and I got really really sad

Moves and Tears

I haven’t really talked much about my move in general and neither has @punch-drunk-lust. This move wasn’t easy; it was sad and hard and emotional for the both of us. But we did it because we knew this is exactly where we needed to be and I am so grateful we got this amazing opportunity to fulfill our dreams.

In the mean time, if you’re looking out for us and want us to succeed, or you’re just really nice and want to send us a WELCOME TO YOUR NEW HOME AND ADVENTURE gift we would be so appreciative!! I’m linking our Wishlist below. Obviously it’s called a Wishlist for a reason but you never know!

Check out this list: https://www.amazon.com/registry/wishlist/1CITACGH2WVXW/ref=cm_sw_r_sms_it_wl_o_dqQMxb06VCKGV


Thank you so much for always supporting us 😘

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There is no easy way for me to engage with romance. I’m really busy, so I can’t. And it’s a good thing that I feel really independent and I feel that my friends are all I need. It’s kind of a sad way I got there, though, being shamed into it… Well, what else is it when you have two boyfriends in one year and everyone’s calling you boy crazy and making jokes about you at awards shows? That’s public humiliation. And I don’t think it’s fair.

sunrise9memories  asked:

How about your favourite GN'R lyrics/songs ? The ones that really changed your perspective on life ?

First of all I totally agree with you, he has such a way of singing those songs that he can transmit his emotions to us very well. Even if you don’t understand the lyrics you can’t help yourself getting sad when listening to estranged or getting angry when listening to out ta get me. That said, it’s really hard to pick faves but I’ll try my best. I really love SCOM especially the “She’s got eyes of the bluest skies / As if they thought of rain / I’d hate to look into those eyes / And see an ounce of pain” part. I also really love the last part of rocket queen, the last part of coma and All of november rain tbh. And of course estranged gets me everytime especially the line “why must it drift away and die” and “I knew the storm was getting Closer / And all my friends said I was high / But everything we’ve ever known’s here / I never wanted it to die” part. Civil war is also a very powerful song and it gets you thinking about what’s right or wrong. As you said, the list can probably go on forever but I’ll stop here 😄 Thanks for the ask 😊

anonymous asked:

About the most recent episode; I thought I was the only one who had a really hard time watching it. I mean it makes me really sad that someone else got hurt like that but sadly I'm relived to not be alone I'm sorry

It’s ok, suffering together makes it better

there are so many good gifs in this ep and i can’t find them

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Originally posted by r0ck-my-w0rld

also, really, where did Sam’s fear of clowns come from? I mean, if Sam got dropped off there while Dean went trolling for chicks…

that is going to lead me to some really not good places. brilliant. I’m not going to drag y’all with me though. because it’s not the fun sort of ‘i’m making everyone else sad along with me’ awful headcanons.

Star Trek Beyond

I really enjoyed the movie on the whole.

I was far too emotional whenever Anton Yelchin was on screen, it made me realise this was our final chance at seeing him on the big screen & it made me so sad! The toast Kirk gave at the end of the movie ‘to absent friends’ and it cutting straight to Anton broke me & the closing title of 'For Anton’ made me sob!

The scenes surrounding Leonard Nimoy also got me choked up, especially seeing his robe & the photo of the original cast.

All in all I really enjoyed the movie, it just made me incredibly sad that we lost Anton so soon, he deserved so much more! RIP

anonymous asked:

Ok so can you write something that's Neko!Dan and Master!Phil but Phil has a boyfriend who doesn't like Dan so he mistreats him when Phil isn't around. I just really liked the idea and wanted to see what you could do with it :D

This is really sad just warning…… 2016!phil 2009!dan (London flat) (this is so long omg)

WARNINGS: Rape/noncon, abuse, self harm, cutting

– Dan met Charlie for the first time eight months ago. He seemed nice and all at first. To clarify, Charlie was Phil’s new boyfriend. Dan had been quite jealous of him before he even met him because he got certain attention Dan couldn’t get for a list of reasons. Dan was Phil’s neko. He adopted Dan when he was twelve, and now he was nineteen. When Charlie came over for the first time and was introduced to Dan, Dan didn’t like him. The way he looked at him made Dan uncomfortable. The younger boy sat curled up in his room the first time he was over. Dan remembers that Phil had to run to the store and left Charlie at the flat with Dan.

