amazed and confused

idioddyssey  asked:

Hello (for the poetry thing. You're amazing oh my god)

“nervous, confused, and half-asleep,
who would have thought that we would meet?
there’s a light in you i didn’t see,
i pray there’s a light you’ll see in me

that night i owned a lively glow,
that night i think i knew i’d know,
tonight for the billionth time in a row,
*wiggle, wiggle* friend, hello”

2

more magician reigen bc its so much fun

and also ritsu bc definitely super fun

Yuzuru Hanyu and Shoma Uno - 2016 Grand Prix Final

4

Todd, you’re not making any sense.

So I’ve seen fics where Sportacus goes into heat but what if…

What if elves had mating dances.

Hear me out on this. In spring male elves collect flowers and feathers and ribbons and anything colorful and pretty and they weave it into a shawl and wear it around the one they’re courting and just dance around. But its not just normal human dancing. It’s acrobatic and flashy like birds to show off all the pretty stuff they found and what they can do with their bodies like how high they can jump and how flexible they are and how strong they are.

Just imagine Sportacus bird-flirting at Robbie.

Okay but are you a Hamilton person or an Usnavi person? Non-Stop or 96000? 21 Chump Street or Freestyle Love Supreme? Long haired Lin or short haired Lin? “Whaaaaaat?” or “No Me Diga?!”

you know what? i don’t care if i get hate for this, but i loved the final problem.

sherlock was showing human emotions, mycroft was an amazing big brother, and john seemed like he was starting to heal a bit.

(trying to say how i feel without spoiling anything for those who haven’t seen the episode yet.)

Antifeats

One player took an antifeat making it so their character could not be healed by magic. He decided to try fighting in a tavern’s brawling pit. I (DM) had figured they had clerics on hand for patching up the fighters after the battle. The character goes up against the champion and looses

Player: How did they heal him?

Me: They have clerics on hand.

Player: But the–

Me: *huge grin* For shits and giggles roll a death saving throw.

Player with the antifeat: *natural one*

The dubbed non-magical healer (so that character wouldn’t die as easily as the antifeat is supposed to make it) climbs down, takes care of him, then starts lecturing the amazed bunch of recently confused clerics about anatomy.

  • What she says: I'm fine
  • What she means: Dirk Gently's Holistic Detective Agency is one of the best shows I've ever seen. It's the perfect mix of humor, sci-fi, and gore, and still remains family friendly. The characters are extremely diverse, several being POC, having mental disorders, or troubled pasts. All of this while still being seen as just as important as everyone else. Not to mention none of the women in this series is sexualised ever, no one is threatened by rape in scenes where it other ways would be expected, and many times the women are the ones who actually get stuff done. The story is amazing and strange and confusing, no one ever knows what's going on, not even the characters, it's just such a wonderful show and the fact that so few people have seen it is unbelievable.

wlw: there is hope!

between compulsory heterosexuality, oppressive religious ideologies, your own fears, insecurities, and doubts, intracommunity invalidation, and all the other slings and arrows faced due to your attraction, it can be so hard to remain hopeful that you, too, will find a woman to love and who will love you wholly in return.

but i got to chat with an amazing woman today. her confusion about herself and her orientation, and the hopelessness that came with the realization that she preferred ladies, had left her feeling so isolated, she figured she’d be alone for the rest of her life. then, at the age of 27, she started dating a woman.

now, she has lived a big part of that “rest of her life” (the one she thought would be so lonesome) with a woman who makes her smile, a woman who appreciates being taken care of as much as she loves taking care of her girlfriend, a woman she could not stop talking about.

they have been together now for 47 years. forty. seven. years. they found each other just as the lgbt liberation movement was beginning, and they have held fast through nearly 50 years of the trials and tribulations this life throws at us.

one anecdote doesn’t mean much, but i swear, if you could have seen the smile on her face as she was telling their story, you would be hard-pressed to let any doubt creep into your mind.

so please know this: you are not a lost cause. you are not alone. you are beautiful inside and out, and you absolutely do deserve the love you want and need. you might not find it tomorrow, or next year, or ten years from now, but there are absolutely women out there who think and feel as you do, who want to love and be loved the way you do, who are looking for someone just like you to adore in every way.

your fears are real, and undoubtedly founded in things you’ve personally experienced, but all i want to say is: don’t give up hope.