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It hurts. Everything. Feelings and scars. Scars on my heart, My mind, My soul. No one sees the cuts Because they are only Visible if you look Close enough. I scream everyday for Affection not attention.

My eyes wander as if They had a purpose, A meaning, A soul. Your touch, Your hug, or just Your glance can fix me. Look at me, no, deeper. Can’t you see me? Am I no longer important? Am I no longer here? Just realize that everything You do expels my love.

Though I hurt you once and tried To mend what was broken, Your neglect leaves a deeper gash Than I ever could imagine. Remember me when I’m gone Or atleast let my name pass your heart once.

Absence is pleasing. Resistance is poison. Neglect is murder.

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