wasn’t prepared to throw it away.

She walks down the isle like a pageant queen, but I know you wish it was me.

I hear the preacher say speak now or forever hold your peace…

There was a silence as I ran out ’'SAM!’'I yelled catching his attention.Everyone turned to me all eyes one me.’'I OBJECT!’'I yelled making everyone gasp as the cake face gasps.Sam looks shocked as his mouth moved trying to say something.I walked forward as Dean grinned at me this time flashing me the wink.

’'Sam I’m in love with you..and I know you love me too.I have been ever since we were 9 years old and I’m not going to throw that away over some little snotty cake face,you don’t belong with her Sam all she does is order you around.I’ll leave if this big white wedding is what you really want Sam.If she truly makes you happy I promise I’ll go’'You whispered ignoring everyone’s eyes boring wholes into you as everyone glanced at Sam waiting.

’'I-i…’'Sam gulped thickly.

’'Oh just shut up and kiss her’'Dean grunted and just like that Sam was walking so fast he ended up running to you as he pressed his lips against yours.You heard a screech and out of the corner of your eye Dean gave you a thumbs up.

’'I love you’'Sam whispered panting as he pulled back.

’'Love you too,now how about we ditch this place’'You whispered grinning as you grabbed Dean and Sam’s hand pulling them away.

’'Thank god!’'Dean yelled throwing his flower off as you all ran out the church.

  • “Welcome to New York, it’s been waiting for you.”
  • “Like any true love, it drives you crazy but you wouldn’t change anything.”
  • “Nice to meet you, where you been? I could show you incredible things.”
  • “You look like my next mistake.”
  • “Love’s a game, wanna play?”
  • “I can make the bad guys good for a weekend.”
  • “Got a long list of ex-lovers, they’ll tell you I’m insane.”
  • “I’ve got a blank space, baby, and I’ll write your name.”
  • “I get drunk on jealousy.”
  • “Darling, I’m a nightmare dressed like a daydream.”
  • “Boys only want love if it’s torture, don’t say I didn’t warn you.”
  • “It’s been a while since I have even heard from you.”
  • “I should just tell you to leave ‘cause I know exactly where it leads.”
  • “You got that James Dean daydream look in your eye.”
  • “When we go crashing down we come back every time.”
  • “I heard that you’ve been out and about with some other girl.”
  • “The rest of the world was black and white but we were screaming colour.”
  • “Are we out of the woods yet?”
  • “Remember when you hit the brakes too soon, twenty stitches in a hospital room.”
  • “People like you always want back the love they gave away.”
  • “People like me wanna believe you when you say you’ve changed.”
  • “All you had to do was stay.”
  • “Why’d you have to go and lock me out when I let you in?”
  • “I’ve been picking up the pieces of the mess you made.”
  • “People like me are gone forever when you say goodbye.”
  • “Let me remind you, this was what you wanted.”
  • “You ended it.”
  • “You were all I wanted but not like this.”
  • “I’m lighting on my feet and that’s what they don’t see.”
  • “You’re thinking that I hate you now ‘cause you still don’t know what I never said.”
  • “I wish you would come back.”
  • “I’ll never forget you as long as I live.”
  • “I wish you were right here, right now.”
  • “You always knew how to push my buttons.”
  • “You give me everything and nothing.”
  • “He’s so bad but he does it so well.”
  • “Say you’ll remember me.”
  • “No one has to know what we do.”
  • “Some day when you leave me I bet these memories follow you around.”
  • “Baby, now we got bad blood.”
  • “Now we got problems and I don’t think we can solve them.”
  • “I was thinking that you could be trusted.”
  • “It’s so sad to think about the good times.”
  • “Still got scars on my back from your knife.”
  • “Did you think it all through?”
  • “Band aids don’t fix bullet holes.”
  • “You say sorry just for show.”
  • “I want you for worse or for better.”
  • “I would wait forever and ever.”
  • “Broke your heart, I’ll put it back together.”
  • “Remind me how it used to be.”
  • “You showed up just in time.”
  • “Baby, I know places we won’t be found.”
  • “Just grab my hand and don’t ever drop it.”
  • “That morning, gone was any trace of you.”
  • “I think I am finally clean.”
  • “I screamed so loud but no one heard a thing.”
  • “Just because you’re clean don’t mean you don’t miss it.”
  • “Didn’t they tell us don’t rush into things?”
  • “We found Wonderland, you and I got lost in it.”
  • “It’s all fun and games ‘til somebody loses their mind.”
  • “I reach for you but you were gone.”
  • “I’ve spent my whole life trying to put it into words.”
  • “I could build a castle out of all the bricks they threw at me.”
  • “The best people in life are free.”
  • “We need love but all we want is danger.”
  • “The rumours are terrible and cruel but honey, most of them are true.”
And to see her made him awful

