You get to see models of different colors and shapes in a life drawing setting. They move and breath while posing (breathing like in real life :O) ambient music is playing in the background and you have 1, 2 and 5 minute sessions. I find it very helpful , you should try it.
I only find me in the twilit streets. I am conflict, and conflict is within me. In the heaviness of dreams, I hear only the thickness of a hundred bells. LOOK! I have fear - among other night-mares - inside of me, that I’ve never had before. HEAR! My trembling, like a multitude of ghosts, phantoms over a blackened grassland just before an evening shines its moon. FEEL! I suffocate in the thickness of a thousand biographies ending, smothering me, like books in free-fall eventually burying me. Look at me!
I am that one soldier maimed, the enemy you looked upon with disdain, my yells of pain now only echoes on a field; should fortune smile, it could remain in someone’s memory. People remember the glory; I remember the shit, piss, the stench of fear, my future unmarked grave. Thus, call me selfish. I only find me in the twilit streets because I walk alone. I only find me in the deceptive terza rima of the changing positions and dispositions of the times.