and again he apologized for what he said cause he doesn't want her to think to wrong things

greenrocky23  asked:

I know you're busy so take your time but having kids with yoongi...? just cause i'd imagine that to be hilarious cause he doesn't strike me as the type to want kids too much so i'm sure he'd freak out hahah Oh and you and your blog are awesome! :)

this is rlly angsty in the beginning sorry also this was requested by another anon person so like hope you enjoy!!

Originally posted by yoonmin

  • yoooo hello everyone I’m doing this like the day before school someone shoot me
  • I swear I have not, I repeat, not thought about this on numerous occasions (yah me and yoongi are naming our daughter Jane thank you very much)
  • anYWAY this isn’t about me it’s about dad yoongi !!
  • okay like y'all think yoongi would be the last one to have kids… you’re wrong
  • because it’s on accident
  • surprise!!
  • yoongi to me is someone who wouldn’t want kids like I know he’s said he wants one but I don’t see him wanting kids honestly
  • it’s not that he’s selfish or against kids cause I know he’s such a softie !! but I think it’s more about being scared of having kids because he thinks he’ll mess his kids up and he won’t be a good father and like I get the vibes yoongi doesn’t have the best relationship with his parents and as someone who doesn’t have a good relationship with her own parents I know that it can really affect your views on parenting !!
  • so he doesn’t wanna make his kids feel like the way his parents have made him feel so he’s like let’s not
  • you two have been together a while and for the sake of this you’ve been settled down together for a while too
  • you’re thinking about kids because jin and tae and hoseok all have kids and jeongguk has one on the way so you definitely have been considering it
  • you know yoongi doesn’t really like talking about it but last time you brought it up you two were a lot younger
  • but you try talking to him about it and he just freezes and his voice gets all low and he narrows his eyes “don’t bring it up again”
  • your breath hitches in your throat and you nod and run upstairs to your room and he doesn’t come to apologize or explain himself or make things better and that night he ends up sleeping on the couch and you just thank god every day you’ve had that conversation now
  • the next morning he doesn’t bring it up and you don’t bring it up but you two eat breakfast in silence and yoongi heads to practice without saying much to you
  • he feels bad about pushing you away like that but he doesn’t know how to handle it? he’s not one to open up about his feelings especially about things this deep??
  • and he’s afraid? he’s afraid that you won’t accept his reasoning and that you’ll think he’s lying or something like if someone doesn’t have a “bad” relationship with their parents I don’t think they can really understand that fear??
  • he just doesn’t want to hurt his child?? so it’s better not to even have one to begin with??
  • he’s feeling really guilty though and he can’t talk to anyone about it bcuz they’re so preoccupied with their babies and this pisses him off even more !!
  • so he sulks and hardly moves during practice
  • okay anyway we need to get rolling I get so caught up in lil things…
  • yikes
  • it’s like three months after the talk and you’re like ooh yikes I should probably it up again !!
  • bcuz you realize that there is a very high chance that you’re pregnant !!
  • you actually didn’t come to this conclusion like you were at work and you weren’t feeling so hot and you were walking past one of the older ladies and she had a thermos thing of orange juice and you almost puked at the smell??
  • and she kinda gives you this look “um honey how have you been feeling lately??”
  • “kinda crappy actually why do you ask?”
  • when she suggests you might be pregnant you’re not shocked like things seemed off
  • you’re not surprised, or taken aback
  • no you’re absolutely horrified
  • yoongi had mentally and physically checked out of your relationship when you even brought up the idea of kids
  • like what is he gonna do when he finds out you’re actually pregnant?
  • you go home early that day, sick, when in actuality you throw yourself on your bed and sob
  • yoongi comes home late that night and he finds you curled up on your guys’ bed, sleeping
  • but you’re still in your work clothes and he takes a look at your face and it’s red and tear stained and his heart drops
  • he doesn’t want to wake you up so he decides he’ll ask you about it in the morning
  • so after he changed and brushes his teeth and whatever he curls up beside you and he kisses the nape of your neck
  • but he can’t sleep because he’s scared? you two usually are pretty open about things that this point in your relationship and the fact you didn’t even bother to text him about your day really worries him to death
  • but you’re up before yoongi wakes up the next morning and you’re out and there’s a note on the dresser “going to the store I’ll be back!” with lots of hearts
  • he smiles but then remembers what happened last night and he frowns and immediately calls you to make sure you’re actually at the store
  • you are
  • you’re looking at pregnancy tests but you’re at the store
  • yoongi says he wants to talk to you when you get home
  • you decide right then and there you’re not going to tell him the truth
  • you don’t want him to leave you
  • he’s your entire world and you know you’ll break if he leaves you
  • and even if he doesn’t leave you, and does stay around, you would just be a burden
  • he doesn’t want kids and he shouldn’t give up his entire life to help you live your dream
  • you don’t know how you’re going to hide it yet, but you’re going to no matter what
  • and to your surprise it doesn’t seem that hard
  • like once you confirm your pregnancy, you tell some of the mother hens at work about it and they immediately go into mom mode
  • they’re like offering to take you to your check ups, and they’re always giving you advice, and thinking of names with you !!
  • but one of them tells you to prepare for the morning sickness and the mood swings and so you’re like great yoongi is gonna come home one day to me puking my guts out !!
  • but you don’t get very morning sick like at all
  • honestly if you didn’t know any better you wouldn’t even think you’re pregnant because you show like zero signs and symptoms??
  • you’re never sick, and you’re not that moody, well not moody enough for yoongi to say anything, and your appetite hasn’t changed at all
  • so you’re like maybe that test was a false positive maybe everything is okay!!
  • you take it again and it still comes back positive and you groan
  • you do a really good job of keeping it from yoongi, but that could also be because he’s so absorbed in his music at the moment he’s hardly ever home
  • when you’re home alone you always end up googling things for the baby like what to eat to make sure they’re born healthy and what types of things you’re going to need to buy!!
  • like even if yoongi doesn’t want the baby there’s no way in hell you’re ever giving them up like this is your child? your baby? you made this lil tiny bean?? and you’re not going to ever leave them no matter what the situation is
  • but you’re still horrified
  • you and yoongi have been together for years now, you’re convinced he’s your soulmate and you know he’s the one true love of your life
  • you don’t want to lose him and you’re scared that he’ll leave you but you can’t hit break the news to him? you can’t risk losing him
  • yoongi starts to notice a change in your behaviour, not so much sickness or anything, but you definitely aren’t as warm around him
  • you avoid him when you can and you’re always hanging out with friends or covering other shifts and like he’ll come and run to come and hug you and you’ll push him away and he’s so scared
  • so one night he hears you get in the shower and he just plops outside the door he’s gonna wait for you and pounce
  • and you come out of the shower in your pajamas and you literally trip over him because you don’t see him there!!
  • and you start screaming and he’s cursing but before you can run he grabs your wrists and pulls you both up and he’s staring at you with a frown on his lips
  • “if you don’t love me anymore just tell me”
  • and your heart sinks in your chest because that’s not what you wanted to get into his head you didn’t want him to become suspicious of you and upset
  • you shake your head and bury his face in the crook of his neck “oh god no, no yoongi…” and you just stay there and he wraps his arms around your waist and holds you close to him
  • and you get ready to tell him but your breath hitches in your throat and you realize you love him too much to risk it so you stammer “it’s work, it’s been pissing me off, and I want to show my boss what I’m capable of… and it’s been putting me in a bad mood, and the last thing you need is my mood affecting you, especially since you’re working on the album…”
  • you’re lying through your teeth but you can’t bring yourself to be honest with him
  • yoongi seems to buy it though and he kisses your forehead “you know you never burden me with your problems… you can tell me whatever you need, okay? don’t hold anything back from me”
  • but you still don’t tell him
  • you actually tell seokjin first
  • well you don’t really tell him, he figures it out on his own
  • because you’re hanging out with all the boys and the other babies and you see them all and they’re so cute and precious and you can’t help but think that’s gonna be you and yoongi! you’re gonna have your own baby to hold in your arms and spoil rotten and-
  • then you remember yoongi doesn’t want kids and your heart sinks and you head into the kitchen to go stuff your face with cake and cry about it
  • and jin comes in holding his lil princess in his hip and he sees you with half a piece of cake in your mouth and your teary eyed and he kinda oh !!!
  • and it clicks like the way you’ve been fawning over mini Bangtan recently and the way yoongi has described you as being distant and a bit closed off and he kinda smiles softly
  • “how come you haven’t told him yet?”
  • and you just spit your cake out and his little girl is giggling and clapping and you just kinda sputter and stammer and you don’t know what to do??
  • jin gives you a soft smile cause it’s jin?? and he kinda whispers, “you know you need to tell him before it gets out of hand”
  • “i will!!”
  • “you won’t. and if you don’t, i’m going to need to tell him. it’s not healthy to keep that to yourself you know.”
  • like obviously you know that but does he seriously think it’s that easy?? you kinda nod to get him to shut up about it but you know there is no way in hell you’re gonna tell yoongi, you’re gonna ride this one out to last possible moment
  • but then as the time goes on, you get more and more isolated and jin is the only one who’s figured it out yet, and so obviously after yoongi, he’s the most worried, not just for you, but for your relationship with yoongi as well??
  • you’re like three months along and you’ve gone to every appointment alone, and you’ve done all the research and planning on your own but you do not want to tell yoongi for the life of you?
  • and so he does what any responsible best friend would do and he calls yoongi “hey man we should get some coffee”
  • yoongi is like oh yah okay just coffee with my bro okay he is not prepared for the bombshell seokjin is about to drop on him
  • but jin realizes how drastic the situation is coming, like you obviously have no intentions of telling your boyfriend the news anytime soon and it’s getting unhealthy and jin doesn’t want either of you to get hurt?
  • so he and yoongi are sitting down, having their tea and coffee and whatever and seokjin kinda “hey, i’m coming to you as one of your best friends. now don’t get angry…”
  • yoongi pauses and stares up at jin because he’s thinking maybe he tried liking hacking his computer again but jin looks ten times more serious than that and yoongi kinda gives him a nod to go on
  • “look, yoongi, you’re gonna be a dad.”
  • yoongi starts to laugh, hysterically, like he’s holding his side and jin gets agitated at this because it’s not a joke and he kinda “yoongi i’m serious? do you wanna know why your girlfriend  has been so closed off to you? do you wanna know why she’s avoiding you and avoiding us and everyone in general? do you wanna know why she hasn’t been herself?!”
  • yoongi freezes and his eyes go wide and his mug shatters to the ground and he hisses “you’re lying seokjin. you’re lying and you know you are”
  • he doesn’t even wait for jin to reply to that he stands up and slams his chair against the table and he rushes home to find out for himself
  • you’re reading when he storms in
  • “why the hell didn’t you tell me you were pregnant?!”
  • this is what you were afraid of to begin with
  • and maybe it’s the hormones, maybe it’s all the stress, maybe it’s the situation but you break down in tears and you throw your book at him because you don’t deserve him to get angry at you, and you don’t deserve him to come in and accuse you of something that is just as much his fault as it yours and you don’t deserve anymore stress than you’ve already been through
  • “it’s because i didn’t want something like this to happen god damnit it yoongi!”
  • you don’t know if you should be mad at jin for spilling the secret or mad at yoongi for not accepting the reality of the situation or at yourself for letting it get this bad but you’re hurt and you’re angry and you don’t know what to do except sob
  • “do you think I wanted this?” you scream “do you think i wanted this to happen? to make you choose us over your career and your dreams?? you act like this is all my fault, that i actually want this!!”
  • but you do want this
  • you want a family with yoongi, and you want to raise your child together, and you want the happiness and joy the others have from being parents
  • but it’s not something you can do alone and it’s not something you can do without yoongi and you don’t need him to hate you forever
  • “i never wanted to burden you yoongi…”
  • his heart breaks at this
  • he knows he shouldn’t have yelled and screamed and he should’ve been more supportive of you and he should have never said those awful things about never wanting kids because it was inevitably going to happen
  • but his biggest regret is ever making you feel like a burden, or feel like that you were an option, nothing more and nothing less
  • and he can’t handle it, he’s never been one to deal with emotions head on he’s always bottled them up and kept things to himself but this isn’t something he can just push off to deal with later
  • but he doesn’t know what to do he’s so overwhelmed and scared for so many different reasons but he also feels so so guilty and he doesn’t know what to do??
  • and he gives you this look and it’s the most heartbroken look you’ve ever seen on a human being
  • and he rushes into your arms and he buries his face into the crook of your neck and you know he’s crying but it’s silent
  • he’s breathing heavy and you wrap your arms around him and let him cry
  • when he finally composes himself he doesn’t look up at you but he mumbles against your skin “i never meant to make you think anything but you was my dream… and you’re not an option, or a burden, or…”
  • and you go to forgive him but he keeps talking “I’m scared. i don’t want the baby to be like me… i don’t want them to struggle through the things i’ve struggled with, i don’t want them to inherit anything because of me. i don’t want to fail them as a father, i don’t want to hurt them and ruin them for their rest of their lives… i don’t want to hurt someone like that, and im scared, and…”
  • you stroke his hair and kiss his head and even though you should be getting comforted you at least now know why he’s so hesitant about kids and why the topic always upset him and since you now know what’s scaring him you can find a way to fix it
  • he probably suggests that you guys go to a family type counseling thing so he can alleviate all his fears from the beginning and prepare himself to be the best dad he can be
  • like after the initial fight and stuff he still takes a lot of time to warm up to the idea of being a dad
  • his brain kinda denies it at first like he has to tell himself every day that it’s not just about the two of you now, that he needs to step back and think about what will be the best for the three of you
  • he’s not very affectionate at first but that’s because he’s really scared and he doesn’t want to mess anything up
  • like the most he’ll ever do is rest his hand on your ever growing bump if you’re watching a movie
  • slowly but surely though he starts to warm up to it and one day you stumble into the office/recording studio in the spare room and he’s looking up baby lullabies
  • or you’ll seem him scratching out names on the corners of notebooks or on napkins in the restaurant
  • but he doesn’t ever really talk about it much with you and that’s okay for right now cause you can tell he’s still trying to adjust, but he;s trying his best and that’s what matters
  • one day you’re chilling and you’re kinda oH we need to buy some clothes and yoongi kinda “why would we do that, you have like twenty pairs of pants at least”
  • “for the baby??”
  • he ohs and then kinda motions you to get into the car but as you shop you can tell he’s not very into it and he’s holding up onesies, looking absolutely positively confused out of his mind
  • and you guys go to see the development one day like pretty early on and he kinda blurts out “why the hell is there a dinosaur growing in your stomach”
  • he says he’s never going to hold the baby unless he’s taking them in the studio to have them listen to his music
  • he actually sits you down in his rolly chair one day and puts the headphones on your stomach best he can and puts one of his newest works in progress on and you kinda laugh because what a ham
  • like he doesn’t really get affectionate like i said but he definitely shows his care and excitement in the small ways
  • he puts the crib together all by himself and you guys are in the dingy apartment still so he sets it up in your room and it’s right near the bed and he’s so satisfied with himself
  • the apartment ladies are all betting money on who you two are gonna name the baby after cause they are convinced it’s gonna be after one of them
  • yoongi wants them to have a korean name for sure though you can’t convince me otherwise
  • he doesn’t want to find out the gender either because he knows he will be biased if you guys do
  • but like hold when he thinks you’re asleep he’ll start talking to the baby all shy “um… im scared of you, is that funny? i don’t want to break you or anything… god, you’re really turning my life around aren’t you? im excited to see you though, i hope you have my nose…”
  • like and when he thinks you’re sleeping he’ll pepper your stomach with kisses but right after he’ll bury his face behind his hands
  • this boy is like “wth you mean we need to buy this many diapers how many times do babies go to the bathroom??”
  • also the one who asks something along lines of “wait you’re telling me that this thing is gonna wake me up in the middle of the night what kind of demon is this?’ and hoseok and jin just laugh and namjoon just “im sorry for your loss bro”
  • him and chim are the bachelors without babies now just a little fyi they kicked yoongi out of the club
  • he tells the boys that if they throw him any kind of party he’ll light them all on fire, each and every one of them
  • but he likes ti hang around the others’ babies to see if he really is dad material and the first time he holds hoseok’s lil kid the baby starts to scream (that kid is just really attached to hoseok,,,) and yoongi immediately shoves him back into hoseok’s arms “i dont want this anymore, hoseok i dont want it”
  • and you face palm “yoongi are you gonna refer to our baby as an it forever?”
  • he doesn’t ever try to cook for you because he doesn’t want you to get food poisoning
  • but he does all the chores like the dishes and the laundry and he makes you rest all the time okay like you are not allowed to leave the bed or the couch
  • and the lil old ladies in the other apartments always come over and bring you casseroles and dinner platters for you two to have cause you’re too swollen to cook and they don’t want yoongi’s food to hurt the baby,,,
  • the first kick is when yoongi tries you to eat the pasta he just torched on the stove and the baby just kicks up a storm and you laugh and  tell him that it’s a sign that his cooking is actually sent from hell
  • he doesn’t really cry over the baby much but when you see them on the sonogram like not a dinosaur looking thing anymore like an actual baby he tears up because he can’t believe that’s his kid?? he vowed never to have a baby and here he is now with his own child on the way and they look so healthy and perfect and he can’t imagine his life any other way
  • the baby is born late
  • like so late in fact that yoongi is like um it’s been a week past your due date we need to get you to a hospital
  • so unlike the other boys it’s not a high drama event it’s not drastic and scary and there’s no panic and fear
  • he’s really calm, just a bit worried that something could be wrong
  • jin told him things like this are normal though and so he trusts him
  • you guys get there and explain the situation and they’re like “this is gonna be a c section” and yoongi drains of all color and he feels his throat get dry and his eyes widen and he kinda “what?”
  • “we can’t keep the baby in there any longer sir and they aren’t coming out on their own, please don’t worry, things will go smoothly i promise”
  • he’s allowed to come in thank god because you’re panicking and he just whispers things to you like memories you two share of your happiest moments, and he talks about the names you’ve decided on and he squeezes your hand and keeps you calm
  • he nearly faints at all the blood and the surgery but he stays strong for your sake and he keeps telling you that you’re doing amazing and that you’re almost done
  • when you hear the baby’s cries you break down in tears and yoongi swore he wasn’t gonna cry but then they hand him his beautiful baby girl and he loses it and he’s sobbing and smiling so widely
  • “what if i break her, god, don’t let me hold her too long”
  • he doesn’t let anyone else hold her though like the doctor comes to take her and he turns his back papa bear isn’t about letting others near his cub
  • she has a full head of black hair btw and then yoongi’s sleepy eyes and his nose and cheeks and his gummy smile like she looks like yoongi and you’re still bitter but she has your lips and she isn’t as pale as yoongi either and your ears and your build
  • yoongi is so scared when you first take her home he has the entire place bubble wrapped and he just kinda panics over everything!!
  • “is the light to bright for her?”
  • “is the water running too loud??”
  • he tries to make her laugh and instead makes her cry and this upset him forever and at her sixteenth birthday he still brings it up and crap but like he runs and hides and says he was never meant to be a father
  • he holds her wrong too like how my aunt holds babies and how like old people hold babies like their palm on their butt and just hold them there like that
  • and he always puts headphones on her and keeps her on his chest while records some bops
  • always telling her rude things about her uncles “yah hoseok over there is really annoying and he never shuts up, but he’s your godfather so um i guess you have to love him…”
  • he washes her in the sink for like two years he’s afraid she might drown otherwise
  • he doesn’t know how to change diapers
  • he never wants to get up in the middle of the night when she cries but he always does and he rocks her back to sleep and sometimes sings to her
  • the cat always end up sleeping with her and yoongi has  a heart attack or something like one night the cat just jumps in her crib and he shrieks and you have never heard him so loud in your life
  • always reads her bed time stories but gets nervous and trips over his words and then curses like oh “fu-” and you glare and he clamps his hand over his mouth
  • he always takes her on walks in the baby stroller and has these shades on her face and he’s like “hell im the coolest dad on the block”
  • probably lets her watch scooby doo when she’s under one and you ban him to the couch because that is too scary for your baby
  • also tries to bring her to underground rap concert things ahaha that doesn’t go over well with you at all
  • he tries hard though and he would be a cute dad despite all his insecurities and part two is gonna be fluffy as heck be prepared

anonymous asked:

RFA+V+Saeran reacting to their s/o MC taking a bullet for them. (MC doesn't die!! Just a very scary experience, vitals are avoided.)

- The two of you were coming home from the grocery store when they noticed his door looked busted
- MC moved him out of the way as they opened the door, right away they saw the burglar rummaging through their things and yelled at the intruder to get out
- In a panic the burglar shot MC before running off
- Yoosung had already called 911 but now was panicking that the love of his life might die
- He rode with them the entire way to the hospital, holding their hand and telling him over and over again that he loves them.
- When they got out of surgery he would be all over them apologizing profusely 
- He visited them multiple times a day in the hospital to make sure they weren’t too lonely.

- The two were walking out of the theater he had been working in when MC noticed a man wearing all black following them
- They held his arm tightly trying to lose the man, Zen couldn’t figure out what was going on but had learned to trust MC
- “Zen!” the man yelled causing both of you to stop and look
- “Relax dear I’m sure it is just a fan” Zen said calmly before throwing his hair back and turning to the stranger
- The moment MC noticed the man pulling out a gun they shoved Zen out of the way
- Zen couldn’t even process being pushed before he heard the loud gunshot and saw MC hit the ground
- He rushed to their side staying with them until the ambulance arrived
- When MC woke up Zen lectured them about safety, he told them not to risk their life for him ever again
- “Zen, I would do it a thousand times over again if it meant keeping you safe”
- Zen knew at that moment he was definitely in love with MC

- She had been working late again but they were patiently waiting for her
- Finally the two of them walked out of the building talking quietly while waiting for the car to come around
- MC frowned noticing someone from across the street approaching, it was late at night so MC didn’t trust anyone 
- “You’re Jumin Han’s girlfriend aren’t you?” a woman said in an angered voice to Jaehee who burst out laughing
- MC would have been relieved to hear Jaehee laugh, if they hadn’t noticed the woman pulling out a gun in a fit of rage
- They jumped in front of Jaehee as the woman pulled the trigger causing MC to fall back against Jaehee
- Jaehee kept pressure on the wound until help arrived, and she didn’t leave their side the entire time
- Jumin didn’t even hesitate in giving Jaehee time off to take care of MC until they were well enough to take care of themself

- Jumin and MC had been out all day, Jumin had a bunch of meetings scheduled and MC was talking over for Jaehee for today, she had been really sick and MC wouldn’t allow her to come to work like that
- They got into their car and Jumin sighed heavily running his fingers through his hair
- That was when he noticed the driver wasn’t the same person who brought them here
- Jumin had pissed this man off while ago and now he was getting revenge
- “You ruined me Jumin, you’re going to pay for this-” “Wait! Please don’t hurt him”
- MC actually had the guts to interrupt a man who had a gun drawn
- “If you want to hurt him, shoot me, it’ll hurt him more losing me then it will hurting him” they tried persuading, and the look in Jumin’s face as he was about to argue was all the man needed to know MC was right
- He shot MC and got out of the car walking calmly off
- “You idiot, MC I would have been fine” Jumin said trying not to sound too panicked as he called for help, also trying to suppress the bleeding
- Jumin kept MC bed ridden for far longer then was needed, tending to their every need, if he wasn’t with them he had a body guard or a member of the RFA there making sure MC was perfectly fine.

- Seven had hacked into the wrong computer this time, technically it was the right one, but they noticed almost right away and were very angered by it
- It startled MC and Seven to see people standing outside of his house, and when they saw the two approaching they all started yelling at both of them not knowing which of them was the hacker
- When one of them pulled out a gun MC didn’t think, they just reacted, they knew Seven wouldn’t do anything to protect himself, so they had to do something
- Seven didn’t even notice MC moved, he heard the shot and blinked when he felt nothing
- The group all started running away and that was when he realized that MC was lying on the ground, he could see their body was panicking trying to figure out what just happened
- He calmed them down pressing firmly on their stomach and holding them close to him
- Seven panicked the entire way to the hospital, he spent the whole ride lecturing them, telling them that protecting him wasn’t worth it
- “To me, protecting you will always be worth it, I know that you never really had anyone growing up, but it isn’t like that anymore, I love you, and I will always protect you Luciel.”

- The two had just gone to see a movie together, it was the last movie they would see for awhile because V’s eyes were getting really bad
- He had to hold MC’s hand while walking the short walk to the car because he couldn’t see at all in the dark
- So when a man wearing a mask started approaching V didn’t notice at all, MC made sure he was behind them as they moved a hand into their bag to try finding a weapon
- “Give me your wallet” the man demanded making V jump and immediately start fishing for it
- MC pulled out a small hand gun they kept on them for protection, as soon as the man saw the gun he shot MC, grabbed their wallet and ran
- The sound startled V, he felt blood hit him because of how close they had been standing to each other
- He yelled for help while trying to stop MC from bleeding out, he lost Rika he couldn’t lose MC too
- The doctor told him that it was a miracle MC survived, and they should consider themselves very lucky to still be alive
- V stayed holding MC’s hand for days, not wanting to leave their side fearing they wouldn’t be there when he got back
- It was also the time when V finally decided he would get that surgery to fix his eyes, he wanted to be able to properly protect MC

- It took forever to convince Saeran to leave the house, and even when MC finally did he only was willing to go for a walk around the park
- The two were walking and MC was skipping a bit ahead of him smiling happily
- It was such a lovely day out today, they couldn’t believe their luck to have been able to drag Saeran out of the house on a day like this!
- That luck changed however when they noticed someone approaching them, with one arm in their jacket
- MC stopped a bit ahead of Saeran watching the stranger, they screamed when the person pulled out a gun, firing it and running off not even bothering to check if it hit the target
- It didn’t, rather it hit his partner, who held onto Saeran trying to comfort him, telling him it wasn’t his fault and what a beautiful day it was and that they were so happy they left the house
- He didn’t get into the ambulance when it arrived, instead he walked back home to Seven, he told him what happened, and told him he thought it might be too dangerous for him to stay around anymore.

seven-or-nothing  asked:

Uhm hey? To be honest I am a big Zutara shipper but at the same time I am okay with Kataang too. I saw some posts, which are representing Aang "worse than he actually is". I think the only reason he does some inappropriate things is that he is just a kid who fell in love for the first time and doesn't understand how he should handle it in a right way. I think maybe if he was more mature and grown-up it would have turned out differently.

kafkaschild said: I am not trying to hate or something, I just feel bad for my baby because he is sometimes shown as a “misunderstanding little prick”, who doesn’t know anything about Katara’s feelings. And maybe I just want to protect him from such opinions who are cutting away the real beauty of his pure character. Like I said: He is just a kid and Bryke should have waited with such a serious relationship, cause he still don’t know how to act rightly. I hope you understand what I try to say.

kafkaschild said: Oh shit, I am sorry for spamming you here… I just want to add that some people say that Katara doesn’t even care about Aang. The fuck? She cares about him deeply and always looks out for him. Well, she acts more like a mother than a lover and I agree with that, but to say that she doesn’t love him, is wrong. She loves him. Unfortunately, she loves him like a mother, but not like a lover. I think that was everything I wanted to say. I am sorry for disturbing you with my rant.

Hey, first of all, I’m not the type to feel disturbed or get offended when a follower puts their calm, rational opinions in my inbox! I actually like getting mini essays from people. But, I will respond with my own…

Let me start by saying that a lot of my dislike for Aang is Bryke’s fault. The way they wrote him towards the end of the series and then in the comics turned him into this perfect angel of child who could never be wrong. So when you say: “Maybe I just want to protect him from such opinions who are cutting away the real beauty of his pure character.” I have to strongly disagree with you for a number of reasons:

First of all, no character should be protected from opinions. They all have flaws and they all get called out.

Unfortunately, Aang is the only one who never seems to be “called out.” While the other characters show tremendous growth, respond to challenges, and change their entire world view, Aang remains stagnant.

  • He remains unquestioned. He remains the same. His beliefs were never really challenged. He was never brought face to face with some of the consequences of what he had done. Bryke treated him as someone who was always right and anyone who had a differing opinion was wrong.
  • His belief in pacifism is never challenged. All of his friends are portrayed as being wrong.
  • His belief in forgiveness is never challenged. All of his friends, especially Katara, are portrayed as being wrong.
  • His massacre at the Northern Water Tribe is ignored.
  • His destruction of the Earth Kingdom fort is ignored.
  • His temperamental outbursts at anyone who dared disagree with him are ignored and all of these disagreers are portrayed as wrong and end up apologizing for their opinions.

To say he was a pure character, is to fall into the same trap that Bryke did.

Now there are a few things I can agree with you on:

He is just a kid who fell in love for the first time and doesn’t understand how he should handle it in a right way.

Precisely. He is young, immature, and needs to grow. All the more reason why he was not a good match for Katara- someone who was very mature, strongly opinionated, and passionate.

I think maybe if he was more mature and grown-up it would have turned out differently.

Again… you’re right. If Aang had developed his beliefs a little more, faced some real character challenges, or just grown up to the point that he could respect differing opinions, he may been a better match. However, this does not happen in the show prior to the kiss, nor does it happen in the comics. In fact, his god complex only worsens in the comics.

Bryke should have waited with such a serious relationship, cause he still don’t know how to act rightly.

YEP. What twelve year old knows how to treat a girl right? If Kataang was destined to be endgame, Bryke could’ve spent more time developing a mature relationship between the two- one that grew over time until both were ready and old enough.

Side note: This is why Zutara appeals to so many of us. It was a relationship that slowly built upon respect, then forgiveness, then understanding and trust. It was slow. It had natural chemistry.

Zuko listened to her and didn’t try to run her over with his beliefs. If Zutara had been destined to be canon, it would have continued to build on this foundation. They would have grown closer, learned more about each other, dealt with these underlying feelings of attraction until finally, both admit there’s something more than friendship.

With Kataang, all we got was a temperamental twelve year old planting kisses on his friend/mother figure and then suddenly, she reciprocates those feelings. Why? Because he’s the “hero” and I guess the hero “deserves” the girl.

Because she’s totally an object who can’t make her own decisions. At least according to Bryke.

Just want to add that some people say that Katara doesn’t even care about Aang. The fuck? She cares about him deeply and always looks out for him. Well, she acts more like a mother than a lover and I agree with that, but to say that she doesn’t love him, is wrong.

I’m not sure if you’re calling me out on saying this because I know I haven’t. I know Katara cared about Aang. I know she was very close to him and loved him. But like you said, that love was motherly in nature. Again, I never said she doesn’t love him. She did- but the love wasn’t the right kind and when it turned into something romantic it came off very forced.

One final thing, and this is Bryke’s fault but… in TSR episode, we catch the first glimpse of the image of Katara that Aang has in his head. He has her on this pedestal of perfection (first crush… makes perfect sense) but as soon as she differs from his view, she’s “wrong.”

This grows leagues worse in the comics. Suddenly, Katara isn’t Katara anymore. Bryke literally had to turn her into a Mary Sue with no opinions and no fight and no spark to get her to fit Aang’s mold and be a good match for him.

If you have to completely alter a character’s nature to be in a relationship with another character, it’s not a good relationship.

kbsweet  asked:

I don't know if this scenario is too much, just let me know. Can you pls write one where you get a cold and the maknae line fight over who and how will take care of their noona, but everything they try to ends up turning into a mess even though they are trying to be so sweet then your boyfriend Yoongi comes home to see what is happening... You can decide the ending something fluff thou pls. Thanks and sorry if it doesn't make sense. It's 5am and I got a cold and haven't been able sleep 😣☺️

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anonymous asked:

Most the golden trio could be in all of the other houses but Ron would never fit in with Hufflepuff. He doesn't displace complete loyalty that they have. He abandoned Harry is the GOF and didn't believe him in some of the book. He was petty. And he left him and Hermione in DH.

man. does anyone who rags on rons loyalty ever put themselves in his shoes??

