and dont let family drama and things like that get you down

My interpretation of the MOON signs

(You could probs relate your sun if you want maybe even your rising)

Aries: they take up your life: being loud, leaving mess on the stairs, creating arguments out of thin air and always filling the void with their drama. Very self-centred but oblivious to it so I’ll let it be. Problems they hav always someone else’s fault. Very loving and cuddly and express passion easily. Never stick to hobbies after announcing that its there biggest passion n cant survive without it. Though, they don’t wait around for things to be handed to them - they are always up to something interesting. Independent.

Taurus: they are great to spill your words upon and never flinch when u say something deep or shocking so it makes u chill af cause they are…Most of the time…they can get angered when things aren’t as it should as they are very stubborn. don’t like people who aren’t committed to friendship or plans/dreams and dont like people who dont give their stuff back. Seemed to hav cows eyes: very deep n dreamy and long eyelashes -often brown eyes that i know of or watery blue eyes. lov food or other luxuries.

Gemini: childlike, like everything light hearted and humorous. there has to always be words to fill up the quiet spaces otherwise they start to get agitated. Dont like boring people and will blatantly walk off or something. Nervouusss people. Tapping all the time. When they’re in a goood mood they’re goofy but can become detached and cold and become a bit of a smart arse. Like knowing their shit.

Cancer: homely people. Warm and loving to fault as they are always let down by others who do not give the same warmth and pure emotions back. I think they could probably guilt trip u many times. emotions are not hidden which is good and bad because shots are firedddd and their words filled venom when there really cheesed off. Like lots of nice things. also love cute fluffy animals. Love their family to be always near - protective can become smothering. Talk about the ‘good old days’ 24/7.

Leo: why are you so posey and dramatic? They like to tell a tall tale - love to add bits to the truth to make it more exciting - which is actually interesting to hear tbh so good job :) they love to be centre of attention obvs. Also hold their heads high and always seem taller than actually are. Full of exuberance. & they often believe in their abilities so they achieve good grades and r smarttt!

Virgo: lovs when people do little silly things for them because they like when people are as detail orientated as them. expect too much of people becaus they do too much for others. Nervous but lowkey cause their earthiness sort of makes it hum in the background. Has potential to be shady. I love their organisation, chills me the f out. Some reason i feel they be really good at ASMR videos because of their voice & movements. and they r actually quite talkative but its usually nothing too intellectual or snobbish just good natter. Bites their nails!

Libra: i dont get them. They dont make an imposing impression on me as they’re delicate and not too in ya face. Loves knitted jumpers and wearing light colours Ive noticed. Sweet n gentle. Probs could get away with murder. Gets really into things like a celeb or tv series for a while. Has fan blogs probably. like to talk about things such as kpop, clothes, items in their neat pencil case and make up. Idkkk

Scorpio: protectivveee. Intense. Passionate about theirs hobbies and interests. Can become lost in their own intellectual, abstract world forgetting what is truly important until they realise and become regretful and then hold many unresolved grudges. They are e m o t i o n a l but try to hide it - constantly simmering and on the verge of erupting. Though they are quite interested in their own passion - they’ll hype u up about yours and talk for hours about theirs and your own dreams. Abstract knowledge that seems to appear out of no where when they speak -unconventionally smart.

Sagittarius: want to escape reality. Someone i used to know would read a lot of books - probs erotic - she also used her work as escapism? her husband wouldn’t take her on holiday:( another i know comes across very cool and full of knowledge and like to says corny things like ‘you might as well live your life to the fullest because you’ve only got one’. acts like a philosopher. Has gooood taste in music. knows everyone and can keep good relationships with all of them.

Capricorn: thinks they’re are funny af but peeps often laugh at their jokes cause they’re just a bit shit. Tries to come across cool 😎looking for a for job but isn’t working out lol. Wants fame n fortune. they love to talk deep and intellectual without getting too personal. probably quite lovey dovey but it is buried deep inside them. likes to keep it light by listening to music or watching the telly otherwise there thoughts overwhelm them. ( i hav cap moon so might look like a different viewpoint to the others moon signs)

Aquarius: loves to make a point that they are different lol. Intellectual af cause they really smart. Can talk for hours on end but still likes down time. they are the world’s friend but they only let a few know the real them (if thats is actually the real them ). Quirky sense of humour. Hav big dreams and most likely succeed in pursuing them. they are very open about weird stories and experiences they hav had which is fun to hear. will hav something to say about every topic on earth - love to share an opinion.

Pisces: too kind for their own good. They know your weaknesses/insecurities from first time you meet. i think they have melancholy spells which they find themselves in a trance - i catch them staring blankly quite a lot. Love to ask if you’re okay. Mooody. Let down by humanity. Very chatty and has of cool things to say. Music may rule their life - musically talented in one case ik (probs used as escapism). Can be burdened with very unsettling thoughts of not being good enough; making sure they keep there reputation for being the nice guy which means getting pushed about

Why Namjoon isnt accepted in the krap scene (and why thats a good thing)

  unpopular opinion and confession 

*****im not saying all krappers are like this btw chill ur dick

***also butthurt ppl dont come at me saying YEAH YOONGI TOO bc i shall make a post about him too i didnt forget about yall, always coming into namjoon rap posts and making it about yoongi

****My intention of this post is not to diss your faves or rappers in general. This isn’t a post that has the intention of throwing shade I am simply expressing my respect for an artist. 

I never really respected a lot of k-rappers. I do like some songs because they have a good beat but respect is something that an artist should earn. I respect rappers and groups like epik high, verbal jint, and tiger jk for influencing the krap scene for the good.

I wont touch on american rap but the krap scene is so generalized. Like hey have fake gold chains and a bunch of girls while I rap about shit that doesnt make people feel better about themselves with lyrics that i didnt even write. Many generalize culture, rap about degrading others, and you know all that shit. But let me tell you: RAP stands for RHYTHM AND POETRY.

POETRY

Listen anyone can have their different perspective on poetry and maybe to someone “squad shit it g ma” is the most well thought out poetic verse that they have heard. 

But rapping all started when people were in pain, when people were in dark time period in life and spilling out their feelings through rhyme made them feel better and got them out of trouble. I`m not saying you need a depressing life story to be a rapper (you dont need a chicken to recognize an egg) but rapping is way more than some beats and a snapback, its a coping mechanism, maybe not always for the artist but definitely the audience.

I sound so old when I`m saying this but rapping isnt just talking fast, its a lengthy process of finding strong and meaningful word play, to beats and rhythms which compliment eachother which is then it put together in one song almost like a prayer.

and don`t come at me with the WELL I LIKE HOW IT SOUNDS, because these days i swear to god ANYONE CAN BE A RAPPER, and thats how it shouldnt be. 

They get others to write songs for them, songs usually have no smart wordplay or meaning and just talk in slightly faster pace. (i definitely find rap flow and speed a plus point in rapping). 

Rappers who arents even all that shit get praised and recieve so much attention and go on judging others just bc their not AS famous.

(random thought i really dislike smtm) Rapping isnt a childsplay. Common korean rap communities like smtm etc are extremely trashy to me.

 In 2015 during bangtan`s vacation Namjoon released his first mixtape (legendary) which proved his ability to write lyrics in both english and korean, write lyrics about depression happiness life hope etc, he made a damn song DISSING rappers who only have flow and lyrics that don`t make sense AND SPAT BARS SO FAST IM LIKE BOI BREATH, he teamed up with a western artist and recieVED EXTREME APPRECIATION IN THE AMERICAN RAP SCENE. 

If you don`t know he started rapping at 13 because he was going through a really low point in his life. He then started writing HIS OWN lyrics about his feelings and educated himself in hip hop and rap culture (he listened to a lot of nas and tupac what a man). He then joined an underground rap team which he gained skills like free-styling and flow (BOY CAN RAP SO FAST BRUH). But definitely his raps are extremely smart. He uses so much worldplay their almost like a riddle you need to figure out. Not only that he can rhyme and compose and has the qualities of a true rapper who IS PASSIONATE ABOUT MUSIC HE LET DOWN  HIS FAMILY TO BE A RAPPER DESPITE HAVING SO MUCH GRADES

AND EVEN AFTER ALL THAT HE GETS DISSED IN THE KRAP COM-

Like when someone would think of k-rapper they would think Zico, Gd maybe, Jay Park, Dok2 (and if you are fans of common krappers thats okay) but I honestly feel as if rappers like them are so common. To me they don`t show anything exceptional. Its like comparing Eminem with Lil yatchy (you can like either and thats okay) but Eminem did his own thing with no influence from the stereotypical culture. In shows like SMTM or unpretty rapstar you definitely see the rap community come together and Im like boi why isnt joon there he can own yall asses.

Namjoon however is on a whole different level. He does in own thing without the influence of popular culture (which refers to his message in his song DO YOU). He raps about things that are special TO HIMSELF and doesnt care about others opinions. He never thinks about what others might think of his song or what he should do to catch the attention of the audience. He does what he likes to do and goes with HIS gut.

Namjoon is a special snowflake and I dont want him to be thrown in the *oh look another korean rapper lets put him in smtm and not let them grow as an artist* pile bc I feel as if thatll take away his authenticity.

I`m kinda happy that Namjoon doesnt associate himself with common rappers because he is way better than that. He strives to collab with artists of his choice, his taste, and doesnt go for popular or common people. 

Like you know what I`m trying to say. Imagine an exceptional student who isnt really popular among the folks. and all the students who get like c`s or b`s are extremely praised and popular.

Don`t get me wrong despite getting SO MANY opportunities like 4 features in official songs from other groups (one being korean hip hop legends MFBTY), being in the 4 things show , performing at multiple festivals individually,etc. I really don`t feel as if he reached the legendary rap title yet. He definitely was close to being “part” of the community as in 2014-2015 his rap career was highly active but is on the low now as a individual. 

  I appreciate Bangtan as a group and all the contributions of all 7 members  but since BTS is a group who produces their own music, one member can`t just go off making MVs while their writers do the job for their (cough cough, bts dont got writers they got mean namjoon) I know he is busy writing for bangtan, producing beats, and a whole lot of shit for the group and he is happy with doing that but that also takes away time from doing his solo rap career AND I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THAT.

He doesnt care of not being able to produce music all the time to the likings of krappers. He cares about Bangtan. He knows his potential and doesnt need to highly promote in order to prove his worthiness. He can promote small mixtapes or covers for his armys and he is content with that. His intention isnt to get famous, as he always says: i do this for the  music not the fame.

He does his own thing and doesnt worry about the drama. He is too good for them. Someone who is beyond expectations doesn’t mingle with people who are popular. They dont worry about irrelevants. They just keep on focusing on themselves and how to grow.

I can`t wait to see him become so well known as a rapper (he already is so high up in his journey) that everyone who looked down on him now want to be him.

Namjoon is a person who expressed that their isnt a right wrong with hip hop just passion
Nct 127 + Chenle,Jaemin's reaction to their s/o telling them that they want to marry them

Request:NCT 127 (+ Chenle , Jaemin) to you telling them that - if it’s ever possible - you’d want to marry them someday?

A/N: this is like some kind of drama ,, how cute aw . and i changed it up a little , i hope you dont mind !

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Taeil:

The both of you watched the wedding scene showing on the television screen , as his arms wrapped around your waist . His eyes were glued to screen , as you saw him raised his eyebrows lightly as the couple on the screen kissed .

“ im waiting for that day this happens to us ”

His eyes would instantly widen , face flushed . He’d give an awkward laugh , as he hugged you tighter , clearing his throat then pecking your forehead .

Originally posted by grandpa-ty

Johnny:

Both of you would casually be sitting at a restaurant , a small family sitting beside both of you . You noticed how Johnny was smiling at the small kid , his eyes following every movement of the child .

“ he’s so cute “

” i know right babe “

” one day we’d have our own too “

He’d raise his eyebrows at you , as he gave a small smirk and giggle , ” is that a hint ? “

Originally posted by ten-ie

Taeyong:

Taeyong continued nagging at you as he paced around the room back and forth , arranging everything neatly , as you laid on your bed pouting - it has been 1 hour since he started nagging at you to clean your room .

” y/n stop being so lazy and clean this mess up- “

” are you going to nag at our future children like this too omg “

Taeyong would stop what he was doing , as his cheeks started to turn pink . He gave an awkward laugh , then reached forward to pinch your cheeks , ” yes , if they’re as lazy as you “

Originally posted by haechanz

Yuta:

He was the one who brought up the topic first as a joke , teasing and trying to make you laugh . But as soon as you told him about your opinions seriously , his eyes would widen as a big and bright smile appeared on his face , as he hugged you tightly .

” baby what if i proposed to you right now “

” i’d be more than happy “

” wait are you serious , you dont mind ? “

” why would i yuta , i love you “

Originally posted by yoon-to-the-oh

Doyoung:

He’d be sitting quietly at the tableside , concentrating and focusing on his work , not even a single word spoken . You took a seat beside him as you linked your arms together earning a small smile from Doyoung .

” when will you have time for me “

” work’s been keeping me busy , im sorry babe “

” will you still be like that if we were married ? because i sure need my husband to be by my side every night before i can sleep “

Doyoung would immediately cough and try clearing his throat , his eyes widened and face flushed . Then he’d give a small shy laugh , before shaking his head and holding to your hand , ” of course not , i’d find time for you “

Originally posted by yoon-to-the-oh

Jaehyun:

You watched from the side as your boyfriend chopped all the ingredients skillfully with one hand , the other , busy stirring and mixing the boiling soup . He took a small glance at you , then smiled , showing his well defined dimples .

” what did i do to deserve such a wonderful cook like you as my boyfriend “

” i should be the one asking you , what did i do to deserve you “

” would you still cook for me like this everyday if we were married ? “

Jaehyun gave a small laugh , covered the pot with the lid , then made his way towards you . He leaned forward , then softly said with a big smile on his face , ” yes , i’d make special recipes just for you … and maybe our future children too ? “

Originally posted by nctech

WinWin:

You stood at the window glass pane , squinting your eyes as you admired the shiny and silver ring put on display outside the store . WinWin stood beside you , arms around your shoulders as he gave an awkward laugh ,

” do you like it that much ? “

” yes it’s so pretty “

” do you want me to get it for you ? “

” nope …. for now hehe “

” then when ? “

” *coughs* maybe when you *coughs* propose *coughs* “

WinWin would lower his head down shyly , as he laughed to himself . His hold around your shoulders would tightened , as his other arm reached forward to hug you .he’s such a small kid ,, so cute ;-;

Originally posted by yutaejpg

Mark:

Both of you would be watching television , and just chilling and cuddling on the bed , as a random thought came to your head .

” what do you want for us in the future babe “

” for us to be happy i guess . what about you ? “

” hopefully , i mean HOPEFULLY , get married … you know “

*awkward laughter*

Mark would avoid eye contact with you , but couldnt help but smile to himself . But as soon as you pulled him in for a hug , he’d shyly return it , his cheeks burning as he let out another giggle , ” you’re so cute i love you “

Originally posted by 10795

Haechan:

He stucked out his tongue at you when you glared at him , as he dangled the piece of meat infront of your eyes , before putting it in his mouth , then giving another laugh .

