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you'll all agree with me that most of us spend a day creating scenarios in our head without actually living the date. if there's a opportunity in front of us & we had this strong urge of taking it. yet, we wait, we keep getting butterflies in our stomach with a whole lot of stress but we stay, we stay put & when that particular moment passes by and everyone start getting back to their home. there we're standing without actually achieving anything & leaning our shoulder to the gentleman named mr. regret beside us.

we have to understand that it is not about us being the hero or glam of that second or it isn't about the public who'll judge us. it is about us actually living that bit & making the ticks worthy so that we can create stories to tell around the world when we sit by instead of lying that we did this, we tried that. stop it. you know, you didn't. you were just playing a role of another statue, nothing else. be shameless. let them laugh, let yourself fall but atleast don't be a point to encircle around in the arena.

- apollo

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“ is it better to speak or to die?” I would like to think it’s better to speak, but realistically I’m a person who would rather die. My words get all jumbled in my throat and there’s a lump sitting there, barring them from getting out. I don’t know what words to say, or when the right time to say them is. I want to speak, but I only know how to die.

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annoyingly, i am an ambivert, so every time i do the mbti personality test i either always get istp/intp or estp/entp cause i am an unpredictable little shit 😭

im pretty sure intp/entp is the one that works the most for me idk 🤷‍♂️

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It’s crazy how before I realized I had social anxiety I used to think I was an introvert/shy. I literally thrive off of other’s company. Not to say that I don’t enjoy my downtime and being alone (bc I absolutely do) but hanging out doing whatever with a group of people (thinking specifically of my track team here) makes me so fucking happy. I used to also describe myself as quiet, doesn’t talk a lot. When in reality I love to talk to people I just have huge anxiety over it and I dunno how to converse with people properly.

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I know it's trendy to be introvert, and everybody is suddenly annoyed by extroverts...

But wtf should do I, who is ambivert, which is basically antisocial extrovert:

introvert for the most of the time untill

you've awaken the beast / the demon in me... ?

It just so depends on a mood ...