and I like it when he cries

If we’re discussing Bitty’s family having reactions to his coming out slightly more nuanced than either “we already know and love and accept you” or “we no longer have a son, get out of our lives,”

Then for your consideration I present Suzanne as the loving-and-accepting-except-SHE-CANNOT-MANAGE-HER-ANXIETY mom when Bitty comes out.  Like, she cries for two hours when he tells them, then bakes Jack a pie.  Then cries some more.

“I love you, Dicky, it’s just that your life is going to be so HARD for you!”

“What if it ever gets out about you and Jack?  Oh honey, so many people will be against you!”

“I heard about this homophobic hate crime somewhere else and thought about you and cried, then called you up to tell you about it.”

“Make sure you don’t look too… provocative when you go out to Boston this weekend, okay, sweetie?  I want you to stay safe.”

Like, essentially loving, but she needs to STOP DUMPING THIS CRAP ON HER SON.  

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Ok so I had to emotionally recover before I posted this but I saw Hamilton last night and it was ABSOLUTELY AMAZING. The choreo, the lighting, everything. It took my breath away. And I had no idea where we were sitting beforehand so when I got to my seats I was so shocked I almost cried, they were so close. Then afterwards, I hung out by stage door and GOT TO MEET CHRIS JACKSON, SYDNEY HARCOURT (who played Burr that night) AND JAVIER MUÑOZ AND ALMOST CRIED OH MY GOD. I know the selfies aren’t that good but I was just so overwhelmed bit Javier asked what my name was and I told him Elizabeth and HE ASKED IF HE SHOULD CALL ME ELIZA. LIKE THATS A THING THAT HAPPENED. Then today I got to see the Ham4Ham with Jesse Tyler Ferguson and they put me in front of the barricade and I ended up on the Hamilton snapchat and oh my god this has been the best two days of my life I can’t believe this.

anonymous asked:

May I'm the anon that said Ari and Dante remain me of kaisoo. Okay so Kyungsoo is Ari and Jongin is Dante. only personalities, okay so Kyungsoo is Ari because ari smiles when Dante does or says something for like the simplest thing "Dante was starting at his feet. That made me smile" that's one ex. I know he smiles with anyone but... Another reason is when Dante cried for the bird and Ari didn't understand why he was crying idk but that screams Kyungsoo. Ari is a thinker and so is Kyungsoo (1)

When Dante wrote the masturbation letter to Ari and ari being sorta pissed as to why Dante wrote him that. That’s totally Kyungsoo. I know there’s more things but i can’t think of some. Okay so Jongin as Dante because first of all he hates shoes idk if Jongin hates shoes but it remained me that Jongin hates wearing shirts. Another reason why is when Dante cried when those two boys killed the birds he cried because hes Dante, Jongin will totally do something like that of some sorts. (2)

When Dante wrote letters to Ari especially the letter about masturbation and him wondering if Ari did it and what he thought of when he did it. Again there’s more things I just can’t think of some from the top of my head. I think I’m going to reread it, its really is good it’s beautiful. May if you can think of some things if they remain u of kaisoo pls tell me I’m hopeless. And when I reread it again I’ll occasionally stop by n tell u other reasons why they remain me of kaisoo:)

Wow, that was so nice! Again, when I first read Ari and Dante it totally reminded of another couple I like cofHIMUPcof, the smallest details as height difference and some characteristics. But when you pointed out like that I think you’re right. Dante sensitive personality is similar as Jongin’s for crying and taking care of each other. While Ari could be similar to Kyungsoo because they supress their feelings inside. The differences are in the way that, while Ari explodes in some moment, Kyungsoo said in interviews that he doesn’t do that, only forgets the problem in hand. For me, they’re still not that similar to Ari and Dante, but they have some aspects that we can relate to.

But a fictional gay otp that I thought that was similar can be found in  Black Dagger Brotherhood. This series has a lot of books. A lot. More than ten. I read only the first one and I didn’t keep up with the rest. Until my professor tells me that one of them is made by a same sex couple.

And, by my surprise, some stuff made me think about KD! There’s one of them that seems to be cold but is super sensitive and do stupid stuff, like he let the keys of his car INSIDE the car and he was stolen and he threw himself in front of a moving car. It’s extremely absurd, but this reminded of how Jongin sometimes can do stuff without thinking and it made me laugh a lot. The other character is more calm, controled, he thinks a lot and he has had hair loool. They just kind of clicked in some stuff and I had this in my mind for a while and I wanted to share. I didn’t finish the book tho, but I’ll someday. It’s good to kill some time.

