and cries most of the time

the way homecoming Should Have Ended
  • the pain of jeremiah’s actions stings almost as much as the fact that kara knows this feeling well. she wants the betrayal to burn its way down her spine, but it doesn’t, not when she’s been hurt so many times before.
    • if anything, this is a different kind of pain than true betrayal. it is dull, a constant ache, not a seeking one. it’s a pain that says i’m here, i’m always here, i’m always here
  • sometimes when the anger is too much, when it presses down too hard, she flies. sometimes she screams. sometimes—she cries
    • these times, the moments where she curls up on her couch and just lets go–they are rare, born only from the most desperate of dashed hopes
  • there is a knock at the door, and kara mutters something about unlocked– come in. she does not spare much thought to the figure at the other side, too exhausted to lift her head, x-ray the door. whatever she is expecting, it is certainly not lena, carrying a small paper bag
  • “you had to miss lunch today, and well, when i miss lunch, that means i’m too busy to eat, so i wanted to stop by with some d—”
    • in any other moment, lena’s rambling would be endearing. in any other moment, kara would be blushing furiously by now, stumbling, falling
    • in this moment, her breath catches in her throat, comes out as half a sob. she wipes her eyes, a futile gesture, and tries to smile like lena hasn’t just walked in on her sitting and crying, alone on her couch
    • (of all the people, of all the times. kara almost wants to laugh at the universe for being so against her)
  • “i, uh– well, you’re right, i didn’t eat. thank you,” kara says. lena wavers for a moment before shaking her head, stepping forward once, giving kara a chance to rebuke her
    • it would be as easy as sorry, i kind of want to be alone right now. lena is expecting it–who would want a luthor as a source of comfort?–but the words never come
  • so she sits next to kara, tense and unsure, but then kara is sniffling and leaning into her, and lena wraps her arm around kara’s shoulder and pulls her close
    • it is, after all, what kara would do for her
  • they sit like that for some time, silent save for the occasional trembling breath
  • eventually, kara breaks the silence: “my father back on–” she swallows, hard, shakes her head a bit. “my father made the medusa virus. he created it, and when i found out, i was… i was so angry. i had loved him, believed in him. and he had created that? and my adoptive father here he… he betrayed us too. today. he came back, but he–”
    • lena knows kara is supergirl, has known since the moment kara danvers walked into her office for the first time, hot on the heels of clark kent. but the confirmation, uttered with so much trust, so little fanfare, makes her heart clench painfully
  • “it still hurts,” kara says. “even– even though it’s happened before. it still hurts”
  • “it’s because you care,” lena says softly. “you care so much about everyone, and you trust, and you love. that’s not a bad thing. that’s an incredible thing, kara”
    • she wants to say more. she wants to say i never believed i was a good person until you came into my office and sat on my couch and now– now you are doubting yourself, and oh, i wish i could show you the same thing you showed me
    • she wants to say i love you but she’s not sure about that yet, though she is becoming increasingly confident by the day
  • kara leans back so she can look at lena, bites her lip at the way lena is looking down at her with so much righteous affection, like she would take on the world to prove the truth of her words. it is the same look she gives lena. “do you mean that?”
  • lena does not answer. instead, she reaches for the paper bag she had placed on the table earlier. she holds it up for a moment, waits for kara to understand
    • kara brought donuts when lena needed trust, needed love. it is her turn to return the favor
  •  “i figured you could use a donut. you do eat donuts, right?” lena says. kara stares at the bag for a beat, then she looks up
  • finally, she smiles. “well, i’m not human, but—”

anonymous asked:

3, 4, 8 - 11, 14 and 15 please!

Wow my first question-answer ask! cool

3: most tragic beard (playoff or otherwise) - Sidney Crosby (sorry ily but)

4: best beard - Jordie Benn (cries a little)


8: most amusing pre-game routine - PK’s dance-along! (cries again)

Originally posted by jdc59

9: most amusing warm-up routine - GENO (i saw this in person. so funny)

10: best goal celly - this idiot

Originally posted by official-nhl

11: worst goal celly - same idiot

12: cutest toothless smile  - bishop my boy. i’m making myself sad

13: best goalie helmet - Nilsson did it before it was cool! (also my wallpaper)

14: most extra player superstition - crochby. just watch this.