” that was my last piece of meat why “

” too bad , i got it first “

” you’re so immature hyuck “

” at least im more mature than you heh “

” how do i deal with you for the rest of me life “

” i love you “

He’d get what you mean , but try to act coy about it , casually saying things like , ” i should be the one worrying about that “ . but on the inside he’s squealing and screaming .

Originally posted by nctuhohahyes

Jaemin:

You laid your head on his lap , the both of you holding your phones up , as he tried to explain the rules of the game to you .

” wait why are we married in the game “

” married couples get to work together , we’ll earn more points like that “

” would we still be doing this if this came true in the future ? haha “

Jaemin would laugh right away , as his hands played with your soft hair on his lap . He’d squeeze your cheek , then teasing you , ” we could if you want to “

Originally posted by haechannie

Chenle:

Chenle ran down to you from upstairs , as he carried a huge book in his arms . He’d cheerfully and brightly sit beside you , then excitedly exclaim that the book contained baby pictures of him , and he wanted to share them with you .

As you flipped through the pages , a photograph of his parents’ wedding came up , as you took into detail every aspect of the photo .

” woah your mother’s so pretty “

” hehe thank you “

” i wanna be in a similar dress like this in the future too “

Chenle would laugh , then playfully pinch your cheek , ” you’re already beautiful enough “

Originally posted by neotechs

this is so bad im sorry omg ;-;

Yuanfen - Part 6

Characters - Bucky x Reader, Steve - tons of Steve

Word Count - 2374

Warnings - Angst

A/N - This part got away from me, it’s mainly about Steve ngl. I swear this series has its own mind. Please dont hesitant to tell me what you think! This is an AU. 缘分 (Yuanfen) is a Chinese word that has no direct English translation and (roughly) means “A relationship that is brought together by a force such as destiny or fate.“

Yuanfen Masterlist

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Bloodlines - Part 4

A/N: Based off of the song “Heathens” by Twenty One Pilots, this will be a multichapter fic with either a lyric being a chapter title, or the headers to break down the thought process of the chapter. None of the lyrics are mine, and they are all in bold - Again, I do not claim to own them, all credit where credit is due.

I do not own Teen Wolf or it’s characters. Sadly.

Word Count: 2,025 (Not including lyrics.)

Warnings: None that I know of. Mild language?

Beautiful people who helped me when I came to them with this crazy idea and said to run with it: @wheresthekillswitch @obsessed-withthe-hales @aworldmadeforme @life-what-life-i-dont-have-one @xteenwolfwritingsx

Coming back to Beacon Hills was supposed to be uneventful. Yet somehow, you are now stuck in the middle of two worlds you didn’t even know existed yesterday. Now between both worlds, but not belonging to either, you try to forge your own way, finding out that some ties are stronger than bloodlines.

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3

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Well, i tried really hard with this one and i don’t know how good or bad it is but i did it anyways…i don’t really know who wants to read it so i’ll tag the ones i usually do and add the ones that commented about the top/bottom thing i asked earlier, i hope i did justice to their “relationship”

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ULTIMATE DELENA FIC REC LIST

I’ve been asked a couple of times for good fanfiction and since I do read a lot I decided to make a post with some of the ones that I really enjoyed reading or found interest in.

(in alphabet order)

  1. A love that consumes - COMPLETE - Elena Gilbert loves Stefan Salvatore. No, really, she does! Sure, she’s been having more and more late night encounters with his devilish handsome brother Damon and there have been a few kisses and touches, but it’s not like they mean anything. Right? (Post Canon)

  2. A Woman’s Worth - COMPLETE -  Love hurts. This story takes on a literal meaning when Elena is a victim of abuse by her boyfriend. A journey of the silent sufferings of a girl with no one to turn to and unwilling to ask for help. Enters Damon, a social worker determined to rescue a damsel in distress and falling for her along the way. What is he willing to sacrifice in the end to save a girl he loves? (All Human)

  3. Addictions - COMPLETE -  When Elenas’ life has been consumed by addictions, can anyone save her? (All Human)

  4. All At Once - COMPLETE -  Damon and Elena have been in an extremely casual arrangement for a month when he assumes temporary custody of his teenage nephew. Follow them on a journey as ‘nothing’ may just turn into 'everything’ if they can overcome dark pasts & biggest fears. (All Human)

  5. All You Are To Me - INCOMPLETE -  Damon and Elena have been best friends for their entire lives, but when they risk their friendship to become something more will their relationship be strong enough to weather any storm? (All Human)

  6. Anyone Else But You - COMPLETE -  Elena has worked for Damon for five years, they complete each other in ways no one else can. But will either of them be brave enough to fight for the love they deserve? (All Human)

  7. Bittersweet - COMPLETE -  Elena has her “happily ever after.” Married to the love of her life with the job she’s always wanted, she can’t dream of making any changes. But sometimes life has a way of playing by its own rules. When her world turns on its side, can the one person who’s always been there when she needed him help her pick up the pieces? (Post Canon)

  8. Can’t Be Tamed - INCOMPLETE -  Damon Salvatore is a well-known and ruthless mobster who gets what he wants, when he wants. When John Gilbert fails to settle his debts on time, Damon takes matters into his own hands and kidnaps his niece, Elena, Johns most valuable asset. But is Damon her captor or her saviour? (All Human)

  9. Crying Lightning - COMPLETE -  "I should have helped her. I should have done something. I deserve this. I deserve to die" - Damon is an 18 year old troubled lost soul with a bad reputation and Elena a 17 year old popular high school student who thought she had everything she ever wanted, that is until she got to know the eldest Salvatore and realizes that life is about more than being crowned Prom Queen! (All Human)

  10. Dancing in the Dark - COMPLETE -  Singer, Elena Gilbert gets signed to the most prestigious record label in the world. She thinks it’s her big break until she meets her producer, the cold and stoic Damon Salvatore. (All Human)

  11. Do You Believe In Angels? - INCOMPLETE -  "Damon?“ She asked. He looked at her, waiting. She took a shaky breath, "Do you believe in angels?” “No,” he said, “Not anymore.”. Two children with tragic pasts meet at a refuge. Hurt and alone, they clinge to each other to survive. This is their story, and everyone involved along the way. (All Human)

  12. Don’t give up on my son, a dying man’s wish - COMPLETE -  Elena takes a job caring for her friend Stefan’s father. When Elena discovers his dying wish is to reconcile with his older son Damon she decides to make it happen. But Damon doesn’t exactly make it easy on her. (All Human)

  13. Down A Crooked Path - COMPLETE - Some loose ends should be burned. Sequel to Self-Inflicted Wounds (Post Canon)

  14. Echoes - COMPLETE -  Things have been calm in Mystic Falls for years. Damon and Elena have been peacefully raising their family in the town where they both grew up. But this is Mystic Falls. Things can change quickly…and never for the better. Sequel to “Bittersweet.” (Post Canon)

  15. Echoes of the Past - COMPLETE -  Each of us has a past that shapes and defines us. Some pasts are filled with pain and heartache. Can Damon and Elena overcome their pasts to allow themselves a chance at happiness? Or will things from their past resurface to destroy their future? (All Human)

  16. Faults and Blizzards - COMPLETE -  Six months after their divorce, Elena Gilbert and Damon Salvatore are forced to spend Christmas together. (All Human)

  17. Fighting Fate - COMPLETE -  "I believe in fate more than the average person. We will run into each other again because we are meant to be. I just know it.“ (All Human)

  18. Forever Mine - EPILOGUE LEFT -  The night Damon Salvatore met Elena Gilbert changed the course of their destinies forever. But just as the future made itself known, the past caught up with them to destroy it all. Together on the run, Damon finds himself falling for this girl. Hard. But, Damon Salvatore doesn’t love and he won’t let her change that. No matter how much his soul…his body begs him to give in. (Alternative Universe)

  19. Forever Yours  - COMPLETE -  'But If we’re really meant to be, shouldn’t this be a lot easier? Why has it all been so hard’ - Do you believe in reincarnation? The chance to start over after your life has ended. Take this journey with Damon and Elena to find out if they should be together for eternity. Is it possible to fall in love with the same person over and over again? (Alternative Universe)

  20. Four Lettered Lie - EPILOGUE LEFT -  Damon Salvatore thought he’d never have to see Elena Gilbert again. He was wrong. (All Human)

  21. Friends with benefits - INCOMPLETE -  'He breaks me every single time.’ They’re best friends & lovers until they’re torn apart by secrets, lies & pride. 'A love like that – consumes until there’s nothing left to break. Destiny leaves you no choice - love conquers all.’ (All Human)

  22. Georgia On My Mind - COMPLETE -  Damon takes Elena on his little road trip to Georgia. Elena, distraught over her resemblence to Katherine, decides to let loose with surprising consequences. (Post Canon)

  23. Gravity - INCOMPLETE -  Sequel to Cannonball - Finally free from the clutches of Mystic Falls and their rivaling families, Damon and Elena are home free. Their love and loyalty to each other is stronger than ever, however they will soon learn that being on the run isn’t all that easy. (All Human)

  24. Guide You Home - INCOMPLETE -  Elena has been a foster kid her whole life, the day she goes out there, trying to find her roots and herself, she meets someone, a man, that will change her life forever. Someone that gives her hope again. (All Human)

  25. Her Mother’s Eyes - COMPLETE -  Damon tries to heal from the death of his wife while raising their small daughter. He thought no one could compare, until he meets Elena Gilbert, who will forever change his, and his daughter’s life. (All Human)

  26. Hindsight - COMPLETE -  After a blissful summer Damon & Elena find themselves surrounded by sad and dark secrets being revealed. While trying to deal with the regularly scheduled Mystic Falls drama of aftermaths and side-effects, they are unexpectedly confronted with Silas’ new macabre plan that threatens to tear them apart forever. (Post Canon)

  27. History - COMPLETE -  Elena Gilbert’s nightmare is just beginning. Picks up right where season one finale left off. No relationship is left unchanged in the aftermath as history comes back to haunt them all… (Post Canon)

  28. If You Can Afford Me - COMPLETE -  Damon is a wealthy businessman in need of…Well sex. Sex kept out of the papers, that is. Elena is a high class call girl able to offer that. What happens when need presents itself and they meet? (All Human)

  29. Inevitable - COMPLETE -  Elena Gilbert and Damon Salvatore are juniors at Mystic Falls High School and they have been best friends and partners in crime for as long as they can remember. When Elena needs Damon to pose as her boyfriend things start heating up between them, but complications arise when you’re dealing with such emotionally damaged people. Is it worth risking a friendship for love? (All Human)

  30. Jump Start to Feeling - COMPLETE -  Elena is paralyzed from the waist down. She doesn’t like Christmas because on top of everything else, her old boyfriend walked out on her because he couldn’t deal with her injury. In walks Damon… (All Human)

  31. Killer’s Insight - COMPLETE -  Elena Gilbert is an FBI trainee who needs information on a case. She has to turn to infamous serial killer Damon Salvatore for his insight and help. Will her connection with him be more than she can handle? (All Human)

  32. Kiss Me, Break My Heart - COMPLETE -  Elena Gilbert has been in love with her best friend Damon Salvatore for years, but when he asks her to help him win back the woman of his dreams, Elena decides she’s had enough. Now Elena wants to move on, but Damon’s not making it easy on her. (All Human)

  33. My Damon - COMPLETE - Damon has become everything he swore to Elena he’d never be, driving her away in the process. When he realizes his mistake, Damon will stop at nothing to win back the love of his life and prove to Elena that he’s still her Damon, always. (All Human)

  34. Near to You - COMPLETE -  Damon and Elena continue to search for Stefan, but they quickly realize he’s a lost cause. While they struggle to fight their feelings for each other obstacles like doppelgangers, Originals, hybrids and the return of Stefan always seem to threaten their new and undefined relationship. Can Delena overcome anything or is their new found connection doomed from the start? (Post Canon)

  35. Oblivion - COMPLETE -  It’s been 4 years since she last saw his blue eyes, or so they say. 4 years since the coma-inducing tragedy that took her parents but let her live. Elena wakes up at 23, with no memory of the years leading up to her accident or the gorgeous man sitting beside her with a ring on his finger. Desperate for answers, Elena embarks on a not so typical amnesia-love story. (All Human)

  36. Physical Attraction, Chemical Reaction - COMPLETE -  It all started with a night of hot sex. Where things could go from there to Elena and Damon? Could they fall for each other although they don’t believe in love anymore? (All Human)

  37. Picking Up the Pieces - COMPLETE - After Damon convinces a reluctant Stefan to leave his exile, things quickly go wrong when Stefan’s reunited with Elena. The outcome leaves Elena shattered, and Damon is there to pick up the pieces. (Post Canon)

  38. Pretend You Love Me - COMPLETE - While their marriage is falling apart, Damon and Elena must learn to get past their demons or lose each other forever. (All Human)

  39. Real Life - COMPLETE - Sequel to Physical Attraction, Chemical Reaction. "Is that what I think it is?” Damon asked as he looked at the tiny pair of plain white handmade crochet booties shoes. She nodded but she was wrong. (All Human)

  40. Restrictor Plate - COMPLETE - Damon is a NASCAR driver with a troubled past and present. Elena is the former love of his life. Both find themselves back in Mystic Falls and employed by Salvatore Racing. With a mountain of baggage between them, including a carefully guarded secret, it’s only a matter of time before they have the “Big One.” (All Human)

  41. Rock Hard, Love Harder - COMPLETE - Damon Salvatore, the lead guitarist of the world-famous band, The Mystic Republic, is used to getting what he wants - women, alcohol and music. But when he realizes he’s falling for the one person who is off limits, the world as he knows it shifts from right under him. What will loving his best friend’s little sister and band manager mean for the band and ultimately, his heart? (All Human)

  42. Self Inflicted Wounds - COMPLETE - “If I had chosen differently, I never would have met you.” Elena chose to kiss Damon. Stefan chose human blood. Katherine chose redemption. Damon chose to confess. These choices change everything. (Post Canon)

  43. Separate Beds - COMPLETE - A heartbreaking tale of love, loss and everything in between. Damon & Elena shared an intense connection from the moment they met, and she ended up pregnant after just one passionate night together. Damon, now engaged to be married to Kat has to make a choice; to please his father or to follow his heart. (All Human)

  44. Settle Down - COMPLETE - Damon Salvatore is a fast-talking, womanizing sports agent, living big in New York City and leaving his childhood in Mystic Falls far behind him. When he returns home for his father’s funeral, he meets Elena Gilbert, a fiery brunette who gets under his skin. Between her and facing his past, returning to Mystic Falls may change his life. (All Human)

  45. Sink or Swim - COMPLETE - Can love born out of a lie? Elena is getting married to a man she thinks she knows but things are not always the way they seem. And trough all the web of lies, would she be able to find true love? (All Human)

  46. Slow Burn Summer - COMPLETE - When the unthinkable happens, it’s never the thing you expected. It’s the thing you never even thought you should be afraid of. (Post Canon)

  47. Small Time Charm - INCOMPLETE -  After nearly 10 years away from small-town Mystic Falls, Damon is summoned back in another punishment from his father. Once there he’s determined to live the good life, having fun, and certainly not doing anything his father wants. Life has something for him when he stumbles upon a little boy getting picked on by some bullies. Saving him brings Damon close to the boy’s mother.(All Human)