– Dan remembers Charlie walking into his room with a weird look on his face, and coming right up to him. Dan curled his tail around himself and his ears were flat against his head. At first Charlie just came up and reached to pet him, but then he yanked on his ear. Dan yelped and tried to run under the bed, but Charlie held on. He smiled and gripped harder, “So Daniel, are you the little slut I think you are? I think you want a good cock to suck, yeah?” Dan shook his head quickly and tried backing up. Charlie pushed him onto the floor and dragged him against the wall. Dan remembers what he said, “Suck me off or I’ll wreck things this apartment and tell Philly it was you.” “N-No I’m not doing that! He won’t believe you!” Dan was crying by this point. He cried easily.

– He remembers Charlie walking out into the hallway and hearing things shatter. Dan ran out into the kitchen and saw shattered mugs and in the living room a broken lamp. Dan was internally freaking out. Phil wouldn’t believe Charlie did this. Charlie grabbed Dan’s tail and yanked him back to his room. Tears were stinging his cheeks and his tail ached. Charlie left and slammed Dan’s door shut. Dan curled up in a ball and cried. He heard Phil coming in and him gasping. Dan shoved his head in his knees and sniffled. He could hear Phil stomping down the hallway with Charlie.

– “Daniel James! What compelled you to break all those things! You’re in so much trouble!” Phil yelled. Dan hiccuped and sobbed into his tail while Charlie was grinning behind him, “Well I did walk in here to say hello and walked in on him fingering himself so I probably just scared him. He was being pretty loud so I was afraid he was hurt or something.” Charlie lied, trying to sound concerned. Phil looked disgusted and hurt, “Dan! Why would you do something like that when people are here! That’s rude and you’re in so much trouble!” Phil shook his head and walked up to grab Dan’s collar. Dan squirmed and he followed Phil as he dragged him. Dan knew where he was going. He never went there because he was a very good kitty. Before Dan knew it, he was thrown in a cage. Phil didn’t listen to one word he said.

~A month later~

– Things hadn’t gotten better, they had gotten worse. Charlie had hit Dan and yelled at him whenever Phil wasn’t around. But this was the first time anything sexual happened to Dan. Dan was in the bathroom laying on the fuzzy rug, which he loved, and then Charlie walked in. Dan’s first reaction to him was hissing and Charlie laughed and shook his head, “Naughty kitty, you know better than to hiss at me. Remember what I said I wanted you to do the first time we met? Well I do, and you still haven’t done it, so that’s what’s happening today.” Dan continued to hiss and back up against the wall. He hated where this was going, it was going to hurt. He could tell he was pissing Charlie off as Charlie grabbed his hair and pulled hard. Dan yelped and tried to scratch him, but Charlie hit him. Dan held his cheek and sunk down, “There you go Dan. Sit on your knees just like that.” He started undoing his pants and pulling them down to his thighs. Dan cried out as Charlie’s hard member was right in his face.

– “Open wide Danny,” Charlie laughed before forcing himself down Dan’s throat. It burned and pain radiated from his jaw. Little concealed crying noises filled the bathroom. Charlie thrusted into Dan’s mouth and gripped his hair hard and moaned deeply, “Fuck Dan. Your such a whore. My whore.” Dan had tears going down his cheeks fast and his jaw ached. He felt Charlie speeding up his thrusts into his throat and his breathing quickening. Dan’s body laid limp, even his tail. Dan gagged over and over again, choking in breaths. He heard Charlie laughing.

– “Fuck shit! You’re going to swallow like the little slut you are. Right whore?” Charlie growled and fucked Dan’s mouth harder. Dan made a inaudible sound and Charlie smirked. Dan could feel hot liquid leaking down his throat and he felt Charlie slowing down. Hot tears burned Dan’s cheeks as Charlie pulled out of his swollen throat. Dan was going to give him an insult, but he couldn’t talk his throat hurt so bad. Charlie laughed loudly and left the bathroom. Dan laid there motionless and cried. Every sob hurt his throat more and more. Dan heard the front door open, meaning Phil was home. Dan curled up and tried to hide in the corner of the bathroom.

– “Dan? What’s wrong?” Phil peaked in the bathroom and saw Dan crying. Dan tried to talk, but failed. Charlie came running behind him and grinned evilly, “Oh he’s faking it to get out of trouble. He broke your DS!” Phil looked so angry and he turned around. He followed Charlie into the living room and saw the broken item. He ran back into the bathroom and dragged Dan again back to  the cage. Sometimes he felt he was in here more than out.