15: favourite hit - um every time flower gets mad

anonymous asked:

Itasaku

Send me a ship and I’ll tell you…

who’s the cuddler: Itachi since he is also an onisan

who makes the bed: oh my the bed woud broke many times with those two together

who wakes up first: Itachi because of his time as an anbu

who has the weird taste in music: Both have normal taste

who is more protective: Itachi in his own way

who sings in the shower: sakura bae

who cries during movies: Sakura only to be cuddled later by itachi

who spends the most while out shopping: sakura in sweets

who kisses more roughly: Itachi ;)

who is more dominate: Both of them

my rating of the ship from 1-10:7

Originally posted by shisuithegreekgod

92 truths

rules: once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. at the end, choose 25 people to tag!

I got tagged by the wonderful @i-hear-a-second-voice, Thank you, this tag was one of the most fun one I’ve done! And I loved reading ur responses! We had a few ones that were the same! (also, yes Skam is amazing)

LAST…
[1] drink: water
[2] phone call: my flat mate
[3] text message: best friend 
[4] song you listened to: As Tears Go By by The Rolling Stones
[5] time you cried: I just counted and I can only remember 6 times when I’ve cried since I was 14.

HAVE YOU EVER…
[6] dated someone twice: the same person twice? I suppose? By ya know, complicated 
[7] been cheated on: no 
[8] kissed someone and regretted it: lol, yes. In my wilder years that was par for the course 
[9] lost someone special: yes
[10] been depressed: luckily never severely if we’re talking strict depression rather than other mental health stuff 
[11] gotten drunk and thrown up: lol. Yes. Too many times. Although haven’t since September so I’m doing well.

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS:
[12] turquoise 
[13] sun burnt yellow
[14] black

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU…
[15] made new friends: yes
[16] fallen out of love: no, but ended a relationship 
[17] laughed until you cried: yes
 (the crying question before didn’t count for laughing right? Because if it did I cry from laughter countless times per year) [18] found out someone was talking about you: yes
[19] met someone who changed you: kind of? But only in the sense that they helped me know who I wasn’t 
[20] found out who your true friends are: I always know who my true friends are 
[21] kissed someone on your facebook list: I think so? It’s been a long year.

GENERAL…

[22] how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: I’ve met everyone on my fb, so that’s over 1000, lordy my 
[23] do you have any pets: my parents have a cat so I’m counting her as also mine.

[24] do you want to change your name: no

[25] what did you do for your last birthday: went to an art gallery, had food in a restaurant in London, watched a film, went to a pub. A very very pleasant day tbh.

[26] what time did you wake up: 10 am (I’m a student and a mess) 
[27] what were you doing at midnight last night: legit reading fan fiction 
[28] name something you cannot wait for: Dan’s next video tbh 
[29] when was the last time you saw your mother: like a month and a half ago, shit. 
[30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I wish I was less impulsive 
[31] what are you listening to right now: The Rolling Stones 
[32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: yes, I know many many Toms 
[33] something that is getting on your nerves: my sleeping pattern and procrastination (including this but gosh this is fun) 
[34] most visited website: Tumblr and YouTube 
[35] elementary: is that primary school? If so then a school a couple of suburbs over 
[36] high school: school in my borough 
[37] college: Undergrad in the east of the UK. Postgrad still in the east of the UK, but not as far east as undergrad. 
[38] hair color: dark brown
[39] long or short hair: short hair
[40] do you have a crush on someone: nope 
[41] what do you like about yourself? My creativity and pragmatism 
[42] piercings: one normal ear lobe piecing, one plug, one cartilage piecing 
[43]blood type: I don’t know
[44] nickname: Meesh 
[45] relationship status: single
[46] zodiac sign: pisces 
[47] pronouns: they/them
[48] fav tv show: Supernatural, QI, Skam, Brooklyn Nine Nine, Shameless US, The Mighty Boosh, The IT Crowd, Torchwood, Peaky Blinders, Hannibal, GOT…
[49] tattoos: no [50] right or left handed: right handed 
[51] surgery: had a minor one once 
[52] piercing: same Q as before? 
[53] best friend: I have 10 best friends, some from high school some from 6th form, and some from uni. I’m too lucky tbh. 
[54] sport: dancing in a club counts righ? And yoga. 
[55] vacation: Norway, and New Orleans again, and Montana USA 
[56] pair of trainers: I have a pair of Converse and a pair of Etnies. And running shoes.