  48. Snowbound - COMPLETE - When Elena left Mystic Falls to visit her Aunt in Richmond, she got stuck in the snow with her ex-boyfriend Damon Salvatore? Can she try and mend things up during the short time they have together considering she’s the one that broke his heart? (All Human)

  49. Somebody I Used to Know - COMPLETE - Grieving the sudden death of their parents, Damon and Elena are forced to face their past choices and mistakes. Take a wild a journey through 20 years of their lives…together, apart and everything in between. (All Human)

  50. Someone like you - INCOMPLETE -   You fall in love, get married, fall in love again, get your heart broken. What if it got broken by a heart surgeon that never came back to fix it? (All Human)

  51. Strawberry Wine - INCOMPLETE - It’s funny how those memories they last…Is the first love really the deepest? A decade after her departure Elena Gilbert returns to Mystic Falls to relieve the best years of her life. They say there’s nothing like first love and Damon Salvatore is certainly not an easy man to forget. (All Human)

  52. Swap Out - COMPLETE - If Damon Salvatore believes in one thing, it’s second chances. And fun. And the word “yes.” Okay, so three things. But when asked if he wants to go rock climbing, skydiving, mountain biking, the answer is unequivocally in the affirmative. But dealing with his control-freak tyrant of a boss, Elena Gilbert? That proves to be far more difficult than anyone planned. (All Human)

  53. Sweet and Sexy Mistakes - COMPLETE - An expert on the dynamics between men and women, Damon Salvatore knows his uptight new publicist could use his help getting a date. The only problem is, the more time he spends with her, the more he realizes he doesn’t want her dating anyone but him! (All Human)

  54. Taking Chances - INCOMPLETE - After spending 9 years in the Army, willingly isolated from home Damon Salvatore returns to Mystic Falls to see Elena Gilbert, his brother’s girlfriend and his first love. What he finds is a battered and broken Elena and he’ll do everything in his power to make it right. Can he help her and overcome his own demons or are they both too damaged to take a chance on each other? (All Human)
       
  55. Teenage Diaries - COMPLETE - You think you have it all and one day everything you know vanishes and you can’t stop the downward spiral. Your Parents die in a car crash, your forced to move to a small town and start at a new school. Worse part your pregnant from a one-night stand.(All Human)

  56. The Choices We Make - COMPLETE - It’s 117AD and war has erupted between vampires and werewolves. So what happens when fate brings vampire Damon and a pre-transitioned werewolf Elena together? Just something that results in the creation of the Sun and the Moon curse.(Alternative Universe)

  57. The Rain King - INCOMPLETE -  Sequel to The Queen of Unintended Consequences. Six years after Damon leaves Elena with Klaus, he’s called back to handle a delicate situation. (Post Canon)

  58. The Road Less Traveled - COMPLETE - My version of early S4. Of course there’s angst, but that’s part of what makes it fun. (Post Canon)

  59. The Story of Us - COMPLETE - The past four years have built up to the moment that will define everything for Damon and Elena. When reality comes crashing down around them, they find themselves looking back on the past and trying to decide where to go from here. (All Human)

  60. Their Best Life - EPILOGUE LEFT - Elena and Damon’s romance began in “His Best Girl” but how did they get to that perfect future? Follow their journey through pregnancy, adoption, and much more. (All Human)

  61. Through the Ghost - COMPLETE - Damon, a carefree soldier & Elena, a no-nonsense physical therapist at an Army base met under ordinary circumstances. Stuck between attraction and resistance, they struggled to define their relationship until fate made the decision for them. 4 years later a heartbroken Elena battles to make good on a promise when she discovers nothing but the shell of the only man she’s ever loved. (All Human)

  62. To Save a Sinner - COMPLETE - Damon Salvatore, the new star swimmer and transfer student at MFU, befriends the dark and mysterious Elena Gilbert, a girl the rest of Mystic Falls considers crazy. When he discovers the deep, haunting secrets she keeps from the world, can he handle the truth or will it cost him his heart and even possibly, his sanity? (All Human)

  63. Vagrants MC - INCOMPLETE - Born and raised in Phoenix, Damon Salvatore has everything he needs to lead his father’s M.C., the Vagrants; the thirst for danger every young man has and a shining motorbike ready to lead a shining city. But cue a girl, arriving amid a cloud of flame with trouble on her tail, can Damon step up and deliver what is expected when the Vagrants are threatened? (All Human)

  64. What’s Wrong with Us? - COMPLETE - Adjusting to having a daughter is driving Damon crazy so he hires someone new to help out. Elena has her own secrets & her past but she puts everything aside, falling in love with her employer and his daughter. Juggling therapy, secrets, and exes. (All Human)

  65. Where We Are Now - EPILOGUE LEFT - Still recovering from a bad break-up, Elena moves to Mystic Falls to live with her Aunt Jenna, enrolling at a new school and meeting new friends. But who’s that guy always hanging around her? And what about Damon Salvatore, the 'bad boy’ of this new school and town? (All Human)

  66. Wrong Salvatore - INCOMPLETE - What if Elena got into a car accident and woke up with no memory of the last four years? As she learns to cope with her amnesia she has to also cope with her new life… it was certainly not what she expected. (Post Canon)

Happy reading!

The Moon signs.
  • Go check your natal chart and find out what your moon sign is.
  • Aries Moon
  • People who have an Aries moon tend to be impatient, they want results quickly and don't want to wait for things to 'just happen'. They like to go out and do it, instead of waiting for what they want. The Aries moon is a very fiery sign, therefore people with an Aries moon also possess fiery personalities and intense passion. They are not afraid to let people know how they feel and are often very direct and upfront and dont like to play games. They also are very independent and like to put themselves out in the world, even through they have good confidence they will go through ups and downs that may cause them to let their emotions run wild.
  • Moon in Taurus
  • People with a Taurus moon are very strong willed people. They like structure and safety, they would rather focus on making a nice comfortable life for themselves then taking major risks. They may seem detached to other peoples feelings because they try and avoid situations that may cause drama or emotional outburst. However when a Taurus moon is committed to do something they will do it!. They are very romantic warm, and particle. They won't make a move unless they know its safe to do so.
  • Moon I'm Gemini
  • People who have a Gemini moon can be a good company witty, and a social butterfly around people. However they may be a little moody around family and other close companions. People with this moon sign are very interesting people, and love to be well informed of information as they are very curious. However they often get nervous and are more restless then other signs, therefore they read a lot, talk a lot, and think a lot. This lunar sign may find it hard to deal with the emotinals needs as they usually like to keep themselves happy, with others however are good at helping people with their intellectual needs.
  • Lunar Geminis have brilliant at using their words and are very social creatures enabling them to befriend people quickly.
  • Moon in cancer
  • People with a cancer moon are very in touch with their emotions and the emotions of other people. They cling to others and are often lost in their own thoughts. They hold precious memories close to them as it brings them comfort. However because they attach to people and things quickly it can cause them to be a little scared of change. They are a very loving sign and if you love them they will give you back more. However they do dwell on the past a lot which leaves them feeling like they are taken for granted which may turn them a little bitter. However they have a very good sense of humour and good understanding which is one of their most admirable traits.
  • Moon in Leo.
  • Lunar leos can be very comical people they are not very outgoing, however they are not afraid to be the centre of attention in their homes with family and friends. They often like to control their family and friends and people close to them as they like to fix and make sure everything is done correctly. They are very creative beings they like to create and entertain and keep people happy however they can be lazy and a little bossy at times. They require lots of love and attention from others in order to cope with problems in the outside world. When hurt they can be a little dramatic but only in front of people close to them, they tend to hide their feelings in unknown territories.
  • Moon in Virgo
  • People with a virgo moon like to be useful and tend to run errands and sort out the daily Chores of life. They like to keep busy and help people as they feel like their best when they are helping people however as long as you let them know you are thankful to them. However it is said that lunar Virgos may be underachievers as they are happy with a simple life, and lack the self confidence too 'reach for the stars' because they do not like overwhelming stress and they know their limits because they are very realistic people. They become doomed and gloomed when they have nothing to do therefore it is always useful that they get a job or keep themselves busy with a hobbie. But without doubt virgo moons are trust worthy and reliable.
  • Moon in Libra
  • Lunar libras reach out for companionship, as they want to share their life with others and tend to get involved in relationships from a very young age. They are peaceful and like to socialise with others they can show good sympathy towards other people. Lunar Aries works better in twos they want constant companionship and work better from feedback form others around them. They can be very charming and flirtatious beings and win the hearts of others easily as they are rarely aggressive. However their constant need of the 'perfect life' can cause much discontent within them when they can't achieve it.
  • Moon in Scorpio
  • People with Scorpio moons are very emotionally intense. They can see through peoples core emotions, and things that may not be obvious to others. To others this may be either intimidating or very very attractive.
  • Lunar Scorpio's life is filled with intensity they often experience a lot of ups and downs and drama, its like an unconscious need to test their strength. They love the idea or rebirth and transformation so this may mean like to better themselves in anyway they can to change constantly to keep things going. However they have a big fear of betrayal and may put loved ones through tests to see if they will love up to their standards. However when committed they are one most loyal and protective people around.
  • Moon in Sagittarius
  • People have a sag moon have a need for personal freedom and independent space. They are often happy and easy going when they are free and do not like to be cooped up in a cage as they are very adventurous. They love to meet new people and travel and love big open spaces. They love to help people, however they can be Irresponsible because they are often forgetting things but its hard to stay mad at them because of their upbeat and cheerful persona. When things get tough they have to escape as they don't like being caught in routines.
  • Moon in Capricorn
  • Luncar capricorns are very competent and productive people and they like being useful. They tend to keep cool headed even if they are feeling a little 'blue' inside. They have a desire to have clear boundaries and set realistic goals for themselves. Lunar capircorns like to create a safe heaven for themselves. Through they are cool calm most of the time they can have bad mood swings and may fall into dark thoughts sometimes. They have a tendency to be too hard on themselves don't let people in they hide their emotions behind jokes and sarcasm. They hardly ever show their emotions as they like to keep their emotions under control.
  • However out of all the 12 lunar signs they are the most responsible.
  • Moon in Aquarius
  • They are very observent people. Lunar Aquarians love to take an interest in human nature and are curious to know why people do what they do. They can come across as shy and detached as they sometimes feel different from others. They may even often push away deep inner feelings like 'jealously, the, fear' because they have a need be above those things because they are very idealistic. This can cause them to emotionally blocked. They find messy emotions unappealing and take pride in being ditached cool headed and in control.
  • Moon in Pisces.
  • Lunar Pisces are daydreamers and may not always have a good grip on reality however they have very good intuition. They are very good at empathising with others, and try their best to see what its like to be in their shoes. This is both good and bad as this makes them very compassionate and loving, however they can find themselves being overwhelmed by other peoples problems. They hold a weird and silly sense of humour and it doesn't take much to get them laughing. Lunar Pisces need to get away from life sometimes by daydreaming this is why they may seem a little absent minded but they need some alone time to take time out from reality. General Pisces have a soft heart and are very compassionate and have a soft heart for people who are in need.
Restless Heart

Characters : Jared x Reader

Song : Say Anything by Anderson East

Summary : You and Jared were nothing more than just friends. For years, you two were all you’ve got. Until the day Gen appeared on the show, and changed everything. And though, you were used to him dating other people, things changed when you found out he was engaged to her. 

A/N : I have been asked by so many of you to write a Jared fic. So i hope you all enjoy! xx

You felt your heart pound profusely as you held the letter close to you. For 48 hours, you have waited for this moment. A few weeks ago, Jared surprised you with big news. Something that you honestly didn’t see coming. 

He was going to get married to the beautiful, and talented Gen. The girl you grew close with over the years and someone you considered a very important part of your life. Until the moment you realized that you were going to lose Jared. 

You were going to lose him to someone else. Watch him grow old with her, and make a family of their own. And though you knew you should be ecstatic for them both, you couldn’t. And thats when it hit you. 

You were in love with him. 

Those feelings were pushed aside, many years ago. After the two of you both decided to end the short romance and just be friends, because neither of you could bear the thought of losing one another. And the way things were going for you both, you were on the path of something ugly. And that wasn’t something you guys could risk. 

“You going to stay for the reveal?” Jensen muttered, his mouth filled with gummy bears. 

You shook your head, feeling your throat begin to knot. “N-no. I have to talk to Felicia about something.” You hesitated, trying to refrain from crying. Your emotions were all over the place, and honestly you weren’t sure how to handle it. 

He eyed you for a moment, scanning your face for bluff. Jensen was a brother to you. After meeting him, you two instantly clicked and he has been a close friend ever since. 

“You okay?” He asked. 

You opened your mouth, but the door swung open and Jared along with Rob and Richard, made their way in. 

You have been keeping your distance from Jared ever since he told you. You ignored his calls, ignored his texts. Today was the first time you saw him. And you couldn’t help but feel sick. 

“Hey! I didn’t know you were here.” Jared smiled, embracing you in his arms. 

His scent was overbearing, but kept you on a high. Until he released, smiling down at you. 

“I wasn’t planning on it. But Richard convinced me to.” You said shyly. 

Richard flashed a soft smirk. He was the only one who knew exactly how you felt for the guy. He was the only one who understood the pain you were feeling every time you saw them together. 

“Well I have to go.” You forced out. “Break a leg out there you guys.” 

They all let out a chuckle and nodded. 

“Hey, wanna get some drinks after? I missed you.” Jared asked. 

You swallowed hard as his words caused an ache to course through you. Something you were beginning to get used too. “S-Sure.” you exhaled. 

Before he had time to react, you practically ran out of the room. As the door closed behind you, you let out a breath you didnt know you were holding. You leaned against the wall, and looked up to the ceiling. “You can do this.” You whispered to yourself. 

———————-

As a few hours passed, it was finally time for the cast to make their way up to the panel. You met up with Richard, and handed him the letter. 

“You sure about this?” You whispered. 

He nodded, pursing his lips. “You have to tell him, Y/N. He deserves to know.”

You nodded and gave him the letter. He pulled you in for a quick hug, and made his way on stage. Waving to the crowd, as they all cheered, he quickly placed the letter behind Jared’s name and walked over to the podium. 

“Hey Y/N!” A familiar voice rang from behind, making you jump. 

“Shit Jared-” You panted, pressing your hand to your chest. “You scared me!” 

He let out a chuckle, his shoulders bouncing up and down. “Sorry. I forgot how much of a drama queen you were.” 

You squinted your eyes at him, and playfully hit his arm. “Shut up.” 

Hearing him laugh was something you wish you could hear forever. It was like a soft melody ringing in your ears. And it always made you smile. 

“Why haven’t you been returning my calls?” He asked, growing serious now. 

Your heart began to pace and though you wanted to tell him right there and then, you couldn’t. 

“Okay Jared, you are about to go up.” Cliff stated. 

You gave him a quick hug and took a step back. “Good luck out there.” 

Turning on your heels, you made your way back out to the crowd. Jared kept his gaze on you. He was so happy to see you today. You have been to every convention and every comic con with him. This was something you both shared together. Having you by his side through all of this, during the crazy uproar of the show, made him feel at ease with it all. He could never imagine doing any of this without you. 

“Okay, you are up.” 

