I just wanted to thank everyone that came to talk to me today. And I wanted you guys to show how much you love Chris. We can see that how he’s handling the show now it’s different from before, he seems to act as the amazing professional he is but I don’t think he’s happy anymore.
I never thought things would turn out this way. I never cried as much as I did today, I cried because I’ve seen people saying the most hateful kind of stuff, I cried because Chris deserves so much better other than pathetic people that don’t respect his job, I cried because Katie must have been super uncomfortable with what happened, and because of what this fandom has become.
I never, ever felt so disgusted with something as am I do with this fandom now. I never felt like everyone was just so mean and spiteful.
I just want to thank, thought, some people that made this more tolerable for me. People that I love with everything that I have: @karadavers (you were the first blog I found Karamel related and I was so, so, so happy to find someone that shipped the same thing I did, and I wanted to tell you that you are amazing, strong and one of the most amazing people I’ve met here). @actualpuppychriswood and I so proud and happy for you, for how you handle depression and for how amazing you are. We never talked but I just wanted you to know I admire your strength). @busysciencegeek (you know why I love you hahah, although sometimes I don’t due to sc), but I thank whatever God out there because you are a small beam that must be protected and I’m happy we got to meet and become friends). @gldngrl7 (thank you for amazing analysis about him, for your insights and for how open you are about anything), @winelover1989 (your sass give me life and I will read your fics lol), @karadanversprince (I love you and I love how you love Anastasia. I’m here for you whenever you need it, never forget that). @karamelizedlove (you are a ray of sunshine babe, thanks so much for making me smile), @reddragonlilly7 (we never talked much but you were there when I needed it so thank you so much), @emarasmoak (you are my God’s of fics haha, I love how you care for others and I will always be grateful for it), @thoughtsfromaclutteredbrain (thank you, thank you, thank you for everything! You helped me so much you have no idea). @zorelsmendler (omg you are my small bunny and I love you so much), @mon-kai-el (you give me life), @lena-lipbite-luthor (I don’t think I ever thanked you enough for reaching me and for how much trouble it must have been for you to find me, or for how you proved me that we could bound over something. Thank you so much, there are no words I can use to describe how thankful I am for you), @ylvalev (we never talked much but you always managed to make me smile, so thanks for that). If I forgot anyone forgive me.
You guys were my rock, and you guys are strong, brave, amazing people. I love you guys
I honestly have the worst taste in men My expectations are for these guys to be really tough on the outside but I can change them and make them nice? If that makes any sense But that’s really unhealthy because they turn out to be butts. For example, the guy I was dating a while ago was the stoic musician type and at first, it was all dandelions and roses, but as we begun our relationship it turned out he had the emotional capacity of a cactus Ahh! Sorry for the rant, but thank you for listening!