~Two months later~

– Dan was alone in the flat all day and was just playing with a ball of yarn in his boxers on his floor when he heard both of them come back. Dan whined when he heard Charlie’s voice. Dan threw on a t-shirt and sweatpants to hide the bruises on his body. Phil walked in and saw Dan playing with yarn and laughed slightly. Dan gave a fake smile and perked his ears up, “Have you been a good boy today Danny?” Phil asked, thinking the answer was yes. Dan heard a gasp in the living room that was obviously fake, and heard Charlie coming down the hall, “If he said yes he’s lying! There is jizz all over a pillow out here!” Charlie growled. Dan really didn’t do anything, so he knew Charlie must’ve put something white on the pillows. Phil frowned and walked out.

– Phil returned in a matter of seconds with a very angry look on his face, “What is wrong with you Dan! Why has your behavior been such shit these last three months! Your such a bad pet!” The words stung Dan, Phil always tried to avoid calling him a pet. Because he always said he was more than that. Tears fell down Dan’s cheeks rapidly, and for a second Dan could see guilt in Phil’s eyes, but hate quickly overtook it. Phil slammed the door and locked Dan inside. That was the first night Dan cut. He remembered finding a loose sharp piece of metal from one of his toys and dragging it across his wrists. The sting from each cut. It helped slightly with the pain. Dan had blood all over his arms, it got all over his white t-shirt, so when his arms stopped bleeding he shoved it down in his dresser and threw on a black jumper.

– He hasn’t worn short sleeves since.

~One month later~

– Dan had cut almost every other day since the first time. His arms didn’t even look like arms by now. Just a mangled mess. Dan was a lot more kept to himself and sad all the time, but nobody seemed to notice. Not even Phil. The other night Dan heard them say they loved each other. Dan cried. But now Dan was sitting on the couch, and Charlie was just walking in. Dan curled up and held his tail with his ears flat. Dan saw something behind Charlie’s back. It was a rope. Dan didn’t know what he was going to do. Out of all the times he had sexually assaulted him, he never tied him down or anything. Charlie grabbed Dan’s wrists and tied them to the shelf behind them next to the couch, so that Dan was still sitting on it, “I think it’s been far too long since Philly punished you for being a bad pet. So we need to get you to do something bad, something you haven’t done yet.” Dan hadn’t actually done anything bad. “W-What are you doing to me?” Charlie grinned and took a hand and pressed down hard on Dan’s lower abdomen.

– “I’m going to make you piss yourself on the couch, so when he gets home he’ll see what you did,” Charlie pushed harder, making Dan cry out. Dan wiggled around a lot and tried to push Charlie back with his feet, but that just made it worse. Charlie punched Dan in the shoulder than his lower stomach. Dan coughed and choked, now needing to go pee at a the pressure on him. Phil wouldn’t be that mad at this would he? It would be a accident. He could just say he fell asleep. No, Charlie probably had some big fake story of what happened.

– After about an hour, Dan was struggling to hold it it. Charlie was giving him no mercy and continued to push down on it. Then Dan felt it. Hot, warm liquid leaking down his thighs and some puddling on the sofa. Dan whimpered and cried, his sweatpants were soiled and the sofa was soaked. Charlie laughed and picked up his phone to call Phil, “Phil! Oh my god you’re not going to believe this, but Dan just pissed himself on the sofa. He just peed all over. He could’ve just gotten up and went, but he didn’t!” Dan sat there in his shame and looked down. Charlie untied him, but didn’t let him go.

– Phil quickly came in and saw Dan crying and sitting in his own mess. Phil didn’t really look that angry, but more annoyed. He walked over to Dan and grabbed his collar and grabbed clothes and put him in the bathroom and left. Dan showered and changed into his clothes. He cut while he was in there. He heard Charlie making up lies about him while he was in the bathroom. Dan developed a bladder problem from the way Charlie was pushing and punching his bladder.

~Three months later~

– A few weeks ago, Charlie fully raped Dan for the first time. Taking Dan’s virginity. It hurt Dan a lot, seeing he wasn’t stretched or anything. Dan had, had a few bladder incidents since then, but Charlie kept blaming it on the fact that Dan was trying to rebel or something. So Dan would get in trouble again and again. Dan had moved to cutting his thighs as well. Still nobody noticed a difference in Dan’s behavior.

– Today Charlie decided to break something again. This time, Phil’s signed Buffy poster. He ripped it in half. Dan knew he was in big trouble, even though he didn’t do it. Dan cried just at the thought of Phil was going to react. When Phil did get home, he saw the poster and didn’t even speak to Dan. He didn’t get food for Dan, he had to get it himself. He acted like Dan wasn’t even there. After all this time, Phil now was acting like Dan wasn’t there. This is when Dan really realized how much he wanted to just be dead.