You felt your heart pound profusely as you stayed close to the door, staring up at the boys. It was time for him to finally read your letter. You couldn’t help but feel anxious and nervous at the same time. 

Rob was cracking a joke with Misha as Richard leaned over to Jared, pointing at the letter in front of him. “Y/N left this for you.” He whispered. 

Jared took the paper into his hands, unfolding it as he glanced up at you for a moment. Your breath hitched, and you couldn’t handle the anxiety. So you slipped out of the room, and ran as far away from there as possible. 

His eyes gazed at the words your wrote on the letter. Feeling his stomach flutter and his heart drop to the pit of his stomach. 

Dear Jared,

              Where do I even begin? 

              I guess there is no way to say this. So here it is…I love you. I have always loved you and I dont think I ever will stop. When you told me you two were engaged, it killed me. It felt like you ripped my heart out and stomped on it right in front of me.  

             I don’t want to hold anything back from you anymore. I cant, because you deserve to know. I held my tongue for too long, and now i think I’m too late. So this is my goodbye. I cant be here and watch you marry her. I cant watch you two fall more in love. I cant pretend I dont feel this way for you because every time I see you kiss her, or see the way you look at her, I die a little.

          I hope you two have a great life together, I really do because All I want is for you to be happy Jared. I love you, and I always will. Im so sorry. Goodbye.

-Y/N.

He swallowed hard, feeling tears well as he stared intently at the water bottle in front of him. Jared felt as if he was hit by a truck. His chest ached, and his stomach churned. 

He was confused, hurt, and most of all, angry. How could you do this to him now. How could you tell him that you couldn’t be in his life? His throat knotted, making it hard to even breathe. And all he wanted to do was storm out of there. To find you. 

His mind was racing with different emotions, different thoughts. He didn’t know what to do. 

But with all of that, he knew one thing was for sure. One thing he has been trying to push away, something he tried to brush off as nothing. 

He was in love with you too. Since the day you two spent the night out under the stars, 4 years ago, all he wanted to say, all he ever wanted to tell you was that he loves you. And it scared him. 

so after the, Discourse, i figured i might as well make this post on how to write good autistic characters for voltron fans, or any other fans for that matter, should they want to include an autistic character within fics (which you totally should btw, youve got no idea how much positive representation can do)

before you read this, bare in mind that i am One (1) autistic person, i cant talk for every single autistic person’s experiences, but i have more authority on this than allistics. so im going to putting down the basics and then if any other autistic people want to add onto this please do!

so: the ground rules for writing an autistic character

1) do not use an autistic character for shock

this is probably one of the most annoying things. you do not write in an autistic character “””coming out””” about their autism at the dinner table and having everyone go silent in the shock of it. in reality you shouldnt have to point neon signs which say “AUTISTIC!!!! OH GOSH!!!!!!!” at a character. a super good example of not needing to do this is keith! its never been verbalised that hes autistic, he didnt sit everyone down and say “guys………. i cant neurotypical  up……………….. because im not neurotypical………………………………” 

but so many people hc him as autistic! this is because his character is clearly autistic without him needing to wear a name tag saying it, and your character shouldnt need a name tag either

2) dont make autism look like something weird

this ones super important dog. youve probably walked past thousands, THOUSANDS of autistic people in your life but i can promise that you didnt point and gawk at them: because autism isnt something weird that you can pick out in a crowd. if your entire character is “hey! this is grunglesnut! hes autistic because he loves trains so much that he paints murals of them and has slips of paper with thomas the tank engine on stapled to his wall!” thats not a good character. grundlesnut can love trains without you pointing and laughing at him for it and making it sound like some creepy obsession

3) dont make autism something to feel sorry for

we are not neurotypical pity porn. what do i mean? sit down and read what you just wrote where people find out that your character is autistic.

did you make autism sound bad? 

did you make your character telling another that they are autistic about understanding one another and working to make life a bit easier for the autistic person, or did you make it sound like it was a terrible affliction? did you make autism sound like part of the person, or did you make it sound like something which makes life for their family harder?

autism is not a bad thing, in fact even if it can make life harder i love my autism because its part of who i am. i dont want to read a story where a character is on the verge of tears because they just found out that their friend has autism and now life is going to be “harder” for both of them.

4) dont just shove an autistic character in for brownie points

listen to me carefully when i say this. you might think that by putting an autistic character into your story youre being great! super cool! youre being inclusive! but bare in mind that bad representation is just as bad as no representation, if anything its worse tbh

the main thing im talking about with this is people creating ocs which are autistic specifically for a fic. this is, yes, a bit of a mine field. but im gonna give you three useful pointers to get started:

a) first impressions are everything

b) it doesnt matter how much you go into the character in later chapters, first impressions are everything

c) im not fucking joking, dont even try to lie to me and say that you dont judge people based off first impressions, First Impressions Are Everything

i dont want to read a fic that has an original character as a family member with the third line that character saying being “im autistic”, because thats not what would happen with a majority of autistic people! yes there are autistic people who are a bit more comfortable with talking to new people, but dog im 17 yrs old and i still cant talk to a majority of my family at christmas reuinion dinners, let alone tell them i have autism

heres what you do: look at the characters youre writing about. for example klance: so, SO many people already see keith as autistic. there are posts about autistic keith which actually have thousands of notes. and those arent coming out of nowhere: how keith acts in canon is what makes so many people see him as autistic. why dont you write a fic with keith in it where keith is autistic! you dont have to change how he acts, you dont have to change what he does, because hes already autistic dude!!

5) listen to what autistic people have to say

look, i dont care how many autistic brothers you have, unless you have autism yourself you need to ask about it. dont just google symptoms and look at a list and pick out what you want to use: ask autistic people how they feel about a character.

“but that will take ages!” well then dont write the character in

“but i plan to go into more detail in later chapters!” dude i will tell u first impressions are everything until the day i die

“but if i educate myself wont that be ok?” you could argue this: if you want a mediocre fic. if you arent autistic, it does not matter how much you read up on it, you dont know the first thing about living with autism. because to understand living with autism you actually have to live with autism. listen to what people are telling you: and i would recommend talking to multiple people since autism isnt black and white. it changes for everyone dude.

but, as i said, i am just one autistic person. if any other autistic people want to add onto this then please do, but understand that if you are allistic this is your time to listen to what we;re saying. im not doing this to flash my nd card and make everyone think im cool, im doing this so that we can avoid more,,,,, “Drama” in the future. its not hard to write a good autistic character: its hard to choke down your pride and ask how

I promise

i dont know what i did 



Requested

Please do a Peter Hale oneshot where the reader is in a secret relationship with him cuz the reader wants it that way. But the pack will know due to the outburst of jealousy of the reader towards Peter & Melissa :) lots of fluff please? :) xxx

Hope you like it!

 

“y/n” you said, your voice fierce, as you introduced yourself to the pack. Your new pack, at least you hoped. You used to live in Florida, going to college there, you wanted the farthest place from home you could be without leaving the country. After you were turned by some freak incident while you were camping, you were taken in by the pack there, your original pack. You were only 19.  After a few years, you gave up trying to find who did this to you and you just enjoyed your pack family. When you were 25 they were all killed off by hunters you being the only one to survive. That was 10 months ago. You weren’t strong enough to get revenge so your only choice was to move in with your parents. Your parents moved back to their hometown, beacon hills, a few years earlier. They were eager to let you live with them given that you haven’t seen them in 6+ years. So here you were, in some guy named Derek’s loft, introducing yourself to some guy named Scott’s pack. You forgot which one was Scott, you were bad with names, you think there was a Lydia and maybe a Stines? You couldn’t remember and it had only been ten minutes of introductions. You were getting along with everyone, joking around with some guy, you were guessing it was Scott but couldn’t be sure. You were just about to compliment the tattoo on his arm when someone barged through the door, the guy you thought was named Stines speaks then “you are always late Peter. Damn. Where do you live?” you look at the man, you were frozen in a trance, he was so familiar and so damn sexy. He spoke and you pulled yourself together, making your face emotionless. “I live in a cave, outside of town,” he says intensely, his voice dripping sarcasm and you stifle a laugh, causing him to look over at you, his eyes widen in shock for a millisecond before he face goes emotionless turning back to the boy, he must have said something and you missed it, only getting Peter’s reply “no stiles. I live in an apartment down town,” ‘STILES’ you thought ‘NOT Stines. But still weird’

Peter approaches you, your brain goes crazy but you do not let it show on your face, you instead plaster a smirk to your lips. “Scott, who is this?” Peter asks and you notice that Scott is still standing by you. There he was, up close, and you have a flashback to 6 years earlier in the woods in Ohio, Peter biting you and turning you. Your anger flares and you struggle to control yourself. “I’m y/n” you answered before Scott, making sure your voice drips disgust, your lips turned up into a sneer. “Peter” you holds out his hand to you and you don’t take it, he lets it fall.  “pleasure.” You say forcing an actual smile and failing before turning to Scott. “Scott, you guys are grand, I’m so grateful to have met all of you but I have to go. You have my number.” Your voice is kinder to Scott, and he nods. You leave the loft as fast as you could without running, you feel peter’s eyes on you as you leave and as you close the door you hear footsteps following you. ‘Hell’ you grumble and sigh as you try and run out of there. You manage to get to the street and just as you reach your small sports car you feel someone abruptly grab your arm by the elbow and turn you to face him, your first reaction was to punch the assailant but he caught your fist. “Peter” you say through your teeth your eyes narrowing, you rip your arm free and try to step back but you’re too close to your car. “y/n. he says, his voice quiet with a hint of irritation. “I don’t even know you and you hate me. Why?” he asks and tilts his head slightly at you, probably reading your heart beat to see if you lie. “Ohio. Six years ago” your heart beat doesn’t change and you try to to sound calm when really you are enraged. He looks confused for a few moments before the shock shows on his face “I made you?” he asks and you nod, your eyes flashing the wolf blue out of your anger. “You tuned me and then left me, to just figure it out.” You turn and try to open your door but he just pushes it closed and turns you around “turning you, it was an accident” his voice was soft, like he actually cared “ a lot of crazy things went down 6 years ago. After I bit you I came back here and story short, I was burned alive.” He brushes your cheek, tucking your hair behind your ear and your body tingles. You try to stay angry at him, clinging to the rage you’ve had for years, but as hard as you tried it melted away after he caressed your cheek. You try and sound angry when you speak “then how are you alive?” “well that is a story for a later date” he laughs “ I’m sorry you were caught in the middle of my drama” he is so close to you now, you can feel his warmth radiating from his body, it felt nice in the cold. You tried to push those thoughts away “Peter, I’m leaving now” you say and try to push him away and he laughs when he doesn’t budge. He puts a hand on your waist and you suck in a breath, causing him to smile. “you are the most beautiful creature”  your heart skips and you blush. You couldn’t believe what was going on. You weren’t mad anymore, you just a burning desire for him to touch you. You were flustered, your heart beat was quick and you couldn’t break eye contact. Both of his hands now at your waist and you were pressed up against the car. “Peter” you whisper his name, and he smiles at you, his eyes warm, he leans down and his lips almost touch yours when you hear someone coming. Peter steps back a few steps quickly “Der bear!” Peter exclaims before Derek even sees you guys there. “Peter, Y/n, what are you doing?” Derek asks sternly, like he was your father. Peter rolls his eyes and opens his mouth to speak but you cut him off “I was just leaving.” You smile curtly and then get into your car quickly starting it and speeding off, your tires squealing.

·         One week later  

 

You settled in with your parents and you were actually happy to be home with them.  You haven’t seen Peter in a week. You’ve been avoiding him, skipping out of pack meetings just having Scott fill you in via text. You felt so awkward about that night, you were so attracted to him and it seemed he wanted you as well but you still didn’t want to see him. So you were angry when he just showed up at your door. “Peter what the hell are you doing here?” you asked him and pulled him inside quickly before anyone saw him there. “I came to see you.” He said, his voice tone adding the emphasized ‘duh’. You rolled your eyes. Staring at him you waited for him to speak. Your facial expression indifferent. “I needed to see you” he sighed and shifted his weight from one foot to the next. You heard how sporadic his heat beat was and you smiled.  I can’t stop thinking about you. I want to take you on a date” he said his voice sounding flustered “you really don’t do this often do you?” he shook his head “is it that obvious?” you laughed and nodded “okay. Pick me up at eight. Now go before my parents get back” you shove him out the door and notice that he was blushing. You felt high as a kite.

·         7:57 PM

You heard the doorbell ring and curse “it’s open” you say, not really yelling, he was a werewolf after all and he should be able to hear you. He walks through the front door and you were grateful that your parents decided to go out tonight so they weren’t here. You slip into your favorite black skinny jeans and simple white shirt, you throw on your favorite black boots and then you look at yourself in the full length mirror. “Damn” you whisper and nod. You looked hot. You swiped on some lip gloss before heading down to the living room where Peter is. When he sees you he stands up, he looks you over and smiles “Damn” he says, obviously overhearing you upstairs and you laugh. You notice what he is wearing, it was almost matching you except his shirt was grey. You look him over, stopping on his shoulders and chest, admiring his muscles, he notices and winks. You give an approving nod and ask “are you ready?” he nods, taking your hand and leading you out the door.

*skip*

Your date was simple, you grabbed some ice cream and you walked around town, him showing you around since you haven’t really figured it out yet. You enjoyed Peter’s sarcastic wit and the way he made you feel, protected but also unpredictable. “you know” peters voice suddenly turned serious “ when I saw you in the woods years ago, I remember thinking about how beautiful you were, I wished I could just go talk to you, I didn’t want to drag you into my drama, but I also bit you because I was selfish, I felt a pull towards you and I wanted you. I wanted you to be mine.” You were stopped now, in the middle of the street. You take a small step closer to him. “Peter I love who I am now, you made my life better actually.” You shrug and he pulls you into him, his hands on your waist. You grin wickedly and touch your cone to his cheek and laugh. He looks at you mischievously and returns the favor, touching his to your cheek and quickly getting the other before you could pull away. You stand there laughing together and he leans in close “I still want you.” He whispers, you can feel his breath on your lips, his breath smelling like chocolate and his natural scent like dried leaves and pine trees. You take a deep breath and close the gap between your lips. Your cones forgotten, now laying in the street by your feet. Your hands entangled in his hair, his hands tight around your lower back, your lips and tongues moving in sync.  

After that night, you knew you were each other’s.

*two weeks later*

You woke up in bed next to Peter, you cuddle closer into him and he wakes up and pulls you on top of his chest which makes you giggle. “Thank you peter” you say into his chest “thank you for not telling anyone about us. I’m just not ready.” He runs his hands through your hair “I understand y/n” he whispers and gets out of bed, throwing on some clothes and turns back to you, pulling you into him, lifting you up and kissing you passionately. “we have the thing tonight. You better follow the plan and I swear if you get hurt ill kill you” you laugh and looks at you seriously, worry in his eyes “I’ll be okay” you kiss him and he leaves. Scott and Derek were expecting him any minute to go over the details of the plan that you didn’t need to know. Your part was to just be a distraction, not too difficult, or so you thought.  

The mission was to find and capture Kate Argent. You didn’t know who she was exactly but from what you had been told you knew she was ruthless. You got prepared and headed over to Derek’s to meet up with everyone.

