and a lot of time to kill

I Want to Be Something

In light of Mark’s “I Feel Lost” video, and some of my own gross, conflicting emotions, I guess I should probably talk about them.

Mark, Jack, and Felix have all been consistent members of my life–even if they don’t know who I am. Their voices and faces have become my constant companions throughout every hard day, through every good day, through every single tear I’ve shed and every laugh I’ve had for the last four years. It’s been a long four years. Almost five now. I’ve changed a lot as a person.

Almost five years ago today, I was anorexic and depressed and I wanted to kill myself. I was at the lowest point I’ve ever been in. When I think back on this time period, it’s a bit harrowing because it hurts, knowing that there’s a scared little girl there who wanted to die more than anything. Sometimes I still do but–but I’m better now. Some days, at least.

These boys–Mark, Jack, and Felix–and I do admit, Ethan’s been a large part of this lately as well. They didn’t save my life. They never saved my life. I never wanted to say that they did–because that simply isn’t true. But they reminded me that I was strong enough to save myself, to stitch myself together long enough to save myself. That I didn’t have to be bleeding fingers and shaky hands, I didn’t have to be sad eyes and a starving stomach. I could…be myself, and that didn’t have to be bad.

I’ve been vastly inspired lately. I want to start a YouTube channel. I want to make a game. I want to create a podcast. I want to be published. All of these things I’m terrified of. Sometimes I’m scared I won’t ever see any of these goals–that I’ll never get to properly thank the people who reminded me that I was a person capable of being strong. But maybe someday I will.

I want to do so many things. I want to be someone. I’ve spent so many years of my life trying to be something–but I want to be someone, too. I want to be happy, and I’m getting there.

I make a lot of jokes about dying. I made a lot of jokes when I was 16 about never making it to 18. Now I’m 19 and I’m…getting there. I’m not there yet, and I’m not sure, with this type of thing, I ever will be, but I’m getting there.

Let’s hope for all my 19 years, I make it at least 19 more.

And guys, if you’re reading this–thank you.


anonymous asked:

Hi it's the Poly!MC anon again ^^; would you mind writing how the RFA+V+Saeran would react and help comfort MC when they found out MC's other partner has cheated on them... multiple times..



  • he would cuddle you a lot
  • give you any kind of comfort food you desired
  • offer to kick their butt (or have a girl kick their butt if said partner was a girl)
  • let you cry as much as you needed
  • take you to egg their house


  • would be so pissed
  • im talking willing to kill them if you asked him to
  • promises you that you deserve so much better
  • offers to hit on any future partner you get before you get attached to make sure they wont cheat
  • lets you vent as long as you need


  • nice cup of coffee right off bat
  • she has a shit ton of work but puts it to the side as you are most important to her
  • if they tried to fix shit with you she straight up judo kicks them
  • lets you go through any of her stuff to reassure you she isn’t doing the same thing as they did


  • will have all future partners followed to make sure they aren’t cheating on you
  • super pissed they hurt you, but even more concerned with making sure you’re okay
  • lots of comfort kisses ie forehead top of head etc
  • offers to have them politically destroyed


  • destroys them and their reputation using his hacking skills
  • lets you cry and vent as much as you need to
  • doesn’t get mad when you accuse him of doing the same, just proves he’s not
  • doing extensive checks on all future partners


  • cries with you bc you’re hurt
  • super super sweet, offers to do literally anything you ask
  • you want ice cream? ok, a wolverine? he will find a way dammit
  • ends up holding you all night


  • fucks. them. up.
  • that cult might have been bad but he learned a fuck ton of shit
  • and he used everything he was taught to fuck them up
  • super pissed they hurt you
  • held you and held back their anger while comforting you bc you were more important than his rage 
  • threatens all future partners if they hurt you


Beauty and the Beast AU (2)

A lot of people seemed interested in this becoming chaptered so here you go! The first chapter is available here: 1


The room was infuriatingly quiet. Baz resisted the urge to throw the table across the room just for the sake of disrupting the stillness. Funnily enough, there had once been a time when he would have killed to have some peace and quiet. But after years of isolation Baz found the silence to be deafening. 

The air swirled coolly through the broken windowpanes. Baz wished he could repair the palace, but the curse made sure that the castle would never look as it once had until it was broken. He wondered how much it would disappoint his mother to see her home so neglected and cringed at the thought. There was not much he could do; the enchantress had made sure of that. 