But feel free to tell me more things that makes you remind of Kaisoo in Ari and Dante! I need to reread this book myself as well. When I do, I’ll elaborate more my thoughts for sure ^^

Double Trouble - Sidney Crosby

“Mr. and Mrs. Crosby?” you heard an attendant say. “Doctor Sawyer is ready for you.”

You smiled and got up from your seat, taking your husband’s hand, the other on your belly. You were only about 3 months, after all.

“Thank you.” you said, walking back to Doctor Sawyer’s room with Sidney. It was the first time he went to one of your appointments, since his schedule was always so busy. He practically cried when you told him you were having a baby. 

He loves kids and you two had been waiting so long to have one of your own. You two even planned on adopting one, no matter what, but only after trying for one first. It just felt like the right thing to do to give a child a loving home and family.

“Good morning, (Y/N).” Dr. Sawyer greeted as you two walked into the room. “I take it this is Sidney.”

“Yes I am.” he grinned. “Sidney Crosby, doc. It’s a pleasure to meet you.”

“And you as well. (Y/N)’s told me a lot about you.” she noted, shaking his hand. “Alright, (Y/N), time for your checkup. Time to see how everyone’s doing.”

You smiles and got onto the table, the waxy paper crunching beneath you as you sat down. Doctor Sawyer went through all the necessary procedures, asking questions every here and there about your diet, level of activity, and other such important topics.

“Alright.” she said, putting her pan away and setting down her clipboard. “You ready to have your first sonogram?”

“Yes please.” you grinned, lying down on the table, lifting your shirt up a bit to reveal your bump. “Sid, you’re going to love it. I saw them do it when my sister was expecting and it was so cool.”

“I know I will.” he grinned. “And yes, please. We’d like to have a look.”

“Of course,” she said, turning on the monitor and grabbing the cool gel from the counter. “This will be cold, by the way.”

“I know.” you said, shivering a bit as she put some of it on your belly. “It’s worth it.”

She smiled and grabbed the little device and started moving it through the gel.

Sid grinned as he heard your baby’s heart. “There’s… Babe, that’s-”

“Yeah, that’s our baby.” you grinned, eyes locked onto the monitor. “Hey, sweetie.”

The doctor smiled and kept moving the device as you shifted your gaze to Sidney. His eyes as bright as stars, much like his smile, were focused on your belly. Understandably so. 

You then heard an almost echo in the beating in the room. “Oh, must be a glitch or frame rate or something.”

The doctor kept her gaze on the screen. “Well, good news, you two. Heartbeats are nice and strong, the babies look healthy and properly developed for this stage.”

“That’s good to kno-…” you said before realizing the key word in her sentence. “Babies? You said babies. As in more than one.”

“Yes, I did.”

“Why did you… What?”

“Here.” she said, moving the device over to show a small, large-headed, human-y blob. 

“That’s one… And here,” she said, shifting it over in the other direction. “Is the other.”

You looked at the screen in disbelief as you saw another blob, just as big as the other one in the same shape, the heartbeats loud and prominent throughout the room.

“Twins?” you said, voice strung with disbelief. “I-I’m gonna have… Oh Sidney!!”

“Two. Oh my god, we’ve got two little babies in there.” he said, still staring at the screen.

“Yep.” said the doctor. “I hadn’t any idea until now, either, since this is your first sonogram. But I’m used to finding out this way. I keep calm.”

“So… We’re having twins?”

“It explains why your bump’s bigger than average, at this stage.” she notes. “Almost done with the first trimester and you can find out the genders in about 2 months, when you hit 5 months. It’s easiest that way.”

“Okay.” you said, smiling at the screen. “It sounds like a plan.”

“Excellent.” Dr. Sawyer said, taking the device away and cleaning it off before putting it back, handing you a cloth. “Here, clean yourself off with this. I’ll go get pictures developed, if you want them.”

“Absolutely please.” Sidney answered immediately. “We’d love that.”

“Alright. I’ll be back in a few minutes. Feel free to talk.” she said, leaving and letting you two alone.

“Sidney, I-”

“Twins…” he said, his face breaking out into a grin. “(Y/N), we’re having twins!”

“You’re not freaking out?” you asked, rubbing the leftover gel from your belly.

“No- I mean, I am a little, but I’m way more happy than I am scared. (Y/N), we’re going to have two little babies that look like us. That we made. I couldn’t be happier.”

