and all my life i've stumbled but up here i am just perfect

akirasmask  asked:

hello friend i am back again ur last recs were good (okay so i've only just got around to finishing secrets it's 400k long it too a bit of doing) bUUUUUUUT i was wondering if u knew of any more long fics like that where harry and draco eloped/got married/did the dads thing again because it stole my soul.

Welcome back! Secrets is one of my favs as well, i’m glad you enjoyed it. :) I’m gonna split this one in two.

Drarry + Marriage;

My Big Fat Pureblood Wedding by QueenyMidas (177k) 
Chaos ensues after Harry proposes to Draco on their three-year anniversary. The two must plan a wedding around their fighting friends, warring families, and each other’s stubbornness. EWE, post-war, disregarding Remus, Sirius, and Colin’s deaths and the fact that gay marriage is not legal in the UK.

Labor of Love by QueenyMidas (129k)
After their beautiful wedding, Draco supposes he has to hold up his end of the bargain on the topic of ‘offspring’. After years of convincing from Harry and years of pressure from Lucius, it looks as if the Malfoy-Potter family will be welcoming a bundle of joy. On top of that, their friends seem to be going through struggles of their own. Their dysfunctional family seems to be being tested once again, leaving many to wonder if it can weather the storm. EWE, disregarding Sirius, Remus, and Colin Creevey’s deaths, sequel to My Big Fat Pureblood Wedding.

Appallingly Wrong and Irreparably Broken by @tessacrowley (26k)
Everything in Harry’s life is pretty terrible, all things considered. His ex-wife won’t stop sleeping around, the government is broken, and his life is an endless cycle of crippling self-hatred and bitter sarcasm. So when Draco Malfoy comes sauntering back into it, sharp as a tack and twice as fit as he has any right to be, the only comfort Harry can find is that he can’t possibly make it any worse. You know, probably.

Don’t Blame Me (It Was All a Blur Last Night) by Nerakrose (18k)
“Stop moving, Potter,” Malfoy mumbled from where his head was buried under a pillow. “You’re disturbing my hangover. Also, why are you still here?”
“This is my hotel room,” Harry told him.

A Perfect Bond by Indyonblue (5k)
It’s Harry and Draco’s bonding day. Draco has planned it all so obviously nothing will go wrong.

There’s a Pure-blood Custom For That  by Lomonaaeren (105k)
The day that Harry stops Draco Malfoy and his son from being bothered in the middle of Diagon Alley starts a strange series of interactions between him and Malfoy. Who knew there was a pure-blood custom for every situation?

Synthetic Bonds by Mypetelephant (116k)
Harry has always been the golden boy of Malfoy Corporation, earning the respect of Lucius and the resentment of his high school rival, Draco. But Lucius has a business proposal that involves Harry becoming a marrying Draco.Non-magic AU

Slithering by astolat (27k)
Draco found the nest down in the Manor’s cellars, while he was clearing them out.

Drarry + Kids;

Solder by Oakstone730 (34k)
Seven years ago, Harry disappeared out of Draco and Scorpius’s life without a trace after Harry’s addictions destroyed his and Draco’s marriage. Now, Harry’s back, and Draco wants to believe he’s changed. But Harry isn’t the only one haunted by the past. [Scorpius]

A Second Chance at First Love by Taradiane (27k)
“… I just wanted you to know that you weren’t the only one who’d had a shitty existence for a time. Maybe I hated that you thought I was someone I wasn’t. Maybe … maybe I hated that I thought you were someone you weren’t, but never realised it until Voldemort gave me those glimpses of your life. Our experiences, they weren’t so different after all.” [Teddy]

Brevem Conspectum by Lauren3210 (11k)
During a routine clearing of an old Death Eater house, Harry stumbles over an ancient spell that sends him somewhere completely different. He has to work out where he is and how to get back. Or if he even wants to. [OC]

Number Seven by Sara Holmes (265k)
Harry already has two children, an ex-wife, annoying colleagues and an international crime ring to deal with. So when Draco Malfoy reappears after eight years AWOL in France, of course Harry is going to leave him well alone…Right? [Scorpius, James, Albus]

Pocket Full of Starlights (Never Let It Fade Away) by Femmequixotic and Noeon (46k)
When Scorpius Malfoy and Jamie Potter meet at Quidditch camp, they take an instant dislike to each other. Then they discover their lives are more connected than they could possibly imagine. [Scorpius, James]

Time Heals All Wounds by Playout (17k)
Harry is a Healer with a savior complex. Draco is a newly-widowed single father. And Scorpius is the child who will bring them together. [Scorpius]

Like a Real Family by Queenie_Mab (10k)
Harry thought he had all he wanted in life, raising Teddy and being the parent he’s always wanted to be, until he experiences what life with a partner could be like. Now if only Draco wasn’t straight. [Teddy]