He stood up abruptly and stormed over to the rose that had altered his life forever. For a long time he had hated the flower, resented it for all that it represented. But over time he’d become almost fond of it, both of them were running out of time after all. With a sigh he stroked a finger down the glass that encased the dying rose. 


He turned to find Niall waiting in the doorway. It was still strange for Baz, even after all this time, that his best friend had become a candelabra. The guilt he always felt when he saw the consequences of his curse on the castle inhabitants flashed as he studied his friend.

Niall walked stiffly into the room, his tiny metallic feet clanking. 

“I think it might be a good idea to move the prisoner to a private room.”

The last thing that Baz wanted to think about was his prisoner. He had long given up on feeling sympathy for the people who lived beyond the castle, he only had enough left to give to the people he had cursed.  Yet he found himself feeling uncomfortable with the idea of keeping Simon a prisoner. It had been the father who Baz had wanted to punish, not the golden haired son. 

“I don’t see why.”

“He hasn’t really done anything wrong. I understand he took his father’s sentence. But shouldn’t he be free to carry it out a little more comfortably?” 

Baz growled.

“His stupidity is criminal enough to warrant a life sentence.”

Dev hoisted himself into the room, his breath heaving in his clock chest. 

“I just came to say that I do not support Niall’s suggestion to move the prisoner!”

Baz rolled his eyes.

“How very impressive of you.”

“Oh so I suppose you both want all of this, “ Niall swung his arms dramatically, making his flames dance, “To stay like this forever.”

Dev made a choked exclamation.

Baz narrowed his eyes.

“What are you getting at?”

“Niall I think you’ve said enough,” Dev sputtered.

“I’m saying what if this is the man to break the spell?” Niall said.

Baz stared at him in disbelief. It was true that the spell could only be broken if he fell in love and if that person learned to love him back. But he couldn’t believe Niall had the gall to suggest that the son of an attempted murderer was his soul mate.

“Why would I ever love such an insufferable idiot?”

Niall smirked.

“I saw the way you looked at him, he’s not that bad on the eyes is he?”

Baz grunted by way of response.  It was true, Simon was one of the handsomest people Baz had seen. It wasn’t that he was perfect, it was more that his features were interesting. His golden curls were almost brassy in lowlight, a blonde Baz had never seen before. Simon’s skin was dotted with freckles and moles, almost like a paint canvas come to life. It was the eyes though that had caught Baz’s attention. They were a flat blue, nothing very spectacular but there was a fire in them somehow, as if under the surface Simon was the kind of person who burned with life. 

“Being attractive doesn’t mean anything.”

“Right you are sir,” Dev said.

Niall clucked angrily.

“Fine. But it’s not as if you have a lot of options at the moment. And we’re I’m sure I don’t have to remind you that we’re all running out of time.”

Baz looked away from them. 

“You know I haven’t forgotten.”

“Then why not give him a chance?” Niall pushed.

Baz smoothed his hair back in order to calm himself. He wanted to yell that it was none of Niall’s business, that he could handle his love life all by himself. But he couldn’t because it wasn’t just his business; it had made it everyone’s business when the enchantress had cast the curse on them all. 

“Let’s say I do give him a chance, that I even fall for him. How does it change anything? You should have seen his face when he first saw me.”

“You can be very attractive when you put a little effort into it.”

Baz laughed humorlessly. 

“I think the grey skin and fangs are just the tad bit unattractive. Besides, that’s not the big issue is it? I’m a monster, damned.”

Dev frowned but said nothing.

“Sir, you’re thinking of this the wrong way. If he falls for you then you won’t be a monster or damned anymore. All you have to do is show him the man underneath the beast. Show him you can be more.” Niall said.

Baz clenched his jaw.

“I didn’t…It wasn’t supposed to be like this. I didn’t want to rush into finding the one, or whatever it’s called.”

“I have candles on my body and metal legs,” Niall gestured to himself, “With all due respect sir, nothing is as it was supposed to be. We just need to figure out a way forward.”

Baz studied his two best friends carefully. He needed to try, if not for himself then for his friends.

“Fine, give him the private room. But have Penny keep an eye on him while you two prepare dinner. I don’t want him escaping.”

Niall clanked his arms together excitedly. 

“Wonderful! Thank you sir. I promise you won’t regret it.”

