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anonymous asked:

I'm so happy you're back Dee! Ilysm ahh you were the first blog that got me into angst and smut. Thank you so much T T ahh I'm so happy I found your blog!

Yet another person I’ve dragged into the hell that is Tumblr smut haha I’m so sorry, but also, you’re welcome ;) Thank you!!

“Why?” he asks desperately.

“Why what?” she asks tiredly.

“You walked away,” he spits out, “I want to know why?”

His voice breaks on the last syllable.

She wraps her arms around her tightly against the cold air beating around them. After a long pause she meets his gaze head on.

“You were going to break my heart.”

He lets out a short, cruel laugh and turns is eyeline skyward, “So you broke mine instead.”

—  29/11/2015
maybe i was lucky
because he didn’t make
my body bleed
and the bruises
faded quickly;
lucky because she
finally called
my mother,
even if it was just
because i wanted her to.
because four is a lot less
than twenty, or fifty,
and intentions
are supposed
to speak louder
than actions.
but he tells me again
he isn’t yelling,
with raised voice
and clenching fists,
and i begin to wonder
if his hands really did
touch my throat
or if i
was just hurting.
—  poeticallyordinary
i remember how he laughed: all breaking clouds to let the sun drip from his tongue like honey. does it still live in the back corners of his head – the night we laid on the grass and watched the stars and they neglected to tell us that we would fall this far? i know it lives in mine. late at night when i have nowhere to go i remember his lips dripping with sweet, with clean, with holy. these moments never die.
—  paradise has never been about places; it exists in moments // abby, day 270 // prompt for anon
Black Tumblr has got to stop making everything about race.

Article: woman (who just happens to be black) dies of anafalactic shock after accidentally being served onions at local restaurant.

Tumblr: another black person dying and it isn’t major news? Amerikkka.

Article: this young man who happens to be black is volunteering at a soup kitchen

Tumblr: #blackpride

Article: the cause of the crash that killed this family of 4 (who just happened to be black) was a faulty traffic light.

Tumblr: # protectblacklives

Article: Child (who just happened to be black) bullied for liking pokemon. Later commits suicide

Tumblr: why do black people have to deal with stuff like this?


Stop turning things that don’t have to do with race into racial issues. If it would have happened regardless of race, your tumblr activism hashtags and comments only take away from it. Someone doing something good or bad regardless of race does not need your attempt at problack commentary. If race is not a clear central theme of the action, then those are just empty words. That is just making light of the incedent. That is just diverting attention to the unimportant.

If I win a debate competition or save someone’s life or get attacked by a dog, I wouldn’t want people to focus on my race when it isn’t even notable to what happened.

Promise me you won’t forget me? My smile, my eyes, the sound of my voice singing to you on the phone in the middle of the night. Promise me you will remember me, years from now, when I’m nothing but a stain in your past, and you are in someone else’s arms, promise you’ll remember me as someone special?

Maybe everyone on this site isn’t romanticising mental illness, maybe you’re just uncomfortable seeing people express their feelings differently than you. Maybe you’re just uncomfortable with mental illness affecting people who don’t fit the stereotype.

Isn’t it better to try and understand what someone is going through than to accuse them of trying to seek attention or be edgy?

Your struggle is valid.

To those who may be listening.
Whose souls and hearts lay heavy.
Clouded by the struggles this world has given them.
Know this.
In the darkness of this moment we are with you.
You are wanted.
You are needed.
You are loved.

Serendipity (Music Box Ver.)
ZAQ
Serendipity (Music Box Ver.)

hey kids,, i found this thing while messing around on the different pitched percussions on musescore called the crotales and it sOUNDS rather like a music box so therefore we are going to pretend that this is a music box

anonymous asked:

Do you know what's going on with thomas sanders and the ace community? i'm confused

Step 1: Bisexual on the internet has a very heartfelt and considerate post on ace and aro inclusion.

Step 2: REGs call him a straight trying to pander to cis het women and should let real gays speak on the issue

If you check the notes it’s overwhelming in agreement that he is right, but god does the biphobia piss me the fuck off

https://fuckyeahasexual.tumblr.com/post/161471193583/wow-another-misinformed-person-who-thinks-that

as a shipper i like to take the 2 most physically/aesthetically clashing characters in a show and try to make them look cute together

its just a bonus that these 2 are canon

OBLIGATORY 666 FOLLOW FOREVER // BIAS LIST.

when i made my first blog last year, i never  ( in a million years ) would’ve guessed i’d ever accumulate this number of followers. ever. with my on and off activity, n’ mass shitposting, i’m surprised i ever even surpassed 100. way more important than numbers, though, are the people who i’ve met & interacted with here, and who have inspired me – or encouraged me to stick around, when i wasn’t feeling it.  ™

i’ve said it countless times – & i’ll say it when i’m on my deathbed : i love cloud strife. he was the first muse i wanted to pick up, but i decided against it because he was already such a popular character and muse. finally making this blog back in october of 2016 wasn’t a mistake. despite being painfully awkward, i’ve met a ton of people ; some i speak to regularly, and others  ( – my bad  not so much. 

all the same  ( gross i appreciate everyone sticking around. ffvii has been a part of my life quite literally since the year i was born, and having some means of conveying how much it (& cloud ) means to me is pretty therapeutic, n’ relaxing. i won’t ramble much more, anyhow. i’m not gonna tag most everyone in the list below, obviously, but i’ll make some mentions. the usual stuff, right ?  cloud voice: let’s mosey.

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i would like to think my blog is a place where i can be no one and that would be okay, i can be no one, unidentified and express my feelings, opinions and thoughts that i don’t want to share out loud. I like the fact that people have no idea who i am, i am just another person on tumblr that someone follows because they like the posts. They like the content and not the person behind it. When i first started i wanted to be recognised but not so much anymore. I could be your neighbour, best friend, or a stranger on the street but you would have no idea. We hide behind a username because that way no one can recognise you and realise what kind of person you are. I personally like people to guess what kind of person i am just to see how i’m putting myself across and to see how wrong or right they are.