No me sirve gris, me gusta blanco o negro. Doy tanto como espero: todo o nada. De mi estatura aprendí que es lo único pequeño con lo cuál debo conformarme. No nací “Común y corriente” y no sirvo para ser sencilla. Pediré tanto como pueda dar, pero no exigiré nada. Si algo no me sirve, lo boto, si un amor no me llena lo derramo y si a un novio le gusta otra, lo regalo.

Seguiré enamorándome de todos y a la vez de ninguno, así lo encuentre o se me pasen los años. Me quedo con mi lógica cincuentera del amor, porque es de eso que soy testigo. No me sirven las relaciones casuales ni la palabra de hombres a los que en lugar de hombría, sólo les quedan hormonas.

No importa a cuántos tenga que enseñarle el verdadero significado de corresponder. No esperaré que me quieran porque sí, pero no aceptaré las dudas ni los peros. Me haré querer como soy, sin esfuerzos de ningún tipo. Al final, no importa que él ahora sea un galán de película como el que yo siempre quise, que el otro no dude tan fácil de lo mucho que ella le gusta y que el último no cambie una Margarita por un ramo de rosas. No importa, porque lo más importante, es no haberme conformado con sus escalas de grises, haber tenido los cucos puestos para sostener un NO, sencillamente porque me merezco lo mejor.

Me gusta que me endulcen el oído, quiero que me quieras de una forma insoportable, de una manera loca. Que me beses lento, que me creas incomparable, que me cuentes lo que quieras, que le coquetees a todas en mi cara, para que sepan que así les digas cosas bonitas, sólo conmigo se te para. Que robes por mi, vivas por ti y que mates por los dos.

“Uno acepta el amor que cree merecer”.
— “The perks of Being a wallflower”, del director Stephen Chbosky.

anonymous asked:

Owen and Amelia pairing is just about sex. Owen and Cristina were magical, there was that spark and they talked a lot when did you see Omelia just talk instead of jumping in bed or fight?

Anon. You have a REALLY bad memory. Let me remind you and freshen up your memory.

Evidence of Owen and Amelia having meaningful talks:

Episode 11x07
When everybody finds out that Amelia is a former drug user Owen tries to help her! Why? Why would he do that? A normal boss, a normal chief of surgery would have fired her right on the spot without looking into it and without looking back. But no. He tries to help her. He goes to her brother. He goes to her. He says this and I am quoting here: “Amelia, I am trying to help you here”. He is trying to HELP AMELIA SHEPHERD? WHY? He talks to her without judging her. He wants to hear her side of the story.

Episode 11x08
The whole “Amelia-Shepherd-is-a-junkie” matter has been dealt with. Amedia continues to do her job. But she feels she owes Owen an explanation. Owen says that it is not nessecary. Amelia wants to though. So she tells him her side of the story. She tells him the story of a very dark era of her life. Who would do that? That does not exactly qualify as chit chat material. She opens up to him. Also there’s that “If you need people, I am around” scene which CLEARLY shows that Owen and Amelia are in it for the sex!

Episode 11x11
Before they were even a real couple! Amelia confided in Owen about her baby! Her dead unicorn baby. No one in Seattle knows that. No one. Not even her late brother! Her brother didn’t know and Owen knows! She trusts Owen. She trusts him more than a family member; Derek Shepherd. The only one who knows and really understands what she has been though. Because he was there with her when their father was shot in front of them. She never told him but she told Owen Hunt. Yes you are right! All they do is have sex and fight! Right on!

Episode 11x20
Owen and Amelia had a fight and broke things off. Owen was mad at her BUT he still managed to confide in Amelia. WHY would he do THAT? Owen tells her all about how guilty he still feels about that plain crush. That he sighned the forms to pay for it. That they were his men and he failed them. Amelia was mad at him too. Pissed at him. But she momentarily let go of her anger and took his hand in hers in order to comfort him. ( her real intention was to have sex with him though…!!!!!!)

Episode 11x22
Derek died. Owen heard about it from Meredith. Meredith faints from the shock and the grief. And what is THE VERY FIRST THING HE SAYS AFTER THAT? I ASK YOU. WHAT? “How is AMELIA holding up?” He thinks of Amelia. She doesn’t know about it. And Owen is the one to tell her. Which is like one of THE most intimate experience two people can have together. The man Amelia loves informs her of her brother’s death. Which leads up to a personal scene of mine. The porch scene. Amelia comes SOOO close to relapsing but Owen helps her realise that life is worth living. Amelia deals with her grief. Owen helps her to. She breaks down because it is too overwhelming and Owen envelopes her in a hug trying to comfort her. ( what Owen was REALLY  thinking was “Oh I really want to sleep with her right now. So hot.”) This scene is the ULTIMATE proof that there is more to Owen and Amelia’s relationship. Even Kevin McKidd confirms that in the special featurette on Caterina Scorsone in the Grey’s Anatomy DVD box for Season 11.