Dark. I mean within reason, loaded with angst and based off this prompt:

Peter comes to Wendy’s room looking for a mother

“I can’t sleep, Wendy.”

Peter stood at the doorway of her little room, blocking the last glimmer of moonlight behind his cutting black figure. It cast an eerie glow over him, the shadows making his features look sharper, more severe – but his eyes, soft and subdued as they were, made uneasiness quack in the pit of her stomach.

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[ 真紅の音 -Think note- ] VOL 11: Women

“The complicated heart of a woman. Trying to grasp it, my trembling heart of a man.”

For Yamada, women are fascinating beings. Therefore, he worries being confused by the distance, or minding how he’s seen by them, wanting to be able to understand each other. And talking about it like this, saying “All the more reason, women and men are interesting”.

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the 100: *kills POC for ‘shock value,’ puts white protags in brown face and dresses them in appropriative costumes, hypersexualize/slut shame/brutalize the latin@ character, chains and brutalizes a black man while simultaneously sexualizing him, sidelines the asian men and make them subservient to 1.) the mediocre white boy who should have fucking died 1x01 and 2.) the white woman who insists that she needs you, abandons you, and then comes back thinking she can carry on like before, makes the Angry Black Woman™ subservient to her white superior*

fandom: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ *continues to worship l.3xa*

the 100: *kills off l.3xa*

fandom: *composes a masterfully-written dissertation on why the 100 is problematic*

me: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 

the jahan au: charlie frederick mulclaire

[start from the beginning]

  • not-so-little jahan, age 16, starts dating his first Real Boyfriend
  • he’s been dating this dude on the dl for like three months maybe?
  • well, “the dl”
  • robomom knows all
  • and robomom tells rootmom everything
  • She approves, so root approves (after much additional digging)
  • shaw knows too, sort of. she’s observant but in denial
  • “friends hold hands all the time”
  • she doesn’t want to think about her little prince being grown up and having a boyfriend, so she doesn’t
  • she still gives him scooby doo fruit snacks in his lunchbox

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I wanted to share a quick story. This one goes out to all the anti-feminists who think women should shut up about dress codes (ignoring the fact that it’s usually about the sexist logic used to reinforce dress codes, but whatever)

I went to a private school that had a uniform. Girls wore plaid skirts and boys wore slacks and everyone wore white button downs. I liked uniform because I didn’t have to think about what I was putting on in the morning.

Well one day I was at lunch in my skirt cleaning a table. I have a fairly curvy body, so pretty much all skirts ever ride up on me because hips. As such, I always wore spandex under my skirts, just in case. We had a rule regulating skirt length on the back of the knee, and when pulled down properly and measured, all my skirts followed it. But after sitting down for lunch, my skirt had ridden up. And bending over to clean the table didn’t help. A teacher walked up to me, yelling, and grabbed my arm forcefully. I was then dragged, crying to the head of upper school’s office to have my skirt measured (it passed). I was a senior at the time.

One might assume that this is just how my school treats its dress code. Unfortunately, that’s not the case. A few days later, a close male friend of mine came to school wearing sweatpants and a t shirt. All he got was a question about whether he’d been too lazy to put on his uniform and a jovial laugh. I frequently saw boys blatantly violate the dress code like this and get off with a warning. Girls were regularly held back from recess in middle school for skirt checks.

Tell me again how dress codes don’t discriminate.

10 examples of patriarchy you've probably never noticed before!