The Ties That Bind by Phoenix_Writing (61k)
Upon Andromeda’s death, Harry and Draco are given custody of Teddy. Their lives will never be the same again. [Teddy]

Sunday, Monday or Always by Distempered (6k)
While raising Teddy Lupin on his own, Harry discovers that he’s got a little future Slytherin on his hands who knows his way around a scheme – especially when that scheme leads to a happily ever after. [Teddy]

Love in Slow Motion by @lala-lady-elena (11k)
Harry flushed. “I’d like to do that again.”
Draco threw his head back and laughed. “Would you, now?”
Blinking up, Harry reached up with a shaking hand and brushed a bit of Draco’s blonde fringe away from his forehead. “Yeah. I would. Unless you’ve got someone better to get home to.”
“Are you joking? Potter, this is my fifteen year old fantasy come to life. But better. So much fucking better.”
Harry’s eyebrows went up. “Fifteen?”
“Well, it was more post-Quidditch hate-sex. But close enough.”

We’re Just a Box of Souvenirs by Quiddative (9k)
Harry returns to England. Draco won’t make the same mistakes again. [Scorpius]

My other lists, Drarry + Scorpius and Drarry + Teddy.

What I've been waiting for.

Today was the day.  The day that I meet my idol, Jack Johnson.  I’ve been waiting for this day for years.  As I wait in the meet and greet line I fiddle with my fingers, tug at the bottom of my shorts, twirl my hair, anything to keep me from crying.  While I keep walking forward, with my head facing the floor, I decide to glance up and see how many girls are in front of me.  Just as I glance up I make eye contact with him.  I look away as my heart rate picks up and my body tenses up.

He must think I am ugly.

That girl he was with was absolutely stunning.

I am dirt compared to everyone here.

Why I am even here?

My thoughts are interrupted as a security guard taps my shoulder.

“Miss?  Miss!  You’re up."  He sighs impatiently.  My heart pounds louder and faster, I squeeze my eyes shut as I feel tears build up.  I raise my head, with both of my hands having a tight grip on my sweater.  I open my teary irritated eyes to meet his mysterious blue ones.  Everyone’s voice’s get louder, the room feels like it’s getting smaller and my breaths get swallower.

"I-I am sorry."  I whisper with my weak voice.  I turn around quickly to run away.  

"Come back!” He shouts after me.

I brush shoulders with strangers as I push against the current to get out of the building.  When I reach the exit I burst through the doors and collapse against the brick building.  I bury my head into my knees as tears trickle down my cheeks.

“I am such an idiot."  I mutter aloud to myself.

"No you’re not."  I familiar voice comments, a voice you had fallen in love with years ago.  I chuckle as I wipe away my tears.

"The stereotypical way to meet Jack Johnson I  guess." 

He gives me a chuckle as he sits beside me.

"I saw you glance at me earlier but, you looked away."  He says in a questioning tone.

"I just got nervous.  Jack I’m going to be honest with you."  I sigh looking him start in his eyes, like we were good friends.  He nods as I take a deep breath.

"You made me smile until my cheeks hurt when nobody else could.  My life hasn’t been picture perfect but, I am thankful for what I have.  I remember when I felt like a burden to everyone, I thought I was a mistake.  But then I stumbled across Jack and Jack on vine."  A smile spreads across my face with my last sentence.

"The both of you brightened up my days even if they were downright shitty, I could always count on you two to crack a smile on my face.  I don’t know how I would be if I didn’t find you two on vine. So thank you very much Jack Edward Johnson, I’ll never forget what you’ve done for me and what you’ll continue to do for me."  I smile as feel all this weight on my shoulders disappear. 

"I don’t even know your name and I think I already like you, like a lot."  Jack smirks intertwining our fingers.

"Y/N, is the name."  I blush looking at our hands.

"Well Y/N you never got your kiss."  He cheekily winks.

"Don’t you mean stage kiss?"  I chuckle raising one of my eyebrows.

"Are you saying you don’t want these luscious lips?"  He retorts with sass.

"I’d never say no to those luscious lips." 

"Of course you wouldn’t."  Jack bites his lip while he leans in to seal the kiss I have been waiting for years for.

this is shit but what ever.

Author Appreciation Week - Fitzsimmons Fic Recs!

Hello all! I saw a post on my dash talking about doing an Author Appreciation Week in order to show and spread love for our favorite fanfic authors, so here’s my contribution to the pile. This post is going to be dedicated to fic recs for the Fitzsimmons ship from Agents of SHIELD. And it took me almost all week to do it, because I basically ended up re-reading most of my bookmarked fics. OOPS.

If you don’t see your fic here, that doesn’t mean I didn’t love it! I love pretty much all of the fic ever, but I’m trying to keep this post a reasonable length (my FS bookmark list on AO3 is 15 pages long, for crying out loud). and sticking to the fics that I keep coming back to over and over. I also tried to limit myself to one rec per author. Just know that I love all of you!

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