Snape x blind 6th year student reader where snape makes fun of her in class without realising that she's blind because she's always managed well, until she makes some sassy comment and he then realises and then later on he finds her crying in a corridor because some Slytherin's decided to drag her somewhere and get her lost..
continued: Snape brings her back to his room as it’s too late to get into the gryffindor common room and she asks if she can do something odd and he accepts so she feels his face to see what he looks like. And can she also mention something about how nice his voice is? Thanks :))
Sure, I will do my best! I hope you like it.
AND I proclaim that it happens before Potter comes along (like a year or three before that); so Snape is relatively young, but not tortured by Lily’s death.
Name: I do not want you to leave.
“Ms. Y/L/N,” you hear Snape’s voice right over your head, so you flinch, almost dropping your wand in the potion. “Do you know the difference between red and yellow? Or are all colors of the Gryffindor flag same to you?” you freeze. You were sure you did everything correctly, checked the tags on the chemicals at least four times before using each one of them. They all were correct.
“No, sir,” you answer quietly.
“Then why on Earth would you put in the powder of rat’s bones instead of the powder of the poppy seeds? Or did you decide to improve my own recipe by exploding the whole castle?”
“I… I am sure I put in the right ingredient. Are you sure you wrote the right instructions?” Snape’s breathing gets quieter and must more hateful, so you can almost feels how much he wants to strangle you.
“Are you questioning my ability to write, miss?”
“No, only your ability to label the ingredients properly, with the correct usage of Braille,” you answer calmly. “I used the ingredients with the correct tags.”
“Braille?” you nod. “You are blind.”
“Uhm… So hard to notice the dark glasses, cane, and the weird way of walking? Professor, you may need to check your ability to see students, you are doing much worse than I am,” your classmates pulls your sleeve, hoping that you would stop before Snape decides to kill you, but he seems to not be willing to.”
“My… apologies,” he answers finally, much quieter than before. You hear him whisper something under his breath, and the potion in front of you disappears. “I will make sure the ingredients are labeled properly from now on,” you nod and hear him walk away, his robe swishing by your side.
“Hate those Slytherins,” you murmur later that evening, as you are walking around the basement, trying to find your way out. The most annoying thing ever is probably when those morons get you as a group and abandon you in the middle on the basements, so you spend there whole night, trying to find a way back to the Gryffindor tower.
“Miss Y/L/N?” you hear Snape’s voice coming from somewhere, so you turn around.
“Oh, Professor Snape? What a lucky meeting, I’ve been looking for you all over the place,” you smile at him. “How are you doing, sir?”
“You have been looking for me just to ask how I am doing?” you nod. “I am doing well despite having a student walking around the castle in the middle of the night.”
“Then I shall return to my room, professor,” you answer calmly, turning around, then stopping and turning back to him. “Uhm… Professor?”
“Yes?” you can almost feel how he is sarcastically lifting an eyebrow - your classmates told you that’s what he keeps doing to show sarcasm.
“Could you… Could you point me in the direction of the Gryffindor tower, sir?” Snape walks up to you and gently grabs your shoulder. “Sir?”
“Let me walk you, miss. You don’t have your wand or your cane, I suppose it’s only adequate that I make sure you make it to your room before morning.”
“Thank you, sir,” you murmur, and Snape simply keeps pushing you forward, one hand almost wrapped around your shoulders.
“I do need you to tell me who did that,” he notices at some point, when you are walking upstairs. “Who was it?”
“Just a Slytherin kid,” you shrug your shoulders. “It’s always them, but you may have guessed that I am not that good at remembering faces.”
“Very funny. I will make sure they are punished. Careful,” Snape quickly pulls you closer, as the staircase, which you almost stepped on, starts rapidly moving.
“Thanks,” he nods, not hurrying to let go of you.
“You really should be more careful,” Snape slowly releases you and leads you in the tower, then to your room. “You have your own because of the vision impairment?”
“Yes, sir,” you drop on the bed and smile. “God, I missed this place.”
“Well, now, that you are safe…”
“Professor, may I ask to do something… odd?” you ask quietly, and he agrees, sitting by your side. You do wonder why he seems to care for you. “Sir, permission to… see your face?” he doesn’t answer, so you lean forward and slightly touch his face, brushing your fingers against his eyelids and lips. “Wow.”