~Present Time(NOW)~

– Dan was walking into the kitchen when he saw Phil holding his favorite mug. It was broken. Phil turned and saw Dan standing there. Dan’s ears fell and he held his tail. Dan of course didn’t do it. Why would he? Phil looked like he might explode, “Dan! I can’t deal with this shit anymore! You were such a good boy and now you’re awful! All you do is break things, make accidents, and do rude things! Do you want to go to the back to the pound! Is that what you want? Because that’s where this is headed if you don’t get your act together! You’ve been such a disappointment!” Phil had never yelled at Dan like that. All Dan could hear was Charlie, not Phil. Dan’s body went immediately to what he would do if Charlie was yelling at him and about to beat him.

– “Please no! I’ve been so good! Please don’t hurt me! Please please please! I promise it won’t happen again! Just don’t abuse me! Don’t rape me please! I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry please don’t hurt me again…” Dan was bawling, but then he felt hot fluid going down his legs and cried harder when he realized what he had done. He fell to the floor and curled up, trying to ignore the piss everywhere. He was crying and covering his face, Phil looked beyond guilty and shocked. Dan knew he had a bladder problem ever since that day.

– “Um shit. Oh no shit. Um Dan, Danny. Calm down. You’re okay. Let’s get you cleaned up sweetheart. You know I would never hurt you.” Phil leaned down to pick up Dan, but Dan flinched at every movement and hissed slightly. Phil felt like he was going to be sick, why was Dan acting this way? Dan soon just laid limp and Phil cradled him in his arms. Once they got into the bathroom, Phil tried to take Dan’s clothes off, but Dan hissed and fell and hit his head and yelped. Phil fell to the floor and pushed Dan into his lap, not letting him go. He rubbed his head and held him tight. He had never seen Dan so scared. Dan was shaking and crying and panting like crazy. When Phil tried to pull Dan’s shirt off, Dan swatted his hand away.

– “Dan, you need to calm down. Why would you think I was going to hit you? You know I would never lay a hand on you like that, let alone rape you. Where did that come from?” Phil said in his calmest voice, had something happened to Dan when he wasn’t there? Dan’s breathing got worse and he started hiccuping. Dan was starting to get really uncomfortable from the wet fabric, but he didn’t want Phil to see his scars and new cuts.

– “I can’t tell you, he’ll hurt me worse,” Dan cried into his tail. Phil’s heart dropped thru the floor, there was only one person around Dan besides him. Charlie. Had he done something to Dan. “Dan, darling. Please tell me what’s wrong. Did Charlie do something to you?” Dan could hear the panic in his words. Dan decided he needed to tell him. So he did.

– “Yes! Charlie abuses me all the time! He’s raped me multiple times and he took my virginity! I couldn’t stop it. I’m covered in bruises from him and he’s the one who broke all your stuff! Not me. He wanted you to be mad at me and punish me. I never did anything wrong. He’s the reason I made a accident on the couch that day! And ever since then I’ve had bladder problems. He pushed on my bladder and punched it. I think it’s broken now. After the time Charlie said I did that thing to the pillow, which I didn’t, I started cutting myself. You called me a bad pet and you said I was more than a pet. I couldn’t take it. I just want to die!” Dan sobbed and choked out every other word. Phil was dumbfounded and looked as guilty as ever. He should’ve realized that ever since Charlie had been there Dan was different. Dan saying he wanted to end his life really burned. How could someone so pure want to end it all.

– “Danny, I’m so so so sorry. I didn’t know. I’m so sorry for not believing you. I should’ve seen a difference. I am never letting him back in this place again. You came before him and he’s evil. You are amazing Dan. I love you and I’m so so so sorry. You don’t deserve to want to die. You are too pure and lovely. Can I give you a bath? Don’t be ashamed of your scars. Just don’t add anymore for me okay?” Phil was crying now too. Dan hated that he made him cry. But then again he was so happy Charlie was going to be gone. Dan pulled off his jumper and he saw Phil’s eyes go wide as he saw Dan’s ruined arms. Phil grabbed them and started peppering them with kisses. Dan just watched in awe and cried.

– “I’m so sorry Dan. I’m sorry you felt this way about yourself. It’s all my fault,” Phil started pulling off Dan’s soiled pants and boxers then turned on the bath. As it filled up all the way, Dan was stepping into the warm water and he felt Phil’s hand grazed his scars on his thighs. Dan looked down and sat down, “It’s not your fault. It’s his.” Dan mumbled. Phil still looked very guilty, “Phil, could you um, get in with me?” Dan looked at Phil with wide eyes. Phil couldn’t say no. He stripped all his clothes off and sunk in behind Dan, so that Dan’s back was against his chest. There was nothing sexual about it. Phil giggled as Dan’s tail thumped and splashed in the water. Phil started giving Dan a massage, he loved his purr.