RIGHT NOW…
[57] eating: nothing 
[58] drinking: water 
[59] i’m about to: read fanfiction or sleep, who knows? 
[60] listening to: Paint it Black by The Rolling Stones
[61] waiting for: sleep 
[62] want: good grades and more time [63] get married: if I end up having kids then probs 64] career: work in tv hopefully

WHICH IS BETTER…

[65] hugs or kisses: neither, calm snuggles 
[66] lips or eyes: eyes
[67] shorter or taller: taller? But idk, I’m just short so everyone I’ve dated has been taller 
[68] older or younger: older or the same age. Never been with anyone less than 2 years older than me 
[69] romantic or spontaneous: both
[70] nice arms or nice stomach: doesn’t matter 
[71] sensitive or loud: sensitive 
[72] hook up or relationship: relationship 
[73] troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER…
[74] kissed a stranger? Yep, in my wild youth [75] drank hard liquor? Yes. Yes. Yes. Love me some top quality liquor (omg, idea, I’m so gonna have a glass of Baileys rn) 
[76] lost glasses/contact lenses? Probs lost some contact lenses along the way 
[77] turned someone down: yes 
[78] sex on first date? No 79] broken someone’s heart? They kind of put me in a position where I had to break it (well, not break it I think… I hope… )
[80] had your own heart broken? Not properly, but it was kinda painful 
[81] been arrested? no
[82] cried when someone died? yes
, when I was very young [83] fallen for a friend: kind of

DO YOU BELIEVE IN…
[84] yourself? sometimes 
[85] miracles? Not like religious ones I don’t think

[86] love at first sight? I don’t know, but leaning towards no?

[87] santa claus? no
[88] kiss on the first date? yes
[89] angels? I don’t think so

OTHER…
[90] current best friend’s name: I can’t pick one 
[91] eye colour: light blue 
[92] favourite movie: The History Boys? Or The Station Agent, or Donnie Darko, I have many favourites!


I’m gonna tag a few people, but really really really don’t feel obliged to do this. I actually found this one quite fun! But again, please don’t feel obliged :) If you decide to I’m looking forward to hearing your answers and getting to know those of you I haven’t properly got to know yet :) 

@skamphil @trashy-phan-blog  @tiredofbeingnice123 @potato-being @ihavemoregayshipsthanfriends @doodlebugxx @trashofdoom @shadowkittenkk @a-song-of-obsession-and-insanity @phan-meme-trash @sohereisthisasshole @lightlestier @themiscellaneousgirl @the-squirrel-queen @thecrappyauthor @danthesoftestnerd @borkdan @caramelised-phannie-x @xoxmi4xox @rockabillyactress @musicdemon777 (and anyone else who wants to do it)

Right, well all this pondering over my life and remembering that I have a bottle of Baileys means that I am definitely now off to have a rather substantial glass of the stuff now.

radiodread  asked:

please don't judge. soukisu + zombies for 3 sentences

Considering all of the creative and violent ways this undead world could’ve chosen to dispose of him over the years, slowly dying of exposure and dehydration while snagged up in a prey net hanging from a tree due to a sloppy groggy morning misstep ranks damnably low on Sousuke’s imaginative list of meaningful death scenarios, but hey; there’s some sort of noble poetry in serving as the next passer-by’s cautionary tale of unchecked stupidity.

He has nothing but time to stare at his dropped hunting knife sitting pretty way down below upon the forest floor and to passively contemplate the irony in stumbling into what just might be the most zombie-proof positioning there is also serving as his imminent makeshift suspended casket; but in the end, this is just another day of mild inconvenience, as nothing really surprises him anymore in a reality where death and taxes are actually not guaranteed.

Nothing really surprises him anymore that is, until a distantly familiar face from another life shows up midday to laugh until he cries at what he sees before he uses Sousuke’s own damn knife to cut him down, then offers his hand, his grin, and an unnecessarily sunny it’s Kisumi, remember? to remind Sousuke that he still somehow hasn’t seen everything yet.

imma-fabulous-killjoy  asked:

(I also high key remember I was at a sleep over at my friends house when mcr broke up and we both CRIED)

I remember when it hit tumblr (it was after all the drama) and tbh at that point, if you weren’t in the bandom people were really meh about them overall.

But as soon as the announcement hit everyone just got really sentimental and kind of morose about it. (because at that time, most people on tumblr at that point remembered I’m Not Okay coming out and how it was everywhere when it first came out.)