“I suppose you understand that this act should remain between us and not be discussed with other students, miss?” you smile and nod quickly, your hand sliding down his jaw and neck, when Snape catches your fingers. “Miss?” you smile apologetically, and Snape lets go of your hand.
“I am sorry, sir.”
“That’s alright. Miss Y/L/N, you really should go to sleep. It’s past midnight,” Snape slowly pulls away, as you smile sadly.
“You do have an amazing voice, sir… It fits you,” you murmur, as you lean back and crawl in a ball under a blanket. Snape giggles, or makes somehow similar sound, not going anywhere for some reason - just sitting there next to you.
“What career are you going to pursue after you leave Hogwarts?” he asks finally. “I never ask that, but your case seems rather…”
“Unusual?” you grin. “Yeah, people tend to believe that I am not complete without the vision… I was thinking of doing potions, but that seems quite impossible without a good assistant. So I will probably stick to the ministry work… And kill myself because of it,” you grin again.
“You may want to stay in Hogwarts.”
“As a librarian? I don’t think so.”
“As my assistant. I am looking for one, and you are doing quite well for your disability. Incredibly well, actually, you could become a good potions master,” you sit up, not understanding what the hell was happening.
“Professor, what is wrong?”
“Only that Dumbledore requires for me to hire an assistant from the current students, and I dread the thought of hiring any one from the Slytherin… our dear director is a Gryffindor, there is no way he will let me get one more Slytherin. Also, you are very good.”
“Sounds… too flattering. Professor, I am blind, but I am not dumb. Why are you offering me this job? It’s Hogwarts, a great place, officially the highest salary in the educational institutions in magical Britain… Professor, why?” he sighs, raising his hand and slowly stroking your cheek, brushing his finger against your lips. Snape breathes in, terribly slowly.
“Because I do not want you to leave,” he answers quietly, and you freeze, really wishing you could see his face right now. And, as if knowing it, Snape gently takes your hand and allows you to touch his face, your fingers running by the his stressed forehead and the tensed muscles, as if he is about to erase your memory and run away if anything happens.
“I don’t want to leave,” you answer just as quietly, your fingers stroking his jaw, as Snape carefully puts his hand on your waist and pulls you closer, pressing his lips against yours.
It’s fascinating how our brains are made to recognize someone’s gender. Although this whole gender-identifying aspect can be a complete hurdle for trans and non-binary people in general. I’ve always tried to put myself into a cis person’s shoes first. When you interact with someone, they look at you and they will tag your gender based on your appearance, so it’s important to take care of every single aspect in order to be correctly tagged as a male. Otherwise they will either tag you incorrectly or be extremely confused. That’s what I experienced in my very early phases of transition where I did not really know much about how to pass properly. I did plenty of researches on the Internet and did a lot of experiments that I am going to share with you in this post, hoping that they are going to be useful for someone who is experiencing the same situation.
1. Get a short haircut
We all know that there are indeed a lot of hot dudes with long hair who look extremely handsome, but let’s not forget that they have those secondary sex characteristics that pre-T guys currently lack. And anyway, shorter hair is better and easier to take care of. But that’s just my personal preference. Also, don’t forget that not all short haircuts are meant to be masculine. That’s why your hair stylist should be aware of it and not try to emphasize certain characteristics that we are actually trying to hide.
DON’T shave your whole head. I highly recommend haircuts with shaved sides. They are trending, attractive and most importantly, they give you a more masculine appearance. This is my current haircut:
This type of haircut requires some daily styling though, but I consider it to be worth it. I personally pass a lot easier ever since I got it.
2. Don’t forget about your eyebrows
Your eyebrows can make a HUGE difference. Thicker eyebrows can easily give you a more masculine appearance. You can use an eyebrow pencil to give them a form of your preference. But be careful to not exaggerate either, make sure you still maintain a natural look. Try to not put too much pressure on the pencil, otherwise your eyebrows will rather look fake. Having plucked them in the past can be advantageous since the hair would grow back even thicker.
3. Bind your chest unless it’s already flat
… but don’t forget about Rule #1: DON’T. EVER. USE. ACE. BANDAGES. If you do, take them off RIGHT NOW. It can seriously damage your health and I doubt you want to end up in hospital with a broken rib.