– After the bath, both boys got dressed and went straight to bed. Dan was sleeping in Phil’s room tonight. Phil tucked him in and then climbed in, letting Dan lay his head on his chest. Dan threw his arms around his waist and held on and engulfed Phil’s scent.

Dan finally felt safe again.

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Hamilton Q & A 7/18/16

Ok here is the list of people I saw: 

Miguel was amazing, Alysha was amazing, Austin was amazing, Seth’s French accent was a little questionable and it completely went away during Guns and Ships but overall he was really good for both Lafayette and Jefferson, and I felt like Andrew didn’t have quite enough swagger for Laurens or Philip but he was really funny as 9-year-old Philip and his death scene was good but I’ll talk more about those later. Alysha had really good chemistry with Renee and Jasmine and basically everyone worked really well together onstage. It was kind of sad in the opening number though because only Oak, Alysha, Chris, and Miguel got the huge applauses and the other replacements didn’t really get much.

It’s in between Dear Theodosia and Non-Stop with no pauses before or after so Eliza and Laurens come out during the last notes of Dear Theodosia and then as soon as the scene is over they launch right into Non-Stop.

Ok so basically after Philip gets shot he hunches over and then he goes upstage and lies down on a stretcher table thing that’s moving on the turntable so he ends up downstage center and stops and then Hamilton comes in and talks to him and then Eliza comes in and they’re both leaning over him and crying and then when Philip dies Eliza throws her head down next to him with her arms over him and screams and then Hamilton hugs Philip and puts his hand on Eliza’s and she pulls it away and then I don’t remember exactly how they transitioned to It’s Quiet Uptown but then it’s basically all the ensemble people around the edges of the stage with Hamilton in the middle and Eliza offstage until she comes in halfway through and they have their moment in the garden and she takes his hand and by the end of the song they’re literally clinging to each other and leaning on each other for support and it’s heartbreaking. Also it takes Oak/Madison a long time to recover so he’s dabbing his eyes for the entire first part of Election of 1800.

1) The rewind in Satisfied was amazing I think that was my favorite staging of the whole show. Basically when they first start rewinding they use the outer turntable so the dancers and everyone is spinning around Renee who’s standing still in the middle with the glass still in her hand and then they start to redo the blocking for Helpless, but all backwards which was AMAZING they did all the little detail dance moves backwards and they went all the way back to  A Winter’s Ball and then they did it all forwards again while Angelica told the story from her perspective and it was incredible.

2) Young Philip is hilarious because he is not convincing as a 9-year-old but that’s part of the point so basically at the beginning of Take A Break he’s sitting at the piano with Eliza behind him and they’re singing and then she sits down with him while Angelica and Hamilton write to each other and then Eliza comes and talks to Hamilton at his desk and when she says “your son is nine years old today” Philip stands up and gets a big laugh because he’s obviously not nine years old especially tonight because Andrew Chappelle is. significantly taller than both Miguel Cervantes and Alysha Deslorieux so the whole thing is intentionally ridiculous.

Washington calls Hamilton into his office and they’re just facing each other and talking with a little basic blocking for most of the first part. When Hamilton starts writing the farewell address, he’s downstage center and Washington is way upstage and Hamilton walks slowly backward and Washington walks slowly forward and it lines up with how they’re singing so that by the time Washington takes over he’s completely downstage center in the spotlight. When Hamilton walks upstage Eliza and Philip come join him and Jefferson and Madison are there and some of the ensemble is there in couples and groups and they’re all watching Washington and singing “George Washington’s going home” and it’s so emotional and powerful. Also tonight Chris Jackson put a lot more emotion into “the nation learns to move on” he made it sound like Washington had thought about it a lot and didn’t really want to do it but knew it was the best thing for the country and it was so powerful.

While Eliza reads the letter on the floor of the stage Lafayette and Mulligan are some onto the balcony while they’re reading the letter and they don’t draw too much attention they just look really sad about it and Mulligan takes a shot but most of the attention is on Hamilton and Eliza and Laurens’s ghost on the bottom part.