Episode 11x24
The phone scene. The voicemail on Meredith’s phone by Derek. Amelia is too scared to listen to it by herself. Owen sits with her and they listen to it together. Again. They share this intimate moment together.

Episode 12x05
Penny comes to the dinner party. All hell breaks loose. Amelia is devastated and hurt. Owen and her sit in her room. They talk. Owen opens up to her. About the plane crash(again!) One more thing I have to say is that Owen felt relieved when he heard that Cristina’s plane had crashed. Bye!

Episode 12x10
Another personal fave episode of mine. Owen tells Amelia about his sister Megan. Amelia is THE ONLY PERSON Owen told that to. Not even Cristina knew that. And I’ll prove that to you right now. When Meredith finds out about Owen’s sister she says and again I am quoting here: “I didn’t know you had a sister” Meredith didn’t know about Megan. So Cristina doesn’t know. The twisted sisters tell everything to each other.  Meredith is Cristina’s person and Cristina is Meredith’s person. Meredith doesn’t know. Cristina doesn’t know. Owen told Amelia and didn’t tell Cristina. Hmmmmmmmmmm that is indeed interesting! All about sex and fighting it is!

Also there is that whole Amelia Shepherd proposed to Owen Hunt but that is just a joke! It was a prank gone bad! Owen and Amelia don’t love each other! Definitely not.

Point is. Amelia and Owen had shared and will continue to share intimate moments between them. They love each other. They are MARRIED. And their relationship is not all about sex and fighting! Now as you were. Have a good day!

Fujitsu takes Amedia Networks by hand and expands the Asian-Pacific market

Fujitsu is microelectronic ’ Shanghai) Limited company announces, the Asian-Pacific group (abbreviated as EDGA) of microelectronics of Fujitsu Have already formed an alliance with U.S.A. Amedia Networks Company, has offered the intact solution to user with the product lines of tactics of both sides, expand the market of wireless multimedia of the Asian-Pacific area together.

According to of both sides cooperative agreement, the intersection of integration and digital the intersection of audio frequency and video and product (Digital AV products) their Fujitsu With “ scheme that the wireless multimedia connects ” of Amedia Networks ( Wireless Multimedia Connectivity Solutions) ,Offer the overall solution of the wireless multimedia to different customers, in Asian-Pacific area so that the global market popularizes in an all-round way. It is reported the microelectronics of Fujitsu will be already successful to the relevant products of outloading of some customers in the near future. Supplier that global and leading as the whole solution of the digital audio frequency and video, the intersection of Fujitsu and the intersection of microelectronics and items of cooperation thereby too, strengthen influence in the field of wireless multimedia and consolidate Off-The-Shelf leading position further.

Wireless multimedia application to have the intersection of development potentiality and market most at present, can in the intersection of realization and wireless support of infrastructure this, the cooperation between Fujitsu and Amedia Networks happens to realize both sides’ perfect integration in technology. The microelectronics of Fujitsu is one of the WiMAX founder on forum and member of the forum committee, been devoted to the canonial application of wireless technology for a long time, and there are leading advantages in MPEG compiled code chip.

The microelectronic senior market sales executive vice president China of Kuang country of the Asian-Pacific area of Fujitsu shows: “Absorbed in Fujitsu three major tactics main shafts are digital hypermedias and consume the electron, wireless and car electron, this cooperation with Amedia Networks contains two major basic shafts, will further promote the business in wireless multimedia platform of microelectronics of Fujitsu. ’ the scheme that wireless multimedia connects ’ of Amedia Networks has leading characteristic in the industry, especially will and offer the unexpected result to user after combining with the compiled code chip products of Fujitsu. ”

Tama Starclassic Bubinga Elite, Diamond Inlay Finish.

  • 14x6,5" Snare Drum;
  • 13x4,5" Odery Custom Snare Drum;
  • 8x7" Tom tom;
  • 10x8" Tom tom;
  • 12x9" Tom tom;
  • 14x12 Floor Tom;
  • 16x16" Floor Tom;
  • 22x18" Bass Drum.

Amedia Cymbals

  • 15" D-Rock Regular Hats;
  • 6" Dervish Ping Bell;
  • 16" Ahmet Legend Crash Cymbal;
  • 8" Vigor Rock Shiny Splash Cymbal;
  • 10" Vigor Rock Shiny Splash Cymbal;
  • 17" Ahmet Legend Crash Cymbal;
  • 16" Custom China Cymbal;
  • 19" Vintage Series Crash Cymbal;
  • 22" Vigor Rock Shiny Heavy Ride;
  • 13" Vigor Rock Regular Hats;
  • Eremya Stax: 12" Splash + 14 China Cymbal.