If you can’t afford a binder that was especially designed for this purpose or need a temporary binder until you get your „real” ones, I have a cheap alternative for you. But please note that this might only work for small-chested folks. It seems to work fine to me, but I can’t guarantee that you will get the exact same results since your body type might be different. Either way, you can always try to improvise and see what would fit you better or ask me if you would like to get more ideas. All you need is: - a body swimsuit - 2-3 shoulder pads - basic sewing skills - (optionally) a smaller waistband that you could wrap around your chest (it is to flatten the nipples correctly)
… and behind the curtains:
Basically, all you need to do is to first take the swimsuit and mark the area where the shoulder pads should be tied to. Yes, the shoulder pads will go under the chest. The amount of pads you need to use depends on their thickness and on your chest size. It will give you a bit more buffed look, but it does a great job at hiding those unwanted curves. The suit is designed to flatten it a bit more, so you can have some interesting results. Personally, I can wear it all the time without a single issue. I even cycle in it and it has never been a problem. The material of the suit also allows your skin to breathe, so there’s pretty much nothing to worry about, health-wise. I cut the whole bottom part that covered the intimate body parts so that I wouldn’t have to take the whole suit off or put the bottom part by side whenever I wanted to use the toilet. Indeed, you need to „sacrifice” the suit if you want more comfort. It isn’t perfect, but it can be a great temporary solution until you get the actual binders. Speaking of bottom parts, let’s proceed to the next step:
Even though my psychologist was like „why have something between your legs, it’s only getting in your way”, I still consider packing to be an important aspect in passing as a male. If you go out and start observing people, you will notice that guys do look like they have something inside their pants, while ladies don’t. Packing can vary depending on every individual’s preference or budget. Personally, I find silicone packers to be useless unless they have an STP (stand-to-pee) function. Because come on… nobody is going to check what you actually have inside your pants while walking on the streets. This part is to rather deal more with your own body dysphoria other than just passing. So just sticking a pair of socks inside your underwear is probably not very confidence-boosting and if you stick too much inside then you might rather end up with an awkward boner effect instead. So whatever you are using to pack, make sure it’s not too big and not too long. With some more creativity you could even create your own STP device using a tub. But maybe that’s already not worth the effort anymore, as you can nowadays find some great STPs at affordable prices, that would cover both packing and peeing.
5. Dress up properly
Clothes are one of the (less important) aspects that people look at while trying to identify someone’s correct gender. However, not all male clothes will also make you look more male. I personally recommend wearing darker clothes because they can easily hide certain unwanted shapes. Avoid wearing clothes that are too tight but also the ones that are way too loose. Pay attention to short sleeves, they can give you an appealing look if they fit you like a glove.
6. Get some facial hair - optional
Wait, facial hair without T? How? Well, it’s not going to be a real beard and although I mentioned that this step is optional, it can be quite important to those whose face shape could be an issue for passing as a male properly. Using make-up elements will not give your beard a natural look at all, so you should consider using your own hair for it and spirit gum. Once you go get your haircut done, you can ask your hair stylist if they could give you your hair rests. The beard can’t be a big one so you are not going to need tons of hair for it. Make sure the hair bits are cut very short though. Then, apply spirit gum on the area where you want some facial hair, then use a (preferably make-up) brush to stick the hair bits to your face. Repeat the process until the area is covered properly. Don’t expect excellent results at your first try. It takes time and practice to build an authentic beard. Using spirit gum is nice because it can even last days on your face (although you might have a few hairs fall off, but no big deal). Make sure you are not allergic to it though.
This is my current beard, keeping it simple:
But you can also have it only on the sides (the below picture shows how durable it can be, I was already having it for like a week - and only then it was starting to wear off):
… or a complete chin strap:
7. Work out
Make sure you are always in shape. Start doing a certain sport or go to the gym, it will definitely help you feel better and it’s very important in order to be able to pass more easily. Also, an athletic look is always more attractive to the eye. *wink*
8. Behave like a guy
This is already obvious enough. Be careful at how you walk and how you sit. Use a men’s body spray regularly and start using the men’s restroom unless you already do (also don’t forget about the men’s restroom etiquette: get in, do your job, don’t look around too much, leave). Practice your voice a little and try to speak deeper, using your diaphragm could help. DON’T START SMOKING!!! Really, smoking only has negative effects - it can increase the risks of having certain complications if you consider taking T in the future. Apart from that, you’d stink from miles away no matter how much deodorant you use. I highly discourage it. And most importantly: Don’t be ashamed of yourself! You are a human like all of us and thus you have equal rights, nobody has the right to bully or discriminate you. Those people don’t deserve any attention.