Oscars!

I was just watching the Oscars and I was only watching for Chris Evans and when he came on stage I started screaming and and the I embarrassingly started crying in front of my mum. And I just cried. And im still tearing up every time I see him in the crowd. This earth is so goddamn lucky to have Chris Evans!!! And I wish him the best luck in his future endeavours!!! I love you Chris!!! Thank you so much!!!! 😍❤😍❤😍

Originally posted by rowdy-redhead

got tagged by @ryanbiwood, totally forgot about it, now here it is
Rules: copy this post into a new text post, remove my answers and put in yours, and when you are done tag up to 10 people and also tag the person who tagged you… and most importantly, have fun or whatever, I’m getting cheese fries sticks!

a - age: 20
b - biggest fear: being alone
c - current time: 11:23 am
d - drink you last had: orange juice
f - favorite song: Robbers by The 1975
g - ghosts, are they real: yeah i’d bet
h - hometown: Bradley
i - in love with: dogs
j - jealous of: artistic people
k - killed someone: soon
l - last time you cried: yesterday i think
m - middle name: nicole (EW)
n - number of siblings: 1
o - one wish: to have many pups 
p - person you last called/texted: danny probably
q - question(s) you’re always asked: “are you okay?”
r - reasons to smile: books!!
s - song last sang: Tag, You’re It - Melanie Martinez
t - time you woke up: 7:15 a.m
u - underwear color: black and gray
v - vacation destination: somewhere in ireland, probably 
w - worst habit: chewing my lip
x - x-rays you’ve had: my middle finger   
y - your favorite food: angel hair in alfredo!!
z - zodiac sign: leo

i tag @oowadangit @kevvinprice @biqueuerious @agender-mogar @yeremydooley @k-ovic @the-cyborg-prince shit i dont know ten people 

got tagged by @sovietbuckys thanks bab!!

rules: copy this post into a new text post, remove my answers and put in your own. when you are done tag up to 10 people….most importantly, have fun!

  • a / age: 18
  • b / biggest fear: spiders
  • c / current time: 1 pm
  • d / drink you had last: milk
  • e / everyday starts with: checking my phone 
  • f / favourite song: lp - lost on you 
  • g / ghosts are real? yea
  • h / hometown: somewhere in noord-brabant, netherlands
  • i / in love with: idk
  • j / jealous of: ppl who hang out w my friends lol
  • k / killed someone: dont think so
  • l / last time you cried: uh somewhere last week i think
  • m / middle name: dont have one
  • n / number of siblings: 2
  • o / one wish: to be a succesful rider
  • p / person you last called/texted: my jumping instructor
  • q / questions you’re always asked: “mink why are you like this”
  • r / reasons to smile: when ive had a really good lesson & when my friends r being cute af
  • s / song last sang: humming along w alone and sublime by mother mother
  • t / time you woke up: 11:47am
  • u / underwear colour: a v obnoxious pink
  • v / vacation destination: if theres horses im good yo
  • w / worst habit: jealousy i think
  • x / xrays you have had: none
  • y / your favourite food: mcdonalds fries
  • z / zodiac sign: sagittarius

tagging my newest mutuals @sbstianstan @bravobarnes @bisebastian @rightbesidepharah @bigbucky @theleftnostril @satanlovescats69 @kelllymarietran @cassiananhor @fourasgard

10

They never went on a spontaneous road trip again

The Signs Crying

*Check Sun/Moon Sign 

Aries:  They Whimper More Than Cry. They Will Go In The Shower, Curl Up, And Cry As Loudly As Their Heart Lets Them. When They Cry It’s Short-Lived, But May Feel Like Forever To Them. 

Taurus: They Almost Never Cry, They Wont Cry Over Silly Things. The Most Common Reason For Them To Cry Usually Has To Do With A Romantic Relationship. If It’s Not That Then Something Serious Happened. Gentle Tears.

Gemini: They Randomly Cry. Spontaneous Tears. Cries Over Little Things For A Long Time, But Will Cry Over Big Things For A Short Amount Of Time. They Can Go From Laughing To Crying In 0.5 seconds.

Cancer: They Cry With Disappointment. They Have So Much Hope And Love For Everyone, And No One Returns It. Little Things Affect Them So Much, Someone Might Not Like Their New Haircut And They Could OverThink It. They Want To Be Happy And Want Everyone Else To Be happy.They Feel So Much. 