It was everything I could ever want and more it was SO AMAZING I can’t even explain it. I didn’t actually see any of the new permanent cast members but I saw Miguel Cervantes who’s going to be permanent in Chicago and I felt like he didn’t do anything too different, but he got really aggressive in some of the aggressive parts like during Room Where It Happens when he’s yelling at Burr he seemed like he was really attacking him which I liked personally. 

Anthony wasn’t there unfortunately but Jasmine was dancing with Andrew and I was imagining how cute it would have been with Anthony does that count?

Other Notes:

  • Austin Smith broke during The Adams Administration when Rory was doing a dance to the beat and he didn’t even try to hide it he just laughed through his lines it was so funny
  • Miguel Cervantes is really short which makes it more realistic and also really funny because Chris Jackson is really tall so during Meet Me Inside when Hamilton says “call me son one more time” he tries to get up in Washington’s face and he’s ready to fight but also he has to look pretty much straight up to see Washington’s face and I feel like that’s pretty accurate
  • Jasmine Cephas Jones’s voice is even more amazing live just imagine that
  • During The Schuyler Sisters Peggy is really upset at the beginning and she’s stomping everywhere and her sisters are trying to convince her that it’s ok and it’s all really cute
  • There is so much going on on the stage at all times it’s kind of stressful to try to see everything so you just have to accept that you’re going to miss a lot of details but whatever you do focus on is going to be amazing
  • Everything is amazing and I can’t even think of what else to say there’s too much I just need to go sleep

anonymous asked:

Okay, so I have a thing to talk about... I really don't like Lars. I mean, I like his function in the show, but I think he's really emotionally abusive to Sadie. I like Sadie a lot, and she reminds me of me when I was a little younger. It just makes me really sad that he treats her like shit and that it's sorta okay in the show? I mean, I'm glad that Steven doesn't give up on him, but I hope he gets a true redemption and tries to be a better guy.

I feel the same way about Lars. Steven is the true hero we deserve. He wont give up on lars.

  • Hiro:I'M BORED! Entertain me.
  • Tadashi:I can't right now, I'm studying.
  • Hiro:Awww... Yeah, I– I know you're busy, that makes sense. I don't really have anything else to do, but you– you got stuff to take care of, that's fine... After you're done, uh... would... would you wanna hang out?
  • Tadashi:I'll be at this all night.
  • Hiro:*whimpers* ...Maybe we could study... together?
  • Tadashi:Hiro, I really just need to focus.
  • *Hiro whines like a sad puppy, leaving the room*
  • Hiro:YOU MADE ME DO THIS! *runs back into the room and throws himself on Tadashi's desk*

anonymous asked:

I just need to throw in my 2cent. At the concert as me & my dad were talking now my dad speaks Thai bc its easier for him while i respond in English since its easier for me. They looked me & my father in our eyes and said "go back to your country"

then they laughed and said “well if you cabt leave at least speak english”. Now my dad has struggles with English for years, he speaks it but its very hard for him. My father was so sad he wouldnt speak again until we got home. ive tried to tell people about it but my dad wants to keep it silent bc it hurts him, i honestly dont know what to do but im super angry & he didnt deserve their treatment.

i believe this is about mark’s friends, right? well this is rly… disgusting… i’m really, really, sorry you and your father had to go through this :( he definitely didn’t deserve this at all… i’m…. 

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After hearing that Gmw POSSIBLY may not have a 4th season I got really sad. I got sad because this show is what brought a lot of people closer together, and it could be ending really soon. I know there has never been a Disney show that has had more than 4 seasons, but i hope we could at least have that 4th season instead of stopping at 3, before the show could really blossom and show its full potential. I hope all the rumors that we are hearing are just that, rumors. But I’m having a hard time believing that they are. So everyone, PLEASE stop fighting with other people about ships, and please enjoy this wonderful show/ season, because it could very well be our last. There is a possibility the show may be moved somewhere else so we can have more seasons and more mature topics, but just because there is a petition going around, doesn’t mean it will happen. So if this is going to be our last season, please make it special and meaningful, and let’s hope for the best.
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I’ve posted about my tattoo before but I’m feeling overwhelmed and emotional and gay so here I go again

My tattoo is based after the song “Ten more miles” by Turisas. I’ve pretty much completely fallen out of folk metal tumblr but this song/band still holds a really deep emotional connection for me. Around the time Ten More Miles came out I was in a really weird place of discovering my trans-ness and facing homelessness in my hometown which led me to severe suicidal idealization and hopelessness.