We should probably start out by defining what patriarchy is, because unfortunately most people don’t know. It is defined as 1.) a system of society or government in which men hold the power and women are largely excluded from it. 2.) control by men of a disproportionately large share of power. Now let’s define misogyny. It is the dislike of, contempt for, or ingrained prejudice against women. People will be so quick to deny any type of prejudice or oppression against a group of people because they refuse to understand and accept that they are doing anything wrong. Women can vote and run for office! If they don’t it’s just because they’re choosing not to. Black people can go to college and get out of poverty! They just choose not to work for it!

Wrong. These things are a result of the system and structure of society that sets up certain groups of people to succeed, and not others. There are so many examples of patriarchy we often see on a daily basis as completely okay and normal, simply because we don’t know any better and it’s what we were taught. Let’s see what we find when we peel back a few layers, though.

1. Virginity. Ah, virginity is an interesting topic with many facets we could look at. It originated from the idea that a woman is pure and innocent until she has sex, and when she does she loses that. She “loses” her virginity, and therefore a part of herself as well. Misleading sexual terms like “popping your cherry” also come from this idea. Woman were to remain “pure” virgins until marriage, otherwise they were basically shunned and no one would want to marry them because they were seen as “used”. This applies to almost every religion and culture. So let me start off by saying this is completely a social construct. There is literally no such thing as virginity, it’s made up to restrict women and it treats women as mindless objects. Another major problem with this concept is that it excludes the LGBT+ community. Losing your virginity is having penis-to-vagina sex, right? So what about girls having sex with girls? Or guys with guys? Or what about oral sex? Clearly there are issues with this concept that degrades and excludes large groups of people and contributes to the mindset that women are objects for sex and marriage. It seems like an age old concept but sadly, the root of these are ideas that are alive and well today.

2. Marriage. This ties pretty closely with the whole virginity idea. But just think about a traditional wedding scene. The bride walks in, wearing all white, with her father walking her down the isle. White symbolizes purity, alluding to the virginity concept. Your father is literally walking you down the isle and giving you away to your husband. Because women are objects owned by men. Interesting when you think about the meaning behind these things, right? Let’s keep going. Then the groom is told, “you may now kiss the bride.” Asserting his dominance and ownership of his new wife (rather than being consensual). You may be thinking, of course people don’t think that way in this day and age! Well, when it comes down to it, people blindly follow traditions like this that are horribly degrading to women whether they intend for it to be that way or not. It is contributing to the idea that males are dominant and women are objects.

3. Dress Code. Putting restrictions on what girls can and cannot do with their bodies from an early age gives them the idea that their bodies are not theirs. It teaches them that dressing “slutty” is wrong and if they do they’re “asking for it”. It teaches them that their skin and their bodies are offensive. It teaches them that to be taken seriously, they can’t show too much skin. It teaches them that policing their bodies is okay and normal. It enforces the idea that a boys education is more important than hers, and that it’s okay to take time out of her school day to go change because that one inch of thigh is just that distracting. Despite what school administration will say about dress code applying to everyone, it doesn’t. It is very biased in so many ways and it perpetuated a very dangerous and unsafe environment for girls. It teaches boys and girls very toxic ideas that they typically will carry with them for the rest of their lives.

4. Victim Blaming and Slut Shaming. This is something dress code contributes to. Victim blaming is the idea that if someone dresses and acts a certain way, then it is their fault [insert blank here] happened to them. It is not the attackers fault. Her skirt was too short and she was drunk? Oh, well she should have not dressed like that or drank so much! The poor boy was a star football player going to college, he shouldn’t get in trouble for this! It is absolutely sickening that people (including women) slut shame and think that way when it comes to rape culture. We give girls pepper spray and tell them not to dress slutty instead of teaching boys that rape is an inexcusable crime.Victim blaming applies to many situations beyond women, for example all the young black men murdered or arrested for simply existing in a way that white people feel threatened by. Walking down the street in a hoodie is risking getting shot if you’re black, because that’s the kind of victim-blaming society we live in today. And of course law enforcement and media will do whatever they can to find excuses to make the victim look bad to avoid admitting they did anything wrong. 