Baz watched Niall and Dev leave the room.

“I am not sure about that,” He mumbled, even though he knew Niall was too far away to hear.

The Second Installment of the Seduction of Lord Vader, as told by A.H. Soka and Y.O.Da

Obi Wan was in Scarif, which was concerning actually. Obi Wan Kenobi, Rebel Operative, Dashing Duke, and Pirate King, should not be within a system of the Empire’s top secret military research base, much less in the very city in which it was located.

Still Vader took his fleet off to check it out and, as was typical when Obi Wan was involved, arrived just in time for the explosions to start. The Citadel Tower, which housed the massive databanks of the Imperial military research initiatives, was in flames. 

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you know what fucking kills me is that like a LOT of the time, kai winn’s self interest lines up decently with “thing that would have a good outcome for everyone including the good guys” and if she was better at selling herself she wouldn’t even be counted as a villain until we eventually realized how evil she was later. like. she’s selfish but if she was smart-selfish she could squeeze everyone around her for a long ass time before they figured out what she was doing

Hurting (Sad Shawn Imagine)

a/n: Hey guys! Hope you’re having an amazing day! Feedback on all of my stories is always highly appreciated! I’m still new at this. Thanks! Love you lots! xx

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Shawn’s POV

Being in the studio all day can be hard at times. Especially when I haven’t seen my girl in days. I missed her and it killed me knowing she was spending time with other guys. I could trust her, I knew she would never hurt me by cheating on me, but I didn’t trust any of her guy friends. They were way to obtrusive when spending time with her.

“Shawn, could you please concentrate? We did this line 4 times now.” I sighed. “Sorry, I was thinking about something.”

“All you should think about right now is this line. We’re almost done, just please try and concentrate now.” We repeated the same line a few more times before giving up. I hated when this happened, it made me upset and that was the worst feeling in the world.

The fact that Luna and two of her friends went to a club tonight made my awful mood even worse. I was jealous and I couldn’t do anything against it.

Back in my hotel room I went straight to the bathroom and stripped off all my clothes. I stepped into the shower and stood under the hot water for a while just thinking about Luna. I loved her so much it hurt not being able to see her, touch her, feel her. All I wanted was a little attention, even if it sounded selfish.

Sometimes you need to be selfish, right?

I felt my muscles relax under the steaming water. It felt good doing nothing but think for a while. I didn’t get to do this as often as I would like because of my busy schedule.

After getting out of the shower I put on my boxers and a worn-out shirt. I sat on the couch and scrolled through my social media. I saw Luna had started an Instagram-Live a few minutes ago, so I clicked on it and my heart started beating faster immediately. My face dropped when I saw her sitting in her living room with another guy. They were talking about nothing too interesting but I could tell they had a lot of fun. He made her laugh. He looked at her in ways I didn’t like him looking at her. I got even more jealous and threw my phone onto my bed.

Who does he think he is? Looking at her like that. On the Internet. Everyone can see it. She’s my girlfriend!

I took my guitar and attempted to play my anger away.

I can try to stop it, all I like
Hands down I’ve lost this fight
Thought I was strong enough for you
But I just can’t hide the truth
So, I guess I’m going down
I guess I’m going down like this

The buzzing noise of my phone made me stop. I put the guitar down and walked to my bed.

Luna was calling me. I wasn’t sure if I should answer it or not. The buzzing stopped but a few seconds later she was trying again. I just looked at it until it stopped again. I was such a coward sometimes.

Why don’t you pick up the phone? You should be home from the studio already. Call me. Love you Luna xx

I looked at the text message and read it a few times.

After a few minutes my phone buzzed again.

Shawn, I’m getting worried. Where are you?

And again.

Okay, I might be annoying you right now but please just call me or at least message me so I know you’re fine!

I couldn’t bring myself to do so. I was upset, jealous and just not in the mood to talk to her. My mixed feelings confused me and I needed to calm down first.

Mendes what the heck. Answer me!

I’m getting on your nerves, fine, I’m sorry. Maybe you’re already asleep. I’m going out now with Henry and Luke. I’ll call you tomorrow morning, when I’m not too hungover haha. I really hope you’re okay. Love you lots!! Kisses

I couldn’t believe it. She was actually going out with two guys and planned on getting drunk. Now I wasn’t only upset and jealous, I was beyond pissed.

