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I hate that. When there’s something that you obviously can’t change, it’s who you are, and people just don’t accept it. It has to be ‘fixed.’ But some people just operate differently than others.

I think it stuck more when my dad finally said it to me earlier this year. I was like damn..I’m a fuck up. Like I said before, when he said that I was immediately brought back standing in my elementary classes on multiple occasions and my teachers telling my mom that. A big slap in the face, for sure.

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I’m the same way now. I used to be a perfect student. Then I got a life and other interests and it’s just gone downhill since then haha. I’m generally ok with projects but essays…yeah tonight is a prime example.

Hahaha I was like that ever since 1st grade, haha. No joke. All my teachers told my mom ‘He has potential’ and 'He’s a good student, but he just needs to apply himself’ Every. Fucking. Year. With almost every teacher. And my dad just told me that, the last time I saw him, before I started working we had a long conversation when he was dropping me off. He said 'Son, you need to apply yourself. You’re very smart. You have the potential.’ When he said that, I was thrown back in elementary school. *SIGH*.

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Mhmm. I actually enjoy all my classes right now so if I wasn’t such a terrible procrastinator this wouldn’t be a problem, haha. But normally, that’s definitely the case.

Oh my goodness. Ever since I can remember, I’m a horrible procrastinator. Like….starting the project the night before it’s due and the class is either your first or one of the first classes you have the next day which is literally 4 hours away. I’m an awful student hahaha. Except for the projects I enjoy doing and have them completed like a week and a half ahead of time, haha.

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No it’s okay I’m going to be distracted no matter what. It’s just what happens. Right now we’re on terrestrial planets and their cores. It’s pretty fascinating.

Oh okay, hahaha. Then I won’t feel bad for distracting you :P

That does sound interesting..sometimes that stuff scares the shit out of me. But, I love to learn about it because of how amazing the stars, galaxies, planets, etc.

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Yeah I think I found it through people I watch on youtube like three years ago. Then I didn’t touch it for awhile then came back this summer. Now I’m super happy I started using it again. For a lot of reasons.

I should’ve gotten into it a long time ago during my myspace days. And it’s crazy too, because I’m finding out that a lot of people I know of had one for years now. Like on of my favorite artists’, I’ve been following her on deviantArt for years now and I just found out that she had a tumblr like 2 weeks ago.

Did you get that ‘Reset Password’ page? Because I did and I read somewhere, a few days back that if you got it and if you click it you’ll lose everything and I was going crazy because I went out that whole day and came home that night and clicked it scared because I thought I was going to lose EVERYTHING and have to start all over again. But nothing happened and everything was as it was my theme was okay. It was horrible haha Basically what I’m trying to get through and say is, I don’t know what I’d do without tumblr now that I have it. You know?