Leo: They Cry With Ashamed Tears, They Wonder If They Aren’t Good Enough. If They Will One Day Fulfill All Their Dreams. They Cry Because They Want To Be The Best They Can. They See Their Flaws And Know They Wont Be As Perfect As They Dreamed. They Aren’t Happy With Who They Are Or Are Scared Of What They Have Become.

Virgo: Cries Quietly, When They Cry Its Terrible Because They Judge Themselves So Hard, And Are Hypercritical. Whatever the Situation Is They Will Blame Themselves. However, They Wont Admit It Out loud.They Will Ask Themselves What They Did Wrong. 

Libra: They Have Soft Cries, Sniffling Every Five Seconds  With Tissues Everywhere.They Will Apologize For Having You See Them Broken And Upset.. When They Cry You Know Their World Is Out Of Balance.

Scorpio: They Cry Fiercely, Putting All Of Their Energy Into It. Adding  A Sense of Anger And Sadness All Into Their Cries. If Crying During an Argument They Will Throw Things And Destroy Everything In Their Path.

Sagittarius: They Cry Passionately. They Aren’t Usually Emotional, But When They Cry Its Because They Actually Care For Once. These Tears Are Short Lived And May Even Be For Odd Reasons That May Not Make Sense To You. It Makes Sense To Them. Respect That.

Capricorn: They Cry In Secret. They Are Trying To Act Like Nothing Gets To Them. It Does Whether Or Not You Know It.Crying In Public Hurts Their Act Of Being Too Tough To Cry. If You See Them Cry It’s Heartbreaking, But Also Means They Trust You.

Aquarius: They Hardly Ever Cry. Usually,Cries Alone Making Sure No One Is Around To Hear Their Sorrows. Family May Be The Only Ones To Ever See Them Cry. Their Tears Are Cold, Full Of Every Emotion They Have Held Back From Themselves.

Pisces: They Cry Silently. Tears Could  Be Sliding Down Their Cheeks, But They Will Talk As If Its All Okay. Its Not Okay. They May Even Smile And Say Don’t Worry About It.  Worry About It Because They Honestly Don’t Do That For Attention, Its A Cry For Help.

“Although Sehun is the maknae, you might see that he is working really hard with the other members. But after all, he is still a kid. He will tear up even with small details. He loves his members the most. When he was still a trainee, each time he cried, it made everyone feel like gems were falling from his eyes”

of dusk and dawn and a love beyond

Summary: The King of Day, Victor, drops flowers to the Ruler of Night, Yuuri, to express his love for him, but they are always returned, as Yuuri thinks that they’re dropped by mistake. 

Victor cries and plucks wishes off the petals every time, remembering the time when once, they had been together.

based off this au by @beanpots

ao3

There are only two times that they meet every cycle, two times that their realms blur at the borders and the rulers walk past each other as one sigil rises where the other one falls. Dusk and dawn are the most precious times of day to Victor, because that’s the only opportunity he has to glimpse the elusive Ruler of Night.

The boundary separating them is not one that is easily described. No land can be night and day at the same time, no land can host them both together. So Victor waits for the moments that he throws the Sun into the heavens and the moments he calls it back to earth, for that is the only time that Night and Day blur and they can be together.

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I have 8 minutes left before midnight, when Holocaust Remembrance Day will end, so let me tell you the 8 things that I remember most vividly from the United States Holocaust Memorial Museum.

1. The entire museum is suffocating. It’s quiet and somber and can sometimes feel like you’re mourning the loss of all of humanity at once. It feels like a crypt, an urn, where 6 million people are interred.

2. The Holocaust didn’t start with Hitler screaming rabidly about filthy Jews. It started when Hitler slipped dangerous rhetoric into his speeches, blaming crime and unemployment on them.

3. There’s a three-story tall room where every inch of the walls are covered with pictures. Little kids smiling cheesily and older couples sitting next to each other, families. The only thing they have in common? Their lives were exterminated during the Holocaust.

4. A man nicknamed the Angel of Death did medical experiments on children. CHILDREN. He gouged out their leg muscles and introduced life threatening infections just to see how their bodies would react.

5. There’s a boxcar that you’re made to go into on the tour. It’s a real part of a train that transported thousands to death camps. It’s cold and it’s cramped, and the tiny windows don’t give nearly enough light to let you feel relief from the nauseating claustrophobia that creeps on you.