You smiled at him. “Neither can I. I hope they have your eyes.”

He smiled. “I hope they have your hair.”

“I hope they have your skills in hockey and your smile.”

“I hope they have your brains and your ability to actually sing.” he said, trying not to giggle.

“You’re not that awful babe.” you countered.

“Still the worst in the league.” he said. “I’m just really glad that you and I get to have this moment.”

“Me too.” you smiled. “I think they’re in good hands when they get here.”

“I do, too.” he replied, smiling as the doctor came  back with a large envelope.

“Here you are.” she grinned. “You two are free to go now. If you have any questions, just call me and ask. It’s my job.”

“Thank you, Doctor.” you smiled, taking the envelope and getting off the table, fixing your shirt. “We’ll be sure to do so.”

“Thank you. Have a nice day, you two. I’ll see you soon.”

You grinned, taking Sidney’s hand and leaving. “So… Your parents are going to flip.”

“Not as bad as yours.” he noted, sounding confident.

You smirked. “You wanna bet, Mr. Crosby?”

He gave you one as well. “Why yes, my dear Mrs. Crosby, I do.”

You smiled. “Alright, then. Loser cleans the dishes tonight, after dinner.”

“You’re on.”

anonymous asked:

Headcanons for young!Soldier 76? Thank you!! I'm loving your writing.

- when he was like highschool young, he was a football player and a straight a kinda kid. he was probably popular but not the mean kinda popular, the kind that makes sure to make conversation with everyone he runs into, even the “”unpopular”” kids.
- he had a german shepard when he left to join the army, but while he was gone it died and he cried when he came home and found out.
- he tried to befriend everyone in overwatch when he first joined, he tried to do it when he was in the army too. it was weakness, really.
- he was the kinda guy to give people pep talks whenever they were feeling even remotely down.
- he had a soft spot for kids, and still does.
- the only reason he ever changed to the gruff old man he is now, is because he saw the hate in the world and he knew that before kind would have been his down fall.

thank you for the request!!! 

i took this photo in the evening of january 10th this year. i was waiting for my dad to pick me up from a friend’s house and it had started snowing. when i came home i went for a walk, and when i came home everyone had gone to sleep so i was up in the living room looking out at the snow. i was listening to david bowie. the next day when i woke up, on january 11th, alone in the house, because everyone had gone to work, i turned on the news and found out that he’d passed away january 10th. i cried a lot. i just remember this night and the following morning so well. it’s still so vivid and alive in my memory. like it just happened last night.

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Monster Reunion Commentary

(Before I start, may I say it’s been a while since I did a Review)

Now Steven needs to leave MC Bear-Bear when he goes to DJ Camp-Nevermind.

I like Pearl’s horrified face.

Pearl is precious Bird Mom

But future vision.

The Ultimate Face Off of Will… That Garnet loses

Centipeetle!

I like how Steven just casually did that.

ehh…. 50/50

So do I Steven.

Centipeetle’s in pain and her cries sound painful!

Wait what was that Pearl said? Damage from the Diamonds?!?!

No Centipeetle!

Let Steven try! You can’t win the battle of will!

Gurgle-click-click… what a interesting name.

Yeah don’t bring that up Steven.

Ahh-Squak-Squak!

Nice, and yeah, Gurgle-click-click can’t really talk.

But she can understand.

OW MY FEELS!

Hello what is that?

Intriguing….

I have several questions now.

Part of the colonizing force.

That thing at the end of Same Old World…. It must have corrupted the gems!

Motherfucking Diamond Authority! It was them!… probably

No Centipeetle!

OW MY FEELS AGAIN!

Centipeetle’s crys…. and transforming…

The rest of the crew.

Amathyst where did you come from.

OWW MY FEELS A THIRD TIME!

Homeworld script! Amazing!