Have fun

That was all I texted back. Just a few seconds after I hit send she was calling me again. This time I indeed picked the phone up.

“Shawn! Finally! Where have you been?” She asked me sounding worried.

“Nowhere. Where should I be?” I asked back.

“Well… I don’t know. You didn’t answer any of my calls or texts. I was worried. Is everything okay?”

“LUNA! We need to leave! The taxi’s waiting” I heard someone yell in the background, probably Henry.

Wow great. He’s with her.

“Henry could you please don’t yell at me like that? I’m on the phone.” She said. “Sorry Shawn. So… where were we? Oh yeah… Is everything okay with you? I mean… You never miss my calls at this time of the day.” She stated.

I didn’t feel like saying anything, but at the same time couldn’t leave her hanging like this.

“I’m fine. Just upset because of a line I couldn’t get right in the studio.” It was the truth, just not all of it.

“Oh no. I’m sorry babe. Do you want to talk about it? You know, tomorrow will be a new day and you will get the chance to do the line even better. You will see it isn’t that bad. Don’t be so hard on yourself. I know you can do it. I believe in you.” I could hear her smile while speaking.

“You’re probably right.” I sighed.

“Shawn… come on. There must be something else bothering you. Tell me.” She said.

Damnit! She noticed.

“If you really want to hear the truth. I’m jealous. This Henry dude is just getting on my nerves since forever. He’s so into you and I can’t even do anything against it. He’s always around you while I’m stuck in the Studio. It’s bothering me and I just can’t control my feelings anymore.”

It felt so good letting all of this out.

Luna’s POV:

Oh my god.

I didn’t know he was feeling that way. It made me feel really bad.

Why didn’t I notice any of this? I’m such a bad girlfriend.

I heard him sigh loud again.

“I don’t want to bother you with my problems. Go have fun at the club. I’ll just lock myself up in the room and play guitar for a while.” He said. I knew he didn’t really mean it. He didn’t want me to have fun. At least not with other guys.

“Shawn stop that. You know you don’t bother me. Like ever. You’re my boyfriend and you are more important to me than anyone else. So, if you are feeling upset or down or whatever I’m here to help you. To help you feel better.” I told him honestly. Henry walked up to me but I put my hand up and shook my head, signalling him to stay quiet.

“I’m sorry Luna, I’m tired. I’ll go to bed now. Bye”


“SHAWN! Are you kidding? You’re not going anywhere before feeling better. I’m not hanging up and neither are you! Don’t you dare test me on this!” I said sternly.

Normally he was such a cheerful person. Not today which bothered me a lot. Knowing Shawn wasn’t feeling good made me upset.

I heard him sigh again. “Luna please. I’m not in the mood for this.”

“Okay wait a second.” I looked at Henry. “Sorry, he’s not feeling to well. I can’t go partying tonight. This is more important.” I said. He rolled his eyes. “Wow thank you. I just waisted 2 hours waiting on you.” He huffed. “I’ll leave then. See ya.” And with that he left my apartment.

“Shawn, are you still there?” I asked concerned. “Yes.”

“Okay listen to me. I love you. Only you. You are everything for me. I don’t know what made you feel like this, I’m sorry if I gave you any reason to do so, but-“

“Stop. Luna, it’s not your fault. I just. I feel really shitty today because I can’t stop thinking about you. I can’t get you out of my head. I couldn’t even concentrate in the studio. That’s why I failed so badly. My producer was kind of mad at me which didn’t help at all. Seeing you with Henry just made me feel even worse. I’m jealous of him because he can see you, touch you, spend time with you. I just miss you so damn much it hurts!”

My heart broke into a thousand pieces.

Why haven’t I noticed any of this? I should have! I’m his girlfriend!

“I’m sorry Luna.” He started to cry.

Shawn’s POV:

Tears started rolling down my face. I felt like my heart was ripped out of my chest.

Why does love hurt so much? Shouldn’t it feel great?

“Shawn I’m so so sorry! I didn’t know any of this. I didn’t notice and I feel so bad. I’m such a bad girlfriend.” Luna said. “Please don’t cry. I know it’s hard. I miss you too, but we will get through this, right? I love you. More than I could even tell you. I wish I could be here for you. Like in a proper way.” I continued to cry while listening to her. “Baby please stop crying, I don’t know what to do. Tell me what I can do to make you feel better?” She begged.