6. There was a children’s transport camp called Terezin, where an art teacher helped the kids express their frustration and terror through their art. They have it hanging on the walls there. It’s normal kid stuff. Butterflies and houses, people performing on stages. Underneath, the name of the child is written, and their date of death. 90℅ of them didn’t make it past 1945.

7. The worst room, by far, are the shoes. It’s a simple exhibit. Both sides of the room have containers simply filled with shoes, old and rotten. It’s not objectively sinister. Until you read the caption and realize that every last shoe came from someone gassed to death. That’s when you start noticing the petite flats and the heavy work shoes, the tiny toddler Mary Janes, faded red. You notice that each shoe had a pair of feet attached, and each pair of feet had a body attached, and each body had a life, a story, a personality, a soul, attached. And you read the poem above, which bitterly notes that the only reason that these shoes weren’t burned with their owner was because they were made of leather and not flesh and blood.

8. You end in a memorial Hall. It’s made of bright marble, and each wall bears the name of a concentration camp. There, you can light a candle. It’s small, it’s insignificant, it does nothing to stop the atrocities committed, but helps. You look above it, and you read: “For the dead and the living, we must bear witness.”

Demigods Being Real
  • Since his time spent in the bronze jar Nico can’t stand silence, there always has to be something in the background or else his vision will darken at the edges and this sickeningly heavy feeling in his stomach grows
  • Calypso cries almost every day, begging to be back at ohygia. The world moves so fast she can’t keep up. The cars, conversations, time, even the butterflies floating on the edge of the stream at camp half blood seem like they’re in a hurry. 
  • The pain Reyna feels from her fellow legionaries and campers becomes too much for her sometimes. She shy’s away from Nico the most and immediately feels his sadness, she constantly reassures him and others not to worry. Reyna often takes long walks by herself, embracing the freedom it gives her.
  • Percy has a silent anger about him, he’ll let most things slide but when everything gets too much he’ll look at you with the most dead ass hateful glare you’ve ever seen. One time a cabin counselor told a newbie camper to ask Percy for a tour around CHB, this happened and the camper ended up crying and scared. A lot of people are careful around him now
  • Annabeth never really paid much attention to her well being, if she got sick or hurt herself she worked regardless because “there’s always something more important going on.” 
  • Even after Ares’ blessing on Frank he still feels self-conscious about his weight. It’s always been something on the edge of his mind, growing up in middle school was especially hard and Frank sometimes catches himself comparing his body to Jason’s especially. 
  • Rachel can go weeks without even thinking about her parents, when she casually mentions this to the others an awkward silence falls because almost all of them have lost a parent and don’t have the option of choosing to ignore them. There is a barely-there resentment in Hazel and Frank and Jason and Leo towards her
send me a ship and i’ll tell you
  • who hogs the duvet
  • who texts/rings to check how their day is going
  • who’s the most creative when it comes to gifts
  • who gets up first in the morning
  • who suggests new things in bed
  • who cries at movies
  • who gives unprompted massages
  • who fusses over the other when they’re sick
  • who gets jealous easiest
  • who has the most embarrassing taste in music
  • who collects something unusual
  • who takes the longest to get ready
  • who is the most tidy and organised
  • who gets most excited about the holidays
  • who is the big spoon/little spoon
  • who gets most competitive when playing games and/or sports
  • who starts the most arguments
  • who suggests that they buy a pet
  • what couple traditions they have
  • what tv shows they watch together
  • what other couple they hang out with
  • how they spend time together as a couple
  • who made the first move
  • who brings flowers home
  • who is the best cook
VOLTRON ACTOR!AU HEADCANONS (Season 2 edition)