Good episode, but I still have several questions though, Like what exactly did the Diamond Authority do to corrupt the Corrupted Gems, and how?

but for real tho spark’s whole thing is about eggs and breeding so we can safely assume he’s the best parent/breeder ever and cradles the eggs and warms them with the highest thread count blankets and probably carries them on him with those baby holders and when they hatch he cries bc he loves his baby pokemon so much and shushes candela and blanche when theyre fighting bc “MY CHILDREN ARE SLEEPING"

like please consider Wholesome Father Spark™ and how good and kind and gentle he is to his babies

things I want in BBC Les Mis:

  • fantine’s squad
  • the courfeyrac/marius friendship, particularly the “I have come to sleep with you” line
  • the enjoltaire death scene. pls
  • AZELMA
  • triumvirate friendship!
  • jehan’s death scene
  • Father Mabeuf
  • battle of waterloo? like not the whole fuckin tangent but just the scene with thénardier and pontmercy would be rad
  • georges pontmercy!
  • gillenormand (as long as he’s portrayed as the asshole he is)
  • gueulemer! he is always forgotten rip
  • the musain ladies like floréal, madame hucheloup, louison, matelote, gibelotte, etc
  • THE SCENE WHERE MARIUS BANGS HIS HEAD INTO A TREE FOR TWO HOURS AND COSETTE CRIES
  • VIVE L’EMPEREUR
  • that scene when marius thinks he’s ugly and courf is all like “no dude wtf you’re hot as hell”
  • wHEN VALJEAN ALMOST GETS BURIED ALIVE
  • romani javert,,, PLS im so sick of the whitewashing
  • just a diverse cast in general
  • MUSICHETTA

Yoo Kihyun cried today as well as everybody else but Kihyun’s tears just struck a nerve in me because he hasn’t cried like this since Monsta X was officially created during No.Mercy so excuse me if I’m becoming a lil emo because these tears mean SO SO MUCH and here’s why:

- Momma Yoo is the one who always comfort the kids and telling them not to cry at award shows
- He’s the one who usually starts the “don’t cry” chant whenever Minhyuk, Wonho, or Jooheon are about to tear up because he knows Monbebe will worry
- He didn’t cry when they didn’t get any rookie award they expected to win and totally deserved to win
- Not during Monsurprise where Wonho was legit bawling and everyone was probably at their lowest point
- Not at their comeback showcase where Jooheon literally broke down in fear of disappointing Monbebe after such a long absence, he even reminded Jooheon that grandmother Yongguk as well as their families are watching so they shouldn’t make them sad

And now he’s crying with that gorgeously exposed forehead (im sorry this means a lot to me) because he thinks he didn’t do enough to deserve everyone’s love and support.

And that goes for the entirety of Monsta X who always think they need to do more and get more recognition to repay us Monbebe even though to Monbebe their hardwork and existence alone is enough.

And this saddens me because they don’t need to do anything more but if it’s gonna raise their confidence and make them happy then you know what let’s give it to them. It’s about time our babies get the recognition they deserved–it’s overdued.

Stop sleeping on Monsta X.

Let’s get them their first win.

I feel like the most important part of this song is when Pearl says,

“…now I’ve got to be there for her son.”

No, not like it’s a bother. Not like she hates doing it. Of course not. We all know she loves Steven. But I think that part of her loves Steven because he’s Rose, and I think she knows this. Not solely because he’s Steven. I think part of the reason she wants to move on so badly from Rose is so that she doesn’t have to hurt Steven anymore.

I remember in Rose’s Scabbard she lashed out at Steven and cried in part because she didn’t mean to do that, she never means to make Steven think it’s his fault that the love of her life is gone now, but it DOES happen occasionally. I’m sure it’s been hard for her to accept that Rose isn’t coming back and she knows in no way is that Steven’s fault, but it’s also hard because it’s really no one’s fault.

I think she wants to move on because that way she can truly love Steven for who HE is, rather than the fact that he is a part of Rose (and she loves all of Rose, by default).

She needs to love Steven for Steven. Not for Rose.

I believe Pearl truly loves Steven but her heart has been clinging to him as the last remnant of Rose that she has. But Rose never chose Pearl to begin with, which is why Steven exists. Once she can learn to accept all this and truly move on, she can completely love Steven the way she means to.

And I think this episode was a real step towards that for Pearl.

okay my fav thing right now is the pokemon go team leaders being in a poly relationship bc that is just so perfect and listen

-i know spark is suppose to be this meme lord and all but listen to me he will fucking mess you up if he saw you hurting a pokemon or one of his friends

- get wrecked bc no one can save you from his wrath

- candela is so hot like lord help me i am not straight

- she is not cool i repeat she is a nerd and weird and probably cries a lot

- candela acts really cool tho and her first impression makes girls very weak, super kick ass but when she gets in fights she always tries really hard not to burst into tears bc she in sensitive but she still kicks ass

- she just internally apologizes to the pokemon and kid she just totally fucking destroyed

- inside she’s just “shit shit i am such a terrible person i am crushing this kids dreams, im breaking they’re heart oh no” and then another voice that sounds like Blanche tries reasoning with her “pls chill no you are not, beside if it bothers you just let the kid win” this next part is out aloud “NEVER, VICTORY OR DEATH!!!!”