  • Tama Speed Cobra Double Bass Pedals;
  • Tama Speed Cobra Hi-Hat Stand;
  • Tama HT730 Throne;
  • Gibraltar Racks.

Осенний форум АМЕДИА - Часть 8. Оборудование Sfera-Video - Часть 1.

Мы же притащили, всё, что у нас было под рукой. Начнём с начало. Dolby PRM-4200, это самый лучший рефересный монитор для цвето-коррекции на данный момент, единственными конкурентами которого являются DLP проектора, он 42 дюймовый, к примеру на нём была сделана вся цвето-коррекция для фильма “Девушка с татуировкой дракона” Финчера. Самый простой, но при этом самый востребованный пульт для цвето-коррекции Tangent Element. Так же с собой мы привезли 2 очень крутых измерительных прибора Klein Instruments K10-A и Photo Research SpectraScan PR 670, других таких приборов в России просто нету, с помощью них мы считываем цветовой профиль, гамму и тд и тп, мониторов, проекторов, загружаем данные в программу Lightspace (то же не часты гость в наших краях), после некоторых манипуляций создаём профиль или LUT который правит картинку на экране. Наложить этот профили или лут можно разными способами, подгрузить софт или подложить на лету, с помощью маленькой коробочки (видно на фото) Pandora Pluto, с помощью этой коробочки, мы так же генерим нужные нам сигналы для калибрации, или измерений. На рабочей станции Mac Pro (не совсем обычной) стоят несколько софтов. Это софт для цвето-коррекции, обыкновенный DaVinci Resolve (самый дешевый из про софта для цветокорра), софт для сборки и компоузинга Autodesk Smoke on Mac, и много функциональный софт YoYoTa с его помощью мы генерили lowres Proxy налету и сгоняли файлы, что наснимала F-65. Ну и до кучи там стоит офигенный моник Eizo ColorEdge CG246 что ли )


Осенний форум АМЕДИА - Часть 7. Оборудование АМЕДИА.

По мимо самой камеры F-65, картридера и карточек, АМЕДИА пригласила разных участников, которые показывали свои световые и другие решения для кино, установила свет, построила декорации в 1 из павильонов, где мы собственно и располагались. Компания Canon рассказывала про свои объективы, 4К камеры и 4 К мониторы, но не привезла их, просто презентация. Так же АМЕДИА предоставила нам монтажную станцию на основе Mac Pro и ПО AVID, с просмотровым монитором, хе опять же от Sony )


Осенний форум АМЕДИА - Часть 9. Оборудование Sfera-Video - Часть 2 + Итоги\Смысл.

     Помимо прошлого поста мы ещё привезли 2 охриненные  и очень дорогие коробочки от компании DVS. Первая это мастер DCP станция DVS Clipster, именно в ней делается финальная сборка всего проекта, конвертируется всё к единому знаменателю, генерируются ключи, накладываются субтитры, проверяется 3Д и тд и тп., в итоге мы получаем контейнер .mxf именно это вы смотрите в кинотеатрах, в 90% случаев когда вы идёте в кинотеатр, вы видите продукт финального производства таких вот рабочих станций, к слову сказать у Камерона дома 4 таких, недавняя, новомодная пустышка “Сталинград” то же прошла через такую машинку. Вторая коробка это так сказать SAN all in one DVS SpycerBox Flex, перед вами массив со встроенными контролерами метаданных, к которому без дополнительных усилий можно подключить 2 клиента по “оптике”, данный масcив специально заточен на работу с большими, не компенсированными секвенциями. По мимо всего прочего на столе валяется “задержка звука” от компании DataVideo, USB 2.0 удлинитель через витую пару Icron Ranger 2104, колоночки Yamaha для проверки звука, ну и монитор Dell U2711 для интерфэйса.

     Так чему это всё я. Перед нами стояла задача, АМЕДИА снимает ролик на свою F-65 в 4К, причём специально бракованный, с не правильной экспозицией и тому подобным браком, а нам нужно было сделать монтаж, сборку, цвето-коррекцию и выгнать готовый dcp на проектор Sony в 4K. Всё это мы сделали за день. То есть вот так за 1 день сделать 7 минутное мини кино в 4К и это оказалось не то, что сложно, я бы сказал довольно просто. Отсюда вывод, что я очень сильно ошибался и 4К это уже совершившийся факт, всё. И сделали мы его на комплексе который мы собрали за пол дня, на коленки из доступных под рукой систем, если бы мы занимались этим вопросом в серьёз, всё это получилось бы быстрее, качественнее, да и в целом лучше. Спасибо за внимание )