HELLO BITCHES IM BACK 

warning: these contain spoilers from season 2

  • zarkon’s actor is the grandpa that spoils the vld kids rotten and they all love him
    • originally the scene where zarkon beats up shiro for the black lion was going to be a bit more violent than it looked until zarkon’s actor asked the producer if they could tone it down the scene a bit because he was worried he would hurt shiro
  • GALRA CREW ARE LITERALLY THE MOST CHILL GUYS EVER
  • one time the actors of the 80′s voltron showed up in the studio and shiro cried for like 20 minutes
    • he did the thing where he doesn’t stop shaking their hands because he’s too busy gushing about how much he loved the original 80′s voltron
  • since it’s confirmed Lance’s fave song is Single Ladies they always like to play it at random because it’s Lance’s fucking tradition to ALWAYS JAM TO THIS SONG
    • ALWAYS
      • they’re filming a scene where Lance is fighting in the episode where they save Slav and then Pidge starts playing Single Ladies on the speakers and LANCE JUST STARTS JAMMING WHILE THE CAMERA IS STILL ROLLING
        • Hunk: That music’s really loud I’m gonna turn that off-
        • Lance: DON’T GO TURN IT OFF CUS YOU KNOW IT’S MY JAM LEMME GO T U R N  I T   UP
  • When Keith finished filming the scene where he undergoes the trial for the Blade of Marmora he asks all the dudes he just beat up if they were okay like a million times
    • “DID I HIT YOU TOO HARD I’M SO SORRY!!!!”
  • In episode two where Hunk and Lance end up underwater Hunk kept singing Under the Sea
  • all the Galra Keith jokes Hunk made where all improv and golden they had to keep all of them in
    • it wasn’t too long until keith started doing it too
      • “are you trying to see if my skin is purple???????!”
  • Pidge really did build all those trash models of the Voltron crew by herself
  • the actors of child!coran and baby!coran are coran’s grandkids
    • ALLURA LOVES THEM SO MUCH
    • she spoils them rotten outside of filming 
  • allura’s snapchat story was once full of just pics of her and keith getting their make up ready before filming started and they started making fun of shiro’s eyeliner at one point
  • yes they actually got a cow for the episode in Space Mall
  • everytime Keith doubts himself of his acting Lance does this
  • a lot of voltron’s fight scenes were done with motion capture + 3d effects
    • it was highly used during the last ep in season 2 with the fight between voltron and zarkon
  • the amount of times coran slipped during the episode where he has the slipperies was almost enough to outmatch the amount keith injured himself during his fighting scenes
  • it’s a running joke now for the cast that whenever they are asked a yes/no question if you answer with a yes you have to say ‘Yup’ like how Laika the yupper did
  • Pidge’s snapchat: *posts a picture of the scene where matt escaped* cryptid spotted
  • after they filmed the scene where Keith and Shiro hugged Shiro went to hug the rest of the cast because HE LOVES HIS SPACE FAMILY OK

i still got like way more but my brain is kind of deflating atm so this is is all i got for now LMAO 

the good die young

Sirius Black walked nervously up and down as he watched the events unfold in Hogwarts. The place he knew like the back of his hand, the place where he had the best time of his life with the people he cared about the most. It was crumbling down, every wall that he had once touched, every statue he hid behind, it was all falling apart right in front of his eyes and he hated that he was useless once more. 

Fred Weasley had recently joined them, Sirius watched as this kid watched his family with worried eyes that reminded him so much of Fabian and Gideon. Sirius had watched the brothers comfort the red haired boy who cried breathlessly as he watched his older brother run after his killer. All the things that poor boy must be feeling were nothing compared to what James and Lily were feeling. They knew how this would end, they knew Harry would join them soon. Lily watched with worried eyes as James took his glasses off every two minutes to rub his forehead, like he had a headache he couldn’t get rid of. 

Sirius heard James yell “No” as he fell on his knees and thought that maybe it was the time, maybe his godson was joining them. He didn’t dare turn around, he couldn’t bear seeing him here, not Harry. He closed his eyes and kept them shut, not so fast, this shouldn’t have happened so fast.

“Pads?”

I must be dreaming.  

“Sirius?”

It’s impossible.

“Sirius, open your eyes”

So Sirius did and wished he hadn’t.

No” yelled Sirius as he turned away from the tall man standing in front of him, with two visible scars on his face and tired eyes. “This is not happening. Lily please tell me this is not happening” shouted Sirius as tears were streaming down his face.

“Please Lils” he begged, barely whispering. Sirius looked James with pleading eyes to tell him that the man stood in front of him a second ago was not Remus, was not his Moony. James’ tear stained face was all the answer he needed but didn’t want.

“Sirius,” began Remus, Lily was staring behind Sirius with tear filled eyes, so it was really him. 

“James you should keep watching Harry. I– I got Remus” assured Sirius. James looked torn between Remus and Harry but Sirius knew Harry had to come first. Remus would understand that.

“Hello Professor Lupin” said Fred slowly, Remus flinched at that mention.

