I was not liked for myself
I was not always attractive
I was not masculine enough
I was not picked first
My confidence wasn’t genuine
I didn’t have good skin
I was not the richest
I was insecure
I was only telling myself things I didn’t have
Or things i wasn’t,
Subconsciously knocking down my wall of self love bit by bit
I was told, “you have so much potential”
The first few times hearing that was cute, but
potential without direction is like 🤷🏾‍♂️"ok …“
till i was CHECKED and shaken “you don’t believe in yourself”,
by that time my wall of self love had just a couple bricks left
and it dawned on me, i didn’t.
My belief in others was so strong
that i ultimately shrunk myself (you can be there for people and still know your the shit by the way :D)
bit by bit i am building my wall back
my wall of self love
my wall of belief in ones litness :D
and i have never felt better
i am not saying believe in yourself to the point of conceit (thats vanity boo)
but actively know that GOD did not make a mistake when he made you
and surround yourself with friends that would speak life into you… even when you’re down "As iron sharpens iron so a man sharpens the countenance of his friend”
Proverbs 27:17

p.s: the best filter you can’t buy is “belief in one self”
nearest place to buy it is … within you

Created and edited: Ayo B (tabooade)
Music: (@this_nao ~ like velvet) + (@jheneaiko + @4everbrandy ~ ascension)
Voice over: MLK speech
Recording by : Kevin graham


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