and all i screamed was

im just waiting for the day hoseok releases his mixtape and single handedly slays my entire existence

I’m here. I am here now and tomorrow and next week and next month and forever. I am not leaving. I will not let you deal with this alone, I won’t let you feel this alone. You have me now and forever. If you need to talk, I’m here. If you need a shoulder to cry on, I am here. If you need someone to kiss your forehead or hold you until the sun comes up or someone to scream at, just to let it all out, I am here. I don’t care how hard you try, you can not push me away. I will not let you self destruct. I love you too much to let you ruin the masterpiece you’ve created out of yourself. You can tell me that you’re unworthy of being loved, you can tell me you’re broken. You can tell me every awful thing you feel and you can tell me all about how much you hate the person you are. But it will never change the truth. It will never change what I’ve come to learn about you. You are so much more.
—  What I need to hear//An excerpt from a book I’ll never write #10
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my children

my beloveds

my angels

the only solace i can offer you

to help us weather this nightmare hiatus from tomorrow through april 26th

during which let’s be real kabby is going to be separated the entire time and we will all want to scream

is that i will use this time on a mission of public service

to fill as many of those kabby kink meme prompts as i possibly can

even after the kink meme closes down, i will continue writing you as much smut as i possibly can

do not stop submitting your trash prompts to the kink meme

when it closes on 3/31 i will bookmark the list and yea, verily i swear unto thee, i will keep going

MOM’S HERE KIDS

WE’RE GONNA BE OKAY

me, evilly rubbing my hands together, maniacally laughing: yes gOOD. I’m getting all of you to love Long Exposure and coming to me screaming cause it’s only 3 chapters so far and screaming how much you love it and the art and I’M JUST LOVING IT ALL AND SCREAMING WITH YOU

me: /continues to maniacally laugh while screaming with you and you join w me

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I SPOKE TO THE ACTOR WHO PLAYED SKINNER ON THE X FILES AND HE WAS SO NICE I TOLD HIM I REALLY LIKED THE SHOW (then i sheepishly apologized since lol Canadian) AND HE SAID HE APPRECIATED IT AND NOT TO BE SORRY AND THAT HE’D BE BACK FOR THE LOCAL CONVENTION…. THEN HE WAS ALL “i HOPE I SEE YOU THERE’ I’M SCREAMING NOW I GOTTA GO DON’T I???????????????????

It’s going to be a MESS around here until things calm down.

Which… they might never.

Sorry for the delays, guys, but when everything keeps happening, all that I’m really capable of is screaming about it with you all between offline stuff. 

Worst case scenario is I take a day (a hopefully QUIET DAY *cough cough* Harold) to shut down the ask box to blow through everything. I don’t know if it’ll get to that point with the way things keep popping up, but… we’ll see. xx

YOI trailer 
- well, the fanservice will be a bonus

YOI ep1 ending theme
- w-well, that’s pretty gay but let’s be honest, it’s fanservice…..?

YOI ep2 
- omg…….this f-fanservice???? 

YOI ep3
- WAIT WAIT WAIT is it actually possible….????!!!!!!!!

YOI ep4
- NO BUT REALLY AM I INTERPRETING TOO MUCH THE DIALOGS…

YOI ep5
- WELL F*** THAT, WHO SAID IT WAS FANSERVICE, IT’S DEFINITELY CANON

YOI ep6
- I WILL FIGHT ANYONE WHO SAID IT IS FANSERVICE NOW, DON’T YOU DARE BETRAY ME ANIME!

YOI ep7
-  **throw the table** ROAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR