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Jikook fic recs masterpost

Hi everyone! So, as any jikook shipper, you all know that there is a variety of great fics, old and new, about our fave ship. I, personally, tend to like reading more about the new ones (not because the 2014 ones aren’t good anymore, but like, u know what i mean, dynamics of the ship changed).

So as someone who spends……. alot….. of their free time reading and writing fics, and as someone who’s been in the fandom for a couple months now, i tought it would be a good idea to write down here some of my faves for you, old shipper who thinks they’ve read them all, or new shipper who doesn’t know where to start :) 

I’ll try to recommend complete ones for the most part, and recent ones, but you know…… some of ‘em are classics. Here are my personnal all-time favorites.

Let’s start ! (in no particular order)

* - awesome

** - extra-awesome

*** - life-changing

1. Constraint, by Harlot. ** One shot, 40k, complete. “Jungkook is young and he is more acquainted with confusion and poor-decision-making than he’d like to admit. Despite being only 19 years old, he sometimes argues that he’s been through and seen some shit. He is never sure where he’s going to end up and he’s not entirely sure what kind of future is waiting for him. He is often not sure of a lot but he is certain—absolutely certain—that he’s not gay.
Alternatively, a story in which Jungkook meets Park Jimin and doesn’t like him whatsoever. There’s just something about him… there’s just so much about him. Jungkook really can’t stand him. In fact, he can’t stand him so much he can’t quite seem to get him off of his mind.
” ((So this one is quite lengthy, i know, but totally worth it ! Jungkook is a real douche in the beginning, but his reactions are so believable and relatable that you forgive him instantly. Great caracterization. Smutty parts in the end.))

2. Loverboy, by gangbang. *** One shot, 9k, complete. “this much jimin’s figured out: sometimes, somehow, his words make people fall in love with him.” ((Okay so this one is my personnal favorite, if I had to chose from all the jikooks fics, and probably all fics of all ships of all times, this would probably win the 1rst place. There’s something about it. Magical realism. Ansgt. Incredible storyline and characterization. A+++))

3. More golden than a golden snitch, by arborescent. ** Series of 3 One shots. 4k for this one, complete. “Everyone knows that the first year Slytherin seeker Jeon Jungkook’s biggest fan is not from his own house but a third year Hufflepuff named Park Jimin.” ((Okay so another old one… but a true classic. This one is a series so be sure to read the 3 of them, aren’t long, but truly amazing. HP au, with a lot of misunderstandings, a tsundere jk, and a fluffy muggleborn jimin. Don’t have to have loved HP to read this.))

4. And back again, by novilunar. * One shot, 3k, complete. “Jimin wishes he could stay away from Jungkook.” ((Ok so this is also an old one BUT i had to link it cause i read it 4 times by now and it is  THE fic that started me into Jikook. Basically, Jimin doesn’t do one night stands, and thats all jk does. Jimin falls. Happy ending. Great writing. Good smutty parts. Love it.))

5. The Bet, by jonghyunslisterine. ** 11 chapters, 46k, complete. “Where Jeon Jungkook makes a bet that he can get the notoriously single Park Jimin to sleep with him by the end of the semester. Needless to say, things don’t go exactly as planned.” ((Okay, another old one, classic, that you probably already read. If not, then  d o   i t. Quite lengthy, but a safe bet. Great great great character development. Jimin is such a complex but lovely being and jk is such a douche but then gets it and it all goes well in the end. The jeonlous is gold. University setting, and jk’s concerns about school are so well written and so relatable. Great one overall.))

6. Flowertalk, by soranosuzu. * One shot, 3k, complete. “Jimin works in a flower shop and Jungkook is a delivery boy who drives a pastel pink van.” ((Tooth rotting fluff. Short and sweet, perfect for when you’re feeling for it.))

7. You’re ripped at every edge (but you’re a masterpiece), bykafeuka. * 3 chapters, 34k, complete.  “Jimin swore there was nothing worst than having Jeon Jungkook as a sergeant.(Or,In which Jimin was forced to enlist in military and he was under the sexgod Sergeant Jeon’s monitoring division and god, Sergeant Jeon really needs to stop being a douchebag)” ((Ok so this one is maybe not an ultimate fave, but it’s only b/c of the end. Overall, it’s great, tho’. Military AU. Sexual tension. JK is sexually frustrated and frustrating. JM is a rich boy. Both characters are douches. Loved the idea.))

8. One upon a time share, by namakemono. * 5 chapters, 32k, complete. “Jungkook is in desperate need of a vacation, but spending two weeks in Namjoon and Hoseok’s timeshare in Okinawa with his recently separated ex of three years was probably (definitely) not what he had in mind.” ((I don’t know why i like the ex trope so much??? anyone with me??? there isn’t enough of those. JK and JM broke up, but their friends are still friends. And want them back together. Oops. Love it.))

7. White T-shirt and Brown Timberlands, by Rose_gold715. ** One shot, 11k, complete. “Jimin is filing for divorce after eight years with Jungkook. He needs to let go, and yet, he wants to hold on a little longer.” ((Aaaaand another ex trope, but not really. Established relationship that doesn’t go well for a while, but happy ending. Original idea. Kinda angsty, and heartbreaking. Loved it.))

8. You’re a hard soul to save with an ocean in the way (but i’ll get around it), by namakemono (great author ok bye). ** One shot, 20k, complete. “Jimin has the whole ocean at his fingertips, but for some reason he can’t help but look up to where the humans are, and wonder what it’s like to be part of their world.(or: the Little Mermaid AU that no one asked for)” ((Ok so now move on to something a lil’ fluffier. I DID NOT KNOW HOW MUCH I WANTED A LITTLE MERMAID AU. But i did. Jimin w/ red hair. Rich boy JK that has to take care of him. Funny and cute. A little jowel of a fic.))

9. You Don’t Bring Me Flour, by superbroc. * One shot, 3k, complete. “In order to graduate, Park Jimin must convince cute grocery cashier Jeon Jungkook that this sack of flour is his beloved child.” ((Soooo funny. Happy and fluffy. Great when you’re in the mood for something lighter.))

10. Let’s play for keeps, bykaythebest. * One shot, 4k, complete. “Jimin plays games for the entertainment of the Internet. Poorly. In fact, his entire schtick seems to be entirely based on how terrible he is. JimJams tries. He rarely succeeds.” ((Youtuber AU. Funny. A lot of Pining. What’s there more to ask.))

11. A touch of sin, by pettey. *** 10 chapters, 102k, complete. “After his transfer to a quiet seaside town, Jeongguk was prepared to face a year of uneventful CID work, but found himself dealing with a series of strange murders instead.” ((ULTIMATE FAVE OF THE MOMENT. Last fic I actually read, yesterday, in the middle of the night. Terrible idea, ‘cause it’s so spooky. I’m not a fan of gore, so i was scared when i read the hashtags, but really there isn’t that much, and it’s so well written that you barely notice it. The story is so well written and plot-driven. It could litteraly be a book. The universe is so intriguing. Ghosts. Witchcraft. JK is a cop, JM is a witch, sorta. Weird murders happen, JM is suspected. Sexual tension. So soooo much sexual tension. Characters are amazingly written. Slowbuilt. The end is bittersweet, if you don’t like much of happy endings, you’ll love it, if you only like happy endings (like me), you’ll love it too. Also there’s smut. And amazing song recommandations.))

12. Nu ABO: A Memoir by Park Jimin, by decompositionbooks. ** 6 chapters, 34k, complete. “The world didn’t think it was necessary to give him a guide when it shoved all of these omega hormones at him, so here it is, Park Jimin’s handbook on dealing with heats, unrequited love, and Jeon Jungkook.” ((You kids are so lucky to be able to read this fic in one go. I had to wait for every chapter. E v e r y   o n e. I know not all are fans of ABO dynamics, but try this one, please. It’s so good. Jimin is hilarious. Jungkook is emotionally constipated. Sexual tension. Jealousy. Great writing. A+))

13. Leave Your Mark, by snarcsics. *** 3/10 chapters, 49k, not completed. “The first time Jimin meets a gaunt, small beta boy named Jungkook in the examination room of Namjoon’s lab, he can’t seem to take his eyes off him. The second time he sees Jungkook it’s because he refuses to eat without him. The third time they meet, Jungkook is more teeth and claws than Jimin can handle.” ((OK SO I KNOW THIS FIC IS NOT COMPLETED. BUT LISTEN it’s worth it. Ohhh so worth it. Plus the author tends to finish all of her fics. Superd kind, replies to all comments. This fic is the beginning of a masterpiece. Not like any ABO. The plot is so great. The characterization is A+++. So much tension. So intriguing. JM is an omega. JK is a beta that will become an alpha artificially cause they are extinct. It doesn’t go so well. Please read it. Trust me on this one. You won’t regret it.))

So this is all of my ultimate favorite fics! I still have plenty I would like to recommend, but I figured too long posts annoy everyone. Tell me if you liked this list and if you would like me to do some others :) I was thinking about doing thematics ones, like fluffy, smutty, angsty… Tell me if that would be something you’d like! 

If you have any fics to recommend me, please please please do so!

This fandom is great. This ship is great. Don’t forget to comment on the stories you read to encourage these fabulous authors!

Thank you for reading!

Babysitter (Part 3)

Summary: You lie to your parents so you can spend a few days at Taehyungs house.

Pairing: Kim Taehyung (V)/ Reader

Genre: Fluff / Smut

Words: 3.5k

A/N: Wasn’t expecting this to be a series, so thank you for everyone who is reading my stories :) more on the way, especially other members ;)

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 4Masterlist 

As the situation was awkwardly quiet you watched your father’s confusion turn to anger while your mother tried to figure out what was going on.

“I guess you will be receiving your last paycheck.” Your father stormed off.

“Dad, wait….it’s not what you think.” You ran after your father.

Taehyung looked down apologetic as he bowed to your mother. “Thank you for your kindness, I’m sorry I betrayed your trust, I must be leaving.”

Your mother just embraced him into a hug. “Don’t worry dear, everything will work out.”

Your mother followed you and your father to the kitchen as Taehyung left with the suspension killing him.

“Dad please listen to me.”

“No….In my house, with your sister a room away?”

Your father expected the worse and he was honestly correct but he was over reacting, you were considered an adult now. Tae was also a responsible, mature adult, he should be grateful. It was wrong to sleep with Tae while your sister was in hearing distance but you were careful.

The only way to tense the situation was to lie, so thats what you did.

“Nothing happened, we fell asleep that’s it.”

“What were you doing exactly?”

“After we sent Dara to bed, we just went to my room and talked, we eventually fell asleep I swear.” You begged.

“You know Taehyung, you know he would never disrespect me….no reason to fire him.” Your fathers eyes soften but still had anger behind them.

“Minho.” Your mother interrupted.

“Let us talk alone.” Your mother said sweetly.

You left and found Dara sitting in the living room.

“Dara.” Your sister looked at you. “When you saw me and Tae in bed, what did you see? You saw us wearing pajamas right?”

Your sister looked up confused. “No.” She was unsure. “You didn’t have clothes on….don’t worry Sungmin said it’s a grown-up thing.”

You panicked. “Dara you like Tae right?”

“Of course.” She cheered.

“If mom and dad ask you….we had pajamas on okay?”

“I don’t get it.”

“Please Dar, just say yes okay….if you want to see Tae again you need to, unless we are in big trouble.”

“Okay.” Your sister finally agreed.

“Don’t speak unless they ask you okay.” She nodded.

You still felt nervous, you feel like your couldn’t trust your sister to successfully lie for you.

Your mother and father came out looking for you. “Okay here’s the thing.” Your father started.

You stood at attention for your father. “You are in full babysitting duty unless you have plans….we don’t see it’s necessary to have him here when you can watch your siblings.”

“But dad.”

“It’s not necessary.” Your father raised his voice. “Why waste the money.”

“So he can’t come over to hang out, not being paid?”

“Unless we are home.”

“That’s so unfair.”

“My house, my rules.”

“I’m an adult now, you can’t be treating me like a child….I’m at school alone around guys what makes this different?”

“How can we trust you sweetie, your sister can’t be exposed to that behavior, she’s too young.”

“Nothing happened.” You lied.

Your father just rubbed his head stressed. You felt the tears fall from your eyes. Instead of speaking another word you just stormed up stairs.

You buried yourself in your pillows sobbing. How can they act this way? You were an adult now, for all they know you could be hooking up with guys in your dorm.

“Sweetie.” You heard a knock on your door. You looked up seeing your mother.

She came over sitting on your bed. “Why is he acting like that?” You asked your mother.

“Because sweetie, you’re his little girl, it’s going to take him some time to accept that you are an adult.”

You sat their sobbing on your mothers shoulder as she rubbed your back. “I like him.” You confessed. “And he likes me.”

Your mother dried your tears as she looked into your eyes. “Tae asked me out, are you gonna tell me no because I already know what dad’s answer is.”

“No sweetie, I like Taehyung, he’s a good kid. Don’t worry about your father okay.” She smiled and started to get up.

“And don’t let your father see these.” Your mother brushed your hair off your neck.

“Your father and I were young once.”

“What?” You said more to yourself because your mother left you alone with confusion. You got up and looked in the mirror.


There was purplish red fainted hickeys all over your neck. He will be the death of you, most likely if your dad does see these.


“(Y/N), you have a visitor.” Your stomach flipped of the sudden visitor, you hoped it was Tae but the way your dad scared him off, probably not. You walked down the stairs and saw your friends Sana and Liz.

“Hey girl.” Your face immediately dropped. You felt almost disappointed.

“Hey.” You said quietly.

Your friends led you to your porch, obviously wanting to talk to you in private. “Where have you been all week?” Liz asked.

“I’ve been babysitting.”

“Really, doesn’t your parents have a babysitter?”

“Yeah.” You shrugged your shoulders not wanting to talk.

“Well anyways.” Sana said to escape the awkward tension. “There is this hangout that my boyfriend found and I think it would be cool if we triple date it.” Your friends smiled.

“Triple date?” You ask.

“Yeah me and Liz have our boyfriends, who you still need to meet, and Changkyung can bring his hot cousin for you.”

“Your trying to hook me up?”

“Yes girl, you need to get some action, have you even had sex yet?” That hurt. You just laughed sarcastically.

You got up from your sitting position and started for the door.

“(Y/N) what’s wrong? Sorry if we offended you.”

“I have had sex thank you…actually the other night if you should know, with an amazing guy that my father is forbidding me from seeing.” They looked at you stunned that you started rambling.

“And also something you guys should know is the first time that I actually did have sex was that asshole Youngjin making me drunk.” You continued.

You had everything bottled up for a long time. “What, you don’t remember? A lame party you guys dragged me into going and abandoning me like usual when you promised me you wouldn’t so instead I basically got raped because I woke up in an unknown location with no clothes next to the guy I thought was decent but turns out was a disgusting pervert. So sorry I’ve been a party pooper.”

Your friends got up and walked closer to you. “We are so sorry, we didn’t know about Youngjin.”

“You guys seemed like a perfect couple.” Liz softened.

“So did I, turns out he was in more then one relationship. He was only in it for the sex.” Liz wrapped her arms around you. “We’re so sorry.”

“Yeah.” Sana hugged you to. “We just wanted to help you because you told us how bad you are talking with guys.”

“Yeah we didn’t know you had one.” Liz nudged you.

“Yeah what’s his name? What’s the details?”

“His name is Taehyung. And funny story about that.” You blushed.

“He’s my brother and sisters babysitter.”

“Shut up.” Sana said.

“So you just met him?” Liz asked.


“Damn girl you weren’t lying.” Liz pulled your hair off your shoulder. “He marked you.” Her eyes widened. You just blushed.

“So why is your father being an ass?” Sana asked.

“Because after my siblings go to bed we…you know…..and my sister caught us in bed the next morning and spilled it too my parents.”

They both looked at you surprised. “You dirty girl….I thought I was bad” Sana smirked.

“Guys it’s not funny…I basically got him fired.” You looked down. “Now my father doesn’t want him here with me alone….like I’m some child.”

“That’s bullshit.”

You still felt bad about the whole situation, you didn’t even get to say goodbye to him yesterday or called to see if he’s okay.

“Can you guys actually drive me somewhere?” They nodded.


Sana had an idea to get me some alone time with Taehyung.

Your parents were talking in the study about business, like usual.

“Hey Mr and Mrs. (Y/L/N) I was wondering if I can borrow your daughter for a few days?”

Your parents just arched their eyebrows.

“My parents are having this family vay-cay at the lodge and I really don’t want to be alone with my family.”

You looked to your parents to see if they would approve.

“Your parents will be there?” Your mother asked because she knows of Sana’s behavior.

“I guess you may go, for how long?”

“3 or 4 days about.” She shrugged her shoulders.

“Okay.” Your mother nodded.

“Who will watch the kids if we need her.” Your father barged in.

“Stop being cold towards Tae, they said nothing happened.” Your mother hit your father in the back of the head.

“I think you guys should take a mini vacation too, you work so hard. Take a few days off, do some fun things with Dara and Sungmin.” You suggested.

Your parents were a pretty high end of the business they work for so you doubt they wouldn’t get off.

Please say yes. If they need Tae for babysitting, this defeats the whole purpose of the plan.

“I dont kn-”

“Minho, come on, it’s been a while since we spent some quality time with the kids.” Your mother hugged your dad from behind.

“But it won’t be all of our kids.” Your father looked at you.

“I’m fine.” You smiled.

“Okay.” He finally agreed.

Fuck yeah.


You packed your bags for a few days and headed out the door. You called Tae to get his address and he didn’t question why but you guess he assumed.

“Can I go meet your bae?” Sana pushed.

“No he’s probably still upset with my whole parents thing.” You got out of the car and noticed he lived in an apartment complex. Alone?

You knocked on the door waiting for him to answer. As soon as he did a guy shorter then Tae answered. He had short black hair and his face seemed like he just woke up.

“Can I help you?”

“I got it Yoongi.” You saw Tae appear in the door way. “Sorry.” He looked back at the guy who was walking away groaning.

“Sorry that’s my roommate Yoongi.” He has a roommate?

“Hi.” You nervously greeted.

He just smiled and immediately pulled you into a desperate kiss. You already felt the butterflies in your stomach. It’s been two days since you last felt those lips and you missed them.

As you daydreamed into a relaxing sensation you heard a clearing of someones throat.

You both pulled away from the kiss seeing where the noise came from.

“Sorry to ruin the moment, but we’re off….and the story you told your parents doesn’t have to be a lie, we can really stay at the lodge if you want….four bedrooms, it’s off the beach, hot tub. You can have all the alone time you need, no worry about roommates.” She wiggled her eyebrows.

“Okay, we’ll see.” You wrapped your arms around Tae’s waist.

“Nice to meet you by the way.” She greeted.

“Hot.” You friend gave you a thumbs up. You just laughed from embarrassment.

“What lie is she talking about?”

“I told my parents I was spending a few days with them….so I’m all yours.” You bit your lip.

Taehyung smirked. “I thought I told you not to do that.”


You sat on the sofa with Taehyung watching a movie, cuddled under a blanket. You still had butterflies from just being near him. It felt right, like you knew you wanted to be with him.

“I’m sorry that Dara almost got you fired.”

He looked at you sweetly. “It’s fine, that little twerp owe’ s me though so make sure you tell her that.”

You laughed. “I actually blame you though.”

You looked at him confused. “What? What did I do.”

“You make me crazy that’s what.” He was being over dramatic.

You raised your eyebrows. “How?” You leaned forward.

He closed the small space between you. That was a good enough answer in your case. You loved the way he kissed you, switch from aggressive to passionate in the matter of seconds.

“Do you see what I mean?” He stopped for a breather. You saw the lust in his eyes. You slightly pushed him back straddling his lap. You pushed your lips to his, while sliding your hand down his chest. You could already feel him getting hard underneath you.

“You got excited fast.” You smirked.

He shh you and leaned forward towards your lips again. You started to rock your hips along with his.

“Eww.” Before your make out session could get any deeper, you heard a voice interrupt.

It was Taehyung’s roommate Yoongi coming out of his cave.

“Don’t you have a room you can do that in.” He groaned.

Taehyung just looked at you apologetically.

“But before you answer, please don’t be too loud, I want to keep my food down.”

You and Tae just blushed.

“Let’s go.” Taehyung got up lending a hand for you.

“Where are we going?”

“I believe I owe you a date.” He smiled. You gladly accepted and made your way towards the door.

“See ya later Suga.” Yoongi nodded.


The whole ride was peaceful, Taehyung was so goofy. When you’re with him, its when you smile the most. He kept putting on rap songs you didn’t know but he knew every word to, he would make you laugh by the way he was so turned up by it.

As soon as you reached your destination you noticed the view of the ocean off the boardwalk. It was beautiful.

The little things he did made you love everything about him. The way he would sneak up behind you and poke your sides, when he put his arm around your waist while you walked up to the gate. He was very affectionate towards you to the public eye. He would sneak in little pecks on your cheek or nose, sometimes your neck. All during this walk from his car to the boardwalk.

Youngjin was your first and only boyfriend before Tae and the difference was unbelievable. He was never affectionate towards you, he never would hold your hand or kiss you in public. Probably from the fact that he didn’t really like you, he was in more then one relationship, you were just his toy.

This was a whole new experience for you, not just the pleasurable nights with Taehyung but actually being out of your house with him. You were getting a real taste of how it’s suppose to be when you’re in a relationship. And you loved every second of it.

The first hour of your date was fun, just walking along the boardwalk, where the carnival portion was. You would stop and get cotton candy, play different games you clearly sucked at. Tae felt bad because he wasn’t so good either, so he couldn’t win you a toy.

“I have a better present.” You snapped your attention towards him and he immediately pulled you into a deep kiss. He even leaned you back, holding you in place, like a romantic kiss from a movie. As soon as he brought you back up he pulled away and went in to lick your face. The action had him running in the other direction laughing.

“Tae….that was gross.” You laughed, wiping your face.

He wouldn’t stop speed walking away from you so you had to run after him. When you got close enough you jumped on his back.

“Aish, you’re heavy.”

“No you’re just weak.” You teased.

“Look a photo booth.” You pointed in the right direction.

You slid down Taehyung’s back and pulled him to the box. You pulled the curtain when you saw that it was empty.

“First date memories.” You pulled him in.

After Tae paid you decided on a normal picture first, as you only get four pictures. You both smiled sweetly for the picture waiting for the countdown. As soon as it hit one Tae quickly grabbed the sides above your knee, triggering your tickle spot. You screamed in laughter.

“You ass.” You yelled as soon as you saw the picture come out. It looked ridiculous. He couldn’t hold in his laughter. The next picture went off as you squeezed his cheeks, causing him to make a funny face.

As soon as you let go, he leaned into you kissing you once again passionately. This time you were lost in the kiss. Forgetting about your surrounding, even the photo booth. You felt Tae grab on to your thigh, sliding up your skirt. You felt the rush take over as you placed your hand over his sensitive area. You started to rub the area, making him moan between your lips.

You felt him get back at you as soon as you felt him rub your core causing your lace panties to dampen. The sexual tension was hitting you both hard. You pulled down his zipper reaching into his jeans. He could feel his member throbbing against your hand.

“I want you.” You whispered against his lips. He pulled away looking at you lustfully. You both got up leaving the photo booth grabbing your pictures in the process. You both were speed walking until you seen a small alley within two buildings of the boardwalk. You could tell it was where the restaurant placed their garbage. You felt like this was too risky of a spot, that anyone could walk in on you, yet walk by, but at that moment you didn’t care.

He held you up against the wall as he kissed your neck down to your collar bone. You felt dizzy just by him kissing lower towards your breast. You reached your hand down into his pants stroking the areas around his throbbing length. He danced his fingers under your skirt pulling down your underwear until they were around your ankles. You stepped out of them as soon as he reached and picked them up. He grabbed them and put them in his pocket. A clear smirk evidence in his face.

He watched you as you grabbed his pants buckle and undoing them quickly. You pulled out his member pumping rapidly. You got down on your knees putting him in your mouth. You didn’t want to tease him too much from the sensation of being rushed.

You didn’t suck him for long before he pulled you up. You could tell he needed you right then and there. He lined his length towards your core pushing in before you were ready. You almost shrieked from the surprise.

“I don’t care if anyone hears us this time.” He thrusted into you deeply.

“Yeah because I totally want to get arrested for indecent exposure.” He laughed at your sarcasm.

You wrapped one leg around his waist to get a better angle.

You moaned quietly as he thrust into you deeply. You felt the pleasure throughout your core. Your breathing hiked up when you felt you were close to your climax. He kissed you to steady your moaning. You felt your body weaken as your orgasms was passing through. You noticed the smirk on his face as he had to hold you up.

“Almost there.” He whispered. You gently brushed his hair off his sweaty forehead. He closed his eyes as you felt him finally release inside of you. He slowly backed away pulling out of you. As soon as he pulled his pants back up he grabbed your hand kissing it tenderly.

“Is it crazy that I might be in love with you already.” He whispered.

You felt butterflies as soon as those words left his mouth. “You love me?” You didn’t know how to process those words.

“Yeah. I don’t know….I know it’s kind of soon but the way I feel around you-”

You leaned in to kiss him immensely. “I think I love you to.” His face lit up.

“But to be fair, I’ve never been in love before.” You confessed. “But if it’s the feeling of the constant butterflies when I’m around you or the fear of ever losing you or even the way I can’t breath when I’m not with you then yeah, I’m in love with you.”

He picked you up as you wrapped your arms around him.

You heard the door to the side of the building unlocking ruining the moment. “Shit, we better go.” Tae grabbed your hand pulling you towards the boardwalk.

As you made your way towards his car you realized something. “Are you going to give me back my underwear?”

“I don’t know yet.” He laughed.

“So….what are we going to do for the next few days?”

“I have a few ideas.” You bit your lip.

“Slight warning, you might be meeting my friends…..they tend to linger around my place.” He laughed.

“That’s a big step in our relationship.” You teased.

“Don’t worry, they will love you.” He kissed your cheek.


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how to stay motivated

hey guys so recently I have had quite a few messages asking me how to stay motivated so I thought I would put it in one post so that people can see how I like to stay motivated and hopefully these tips help you too!


I feel like setting a goal is super important and this is my main source of motivation. I set little mini short-term goals and the odd long-term goal so I am surrounded by aims to get me motivated. 

So what is a short-term goal? A short-term goal is a goal that you want to set for the near future. The near future could be an hour, a day, a week, a month - but something that you can accomplish in a ‘small’ amount of time. Examples could include:

  • Getting up at 7am every morning and starting your work early
  • Reading a chapter of a book a day to improve your reading 
  • No chocolate for a month
  • No studying past 6pm
  • Keep a clean desk

A long-term goal is something that you want to reach but takes a lot longer to achieve. Long-term goals can include:

  • Going to university to study Law
  • Getting straight B’s in next years final exams
  • Landing a career in journalism
  • Gaining/losing X amount of lbs
  • Saving £X so you can go on holiday

I find setting a long-term goal can be helpful, but short-term goals are just as good. I have a long term goal at the moment to work hard and get good grades so I can go to university and study history. Whilst this is a good goal, I also need stepping stones to get me there and to keep that motivation flowing - these are my short-term goals: such as getting more organised for my final year, or getting an A on an essay I’ve written. 

Sometimes people don’t know what to do when they have to set a goal, but think slightly selfish for a bit and think about what you really want and how to get there. This sets up some motivation. I love having a goal because I feel like every small task I complete gets me one step closer to that goal of mine - almost like ticking an assignment off of your to-do list!


Speaking of to-do lists, this brings me on to tip number two. I don’t know where I would be without a to-do list/schedule because without it, I would be an absolute mess. With having so much to do, it is impossible for me to keep a mental list of everything and writing it down helps so much!

Not only does it help me remember what I have to do, it also motivates me in so many ways. First of all, setting one up at the start of the day means that I know exactly what I need to get done and I want to get it done as quickly as I can, but without rushing it and so it makes me start straight away so I can tick things off of my list. 

This brings me on to the second reason why they motivate me so much - because every time you tick it off, you get an amazing feeling of satisfaction and relief that your to-do list is slowly getting smaller. Also, the amount of happiness it brings when you have ticked off everything you have to do is definitely such a good feeling and it is so amazing to know you have finished and you can now relax! Each time you tick something off, it motivates you to get the whole list done.

Schedules work in the same way, as you go through the day, there are less and less things for you to do and it makes you feel gradually more satisfied that you’re coming to the end of your work!

Pro tip: however, it is important to be realistic, if you set a to-do list with 15 things on it, it looks less appealing and you are less likely to do it. go for realistic lists that are long enough to keep you busy but small enough to manage!


This is actually quite simple and original but also helps massively and perhaps one of the most amazing things ever. If I have a massive chunk of homework for a subject, breaking it down into smaller tasks makes my life so much easier and saves me so much agro. 

Of course it isn’t always possible to break it down if your deadline is two days after it is set - but you can always break it down into two halves which makes tackling it seem a lot easier. 

I know some of my friends really don’t like doing this because they would rather just get it done and out the way, but if you are someone like me where motivation needs to hit me like a truck before I get work done, this can be a really good way to tackle projects and homework and isn’t as stressful. Whilst it might take slightly longer due to the breaking up of tasks, I actually find this more productive and makes things so much more manageable so I actually feel like I want to do the small task instead of the one large one. 

I break up the tasks and schedule these broken up tasks on my to-do list. For example, instead of reading a whole chapter and taking notes from my history books, I will just write ‘take notes from page X to page Y’ and it completely changes my frame of mind and makes me more positive.


You probably must be thinking something like, ‘Jess you must be mad! why on earth would you do the hardest task first thats just the worst idea ever?!’ but honestly, this is something that can really change your mood and uplift you for the rest of the day - honestly, this tip works!

I completely understand that in a morning the first thing you are not going to want to do is that physics homework that entails you doing 3 pages of questions on oscillations and harmonic motion. However, doing the hardest task / things you don’t want to do first, not only makes you tackle it with a fresh mind after waking up (or after a break from school or whatever it is you were doing), but also afterwards, you feel more confident and motivated to get the rest of the things done which are more enjoyable and is actually more motivating because you have got the worst thing out of the way.

You also don’t want to not do it and then set it for another day, when you are probably going to procrastinate getting it done. Get it out of the way!

We all know that leaving an assignment you really don’t want to do until last is perhaps the worst thing you can do, as you take one look at it and decide you have had enough and need a break or some sleep. Prioritising this first means that you can get everything done without leaving the thing you didn’t want to do. 


This one is a great one to bare in mind and this really applies to me at the moment and is actually where my main source of motivation has come from since the 18th August (results day!).

For me, getting great results is a massive success, and receiving results such as A’s and B’s makes me very very happy and much more motivated. It gives me a spark of inspiration to keep going to make sure that I keep that up! Whilst I know grades aren’t everything, they are really important to me and so this is why when I get very good results, they motivate me to keep me going to achieve more - and it ends up in a cycle!

However, whilst good grades motivate me to carry on performing at my best and to keep working hard, it is important that I understand my failures too, and so should you. A failure for me isn’t a specific grade as such, but where I am disappointed at myself for getting something or knowing I didn’t perform as well as I should have, or an unexpected failure as I thought I had done better than I did.

From these failures/mistakes, these also motivate me to do better next time, or to focus on improving myself and my technique to be the best I can be. Failures/mistakes can make you more motivated than what your successes can, because it motivates you to find areas of improvement and work hard and improve techniques so that you can get to where you want to be - you can get to that goal! 

Successes and failures are so important in receiving motivation. Not only do they provide you with something to keep you going, but they build you as a character and I think that is a lovely thing!


I find that since joining the studyblr community, I have found really nice ways to be creative and to make my notes look neater and more appealing for me to look at. This might seem to be such a silly little tip, but drawing simple doodles or fancy titles really motivates me. 

Whilst making my notes look more aesthetically pleasing takes slightly longer, I find it calms me with anxiety as I am being creative whilst I am working and it is a really great way for me to stay relaxed. So not only does it bring me motivation, but calms my anxiety too! Killing two birds with one stone!

This point doesn’t really apply when I am revising, a fancy title will probably do; and also when I am taking notes in class, I never bother; but when I am going over things or making flashcards, it helps to make things look more appealing so I am more likely to pick them up and go for them and learn. 

Some might disagree that this would actually make them less inclined to do work, but if you need to alleviate stress, get motivated or just want to make your notes look nice, then this could be for you!


Breaks and rewards give you so much motivation whilst you are doing your work! I study and revise probably more than what is healthy, and so I like to make sure I have a nice break whenever I can because I work myself very hard. Sometimes, something can take me about 2 hours and so a half an hour to an hour’s worth of break can really help me before I start something else. 

You can try having a break every 45 minutes, every hour or two hours; but make sure your break really puts your mind at ease before you start work again. You need to make sure you give your brain a good rest. 

You can have a break or reward yourself by having a nice shower, going for a walk or to the gym, cooking, having a coffee and a biscuit, meeting up with some friends, going on social media, having a nap - whatever it might be, as long as you have that break you will feel so much more refreshed after! It also motivates you to get things done so you know you can have a break after you have finished your task and makes you feel compelled to finish it so you can relax!


This is actually a really important point and can help maintain motivation in the long run. Getting people to help you can be a really good way to stay motivated. Tell people, such as your friends and family, about the goals you have set for yourself or that you are struggling to stay motivated and ask them to help you. 

My friends sometimes study with me and help me with things I don’t understand which can help maintain my motivation. When I finally understand something or I go over things with my friends, it can make me feel more confident and uplifted that I know things and spurs me on. Letting family know about your goals also helps them support you which is a really significant part of motivation, because if no one is there to support you, the will to carry on eventually disintegrates and you don’t want that! 

Make sure that you do have some support, whether it be from friends, family or the studyblr community, but ensure you are surrounded by people who can motivate you and who can help you along the way so that you can achieve these goals and keep you on target! Sometimes, motivation doesn’t come from the things you do, but from the environment that you’re in - which is why support and help is such a good source of motivation!

That is the end of the tips I have on how to stay motivated. Hopefully they are good starting points for you all! Let me know if you try any of these tips for a while and tell me if they have helped you, it is always nice to see what people think and if these things work - remember if they don’t, that everyone is different and different things work for different people!

AU: Uni Shawn - Thoughtful

a/n: This imagine similar is to Playful because it has 4 different scenes regarding thoughtfulness in a relationship. Thank you to everyone who sent ideas in for this imagine. I was only able to use one since I already had the other three ideas written, but I really appreciate your suggestions and I may use them in the future, so thank you! 

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On Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays, you start your job at the front desk of the library at seven in the morning, which is a bit too early for your liking. This morning in particular is a rough morning for you. You were up until nearly three in the morning trying to finish a paper so having to be awake at 6:30 wasn’t at all enjoyable.

The library is nearly empty this early in the morning, which makes it even harder for you to be able to keep your eyes open. You’re doing some work on the library computer, and out of the corner of your eye, you notice someone enter the building. You don’t even look up from your computer, too tired to bother shifting your attention away from the screen in front of you. Only when the figure stops at the desk do you bother to look up.

You’re thoroughly surprised to see your boyfriend standing there. His hair is messy, like he didn’t bother to fix it before he left his dorm. Just the sight of him half asleep, but standing there in front of you brings a smile to your own tired face. “Morning y/n,” He says, when you don’t say anything right away. Despite the tiredness in his eyes and the fact that he isn’t used to waking up so early in the morning, he still is smiling brightly at you.

“Good morning baby, what are you doing?” You whisper to him leaning over the desk.

“I brought you coffee.” He responds, holding out the venti starbucks cup that you were too distracted to notice until just now. 

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Hi everyone, long time no see.

It’s been a long year. A lot of things have changed and I think it’s time I talk about something important. This Update has to do a little with the blog and a lot with me, so if you want to skip the rest of this you absolutely can, this is just something that has been on my mind for a while and pushing to be said. This seems like the best time to say it and I’m sorry if it gets a little long and a lot personal.

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anonymous asked:

What do you think about Arya and Jon as a ship? I know it makes people uncomfortable because they have such an established and loving sibling relationship and i'm pretty sure Grrm isn't going down that route with them anymore....BUT lol I still think the idea of them together is appealing. I also think there's some romantic undertones in the language grrm uses when they think of each other but that's probably just me sighs. All I know is their reunion is gonna kill me lol

Me and @thenedfur were recently discussing how the Jonerys vs. Jonsa fandom war is actually a Stark vs. Targaryen fandom war. Jon is both – the question is, what side will he choose to embrace? Who he falls in love with and marries is ultimately a reflection of the character was a whole. The reason Jonsa is the most popular Jon ship (it is, based on fanfic, meta production and non-freefolk activity, Jonsa stans you gotta stop feeling so threatened) is because this is Jon choosing the Starks. Falling in love with any Targaryen seems like a violation of Jon Snow’s very Starkiness.

In this discussion, we agreed that Jonrya would be A LOT more popular if Arya was a serious contender right now. Really, any Northern girl would be quite popular. 

But I do think GRRM changed his mind because Arya wasn’t able to age as much as he originally intended. Though cousin incest, and emotional half-sibling incest, could be explained away, Arya will likely be 12 by the ending of ADOS. And though GRRM has implied Arya can still save the world if she’s 12, I genuinely do not think he’s going to have Jon Snow fuck a 12 year old. 

Yes, child brides are a thing. Child Brides have certainly not been seen as a good or romantic thing in-universe. Sansa/Tyrion in the book was horrifying, for instance. Besides,  GRRM himself said it’s unhealthy and rare:

In the “general Westerosi view,” well, girls may well be wed before their first flowerings, for political reasons, but it would considered perverse to bed them. And such early weddings, even without sex, remain rare. Generally weddings are postponed until the bride has passed from girlhood to maidenhood. Maidens may be wedded and bedded… however, even there, many husbands will wait until the bride is fifteen or sixteen before sleeping with them. Very young mothers tend to have significantly higher rates of death in childbirth, which the maesters will have noted.

A lot of Arya’s original outline plots have already been given away. Meera was created to take over the going North of the wall with Bran thing. But Arya got lots of other cool plots, and likely she will still be a huge part of saving the world. The part of the original outline that hasn’t changed is likely what was blacked out.

All of this is to say: I don’t think Jonrya is happening. 

For the record, I also don’t think book!Arya is gonna do anything sexually with Gendry. If that happens, it will be epilogue kinda stuff? Same with Jonrya, if it does happen it will have to be at the very, very end. 

That being said: the ship itself is appealing. The way it plays out in the original outline would have been really compelling and romantic. But Arya is different in the original outline, too. I still think she will be a lot like that person when she ages, but that will be beyond the scope of ASOIAF. 

There are objectively romantic undertones to Jonrya as it stands in book canon. There is clear foreshadowing. The original outline even proves Arya was destined to fall for Jon. There is vastly more Jonrya foreshadowing than there is Jonerys, but I do think a lot of said foreshadowing has been turned into a relationship that will end up being purely platonic. GRRM himself says he wishes  he regrets some foreshadowing in his earlier works…*

As it stands: Jonrya is the one pure thing in ASOIAF, and this will remain true whether their relationship is platonic or romantic. Their love for one another is beautiful and perfect and their reunion will be epic no matter what the ultimate outcome of it is. They mean the most to each other, more than anyone else. I don’t think the AA/NN prophecy is real, but if it was, Arya is literally the only person who could be NN, even if their love is just platonic, even if he marries/falls in love with Sansa or Daenerys. Arya Stark is literally (well, figuratively, but whatever) Jon Snow’s heart.

A lot of Targ-stans think Jon will move south and abandon his family (ugh) or that the Starks and Arya will stop meaning so much to Jon because they were only children. But in my opinion that’s why their relationship to one another is so important to the story and Jon’s character in particular. Arya loved and admired Jon when he was nothing, before he became a King, when he was just the bastard of Winterfell. Sure, Bran and Robb and Rickon (RIP) did too. But Jon was Arya’s absolute favourite person because of who he was, his character, not because what he’d done or what he’s achieved. She had complete faith in Jon Snow before he ever proved himself. 

Arya may be Jon’s heart, but this is also a broader reflection of his character and a clear indication on what his future trajectory is. To Jon, Arya is Winterfell, Arya is innocence, Arya is his childhood, Arya is still having hope in the world, Arya is being loved unconditionally. There’s a reason he became an oathbreaker for her and not for Ygritte. Currently, I’m fairly certain Jon does not see Arya romantically. Like 99.9% sure. Being angry she was in Ramsay Bolton’s bed was because she was an 11 year old he didn’t want to see raped, not because he wanted to have sex with her. But Arya is family, Arya is his little sister. If you believe Jon/Ygritte was true love or even just passion, he still didn’t violate his obligations to his people for her. He betrayed her, and she died. But he canonically has broken his oath to save fake Arya. And he died for it.

In Jon’s story, family** and duty are more important than love. This is quite literally the appeal of Jon. For this reason, a platonic Jon/Arya relationship is far more powerful than any romantic relationship Jon could have at this point. 

To Arya, Jon is important because he is so associated with home to her. And being protected, and being loved unconditionally, and being able to be whoever she wants to be. But most importantly, he represents safety and certainty. From the moment they parted ways, she has been unsafe and essentially alone. She learns how horrible the world is. But even though she knows everyone is duplicitous or dead or has abandoned her, she is still completely certain Jon would protect her no matter what. No matter his vows to the NW. And she’s right. He would. Though a lot of emphasis is placed on what an evil bully Sansa was to Arya, Jon was the only person who really accepted Arya on her own terms. He gave her Needle excitedly and with love. Ned allowed her to fight with it after it became apparent how willful she was. But she was still expected to become a lady eventually, no matter what…

In Arya’s story, going home is the most important thing. Jon is her home. Winterfell isn’t her home on it’s own, it’s the people there who she misses. On it’s own it’s nothing. Once WF fell, she could still have that home and safety with Jon at the wall. Going home is much more important than romantic love, especially because Arya is like 11. However, these things and romantic love are not mutually exclusive in any way.

TL;DR If Jonrya were to happen, I would be into it unless she was too young, but even though I don’t think it actually is happening, their platonic relationship is still incredibly important.

*he didn’t specifically say this was about Jonrya, but it is a possibility.
**to any targ-stans reading this, the Starks are Jon’s ~*~real*~*~ family and always will be.

Shadowhunters Cooking Show Au

Co-created with @deliriumkitsune (peep the crossover, blink and you’ll miss it.)

Based on this video.

  • Valentine is the mean judge. Not even critical, just mean read: tramatizing.
  • Luke is the nice judge, and will try to make the contestants feel as comfortable as possible.
  • “This dish is absolutely fucking horrendous, which piece of shit made this hellhole?”
  • “Don’t listen to him, I happen to think the, er, texture is not that mushy, so 8/10 :)”
  • Yes he somehow conveys smilies in his speech sorry I don’t make the rules.
  • Jocelyn was the neutral judge but she just kinda disappeared one day and nobody knows where she went
  • Legend says, the person who makes the worst dish that season will face her wrath, whatever that is
  • However, Jocelyn who? Lydia is in town now motherfuckers
  • She is the most honest out of them all, and tells it how it is, however she also writes 15 page essays on why you should have used x spice instead of y spice
  • “You know, the texture is a bit mushy, but the flavor of the sauce is to die for. It’s so succulent and rich, I can tell it has a savory taste, did you use oyster sauce” five years later, “and thats why using basil was such a smart choice.”
  • The fourth panel is for guest specialty judges, Like Raphael and Meliorn.
  • Raphael doesn’t say anything, he just tells them his score, which is probably a .00000283748384/10
  • He’s fucking scary. End of story.
  • Meliorn on the other hand is a bit brutally honest, but not purposely mean.
  • “I can’t lie to you, honestly this is one of the driest steaks I’ve ever had in my life. However, these potatoes are actually good, wow, color me surprised.”
  • Sometimes the judges argue about who has the best dish
  • When that happens the show reverses, and the judges compete against each other with the contestants being their judges
  • Whoever wins holds the overall judgement.

    Now what we have all been waiting for: THE CONTESTANTS

  • Clary cries

    A lot.

    Honestly she came on this show to have fun but keeps getting attacked by this Valentine guy?!?!

    “Who is this guy and why does he hate me,” she probably says while sobbing

  • It’s okay though because Luke has got her back.
  • She is actually a decent cook, and specializes in mac and cheese, who knew?
  • “…the special ingredient was lobster, and you made lobster mac and cheese?”

    “Yes, is that a problem?”

    “No.. we were just expecting a little more pizazz.”

    “You don’t know pizazz until you taste the oven baked goodness of five cheeses mixed beautifully with the smooth elbow pasta, and soft, juicy lobster.” She says with passion, fire burning in her eyes, and her fist clenched at her chest.

  • Clary accidentally gave Valentine food poisoning, but when they cut the camera to her in a one-on-one shot all you could see was the chair and wall, and hysterical laughter in the background, and the occasional foot coming from the bottom of the screen.
  • Alec rolls his eyes anytime she speaks, and this time he rolled them so hard that his eyes almost got stuck.
  • That’s not the only thing he rolls, surprise, it seems that Alec loves baking after all.
  • But he’s still not your bitch.
  • He makes cinnamon rolls because he says they remind him of his boyfriend.

    Actually no, of you said that he’d make cutthroat kitchen a reality, but we all know it’s true.

  • “Why is the little girl touching my cinnamon ?”

    “Alec, bro chill, the ingredients are for everyone.”

    *Alec looks into the camera like the office*

  • Speaking of Jace, the shows eye candy
  • He takes any and all opportunities to flirt with the entire cast.
  • Even that one camera guy Raj, the fans think he’s talking to them, but no.
  • “Hey Raj ;)))” “Wow Clary, you’re hair looks as amazing as this carrot.” “Simon, is it hot in this kitchen or is it just you?” “Magnus, you’re like a full on meal today wow.”
  • Jace no, you’re embarrassing yourself. Not to mention every flirt has to be a pun.
  • He?? Put?? A?? Egg?? In?? The?? Microwave??
  • “At least I won’t be in last place.”
  • Yeah, no, that spot is saved for Isabelle.
  • S H E W R E A K S H A V O C
  • when she walks in the kitchen they all walk out.
  • “Ohh, uhh, spaghetti with vanilla pudding, lemon, and alfredo sauce. Creative.”- Luke smiles painfully, in between bites with his thumb up.
  • “I made it in honor of my mom, seemingly sweet, but bitter on the inside.”
  • She gossips about everything and knows everyone’s secrets.
  • The only reason she is still here is because of Luke and Lydia, who are two of the only three who will eat her food.
  • Speaking of the third lets meet Simon.
  • Vegan everything, if you hate tofu, you’d love it after eating his food.
  • “I get my inspiration from nerdy nummies, she has taught me everything in life.”- You heard it yourself, everything he makes is some nerd shit.
  • “You recreated the Millennium Falcon out of s'mores??” A very shocked Raphael utters his first words.

    “Ummm it’s not food if you can’t play with it.” He says while looking at Alec’s uniform plate.

    “Alexander’s plate is just fine,”

  • Magnus is a food god.
  • It’s like he uses magic or something ;)))
  • He once made Valentine cry.
  • His dishes are top A++, he had Lydia writing up 50,000 page essays on them
  • He is also really nice to the other contestants, giving them advice and tips.
  • He especially likes helping his biscuits Clary and Simon bc he just can’t help it okay, they are his mini apprentices.
  • He is not allowed to go near Alec for the fear of a monopoly forming.
  • One day an episode got cancelled because Magnus’ cats started to burst in and eat at the dishes
  • The whole room was full of his 16 cats and the judges fell out of their seats and the contestants are trying to shoo them off their food BUT GET THIS they don’t touch Magnus’ food he basically called them to sabotage the contest

    And get this

  • They constantly start food fights with each other, and flour, rice, and other crap gets ALL over the place.
  • Once, Izzy messed up so badly, but nobody wanted her to leave so they all jacked up their dishes and tied for last place
  • The show runners were forced to make the show a team v team v team and had to get more teams of people last minute.
  • Their captain’s name was peter, or percan, or whatever. He loved cooking fish.
  • Then another team lead by a woman who is strangely good at cooking and likes drawing with sauce
  • Well her team wins and surprise it was Madzie in a glamour all along
  • Glamours were banned from that point on.
  • But Magnus and Alec were both proud and taken by surprise that their kid beat them

    Wow this was really long my sleep deprived brain went on overload, please feel free to add on to this

hydejackies-deactivated20170430  asked:

zenmasters ofc

Also asked by @queerafbucky ~

  • big spoon/little spoon: You know Jackie is the little spoon, who won’t be with a guy that loves to cuddle as much as Steven Hyde? Because that guy is a cuddler, man. Don’t let yourself be fooled, he enjoys that a lot.
  • favorite non-sexual activity: Aside from driving around and playing chess, they spend time letting the TV on and in mute, doing the dialogues of the characters into terrible plots with funny shit in between.
  • who uses all the hot water: JACKIE, and there’s a point in which Hyde has to talk to her because wOMAN, COME ON. But in general, he doesn’t mind it. He is kind of used to that. 

    When Jackie hears that, she decides maybe they should share the shower some times… most days.
  • most trivial thing they fight over: Jackie can’t decide for dear life what to eat and it can annoy Hyde some times. In general, they kinda fight for every trival thing but it’s never real, it’s never like… them being actually mad, most times they end up laughing. Or more, like, he ends up laughing.
  • who does most of the cleaning: Hyde, he even enjoys it. Jackie isn’t messy but man, she just doesn’t like housework.
  • what has a season pass on their dvr/who controls the netflix queue: Jackie owes the netflix queue most times as long as Hyde can chose, most times, the music at the car and the afternoons as they read or try to nap.
  • who calls up the super/landlord when the heat’s not working: Jackie, she’s the only one who can get that man to listen to them.
  • who steals the blankets: None does that, but when it happens, It’s Jackie and it’s generally on purpose because Hyde made her supposely angry (aka it’s a joke).
  • who leaves their stuff around: None. But some times, when Jackie is especially not-cooperating, he would leave his crap all over the bathroom before she gets in to take a shower and he would smile after the high pitched “SteeeeevEEEEENNNNN”.
  • who remembers to buy the milk: Hyde, he’s always taking mental notes about what they need back at home.
  • who remembers anniversaries: Both, but just in case, Jackie puts notes on their fridge a few days before, so Hyde can see them. He thinks it’s cute, so thats why he has never told her he doesn’t need it.
  • Who cooks normally? Hyde. Jackie has learned some by now, but she isn’t especially good or something, so he keeps cooking. Although, her pancakes are really good. He only has to work the eggs for her.
  • How often do they fight? In reality, not as much as people think they do. There are very little things that actually makes them angry when it comes to their relationship or their house, and later the kids.
  • What do they do when they’re away from each other? Well, if they aren’t working, they will probably go out with their friends. If one of them is, for some reason, in another city or something like that, they would call each other.
  • Nicknames for each other? Hyde still calls her ‘doll’ and ‘grasshopper’, she keeps calling him ‘puddin pop’ and ‘honey’. They both use ‘baby’ to call each other, too. 
  • Who is more likely to pay for dinner? Hyde, because Jackie likes it that way. But when they have dinner at home and they call for food, she pays most times.
  • Who steals the covers at night? None, and they sleep so close to each other, it’s not needed.
  • What would they get each other for gifts? She will always buy him things she thinsk he needs, even when he may not like it. And she knows he doesn’t, but its like a joke between them. He ends up wearing the clothes she buys for him that he doesn’t like and if maybe their ruin it during sex, no one says anything. But she also always gets him something he does wants. Just, most times, not material ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°).

    While he ignores the hell out of her the list she does for him every year and ends up buying her something he believes she may like. Even if she doesn’t like it, there’s a part of her that does because he did the effort of finding something for her.
  • Who kissed who first? They kissed at the same time in both times it was the ‘first kiss’. 
  • Who made the first move? Hyde, almost immeditaly after Jackie showed sing that she was seriously not playing with the ‘I broke up with Michael’ thing.
  • Who remembers things? Both, but Jackie has her system to remind Hyde stuff. 
  • Who started the relationship? Both? How can you… start a relationship… without the other knowing or what? What?
  • Who cusses more? WHAT IS CUSSES?
  • What would they do if the other was hurt? Well, if it’s physical hurt, I believe Steven Hyde is the cutest while nursing Jackie into healthiness. He would make her comfort food and put nice pillows around her, and keep her company and kiss her cheek and be alltogether damn cute. And as for Jackie, she may not be the best a cooking, but I believe she is the greatest at spoiling people while sick. And she does it so well with him, he almost enjoys being sick.

    Emotional hurt is another thing. He may get blank at first, becaus eholy shit, PANIC, but he gets it right away that she needs comfort and he will always try to cherish her up somehow. He knows now that sardonic jokes about the thing aren’t the answer, so those are out. But he listens if she wants and respects her silence when she isn’t ready.

    While Jacie seems to always know what’s wrong and when she doesn’t, she would lowkey make him talk with her sweet, sweet comfort and soft kisses. Once he has it out, she is Extra Cute™ and it always makes him feel better.

send me a ship!

Why does the BIGBANG community feel so dead here on tumblr nowadays? Where’d you run off to, fam? I miss my dash being flooded with lots and lots of BB goodness…

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Revenge, Interrupted (Part 7)

[Ch 1] [Ch 2] [Ch 3] [Ch 4] [Ch 5] [Ch 6]

Caroline woke up to sore limbs and a back that ached far too much for someone in her twenties. Stefan was sitting up, staring into space and looking really out of it.

“Good morning.” she said weakly.

“Hey, sleep well?” he asked, looking a little relieved to have someone to talk to.

She scoffed. “Are you kidding?”

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Sam headcanons !

I may do some more if I’m inspired :0 Also English is not my first langage so please bear with me.


- Sam is really self-conscious about his age. For the reason that he spent 13 years in prison without seeing himself age. If you sneak in the bathroom when he’s in, you’ll probably find him in front of a mirror, touching his wrinkles and muttering ’ Oh, god… it can’t be that bad..’ or ‘How did this happen..?’.

- He puts anti-aging cream in secret, but one day you find out and see the most embarrassed Sam you’ve ever seen. You reassure him by telling him that’s it’s ok if it makes him feel better but that you don’t really care about his wrinkles and actually like them. And also, because of that, he always smells good.

- He also have a lot of shampoo (his favorite being a cherry one). He actually really enjoys to take care of himself.

- He needs a lot of attention. If you have your own room for your work, you’ll have to put a couch in a corner just for him to stay with you. He’ll often sleep on it.

- He calls you baby. Nothing else. Sometimes sweetheart if he feels kind of flirty.

 - He likes to take his time and have lazy days. Back in Panama everything was rushed and scheduled. But if something forces him to stay put and not do anything he’ll hate it. He likes to have control over what he’s doing.

 - He’s very dramatic. If he’s going to bed and you want to stay awake a little longer, he’ll make a tragic pose and whine something like : ‘Well.. I guess I’ll just go. Alone. In the dark. Cold. Well. Goodbye’. If you don’t react he’ll continue until you do.

    *takes a step away* “I’m going now”  *another step* “I’m leaving…”

    And you won’t be able to resist long. (i know i wouldn’t)

- Kisses and hugs for days.

- He belittles himself sometimes. He doesn’t say it directly but occasionnally he’ll make little remarks. And you do the same. You two have very low self-esteem. Everytime one of you lowers themselves, you’ll just hug together a begin a ‘who’s the best’ discussion.

   “You’re so much better than me”

   “What. No. You’re the best.”

   “ You know you are. And even if you don’t, I do.”

- He sings and hums a lot.

- Bad jokes and puns. And you make them too. You two have the worst sense of humor. But you both believe you are very funny. However when you reunite with Nate, Elena and Sully  you understand that it’s actually not the case.

- He doesn’t like cats. You could even say he’s scared of them. He’s really uncomfortable around animals. He likes dogs though, but only when he knows them or when they are very far away.

Merry Christmas... To, You.

Reader x !Forgetful!Peter Parker

Originally posted by hidden-in-thoughts

Originally posted by nirnaetharnoediads

Christmas had started in the NYC, and every street corner seemed to jingle with the bells of yule tide or glisten with the tent of vibrant neon lights. It was only a few weeks out of Thanksgiving, but that didn’t change the atmosphere. Especially at Midtown high. You on the other hand, were a blur among the noisy students, too busy scampering through bodies to find your best and longest friend; Peter Parker. 
Peter was found exactly where you expected him, humming a tune louder than what he probably intended- his headphones blocking the loud noises of school at his locker. Once in your reach, you jumped up to snatch the thinly corded buds from his ear- which received a slight yelp of surprise. 
“(Y/N) Peter huffed, his eyes wide. “Don’t do that. I thought you were Flash or something.”
You gave him your best smile while leaning against the locker next to his. 
“Sorry, I’m just stoked because tonight we get to go and see the Rockefeller tree and go Christmas shopping!”
It had become tradition years running now, that you and Peter would travel all the way to Manhattan to visit the famous tree and shop along the strip.
Peter’s face though, didn’t share your surprise as he blinked a few times. 
You also returned his dazed expression, a frown slowly grating your features. 
“The tree. You know, that thing we do every year. Hot cocoa, lame jokes, scooting through crowds of people. Come on Parker even I’m not that dazed out!”
Peter’s expression faltered completely, as he began to rub the back of his head. 
“Oh shoot (Y/N)… I completely forgot about it. I have some plans with Mr.Stark you see. Some kind of scholarship dinner party. You know, for that thing I did a couple months ago?”
Your eyes flickered downward. You remembered alright. Peter had disappeared for a few days, before showing up again with bruises and a broken arm. He hadn’t exactly told you what happened- always dodging the subject when he could. It hurt to know that your friend was hiding something from you. It hurt even more that he had forgotten your most cherished tradition. 
Despite this you turned to look u at your friend again, giving him a small and warm smile. 
“its fine. Things happen. Just make sure to text me how Mr.Rich-and-Busy parties up in his tower huh?”
Peter sighed with relief before laughing. He was dense like that, not catching your small emotions or disappointments sometimes. “I’m really glad you understand (Y/N). I promise I’ll make it up to you sometime. Really.”
He gave your shoulders a reassuring squeeze before closing his locker, leaving you behind the the crowded all. 
Lately, you felt like Peter was leaving you alone a lot. 

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anonymous asked:

hc request: what if mc didn't like what RFA liked? (jumin: mc doesnt like cats, zen: mc doesnt like musicals, yoosung:mc doesnt like lolol?) :D hehe


  • when Yoosung first talks about LOLOL and MC says they think video games are childish, he literally pretends he doesnt play them
  • after he talked to them for the first time, he announced that he was leaving to “play games”
  • “what kind of games? i hope not video games. i think those video game addicts are so childish, lololol!”
  • childish???
  • he’s not a child he’S A MAN
  • alright Yoosung dont panic
  • “um i, uh, was actually talking about soccer! yea, games of soccer with my college buddies”
  • lies, it was all lies. Yoosung doesnt have college buddies
  • oh yea, the soccer thing was bullshit too
  • “oh, how fun! i’ll be cheering for you!”
  • “haha…yea…lets talk again soon, MC”
  • Yoosung has left the chatroom
  • the next time him and MC talked in the chatroom everything was going great till Seven showed up
  • 707 has entered the chatroom
  • “LOLOL? whats that, Yoosung?” -MC
  • “i have absoloutly no idea! what are you talking about, Seven?!” -Yoo
  • “i’m talk about league of loneliness of life, dude. yknow, the reason you had to take college algebra twice?” -707
  • “isnt that an online game?” -MC
  • why does Seven have to ruin everything in Yoosungs life
  • “yea…it’s an online game that i play all the time…i didnt want to say anything cause i know you dont like gamers T_T” -Yoo
  • “i know i said i dont like gamers, but you’re more than just a game junkie, Yoosung! you’re sweet, thoughtful, and capable. i realize that now after talking to you for a few days” -MC
  • Yoosung felt his heart flutter and his cheeks heat up
  • his phone buzzes with another message
  • “lol they still called you a game junkie tho” -707
  • once again, Seven is ruining everything for Yoosung T_T


  • Zen decides to bring up his glory high school days in the chat
  • bragging about how he basically ran the theatre program for four years
  • “no way, you were a theatre kid?!” -MC
  • “um, yea. that was me” -Zen
  • “i used to hate those kids when i was in high school! they were always so obnoxious LOL” -MC
  • those kids??
  • but he cant fight someone with such an innocent soul as MC…
  • “haha, yea. we are pretty obnoxious” -Zen
  • “obnoxiously HANDSOME” -Zen
  • MC is just kind of like welp i cant fight you on that one
  • he goes on to basically school MC, saying that acting is one of the highest paying jobs and that all the hot actors they’re probably in love with were “theatre kids” in high school
  • Zen liked MC, but he will defend what he loves until the day he dies
  • “you’re right, Zen! i was such a jerk in high school but now i think i might even have a crush on a theater kid…” -MC
  • what the hell? one second MC was saying the they hated theatre kids and the next second they’re apparently drooling over some-
  • oh…oh wait
  • it’s him


  • MC is one of those people who is like, normal
  • and doesnt drink 5 cups of coffee a day
  • every time Jaehee tells MC she’s drinking coffee they get all
  • “Jaehee that’s really unhealthy”
  • “you have a caffeine addiction”
  • and Jaehee really appreciates the gesture but honestly she’s like just let me live my addicted-to-coffee life T_T
  • one time Jaehee and MC went out for lunch and she hid her coffee inside this big ass thermos
  • “i see you brought your own drink, Jaehee! what is it?”
  • “um, just some water. i keep it in here to keep it cold!”
  • Jaehee goes to take a sip of her “water”
  • but she brewed to coffee right before she left the house, so it was still really hot
  • the burning liquid spills into Jaehee’s mouth and she instinctively spits it back into the thermos
  • MC smirks at her
  • “is your, um, water too cold to drink right now, Jaehee?”
  • she sighs
  • “alright, you caught me. it’s coffee”
  • MC motions for Jaehee to hand over the thermos
  • “you’re really so cruel, MC”
  • “whats cruel about looking after your health?”
  • Jaehee crosses her arms and pouts, mumbling
  • “meanie…”


  • he really just doesnt understand
  • whats not to love about cats?
  • they are beautiful and gentle and graceful and ADORABLE
  • he ends up like showing MC the cutest pics of elly he has on his phone
  • “MC, look at this, Elizabeth 3rd was sleeping on her belly today. it’s it just so precious?”
  • “um yea, i guess”
  • YOU GUESS????
  • after a bunch of failed attempts to make MC like Elly, he starts sending them pics of cats in dog costumes
  • cause like, wont they like cats then?
  • and it kind of works
  • “look at this photograph i found today”
  • “alright, i guess that is pretty cute”
  • Jumin is happy, but Jaehee is so frustrated that she had to pick up Jumin’s slack at work while he spent all day google searching “cat in dog costume”


  • MC cant use a computer for their life
  • “Seven, can you help me out with something? my computer is running super slow today”
  • “yea, sure thing”
  • he’s on their computer for like two seconds before he wants to scream
  • its so slow
  • there’s so much just….shit
  • clearly MC has fallen for some click bait more than a few times
  • at least a million times
  • he straight up buys MC a new laptop after being on their old one for five minutes
  • “alright, MC. i’m going to teach you how to use this”
  • he shows them how to bookmark things and how to recognize things that are, yknow, like OBVIOUSLY VIRUSES
  • lots of
  • “you dont have to double click”
  • “ god you type so slow”
  • he literally just takes the computer away from them
  • “its a good thing you’re so darn cute”


TRUE ROMANCE  + Book 2 of Soul Mate

Summary: What if second chances did exist…except in another lifetime?

A/N: This damn fic is getting cuter and cuter by each chapter and I’m afraid I’m going to die before finishing it…thank you guys for loving it so much, I appreciate it with all my heart! Enjoy!

Warning: None.

Word Count: 4K+


“I love you,” Turning around to face you as his eyes locked onto your own, you felt your breath hitch. “I love you, Y/N. And I will never stop loving you.” Hearing those three words, your heart shot out of your chest, your eyes never leaving his as his to your own. He loved you, he admitted the he loved you, and all you could do was tightly wrap your arms around him. You didn’t want to let go, you never wanted to let go, he loved you and you loved him.

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panicatthefrontdoor  asked:

So, I have another one, I really hope that's okay. Jamilton, prompts 8, 42, and 52 - let's say Alexander writes all his feelings about Thomas in this one file, and leaves his laptop behind, so Thomas reads every word, then Alex comes back. . . Oh boy

A/N: Yesss I’ve been waiting to post this. I’m super busy today but I do plan on posting another fic! Today is going to be ‘Jamilton As Roommates Day’. Enjoy this first one, second one will hopefully be posted this evening! (Send me a prompt and I’ll see if I can write it!)

“Oh my god!” / “I swear it was like that when I found it!” / “You little shit!”

Thomas glared at the wall, kept awake by Alex’s insistent typing. He had been working on that same essay for days now. Not only was the typing continuous, practically sounding like a drone that Thomas just couldn’t get out of his ears, but Alex also grumbled to himself. As if Thomas didn’t hear enough of his voice already. Having the same classes was one thing (that neither of them had planned). Having to be his roommate was on a whole other level, and Thomas wished he had decided to spoil himself with the suites. Instead they were forced to share one room, and though it was perfectly divided, Thomas was often kept awake when Alexander decided to pull all-nighters. Which was, unfortunately, every night.

He huffed, reaching behind him to grab his phone on his nightstand. He shouted in agony as his elbow roughly collided with the corner of the furniture, eliciting an amused chuckle from his roommate, whose typing speed seemed to only increase. Thomas rolled his eyes, snatching his phone and checking the time. He groaned and turned onto his other side, facing Alex’s back, hunched over his laptop and saving Thomas from the burden of the screen’s light. “Hamilton,” he muttered, exasperatedly draping a hand over his face. “It is fucking two o’clock in the morning.”

“It’s 1:50,” Alex corrected him without missing a beat. If looks could kill, Alex would be a dead man.

“You’ve been working on that dumb essay since you got back from class,” Thomas said. He knew he should have taken a nap as soon as he was finished with his last class, seeing how he finished an hour earlier than Alex. But he enjoyed studying at reasonable times instead of during the middle of the night, unlike a certain insufferable Caribbean.

Alex showed no signs of stopping. “I’ll have you know that this essay is very important to me,” he said indignantly. “I’m almost done with it. Just one more paragraph.”

Thomas sighed, rubbing his eyes with annoyance. How many more times was he going to promise himself that? Probably when the thing was ten pages long. He tried to get a glance of how many pages were already written, but Alex’s profile blocked his view. “At least get up to stretch. Your body’s going to hate you if you sit around all day.”

Alex exhaled a laugh, and Thomas could practically see the smug smile on his face. “Aw, I didn’t know you cared about my well being,” he teased.

Thomas reached under his head and grabbed his pillow, hitting Alex halfheartedly in the back. “Somebody has to. Besides, maybe in the few seconds that you’re gone, I can actually get some sleep.”

Alex sat up and stretched his arms above his head, causing his back to let out a few repulsive cracks. Thomas shuddered and planted his face into his pillow, trying to drown out the sound. He lifted his head when he heard Alex’s chair scuff against the wooden floor and saw that he had finally stood up, still twisting his back. “Fine. I guess I should eat something since I haven’t eaten in,” he scratched his head, “I dunno, twenty four hours?”

“Jesus Christ,” Thomas huffed, propping himself up on his elbows. “Can you try to take care of yourself? If you die in the dorm, I’ll be a suspect.”

Alex laughed, “Good! I’ll go to hell and you’ll go to jail. Seems like a pretty fair trade.” He carefully tiptoed over his bag and practically had to dance to get to the door. “Might want to try to fall asleep now, I’m only going to be gone for a few minutes.” He winked before slipping into the main room, closing the door slightly behind him, only leaving it open a crack. The white light from the kitchenette peered in.

Thomas grumbled as he sat up. He couldn’t go to sleep if he wanted to. Perhaps a few hours ago, but not anymore. Maybe he’d grab a book, whether it be a novel or a textbook. Hopefully reading would put him to sleep.

As he made his way to the bookshelf on his side of the room, he caught a glance of Alex’s essay. It was littered with red marks and blue lines. Thomas rolled his eyes. “You’re losing it, Hamilton,” he muttered, knowing that Alex wouldn’t make as many mistakes if he wasn’t so tired. He sat in his chair, which was still warm from his hours of perching, and glanced over the essay. Maybe it would bore him to sleep, and it would stop Alex from working if he fell asleep at his desk.

But as his eyes scanned the sentences, he realized that this wasn’t a paper for a class but a personal proposal… To him. He couldn’t believe it at first and assumed that it was another person in history with the exact same name, but how many historical figures shared the name Thomas Jefferson? Besides, Alex hadn’t even bothered to put a header, which was essential in all school papers. Thomas continued to read, expecting a string of insults and complaints.

But what he read was a beautiful confession of Alexander’s “undying love” that “blossomed from despise” and “grew into adoration and uncontrollable infatuation.” The only complaints he made were of the close proximities he had to share with him and how he felt he’d go insane if one day he didn’t just blurt his true feelings while they were having a heated debate. “Never have I met someone so capable of keeping up with my thoughts, but you’ve proved me wrong. You’ve made arguments interesting, and perhaps your intellect is what drew me in.” Thomas snorted. Alexander admitting that he was intelligent. That was something he’d never hear from his mouth.

He sat back when he had read the entirety of the paper, his mind and heart racing. “Oh my God,” he whispered, still trying to process if what he read was satire or the truth.


Thomas visibly jumped in the chair, whipping his head towards the door. Alex stood in the now open doorway with a glass of water in hand and a gaping mouth. Thomas gulped, realizing that he had been caught in the act. “I… I swear it was like that when I found it,” he assured, holding up his hands defensively.

Alex sighed, holding his face with exhausting. “You weren’t supposed to read that,” he grumbled. “At least not yet.” He walked over and set his glass down, scanning over his writing with repulsion. “I mean, there’s so many mistakes, and there’s so much more to add. I was hoping to finish it in time for your birthday at the very least.”

“How long have you been working on it?” Thomas asked, not minding that Alex had to practically lean over him to access his laptop.

Alex sucked on his lower lip. “Well…” He picked up his backpack and rummaged inside for a notebook, handing it to Jefferson. “I was planning to handwrite it at first, but I realized that a hundred pages couldn’t contain all of my thoughts. Also, though I hate to admit it, my handwriting isn’t the most legible at times.” He crossed his arms with a defiant pout. “However, it’s nothing compared to your chicken scratch.”

For once, Thomas let the insult slide, focused on the additions he was surprised Alex didn’t add to his digital version. The notebook was at least halfway full and filled with manual edits and crossed out phrases. There was an entire two pages of self-loathing and doubt that Alex had merely crossed out with a side note of “Exclude in final.” But rarely did Alex ever criticize Thomas in his writings, which was surprising considering how free he felt to criticize him verbally.

But what really swept Thomas off his feet were the dates at the top of the pages. Alex had started writing this confession since last semester.

He tossed the notebook aside with a huge grin, unable to contain his joy as he threw his arms around Alex. “You little shit! When were you planning on telling me?”

Alex shrugged, though his eyes were wide from the unpredicted contact. “I don’t know, maybe after graduation or something? Maybe never? You’ve never shown signs of liking me before, so I thought it wasn’t even worth the breath to- Mm!” He was cut off abruptly as Thomas smashed their lips together. It took him half a second to adjust before he was kissing back, nearly melting in Thomas’ arms. “W-worth the breath to tell you,” Alex finished when they pulled away, feeling light-headed. But maybe that was because of the fatigue.

Thomas grinned, pressing their foreheads together. “It was worth the breath,” he assured, kissing him on the lips again, this time more gentle. “It was worth all those nights keeping me up to work on it. Damn it, Alex, you should have told me sooner.” He trailed a line of kisses from his cheek to his neck.

Alex shuddered, his fingers curling around the silk of Jefferson’s nightshirt. Damn him and his expensive tastes. “W-well, I never considered-” He was interrupted by a soft gasp as Jefferson tenderly sucked his skin.

“Considered what?” Thomas hummed teasingly, lifting his head to admire the bliss on Alex’s face.

“C-considered that you’d return the feelings,” Alex finished with a pleasured sigh.

Thomas carefully lifted him and carried him to his personal bed, laying him down on his back. He kissed him deeply, pulling away to look into his deep brown eyes. “I’m gonna make up for it,” he swore, combing his fingers through Alex’s hair. “I’m gonna make up for those countless hours you slaved away at your laptop to please me. I’m gonna make up for all those times you doubted yourself. Damn it, I’m gonna make up for it.”

Alex grinned, letting his eyes close as Thomas passionately pressed his lips to his neck and chest. “What are you waiting for?”


Hello Hello! Its your captain Kodone here.

corny? Yeah sorry I know. I am currently coming off of the beautiful girl we all know and love since the 50’s or so LUCY or ACID or LSD or Lysergic acid diethylamide if you’re really into that kinda stuff whatever works for you.

I’m here to tell you guys about my misadventure of something so god damned beautiful it made me sick. Literally. I threw up. It was fucking awesome.

Now I was building up the courage to trip. My buddy Zac was talking about it today and I was like yeah fuck it why not! Lets do this shit. Its been a year since I’ve been on a date with Lucy it’ll be a good time I ensure.

this bitch.
oh man.
o h m a n.
this bitch lucy.

she definitely had me fucked up.

What I thought was going to be a cute date through the park and enjoy the beautiful colors and the pretty breathing textures was more than just that. It was a trip to the therapist…but the therapist is yourself…on acid….losing their shit…yeah. Wild.

I remembered the bubbly feeling. The Tip toeing of courage and all that. It was great. I was saying “wow crazy body high! This is so fye” all the stereotypical shit you’d hear out of a eighteen year old pot head fucking dropping acid. All was fun until the trip started weighing down on me and boy was it weighing down on me fast. It was a bird getting shot straight out the sky I’ll tell you that. I noticed my body started settling down and my perspective got heavy. Way heavy. I felt like the universe picked me up, shook me up and said look here you little shit. It was a cold back hand from no not myself, no not mother nature but THE FUCKING UNIVERSE.

You had your momma walk up to you with a belt ok but HAVE YOU EVER HAD THE FUCKING UNIVERSE SLAP YO SHIT UP? DIDN’T THINK SO. ANYWAY.

yeah the universe was beating my ass. The trip started turning for the worst. My concerns of trying to watch “yamborghini high” tripping and the music video “LSD” by Asap Rocky soon diminished and turned into me trying to survive rather quickly. I felt like the universe crumpled me up, swallowed me whole and spit me out into the corner of my bed. Beautiful.

I sat there tripping balls. My friend Liam sat at my feet watching me and of course I was absolutely fine. I was merely just laying in bed…false. I actually was seeing thousands of patterns flash before me while my eyes are shut, my body is quivering faster than a daytona speed track and I never wanted to be so dead so fast.

for about an hour but what is seemed like in my head to be about 4-6 hours waaaaaas….shit.

I sat here this state suffering. I felt as if I was serving a time sentence to god himself. For what? Who knows god is weird. (ah fuck problematic) My bed was the cage and my soul was as dead and defeated as a soldier who lost his legs in enemy turf. In my head I wished for the trip to end but I only knew that would make it far worse. I then pleaded asking the universe “please chill bruh like this is some fuck shit” for about two hours (in real life about 30 minutes) the switch from my bed to the restroom was terrible. Its almost like if I wanted to trip even harder all I had to do was enter the restroom well FUCK. It was just that. I entered the restroom and I felt dimensions shatter and I felt dimensions colliding together. I LITERALLY saw a dimension shift into ours.

deadass you can’t tell me I didn’t see that shit because I did. Well after I witnessed something so great like that I knew my reality I was in was a joke. Complete shambles. My dimension has just been broken by another one. I lost my sanity. Yes oh yes. I lost it. Completely but I decided to reach for an old friend of mine I hold dear to me. I texted her and she texted back.

Its almost like my friend was a sage or some sort. The moment I read her texts, my trip just eased out. Instantly. I started coming back. It was almost like she was guiding me through my lost journey. I remember texting her multiple times “THANK YOU!” and feeling like she understood me completely. It was pretty badass I’m not going to lie due to the fact shes in Chicago and I’m in Oklahoma like isn’t that shit nuts?

Stage Two I’m in my restroom and my friend is giving me these amazing words of guidance and something snaps in my head.

mistakes are okay.
mistakes happen.
the universe will always love you no matter what.

I walk into my room and grab a painting that I was working on. A painting that I didn’t touch for a month because I said I had to “perfect” things on it and I had to “plan and perfect” it completely before I dove into it. See that made sense to me but at that moment fuck that. Fuck that painting. Fuck being perfect. Fuck what anyone has to say about it. I took off my clothes so fucking fast, opened up every fucking acrylic paint I fucking had, squeezed that shit into my bare hands and started slamming and sliding paint on canvas.

0 fucks given…and it felt so great. It felt so good to do just that. Here I had this painting. I worked on it carefully and precisely aaaaand then I stopped. Why? Well because I didn’t want to “ruin it” because I didn’t have a “good” plan to think of before painting it out and “ruining” it. Kind of how my whole life has been. Just a whole lot of focusing on the sole called “perfect plan” but…never actually moving ahead. I was so afraid of making a mistake on that canvas that it blinded me from the fact that I wasn’t actually moving ahead with it. Fuck that. That all ended tonight. That “perfect” canvas I was working on was my breaking point. The moment I went in that fucking room and started fucking that canvas up was the most beautiful moment of my life.

It was like I put all those years of the “perfect plan” into a blender and spilled it back up on that canvas. I knew that it was okay for me to make mistakes in life. I HAD to make mistakes in life. It was REQUIRED of me. I HAD to “fuck” that canvas up to get the bigger picture.

that shit changed me. I knew I was in a new zone now. Jesse Diaz nah PAPIKODONE nah KODONE nah KODONE 3.5 ON ACID WITH ROCKET BOOSTERS ON HIS YEEZY BOOSTS yes. Oh yes definitely.

Once the universe shook my hand and let me know it was sorry for the ride it had to give me in order for me to realize everything I just said its cool bro and kept the energy going. After that episode I caught myself drawing, writing, painting, thinking for the rest of the night. I was a new me. All I had to do was accept my mistakes and move on without worrying about a “perfect plan.”

so here I am now. In bed. Its 5:48 am and I can tell I’m probably about to come off this trip here in a bit and phew man that was insane. I’m still like loopy if ya catch my drift when writing all this but I feel like thats what makes it great and the only reason its postable lol

well thank you for reading. I’m going to try and catch some sleep. Bye. Thanks universe for showing me whats up. You’re like The Ape except you don’t terroize kids for wearing supreme you terroize them because they have their life perspectives fucked up. Not bad. Not bad.


Summary: Sometimes words were all you needed and sometimes words weren’t needed at all

Word Count:4.2k

Warnings: Angst

A/N: Thank you for 1k. 

“Pick up the pace! Let’s go! We lost our first two games!  We are not,” Neil paused to breathe, “-about to lose another!” 

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Solangelo fluff

This is a conversation between Drunk!Nico di Angelo and yourself, Will Solace.

Will Solace: Nico?!

Drunk!Nico di Angelo: YES?

Will Solace: Have… have you been drinking?

Drunk!Nico di Angelo: NO OF COURSE NOT *nervous laugh* why would you think that?!

Will Solace: Well, you’re being surprisingly talkative

Will Solace: And less self concious

Drunk!Nico di Angelo: IM JUST IN A GOOD MOOD TODAY

Will Solace: Plus you reek of alcohol


Drunk!Nico di Angelo: *SPILLED

Will Solace: I bet that someone was also drunk… and also called Nico di Angelo

Will Solace: Let’s get you back to your cabin


Drunk!Nico di Angelo: HOLY SCHIST

Will Solace: Calm down Nico, you’re overreacting

Will Solace: *sighs*

Drunk!Nico di Angelo: NUH UH


Drunk!Nico di Angelo: IM PERFECTLY CALM

Will Solace: *puts his arm around nico* I think you should come with me

Drunk!Nico di Angelo: Where are we going?!

Will Solace: To your cabin

Drunk!Nico di Angelo: WHY

Will Solace: You need to sit down

Drunk!Nico di Angelo: NO I DONT


Will Solace: …RiGht



Will Solace: … you’re only able to stand up right now because I’m supporting you

Drunk!Nico di Angelo: whaaaat NAH. I CAN TOTALLY STAND UP ON MY OWN

Will Solace: Really? Are you sure?

Drunk!Nico di Angelo: Yeah

Will Solace: *removes his supporting arm from nico*

Drunk!Nico di Angelo: *nearly loses balance but manages to stay standing up* SOO WHERE DO WE HAVE TO GO AGAIN

Will Solace: Just follow me

Will Solace: *puts arm around nico again and leads him out of the door*

Drunk!Nico di Angelo: thank the gods.. I DIDN’T SANT TO WALK ON MY OWN ANYWAY

Will Solace: If you talk any louder you’ll reawaken gaia

Will Solace: but lets go

Drunk!Nico di Angelo: PFFT VERY FUNNY

Drunk!Nico di Angelo: AND OKAY

Will Solace: *they struggle across the camp together towards the hades cabin*

Drunk!Nico di Angelo: OH SO WE’RE GOING TO THE CABINS… For what reasons?

Will Solace: Because doctor’s orders


Will Solace: I’ve spent my whole life trying to get OUT of the closet, I’m not going back in again




Will Solace: No and… definitely no.


Drunk!Nico di Angelo: AND SO DO NACHOS



Will Solace: *ignores nico as the reach the cabin*


Will Solace: …I don’t talk to you for 5 seconds and you think that’s the silent treatment?!

Will Solace: *opens door and forces nico to walk through it*


Will Solace: I’ll take you to MacDonalds tomorrow

Drunk!Nico di Angelo: YAY

Will Solace: Now lie on the bed

Drunk!Nico di Angelo: OKAY. *lays down on the floor*

Will Solace: *sighs*

Will Solace: *picks up nico and carries him to the bed*


Will Solace: I think this bed is better

Drunk!Nico di Angelo: THATS THE FLOOR. DUHHH

Drunk!Nico di Angelo: WILL, I THINK YOUR DRUNK

Will Solace: *can’t help but laugh*

Will Solace: And I think you’re an idiot

Drunk!Nico di Angelo: *looks confuse then mad* I AM NOT AN IDIOT

Will Solace: but you’re a charming idiot, so it’s okay

Will Solace: *puts nico in the recovery position and sit’s next to him*

Drunk!Nico di Angelo: I may be charming but Im pretty sure I’m not an idiot. MAYBE YOUR DRUNK AND AN IDIOT.

Will Solace: Or maybe you’re drunk and I’m the idiot

Will Solace: *massages nico’s back*

Drunk!Nico di Angelo: IM PRETTY SURE IM NOT DRUNK.

Drunk!Nico di Angelo: OKAY I AM

Will Solace: Thank the gods, he’s finally realised!


Will Solace: I suppose that’s reassuring

Drunk!Nico di Angelo: Yeah I think it’s supposed to be.

Will Solace: I’ll go with that

Will Solace: *lies down next to Nico, hugging him gently*

Drunk!Nico di Angelo: *smiles and giggles* I like it when you hug me

Will Solace: *blushes*


Will Solace: Thank you Nico, but I don’t think the whole camp needed to know your opinion *continues hugging him*


Will Solace: *sighs and gives up*

Will Solace: Fine

Will Solace: tell them all


Drunk!Nico di Angelo: *HE

Will Solace: *blushes even more*



Will Solace: Thank gods for that

Will Solace: *kisses nico on the cheek*

Drunk!Nico di Angelo: *starts blushing also* I’m blushing too now…… Huh?

Will Solace: You’re hot when you blush too


Will Solace: *kisses him again* Nope, you just look extra cute

Drunk!Nico di Angelo: Okay that’s cool with me *grins*

Will Solace: *smiles* maybe we should get some sleep

Drunk!Nico di Angelo: Okay.. *yawns and closes eyes a bit*

Will Solace: *hums You Are My Sunshine*

Drunk!Nico di Angelo: *smiles and closes eyes all the way*

Will Solace: *feels so happy just being here with nico and they eventually drift off to sleep in each others arms*

Drunk!Nico di Angelo: *sleeps well for the whole night*