- candela definitely encourages spark’s crazy meme-loving behavior but she is just as bad

- she calls him sparky which is just my heart exploding

- blanche is just too much okay they are definitely non-binary and is too good looking

- both candela and spark are screwed

- they need to chill

- blanche is super collected but gets really weird at like 3am, is the one who asks the weird questions when candela and spark are trying to sleep

- “i just really like eevees okay, there are just so many possibilities, they can be anything, do anything, i want to be an eevee, they are just really soft and pretty and space is just so big, wait i think i saw, WAS THAT A SHOOTING STAR?!?!” Blanche practically falls out of bed pointing at the ceiling

- Spark jumps out the bed and and is looking around frantically screaming “WHERE? WHERE? I DONT SEE IT, DO YOU SEE IT? WAS IT REALLY A SHOOTING STAR” he asks shaking an angry candela

- “no. no it was not. Why? BECAUSE WE ARE INSIDE A HOUSE! GO TO SLEEP” you do not want to see a sleep deprived candela

- “i swear to god Spark if you encourage Blanche one more time I will fucking annihilate you” “what about Blanche, they’re the one doing all the talking” “Blanche’s hair is too nice, i can’t hurt them” “tru”

- “who even says annihilate these days???” “i do, fight me sparky”

- blanche listens to electro pop and is proud

- spark hates it “HELP!!! MY EARS ARE BLEEDING!” blanche makes direct eye contact and turns the volume up to drown out the screams

- spark loves electric type pokemon and unfortunately they love him a little too much

- this kids gets his stupid ass electrocuted 5x a day and Blanche is just done

- on the plus side Spark uses all the static electricity to completely scare the shit out of candela, he just taps her on the shoulder and her hair just stands up on end

- its actually really cute

- Candela wears Spark’s clothes and she especially like Blanche’s weird long ass jacket

- she does that dramatic *swish* turn

- she definently does impressions of both of them, she’s kinda terrible at it

- every chance candela gets she’s screaming “TEAM VALOR” she tried getting it tattooed on her arm with a really badass looking charizard breathing fire but Blanche was not having any of it

- “I DONT CARE WHAT YOU PERMANENTLY ETCH ONTO YOUR SKIN AS LONG AS ITS NOT THAT MONSTROSITY” blanche shouts while pointing at a poorly drawn sketch that spark had made

- the feud lasts three days and spark is both scared and a little turned on

- in a moment of clarity candela decides to get a tattoo of something else bc what was she thinking????? that sketch is put up on the fridge bc spark is super proud of it

- candela has a tattoo now, maybe more than one

- blanche and spark are weak

- Spark sometimes braids Blanche’s hair

- Candela literally almost dies bc Blanche with a braid is too much

- candela is still cool i want everyone to know that but honestly she is a mess

- blanche most of the time is just lowkey roasting everyone like they’ll insult you in such a dead pan way and is basically savage

- spark my sweet boy is still meme trash and only communicates in the group chat with gifs that are really out of context

- blanche is a sucker for horoscopes and anything related to zodiacs

- “candela maybe you should stay inside today” blanche says worriedly “why?”candela asks and she sees spark peering over Blanche’s shoulder to read the screen “yeah it says you’re gonna die today” “wow again?” “yep” she walks out the front door anyways

- candela hogs the blankets

- spark microwaves things that dont belong in the microwave and no one is happy

- between a disapproving blanche and a scolded spark “why???” “the internet said this wouldn’t happen” “the internet is full of lies” spark emits a shocked and slightly offended gasp

- candela can make a solar powered microwave which they use until they buy a replacement

- spark is officially banned from the microwave, not the kitchen just the microwave

“Why are we doing this?” he whispers. His voice is shaking.

His voice never shakes. He never cries.

“You’re leaving,” he tries to reason. “Why are we putting off the inevitable? Why are we giving ourselves even more reasons to break when…” he falters.

The pain in her chest grows a little bit more, just like it has every day since she met him, but her voice is strong. “Because loving you right now, right here, in this moment, is worth it. It’s worth breaking for.”

“Loving you is worth every piece I’ll lose,” she breathes.

