I feel so alone and like a complete failure. Everyone I know is getting amazing results and are getting into universities that were their first choice. I’m happy for them but I know that will not be me next year. I missed 50% of the last school year due to mental health related things. I revised for the end of year exams and forced myself into school. I failed them. Every single one. My place in the next school year isn’t confirmed and school have told me not to apply for universities because my grades are so low that none will consider me.
I hate that mental illness took over my life and has ruined everything. Therapy is so hard but I’m not making progress quick enough. I’m so fucking tired of fighting a losing battle. So tired.