That’s it for now! These are pretty much the most important aspects you need to consider in order to successfully pass as a male in public. I hope you enjoyed reading and eventually found some remarks to be helpful if you are in the same situation.
“Yes, you would,” he admitted. “But not with me as Minister. I am devious, calculating, cunning, crafty, Machiavellian, sly, and tricky enough for both of us. If I remember correctly, I said you were a moral compass and therefore unfit for the job. Except I need a moral compass.” (x)
honestly,,, i get irritated at people who try to tell me that i’m wasting my time or that i spend more time on making my notes pretty/perfect than actually studying.
like,,, no?? my handwriting naturally looks like that? and using a ruler to make straight lines is faster than me struggling to make a trend line on a graph correctly? and since i’m perfectly happy with the grades i currently have, i must be doing at least something right, thank you very much
listen, i don’t care what your handwriting looks like or how you study + i’m not going to bother you about it. you do what works for you. i’d appreciate it if you would do the same for me as well.
does “wheelchair accessible” mean that the ENTIRE house is accessible, meaning it is 1 floor or there is a chair lift/elevator to the second floor? or does it just mean that the main floor is accessible from the outside by chair via ramp?
lots of the listings i’m finding SAY “wheelchair accessible” when really it is just a 2 or more story house that has a ramp to the front porch and no way to the second floor besides stairs. the tag for this will be “wheelchair accessible” when i get them posted, but i want to make sure i am using the term correctly?
Hello, everyone! As the title states, I will be away for a little bit! I will be gone fromJuly 20, 2017 - July 25, 2017 because I will be gone camping! I won’t have any reception during these dates so I will be unable to: post original content, do any tags, reblog from my tag, chat with anyone, etc. In the meantime, I will do my best to answer any asks I have and will even try to squeeze in one more post. My queue may still go for a couple of days, but know I will not be on.
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I just thought of this.... How about a royal!au where dark and Wilford are princes of rivaling kingdoms and they hate each other at first but slowly fall in love with each other by bickering every day... -coffee anon
ooooOOOOH i am a sucker for stuff like this 👍
👍 and just imagine all the politics involved. wilford’s one of those spoiled princes who has A LOT of power and doesn’t know how to manage it correctly. and dark, the prince of a crumbling kingdom, convinces wil that he can help him use that power properly (not telling him, of course, that he just wants wil’s power for himself and plans on betraying him ehehehe)
I have no idea if I am sending this correctly or not, but do you know if you could include tags such as "retail" "pet store" etc. This is my first anon message I am sending so sorry if I did this wrong. Your blog is 11/10 btw
It’s not possible for us to tag almost 150 posts a day even if we had the time to do so. If it’s not submitted via the “submit yo stories” link we can not edit them only answer them. We have asked people to tag their asks appropriately but you know how that works.
I have tagged this as anti James Potter, Severus Snape, and pro Snape, if it ends up in the J*mes P*tter general tag because of tumblr’s broken tagging system I won’t be bothered if you want to state your angry disagreement. But just know that I have tagged this correctly. This isn’t me trying to bait James fans.
Disclaimer: When I use words like Sn*vellus, and other insults they are not written as Sn h8, they are written from James P’s perspective for the purpose of this meta.
I saw a post and the anti made a good point she said the bullying was relentless
Relentless means unceasingly intent.
But she argued that relentless doesn’t necessarily mean from the very first year. She believes they started bullying him relentlessly in 5th year.
Now I am very against someone using assumptions in an argument and OP was just as guilty as the pro Snapers for making assumptions. I even chastise myself when I start going into the “what if or maybe” territory. The what if and maybe territory is okay for meta’s but not necessarily okay for canon discourses.
We only get two events the train and SWM. Then JKR’s James and Sirius bullied Snape relentlessly.
I assume that the train incident was proof that the relentless bullying began from day 1.
OP assumed that the train incident was just a once off, boys insulting each other thing, and it wasn’t until Snape started trying to out his friend that he began to bully him relentlessly.