(time skip because I’m not good with fight scenes)

Hours later

When peter found you were healing slowly, somehow your distraction turned into a fight with Kate herself, she clawed your side incredibly deep and it was healing way too slow, you needed medical attention and since Melissa McCall was not at work you ended up on her kitchen table, blood all over, peter was applying pressure while Melissa got equipment to sew you up. “Thanks Peter, you stopped the bleeding, good job” she smiles at peter and he nods. She starts to stitch you up, and you wince at the first few stabs and then you get used to it. The whole time she worked on your side you noticed her watching peter out of the corner of her eye. “Peter, can you hand me a towel?” she asks and he does, you notice her hand grip his for a few seconds too long and you grimace. She was flirting with him! Your man! And he was just letting her! She wipes clean your stitches and you stand up, gripping your side in pain and the table for support for half a second before going for the door. “Thanks Mellissa, thanks a ton” you said on your way out “Peter, you should probably help Mellissa clean up” you added, your voice annoyed and angry. You get out as quickly as possible and start to walk home. After 50 feet Peter sweeps you off your feet and starts to carry you to his car. “put me down peter! I just want to walk home! Leave me alone!” by now you were beating his chest and he wouldn’t put you down, he puts you gently into his car and quickly runs around and climbs in the driver’s side. You didn’t say anything the whole way back to his apartment and as you try to get out he grabs you up again and carries you up, setting you on the bed and climbing in next to you “ thanks. Now you can go back to Melissa’s. You’re obviously great together!”  he looked at you confused “great together? What are you talking about?! I’m obviously great with you“ “ you guys were flirting the whole time! You obviously want each other!” “ I obviously want yo—” he stops and grins at you “ you my dear, are jealous” he states and you slap his chest “ I AM not!” “ oh yes you are. Its cute” you start to cry and shove your embarrassed face into his neck “she was flirting with you and you didn’t do anything about it. You just let me watch her hit on you. It hurt” he pulls you into him “ Baby I’m sorry. But I honestly didn’t even notice. All I notice is you. I love you” he whispers and you pulls back, he wipes your tears away “you, you love me?” you ask and he nods “me?” you ask “yes” he kisses your forehead. “ I love you too” you whisper back and he kisses you tenderly when he leans back you look into his eyes “okay. We can tell people, but only if you promise me that I will never have anything to be jealous about” you lean against him and you both smile “I promise”

10

These are my favorite dramas of the 2013 season. Granted I did not watch a WHOLE lot of 2013 dramas but these are the ones that caught my eye and well gave me all the feels I could ever want. You may not agree with me 100% or maybe not even 1% but as always this is MY personal opinion and if you do not agree feel free to leave your own TOP 9 dramas of 2013 in my ask box or as a response to this post. Now these dramas are not in any particular order because I have a hard time making preferences about what is better than something else. So I hope you enjoy this post and if you havent seen any of these dramas I recommend reading my review and or watching them for yourselves!

Heartless City: A drama that had me from episode one. Drugs, violence, hot men, beautiful women, crime, and all the things that make up a mystery type drama was all in play in this and I loved every moment. Every curve ball they threw, every moment that made me scream in anger or scream in surprise by who was an undercover or who was stabbing who in the back. The badassness that is this drama makes it so damn amazing that I just simply cant put into words how much enjoyed this drama. It was shot beautifully, though the censorship in this could of been turned down a couple notches, the actors and actresses in this were spot on and the story behind it all was so freaking good. It was a drama that had me rolling on the floor like an idiot because of what was going on in it. It was fast pace, interesting and well it made me have all the feels in the world. I loved it from start to finish and it just was one hell of a ride watching it. 

Flower Boy Next Door : This drama was a real big surprise to me, if Im going to be completely honest. It had all the things that I find rather annoying about romantic comedies, the things that make me squeal with horror, but made it work. It was cheesy and goofy and I loved every moment of it, which is rather odd considering my personal taste in dramas. I fell in love with the characters from our main couple to the sometimes rather creepy second lead, to our supporting males and even the rather mean second female. They all seemed to work well together and the characters where just people that you could really connect to in some way or another. The acting was great, and even though some people dont like Park Shin Hye, I enjoyed her a lot in this drama, because she reminded me of myself. Though I wish I was surrounded by good looking men, but sadly Im not. It wasnt a boring story and it didnt drag on for too long like some dramas, it was just perfect in the way it was delivered from start to finish, and in my opinion are rather great drama that you could introduce your friends to Asian dramas with. 

Itazura Na Kiss Love In Tokyo: Now if you know me and how much I adore Itazura Na Kiss the anime and how much I fell in love with It Started with a Kiss and how much I hated Playful Kiss, then you know I was rather hesitant on watching this new remake. Guys I was so scared because this series is something rather close to my heart, being it was one of my first anime and how attached I was to the characters in the Taiwanese version. But putting all that aside, I dived in and man Im glad I did. Though it wasnt perfect , it did have the essence that I was looking for when it comes to a live action of this story. It had the characters I loved and they were portrayed well. The story ran smoothly and I didnt find myself comparing it to the other dramas as much as I thought I would. It made me cry and it made me laugh and I felt that it did an amazing job for the short amount of time that it had to tell the story of the coupe that I really love. I was super impressed and I loved it to pieces. Im even more excited to see the next season and hoping that it will be just as great as this was. 

Shark: Oh come on, let me tell you how much I screamed and yelled and cried over this drama, well I may not have to if you watched it yourself. This was one of the dramas I watched in 2013 that was airing while I was watching it. I was hooked from episode one, it starting in the present and moving back to the past back in forth really made for a good intro to the story, and if you know me I love a back-story with kids, its one of my favorite things. The story was interesting and they mystery part keeps you going. The use of dramatic irony was also a good feature because it made it interesting to watch as our leading female tried to figure out who our main lead really was, and we already knew. I love when things like that happen. Though there were some big surprises in this drama and it just never got boring to me. Plus the love of my life (Lee Soo Hyuk) was in it and I could help but scream in fan girl delight whenever his face appeared on screen.  I loved it, plain and simple from the melodramatic parts to the action and mystery that surrounded the whole thing. It was well shot, acted, and written and had one of the best songs off a 2013 drama. 

That Winter The Wind Blows: I was so excited and yet hesitant to watch this drama because it was based on a movie which I really enjoyed. But once I started watching it, I was hooked. Me and melodramas are just meant to be together and it had all the things of a melodramatic story that I could ever want. I was crying tears that could flood a river, and smiling from ear to ear with all its cute moments as well. The acting in it was outstanding for the most part and the story was genuinely interesting. The characters developed well, and even though you may of hated some character for the things they were doing, deep down I still liked them all. And even though the ending kind of left me on a flat note, I could forgive it , because the journey to the end was so amazing. It truly was one of the best dramas of the year from the writing, to the cinematography, to the OST it truly hit all the crucial material that makes up a  well rounded and successful drama in my opinion and is one I would watch over and over again, though it might lead me to depression.

Master’s Sun: Now this is a drama that fan boys and girls alike squealed over and over during is airing time, and Im not going to lie, I was one of them. The cast in this drama was what got to me at first, I was super excited to see them all working together because there are some pretty amazing people in this! Then the story, it wasnt something I had actually seen before in a drama and though it wasnt “scary” like some people thought it might of been, I still enjoyed it a lot. Ghosts, I love them and seeing them in a drama and the way they were used really made it that more enjoyable. Then throw in a main couple that makes your heart melt and then second leading male that makes you want to die because you want to root for him but you want to root for our main male, then throw in the “bitch” that is too lovable to hate and you have the main characters that you just love to watch. Though it was a romantic comedy, and those arent usually my style, I found myself loving every moment and laughing harder than I had in a while. And even though there was laughter there were still tender and heartbreaking moments that made you cry your eyes out and I really loved the mix of it all. Truly a really great show.

The Queen’s Classroom: A drama that doesnt have to have a love line to make it worth watching was this one. A story of kids and their teacher, sounds boring enough if you think about it like that, but the story itself really was a great one. I had never seen the original version but this version made me want to watch it. I found myself so attached to these kids and wondering why our “evil witch” of a teacher was doing the things she was doing, and though I knew deep down, I still found myself wide eyed by how FAR she would take it. The cast, excluding the adults, these children were amazing and I even saw some kids that I remember from previous shows that had grown up and it made me feel so nostalgic about it. Just a story of kids growing up, and not our high school kids, but elementary kids..it was pretty much amazing. Even my grandma watched it with me. I cant really put into words why I loved this story, but there was just something about it that made me have feels and made it one of my favorites of 2013. 

Tonbi: Now I dont know many people who watched this drama in 2013 and I would consider it to be an underdog myself, because well it dosent have the romance most people are looking for, but to me..it has something much much better. Heart. It has the heart and relationship between family that really gets you right in the heart and makes you feel all kinds of emotions. I cried because I was happy, I cried because I was sad and I cried even when I didnt know why I was crying. This show had emotion and it didnt have the sad breakup or any of the stuff that we see in a lot of drama. It had emotion between a father and his son, and their story. Their story about living life and how the son came to be the man he is today because of the trails his father went through to raise him. It was just a really touching story that made me emotionally drained in a good way. I loved it and though its short and underrated and not a whole lot of people saw it, it was one of my favorite dramas of 2013.

Good Doctor: The tears or the tears that were shed while watching this drama. Now I know people were super excited about this drama because of WHO was in it, and dont get me wrong I was jumping up and down because of it too, but there were people who didnt want it to be a MEDICAL drama. Now for me, I LOVE medical dramas, they really interested me, and the fact that this was one made me super excited to watch. From episodes one, not even 15 minutes into it,  I was crying like baby, and thats when I knew this was going to be one hell of a show. The story and the characters, though sometimes annoying and just plain old rude, they were what made the show what it was. Our leading male pulled off a an amazing performance that I will never forget and all the little side stories that were thrown into the mix, were all worth watching and well made you have all the feels that you could ever want. It was a tear fest from start to finish and I loved everything about it. It was drama that I couldnt wait for the next episode and I just counted down the days. It was perfect and it is a drama worth watching and may I say paying the outlandish price for on DVD.

Well that's my sweet little list of 9 dramas that really just stuck with me this year. There were more dramas that almost made it, but I had to cut down the list. Dramas like Gu Family Book, Secret Love, Reply 1994, Suspicious Housekeep, Kazoku Game, Two Weeks, Nine Times Time Travel, they were all really good too so check them out as well. But those above are my TOP of the TOP! 

goodbye, 1988

when i first started this drama, there was something very surreal about it for me. my mother was the same age as i am now in 1988. it was incredible–though not always wholly accurate, according to my mother–to see the era where my mother spent her youth in, to see what my birthplace seoul was like, and to see how the people (both young and old) lived back then. what i loved is how they focused on the families that lived in ssangmundong, and the life lessons that we learned from exploring these families and seeing how they grew together and loved one another. it moved me in many ways, moved all the emotional furniture inside my heart. 

and now i say goodbye to another drama that has left me in ruins.

and i have to say write down my feelings somewhere about this drama because i don’t know if i can let it go if i don’t. 

i know a lot of people were disappointed by the ending, but as i watching the very last scene of the final episode, there was something so raw and bittersweet and haunting about it that it made me really fall in love with the drama. 

when adult duk seon was asked if she wanted to return back to her youth, unlike taek, she says “yes.” she says this is because she wants to see her younger mother and father again (and this still makes me want to cry, because i understand exactly what she means). 

and in a way, in that last scene, duk seon does return to the place of her youth, ssangmundong. 

this scene still haunts me (and with the song 청춘 (”youth”) playing in the background, it makes the scene somehow even more happy and sad at the same time). 

the door to taek’s room opens

ah, yes, our four boys turn towards duk seon, who has apparently arrived late.

we return back to the beginning in the end. 

jung pal is the first to snap at duk seon. i adore how we can still hear his affection for her in his voice. he cares about her so much, no matter how quiet and cold and distant he seems. 

our precious puppy taekkie. when he smiles, it’s as warm and bright as the sun.

dongryong! never fails to make us laugh.

and our kind, kind sunwoo.

i think one of the most haunting and mysterious things here is the fact that duk seon is crying. why is she crying? is she sad because she can no longer return to her youth? is she sad because she’s left the place of her childhood? 

she asks, “why are you guys here?” 

the question itself is strange. like she was walking around, lost, and not expecting to find them here. and maybe she wasn’t. maybe she was just traveling through her memory, and wasn’t expecting for them to appear, but they are here. 

i read an article that was questioning the meaning behind her tears, and asked if everything that had had happened was supposed to be a dream or something, and everything had been made up until now, and thus, that was why duk seon was so surprised to see them there. 

but jung hwan, in that both irritated and concerned way of his, replies, “what do you mean ‘why are we here?’ did we go somewhere?” 

that’s another strange question-and-answer. “did we go somewhere?” 

and it totally reminds of that possible dream theory–WAS THIS ALL A DREAM AND SHE JUST WOKE UP AND SOME WIZARDRY SHIT–but i doubt it.

this scene involves the trickery of the memories, the nostalgia, the yearning to return to her youth.  

and she comes back. 

and she is glad for it.

through this last scene of coming back to the beginning, we end. we say goodbye to this place. we say goodbye to their youth. 

but at the same time, i think it’s trying to tell us, no matter how much we grow up, no matter how much we lose our youth, our hearts will still burn with that passion, the same way it did when we were young, and i think it seeks to remind us to never let that go. 

so this is goodbye, 1988. and thank you. 

crayonsurpapier  asked:

So just saw your blog post about Jack's interview any head canons of Bitty as a hockey husband sitting near all the other hockey wives?

I sure do!! (if you haven’t, i would read the interview head canons here first)

  • To start, we have to go back a bit. Because Jack and Bitty chose to remain hidden for four years and, like it or not, that has had an effect on their relationship. BUT don’t worry- it was not a bad effect. It was not easy or simple and there was a strain, yes, but it did lead to one key fact that Bitty is actually very grateful for:
  • He has built up a life independent from Jack. They realized early on that Jack goes completely heart-eyes around Bitty and so while Bitty has obviously met all the Falconers, he is not best friends with them. He does not attend all Jack’s games (he attends a few, but only when he can grab one of the boys from Samwell and make it into a group-thing because he doesn’t really want to sit alone in the stands); he does not keep his weekends free to go out with Jack and the boys; and he does not actually move to Providence the moment he graduates.
  • Instead, Bitty moves to Paris (it was a hard decision and he misses Jack but Jack wants him to follow his dreams and for once not worry about the cost and actually, when Jack visits him in Paris, they are able to be a little daring so…). He apprentices under a baker there and then when he does move to Providence at this 4 year mark, Bitty opens his own bakery and he’s glad he’s not out as “Jack’s boyfriend” because when his business flourishes, he knows it’s because he is good at this, not because people are there to gawk at Jack’s Zimmermann’s boyfriend.
  • The point is: Bitty has created a life apart from Jack. He has his own friends (around the world now) and his employees at the Bakery turn into his little family, each with their own problems that he helps with and he takes some of them to the Falconer games and, gradually, they probably are told about him and Jack (or figure it out) but their favorite part of watching the Falconer’s play isn’t watching Eric Bittle go heart-eyes over his boyfriend; it’s watching their sweet, even-tempered boss scream obscenities at the opposing team and go on rambles about ridiculous calls and they had known their boss was a hockey player but it is still a thrill to see him in his element. 
  • Of course, the plan is always to come out to the world and they both feel ready and it is awesome, it’s better, honestly, than either of them let themselves dream (and look, bitty isn’t going to turn down the boom in business either because that means he can give his whole team raises!!) so they do it and they are happy and–
  • And the Providence Hockey world gets ready. The team (who has met Bitty before and were probably at least a little in the know, same as bitty’s friends) is ready to finally see (and chirp) their captain for being so happy, and the fans are ready to go to battle for the player that brought them the cup, and the wives and girlfriend’s are ready to welcome Bitty so fucking hard. They are going to prove that they are not homophobic and that they are the friendliest people on earth and they are going to go out of their way to treat him no differently that the others. Eric Bittle is given a free pass to the inner circle of Hockey Wives.
  • Jack and Bitty come out midseason (after the Falconer’s secured their playoff run, before the actual playoffs because why not?) and the world is ready and so it’s a bit of a disappointment when the first game after the announcement, Bitty doesn’t come. 