“I love you Luna, I-I just want to h-hold you.” I sobbed.

“Me too Shawn, me too.” She sighed. “You know what? I’ll just book a ticket right now. I’m coming to LA. Maybe you’ll feel better then. I can take some days off. It’s fine. Really we just need to see each other before it’s tearing us apart.” I listened carefully, I couldn’t agree more.

It was quiet for a while which gave me time to calm down.

“Okay, I booked it. I’ll be there tomorrow at 6:34pm.” She said a few minutes later.

“I’ll pay for it. Just tell me how much, I don’t want you spending all of your well-earned money on this.” I told her.

“Spending money on flights to come see you is totally worth it Shawn!” She chuckled. “You really don’t need to pay for it. It’s fine!” This made me sigh.

“I love you Luna. Thank you. You don’t know how much that means to me.”

“I know you’re stressed out Shawn. Who wouldn’t with that schedule of yours. You put so much pressure on yourself it’s getting to a point where it’s just too much. Slow down a little, would you?” I shook my head at this. I knew where she was coming from but I just couldn’t do that. Slowing down was a no-go for me.

We talked for a little longer until Luna fell asleep on the phone. I hung up and got to bed as well.

19 hours later I waited for Luna to come through the doors at the airport. I picked up some nice flowers for her and could barely control my excitement.

When she walked through the sliding doors I couldn’t stop myself from smiling wide. She saw me, dropped all her bags and ran towards me. I embraced her in a big hug and hold her tight. She laid her head on my chest and we just stood there for a moment. This was just the best feeling ever. She looked up at me.

“Hey.” She whispered smiling brightly.

“Hi.” I whispered back.

This made me happy. She made me happy. Luna was the love of my life and I couldn’t think of living without her ever again. I loved her!

fantasticmojo47  asked:

iconic movie: pride and prejudice 2005

1000000% YES! I’ve seen it a lot of times, it’s one of my favorite romantic movies, I…

Originally posted by maryjosez

ugh the way he says I love you kills me every time!

As a matter of fact, I spent one of my nights in NYC watching this movie with my best friend, and it was one of the best nights of the whole trip :)

Send me iconic movies you think everyone should’ve seen in their lives and I have to respond honestly if I’ve seen them!

anonymous asked:

What do you think the big spoiler, regarding episode 21 could be? Could there be a major death? What are your thoughts concerning this? By the way you are really doing a great work with always keeping us up to date, thanks a lot for that :)

Well, if patterns hold, it’s time for a even season pre-finale death!

Seriously. they really like to kill major characters before the finale in even seasons. In odd seasons the major character dies mid-season.

Even: 2 - Ava and Andy. 6 - Balthazar and/or Eve depnding on your perspective. 8 - Benny. 10 - Charlie. 12 - ??????. (Odd; 5- Ellen & Jo. 7- Bobby. 9-Kevin 11-Rowena)

And 21 is Bucklemming, who are pretty bloodthirsty and responsible for most of the deaths on that list so I definitely think SOMEONE will die. My money is on Crowley and/or a British ally. 

i’ve always been entranced by video games with multiple endings, and specifically ones with endings with like, super fuckin harrowing and awful bad endings that are just gruesome beyond compare.

i think it might have something to do with playing a lot of Space Quest in my childhood, just one of the many examples of point-and-click games that were brutally and unfairly difficult to traverse at times and had some of the best and most memorable ways in which you could fuck up and get yourself killed. they freaked me out as a kid, understandably, but now that i’m an adult i find myself strangely intrigued by them

anonymous asked:

(souji route), Do you regret to have been so mean with chizuru back in time ? Because even if you're doubful by nature you know it wasn't correct to threat her almost everytime when she was already scared to death.

Okita sighs, rubbing the back of his neck awkwardly. “Yeah, I guess,” he returns, although there is still a glimmer of wariness in his eyes, as though he expects this to be used against him. “But just to be clear, she wasn’t scared to death. She’s a lot stronger than she looks, and I’m pretty sure she caught on to the fact that I wasn’t really going to kill her.” Okita pauses, narrowing his eyes in contemplation. “Unless I was ordered to, or unless she snapped, anyway,” he adds unhelpfully. “Point is, I’ve already apologized to her several times, so I shouldn’t have to justify myself to you.”