The problem is they are both assumptions. Because bullied relentlessly doesn’t have a year stamped on it. JKR doesn’t say, Sirius and James, bullied Snape relentlessly from the first year to the seventh year. She just said they bullied Snape relentlessly.
So I personally concede not to make assumptions about how long the bullying went for, or when the bullying became officially relentless, but rather to just acknowledge that it was relentless. I won’t make those assumptions in canon discourse, however making assumptions in meta’s as long as the assumptions have some basis in canon is okay.
So James and Sirius bullied Snape relentlessly.
Now I’m going to get into a kind of meta about this: I will be using assumptions. That’s kind of what meta is canon based assumptions.
JKR says that James suspected Snape of having stronger feelings for Lily and it was part of the reason James bullied Snape as aggressively as he did. So this tells me that James’ relentless bullying probably started after developing an infatuation for Lily Evans.
Now James didn’t really seem to care for Lily Evans from the beginning. In the train ride he barely even notices Lily.
But let’s be honest James Potter sees Snape as ugly, greasy, slimy you name it, and probably couldn’t understand why someone as beautiful as Lily would hang out with someone as disgusting as Snivellus. So he became obsessed with the relationship between Lily and Snape and through his anger that someone like Snivellus doesn’t deserve anybody like Lily that was when his obsession with Lily Evans was born.
I’m going to play it safe here and say that the above paragraph is fanon speculation. However, JKR implies that James Potter was jealous of Snape’s friendship with Lily. Now jealousy regarding crushes can cause obsession and male territorial behavior. But sometimes jealousy is a silent “I’m jealous :(” but James was not the silent type, he actually bullied Snape partially because he was friends with Lily. showing male territorial behavior and obsession with Snape and Lily being friends.
My fanon is arguing that James developed an obsession with Lily not because he thought wow this girl is awesome I’m noticing her the way teen guys do. I believe his obsession with Lily Evans was born from his obsession with someone like Snivellus getting to have someone like Lily. When someone like James would feel that he was more deserving and that Snape was undeserving.
In SWM we see James blackmail Lily for a date by saying he will stop hurting her best friend if she does. Not only does that show a huge lack of respect for Lily, but it also shows that James doesn’t hold Snape in high esteem. Ergo James probably doesn’t take the relationship between Snape and Lily seriously. He probably just thought it was Lily feeling sorry for an outcast.
James is desperate to go on a date with Lily, enough to hurt her friend to blackmail her for it. But that obsession also shows me that James wouldn’t want to do anything that would make Lily not want to date him. So he (changes) debatable, so that Lily would start dating him. Now maybe I’m wrong but I think if James took the friendship between Lily and Snape seriously, he would never have dared to use Snape as blackmail. Because he’d be smart enough to know that using a person’s best friend as blackmail isn’t conducive to getting a date with that person. I believe that James probably saw their friendship as one big joke and that someone like Snivellus couldn’t possibly have Lily as a friend because he had any merit as a person.
Also, the train incident is where the name Snivellus is introduced. SWM is when Snivellus has been used again. Yes, there are a lot of missing years that aren’t shown, However, he saw Snape as Snivellus from day one and continued to see Snape as Snivellus until the fifth year. I don’t know much about 6th and the 7th year. We know that he saw Snape as Snivellus throughout all of the years because he has held onto the mean nickname he gave Snape as an 11 y/o.
Snivellus is an attack on Snape’s physical appearance. I do think that James Potter who had a low opinion of Snape from day one would bully him from day one, but that the bullying wouldn’t get relentless and male territorial aggressive until he became obsessed with why popular beautiful Lily would hang out with ugly social pariah Snivellus.
Now my opinion that the bullying wouldn’t get relentless and aggressive until after James developed an obsession with Lily is only my opinion so don’t quote me in discourse. Quote canon.
Now OP says James bullying became relentless after Snape started trying to out his friend and went around using muggle slurs.
We need to get rid of this idea that TEENAGE James was a knight in white armor for muggleborns. If he was, he’d be using his map to protect muggleborns from Slytherins like Avery and Mulciber, no instead James Potter attacks Snape when he’s minding his own business. He doesn’t attack Snape when he sees him using a slur on a muggleborn.