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Signs as Basic Emotions

Aries: Anger: feeling angry, a stronger word is rage. Aries have a short temper and will be the first to ‘put you in your place’ when they disagree with you on something. Although Aries is one of the most lovingly passionate signs, this same passion predisposes them to bouts of rage. Try not to hold it against them though, as soon as they’ve spoken their peace, they’ll be over it in 5 minutes.

Taurus: Kindness (benevolence): when people are good to other people, opposite of cruelty. A big misconception of this sign is that they hate to share and this makes them selfish. The opposite is true - Taurus will do anything to make their friends and family happy, and that includes sharing, however, Taurus also knows where to draw the line and they know what’s theirs is theirs when it comes to what and who they deserve.

Gemini: Anticipation: In the sense of looking forward positively to something which is going to happen. Expectation is more neutral. Gemini are notorious for being flighty, and living life at the edge of their seats, ready for the next big thing. Their imaginations are forever giving them impossible expectations, but because they constantly anticipate 1,000 different scenarios, they’re never disappointed when those expectations are not met.

Cancer: Fear: feeling afraid. Other words are terror (strong fear). Shock, phobia. Cancers are true crabs with tough outer shells and nothing but soft tissue deep down. They crave a connection with someone but all of the pain they felt in their past holds them back quite a bit. It’s almost like they have a phobia of letting new people in. It may take a while, but once they know you, you’ll be consistently surprised by just how much they love you.

Leo: Indignation: (feeling angry because something is not fair; such as undeserved bad fortune). If you’ve ever personally known a Leo, then you know that they demand attention. Typically they prefer positive attention, but a little drama every now and then makes things fun. Leo would react quite harshly to being treated in a disrespectful way and demand for fairness in the very least. You can’t blame them though, they only want to be the best.

Virgo: Shame: how one feel’s about ones past bad actions or thoughts. Opposite confidence. Virgo’s are famous for their anxiety and almost obsessive desire to reach perfection. The easiest sign to irritate and one of the most judgmental, Virgo is likely to feel shame for doing something they remembered from 6 months ago, when it doesn’t matter anymore. They get irritated, say things they don’t mean, and later criticize themselves when they regret it.

Libra: Love: a strong emotion of attachment one feels for someone else. Libra‘s are at their happiest when they are around other people. They’ve mastered the art of relationships and although they appear independent and carefree on the surface, deep down, they desperately need love and approval. The Libra scales seek harmony, balance and equality - in an equal partnership, Libra can seemingly live off of love alone.

Scorpio: Envy: jealous; pain when people have something that one wishes for oneself. Scorpios jealousy stems from a natural possessiveness they have about them. If they find that their partner is paying even a second more attention to someone that they deemed as a threat, prepare to be scorned. Scorpios and Aries passions are comparable, however, Scorpios passion stems from knowing what belongs to them and Aries stems from being right.

Sagittarius: Surprise: how one feels when something unexpected happens. Sagittarius is forever on the go, whether it’s a spontaneous road trip with a friend you just met, or skydiving for the third time in a month, you can expect the unexpected with Sagittarius. Their motto should be something along the lines of “the best way to keep life interesting is to always keep them (and yourself) guessing”

Capricorn: Trust: a positive feeling; admiration is stronger, acceptance is weaker. Although Caps are true skeptics and aren’t quick to trust anyone or anything, they will be your absolute trustworthiest friend. If you’re ever in a pinch, you can expect cap to be there on time AND with a logical solution. They are quick to accept you for who you are and you’ll find yourself opening up to them way faster than you had ever imagined. P.S. dear caps: its okay to trust someone too

Aquarius: Joy: feeling happy. Other words are happiness, gladness. Aquarians are true humanitarians; they desire to bring pleasure and happiness with them wherever they go, in fact, Aqua’s cant stand to be in presence of negative people. Aqua’s derive much of their joy from being open minded and helping others in a way unique to them; a close minded and demanding person will not bode well with Aquarians.

Pisces: Sadness: feeling sad. Other words are sorrow, grief. Pisces emotions are vast and as deep as the pacific. They absorb the energies in their surroundings and they pick up on other’s emotions as if they just read someones mind. They are sensitive to a fault, so they often feel great sorrow for themselves, their loved ones, and all of the wrong in the world. It’s possible to find complete happiness, but dont look for it in the bottom of a bottle.

personal sign readings

Aries: i cant tell if youre evil or nice or sweet or rude idk you confuse me but ur gr8 and smart and i appreciate your existence in my life. thank you for taking care of my friend and make sure you stay patient with her, she isnt ready but you are. stay grounded. you are just such a nice person and i cant help but admire your intelligence and go get em attitude. dw aries, id fight u any day <3

Taurus: you literally remind me off chocolate and the colour brown, youre so stubborn but thats what makes you so special to me, youre not afraid to be real to me when im upset and i appreciate your honest. thanks for all the hot coco when im sad

Gemini: you are my source of wisdom in life, you are so smart and it makes me wonder why you even hang out with me. youre a true intellectual human and i like the way you dress lmao u remind me off computers and coffee tbh

Cancer: holy shit you are so emotional i cant handle it. youre so hyper and passionate but you know what, there are people out there who really love you, i wish i couldve kept you as a friend but life goes forth, have fun crying on people’s shoulders but be sure to make yourself comfortable, dont change who you are bc someone doesnt like it, you just be you. ily

Leo: ah leo, where do i start lol. you are such a drama queen, queen of drama, queen of the world. haha, you are the center of attention we get it leo so chill b. dont think others will out shine you bc trust me, they wouldnt fuckin dare. you are such a deep person and i appreciate your concern but i can do things on my own so take a step back, for your own good.

Virgo: i havent talked to you in forever, last time i checked you were still bitchy and a perfectionist but i miss you. i miss our talks and how much fun we had as kids. i loved going on adventures with you it was the most imaginative experience ever and i really miss that. its a shame i had to move but i hope youre doing ok out there in that big world we were so scared of. i hope we meet again soon. i wont ever forget you bc u remind me of the moon / stars and really anime lookin scenery ur that perf

Libra: where do i even start with libra… you are such a balanced spirit and i love the way you speak. i honestly love you. you are such an awkward and introverted person and its hard to tell youre even a libra. ur more like a pisces. i find the way you write and think so cute, youre so airy and weird lol. you remind me of soft pillows and sweets wrapped in gold paper. as for the other libra in my life, you sir are loud af, flamboyant and just all around a people person. its funny bc you look so happy all the time but no one really knows how you feel. no one quite understands your private or secret life like i do. you trust me and i trust you. you get on my nerves but i love your spirit and ability to change to subject when it you know it will hit close to home for me. thanks for caring

Scorpio: you are the prettiest person i have ever met. i constantly tell everyone you are the prettiest human in the school like holy shit youre hot. you make me laugh all the time and youre suprisingly not as vain as i wouldve expected from a scorpio but im totally ok with that bc you are hot af inside and out. im glad i met you but sometimes you say things without realizing youre hurting someone. dont go prodding your nose into peoples business and make assumptions based on reaction. dont give false hope to those who want real answers and just keep to yourself until you know the truth. you remind me off the colour black and red, you also remind me of sex and spicy food / underground nightclubs

Sagittarius: is it weird that a sagittarius doesnt have any sagittarius friends? i think it is… based on my brief encounter with a sagittarius male i was like hot diggity mother fuckin damn can i like touch u bc ur radiant and sexy af. in all honesty i wouldve wanted to talk to him more but we met once. it was like a distant dream. dw random sagittarius stranger, i thought you were funny when no one else did :^) i cant express my love for sagittarius’ bc they are just so unique and opinionated but at the same time they can be really cold and down right fukin psycho if you piss them off enough. some sags lack the empathy to care but dont take it personally, they are usually trying to hold back their past or how much they are hurting and are too afraid to seek help from anyone. they take on tasks by themselves which can leave them apathetic and self centered without even realizing it. most of the times sags are really outgoing and generally happy, they can make you laugh like a mofo and arent afraid to give it to you straight when you have a problem. they are the best advice givers

Capricorn: you sir, are c00l. like, way cooler than me im srs. you are goals. can i be you wtf????? you are so smart and quiet all the time but when you speak, pure genius or pure hilarity comes out. your one liners make me laugh or make me think. i love the way you function, youre such a mastermind. sometimes i wish i could find something bad about you but all i know is that you are most likely to take over the world and idk how to feel about that tbh. you remind me of books and really wealthy families with huge libraries and fuckin savage kitchens

Aquarius: aquarius you are such an important figure in my life, you have been through so much shit but you have learned from it all. the reason i am who i am today is from your real nitty gritty upbringing. you never held anything back from me and thats how i want to raise my kids, with pure honesty and love. i adore your concern but even as a mother, you need to back down. you may not know everything about how today’s society functions but thats ok, just chill. i got this. i will come to you when i need help. dont drop a pebble into the still pond bc things are balanced for once. dont fuck this up for me please. let me take care of this. i wont end up like her, i am who i am and i know what to avoid. i have learnt so much so please, let me put my knowledge into actions. your entity reminds me of magic and flowers, youre subtle but you are passionate and i love you

Pisces: ugh omg you are such a butt. you instantly remind me of scarves and well planned picnics. you were the one who would take us out and show us the world. it is so hard to tell you are even a pisces. you are more like a sagittarius and thats why i think we get along so well. like father like daughter, we are an amazing pair. i miss you, this family isnt nearly as entertaining without you here but youre off in another country, working your kind hearted butt off for us and i have accepted that. aquarius is having trouble with your absence but im calming her down, she will get used to it. dont forget about us over here ok? we all miss you. i definitely dont miss the constant clashes between us, you are just such a perfectionist it pisses me off. regardless of the bickering and stupid arguments, i love you and i want you back here with us asap

ALL I GOTTA SAY IS....

DONT TELL ME APRIL DOESNT LOVE DONNIE JUST AS MUCH AS DONNIE LOVES HER,  THAT GIRL CRIED OVER HIM AND DESTROYED HER DEMONS FOR HIM THEN BROUGHT HIM BACK TO LIFE. 



ALSO CASEY REALLY SHOWED THAT HE DEEPLY CARES ABOUT HER, BUT HE ALSO CARES A LOT ABOUT DONATELLO. 


Just thought that needed to be cleared.


I watched the episode for the third time today, and all I need to say is, wow, that was beautiful. Right now, I need fanart, I need fanfics, and lots of AMVs. 

@peterdicicco You did such a great job, especially with Casey, he was such a good supporter, and gave the right emotions at the most needed moments.

Was it just me, or did anyone else heard voice change of Donnie in the beginning, like it still sounded like Rob, but just his voice kept getting deeper in certain moments of the episode, it kept throwing me off lol.

Like everyone else, I loved it when Raph mentioned Donnie, it was a powerful moment, and the flashbacks of my purple masked turtle was….well the feels were there.

I was actually very surprised they killed Donnie, and yes, they killed him, she tore him into bits, idc what anyone says, in my eyes she killed him, but with just her powers she was able to bring him back. 

Speaking of that moment, the way April ran to Donnie…They just need to kiss already dammit. Haha, sorry Apriltello feels are still in me xD But that two was a powerful moment, it really showed how much she loves Donnie. And yes, I very much believes she loves him more than a friend, and no this isnt just me saying this cause im a shipper, but just the way she threw herself into his arms and cried over his demise, I dunno maybe its just wishful thinking, but i really believe she loves him, she just doesnt really realize that yet. They are like freakin Ron Stoppable and Kim Possible okay. xD

What else can i mention that I already havent?

The animation was beautiful. The colors, the way it just moved so naturally. Especially the way they did April’s hair. Usually some shows would half ass that kinda thing but nope, they really made it to where it was actual hair.

WE SHOULD MAKE A PETITION TO HAVE APRILS HAIR LIKE THAT FOR THE REST OF THE SHOW! JUST SAYING LOL.

The voice actors were excellent! Mostly Mae’s she made it to where I could just feel April’s agony and suffering, along with Rob who did excellent with Donnie as he usually does!


Now Ive been seeing more negativity about this episode, and thats fine, if you dont like the episode, its prefectly okay, but please understand that this episode wasnt going to be, darker or written out like a one hour drama would be, why? well for one, its limited time, for two yes its a kids cartoon, and the way they killed Donnie these guys are already pushing the boundaries, so this episode wont be perfect, and itll have its negatives, but lets try to focus on the positives, and just feel the emotional stuff that this episode implies. 

And again it is perfectly okay if you do not like this episode. That is your choice, this was just my little in put for it.

Also I should touch on this since many are mad at Raph for suggesting to put April down, we all know Raph, he just saw his little brother get blown up into dust particles, so of course his head wouldnt be right to judge, they all werent, except for Mikey, but if you really look at him, he was in a heated spot too before he realized who he throwing his anger, sorrow at, so remember all of these guys just watched a family member die, the other member is getting possessed like the freakin exorcist so of course they wouldnt think to quickly. Just another input of mine.

I really hope you guys enjoyed it as much as I did! It was a great way to celebrate the 100th episode. 

CONGRATS @peterdicicco FOR WRITING YOUR BEST EPISODE YET!