Thank You

Is it just me, but everytime someone I follow, likes or reblogs my writing I completely lose my shit. Especially if I read their fics. For example, a while ago @winchester-writes liked “Bar Time Blues” and I choked. Or @katymacsupernatural liked “Addicted To You”, @deathtonormalcy56 liked “Chronic Pain” AND THEN FOLLOWED ME, (dead) @torn-and-frayed liked “Bar Time Blues” But also I submitted it to her for the thing she was doing but her, THE QUEEN OF DEAN, said it was very Dean and again, freaking dead. @iwriteaboutdean liking a lot of my fics, eg. “Down the Whiskey Goes” as did @just-another-busy-fangirl . And @straightasdeanwinchester first person to ask to be a part of my forever tags. @supernatural-everyday liked “Sweet Tarts” which again, killed me.

So I just want to say thank you to all the people tagged because FUCK, without them, I would not have gotten to 200+ followers in under a month and a half.

nuttyrabbit  asked:

Okay, here's a fun one. After years of being apart, Nack and Nic run into each other once more, however this time they're with Carey and Fiona respectively. What happens?

OOOH I love this

Okay so, I’m actually still not certain where Nack and Nic’s relationship lies to be honest, because a lot of their supposed hatred has been told, not shown. They bicker and egg on eachother, yes, but I can’t recall them ever trying to kill eachother - not counting things said on the BK forums. 

I consider their rivalry to be strong, but they can work together and I don’t think either truly wants the other dead (but maybe my memory is faulty and they have tried to kill eachother?)


The reunion is initially as typical as it gets when Nack and Nic cross paths - scathing remarks are exchanged, they get on eachothers nerves, and are both too proud to admit that there’s a feeling of relief over knowing that their twin isn’t actually dead. 

Nic notices Carey and probably immediately assumes she’s some unfortunate hostage because ??? She doesn’t look like a merc and she’s so damned fluffy. There’s confusion at first and Nic is all about getting that poor, poor girl away from the likes of her brother. 

Until she learns that oops, not a hostage- they’re dating. She’s confused for a moment, and then has a fit of laughter. How cute is that?! She wants to know all the details on how this happened. She eggs on Nack about getting soft and promises to tell Carey embarrassing childhood stories. 

Nack is a flustered, grumpy mess. Carey is… confused, but delighted - Nack has family?! She eventually catches on to the shennanigans and tries to help Nack one up Nic.

Fiona, she’s left feeling a little awkward - family has never really been her thing. Nic’s told her about Nack before, but she’s not sure what to think or how to interact. Eventually she strides in and joins Nic in goading Nack and Carey, and is amused by how Nack starts fumbling his words in angry jargon and how lost the dog is in all this.

In the end Carey attempts to settle everyone down with varied results and she’s left with a lot of curiosity about Nic and Fiona. Nack’s huffy but his anger diminished to exchanging jabs with his sister. Fiona enjoys intimidating Carey and trying to get a rise out of her. Eventually they sort of chill out with some drinks and food.

… They’re probably gonna be the most dysfunctional family Mobius has ever seen.

misakiito-ffxiv  asked:

40. What do they wonder about? What sparks their curiosity and imagination, and why? How is this expressed, if it is?

“People,” Bell rumbled, thoughtful. “Other places, and cultures. What’s the fashion like in Doma, really? Do Garleans play Whist the same way? Do…they play any games?” He paused, as if making a mental note of that for a later inquiry.

“Ah, but mostly: people. I like watching a crowded street of strangers in a new city, just to see what a handshake means there. They laugh more easily in Thanalan, but an Ishgardian will kill you for days with just one joke,” he gestured with an ever-present cigarette. That sort of thing. 

Bell leaned back, faintly embarrassed. “I spend a lot of time travelling for research, but also just for the interest of it. To meet people, or observe a place. I keep a lot of journals, informally, but otherwise,” the mage shrugged. “I won’t talk your ear off about the sacrilegious practices of the ecclesiastical underground in Dravania unless you really want to hear about it.” He grinned wickedly.