Also, James didn’t say “I’m warning you Snivellus if you keep trying to get my friend expelled you will regret this.” It would not have been hard for JKR to slip James whispering that in Snape’s ear and curious Harry getting in close enough to hear what James is whispering into the storyline. James literally only says it’s because he exists. So this isn’t James taking revenge for Snape trying to out his friend. I am sure JKR would have found a way to fit that in if it was. No this was just James still seeing Snape as Snivellus and still thinking that a person was beneath him and therefore deserved his treatment.
Also, teenager James “I am a hero for muggleborns” Potter cast curses on students in the hallways. How many of those students were muggleborns?
I do think James grew to love Lily truly.
I do think he became a hero for muggles and muggleborns.
He just wasn’t that hero in school.
Also, Snape was a victim of the marauders especially James and Sirius and a victim doesn’t have to be a pure cinnamon roll like Neville to be a victim.
I do think that James began bullying Snape on the regular from day one because it’s obvious the low opinion James has of Snape. But I just don’t think it became aggressively relentless until his obsession with Lily Evans.
HI! I am trying to not be disrespectful, but how you tag your posts is very important on tumblr. I understand that you might feel that you tag your gameplay correctly, many people disagree as the tag is for cc. I understand if this offends you, but my only purpose in doing this is to help you throughly understand the importance of tagging your posts.
whom made the rules i’d like to know
if its really bothering yall that much then i’ll take them off but i didn’t know that you couldn’t use certain tags on certain posts? k den
As excited as I am for fitzsimmons reunited and Clark directing…
The promo was teasing us. Clearly promoting a big fitzsimmons moment.
To me it’s a clear flashback to the kiss heard ‘round the world. We were given stills that clearly indicated kissing. If I recall correctly, we were on a mini hiatus at that time too. I even took time to create a diagram that somewhat correctly predicted two kisses.
It was intese. The hype was so palpable I can still recall the way I felt scrolling through tags.
And the we got “do you love him?” (no, Jemma no) AND “we’re cursed.” (sad but tru tho)… it was tumultuous processing my emotions for the next month. Tbh, I still don’t know how I feel about that scene/arc.
I’m scared if they promo fitzsimmons like that, we are certain to die from interpersonal drama and/or external angst and/or disappointment frock failure to deliver the emotional payload.
(part 1) I noticed ur anti supercorp fandom posts and I'm in tears. You take the action of a few assholes and use it to represent our whole fandom. Every fandom has assholes and sadly people in other fandoms only see the assholes. You can hate a ship but hating on real people will NEVER be okay. I am a sc shipper and karolsen shipper a cser. I am anti slave owners replacing a black love interest and not respecting kara. That has nothing to do with ships and it never will.
I’m sorry but you are an idiot. First of all, if you go to the ao3 where I post it clearly says anti FANATIC side of the sc fandom.
Secondly, it’s tagged correctly - as anti crack fic. I didn’t even tagged Lena there. Or used “Supercoorp” word. So my question is WHY DID YOU READ IT if you obviously knew it was going tp upset you? Sorry, I’m not sorry but I am NOT responsible of your happiness here if don’t even know how to protect yourself. Don’t like don’t read. How hard it is? Did you send anons to people from your fandom who tag their abusive, gross fics as karamel where they kill Mon, make fun of karamel and make it supercoorp fics? :)
Next. Few idiots? Don’t make me laugh. You need to block more than 300 blogs that are usually SC to scroll karamel tag without seeing hate. Do you want me to post all shit I gathered so far from your fandom that I found in our pro tags? I have hundreds of screen shots. Hating on real people? Go and say that to people from Sc fandom who attack Chris, Melissa and other cast members constantly on social media, on THEIR official accounts. Also, if you call my fic “hating on real people” then wow, you have seen nothing, kid.
First you say: “
I am anti slave owners replacing a black love interest
“ and then you say: “
That has nothing to do with ships
(part 2) I have NEVER harassed one of the actors. Most of us haven’t. The majority of us were disgusted by the people (who were apparently proven to be trolls but idk the whole story there) who harassed Rahul. The lack of queer representation in the media is no joke. When you turn on the tv you see representation it doesn’t matter the channel or time. It is so easy for you to find a couple that represents you. For me, I have to search so hard. I have yet to find a canon couple that i relate to
Cool for you. A funny story - I haven’t harrassed a soul too. And yeah, you didn’t harass but you also did nothing to stop the haters. The biggest anti accounts still are high and mighty, followed by enormous group of people, their posts have hundreds of notes. Proven to be trolls - lol. Do you tell yourself that before sleep? You have your queer representationm in the show, it was called Sanvers and AgentCanary. CANON. But you decided to ignore that for a CRACK ship. Suit yourself.