I was at a really really low point of my life and in weird desperation sent a long weepy letter to Turisas’s frontman Mathias Nygård (which in retrospect is kind of embarrassing but you know). What I got in response was one of the most heartfelt sincere replies he could have possibly given me which he absolutely didn’t have to do, but he did, & probably helped keep one sad weird gay kid alive. Say what you want about him but I truly have deep profound respect for him.

The runes on my tattoo read “fenrirs halen” which are what the runes on the sword in ten more miles read (the backwards s rune was a purposeful stylistic choice and not a mistake)

anonymous asked:

How would the 2p allies (+2p canada) and 2p axis react if they were just sitting on a bench, minding their own business, and a child walks up to them and hands them a flower and says "You looked sad, so I got you a flower!" ?

2pAmerica: Shrugs and takes the flower. Why not? Sure, it’s a bit odd, and he’s not really all that sad, but it’s coming from a cute kid with good intentions, so he takes the flower, thanks the kid, (rather patronizingly) and goes on about his day. No big deal,

2pEngland: Honestly, he would probably break down into tears of joy he’s so happy. To have such a cute innocent child, give him such a sweet little gift-It’d be to much for his heart. He’d probably end up taking the flower home and finding some way to frame it.

2pFrance: He just kind of…takes the flower. He really doesn’t know what to do in this situation. Sure, the kid’s trying to be nice, but he really doesn’t want a flower, or to have to deal with this right now. So he gives the kid his best halfhearted thank you and lets them wander off. He’s at least nice enough to wait till the child’s back is turned before he chucks the flower.

2pChina: Happily takes the flower and dotes on the kid while he’s at it. Zao’s great with children, and doesn’t mind dealing with them, or even playing with them. (for short amounts of time) So in the end, the kid walks away pretty happy with themselves, and Zao wanders off completely forgetting about the gift.

2pRussia: He’s very touched. He takes the flower so gently, like he’s handling glass, and solemnly thanks the child for such a kind and thoughtful gift. Unfortunately, with his solemn expression and already serious demeanor, the child still believes he’s upset, and continues to bring him more flowers. He ends up with an armload of them, and decides to keep them in a vase at home till they die.

2pCanada: He’s also very touched by the gift, and also very bad at expressing his gratitude. He ends up thanking the kid rather gruffly, and giving them an awkward (and rather rough) little hair ruffle. He tries to keep the flower in his pocket for safe keeping, but accidentally forgets about it when he does laundry

2pItaly: Thanks the kid sincerely, then (basically) tells them to get lost. He doesn’t mean to be cruel, he’s just not very good with children. He does end up keeping the flower peeking from his suit pocket for the rest of the day, but whether its because he truly appreciated the gift, or because he thought the flower would make him look classy, we’ll never know. (And he’d probably never tell)

2pGermany: Like Zao, he ends up doting on the kid big time. They’re just so cute, he can’t really stop himself from going into Big Brother mode and offering to push them on the swings, or buy them an ice cream. In his excitement, he ends up forgetting all about the flower, and leaves it behind on the park bench.

2pJapan: He thanks the child as solemnly as Ion did, but probably cares about as much as Francois. Common courtesy dictates that he take the flower, but that doesn’t stop him from tossing it in the dumpster later.

2pRomano: Flavio, like his brother, is also pretty bad with kids, but thankfully has a little bit more patience with them. He thanks the child sincerely,  telling them the flower will really make his eyes sparkle, then tucks it behind his ear to stay for the rest of the day. Anytime someone asks about it, he launches into an over exaggerated tale about a little child at the park, that adored him so much, he gave this flower to remind him of his fabulous beauty and etc, etc, etc,

2pPrussia :Much like Oliver, Gilen also bursts into tears of joy. Unfortunately, he can barely speak through the waterworks, and the child ends up all the more concerned. When he’s finally able to assure the kid that he’s fine, (just eternally grateful) he takes the flower home and finds seeds of the same variety, so he can grow the same plant in his garden.

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I really love Wander over yonder. It is such a beautiful show with great characters and funny moments. This cute show brought so much happiness into my life since i’ve started watching it. I’ve become more positive and more sociable and made new friends. I’ve always loved Craig McCracken’ cartoons since I was little and they’ve always cheered me up. Watching Wander over yonder made me feel like a child again. When I heard about woy’s cancellation I got sad. I really hope that one day this show will have a season 3 because it deserves one! @disneyxd

https://www.change.org/p/walt-disney-encourage-disney-to-make-wander-over-yonder-season-3

anonymous asked:

hello! So I looked through the masterlists but I can't find this one fic where it was a list of all the times Dan had f'd up and it was really sad. Phil was with someone else in the fic im pretty sure so Dan got really upset. Sorry for that lame description:/

Of Mistakes and Fuck-ups - Dan knew he fucked up as soon as the words left his mouth, as soon as Phil’s eyes had turned from hurt to stone cold, as soon as he had walked out of the room, leaving his own words bouncing around in the depths of his mind.

-Rachel

anonymous asked:

Hey qcknd! Sooooo, last week I broke up with my long-term girlfriend (we were together for 3 years almost). I was devastated for about a day or two but now I feel pretty okay and almost happy with it, I almost feel relieved, like a burden had been lifted. Most people keep telling me it's okay to feel sad and destroyed, like your world has ended, but honestly I don't feel like that and I kind of feel bad about the fact that I don't feel those things. It's like I feel like a heartless bastard.. :/

Hey, if that’s how you feel then you should be relieved that you got out of a relationship that you were clearly very emotionally detached from. I would be. 

In my own experience, it’s never really been said who ended my last serious relationship, but it was really clear that I had grieved for that relationship while I was still actively in it. Then as the weeks and months went by, there was no emotion, just a remembering and a longing for a time that had past, and a love and trust that was lost long ago.
(Which just screams toxic environment!)
Our final and physical break up (Like, I physically left our dwelling) was just after a frequent fight topic, that we constantly revisited, I grabbed up some essentials and went to stay at my parents house. One night at home turned into two, three, and then a few weeks had gone by and I became very excited by my new time spent alone, and new interests I was starting to develope. I was just telling someone the story of how I would walk to the grocery store everyday (My parents live between a lumber yard and train tracks, so there’s nothing really around there) to get a single cup of coffee. I had so much personal time to waste that walking twenty minutes for the worst cup of coffee I had ever tasted in my life was THRILLING. 
Now, if someone told me “walking along a busy road twenty minutes to get shit coffee was more exciting to me than my relationship” I would think, WOW what a POS, 
but after the love is gone, what is left? 
Just you, and you’re the most important thing. 

Matchmaker - Bucky Barnes x Natasha Romanoff x Platonic!Reader

Originally posted by winterwidowrpblog

Words: 1017
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Natasha Romanoff (buckynat) x Platonic!Reader
Featuring: Clint Barton, lil but of Steve and Tony.
Warnings: none
Requested by anon (but actually it’s my sister. She told me last week this was her request.)
Hi! Love you writing like a lot. Just got into tumblr. I am really sad that’s there’s not a lot of Natasha imagines. I would really appreciate if you could write an image of Nat and Bucky secretly having a relationship and hides it from the team. So the reader and Clint think they should get Bucky and Nat together. You pick the ending. Like I said really love your writing and hope you can write this. Also happy 2000 followers. Sorry for being late on that. Thanks!
Authors Note: WHEN I READ THIS REQUEST I THOUGHT OH ITS JUST A NORMAL REQUEST BUT NOPE MY LITTLE SISTER TOLD ME SHE REQUESTED THIS. I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO THINK. ~this is my first character x character so I hope it turned out okay~ I also hate the ending but I always suck at endings but other than that it’s cute.

Masterlist.


“Soooooo,” You slide over on the couch to where Bucky was sitting. “How have you been?” You moved your eyebrows.

“Uh, hey (Y/N).” Bucky laughed, you were acting strange. “I’ve been, fine.”

“That’s good! What are you doing today?”

“I’ve got training soon.” Bucky shrugged.

“Cool, have you been out of the facility lately?”

“Yes.” Bucky said, not really elaborating.

“Are you ready to- hey (Y/N)!” Natasha came into the room. “Bucky, are we, uh, training?”

Bucky shot up out of his chair. “Yep! Let’s go!” He said, and you could sense the nervousness. “Bye!” And both of them ran out of the room.

You fell back onto the couch. “What was that?” Clint came out from hiding.

“I tried, he won’t spill anything!” You groaned.

“You didn’t try hard enough.” Clint laughed.

“I just want to know if he’s gotten a significant other yet.” You sighed. “I need to know if it’s my turn for matchmaker.”

“Who would you match him with?” Clint asked.

“Natasha.” You smirked.

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So like my two puppies are like super guarded around new people and are honestly really great guard dogs right
Well when I got up this morning I walked into the room they sleep in and it was really dark and I guess they thought I was an intruder and they started barking and growling at me right
But then I yelled “It’s me, dummies!” and now I’m sitting here drinking my coffee and they literally look SO sad, oh my goodness
They’re just laying down looking at me all sad and one just set his paw on my foot and whined
I love them