(( Thank you, @misakiito-ffxiv! <3 ))

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a - age: 15!
b - birthplace: America
c - current time: 6:12
d - drink you last had: lemonade!
e - easiest person to talk to: My friends and bf!
f - favourite song: Ah I have a LOT!!! Let me name about five- Broken record (Atlas) , Put your head on my shoulder (Paul Anka), Kill all your friends & Thank you for the venom (both by MCR), all of Jojis song tbh…but I’ll choose Thom for the moment.
g - grossest memory: not sure…
h - horror yes or horror no: YES ALL MY YESS!!! I love horror so much…horror movies horror anything I love horror so muchhg!!
i - in love?: Yes! With Tom!
j - jealous of people?: not at the moment! I’m pretty happy with what I have.
k - killed someone?: No, but mostly because I had to have my gun and knives removed by force because of my issues! (I steal them back sometimes hehehe)
l - love at first sight or should I walk by again: I don’t understand
m - middle name: Secret!
n - number of siblings: two older brothers!
o - one wish: hehehe world domination!
p - person you called last: My brother, to pick up more sushi.
q - question you’re always asked: can you draw ___? (From my art blog)
r - reason to smile: Tom! And Edd…and Paul…and Miku…and Sal! (They know who they are!)
s - song you sang last: kill all your friends!
t - time you woke up: 2:30 Bc I slept late!
u - underwear color: Red!
v - vacation destination: Legend of Zelda (ha…I wish!)
w - worst habit: scratching and cutting/even stabbing my thigh with objects at times :( )
x - x-rays: nope! No x-rays, we die like men.
y - your favorite food: Sushi…or just any Chinese food.
z - zodiac sign: Gemini!!

I tag…. @nintndoswitch @ajin @zmirnoff @nyu @knifetothroat @scaretheater
You don’t gotta btw! But I’d love to see!

Rules: Copy this post into a new text post, remove my answers and put in yours, and when you are done tag up to 10 people and also tag the person who tagged you… and most importantly, have fun!

Tagged by: @redlionlad​ thx diana i kiss u

a - age: 18
b - biggest fear: mmm probably heights, i dont like frogs
c - current time: 11:00 PM
d - drink you last had: Pibb
f - favorite song: don’t have one i listen to a lot of osts 
g - ghosts, are they real: sure 
h - hometown: island ™
i - in love with: food
j - jealous of: people who aren’t socially awkward/anxious
k - killed someone: everyone in chat has killed someone via slander & receipts tbh
l - last time you cried: cry who?
m - middle name: Patricia
n - number of siblings: 1 bio and 2 step
o - one wish: idk, happiness and economic stability
p - person you last called/texted: like phone? um that would be Konnor. pm’d on skype i don’t want to expose peeps :^) sorry
q - question(s) you’re always asked: Are you serious? I cant tell if you are being serious.(I’m 99.9% sarcastic but apparently im so monotone that 99.9% of the time people take me seriously) Are you okay? Want to see a dank meme? (this is just konnor)
r - reasons to smile: my friends that I was so lucky and so happy to have met. They’ve helped me get through really rough times without realizing it. my current immediate family
s - song last sang: Downtown -  Majical Clouds
t - time you woke up: 6am (kms i didnt even have to be up)
u - underwear color: baaluueee
v - vacation destination: ive always wanted to go to New Zealand and Japan for the weeb food and merch, but I want to go on trip with my buddies at some point doesn’t matter where
w - worst habit: biting my thumb when I’m anxious
x - x-rays you’ve had: um… my teeth, my left wrist,
y - your favorite food: I can’t think of one I like so much food (っ˘ڡ˘ς)
z - zodiac sign: taurus moo binch

Tagging people i dont think were tagged??? idk do it if u want my dudes just know yall are rad @kiboeme @geldris @nostalgicbookworm @chonku@lazingabout @pain-in-the-asguardian @elatedchild @gloxinia

I’m happy to see everyone reblogging memes about killing Nazis, but I really hope this sentiment holds up into smaller things.  Things like being willing to condemn anti-semitism in liberal circles, the stuff that’s kept me from ever truly entering progressive groups.  The fact is, there probably won’t be any Nazis for you to scalp in the coming year, but there will be a lot of times you can speak up when your friends are being insulted, harassed or dismissed.  Will you still do that even though it doesn’t feel like a Captain America comic?

Hannibal: A dark twisted love story about a serial killer and a criminal profiler. Features manipulation, gore, and emotional trauma.

Hannibal fandom: loveable and crazy. everyone ships hannigram. jokes about cannibalism. 

Killing Stalking: A dark horror story where a one-sided love goes wrong between a stalker and a serial killer.

KS fandom: antis everywhere. shaming posts. jokes are few and far between