(part 3) so I am stuck with relationships that I don’t really relate to but at least the genders are right. Supercorp is that ship I really relate to. I relate to Kara so much and Lena is exactly my type. It is that one time where I say hey that is like me. I know it won’t happen and that isn’t the problem. Karolsen is also a non-canon ship that people want why wasn’t karolsen made fun of? Before you say it is the fandom I urge you to remember that isn’t most of us.
…you can’t find a ship you can relate along a lot LGBT ships to, but you relate to a ship made by an ALIEN superhero and a super rich genius? It sounds like you need to have some super high standards to relate to a ship. It’s like, you are a blonde, so you can relate to Kara. It sounds like that. And oh boi, my asexual ass can relate so much to the characters in the tv shows - so many characters. TONS. Not that like every of them always just has to end with a romantic interest *sarcasm* Also, I don’t get why you even start to talk about it - ship whatever shit you want and relate to any shit you want - did I say you can’t or something?
And wow, you can’t relate to a lot of ships, just to that ONE, but you can relate to WHOLE SC fandom, made by different people and whatever. Yay.
Karolsen was canon, what show you watch for god’s sake? And Jesus, Karolsen was thrashed in s1 by people. Hello?
(part 4) It left me feeling bad and guilty about who I ship & that the people I look up to hate me. I have something called Borderline Personality Disorder & often think I am worthless & am terrified of abandonment. When the cast said that stuff at SDCC I felt abandoned by people who have never even met me. It made me feel so worthless & awful that these people who I love and support who don’t even know who I am hate me. But please, go on about how awful the sc fandom is and deserved it.
And sorry, but you totally MISSED the point of my fic. it is a satire. It points flaws and problems that run in your precious oh so no abusive and toxic fandom. There is not a SINGLE line that says you should feel ashamed of shipping it. All thing I put there were created by your fandom. YOUR fandom created these things. YOUR fandom started putting abusive not karamel fics in karamel tags. I wrote that fic because of abusive assholes from your fandom.
I’m sorry you have to deal with your problems and health issues but I ask you again - WHY you read stuff that is CLEARLY not for you and WHY you don’t protect yourself? You want me to make me feel guilty or something? Sorry, but I don’t feel this way, abusive assholes FROM SC FANDOM who told me I should kill myself or sent me gross shit right after my mother died and I was super depressed made my skin thick. But ok, I only have anxiety now, so my problems are not as valid as yours, I guess? Becasue I ship a former slave owner with your precious Kara, huh? Hot damn, life is brutal. Also, I guess people who ship only becasue it makes them happy and they don’t have problems in life are not important and their opinions are not valid. Only people who deal with shit can talk and ship. And their ships are valid. LOL
I think you didn’t realize, but the cast members don’t hate anyone. It’s horrible you felt that way, but they don’t hate you. But you, who deal with your mental problems should understand that they were harassed by fanatic shippers for months and have had enough. And they sang a song about two women being friends. Did they say sc sucks? No. Did they say you should not ship them? No. Did they say you suck? No. Think about it. If you feel hurt by my fic, then think about the cast members that had to read gross shit that was post about them and if you really loved them, think about how they felt.
And seriously - I kind of get what you wanted to say, I kind of know what you feel but I don’t give a CRAP. Why? Because the amount of shit I see from your fandom makes me want to throw up, makes my anxiety worse, wants me to put bleach into my eyes. I understand that you want to be a part of cute, amazing fandom that is nice and cool and wahtever, but it isn’t. Your fandom is a home for some of the worst abusive people I have met on tumblr. And no, not FEW. I guess, I should just ignore the haters, cheer for SC fandom and shut up, huh? Sorry, maybe in a different life.
But seriously, protect yourself, no one is going to do it for you. You mental health is more important than reading a dumb crack fic and sending long ass message to a person you don’t even know.