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It's Not Me, It's You sentence starters
  • "Please can we leave, I'd like to go to bed now."
  • "It's not just the sun that is hurting my head now."
  • "It's meant to be fun and this just doesn't feel right."
  • "I want to be rich and I want lots of money."
  • "I want loads of clothes and fuckloads of diamonds."
  • "I'll take my clothes off and it will be shameless 'cause everyone knows that's how you get famous."
  • "I don't know what's right and what's real anymore, and I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore."
  • "When do you think it will all become clear?"
  • "I'm packing plastic and that's what makes my life so fucking fantastic."
  • "He treats me with respect, he says he loves me all the time."
  • "He's not like all them other boys, they're all so dumb and immature."
  • "When we go up to bed, you're just no good, it's such a shame."
  • "Maybe you're the one for me."
  • "I could say that I'll always be here for you, but that would be a lie and quite a pointless thing to do."
  • "I could say that I'll always have feelings for you, but I've got a life ahead of me."
  • "You always made it clear that you hated my friends."
  • "When we were growing up you always looked like you were having such fun."
  • "You always were and you always will be the taller and the prettier one."
  • "I started to hate you so much, I just completely ignored you."
  • "It's all my fault, I'm sorry, you did absolutely nothing wrong."
  • "I cannot apologize enough, when all you ever wanted from me was a token of my love."
  • "Could you please find it deep within your heart to try and go back to the start?"
  • "I'll always pull you up on every stupid thing that you say."
  • "I found it so entertaining, messing around with your head."
  • "Believe me when I tell you that I never wanna see you again."
  • "I don't want to be friends."
  • "I don't understand what it is that you're chasing after."
  • "Now I know you feel betrayed, but it's been weeks since I got laid."
  • "Fuck you very, very much."
  • "We hate what you do and we hate your whole crew."
  • "Please don't stay in touch."
  • "Do you really enjoy living a life that's so hateful?"
  • "I pretended I was sleeping and I was hoping you would creep in with me."
  • "I didn't know where this was going, when you kissed me."
  • "Are you mine?"
  • "I haven't left you for days now."
  • "You're quite affectionate in public, in fact your friend said it made her feel sick."
  • "Today you accidentally called me baby."
  • "We exist but we're taking it slow."
  • "I don't want anything more than to see your face when you open the door."
  • "I cry at the thought of being alone."
  • "I know it doesn't seem so fair but I'll send you a postcard when I get there."
  • "Would you please take me away from this place?"
  • "I'm so pleased I never gave up on him."
  • "I never thought you'd be a constant person in my life."
  • "I don't have the answers."
  • "Is this what they call denial?"
New interview [full transcription]
  • Jesse: Hellooo.
  • Amy: Hi, Jesse!
  • Jesse: How are you?
  • Amy: I'm good, how you doing?
  • Jesse: I am so excited to talk to you! Did you hear that the fans in Dallas have gone [mental] [if someone knows what the exact word is, please let us know!]
  • Amy: Oh [laughs] that's awesome!
  • Jesse: And a major shoutout to your biggest fan in Dallas, Tyler Bennet who alerted me to the announcement.
  • Amy: Aaww thanks for telling me that. I mean, we really do have incredible fans, it's been like one of the things that makes it so fun, you know? I mean, it's fun to get up on stage and perform but having people all over the world that, like, really care and, like, get it and you know it's just music, we're not changing the world but it feels really good, it feels like we're doing something that means something to people and, man, it just means that much more to you, you know?
  • Jesse: Well, the last time we saw Evanescence in DFW was for Edge Fest 2012, I interviewed you backstage in a bunny suit?
  • Amy: [laughs] Yeah, I remember.
  • Jesse: It seems like after that show you all kind of... just went quietly away. Talk a little bit about what you've been through this past few years.
  • Amy: Oh my lord, it's flown by! Err - Well, the biggest thing in my life, to be totally honest, at the moment is my SON, which I had in the meantime. He's turning one tomorrow. So... [chuckles]
  • Jesse: OH MY GOSH, baby Jack! He is the cutest thing I've ever - I just want to eat him up!
  • Amy: Oh my lord, he is sooo cute! Okay but he has four little teeth now and they're razor sharp and every time I pick him up he gives me this big hug and just chomps on my shoulder [laughs] and it huurts so bad. He's awesome, he's doing well, he's just started to walk and say all kind of crazy words in I don't know what language. But he's really cute and we're really excited about him, it's been a really great experience I can't really describe, it's been an amazing experience from day one since [chuckles]. Just a lot of love, a lot of new inspiration and feelings, you know? There's a whole transformation that takes place that's just your mind and your body and your heart, everything just feels like "WOW I didn't know I was capable of all this stuff", you know? I didn't know I was capable of feeling so many feelings and that my body was capable of doing so many things [chuckles] And now, it's cool because I guess I thought, to a certain degree, "okay one day, I'm gonna grow up and have kids and stop all this crazy rock'n roll business and I'm gonna just focus on being a mom and - I do! I wanna be a mom, like I wanna be great at that, I wanna be the best I can possibly be, but I feel [??], and inspired and empowered and excited about life. Like, I don't want to retire, like I guess maybe as a kid I thought that's how I would feel. I feel really cool, it's funny 'cause I'm doing more, like, in a day that I have done in a long time. Like everyday it's BOOM you're up, you're going first thing, you know? [chuckles]. And I'm taking care of him but also, it's a gym, I lost 21 pounds! Genuinely, it's really, really hard [laughs]
  • Jesse: Do you feel like Superwoman? 'Cause my best friend had a baby and...
  • Amy: ARGH!
  • Jesse: Once it sank in and once she found her groove she just... I'm like "Who are you and can I have some of this?"
  • Amy: I'm going - I'm not kidding, it's like "I'm READY TO GO"
  • Jesse: [laughs]
  • Amy: You definitely feel like you're - err - operating like at highest capacity a lot of time. Which is like, actually makes you feel really good. Like - I don't know, sometimes, when I'm not doing anything, nothing productive, I start to feel pressed, like "Man I need to work but I don't wanna work", I just feel like lame. But now, you know, it's him, working for him, that's a motivator and you sort of wanna be awesome for the sake of that person you love so much. And I'm working on myself and getting excited and getting ready for the end of the year and the shows and knowing that we have, you know, these fans who care and are excited about it, just - It's awesome! Like, I wanna be a mom and a rock star and all those things all at once, it's incredible! If you can, absolutely [laughs]
  • Jesse: I'm glad that you brought that up because it's kind of an interesting prompting, this interview at this juncture of your life and your career, because it kind of mirrors that of your dad, in a small way, doesn't it? Wasn't he in a band when you were born?
  • Amy: Oh, yeah err - yes. My dad, you know, ran away to California with my mom to, you know, be a rock star and get a record deal and - my dad's a great musician, he plays a lot of instruments and has a beautiful voice - But you know, due to the all L.A, you know playing gigs and bar things and early eighties, I mean late seventies-early eighties... Well, then he found out my mom was pregnant with me and I guess when I was born and stuff he was like "Man, this is not the life that I want for my kid, we're gonna go back to Florida, I'm gonna get a radio-station job and like, do that." He's, you know, made a career, a wonderful career at the radio and voice work.