5. Mass Media and degrading women. Turn on the TV, watch a movie, open a magazine. I guarantee you there is sexist media is nearly everything we see on a daily basis. Women’s bodies are used to sell anything from Pepsi to potato chips. First of all, there is a major lack of women behind the scenes. The majority of TV, movies, marketing, ect. we see are ran by men. This might be a key reason in the amount of sexist media we see. In most TV shows or movies, there are women, but they are not really about women. The women are just someone’s wife, girlfriend, daughter. They are an accessory used to get attention. They are objects just on screen to be pleasing to the eye. And if there does happen to be an independent woman, she’s portrayed as bossy or a bitch. It’s pretty rare to see media that truly represents real women. The media gives us ridiculous expectations and standards of beauty for ourselves. It also excludes so many groups of people, because most women we see in any media are straight and white. This is only skimming the surface of this topic. There are many issues with sexist and racist media, not to mention the effects of the porn industry on women. 

6. Bossy bitches. This is for all the Sandra Bullock’s of the world. The women who are in charge, demand attention and to be taken seriously. “God, she’s such a bitch!” “Don’t be so bossy!” These are incredibly stupid and sexist things girls hear from an early age and boys are taught is okay to say from an early age. If a man is in control and in charge, it’s normal. But if a woman is, she’s bossy. There are only 13 (out of 100) U.S. senators that are women. The majority of CEO’s, superintendents, and people in political office are men. Coincidence? Nope. Society holds women back. It’s okay for women to think, as long as they think like men. In fact, many other countries including some in South America and the UK have had female presidents, yet the U.S. never has. We like to think we’re very progressive and better than most other countries, when really we treat women, half our population, worse than most other countries do.

7. Sexist language. Pussy. Whore. Slut. Bitch. You throw like a girl! Something as simple as the language we use everyday makes it clear that our society thinks there is nothing worse or more insulting than being a woman. If a guy dresses slightly feminine or likes to read instead of playing video games, we assume he’s gay? Faggot. When my mom mows the lawn, my neighbors ask her why her husband isn’t doing it because that’s a man’s job. We hear rape jokes and we make fun of white girls and we think that’s totally acceptable. And when we call people out on it, we say “don’t treat women like that, they’re your mothers and sisters”. That doesn’t help anything. Instead, why don’t we enforce the idea that they shouldn’t be treated like that because they’re actual people? Our words have so much power, and sexist language like that goes a long way. 

8. Women’s education. Many Americans like to think feminism is unnecessary because we see women who go to school and college, who get good jobs, and who can vote and support themselves. Sadly, we often fail to empathize and understand that in a lot of other countries, women literally are not able to get even a basic education, and if they try to, they could be killed. Almost two-thirds of the world’s 792 million illiterate adults are women. In Bolivia, 30% of adult women cannot read and write, compared to just 5% of men. Only 40% of Pakistani women over the age of 15 can read and write, compared to 70% of men. Men are seen as more important and valuable to society than women. This enforces gender roles, that women stay home, raise kids, cook and clean. They don’t need an education. It’s men who need one and who should go out and work. Even in America, it is more difficult for women and people of color to obtain a higher education. All of this results in their inability to get better jobs or raise themselves above the poverty level. It’s a cycle we can’t break unless we change how people think.

9. Pay Gap. Based on median annual earnings for full-time, year-round workers, women earned 76.5% of men’s earnings for the same jobs in 2012. The median annual earnings for full-time, year-round women workers in 2012 was $37,791 compared to men’s $49,398. Again, this comes from the idea that men are more valuable and important to society. I mean we literally pay men more for doing the same job. I’m not quite sure what else I can say on this, the facts really just speak for themselves. 

10. Women in positions of power (or should I say lack thereof?) Guess we’ve come full circle, right back to what we discussed in our definition of patriarchy! All of these things we’ve talked about ultimately lead to holding back women and allowing men to have the majority of power and control in our world. So if you don’t think feminism is necessary, you think sexism doesn’t exist, or you simply don’t understand the extent of it, just open your eyes a little wider. Pay more attention. There is evidence of this everywhere; sadly we live in a really prejudiced world, and it impacts everyone. However, I have endless hope for our generation to rise above this by speaking up about it and educating ourselves.