“I didn’t– I didn’t know you–”

“The good die young Professor, I hope it won’t be in vain” replied Fred with hope in his voice. Sirius took in Remus completely, the way his amber eyes watered as he smiled to the Weasley kid, the way his head tilted to the side when he felt hopeless. The way he had grown old without him despite all the promises they had made each other.

Sirius slowly walked away from the ever growing crowd around James and Lily, he stopped when he was sure no one could hear them.

“Who was it?” demanded Sirius before Remus could open his mouth.

“Lestrange” replied Remus like he expected Sirius to ask the question. Remus looked around troubled. “Where am I? Purgatory?”

“Well kind of, you don’t move on unless you want to. Afterlife is a better explanation” said Sirius, his eyes hanging on every new scar on Remus’ visible skin. He was sure there were plenty more he couldn’t see. 

“So you are- you are all real? You are real? I’m not in heaven and imagining everything around because I’m d-dead?”

Sirius slowly nodded in response. Remus slowly raised his hand to touch Sirius but he searched for Sirius’ permission to do so. Sirius leaned his head down to let his hand touch like a dog would to his owner. As soon as Sirius felt the warmth of Remus on his skin, he felt all his troubles melt away. 

Remus slowly pulled Sirius in a tight hug as he pressed the shorter man’s head on his chest, his long fingers tangled in Sirius’ long silky hair.

“I thought I had lost you forever” whispered Remus in Sirius’ black hair. He still smelled like chocolate, Sirius inhaled the familiar scent and felt like he was back in Grimmauld Place, 12, two years ago. Intertwined in his bed, the chocolate scent in the corridors of the place he hated so much and Sirius didn’t think he would feel Remus’ rough skin on his soft one anytime soon. Sirius didn’t know what to feel, he had Moony back but he wanted him to live longer than this, he deserved to live longer than this, he deserved happiness.

Remus broke the silence slowly.

“I have to ask you something but I don’t know how to–”

“I am not angry or disappointed in you because you chose happiness Moons. All I ever wanted was for you to be happy,” interrupted before Remus could finish his sentence. Remus cleared his throat to hid the tears pooling in his eyes. “Am I a little jealous of Dora? Yes, but if you were happy, that’s all I ever need,” continued Sirius and he saw Remus smile slightly.

“I missed you with every little piece of my being, I felt numb for days after you were gone and I–” stuttered Remus. “All I wanted was you and I was tired, you know? Everything I ever loved was taken from me and you were the last blow. The thing I loved the most–” Sirius stared at the werewolf in awe, Remus’ amber eyes stared into Sirius’ grey ones with so much love Sirius felt himself drown in it. “What I am trying to say is I have never given up on you Sirius.”

Sirius for once in his life was lost for words. He somehow knew that Remus would never completely forget him but to hear him say it so clearly was so different.

“And I loved her, Tonks I mean, I still do. She is an incredible person and an even better friend. She took care of me and she loved me almost as much as you did and I needed her, I needed to feel that,” babbled Remus, he almost sounded guilty because he wanted happiness. “Then Teddy came, he is so perfect, I wish you met him. Just because I loved Tonks does not mean that I was ever over you, Pads.”

Sirius just stared at him, his eyes fixated on Remus’ lips, taking in every little word that fell from them. Then he slowly reached for Remus’ hand kissed each wounded knuckle. 

At that moment, they didn’t need words or anything else for that matter. Just one look and everything unspoken was out in the open. Remus slowly wiped away the tear from Sirius’ cheek. Sirius realised he started crying way too often but it felt good, to hear those words. Remus turned around to stare at the crowd behind him.

“So, what are James and Lily doing?” 

“They are watching Harry and the others, you can watch people from here. So if you want to you can watch Tonks and Teddy,” said Sirius smiling and Tonks appeared in front of them fighting for her life, duelling two Death Eaters at the same time.

“She should have stayed home” said Remus as he watched Tonks desperately. 

“Well, Blacks aren’t that good at listening and sitting still Remus, you should have learned it by now” admitted Sirius guiltily, he only listened to Remus and no one else. 

Sirius saw the jet of green light flying towards his cousin and saw Remus turn as white as a ghost. Sirius barely heard him say “Please, no” as he searched for Sirius to stay standing. The only thing Sirius could think about was what Fred Weasley said as he accepted his fate, the good die young.