amischaheera

Inna lilahi wa inna ilayhi rajioon.

It’s with sad news that I publish this photo of our sister and fashion blogger @amischaheera whom I’ve had the pleasure of photographing for #modeststreetfashion in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia. 

Let us all say Al-Fatiha for her, may she rest in peace :( 

She was battling leukemia for a number of years but she wouldn’t let that stop her from the pursuits of her interest. I remember her being nervous about shooting for modest street fashion, but she kept assuring me that she was extremely excited to participate in the project. God bless her soul!

The C word.

my grandmother is a cancer survivor. breast cancer. it’s in the family, but my mother and her siblings don’t have it. yet. Nanna (what i call my grandma) was diagnosed in 2005. which means it’s been 6 years since her first lump. there have been many since, but she just beat them all. after several months and years of chemotherapy, she decided to stop all chemo and enjoy the last bits of her life with quality. she didn’t need quantity, she wanted the best of for herself. we were all worried. we weren’t ready to lose our matriarch of the family. but thank God, she, being the fighter she is, is up and cooking in the kitchen and dancing with her husband every oppurtunity she gets.

in 2009, Nanna’s younger sister, Aunty Claire, was going through chemotherapy for her 2nd stage breast cancer which got worse and worse everyday. by December when we visited her, she was with her scarf, her vomit bucket and her bloated belly due to her organs giving out one by one, no thanks to cancer. she was singing to an old christmas song and she said “ i will wait for christmas. i can’t wait for christmas! ”.

for christmas that year, Aunty Clare stayed with her family, and we had our own thing. we were singing on the karaoke machine, thanking God that our christmas was blessed with the presence of our loved ones. the clock stroke midnight and we wished everyone before going back to the karaoke machine. it was mum’s turn singing “Bette Davis’ eyes” when we got the call. it was almost 1am, all the grown-ups went to the hospital. We stayed home and tried to be strong and keep faith. i put the younger ones to sleep before dozing off myself.

i woke up at 8 am only to hear that Aunty Clare had left us all at 4 a.m on the 25th of December. She kept her word, she stayed til’ christmas.

i was taken back when i read kak AmiSchaheera’s tweet about a relapse. i wanted to tweet her back with something comforting, but 140 characters won’t even comfort my cat. but kak Ami’s a cat :) she has 9 lives, and she’s ready to kick some cancer in the rear-end, wherever that is.

it’s not that we understand what you’re going through, but we want to be there for you, and help you fight this, to relief you of this pain even if it’s just a tiny bit. i don’t want to lose anymore loved ones to cancer. Never.

Rest in peace, Nanna Clare <3 i know you’re watching us from up above!

Denim on Denim outfit for the Denim & Supply, Ralph Lauren event later. And yes that’s the real deal Celine Micro in Fluoro Pink, loaned by the ever so young & gorgeous @shashaari who owns a luxury designer bags boutique in Jalan Telawi Tiga, Bangsar. I’m assigned to a review on a few of her designer bags. I know! O.M.G!! Haha anyways, find out more of the designer bags Sha sells at gorgeousbyshashaari.com 💖 #wiwt #ootd #celine #tommyhilfiger #levis #fashionoftheday #ootdmagazine #amischaheera #details #fashionblogger (Taken with Instagram at www.amischaheera.com)

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.@hmmalaysia at Lot 10, Kuala Lumpur public opening 22nd Sept. Check out hm.com.my to set your target & budget, not all items are here yet so be ready with compensation list as well. Focus, grab and think/try on later! Be in LINE, now! #hm #hmkl #kualalumpur #lot10 #22sept #publicopening #publicannouncement #yourstruly #amischaheera #fashionblogger #worldpeace #lineingangnam (Taken with Instagram)

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