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One Direction MasterList
  1. 2013 Concert He Takes You To
  2. The Celebrity Crush he takes you to meet
  3. First Dance Song At Your Wedding
  4. What You Name Your First Son
  5. What You Name Your First Daughter
  6. When You’re Cold
  7. His Nickname for You
  8. Telling Him You’re Pregnant
  9. Movie You Watch On A Lazy Day
  10. How He Cheers You Up When You’re Down
  11. I Love You More Than…
  12. TMH song He Dedicates To You
  13. What Brings The Two Of You Closer
  14. He Catches You Singing In The Shower
  15. When He Gets Overprotective
  16. What You Do That He Loves
  17. What He Does For You While He’s Away On Tour
  18. Skinny Dipping
  19. You Get Scared
  20. You’re Crying
  21. You’re Short
  22. When He Proposes
  23. He Meets Your Parents
  24. He Sneaks You In/Out Of His Room *added to list 1/8/14
  25. He Hits You
  26. Boys Walk In On Something Heated (Niall)
  27. Cuddling
  28. You Fight
  29. After A Fight
  30. Moving In Together
  31. Child Gets Jealous Because He’s Always Gone Part 1
  32. Child Gets Jealous Because He’s Always Gone Part 2
  33. He Protects You During Pregnancy
  34. Condom Run
  35. He Does Your Daughter’s Hair
  36. He Gets Protective Over Your Daughter
  37. Words He Whispers
  38. His Birthday
  39. What You Teach Him/ What He teaches You
  40. What He Does That You Love
  41. Hunger Games (His Pov)
  42. What You Love That He Does During Sex
  43. How He Describes You To Friends
  44. How He Makes You Feel Comfortable
  45. Weirdest Place You’ve Had Sex
  46. I Want To Hold Your Hand
  47. I Promise You
  48. I Told You So
  49. Do You Remember
  50. Say Something
  51. Daylight
  52. Girl On Fire
  53. One Thing
  54. Marry You
  55. He Protects/Defends You
  56. Wanted
  57. What He Does When He Misses You
  58. What He Loves About You
  59. Move A Little Closer Now
  60. I Don’t Know What’s Happening
  61. I Can’t Let You Go Without…
  62. You Adopt
  63. You Ask Another Band Member to be GodFather of Your child
  64. You Pick Name For Baby
  65. You Go Into Labor During Concert Part 1
  66. You Go Into Labor During Concert Part 2
  67. You Go Into Labor During Concert Part 3
  68. You Go Into Labor During Concert Part 4
  69. You Go Into Labor During Concert Part 5
  70. You Stay At His House
  71. Meeting The Parents
  72. Paparazzi
  73. Song You both cant stop listening to
  74. Do You Hear Me
  75. hate eachother but secrelty love eachother Zayn
  76. hate eachother but secretly love eachother Liam
  77. hate eachother but secretly love eachother Louis
  78. hate eachother but secretly love eachother Harry
  79. hate eachother but secretly love eachother Niall 
  80. You Tell Him You Want To Adopt Kids 
  81. A Fan Sneaks Into Your House Liam
  82. When You Can’t Sleep
  83. You Tell Him You Want To Learn Self Defense 
  84. You Get Sick In Middle Of The Night
  85. You Go To An Arcade
  86. You’re The Younger Sister of one of the boys and have a crush on another
  87. He Worries He Won’t Measure Up To Your Ex
  88. You Work as a Disney Princess (NIall)
  89. You work as a Disney Princess (Louis)
  90. You Work As a Disney Princess (Zayn)
  91. You Work as a Disney Princess (Harry)
  92. You Work as a Disney Princess (Liam)
  93. He’s Jealous of a Celeb You like
  94. You Get Pregnant by another member
  95. What He Does When you go out in public
  96. With Your Love..
  97. Grow Up (Song Series) 3/5
  98. On My Mind (Song Series) 
  99. he asks you to go on tour with him
  100. Nobody Compares (Song Series)
  101. He’s Your mentor on X-Factor and you’re secretly dating
  102. When You Cry
  103. He Gives You a Promise Ring
  104. He Sees You With Kids For First Time
  105. The Boys meet your baby for the first time
  106. Spring Break
  107. Your daughter asks why he leaves all the time
  108. Your Father is a celebrity
  109. Your Brother Is A Celebrity
  110. Your mother is a celebrity
  111. Your sister is a celebrity
  112. He finds out you’re a directioner
  113. Another Boy Comforts You
  114. He Takes Care Of You While You’re on Your Period
  115. You Cook Together
  116. You Lose A Loved One
  117. Child from previous relationship calls him daddy, calls you mommy
  118. Moments
  119. Clothes At The End Of Your Bed
  120. He Misses The Birth of Your First Child
  121. Let It All Out
  122. (BSM) You get pregnant by one of the boys Part 1
  123. (BSM) You get pregnant by one of the boys Part 2
  124. (BSM) You get pregnant by one of the boys Part 3
  125. baby’s first word
  126. What Makes You Beautiful To Him
  127. How He’s Different From Your Ex
  128. Windows Down
  129. Song That Cheers You Up That He Sings
  130. You Go To Live With Him In The UK
  131. Come And Get It
  132. Broken Promises
  133. Didnt Realize You had it Til It Was Gone
  134. Changing Your Stars
  135. Bromance You Ship
  136. As Long As You Love Me
  137. For Once In My Life
  138. Self Harm
  139. First Night At Home With Baby
  140. Dance
  141. Dont Let What They Say, Keep You Up All Night
  142. Camping
  143. When I Was Your Man
  144. You Meet The Boys as the 5th Member of Little Mix
  145. You’re Pregnant and Feel Useless
  146. Deep Breath
  147. You’re a dancer and he gets jealous of your dance partner
  148. Now and Forever
  149. His Kisses Are… Love Letters
  150. My Girl
  151. Rose
  152. Sunshine
  153. Chloe (You’re The One I Want) supposed to be #156
  154. Bruno Mars is Your Dad
  155. You Cut Your Hair Drastically
  156. Begging
  157. I Need Somebody
  158. He’s A Vampire
  159. One of the other boys thinks that you’re hot
  160. He Does Your Makeup
  161. He takes care of you after your wisdom teeth are removed
  162. Scavenger Hunt
  163. You’re a Fan/Friend of Taylor Swift
  164. You’re bipolar/claustrophobic
  165. Things get heated, and you get insecure
  166. You Go To A Baseball Game Together
  167. He tries to scare you and you get really scared/hurt from it
  168. Drama
  169. Get Up by Big Time Rush
  170. In A World Like This by Backstreet Boys
  171. You want your pre-baby body back
  172. Titanic Inspired
  173. He’s Your Neighbor
  174. He’s Shirtless
  175. The Advice He Gives You
  176. You Get To My Heart
  177. He Sees Your Baby For The First Time
  178. Your Best Friend In The Band
  179. Your favorite gif of him
  180. Don’t!
  181. This Is Us
  182. It’s Over
  183. Feel So Close
  184. Kiss Me Slowly
  185. Beside You
  186. Always
  187. See You Again
  188. All American Girl
  189. He Comes Home to find you asleep on the couch
  190. Morning Sickness
  191. You meet him at school as the new girl
  192. Treasure
  193. like nobody’s around
  194. just want you to know
  195. changes
  196. your boyfriend cheats on you and you get with one of the other band members
  197. He Cheats, you break up, you get with another band member
  198. I Wanna Come Home
  199. Over Again
  200. You’re Southern
  201. You’re Reaction to their character in BSE
  202. Vacation with his family
  203. Best Song Ever
  204. Happy 3rd Anniversary as One Direction
  205. Guilty 
  206. People Warned Him About You
  207. I Don’t Wanna Lose You
  208. A Concert He Takes You To
  209. Tears Of Joy
  210. They do an interview and you’re the interviewer
  211. You take a bath/shower together
  212. He Comes Home From Army
  213. Madeleine 
  214. Breathe 
  215. You’ve Been Hurt Before
  216. You and Your kids Visit Him On Tour
  217. You’re Content With Your Life
  218. After The Breakup
  219. Kids Movies
  220. He Teaches Your Child How To Ride A Bike
  221. You Go To The TCA’s With Him
  222. Your Guilty Pleasure Song
  223. College
  224. Don’t Be That Guy
  225. Your Child Says They Hate You and You Get upset so He Comforts you
  226. Cute Moments With Your Baby Girl
  227. Cute Moments With your Baby Boy
  228. You Visit Your Child’s Grave
  229. he sees your fiancee hurting/being too rough with you
  230. he hears/sees your fiancee cheating on you
  231. precious memories with the kids
  232. just like daddy 
  233. mornings
  234. you find out you’re adopted and he comforts/helps you 
  235. You’re With Him But Have Another Band Member’s Baby
  236. Part 2 
  237. They Sing At Your Wedding
  238. Wanna Know Something…
  239. You’ve Been Married Awhile and Finally Change Your Last Name To His
  240. You’re a Spy/Secret Agent Couple
  241. Wedding Hairstyle 
  242. You Get An Exotic Pet
  243. He Rams Your Parked Car And Leaves a Note
  244. Part 2
  245. Part 3
  246. You’re a Youtuber and He’s In the Video
  247. You Meet At Brother’s Wedding/ He’s Your Brother’s Friend
  248. Best Time to Wear a Sweater
  249. Brother In Law (Somewhat)
  250. What Kind of Dad He is
  251. Niall’s Birthday
  252. Applause
  253. Baby’s Ultrasound
  254. You’re With Him But Have Another Band Member’s Baby
  255. Part 1
  256. Part 2
  257. Part 3
  258. They Sing At Your Wedding
  259. You’re An Upcoming Singer and They Do a Collaboration With You
  260. You’re a Member of Their Band/Crew
  261. His Thoughts When He Sees You In Your Wedding Dress
  262. One of His Siblings Asks For Your Help
  263. Sisters
  264. Brothers
  265. He Holds Your Newborn Daughter for First Time
  266. Apple Picking
  267. Best Time To Wear A Sweater
  268. You’re Both Famous
  269. You Show Off Your Engagement Ring
  270. Bonding With Baby
  271. He Dedicates A Song To You
  272. You Catch Him Staring
  273. Baby Hands
  274. You Have an Obsession
  275. Nightly Walks on The Beach
  276. You Play A Sport
  277. Bed Hair
  278. Your Child Wants Something They Can’t Have
  279. You Can Let Go Now Daddy
  280. Your Child Wants a One Direction Doll, Just Not His
  281. Hi Daddy
  282. He Surprises You On Your Birthday
  283. You Lost What You Had
  284. Tucking Kids Into Bed
  285. Your Daughter’s Wedding
  286. Your Child Says Their First Word While He’s On Tour
  287. Moments With Your Newborn
  288. you give birth, just not at the hospital 
  289. premature baby 
  290. a thousand years 
  291. the tv show you can’t stop watching 
  292.  he falls asleep during an awards show
  293. late nights 
  294.  he paints your nails 
  295.  he tells you he loves you
  296. you’re a nerd he’s popular 
  297. you have a kid from a previous relationship, he doesn’t have a kid, so you give him one 
  298. he looks at other girls 
  299. almost christmas time 
  300. leaving 
  301. your child falls asleep on a 5SOS member 
  302. baby’s first christmas present 
  303. he sees you for first time 
  304. He Sees You With Your New Celeb Boyfriend 
  305. Photoshoot With Newborn Baby 
  306. You’re In the SOML Video - Part 2 
  307. You Make An Appearance During 1D Day 
  308. You Watch Catching Fire Together 
  309. He Wants To Adopt Your Child From a Previous Relationship 
  310. Baby Moments 
  311. Your Child Paints His Nails 
  312. Your Celebrity Best Friend 
  313. He’s Alone With The Baby 
  314. Baby’s First Christmas 
  315. Your Daughter Tells You She’s Pregnant -
  316. You Boost His Confidence Before A Show -
  317. You Wear His Clothes
  318. So Happy I Could Die 
  319. Watching Christmas Movies With The Kids
  320. The Other Boys Find Out You Two Had Sex
  321. Unplanned Pregnancy -
  322. New Baby
  323. He Sees You Naked For First Time
  324. What You Do While He Drives
  325. Young And Stupid
  326. You Were The Deciding Judge For Him On Xfactor
  327. You Find Out You’re Pregnant After Being Told You Couldn’t Have Children
  328. He Teases You About your Small Hands/Feet
  329. You Fall In Shower Another Member Helps You
  330. You Get Dared To Kiss One Of The Other Boys
  331. 1st Anniversary
  332. You Ask Him ‘If You Were A Woman For A Day’
  333. Your Baby Is Born Early
  334. Whispers To Your Baby Belly
  335. You Have One Of The Other Boys Babysit Your Child(ren)
  336. Period Cramps
  337. Movie Premieres
  338. You Two Act Like Little Kids Again
  339. Daddy Daughter Dances
  340. Hospital Beds
  341. About The Boy (Song Preference)
  342. A Fan Screams Hate At You And Him Or Someone Else Defends You
  343. Vampire Academy
  344. Winter Olympic Sport You Do With Him
  345. You Don’t Care About The Hate
  346. Forced To Date For Publicity
  347. You’re Roommates With Another Member
  348. Too Far Away
  349. Valentines Day Gifts
  350. You’re Their Photographer
  351. You Tell Him You Want A Baby
  352. You Want To Get Married
  353. You Walk Out Of An Interview
  354. You’re a Bet Part 1
  355. You’re A Bet Part 2
  356. He Brings Baby To Work
  357. He Sees Your Child Dancing At His Show
  358. Zayn BSM Imagine *Requested*
  359. Your Child Performs For You Two
  360. Baby Kisses
  361. Putting Your Child To Bed
  362. Your Child Has A Favorite Toy
  363. You Make A Bet On Your Baby’s Gender
  364. Another Boy Finds Out You’re Pregnant Before He Does
  365. Another Boy Finds Out You’re Pregnant Before He Does Part 2
  366. Another Boys Finds Out You’re Pregnant Before He Does Part 3
  367. You’re Upset And He Comforts You By Remembering Moments You Had As A Couple
  368. Baby Girl
  369. Slow Down
  370. Baby Boy
  371. Falling Asleep With Him
  372. You Have Twins
  373. Small Hands
  374. BSB Crossover Part 1 Part 2
  375. Your Daughter Is Obsessed With The Movie Frozen
  376. Another Rainy Day In London
  377. Your Friend Has A Baby And It Makes You/Him Want One
  378. He Talks To Unborn Baby
  379. Up All Night
  380. Your Child Becomes A Parent
  381. Kissing Him Goodbye
  382. Two Worlds Apart
  383. He’s Out Of it And Confesses He Loves You To The Other Guys Part 1
  384. He’s Out Of it And Confesses He Loves You To The Other Guys Part 2
  385. He Talks About You To The Other Guys
  386. He Plays With Your Hair
  387. Moments During Pregnancy
  388. Your Little Child Has A Playdate With Another Members Child
  389. Stay
  390. You/Him React To Your Divorce Being Finalized
  391. Swimming With The Kids
  392. Waking Up As Just Friends In His Bed
  393. He Ends Up At Your Door
  394. He Ends Up At Your Door Part 2
  395. Let’s Go For A Ride
  396. You’re In The Mood While Pregnant But He’s Hesitant
  397. I Love You
  398. You/Him React To Your Divorce Being Finalized Part 2
  399. You’re Exes With Him And Are Now Dating A 5SOS Member
  400. He Holds The New Baby
  401. Your Baby Says Daddy For First Time
  402. You/Him React To Your Divorce Part 3 : Starting Over
  403. Your Baby Yanks His Hair
  404. His Sibling Doesn’t Like You
  405. Wiping Away Your Tears
  406. You’re Best Friends With Him, Have A Boyfriend, You Break Up With Boyfriend to Be With Him
  407. Baby’s First Laugh
  408. He Has Baby Fever (Harry)
  409. Your Child Gets Jealous Of Him Being Gone All The Time (Teenage Edition)
  410. Taking Care Of The Baby Without Your Help
  411. He Catches You Staring At Your Engagement Ring
  412. Stay Another Night
  413. When I Say (YN), What’s First Thing You Think Of
  414. He Calls You For First Time (Not Skype)
  415. You Feel Insecure Compared To His Ex

anonymous asked:

do u know any other actors that colin might be close to other than merlin cast? cos i dont see any who he close besides bradley. but that was when merlin was still filming. he is really a private person. dont u think? sometimes i really dont get it y he has to be so private. he is not like other actors. i mean he is a public figure. he has to promote himself right? i think his private will cos fan to be more eager want to know bout him. but i dont even want to be some stupid fan towards him.

There are a lot of questions here, so let me take them one at a time:

Do you know any other actors that Colin might be close to other than Merlin cast?

Honestly, no. Keep in mind that he worked with many members of the Merlin crew for five years; that’s a long time and you can really get to know someone well in that amount of time, as opposed to other projects. I mean, I think he certainly enjoys getting to know his other co-stars and occasionally hangs out with some of them while he’s working on a project (for example, he used to have dinner with his Mojo co-stars at times, and let’s not forget the ‘infamous’ finger picture while hanging out with Emily Browning during the filming of Legend), but there hasn’t been any evidence to say that he’s really made any close friendships with any of them. (Nor has there been any evidence that he hasn’t!) However, that leads us to Question #2:

He is really a private person, don’t you think?

Yes, I think that Colin is an intensely private person. Seven years of interviews have shown us that getting personal information from Colin is like getting blood from a stone most of the time. If it doesn’t have something directly to do with a role he has worked/is working on or about his acting process or the acting profession in general, you’re more than likely not going to hear it from him.

What little we have heard about his private life certainly helps me understand why he might not talk about it much.

Colin grew up as a Catholic in Northern Ireland during “The Troubles”. (Not the safest thing to be at that time.)

Here are a couple of very eye-opening passages from a fantastic interview with Colin in 2012 by Alison Jane Reid from the Ethical Hedonist website:

Then he calmly proceeds to describe the not uncommon scenario of being woken up in the middle of the night, and having to evacuate the family home immediately, because there was pipe bomb in the house next door. The next day he would go into school with a note for his teacher to explain why he hadn’t done his homework.  This he says was just an everyday taste of a childhood growing up in the long shadow of deep, ingrained hatred and sectarian violence.

And also, this:

There was another reason why [traveling an hour and twenty minutes away to Belfast for school each day] was a dangerous proposition. Morgan is Catholic, and the college he wanted to attend was in a troubled, predominantly Protestant area of East Belfast. In the summer before he enrolled at the college, masked paramilitaries stormed the building, looking for Catholic students by asking them to pronounce the letter H. (the reason for this being that Catholics and Protestants generally pronounce the letter differently). The students were told that any Catholics would be shot.

In the end no one was hurt, and Colin plays down this episode, and says that he didn’t experience any trouble when he was at the college.

Okay, seriously? Imagine having to evacuate your home due to terrorism and that scenario is “not uncommon”!? Having to bring in a note to school saying, ‘My son could not complete his homework last night due to a bomb threat in our neighborhood…”

Or choosing to attend a school where just months before terrorists threatened to kill students (16-18 year olds) like you simply because you are the “wrong” religion? But it was the closest school that offered his coveted Drama degree, so Colin went there anyway.

That is some really scary crap, and it’s only the tip of the iceberg. I can see why he might want to put that kind of past behind him and not discuss it much, don’t you? Especially now that Northern Ireland has come so far since “The Troubles” came to an end.

Sometimes I really don’t get it why he has to be so private. He is not like other actors.

You’re right in that he is not like a lot of other actors. While Colin has no problem going for it with his performances when he’s acting, in real life, Colin is really shy and uncomfortable with the attention he sometimes gets.

He admits it himself in an interview with dvdrama.com (a French-speaking website):

Bradley told us that you’re a shy person? Is that true?

Yes, usually it’s a bit difficult for me to speak when I have to speak with many people. This intimidates me a little.

Several fans have also noted in their comments about him that he was shy:

One person who met him at SDCC12 said this:

I met Colin one on one at SDCC 2012. Everything the others have said about Colin is true. He is a shy and humble individual. He’s a terrific actor as I told him back then. A true professional.

Diana, the woman who took the photo that my Tumblr icon is from said this about meeting him and taking photos with/of him last year during his Tempest run:

The conversation about photos was due to someone saying on Twitter that Colin isn’t allowed to do photos. So I asked him “Why aren’t you allowed to take photos with fans?” He replied with that he doesn’t always feel comfortable with photos. So I asked him, “Are you shy?” and he gave me a shy look and said “Yeah,” I told him he doesn’t need to be and he said thank you. Then I thanked him for the photos and he thanked us for coming to see him and said it was nice to meet you and to have a lovely day. He is very sweet and polite. And makes times for his fans and even though he’s not comfortable with photos, he still doesn’t say no. And not to mention he is amazing with kids and was very friendly with my daughter and got down on one knee to talk to her.

The shyness is apparently not a new phenomenon. Sarah, a fellow performer in a talent show called “Fanta Fever” that took place in Belfast in 2002, (during the time he would have been at Belfast Metropolitan) said that he was:

@Starla_Tiny so do you remember what he was like in those days?

He was so quiet and shy… and a good dancer!

So, he’s been shy a very long time; it’s unlikely that will change anytime soon!

I mean he is a public figure. He has to promote himself, right?

Colin is an actor. While his work is done on a public scale, that doesn’t necessarily make him a public figure.

And while many actors do choose to promote themselves, Colin is one of those that does not. He lets his body of work speak for itself and also lets his agent, whom he pays to promote him, do all that kind of stuff. So far, that has worked out pretty well for him!

I think his [being] private will cause fans to be more eager to want to know about him.

This is most likely true. Because he’s so private, he’s a mystery; and people love to solve mysteries. Lord knows, I eat up every scrap of information I can find about the man, just like a lot of his fans do.

However, our wanting to know does not mean he has any obligation to tell us anything! It is not our right or due as his fans. He is allowed to be as private as he wants, and while it’s hard, we should try to accept that Colin’s privacy is obviously important to him and respect that.

I don’t even want to be some stupid fan towards him.

I’ve mentioned this before, but it probably bears repeating: I don’t think anyone goes into the situation thinking, “Gee, I want to be an obnoxious and annoying fan.”

Sometimes though, it’s easy to forget that we aren’t actually owed anything other than the work those actors have produced for us to watch. Or sometimes, that an actor is a who and not a what. Or perhaps one’s brain just falls right out of one’s arse when confronted with the meeting of one’s idol. Hey, we’re only human.

But the point is: so are they. Actors are still just people like you and me with the same faults and insecurities as anybody else. Would you like people asking you all kinds of personal questions expecting an answer? Would you like being surrounded by strangers on all sides and penned into a corner? Would you like people constantly debating about whom you might be sleeping with or what your sexual orientation is?

Just something to ponder.

Chapter 39: Beware

Nyla

It had been a few weeks since I talked to Ren. It was like she had distanced herself from me probably because of all the August drama but I really didn’t care though. I had bigger things to worry about. I found out I was about to be a mother to a beautiful baby boy and I was so excited;

I walked inside the baby boutique to see a long blonde hair women yelling at one of the associates about shipping the wrong color to her house. The voice sounded familiar but I didn’t pay to much attention to it. I made my way over the the furniture section looking for the perfect color to go along with TJ’s sky blue paint

‘Mmmh, what color?’ I thought to myself holding up the sky blue paint swatch towards the wooden cribs.

“Go with the dark cherry wood.” The same familiar voice said looking over at me. I turned to my left to see the same pregnant blonde hair women for the counter.

“Nikkei?” I questioned looking her up and down.

“Hey!” She smiled waving her long pink nails.

She looked different. She even seemed nicer and had a beautiful glowing presence about herself.

“Hi … um-baby?” I pointed to her 3 month looking bump.

“Yea … and before you ask, no its not Aug’s.” She giggled lightly.

I sighed in relief causing her to smile at me. “Good I would really hate to hear that drama.”

“I know right! I didn’t even know I was pregnant while I was still messing around with Aug. I’m just glad I decided to move back in with my REAL boyfriend so we can start our family.” She said rubbing her belly.

I had to give it to Nikkei, with all the hoe shit she use to do she still managed to be happy in the end.

“How many months are you?” I asked looking at the basket full of boy items.

“3 almost 4 … what about you?”

“It feels like I’ve been carrying around TJ forEVER but almost 4 too!”

We laughed and carried on some simple conversation about our new found motherhood and our men. Nikkei wasn’t so bad once Aug and AirRen weren’t in the picture and drama wasn’t around. I’m glad we were getting to know each other. Maybe our baby boys could have play dates sometimes.

AirRen

“Wass good lil mama? I’m bout to come pick up my yougin’.” He was so corny. After I vowed not to let myself get emotionally involved with Aug anymore this co parenting thing worked out well. We were actually on good terms with each other. As far as I knew, he wasn’t fucking around on me anymore which made me happy but it was too late for him to prove that he wanted a relationship because I moved on.

“Cool ill have em dressed and ready.” I cooed into the phone.

“You need sum? ”

I had been craving the same thing for a couple of weeks and had finally ran out of my foods last night. “Yeah can you get me some chocolate milk and peanut butter and-”

“Damn get some reeses cups!” He chuckled.

“Oow those too and some jelly and a jar of pickles! ” I asked licking my lips at all the goodies.

“I hope you ain’t feeding that shit to my kids!” He joked making me frown.

“No! Shut up! Just bring my food niggah! ” I giggled hanging up the phone.

I didn’t know why those were the only foods I could hold down. I hadn’t been feeling too well either so I decided to make a doctor’s appointment with my home girl to see what was up. I got Seppie and AJ dressed just in time before I heard the door unlock then open.

“Daddy’s here ” I whispered to an excited AJ and Seppie.

“Here’s yah diarrhea in a bag!” He chuckled passing me the bag of food. I went straight in to make my sandwich and drank straight from the gallon sized chocolate milk jug.

“Damn slow down chunky! You need to burn some of that off.” He said grabbing my ass licking his lips,

I had to admit I was gaining hella weight but I figured it was from the stress I was going through. I was moving out of the house that Trey and I once called home. I was also being promoted at the hospital.

“Aug shut up! Someone likes my chunky ass!” I giggled hitting his arm.

“Lemme go before I show you how much I appreciate how thick dem thighs gettin’ lil mama.” He winked licking his lips again. I was happy I decided to throw on my black yoga pants because any other color wouldnt keep the wetness brewing in my underwear discreet. I rolled my eyes attempting to forget all the dirty things i would like to do again with Aug.

“Bye babies” I said before kissing the twins and waving bye as they ran to his BMW.

“You gon stop playin, like you dont want ah niggah no mo’.” He smirked rubbing his thumb against my clit over my sweats

I bit my bottom lip trying not to let a moan escape. I hated the control he had over me but Aug wasn’t gonna win this time. We were strictly co parents and friends.

“Stop fuckin wit these hoes and commit … then Ill stop playin so you can have me any way you want.” I smirked kissing his nose before pushing the door shut

Hours Later

“What can I do for you honey?” Chante asked looking at me from the patient chair.

“I’ve been feeling sick and shit! Fix me!” I giggled grabbing her arm.

Chante and I started working at the hospital on the same day on the same floor and instantly clicked. She was cool as fuck and a good friend. We rarely hung out outside of work because we were always busy with our home lives but when we got to work we were inseparable.

“You so dramatic! Go piss in this cup!” She laughed tossing a plastic cup towards me.

We sat there for a moment talking about her boyfriend, Brian and my August situation. She left leaving me to sit there waiting for her to come back with my results.

“Okay first of all yo piss stinks! Water is on earth for a reason.” She laughed.

“Tae shut up! Tell me what’s wrong? Cuz I swear if August gave me something fuckin those hoe ass bitches … lets just say you and Ny bout to play guardians of two kids! Cuz he’s gon be dead and imma be in jail!” I ranted.

She let out a loud laugh and began to snort, “Ooh he gave you sum alright.” She handed me a white strip of paper.

“Here I thought I got rid of his ass!”

I packed up my stuff heading towards his apartment. I didn’t know whether to be happy or sad. I honestly wasn’t expecting Tae to say I was about to be a mother for the second time to my third child. I decided to call Ny to tell her the news before I reached Aug’s condo. We hadn’t really talked since we met for lunch a few weeks ago but we were both busy making changes to our home lives.

“Well Miss best friend!” She said with an attitude.

“Swerve ho’ you know my number.” I laughed.

“Is it ALWAYS about you?” She sounded so serious.

“What are you talkin bout?”

“Nothing, what’s up?” She asked.

I shook off her attitude, “What are you doing? And guess what?”

“Shopping for TJ! And what?” She replied nonchalantly.

“Well boo we gon be shopping together … im pregnant! ” I giggled. The phone was silent for a moment. “Hello?” I asked pulling the phone away from my ear.

“You just couldn’t let me have my moment! Like damn AirRen you already got two AND you had to fuck Aug for another! Its always AirRen’s world!”

“The fuck are you talkin bout? I had to fuck Aug for another one? I didn’t even want another kid right now! Aint shit ALWAYS bout me! You needa check yo shit Nyla!” I yelled.

“No fuck you … Im handling all my baby stuff wit Nikkei from now on. Your selfish and a liar.”

“You really cool wit ha? And im a liar? Trey dont even know the fucking REAL you! …You know what fuck this! Friendship over! Ill see you when I see you! ” I hung up the phone tossing it to the passenger seat.

I sped towards Aug’s condo shedding tears of anger. I unlocked the door to his condo seeing the twins sleep in the homemade tent on the living room floor. I walked upstairs to his room. I could hear moaning and the bed creek.

'I know he’s not!’ I thought before barging in to see August in the middle of fucking another random ass hoe. I shocked them both. The girl scrambled to the floor looking for her clothes to leave. I looked over at him giving him the death stare before moving towards the girl and pushing her head into the wall making sure to bang it a few times. I dragged the bluish green 30" Brazilian weave across the white floors of his bedroom staining it with streaks of red.

“Im sorry!” She cried out as Aug pulled me off of her bloody face. I slapped him across the face before I flew down the steps outside to my car.

“AirRen slow down!” He managed to get out in between breathes as he followed close behind me.

“FUCK YOU!” I cried out looking at my blood stained shirt. 'Damn! I love this shirt.’

“Why are you here?” He huffed clenching his perfect jaw line.

“Why was she here? Why you got bitches in yo house when MY kids are here?” “Why you always fucking around on me?” I yelled pushing him.

“What I do is my busine-” Before he could finish my hand was connecting with his face full force out of pure anger and betrayal.

“Not around my kids August! I’m taking them home AND as long as you want bitches and hoes running through your shit you wont see them.” I left him stunned as I went back in grabbing AJ and Seppie putting them in the car.

“This is why I came by!” I yelled throwing the now balled up white strip of paper towards his bruised cheek after I was in my SUV. “And tell that bitch she owes me a brand new Versace shirt!” I yelled before speeding off.

“Are you busy?” I managed to get out in between sobs to Chante.

“Sitting here with Brian. What’s wrong boo?” She asked.

My silence filled the phone.

“Ill be over in a second hun.” She replied hanging up.

I sat in the kitchen drinking some more of the chocolate milk gathering my thoughts until I heard my doorbell ring. I opened the door a burst into tears.