  • Jesse: Has he offered you any words of wisdom, any guidance on how to kind of navigate this new path you're on?
  • Amy: Ouh, I don't... I need to talk to him more... He just called me before I called you. I mean, he said "Hey I got the best of both worlds 'cause I don't have to really do it. I just came home and had my family and then you grew up to be a rock star so I can just live my career through you" [chuckles]
  • Jesse: Back in April you guys announced that you'd be performing for the first time in three years at Ozzfest, in Japan, where's there a catalyst for this particular decision?
  • Amy: You know, I - everyone still out there, we're gonna do something really cool, not super often, this is a special thing but I was just at a point, like when I heard about it, I was like "November? I think I will be back by then", like I feel like I can get my body back and like he will be seventeen months older or something, and gosh if I really wanna do this, like I'm feeling like in my head, like be everything at once, and I don't know, like I rather just do it. Take him with me, and just start now, not wait, you know and it's just a cool thing to have people go "hey come to Japan" you know, and rock out. I mean, it's more complicated than that but then again, it's not, like we'll do all the work to have things taken care of and just fun stuff but like... We get to go to Japan, like I mean, just in general, it's an opportunity to go to Japan. Like so many people are just like "it's a lot of money and it's a big - like why would you go, where would you go, I don't even know", like, we'll go do that, I want that for him, so... We're taking the family [laughs] I'm gonna have my baby on a really, really, really long flight and I apologize in advance to everyone on the plane, I am gonna do everything I can to try to get him to shut up and go to sleep. I can't... No guarantees [laughs].
  • Jesse: The shows now, this week you announced the shows that - three stage sideshows - I think you're kicking it off in Nashville and then you're coming to Dallas...
  • Amy: Yup!
  • Jesse: ... And Los Angeles. By the way, on behalf of all the Dallas fans, thank yoouuu. Where's there a particular reason what we got so lucky?
  • Amy: Oh, yeah. I wanted to head that direction because it's the shorter flight, again about like the baby on plane [laughs].
  • Jesse: Baby high five for Jack! Awesome!
  • Amy: It's like, I mean we could have done New-York but I was like "yeah I need to go the other way, just make it eleven as opposed to fourteen hours" I tried to be in between rock and baby but that's really hard. So, yeah we rehearse in Nashville, it's like a hook for the band. We live all over the country and it's like a central location where we have been rehearsing for the past years. So, we'll get to get there and practice and make sense of the show right there. And Nashville's great for that, anything you need, anything that goes wrong, they've got it covered.
  • Jesse: And is it the same lineup, you, Terry, Tim, Will and Troy?
  • Amy: Yup, it's gonna be rad, the guys are really excited err - just talking to them a lot this week, we're just starting to put together like ideas about set lists and maybe who's gonna open. We don't know that stuff yet.
  • Jesse: On behalf of all the Dallas fans, HOT DAMN GIRL, that's fantastic!
  • Amy: [laughs]
  • Jesse: That's fantastic, I'm so thrilled.
  • Amy: Hopefully this is the beginning of more, more shows to come in the future.
  • Jesse: You just answered my question [laughs].
  • Amy: Yeah, I thought I might! You know, once we do like a set and I feel like "We got this" then it's a lot easier to go "cool" and like accept opportunities and like it's always a good time for this, there's stuff going on that we'll be looking for next summer, for potential ideas.
  • Jesse: Now the biggest question that I've got from fans on Twitter when I found out that I was going to interview you and it was the tweet that you recently posted about going through old files, older recordings, new dreams and I think, you starting the fire again. What is the potential for a new Evanescence album?
  • Amy: Actually, err - I haven't been working on new material for Evanescence. I've been working on new material on my own. Err - so right now, I just went through like a lot of studio - well, I have a studio in my house, I did like that record last year that was like old school music and I do little things there but now that I'm getting there again... I wanted for a long time to flex some different muscles and make music that's - I don't know, I always wanted to make music that's completely true to myself and I love Evanescence I'm stoked to go back on tour and play music with Evanescence. But honestly, lot of musics I listen to these days are very different from that and I collected, it's a big mix. It's fun for me to be something else a little bit, so actually like the first thing is I have been - just for fun - going out there and playing with weird cover songs (chuckles)
  • Jesse: What are you covering?
  • Amy: And I - I don't wanna tell you yet!
  • Jesse: Teaaase!
  • Amy: I'm gonna record them, I'm gonna finish them out and then I'm gonna release them online pretty soon, just like kind of one at a time.
  • Jesse: I love the work that you did on War Story, I think one of the songs from Aftermath just got an Independent Spirit Award but could you talk a little bit about the other project you've been working on, called Indigo Grey. That looks really amazing!
  • Amy: Yeah, I hope it is! I - I think it really is, those guys are so talented. They're, here in New-York, these guys that came out of like Riverdance, where they grew up and just wanna do something creative and unique and edgy and different. So that's like Irish step mixed with like hip-hop and they do a lot of stuff with cool live music. It's kinda hard to explain, because they're just artists, kind of all over the place. They wear like gas masks and do weird dances, it's really cool. So they're putting together like a kickstarter and they're doing like a live experience thing that I'm - I'm still trying to understand, it's like drones and it's interactive somehow, like the audience takes part on what happens, sounds crazy but it's awesome. I don't know exactly when that is gonna be but also, in the meantime, they're doing like these little short films and the first one that they've done is really cool, you know, and we sort of scored it, Dave Edgar and I. So we did the music, a all bunch of it, and then there's actually a cool song-song like by me that I did in my studio. It's not like a song with a bunch of vocals, it's definitely more like rhymes and music but err - that's me making my music so...
  • Jesse: Yeah, yeah, the video in the kickstarter thing was really amazing so I, I really wanted to make a point to ask about that. I can't wait to see how that progresses. The last time they updated it was like June 16, so I keep waiting for more updates.
  • Amy: I know, they're just still, we're just talking about "okay, which day are we gonna release it" I'm keeping on touch but I'm not really sure.
  • Jesse: Amy, thank you so much for taking the time to call in. I know, the pre-sell for the Evanescence shows started yesterday but general public sale are gonna be on Saturday, I predict an immediate sell-out. Happy early birthday to Jack and congratulations to you and your family.
  • Amy: I'm so grateful for that, thank you!
  • Jesse: See you November 15!
  • Amy: Alright, we'll see you soon, it's gonna rock!