—  For you - you will always be worth it, 16/07/2016

i saw 5sos tonight and during jet black heart we screamed & screamed for Michael for over four minutes and it took him three tries to start singing. he was crying so much. every time he would start we were all quiet then but he’d be like “every.” “everybody’s…sorry
"everybody’s got their demons..” and it made me sob so hard. it broke my heart to see him crying, if it wasn’t for them two years ago I’d probably be long gone, i have so much to thank them for and seeing him cry made me so emotional. i wanna be there for him when he cries & i cried with him.

sorry if this got emotional but i love them that meant a lot to me it made me emotional.

anonymous asked:

jd in the movie and musical are essentially the same, the difference is just that the latter sings out what he's feeling. the movie is more subtle because people are more subtle, just because it's not blatantly put out there doesn't mean it's not there.


Ok my dude I’m just gonna write you a list bc actually the two are 10000% different and if you can’t see that I don’t think you understand the characters very well at all lmao. I wrote this in like 10 minutes so sorry if there’s typos or mistakes or anything.

•In the musical he shows empathy. He cried when Veronica cried, he beat up Kurt and Ram and was furious with them for hurting Veronica whereas movie JD was very apathetic and even seemed to find it funny. Also shown in his reaction to Veronica’s death. Movie JD was distressed for sure, but his reaction was the same as most people’s reactions would be to finding out their dog tore up their favorite pair of shoes. In the musical, he’s completely devastated and begs her to come back.

•Is much more human and emotional. Saying “But that’s just because he sings about it!” isn’t an excuse, because the things he says in his songs could easily be translated into words, but movie JD never said anything remotely similar TO those songs. (It can really be shown in the lyrics to every song he sings - Freeze your Brain, Our Love is God, Seventeen, Meant to be Yours). He was very clearly in pain when talking about his mom’s death in the musical, but in the movie he was like “Eh, it’s a shame.” Now I’m not saying that doesn’t mean he wasn’t sad about it, but it’s just an example of how much more emotional he IS.

•His death shows a HUGE difference difference between the two. Movie JD died almost casually, because he was over life and he wanted to make a statement. Musical JD died, crying and terribly sad, because he loved Veronica and wanted to save her.

•Speaking of, his love for Veronica is a big character difference. I actually wrote a bit about that here. In the movie he said “I loved you” when he found her hanging, but again, it was so casual and it was said almost as if it was just a throwaway line, so I have a hard time believing that. For the most part JD saw Veronica as a means to an end - she hated them as much as he did, she could help him kill them. His motivation for killing them in the movie was because they were assholes and he thought they deserved to die simply for that. In the musical, his motivation for killing Heather, Kurt and Ram was because they all had one thing in common: They all hurt Veronica. THAT was his motivation for killing them in the musical.

•While this could have a bit to do with the actor who plays him, even by objectively looking at his lines in the musical you can see very clear differences in the things he says, his mannerisms, the way he says things, etc.

•I could point out so many scenes showing this. When he introduces Veronica to his dad, for example. In the musical, he can see that Veronica is clearly uncomfortable and tries to get his dad away from her by saying “Veronica was just leaving,” when his dad walks in and telling his dad to put away the alcohol because again, it was making Veronica uncomfortable. AND, that scene shows another huge difference between musical and movie JD - in  the movie, despite seeing that Veronica is uncomfortable, JD asks her (in kind of a creepy way) to stay for dinner. In the musical, the exact opposite happens. His dad asks her to stay, and, seeing that she clearly doesn’t want to, JD tells him that it’s not a good idea.

•Seventeen is a really important song that says a lot about JD and Veronica as individuals as well as their relationship. Most of the songs in the musical have a scene that (loosely) matches them in the movie, but Seventeen doesn’t. Why? Because it wouldn’t make sense. In the movie Veronica and JD were too apathetic (i know i keep using that word but its really accurate tbh) to care about their relationship like that. Veronica didn’t love him enough (or at all) to try to get him to change and be with her, and he didn’t love her enough/didn’t even have the capacity to become a decent person. In the musical, even though he failed miserably, he did try. He tried to be a good person for her and it was clear while they were singing together that he wanted everything she wanted as well. This song is SO drastically different from anything that happened in the movie, if you can’t see the clear differences by that song alone idk what to tell you.

You can read into the movie all you want, and sure, he probably is more emotional in the movie than we see, but the fact remains that he and musical JD are two very very VERY different people. Same with Veronica and the Heathers, actually, but I can make a post about that later lmao.